Sunday, March 25, 2012
Where I had landed myself in,
I deserve it.
8:32:00 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
It's so amazing, so many things had changed.
People grew up, changed, learned and experienced.
Funny thing is that, everyone seemed to be together as one last time.
How many of us had a different route to a different future.
Some had children, some are married, some are still studying and some had found a job.
Can't really imagine myself having a kid or getting married. Gosh.
Totally out of my mind.
Amazing.
1:24:00 AM
You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way and sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen... Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.
Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday....
Was it worth it?
12:35:00 AM
Monday, March 19, 2012
Lately been so busy with my work, school, projects and all sort of things.
Been leading back what the kind of life that I had years ago, that I think it's a little madness.
I'm getting old, but every weekends were fun, enjoyment and laughter.
However, definitely I have also took time to take care of my dad too.
That I'm falling sick now. Sighed. :(
Guess I have over-estimated myself.
I am not so super woman after all.
Really need a lot of rest.
Cause I'm really extremely tired...
Good night!
12:59:00 AM
