Friday, November 30, 2007
Hey!
I dragged on blogging this entry. -.-"
I was supposed to call up Shikai to chat because he was bored at work. But I told him I will blog for awhile and then I will call him but I ended up surfing the net here, doing blog hopping, and it's already 11.30pm! MY GOODNESS!
Alright, I cut everything short short. :D
I went for my build-a-bear workshop. I was doing the FIB part and Gary said that I was chasing customers away. =( In the end, they stationed me in choose me. =/ *cries* Never mind. So I get to stuff a bear for the customer and I stuffed myself. -.-" I was not skilled alright ~ =( Next, Adelina told us that Xinling & I will be stationed at Suntec. Yes ! Suntec ~ =/ I think my performance is so bad that Gary didn't want me to stay in Vivocity. =( I'm trying alright~ =/ Sighs~ So I got really disappointed but yet glad again because I get to go to Suntec to work ! Yeah, walking distance from my house. =D
I went home to slack for a little teeny while and I went out for the skit. Initially, I didn't want to go because I got really really pissed with Junhao. After that, I went there, I have got nothing to do at all. SHIT YOU MAN~ I can say that I'm really very pissed off with the whole thing here. It's like I called Junhao asking about today activities, and he told me he don't know anything and he's going to work. Wasn't he the one to tell us not to work and go for skit practice on Friday ? WASN'T HE !? Alright never mind. Then I went to SBM, I have got nothing to do at all ! Then YeowChong told me that he didn't know that Wencai wasn't there ? SO YA ! MY freaking fault again ? Can't he confirm with Wencai before telling me to go anot ? It's like wasting my time there doing NOTHING~ And I have to travel to Potong Pasir to rot. I rather rot at home ~ *pekchye* I will never trust their words now~ I'm really disappointed with the whole damn thing today, especially the Junhao part. Damn it ~!
Alright forget about the angry things, I don't give a damn to anything anymore.
I'm off to give my phone call now. :D
Goodnight !
If only you know what I wanted
let everything be real this time?
11:12:00 PM
Off for training & SBM skit. :D
1:05:00 PM
Smile more =D
I'm back from lan-ing the whole day ! We played lan the whole day. Yeah, it's the whole day till night. I met up with Victeo, Larry, Zhenyu & Fuzhong first and we headed to Kopitiam to have our lunch. Then, Jianyong & Felicia came shortly. Felicia went to the wrong stop xD ! We were supposed to meet up at Payalebar but she went to Tanjong Pagar ! *Laughs* Cute ! So she was telling us that she was at Cheers, so were like "huh? Payalebar got cheers meh?" LOL!
After we met up, we headed to Grandlink. Chenglong & Weiming wanted to come for the lan too, but they went to the wrong place and I told them the wrong information. =/ Sorry ! After awhile, Shikai came when I was playing O2Jam. I wanted him to play with me but he say it's girls' game. =.=" Tsk~ We played for a long long time, then I went to play CS with Shikai. And he thought me how to play Tower Defence. Cool eh ! Then he brought me to the VIP room ~! Then we played the Tower Defence with his friend. We have never won before. Tsk ~ =/
We played lan from 2pm till 10pm. It's my first time playing lan for such a long time ! And the aircon was freezing me. I kept complaining to Shikai all the time. In the end when we were playing CS together, he finally felt the COLD ! It's like so so so so cold can. =/ After playing for such a long time, guess how much we spend ? We spend $0 dollar. LOL! It's free. :D Shikai rocks my socks ! LOL!
We went to Bugis for a teeny weeny while, then they took cab home while I walked home. =D Home sweet home ! :D I hope the guys had fun playing for free. xD ! And it rocks ! I don't have to log out at all. =X I just left my computer there and went to play another computer with Shikai LOL! My MSN was on the whole day can. =D But I wasn't bothered. =/
I came across this little video from Shixiong blog. I miss the past, seriously. Alright, some part of the video, I did stupid things. =/ Don't mind me yeah ~ :D SBM YOUTH *clap* Yeah ! I love you. =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7o3shYP5lY&eurl=http://pipalatree.blogspot.com/
Alright good night.
I'm in deep shit now.
I haven't get my uniform for tomorrow. =/
DEAD ~ -.-"
I need to wake up early tomorrow to get all the things done you know ! =/
Sighs ~ I hate myself doing last minute thing. =(
GOOD NIGHT !
SWEET DREAMS !
SLP TIGHT TIGHT !
With love,
wanlingx
12:46:00 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
*pufferfish*
I'm back from the training in the Oriental. Oh my~ I saw so many people. Zhuangxun, Marvin, Hongyie & Wensheng is working there too ! That's so coincidence. And I got to know that Ziyou is working at Marina Mandarin ! Everyone is working as banquet waiter/waitress now. That's so cool! :)
So, back to the training. It's so so so so draggy. I wanted to fall asleep everytime they give theory work. And there was a time they brought us to walk around the hotel. I felt so inferior in there. The whole structure, the whole place, the whole scenery, is just so beautiful. I love the ferris wheel scene where I can see from the swimming pool. =D Everything is just so beautiful! After taking a walk in the hotel, we were back to the room. They started to tell us how a dinner table should be set up, yadahyadahyadah... And I got really bored. =/
Finally, it's the time for our booking. I didn't know what time to book, so I hand it to Victor to help me after I get the schedule on Friday for my build-a-bear workshop. I have yet to get the stuffs for my build-a-bear workshop. I need a red polo tee, the shorts & white shoes just like the one I wear for school. But it's in horrible conditions now. =/ Then I have to get the stuffs for my waitress job too. Court shoe, Office wear skirt, stocking & hair net. I will have to borrow the others from Felicia first. =/
Sighs !
I'm going lan tomorrow. Shikai had opened a lan shop at Grandlink. People, support him alright. =D It's his grand opening tomorrow. And it's free usage for today & tomorrow. I forgotten about it. =/ When Zhenyu reminded me, I smsed him and found out that he forgot to save my number, and he tried to search for me online but I wasn't online. So, I didn't go down to support him. =/ But, I will definitely go down tomorrow. I will bring a lot friends too. =D It's better to let him earn then others right. =D
I felt really naked today. =/ I woke up really late and so I decided not to put on make up. =/ It just felt like, so-not-like-the-usual-me. =/ I got use to make up. Even going to SBM without make up, I felt so weird. But still I didn't want to put because I will always sweat after that. =( And I really need to sweat, I want to Jianfei. :)
And I think, putting fake eyelashes are cool. xD It makes your eyes so so so big. =D I'm going to get more fake eyelashes now. :) So goodbye to my short eyelashes. (^-^) And hello, to my fake-big eyes LOL! It's just all illusion due to the fake eyelashes. =X
I'm a happy girl again.
Because I decided to put,
everything behind me. =D
And I got so hyper today !
I think it's good thing when I had my thought straighten out.
I don't know what answer should I give,
but well, I will let nature take it course. :)
If it's impossible, means it's impossible.
Not my choice, it's my heart. :)
Fun & laughter tomorrow. :D
I'm going to be happier since I had found job.
Yes, I'm no longer jobless for your information.
I have job already !
YES JOB !
OOO YEAH!
Baby Yeah !
I'm a happy happy little girl.
Errr, no, I'm happy happy lady xD !
Stop correcting me, I ain't a girl any more.
I have got my IC, mind you. Tsk! =/
Good night !
I count the stars above the sky,
And I wonder if you would think of me.
11:56:00 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
xP
Hello, I'm back.
Miss me? xD
I want to Vivocity all by myself. I shopped by myself too. =/ Initially, they said that we are meeting at Vivocity. So it's alright, I went there myself first. I shopped. I walked around. Everything is still the same. I even saw two girls being caught by the security guards due to their surveys. I'm starting to remember all the things I used to do in Vivocity. I used to do surveys there too. But I'm fine. I have never been caught before despite working there for more than a month. =D This proved that I'm good at hiding & looking out. =D
Let me tell you how unlucky I am today. I was late for the training. It's not because I bathe slowly or what so ever. It's because my alarm clock didn't ring! My mum's alarm clock didn't ring! How can that be so coincidence right ! Next, I was running for the MRT and my slippers snapped. Best~ -.-" I limped myself to Vivocity. In the end, I got really fed up and checked if there's anyone around me, then I picked my slippers up and I walked barefooted. I was so freaking late by 30 minutes ! Damn~ =/ You know when I knew that I was going to be really late due to my slippers, I wanted to cry but I decided to head over to Vivocity and try to reach on time. =( I have never been so unlucky before~ Sighs~
Oh yeah, back to my shopping. I went every where but I got nothing. =/ I wanted to buy a turtle because it's just so so cute ! Yet, I didn't want again. I wanted to buy a Hello Kitty from built-a-bear workshop but I guess I will get it after I'm their staff. =D I wanted to buy a Hp strap but then it wasn't stretchable. I wanted to get a handphone accessories but it was too expensive. I wanted to get the Mini Toons' sweet, but I was too lazy to choose. =/ I walked everywhere. I went to Daiso, hoping that I can get something but I didn't get any. In the end, I went to Pet Safari to look at dogs! CUTEEEEE! I wanted to get something for my little boyboy, but I find none. =( Today is just so not my day!
Next, I met up with VictorTan, FeliciaKang, Pearly, Zhenyu & Jianyong. I didn't want to play lan because it was just so boring. In the end, we went any way. I played CS for a while and I started playing O2Jam. After playing O2Jam for a while too, I got bored. Sighs ! I'm just not into gaming today. =/
You know what. I got an urge to get that dress that I had been yearning for. I want to start drawing thick eyeliner because I'm sick of my current make up. I felt like cutting my hair really short, but I'm afraid I will regret later on. I want to curl/rebond & highlight my hair but I'm afraid my hair will spoil. Aww~ I have so many worries. =/ If only O's is still here, I miss the studying part, really. =( I miss going to library everyday. I miss having no worries except examinations everyday. I miss the time when my mind is occupied and I don't have to think of you at all. Well, good things come to an end. =D However, it's a start to my new life. Welcome to my new life. But still, sighs~
John & Kengboon might be coming for camp =D COOOOOOL~ :D
I have banquet training tomorrow at 1pm. :D
I have Teddy bear training on Thursday morning. =D
My life is getting better once I get to work. (^-^)
I'm going to improve on my make up skills again. =/ I think it's rather shitty currently. And, I'm starting to get use of having make up to cover up my flaws. =/ I have serious pimples problems. =/ Someone give me a pretty complexion please. =( And I need to lose weight too ! Maybe I'll try going home early tomorrow and I shall run and I can bring my little boyboy out for run too ! Err, I just remember, I haven't get his licsense yet ! Oh my goodness ! *fainted*
Alright, time to sleep.
I want no more acne please.
I want to be perfect, fairy-godmother, please. =/
*wave wand*
10:55:00 PM
Hello!! Spot something different in me. LOL!
Have you guess correctly ?
It's my fake eyelashes. Forget it, after taking all those photos, I decided to take it out. It's just so irritating. You blink a little little bit, one side of it will start coming out. However, I still liked it a lot. =( How I wished I had long eyelashes like Khai's. =/ Never mind, I still has my fake one~ =/
I'm back from my little bear builder. :D I love that job. The manager told us many many things about the job. It's so so so interesting ! We get to stuff the bear ourself. Err, it wasn't a good experience. =/ Because my bear became so hard. =/ And we must question the customer if they want their bear to be soft, medium or hard. LOL! It sound liked we are ordering french fries. "Do you want your bear to upsize too?" LOL! Seriously, if you were there, you will laugh your head out. xD !
After the training, we started helping out in the shop. I helped the bears to dress up. Then, I went to dig the cotton wools. :D It's not a good experience too because you have to keep digging the cotton wools from that big big stack of cotton wools. You have to make it evenly and keep digging it out. =/ But it's still fun after all~ I got to know the girls & the guys. Everyone is so cheerful over there. =D
It's a great job!
I hope Adelina called me by tonight to ask me to go for more training on Thursday. =D I just want to work there forever ! And and, I might be working at banquet, together with the other SBM people. =D I shall get the stuffs soon. And I had to buy all the stuffs for my training on Thursday too. =D So many things to buy =/
I can't wait to work. =DDDDDDDDDD
It wasn't my first priority any more.
Our view has changed.
People has changed.
Character changed.
I just can't adapt to it.
Sighs~
I will post at a time later. =D
I want to blog about camp. People, hand in your forms ! FORMS !
LOL! MOGGA, Please hand in yours too ! =D
2:58:00 PM
Don't see he fierce fierce
He do act cute too. xD !
HELLO LIANGJIAN ! xD
Alright, I shan't blog too much. Because I'm not really in the mood of blogging. You know, when you want to blog, you must blog happy things. :) Anyway, I went out today ! =D It was supposed to be an interview day, however, that place looked really terrible. Like no people will ever step in there. So yeah, we didn't want to have that interview. :)
Oh yeah, I want to get that perfume. :)
I want to play O2 Jam. :)
I want money. :)
Bye~
You make me read between the line,
and you make me out of your mind.
I'll blog tomorrow. :)
12:45:00 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
The Bottom Line
Letting go of the people who are not good for you is easy to do. Just say goodbye.
In Detail
Things that used to be difficult for you are getting a lot easier -- like letting go of the people who are not good for you. Today, you will find it effortless to turn away from the dramatically unhealthy people in your life -- and not ever look back again, no matter what the consequences. If you are negotiating among friends, don't try to anticipate how other people will react. Just focus on you and that other person. What other people think is not important at all.
You were all I ever wanted.
Say you love me, and I'll be yours.
11:19:00 AM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
I have got so long hair =/
I fractured two of my fingers. One is because I played the basketball, and that basketball bent my finger. Another finger was caused by my mum, she didn't know my hand was there and she slammed the car door shut. =( My poor fingers~ Now I can't even play my piano because it's just hurt so badly. You know what, I usually cry when I was hurt, but I didn't cry at all. Because this pain isn't as painful as the one I had when I met with that accident. This is what we called, we always grow stronger as we met obstacles~ It's so true can ~ But still, it's painful! However, this pain is tolerable, unlike the pain I had last time. =( Right now, I have difficulty in typing~
There's firewood cutting tomorrow. Who is free? Please do come down to SBM to help out ! I don't mind any one, just come down to help out if you are free. =D It's 12 pm! :) Thankyou!
I shan't blog any more. My finger is getting from bad to worst. I had problems even to bend my fingers now. This explain why I type slower than usual. Sorry ~
Oh yeah, Shikai has opened his lan shop in Grandlink. Please show him your support ! I want to go there and have lan, let him earn the money now =D My dear friends, next time we go Grandlink and have Lan alright.
Oh yeah, I want to rebond my hair again. Anyone has good place to recommend for my rebonding ? I had cut my fringe shorter than usual too. =D But I want a rebonding now ~ I need money !~ Where's all my pay =( And I'm going for training on Tuesday. :) I hope they hire me ! I really want that job. :(
I was reflecting upon my life today. It's been quite some time since I had the time on my own to reflect myself. I'm in a mess now. I need somebody to bring me out of this mess, please~ I had brought myself upon all these mess. I don't know how to clear up~ I just want to runaway from reality. Because it's killing me~ I don't want history to repeat itself, never again.
Sighs, my injured fingers cannot moved any more. It's just too hurting. It wasn't that pain just now. I think I should stop typing and get some rest before I can start chopping wood under the hot sun tomorrow. =( It's so painful !!
Why do guys always catch falls at the wrong time?
You were gone, far away.
[Edited]
The Bottom Line
Your divergent personalities will be coming together into one powerful unit today.
In Detail
Your divergent personalities -- the kind compromiser and the feisty rebel -- will be coming together into one powerful unit today. You are connecting all your different objectives into one big project, and the stage is set for you to make quite a splash on the scene. Get the word out to your friends and family about what is going on in your life. You'll get some interesting ideas and quite a few volunteers willing to lend you a hand and give you some moral support.
Since my horoscopes want me to voice out what I wanted in my life currently. I want to help to bring the camp to a success. It's been really terrible currently. So many things were undone. I don't want to see the camp in such a slow state. So yeah, I'm going to do whatever I can to help out in the camp. Though I'm not in the various group, but I will still try my best to help out. I'm sorry if you think I'm interfering, but I'm just helping out. After listening to Vicky's words about all those undone duties, I get really shocked. People, let's not put things to the last minute anymore. Camp is just in 3 weeks time. Please come down to help out if you have time. Over all, we just want the campers to enjoy the camp right. It's just seeing our hardwork paying off by looking at the smiles that we brought. :) Let's work together now. =D Let's start the ball rolling ~ Let's GO! =D
[/Edited]
11:23:00 PM
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
It's all about me !
What do you think ?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
You can try it yourself too. :)
The Clothes You Wear
What others see from your style
Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.
What your nightclothes reveal
You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.
What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.
What others see from your belts
You are a frank, assertive and sometimes flamboyant person. You are friendly and want to be accepted by everybody. You like to have fun, to be free, and to live a comfortable lifestyle.
What others see from your shoes
You like to be the center of attention. You like to look good at all times and probably never leave the house without makeup on. Although you may be intelligent, you're also insecure about your looks. You care about others, and will always listen to what they have to say.
What others see from your earrings
You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.
The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.
It's for you to find out.
Try it. :)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx
It's for you to find out. :)
1:26:00 PM
I love my hair =D !
The Bottom Line
There will be a lot of confusion around your communication today, so be very clear.
In Detail
There will be a lot of confusion around your communication today, so do what you can to exchange your ideas face to face. Emails are more about convenience than they are about truly connecting with another person. So if you are building a romance online, it's time to stop the electronic back and forth and schedule a good old-fashioned date. It's the only way to move things forward on solid footing. You need to get someone's attention to finish a conversation that started a few days ago
HELLO!
I'm going to SBM later on~ I don't know why, but I felt like sleeping again. Perhaps, I take a rest before I head down for the sharing. I'm feeling so not well currently. I hope I'm alright. Initially, I woke up early to go for their skit discussion but in the end I didn't. Don't ask me why~
I'm thinking of cutting my hair shorter. Well, it's still of a longer length but shorter than the current hair length. I wanted to cut because each time I was sitting on the floor, my hair tends to sweep the floor. -.-" I just don't like it~ So yeah~ Perhaps, I'm getting a softening~ I want straighter hair. =D
Sorry, there's no picture currently. I'll post later on. I want to upload all my past camps' photos. But I found out, there's too many and I will cry if I start uploading all of them. However, I had picked a few out and I'm going to blog it later on. :) Do come back! :)
I found out the hardest thing to say,
is I love you.
1:05:00 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
Do you know this feeling?
The Bottom Line
There will be a tough decision for you to make today -- do what you know is right.
In Detail
There will be a tough decision for you to make today -- are you going to do what you know you should do, or are you going to do what you want to do? Take a step back and look at potential problems that could develop if you take the easy route. The longer you delay doing the necessary work, the bigger these challenges will grow. The best attitude for you today is to just dive in and get things over with. Tomorrow you will have a lot more flexibility to do what you want.
I shall let the pictures paint my words
Ice Skate~
Madeline & me!
Group Outing~ =D
The girls~
I can't climb up~ =( In the end it's Madeline bring me up~
MOGGALLANA =DDD~ Sorry Fel&Mad~ I need photos for Mogga Blog~!!
FORESTER - The guardian angel of the forest~
No matter how we takes, the angle is just not right lOL!
JO~!!!
After Forester fell into the forest. xD !
DAMN CUTE CAN ! The way he fell, I laughed my heart out after he fell~
I know i'm evil, but I really can't help it xD !
I went home early to have some sleep. After resting, I went out to do something for Lawrence. On my way to Bugis, I was listening to my Ipod. I walked past a guy who is leaning on a car at the side, he suddenly said "wanling?" beside my ear. Then I shocked~ -.-" Seriously, I don't remember who he is? Or did I wear my name on my forehead. -.-" I just quickly said hi to the person and went off. I'm still puzzled. Who is that? =X Was it Pingyan ? I thought he's in boys' home ? I still don't know who's that person is. -.-" He's definitely aren't my primary school friend. I came home and started searching in my phone book. I had tons of unknown number in my contacts. -.-" Who are they!?!? My goodness!
My east coast trip is gone~ Forget it~ I was really pissed off. I don't like people to have a last minute information passed down. People has their own plan, you can't always give them a last minute thing when you are the one who is needing the help, not others. It's your responsibility, so now, my outing is cancelled. Happy~? You are lucky enough to have the guys to support you, I tell you true enough, I have no interest in helping you if you continue to give last minute information. I don't give a damn if you are the head or not, I DONT GIVE A DAMN~ Look at me, you think even if you are the god in the whole damn world, I will give a damn to you, I will never~ You had changed so much, you were no longer the one I used to know. Forget it. I don't want to lay my hand on anything now. Just freaking hell, stop spoiling my plan~
I came across this song.
It was my feeling for the past few days.
以为已对你失去感觉了
以为已忘记我们在一起过
以为想得没错
以为只要雨季别坠落
就可以放心对着你笑了
我以为说忘记就忘记
多么洒脱容易
怎么会看你一眼
头再一点
眼泪又不听话呢
难道说过去总会过去
不是一种真理
直到相遇的一刻
才让我懂
However, it's over~
Over. Gone. Forgotten.
I'm going to get a camera! I had blur photos when I'm using my cellphone to take the photos. I want to get my DSC-T20 Pink Camera ! Please give me a job! =(
You can put your blame on me !
8:33:00 PM
Hello! Guess who is this really long hair girl -.-"
It's me! Before the accident ~ LOL! My leg is so free from scars. =(
And Liangjian has that retarded face. xD !
I had came across tons of photos that day, so I had put it in my favourite. xD
Pearly! The cute cute pearly~ =DD
I was supposed to stay home and clean up my room. However, when I cleaned halfway. Chenglong chatted online with me and wanted to change our outing from tomorrow to today. So yeah, I quickly called the others and then I started prepared and went out. :) I met up with Rainer, Chenglong, WeiMing & Eugene.
We were deciding to watch which show and I kept insisting on Enchanted. :) I won ! =D They were nice guys after all~ xD So we were hanging around, searching for things to do. They played Bowling. Chenglong won first round & Eugene won the second round. Then we played the Day Tona. Crap~ =( There was once that we played beginner. I almost won ! Then Chenglong went to bang me and caused my car to fly and there it goes, my first position was gone~ =(
Next, they played pool and I received many phone calls. xD ! Everyone misses me! Alright, crap~ Then Rainer & Weiming complained that I kept talking on phone. -.-" They missed me, I can't help it. LOL! After that, we started to roam around, searching for things to do~ Oh yeah, I was searching for OCBC Bank high and low, it doesn't even exist in Marina Square. People, please get POSB or DBS as your choice, if not you will regret of having a bank with no readily available ATM. xD
We roamed around for a very long time, then Simon told us he was not coming and we had an extra ticket. -.-" That was so wonderful~ =.=" This is the first time I ever had such things happening during Movies~ To all my friends, don't do such things to me again. Sighs~ Anyway, Enchanted is really nice ! Fairytales to Reality~ Which one will you choose if you have a choice ? I will choose Fairytales because we always get to live happily ever after. However, I don't want to be in the cartoon series. xD !~ Yet again, I want to play with animals, I want them to be my companion. That is going to be so fun! =D
I want to post more about camps. Do come back if you are interested to know more about my SBM camp. It's great. It's fun ~ Most of all, I love it to bits. :)
Nighty night !
Ice Skate tomorrow ! :)
My life is so happening nowadays. And I don't wish to change it a single bit~ =)
I WANT TO WORK ~ =(
1:02:00 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Anyway, I shall just summarise my day. It's fun. =D I watched Stardust. It was great. I crapped. I played. I shopped. I walked. I jumped. I met up with many people. :)
That's my day. Since my irritating brother is using this computer, I shall just let him use. He hasn't been home for days. Yet, when he came home, the first thing he wanted is the computer. Damn~ =( Never mind. I had whole day to laze around tomorrow. I'm not meeting Irene any more. Just like as usual, we always aren't able to meet out in the end. I shouldn't have push away the time to work when Pearly called. Sighs. But well, Irene told me about her being not free at a late time, thus, I had nothing to do tomorrow. It's just not my day. =( Sighs~ Everyone is busy working and studying. =( Somebody accompanys me please~ Well, I shall start cleaning my room tomorrow. But I really hope there's one day that I'll be able to meet Irene. I hope she doesn't have projects or academic work any more. =( *Pray hard* Curse that teacher for pushing forward their deadline. =( I want to meet her. Sighs !
Bye~
I don't know if I should work at Banquet. :(
11:10:00 PM
Kor, I love you. Best wishes ! :)
No matter how tough your work is,
you'll always have your little sister beside you.
全家福
Mummy, Boyboy & Dad
Me & Brother's Girlfriend. :)
Happy birthday kor kor ! :)
It's my brother's borthday today !
In the morning, I had forgotten to go for interview. Until Jianyong called me to remind me, then I remembered that I had to go for interview. So I rushed & went to meet them. The interview was simply so easy. However, the grooming system is terrible. I need so many things to get that job. I have to get Blue or Bronze eyeshadow. I need to get stocking. I need red lipstick when I don't wear lipstick at all. I need court shoes. I need office wear's skirt. Oh my~ I need hair net & I need to bun up my hair neatly. My goodness ! There were so many things to be done before I'll be able to get that job. Sighs, I really don't know if I should work for it or should I wait for another week before I get the job that I had loved a lot.
We hang around for quite some time before we headed home. =D We played tons of arcade games and I missed playing my Rock Fever. It's been 780432 years since I had played. I still remembered how I started from scratch when I know nuts about Rock Fever. Then, I played with Jashawn once and he was so damn pro when he doesn't look like those I-do-go-to-arcade people ~ -.-"
Sighs, there had been many things running through my mind recently. Things are getting pretty complicated. I don't know what I'm really thinking about. I have no answer. I have no thoughts. I just want everything to turn out right. Sighs, let me pass through this difficult stage. I aren't saying what's happening, but yeah, I'm not having a good life currently. =( I miss studying for 'O' level periods where I had no time to think about all these shit things. =( I just don't want to hurt people, you know?
I want to lose weight. =(
I don't know if I should colour my nails because I'm not sure if I want to do that banquet job. =( If I'm serious about doing that job, I will have to have my nails clean without any nail polish. =( Yet again, there are so many restriction and things that we must do. =( Sighs ~
There's Movie Outing with SBM people. =D TPrawks people has Movie Outing too but they didn't ask me earlier. So yeah, I couldn't join them. Perhaps next time ? I miss the TPrawks people. I miss the activities. =( Let's pray hard that we did well during 'O' level and we can get into TP~ TP, I'm coming for you. :) Then, at night I'm meeting the idiot burglar. xD !
My brother asked me not to get a job and I should get a rich boyfriend who I can live off him. LOL! Being a rich Tai-Tai is what I want in the future but yet again, my brother kept criticise me. He said that, I had no looks, no figure, no talents, no excellent grade in my academic, lazy girl... LOL! Oh well, I shall use a needle and pop my dreamy bubble then. =( No more building of sand castle in the air any more.
The guys are working tomorrow and I'm bored. =( I wish I can have one job which I can work everyday and I doesn't have to worry about not getting any job. =( I don't want to be left alone. I have no money. I have no job. I have nothing. I want to get my camera as soon as possible because mummy is bringing me to Bangkok for shopping. =D
Should I rebond my hair or should I leave it as it is ? =(
I'm determined to get into TP. =( Results are coming out soon. =( I'm scare. :( Alright, it's late again. I'm meeting SBM people really early tomorrow. =D Goodnight.
Sometimes, I just want someone to care.
我不想做一个我会后悔的选择
12:36:00 AM
Monday, November 19, 2007
Everytime you change your mind
Hello, I'm back from my sight seeing outing.
We met up at SBM in the afternoon. We wanted to have some cooking sessions but it was cancelled because the guys wanted to play basketball. I didn't join them for the basketball, because I didn't want to sweat. Next, we had our meals and then we headed to Orchard to meet up with those who are working. I admired their job please~ I'm currently jobless and I felt so meaningless in my life. I'm spending money everyday. It's like wasting time. =(
So, we were searching for chrismas trees. :) Andrina was crazy over her Danson all day long! And we get to see Jowell with her new hairstyle - rebonded hair. Pretty Jowell. :) After searching for chrismas trees for quite some time, we decided to have a seat outside Takashimaya. Then, we played Truth or Dare. xD ! It's fun~ =D We have all the secrets on hand but we are not supposed to disclose any. Boo~ =X
I have thought about the ways to spend my money. I'm getting all the tops, bottoms & accessories first. Then, at the end of the holidays before I start my Polytechnic life, I will give mummy & daddy a thousand each. =D It's my hard-earned money alright. =D I've already planned to work every single days after I get the job. =D So people, I'm super duper free right now. Bring me out ! =D From today till 1st of December, quickly book my days. =D This is the only time that I have time to spend with you. After I starts work, I won't be able to go out unless, I had my work ended. :)
The guys kept complaining that I'm fat. Ya ya ya ~ I'm fat. I'm going for intensive exercise tomorrow. =( I need to lose 5 kg in this short time before I starts work. =( At least, get those fats off my stomach. I had cut down on my eating too. And, I'm signing up for Dance courses when I had time. :) I'm going to check out the fees, schedule by this week. =D And if I had nothing on tomorrow, I will stay home to clear up the folders. I haven't had it cleared. I need to reformat my computer again. It's getting terrible. =(
I was chatting with a number of TpRawks' friends. Everyone missed TpRawks. :( I hope I'm able to get into the course I had opted for. I wanted to go Accounting or Banking & Finance. Yet, Tp has the one with Account & Finance ! It's 2-in-1 course. I will definitely take that. However, I have to start panicking and getting hoo-haa over my result. =( I hope it's great.
There are many many things I had to do for Lawrence. My goodness, I hope I don't forget everything. It's a tedious job because you have to run everywhere, start remember everything. And Lawrence is going overseas soon, I have nobody to seek for help. =( That's so terrible. This is my first time doing something that I'm not experience all by myself. =(
I'm going to update my wishlist again. I'm going to start making my nails pretty. I'm going to get a haircut. I'm going to do many things that I hasn't get to do for my life. =D Schedule for this week is full. =D I'm going to be out all day except tomorrow. I will have to see first. Victor Tan had asked if Mogga wants to go out but he asked me rather late at night. So, I bet everyone would be asleep or what so ever. Then, Pohleong wants me to accompany him for interview. I don't know if I want to go out tomorrow. I'll just have to see what's my mood tomorrow. =X Perhaps I'll stay at home and start cleaning my house. It's getting atrocious. And I have to get Boyboy's licsense. =D
Goodbye!
Do everyone needs a chance some time ?
_________________
Name: wanling
Date: 11/19/2007
Colorgenics Number: 37105426
You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
_________________
I was blog hopping and I saw this on Yinghui's blog. I think it's really true for most of the points given to describe me. Eerie~
Alright, that's all for today. :)
11:48:00 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Hello life.
I was supposed to wake up early today. But I was so so so tired that I told dad to go for work, I will sleep alittle teeny weeny more before heading to SBM. I brought mummy along too ! =D I hope she had fun there, getting to learn more friends better than staying at home and rot. =D Most of all, I want her to accumulate good merits. =D
It was a whole day full of running about. I shan't elaborate on that. Yesterday, I was at awareness place working ! Then when I'm going to SBM that time, I rode on motorbike again. You know, that kind of fear & phobia, it's killing me ! I was grabbing the handle so tight that my hand turned red after I reach SBM ~ My goodness~ I don't like motorbike! It's scary ~ =( Especially yesterday, the ground is wet and there are many turnings. I hate that ! It reminds me how I had that accident~ =( My mind kept spinning around onto that fateful day~ And, I remembered how I fell from the motorbike that day. I took so long to remember. Because everything happened too fast, I have no time to react and to think. =( To all my friends, don't you dare to ride a motorbike. It sucks. It isn't cool at all ! Trust me ~ When you are dead, do you think it's still cool ?
You know, my unique visitors are getting lesser and lesser each days. It's already half of the number of people compared to last week. I really don't know what should I be blogging. I want to get my Pink Camera so that I can snap everything down and start having more photos on my blog instead of the usual words. =( Let me earn some cash alright. I have no job. I have no money. I have no programmes now. Somebody kills me ! =( My life is so meaningless !~ My job interview is postponed to December. Which means, I have nothing to do till December. Do anyone has a short term Part-timer ? I regret for quitting my engraving job. =( Yet again, if I spoilt that damn machine, I'm dead. Aww~ Never mind~ =(
I was supposed to finish up all the bill payments and everything. Yet, everything has to be postponed to 31st. =( So, what am I supposed to do ! I'm so so so so so so so bored now ! I wished somebody just hire me for this little short while. It's better than me going out for play & play and waste tons of money for useless stuffs. =( I'm sad ~ =( Somebody hire me for just this short term alright. =(
I'm meeting my Moggallana for cooking sessions tomorrow. =D It's a great way to bond one another. =D I love them~ I might meet Khai & Maryanne on Tuesday. And perhaps, I might meet Justin & Kiwi for SPCA trip anytime this week. Then, I might meet Rainer papa & clique for some outing? I don't know. My schedule for this week is not planned yet. Initially, I wanted to finish up all the job given to me by this week, but yet again, everything has to be postponed. =( For now, I just catch up with a few of my friends. :)
I was thinking of relationship issues today. I find it really hard to get tied down. I find it really tough to accept that my boyfriend is to get jealous if I go out with my friends who are guys. I really don't mind if he go out with girls. I had seen too many real life issues that it scares me when it comes to relationship. I'm too used to having a carefree life. I'm too used to be being single. I'm too used to not reporting anything to any one. I'm just too used to hang out with anyone I know. To be honest, when I had seen Jashawn recently, I got a little upset. I don't know why and I don't want to know the answer. It just hurts. It reminds me of all the negative consequences after a relationship do not work well. I remembered John said that he hated my exes, because if it wasn't them, I weren't be like that ? I don't know how would I be like if I weren't with them. I'll get really pessismistic when it comes to relationship. I no longer see the wonderful picture any more. I no longer hold high hope of a great relationship. Everything is just a plain illusion at the start, it started with a smile but it ends with a tear. Isn't it ? Nothing is perfect. However, one thing that I was glad that everything is fine now. At least, we didn't ended the relationship due to any quarrels or what so ever. It's a peaceful one. Although I showed resentment towards him but it's all over. :) I'm glad I had learnt through it. Yet, there will always be a scar that will never heal. Don't be too trusty when it comes to relationship, when you lost it, you'll lost everything, even yourself. :)
When I was ready to open my heart,
I found out that I had lost the key.
P.S: I have decided to keep short fringe & I'm going for rebonding after I has the money. =( Furthermore, I'm cutting it a little teeny weeny shorter. My hair is reaching my backside soon~ =( It's too long ! However, I liked the time when it kept swepting to my arms because it's just so smooth and silky and I just like it the way it is. I love my hair. =D But I hate my fringe. =/
And, I'm giving my little Xiao Hei (Hamster) to Raymond. =( I hope he take good care of it. I really have no time for this little cuddly thing. Boyboy is already driving people crazy. He pee everywhere. He barks the house down. He is completely an insane dog. He needs attention more than anyone. But still, I love him. =D And, I'm still yet to get him his licsense yet. Sorry Boy~ I get it ASAP alright. I love you boy! =D
It's 2.25am. I have to learn to sleep early. I'm need better complexion. I need no dark eye rings. I need better health. :) Slap me in the face to remind me to sleep early. xD *laughs*
I hope my brother is doing well now. I haven't been seeing him for days~ =(
Good morning. :)
11:09:00 PM
I miss them ~ =(
I was going through my photos folder and I found these photos. I shall upload the other two for the next two post. =( I miss them alot. It's time for some meet outs ~! I was trying to search for photographs to upload for my entries, yet I haven't been taking photographs for quite some time. The photos of my TPrawks are with the others and I have none. Damn it ~ My phone went dead on the last day. And I was really sad. I'm sad ~ =(
In the morning, I went to Guang Ming Shan to help out in the awareness place. I started being really clumsy and I don't know what to do. And I got adapted really fast after awhile, it's just that I still have difficulty explaining all the stones~ I mean, there are so many things about the stones. Different colour, different uses, different meaning. =( I just like the time when I just have to put everything in the plastic bags. It's an easy job and it's fun. =D
Next, I went to SBM to help out . And I got to know that I'm one of the skit player. I have a little squirrel which is Wencong. -.-" I didn't know anything and that I don't know that I'm the skit player! Nobody tells me~ =( Never mind, I think I'm going to be really stupid again~ Don't laugh at me when I do stupid things. =X Just laugh when you need to, don't laugh at me after the skit finished. Don't laugh~ ROAR YOU! LOL! And still, I'm not going to disclose anything here. XD
After the skit discussions, the few of us went to play basketball and I didn't sweat a bit. -.-" I did run from one end to another end, but still I didn't sweat. Something is wrong with me. =( Am I sick ? Oh man~
There's alot of things for me to do currently.
I need to get my admin work started.
I need to finish up the SBM stuffs.
I need to get my outings planned.
I need to go through all the interview for my beloved job.
I need to start catching up with my old pals.
I need to clear my computer.
I need to clear my books.
I need to get everything done by this month.
Busy busy busy ! Suddenly life is getting really hectic. =( I need a life. I need money for my savings. I want to work for that beloved job. =( I really hope I can get that job. =(
SBM camp is coming in about a month time. I can't wait ! I really wish time passes like nobody's business right now. When I want it passes it quickly, it doesn't. Yet when I don't want it to pass at all, it just kept spinning and spinning.=( I hate time~ Give me lesser time now alright. =(
I go go go liao. There's Kathina day tomorrow. =D See you guys at SBM ! =D I want my job badly. =( I'm bringing my mummy to SBM tomorrow too. =D BYEBYE !
Expect the unexpected
12:13:00 AM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Hello !
Ding! Ding! Ding!
Running to TP!
Wearing white undies~
Tall, short, white black,
We all love TP.
TPrawks, TPrawks, TP rocks my socks.
I marked my last day of TPrawks. Initially I thought I couldn't make it for the last day, but yeah, everything went smoothly because the interview timing was changed. Most of all, I don't need any other job any more because I got in for my beloved job. However, it's just the first interview. There's two more to go before I'm officially their staffs. :) I shall start with the start of my day!
I was dashing to the venue. Then, the person told us that she couldn't choose all of us, so there's a competition going on. We have to do whatever things with our own imagination & creativity to get through the interview. Interesting right! But still, I'm not going to disclose my job's details yet. =X I really want to get into this job, so don't snatch with me please. =(
When she was annoucing the number of people who get through the interview, I was being called out and I was damn happy~ =D And I really mean it when I say I was damn happy~ Even those irritating Ahbeng who was disturbing me outside the shop, it didn't affect my mood at all. =D I was just so happy after knowing that I got in~ =D
After that, I went to TP to join them for their CCN ~ Err, I bought all the food stuffs. xD ! It's nice ! =D It's a compliment for all the TP student's stalls. After that we were playing with all the cheers and stuffs, then we headed for dinner. =D Next, we were waiting for the Jam & Hop ~ Alright, not to what I had expected but it was good enough. :) Though people gets alittle too rough at times and crazy too~ But it was still fun~ However, there was a part of time when this group of guys who get really crazy and became the center of attention. I wonder do they always do this when they are clubbing ? =X No offence~ I was just curious. =) Never mind, I don't mind. Since we had entered the dance floor, we bound to expect for such stuffs that will happen. =D It's still interesting yeah~
I must say that my PL were great. =D We have GL (Group Leader) in SBM but we have PL (Pack Leader) in TPrawks. =D Both rocks my socks. And I want to thank my PLs, Liling, Issac & Charlene for being such a great PL. You guys rocks ! =D I think I'm really starting to like TP. But still, I have to convince my family to allow me to go for TP. After going for TPrawks, I can't wait for Camp Ehi-Passiko. Anyone interested ?!?
Watch out !
It contains a highly explosive, fun & exciting camp. :)
Come & See ! You will know it when you experience it. =D
With Loves !
Age: 13 to 21
Date: 14th - 17th Dec
Venue: Camp Christine
Camp Fee: $55, $48 for early birds (before 1st Nov) & $45 for members
Hello my friends, if you are interested. Tell me ! =D I LOVE YOU GUYS ~ =D You don't always get to go to Camp Christine !~ It's time to experience a fun camp in the midst of your boring life. It can change your life to an exciting one. Trust me~ :)
People with the form, please hand in to me as soon as possible !~ And Moggallana, I had updated the blog, please check it out. =D
I LOVE TPRAWKS & CAMP EHI-PASSIKO!
12:41:00 AM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Hi, I'm back from my TPrawks. It was great ! I like the hip hop dance ! xD I think I had lost so many weight after I danced. We were like bouncing about and I think it's damn fun~ Then, we went for Dragonboating too and I saw Jashawn ! LOL! He was so fit & tan can~ I must say that, many of the dragonboaters are really cool & hot ! xD *Melt* If you want to look for hunks, try searching from the dragonboat teams. xD And Jashawn asked the same question as the one he had asked me during the last camp, "怎么你的脸这么黑？" It seemed like he doesn't have other things to ask me. LOL! Or is it that my face really that black when it comes to camp? =(
I had fun for the other games too ! I think the time when we sabotage Issac was damn fun. xD He was being forfeited and he danced banana dance. It's like the first time I had seen such a sexy banana dance. xD Cute ! Amanda is damn happy because she held his hand. LOL! *LAUGHS*
I can't wait to go tomorrow too. I hope it's fun ! There's interview tomorrow ! I will be really late for TPrawks but I don't mind. As long as I can get the job from the one that I wanted a lot. I'm willing to sacrifice. :)
And I had decided to go TP because it's simply cooler than other polytechnic. xD I like the environment, the people, the atmosphere, the facilities, the studying areas, and most of all, I'm damn attached to their library ! You know I like library and they have a large library. =D I will try to persuade my Dad to allow me to go TP. =D TP really rocks. :)
Do you still even care?
11:33:00 PM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I went to TPrawks today. :) Initially, I quited my job because I wanted to accompany Amanda. Then, I felt really lethargic to go because it's so far. In the end, I decided to head over there to meet up with my TP friends. :) So yeah, I met Randall & chatted for a while with Jashawn. I was supposed to call Cherie but I forgot. =X Cause it's really late and I want to go home early. =( It's going to be fun tomorrow ! There's Dragonboating and I'm really looking forward to it. Dragonboating you know ! I had played dragonboating with my guides but that's it, I had graduated and I had never thought that I will get to play again. =D Most of all, I guess Jashawn is in the dragonboating too. So, I get to see another long lost friends again~ LOL! Exciting~ That idiot Mingfei, he bluff me. =( I know you will read this xD ! You bluff me ! Oh ya, I was supposed to meet John early in the morning but I was just so tired and I had a headache last night, so I decided to just go in the afternoon. =D
I'm going to get another job and I won't be joining the TP people on Friday. :) Friday will be my job interview day. =D I can't wait please ! It's going to be really fun! I want to lose weight so I like sports now. =D Once I lose my weight, I will start hating sports again. =X Anyone wants to join the activities, just come to TP and register at TCC in the morning at 9am. =D
I'm still thinking should I go Singapore Polytechnic or should I go to Temasek Polytechnic. =( No doubt, I had many friends who are studying in Temasek Polytechnic, but my brothers said Singapore Polytechnic is a better school. I'm always the late one, so if I go to Singapore Polytechnic, there's MRT for me to get there. I can estimate my time and I won't be late for school. However, if I'm to go to Temasek Polytechnic, there's only bus and I don't know how long do the bus come. =( Sighs ~
Someone help me decide please. =(
I want to blog more. But daddy is going to pick mummy up. =D I'm going along ! I love my family can~ John even said that my family is so sweet. xD ! That's a good thing about squeezing with one another in a small room. =D I don't mind having a small house, but I mind not having companion. =D I really don't know how to survive if both of my brothers were to move out. =( I don't want to move house at all. It's a good location you know ! =( So my brothers said that I should find a boyfriend who can move in with me. xD ! And they said that if I had a boyfriend, they have to quality check before I accept him. LOL! See, it's a good thing about having brothers. =P Are you jealous ?
Alright, byebye !
To love or to be loved, which one will you choose. =(
Someone tell me please. =(
9:42:00 PM
Sighs, I can't wait to get the job that I had wanted all along. Well, I shan't be saying for now. When I officially get that job, I will annouce. =D It's a fun job! I get to play with kids again. =D Exciting ~ =DD
I'm going for TPrawks later. Initially, I didn't want to go. Maybe I had made the wrong decision, I should continue working for four days and then I quit. -.-" Isn't it better ? Yet, I didn't want to let Amanda be alone, so I decided to join her. But I'm really very lazy to go there you know! It's so far~ =( I hope it's fun if not I will start whining again. =( sighs~
You will never know. :)
10:40:00 AM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Bye.
*Cries*
10:39:00 AM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
I'm so busy with so many stuffs now. I didn't know that the post examinations period are the worst time ever. Now, I'm worried about not getting a good job. Then, I need to start clearing up all the mess in my house. Mum is not working any more, thus I need to find a better job to let Mum not worry about me. At least for now, this holiday I doesn't have to spend her money. :)
Perhaps, I'm facing things that aren't what others are facing currently. Dad has lost his job currently because that company is going to close down soon and he's looking for another job. On a brighter note, both of my brothers are working. :) That's why I always worried about everything. Brothers always blame me for everything. So, I will just accept it as it is. Because it's me that mess up Dad & Mum's life, if not they would be resting at home and not be worried about me any more. And brothers are quite stress over their works. Damn~
I'm starting work tomorrow. I shan't say anything any more. Oh ya, I just give a bite to Abalone, I hope nothing happens to me. :(
Sighs, I don't feel like blogging. =( Let me see how's tomorrow's work. :) See you~ And I had finished my dramas up to espiode 8. :) I'm waiting for the people to upload the remaining one. Please upload as soon as possible. It's a great show ! =DD Loves~ WUZUN~ =D
6:29:00 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Hello!
I'm back from all the little little things. I was in SBM the whole morning to night for the spiritual bonding. Well, it was great? But I was really tired. =( After the session, I joined Eugene, Yinghui, Fuzhong & Raymond for basketball. =D It felt good to do exercise again. I want to lose weight. =D Let's go for such basketball matches every week. :) I want to lose weight ~
Anyway, I wasn't feeling really happy about my life. So, I didn't want to post any entries. I'm not being emotional. It's just that when you get upsets, people around you will demoralise too. So why not we just let everyone be happy. I think i'm alright currently. It's just some family issues & family's finance issues. Nothing much~ I shan't talk about it. :)
I'm going to work temporarily at Cineleisure for couple stuffs. Till the day I found a suitable job which has a higer pay, a good environment, I will consider of quitting the temporary job and head over. :) Seriously, my current job has a very low pay and I'm not really satisfied with it. I'm going to look for better one. :) Currently I has around 4 job on hold but all the pay are $4.50/hr which is not what I'm looking for.
I think it's getting really late. It's already 3am. There are many things I need to do tomorrow though it was supposed to be a rest day for me. =(
1. - Doing up the admin stuffs for today's discussions
2. - Come up with Moggallana's outings schedules
3. - Think of ways to make Moggallana become stronger
4. - Cleaning up of my desktop, it's getting out of bandwidth
5. - Cleaning up of my room, put the books aside and burn them
(I'm joking about the burning part LOL! )
6. - Finish my drama series as soon as possible ! (Wuzun Loves)
So many things for tomorrow! I will try to finish it early and head down to SBM for my usual hang out with my study groups. :) It's time for some cooking again~ I miss our foods. :) It's great to study with them because we always plan for our dinner & we make our own dinner. It's a great achievement. In the midst of our examinations time, we still cook and bond ourself. xD ! I love them. =D
I need more sleep. I'm getting really sick. =(
At least, it's a good time to get sick compared with the time when I'm having 'O' level.
Night~
My life will get better. :)
11:49:00 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
7:31:00 PM
BOO! xD
I'm back to being the narcissist again. I love myself ! xD
I love my watch! Hello Kitty =DDD ! I'm supposed to take my twist too,
but alright, my photographic skill is not great can~ =(
Still remember I said that we had a spagetti business in the back alley ? Here it is !
Our candlelit dinner in the back alley. After awhile, it started raining. LOL !
What a business~ And, Hangqi's cooking skill is getting better. =DDD
I'm back! =D
I hasn't been posting alot photos for the past one hundred post or more. xD I know my blog is getting really boring with chunks and chunks of words. xP So here it is, I'm going to post with pictures after I get my camera xD !!
Anyway, I came across this two photos when I was clearing up my files in my computer. The empty spaces are getting so little - 197MB~ My goodness ! My computer is of a 80GB space and I used it till it's left with that 197MB. Sinful~ I'm going to format my computer soon. =D
I'm going for interview later. :) Hope we get the jobs together and we can work together. So fun~ And I camwhore really a lot now. xD I loves dolling up~ I loves make up~ I loves tops & bottoms. I loves shopping ! Anyone can let the money drop from the sky to let me spend ? =(
Alright, I'm meeting them now. =D Pray hard we get the job together alright. =D That will be fun fun fun~!! LOVE YOU! My dear blog, I will be back tonight. =D
10:47:00 AM
I'm back from my outing with my girls. We went so many place. :) I shall cut it short for now because I'm really tired. Mummy is heading for Thailand at 5am. It's 12am now. I need to wake up at 4am. So I shall blog tomorrow. :) Oh ya, I have to go for interview at 1.30am, then I'll be meeting Justin & Kiwi. =D Loves !
Let two pictures paint the words. :)
I love them. :)
Idiot Andrina took a secret photo of me. You invade my privacy. LOL!
I'm going to poke you alive. xD I remember alright. xD
Oh ya, I'm into red now. :) LOVES !
P.S: I'm into dramas now. :) And I had fun watching dramas because there's Wuzun. He's so cute please ! He's acting as the prince and he's just so so so so... Oh my god~ LOL! Loves ~
See you tomorrow, I'm blogging tomorrow. =DDD COME BACK AND MEET ME =DD
12:20:00 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
My brother had launched his game site together with a few of his Australia friends. So, people please join that website - http://www.mrtiki.com/ regardless or race, language or religion. It's for any ages. Many people feedback that it's like neopets. But there are more feature than neopets. We can play multiplayer games together. =DD I was playing with a few of my friends and we got really crazy. There isn't many people playing the games yet, so it's the best time to take it like a chatroom and spam the conversations. xD~ Currently, they have only two games for multiplayer. Hence, you can check out more on the singleplayer ones. I had chatted with my brother's friends, they said they will come out with more features, games & pets. However, their game site are on a beta launched currently. Do signed up and get your Beta coconut. =D It's only available for a period of time. It's a free game. No harm to try out yeah. Most of all, it's my brother's hard work. He did the webpage and the games. Please show him some support yeah. =D I have got an account. Please do add me at wanlingx. :)
Try his game site - Mrtiki
Can things be what it used to be ?
1:32:00 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
I hate 'O' levels. =( Tomorrow is the last day. Time flies. I spent my own afternoon doing up my resume. It's done. I know what are the points I should include but this is just the draft. I will be doing the resume tomorrow. It's going to be interesting tomorrow. =D Amanda & I are going through the paper and let's hope both of us have the same answer. :) Loves ! Wednesday & Thursday, I'm meeting Jowell. :) LOVES ~ Friday, I'm meeting Justin & Kiwi for meals. :) They're treating. Yay! xD Then, it's Saturday and it's my SBM day. :) Anyone wants to go camp. I welcome anyone & everyone. :) Join me join me ! On Sunday, I want to go out play. =D Well, I shall see how on that day. Perhaps, I will bring Mummy & Daddy for shopping. *Ahem* Alright, maybe it's them who bring me. xD !
And I had sent in some of my application for various Admin work. :) I hope they hire me. :) And I really wish the one of the receptionist at the Bank in Raffles City hire me. There's so many benefits. Firstly, it's so near my house. Secondly, I knew a number of people working in Raffles City. Thirdly, the pay is high! 2k is a lot to me please. That's my parents' total gross salary you know. If I can earn that much, I'm so going to give half of it to them. :) So people, pray hard for me that I get that job. :) If I don't get that job, perhaps I will be looking out for job which has high basic salary including commissions & incentives. :) I'm not being fussy. My high basic salary means - $6.50 to $7.50. The higher the better. :) Anyone wants to hire me. =D
But, but, wait! wait! There's two more papers tomorrow. Stop dreaming for fun and laughter & get back to work. Sighs. Goodbye~
Which one will you choose, to love or to be loved?
12:07:00 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Anyway,
Happy Birthday stupid idiot Teo Kai Wen. :)
It's your 18th birthday if I'm not wrong. =X Finally, you can watch M18! xD You can smoke/sex legally. LOL! But you did none, I guess. =X So, I must say Happy Birthday before you kill me some day for not giving you "face" ! LOL At least I wrote you big name here alright. xD
I spent my whole day at home. And I spent my whole of last night stucked in my room trying to memorising all the Substaining Development's factors. Who is the one who come out with the compulsory of taking this subject ? Idiooooooooot. You made me like a fool. That topic was so dead and dull. I got so bored while reading it and I dozed off. =X In the end, I need to use more time from today to study that damn topic. That topic is so huge please. The economic strategies that Singapore is supposed to uphold is killing me. So many factors and issues.
At least, I managed to understand my Conflict in Sri Lanka & Good governance. :) Loves~ This is it. I should stop blogging. :)
12:21:00 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
Anyway, I know Jashawn won't be coming to my blog. But still, good luck for your Dragonboat competition tomorrow. :) Best wishes. Jia you! =D You must win the race. :) Thanks for the help.
I'm going to study hard for my Substaining Development. :) I can't afford to fail for this Social Studies. Jashawn said that as long as my Combined Humanities is a C6, it's enough. They will just take in best 4 subjects. :) Is it? No matter what, I will try to squeeze my way in to a business course. =D Business course, here I come. =D I can't wait to go into a Polytechnic. :) New life. New world. New wanling. =D
Alright, I shall stop wasting time on my blog and start squeezing my brain juice. :) Sighs. My eye is still giving me problem. =(
Goodnight and good luck to my last lap. :)
3 more papers !
10:19:00 PM
Early in the morning, I woke up and went to the library. After a while, Pohleong joined me. When we studied for Social Studies, our table was full of sheets of papers. It was so messy. We can't help it yeah, I have got too many notes. And I really have to thank Victor Tan to come all the way to SBM the other day to pass me the notes, the notes were great. :) If I really do well for my Humanities, it's part of his effort to help me. =D
When we were going home, that idiot Pohleong asked me why my ex-boyfriend broke off with me. It's like so so so so so long ago. I don't want to remember that pain. Leave the happy memories behind and demolished the hurtful one. :) That's life~ Always learn to let go things that doesn't belong to you or you know that it had never meant to be. :) I came across this sentence, "Thank the one who hurt you, it was them who make you stronger." Ha! I'm stronger now. xD
And I messaged Jashawn to ask him how do he studied for his Social Studies last year. He said by doing mindmap, it helps you to remember. My goodness. My mindmap attempt was terrible. I really don't understand how he managed to remember every single thing and he scored A2 for his humanities please. I hate people who took History. They always have a good memorising skills. Roar~ And I felt bad for cursing & swearing at him for dumping me. Ha ! He was great lah~ He helped me so much in my Social Studies. I was of a propangada source in describing him in the past. =X Don't ask me about him. I don't know. xP
Goodbye. Time for dinner. xP I had been starving myself so much. Yet I don't understand why I had grown so much weight. -.-" It's my diet after 'O' level. =D
My schedule for post 'O' level periods
Tuesday - Going through the paper with Amanda. :)
Wednesday & Thursday - Meeting out with Jowell to find job xP
This world is filled with love. Just look beside you, you will know you are luckier than the others. I'm happier now. :) When you want to seek peace within, firstly abolish your terrible memories that will haunt you. :) Letting go is better than holding on. Don't hate anyone because it was you who had changed to a nasty person, not them. :)
My freedom is coming back to me. :)
5:48:00 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
I was flipping through my CDs and I came across SBM's camp videos. The memories are so fresh on my head still. The things we used to do, I'm still reminisicing it. From the first camp to the recent camps, I had so many happening. So many people aren't coming back any more. Jashawn, Airell, Felicias, Randall, Yigong, Rock, Liwei, Chufeng, Alex, Lokwei... I can't possibly list them all out. But yeah, I do miss the past. But it will never come back any more. When I played 2005 Sequel Camp's video, memories of Jashawn refreshed in my mind. I thought I had forgotten them all. Yet, when you truly go through your mind once again, you will know you never forget. Although the relationship was short, at least he was the one that held me close once. I remembered we were watching "You not stupid II", I cried. And he held me so tight, sweet~ =D Never mind. I should not think about it any more. We had already broke up since 1 year 9 months ago. 23rd December marked the day we were together for 2 years IF we are still together. Ha~ I guess I'm the only one who is still reminising the past. xD I still went to read my past entries and everything. We had a funny memories in Camp. xD I shall post more about it next time with photos. :) I guess he had forgotten them all. It's alright, I don't blame him any way. I had moved on long ago. It's just that the memories just flashed across my mind. :) He was really sweet can~ He took care of me when I was sick in camp - gave me water and stuffs. Great. That was the last camp he went, I guess I won't be seeing him in camp any more ? I don't know.
Alright, I shall stop thinking about the past. I just miss the past so much that I really wish I could turn back the time. =( Seriously, I don't mind going back to the past. :) If only scientists can be a little bit nicer to invent a Time Machine, I sweared I will be the first one to try on it. =D
Night
11:45:00 PM
The Bottom Line
Acting your age won't feel like much fun today -- the kids are having too much fun!
In Detail
Acting your age won't feel like much fun today -- the kids and toddlers in your life are having a blast, so why can't you? Asking these questions will lead you to a realization that you can do whatever you want to do! Take this attitude with you wherever you go today. You don't always have to be willing to grow up in order to be in charge. The world could use some of your un-adult ideas, so lead by example and have some fun. Laughter is a great way to get you noticed.
Have you read the news ? It's about these 3 British bullies whom bullied a old man. They were mocking at the uncle for being so slow. For goodness sake, don't you have a brain? He alone, has to bear with the 3 of your weight and yet you guys didn't even have a little bit of sympathy for him. In the end, you didn't even pay up. Shame on you. It's not about being 'insensitive'. In exact fact, you guys being a grown up should know way better than us, teenagers that you guys are bullying a old man. Loser. I bet you guys will have your karma next time. The worst of all is that, you have indirectly criticise our Singapore. The title of the video that they used to put up was "The slowest taxi in Southeast Asia". Was it that you have a pea brain or what, the trishaw are part of our history. So you have problems with it is it ?! Shameless bunch of brats.
If you are interested to watch this video, here it is. Click on it.
"Bastard bullying an old man"
I went out to study Physic with Pohleong yesterday. The stuffs that we studied together came out ! Blessed~ So, Physic paper was alright. I had forgotten how to do the induced current. I don't even understand what was happening in it. So, I just wrote craps. Another question was about the refracted fish. Damn that question. What was all that about ? This paper was tricky and I hope I wasn't trick by it. :) Please give me an A1. I can't let Mr Eng to be disappointed. He had forsee that I could get at least an A1 or A2. I can't disappoint him. *Pray hard* May Devas help me achieve my A1s. :)
It's Social Studies on Monday. I'm dead meat. There are so many things to study. I'm going to study really hard for it. Goodbye. Time to squeeze my brain juice dry. How the hell am I going to study for it. Sighs ! Someone burns the book for me. =D
3 more papers to go !
I can't wait to go for work ! MONEY ! CAMERA ! COSMESTICS ! DRESS! TOPS ! PANTS ! Ahhh ! I can't wait to go for shopping! If only, money can drop from heaven. :( Money, drop from heaven alright. I wait for you on earth. =D Tell me when you are going to drop, I will wait for you on the spot. :) FAT HOPES ~
I was watching the Funny Animals on Youtube and I saw this little dog can skateboarding. Oh my, I can't even skate. -.-" Here it is - DOG! it's at later part of the video. This is funny too - Dogs&Cats. Cats are rather cute too. This clip showed that we have alternative things for us to spin - Cats. Aww! I'm going film my little boyboy singing song while I played the piano. Did I mention that he do sing song when I played the piano ? See, my boyboy is music talented. xD ! Alright, last one the kitty gone bad. XD ! See that's why I loves dogs than cats. xD - Good kitty gone bad.
This is really the last one that concluded why I loves dogs than cats. Cats are just so mean! They scratch. They bite. Worst of all, they showed their Vampire teeth. My goodness. Click this - ScaryCats.
Dogs are really cute especially Husky puppies. Anyone wants to buy for me. =D This is the evidence of adorable husky babies. So cute huh !~ It's making me going gaga over it. Aww~ Click here - Husky babies ! Whatever it is, I still love my little boyboy. If only I can afford, I'm going to get another Yorkshire terrier for my boy to mate. xD ! Alright maybe not mate, perhaps as a friend for him. =D Yorkshire Terrier are cute too. Click here - Terrier. =D I LOVE DOGS ! Click here - Thongs of Yorkshire! Clever Yorkshire ! I want to train my boy boy like her too. =( Click the clip - Smartest Yorkie.
I should publish post now before my post get longer. xD ! I LOVES DOG. Buy me one and I love you tons. =D I loves my god-father because he bought boyboy for me. Err, not to that sense of only he bought me boyboy then I love him, it's that I just love him so much that he bought me boyboy. Ahhh~ I'm loving dog so much.
Goodbye ! Enjoy the clips while I enjoy my remaining days of studying as a secondary student. :)
My mind is spinning, I'm lost in your world.
12:19:00 PM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
I WANT TO SLEEP ! But, never mind, I need more time to study than to sleep.
I'm going to redo my 5 years series! This is going to be the second time that I'm finishing it. I want to finish 5 years series by today ! The other time, I took 3 days to finish the 5 years series but yet, I can't afford to use 3 days to finish again. I rather spend more time on my studies than to eat/sleep/play/talk. Bleh =P
I'm still letting my Inconsoable replaying on my playlist. I haven't get tired of it you know !
Here it is, this is my only post for today. :) Please do help me to get 20 unique visitors like yesterday ! I had got my 20 visitors yesterday. I only need this to last for a week and I will be getting my advertisment. From that on, I will tell you guys if I really did receive cheque from my blog. :)
I don't know if I should be going to SBM on Saturday anot. Maybe not, I might go to library to study my Social Studies. I don't know. I shall see how it goes on that day. :) Any 'O' level student is going on Saturday ? Sunday ?
My eye is still giving me some problems but it's recovering. :) Luckily I didn't listen to my doctor advice to go for surgery. *Phew* Please let it be fully recovered. :) Don't let it be a hindrance for my examinations any more please. It had been and I suffered so much. Sighs. Someone help me to correct all my marks to get A1 for everything. =(
I'm worried about my results. Damn~
当你孤单你会想起谁？
SBM!~
I miss the camps.
1:39:00 PM
