佘婉菱; 我的世界;我的生活



Thursday, September 30, 2004

stupid RY iif wanna beat mii juz say so.. no need ask other..

haiZz.. so angryy.. ii dun care le.. ii wun't shield for frenx le.. except those close one.. RY.. uu sux.. uu hear mii? yy do uu wanna act big.. ii dun care... when ur frenx saw it.. is their problem.. when ur frenx saw it n told uu is ur problem too.. cuz ii not in the wrong.. nn U R..

uu ask pris to helpp uu to do math.. is not the first time uu ask her.. is already a 100 1000 times.. didn't uu tink tat pris is so ke lian.. didn't uu feel tat she fail her math and trying to concentrate.. nn uu ask her to help u do hw.. uu tink uu so big is it.. everyone muz let uu.. ii let uu once le... tinking tat time ii told uu uu wuld change.. dun ask her.. N the next time uu ask pris.. ii help her say she busy.... uu din't care.. in d end she help uu.. ii neva say anythingy again.. uu have done alot of times.. nn ii keep quiet le.. cuz ii noe no matter wat ii say U WONT LISTEN..

okay den todae.. uu ask pris again.. nn uu use tat time to SMS all tat.. uu tink wat.. uu so big is it.. Pris juz becuz of uu fail her math.. nn uu lehh.. happily pass nn wat.. using her now.. Y are uu so CHEAP.. can't uu tink for other.. care for other.. yy did uu juz care for urself onli.. yy ?? ii can't understand... ii told uu again.. nn uu diao me.. nn ii juz say diao wat diao... neva diao before ar.. den is like uu in d wrong leh.. wat for diao me.. even other support mii.. nn uu went downstair n tell xy tat uu finding ppl to beat mii.. uu want beat straightforward cum beat mii.. so ma fan find other ppl for wat.. do urself... again wanna find other.. wanna beat juz cum... ii zuo mo wanna scare... ii neva do anythingy wrong.. uu want find ii find more.. uu want marr... in d end not ii lose.. is uu. bu guan zhe yang uu also will lose mii.. iif ii fite wif uu.. uu sure lose lorr... cuz uu alwayz go ncc flirt.. ii can ask them shoo away from uu.. den iif uu wanna beat mii.. den ii can go find teacher.. nn uu done wif it.. nn uu reali beat le.. U DONE.. ur Future all tat... U DONE!! ii help pris is cuz she already been use by uu alot of times le... reali cant take it lorr.. all of the class can't take uu.. uu tink uu so big.. WHERE BIG lAR... say lar.. chio you bu chio.. onli act.. keep blink eye when chatting wif guyz.. tink hao kan is it.. is so er xin lorr. den keep act lian.. tuck out shirt. if real lian wun't show out de lorr.. u leh.. act dao siaoo... keep flirt.. okay uu flirt ii dun care... but all tat let miii pui lorr.. ER XIN DA BIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ER XIN LAR.. uu sux.. uu sux.. UU SUX.. uu hear mii.. uu want beat mii cum.. ii not scare cuz ii not in the wrong.. II"M NOT.. iif ii in the wrong.. yy d other help mii.. uu got tink tat marr.. uu juz tink tat everyone is zhen dui uu.. nn uu not happi.. trying to find the main person who did tis.. but did uu noe not ii did de.. is ur action.. ur tinking.. make us angry wif uu..

SUAN LE.. ii bu yao say le.. make me angry dao all de way.. my brother also support mii le.. ii told him juz onli.. iif horr she do anythingy funny.. den she will get it from my brother.. ppl tat look at my blog.. uu saw it.. uu noe who wrong nn who rite.. so ii not wrong rite?? iif ii wrong uu tag in my board.. tell mmii.. where ii wrong.. kk thankX..


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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

hao sad~~

hao fan arr.. hao xiang zhen de hai aii zhe ta ne.. wo gai zhe me ban..

todae.. dun say le.. after sch when walking down the staircase.. erica say thingy reali veri hurtx.. n xy told her tat is veri hurtingx.. nn uu noe wat she say? she say tat is uu all can't take iit.. whenn uu say thingy so hurtx uu tink ppl can take iit? uu tink ii break up ii so happi is it.. matthew break wr break.. ii happi is it.. uu neva try before the taste of break.. uu neva noe the sentence wuld juz break ur heartx... juz tat " break up" uu wuld realii feel the heartx pain.. uu neva taste before.. wat do uu noe abt it.. uu noe nothingy.. when uu doesn't noe anythingy juz keep quiet..

uu tink matthew nn ii de story ended nn ii happii.. iif ii happi wuld ii down there everytime smiling.. yes.. ii smile.. ii smile to cover up my pain.. uu tink iit is not hurtx when ppl dig up ur past? uu tink it.. everytime putting up a smile to cover all those pain all those hurtx from uu all.. uu tink iit is so easy.. den uu try it.. onlii those ppl tat have been hurtx noe the pain.. ERICA uu noe nthh.. uu haven been in it.. uu haven been in my shoe.. uu doesn't noe anythingy... uu tink when uu dig ppl past up ppl will down there crying.. NO.. they wun't they wun't want to show it.. they won't wanna show tat they aren't strong.. ppl have been asking them to be strong.. they are trying.. nn uu? have been disencourage us.. when we have tried.. nn uu suddenly came say some word.. uu tink is not hurtx.. uu tink the pain is totally cure.. NO!! not matter wat.. not matter how long.. the scar are there.. when uu tink of iit uu wuld still sad over it.. uu tink iis so easy to get over it? den uu show me..

uu have been saying me lousy.. have been giving me attitude.. but ii din't say anythingy.. uu have been saying tat my ren yuan bu hao.. ii neva say uu.. uu have been saying ii am the cause to all of the relationship.. ii din't say juz smile at uu.. uu noe how hurtx inside mii.. uu duno anythingy.. uu have been saying tat ii have no frenx.. okay ii have no frenx.. cuz ii dun trust frenx.. frenx make mii recall of those past.. those scary cold shoulder.. those scary backstabbing.. those scary using.. those scary hurtingx.. uu all have broken the image of those nice nice thingy tat ii use to tink of frenx.. uu all have been putting up a mask.. such a hypocrite.. somemore juz a min ago uu were happy toking to tat frenx.. nn a min after... uu were backstabbing her..

todae uu say wr n matt.. ii neva say anythingy... juz a smile.. when uu say wr.. ii can't take it le.. juz almost cry le.. uu say ii loser.. uu say everythingy bad tat uu culd tink of.. do uu noe it's hurting.. NO... uu have been continue saying.. like no body business..when ppl told uu to stop.. uu din't but have continue.. uu continue until we were at the staff room nn the way to gate. uu were gone..



8 somethingy.. jas jie came.. she came here.. did alot of catching up.. din't see her for quite a long time.. after tat lehh.. when she go back.. we sms. say abt wr.. realii veri sadx lorr.. she say he wuld serious wif tat galx... nn tat he lurve her... nn tat gals is special to him.. realii veri xian mu tat galx lorr.. but suan le.. like ERICA say.. ii am juz a loser.. juz a failure.. juz a lousy gal in the world.. ii am the cause to everythingy.. ii shldn't have lived in tis world.. tis world doesn't belong to mii.. realii.. ii shld haf end iit soon.. ii asked them before.. wat iif one dae ii gone.. ERICA the first one to say.. tat wuld be good.. we all are back together.. we all doesn't need uu.. we wish uu wuld go earlier.. tat wat she say.. the word the yan sheng she give.. realii determine tat ii shld have leave.. nvm ii gonna end iit soon.. iif my english fail.. ii gonna bye bye to uu all.. ii wun't appear in uu all heartx le.. not even mindx... even howw.. uu all wuld jux continue.. no one wuld even sobx for my death.. juz no one!!

haiZz... yy everytimex whenever ii wrote blog.. my eyes were wet.. but ii can't cry.. my kor is beside mii. ii can't let him see the tearx.. iif juz one drop of it drop... ii wuld have tears all over the face.. so everytime ii dun wanna cry.. cuz ii wuld cry non-stop.. haiZz..




todae write for my chinese test.. choose topic 1 n 3.. first one is those ying yong wen.. den 3 ii wrote abt a break up.. den ii was lucky tat after all tis.. ii gain back those care from parents all tat.. tis story was a total fiction.. din't care.. ii have wrote everythingy tat came across my mind.. but din't have times to finish.. hope ii pass it.. haiZz. reali no mood to chat more.. the heartx so apin now.. duno yy.. suanZz le. ii wun't care.. ERICA de heartless make mii feel tat reali no frenx wuld care.. every frenx juz wish uu wuld DIE FASTER... suanZz le.. no mood to write.. father have been keep nagging me.. realii can't take it le.. so irrating.. feel like shouting back.. but if ii shout back. my tearx wuld drop... iif ii noe how to dao li like the liu xin hua yuan...den tat wuld be good.. like tat won't cry. somemore no water is wasted.. haiZz..

Tired of crying.. Crying over a shattered heartx..
PENG YOU de wu nan.. ran wo gan jue dao kong ju.. ta men de tang cheng.. ran wo gan dao hai pa.. ta men de hua ran wo gan dao shang xin..


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Saturday, September 25, 2004

tearx are dry up

haiZz.. juz now ar.. went to sch lorr.. study.. find teacher help us.. but none lorr.. all like neva cum.. or else is not fre.. haiZz.. so sad lehh.. den still got.. down there do hw lorr.. wait for frenz lorr.. at first going home soon le.. den ii down there missing HIM.. den he suddenly CUM BACK le... wahaha.. ii din't noe tat. they went out.. wahaha.. den so happi lorr. den go canteen see them.. so wahhaha.. den they was being pump.. so sadx. wahhaa.. but ii reali veri worried lehh.. down there scold the person who ask them pump.. =X den after tat go le. go the gate wait for lay kheng lorr. haiZz.. den shun bian wait for HIM.. haiZz.. den in d end saw him le.. but ii duno wat had happened.. suddenly everyone started to run.. so scary.. haha.. den ii juz saw his back view.. haiZz.. again back view..

den after tat ask wei jie zuo mo they all run.. den he duno say wat.. say dao ii gong gong.. den after tat horr.. so sianZz le mar.. den wait for laykheng.. den so long.. den we go market eat lorr.. den after tat marilyn n jiaqi go home le.. den left me n laykheng.. we go library.. there de library veri good lehh.. so big.. den halfway saw jolin.. haha.. den after tat go in.. ii read the book zhai xin.. den after tat go do english paper lorr.. den after 3.54 ii walk wif laykheng to the mrt n she go home.. den ii take mrt lorr.. den after tat at 4.18 reach home.. wahhaa.. see ii so zhun one dui bu dui... wahaha.. den juz now got mama cannot cry.. now feel like crying le.. haiZz. but reali no tearx le.. nowaday dun feel anythingy le.. wonder wat if ii cut myself nn feel tat whether there a pain a not.. nowaday like everythingy numb le.. haiZz. suan le.. when hurtx dao like tat bu numb den is jia de le.. haiZz.. now ii xiang dao all those HIS attitude towards me.. everytime cuz of tat stupid incident he start to ignore me everythingy.. haiZz.. going to cry le lar..

haiZz.. ii guess ii gonna let him go.. we two doesn't mean to be together.. he have to concentrate on his studies.. tat yy until now he neva had a stead before.. den mii lehh.. ii wanna concentrate... but ii juz can't.. ii hate tis feeling.. the person uu like nn he totally ignored uu.. like frenx.. they totally treat me like another person.. maybe ii changing.. everythingy changing.. ii dun care.. feel so stress.. iif my english fail again.. ii tell uu all.. uu wun't see me here.. ii wun't be here anymore.. ii rather die than go normal... waste one years.. ii dun want.. haiZz.. so mani stress for mii.. frens stress... HIS attitude. my study.. and mother n father.. making me so stress up.. feel tat life isn't meaningless at all lorr...

haiZz.. now wonder where my tearx went to.. ppl alwayx tell uu to be strong in watever thingy.. but they duno is reali veri hard.. everyone wanna be strong.. but can they.. even how hard ii wanna try.. ii juz putting on a fake mask tat showing ii happyy.. ppl dun care abt other ppl feelings.. ii wonder how can they be so cruel.. humans have feelings.. uu nn mii.. but yy my frenx are like tat. ii treated them as frenx.. but do they.. NO.. last time ii use to believe tat frenx are forever.. like xiang yu they all say.. frenx are more impt than relationship.. but in d end.. for juz tis year... they make mii believe that.. frenx are using uu.. frenx are backstabbing uu.. frenx are hypocrite.. there's aren't real frenx.. all are juz fake...

when they say out somethingy.. do they tink of the consequences. NO.. the wordx they say.. the thingy they say.. hurtx me.. ytd.. tt stupid.. gal.. say mii.. nn ii aren't toking to her.. am i? ii juz toking to bell.. nn not her.. nn she cum say mii.. if ppl dun want dun force. did ii.. den ii juz shouted back saying ii noe PPL HAVE THE RITE TO SAY NO.. I NOE TIS.. but whenever we does somethingy.. do we have the rite.. NO.. we doesn't.. like tat time.. ii neva wanna help them keep uu noe anot.. those plate.. are they eaten.. those cup are they used.. but whenever ppl eat.. they shld help themself.. NOT ASK OTHER.. okay iif once in a while okay.. but when is not the same plate nn uu asked them.. nn uu juz give tat stupid smile of urs. juz wide tat smile off.. ii doesn't need a smile from uu.. uu say mii extra.. ii will alwayx rmb tat.. YONG YUAN.. ii duno iis who extra lorr.. nn ii neva expected tat.. 1E can say each other EXTRA.. uu noe tis word is so hurtxful.. ii neva knew tat the word EXTRA is so hurtxful..

nn did uu treatx me as a frenx NO.. uu have been backstabbing me behind.. nn juz giving tat innocent face of urs to mii.. HYPOCRITE... and another gal.. uu lehh.. also have been treating ppl as maid.. been backstabbing around.. nn act as nothing have happened.. how cum uu culd act so well.. ii din't noe tat at all. uu all make me realise tat frenx are forever.. last time ii have been neglecting my family.. ii din't care them.. until tis time of year.. ii realise iit.. when uu needed help the most... is alwayz the family.. when uu are bulli or wat.. ur brother or father wuld help uu... when uu have been hurtx... ur mum n kor will be there... when uu needed help on carrying thingy.. ur papa n kor kor alwayz there.. when the test is cuming.. ur kor kor will be there.. when u have question on growing up.. uu have ur mum..

everythingy tat help uu.. is ur family... frenx are juz a wordx.. iit doesn't have a meaning in my life anymore.. now my study have been the first pritoity.. family second... third relationship.. nn the forth den is frenx.. cuz at least relationship had at least make uu happi maybe juz the first few months tat uu stead.. but at least there is happi day.. but not like frenx.. they alwayz have hurtxful thingy to backstab uu.. alwayx trying to find a wayx to get rid of uu.. uu wanna ur own group of frenx.. but doesn't mean tat uu MUZ get rid of ppl.. ii now feelx tat.. guyx are more mature.. they aren't uu tink those getting rid of ppl.. they are not so childish like them lorr.. can't they have a mind of their own.. suan le.. ii rather have more boi FRENZ.. than gals frenx..

even xiang yu.. ii reali shou bu liao lorr.. ii dun care lorr.. uu want see uu see.. ii hate to say at other ppl behind.. uu have been saying abt ry.. but in d end aren't uu wif her.. uu have been backstabbing her.. n then again using her... aren't uu.. nn then say her flirt.. uu ownself also flirt.. still say.. ii noe uu have been going around ppl blog ot look at.. but I DUN CARE... uu want look uu look... juz writing here to tell uu how muchie ii hate the whole class gal.. nvm.. after tis few months ii gonna transfer to 2F or watever.. ii wun't wanna stay in tis class.. tis class totally sux..

den ry.. uu dun tink uu so big can anot.. tink so chio like tat.. keep flirtx guy.. uu got boifrenx le still flirt.. can't uu bear a feeling for ur stead.. ii noe uu jux using the guyx to noe more guyx.. that the way are uu.. ii can't say any. but uu played wif ALEX.. can uu noe wat the feeling.. nn somemore tat is first lurve.......... everyone say tat first lurve is alwayx so sweet.. but for me.. ii feel tat isn't sweet when ppl jux stead for days.. nn dump tat persons.. Alex lurve uu alot.. ii noe.. tat time uu say a sentence tat make mii can't stand uu. uu say " ii duno yy alex can take like change to lurve " hey if uu dun lurve him DUN STEAD... feel like vomiting when ii seeing uu flirting...

haiZz. .dun say le.. if not ii will sadx dao siao... haiZz.. can't stand all of the gals..


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Friday, September 24, 2004

abit sadx nn abitx hapi

haiZz.. let's say abt ytd.. haiZz.. ii elaborate more on after sch bahh... so sadx lehh.. ii bu xiao xin make dao a him... haiZz.. dui bu qi.. ii realii bu shi gu yii one.. realii duii bu qii.. haiZz.. reali veri sad lorr.. den go cry le.. haiZz.. he oii me worZz.. so loud... the oii was like so scary.. so xiong.. so angry.. haiZz.. den ii send a letter to tat guy.. saying sorii.. all tat.. haiZz.. duno he will forgive mar.. haiZz.. so sorii..

den say abt today bahh... today horr.. say after recess de.. math test horr. stupid lehh.. my 8 marks fly away le.. haiZz.. den after tat chinese quite easy.. tink can score.. den after tat geo.. CHAM LEH.. stupid ans ii put.. the duno wat wat wat.. pastoral nadisom ar.. duno how to spell lar.. got rear wat type of animals horr.. uu noe wat ii write mar.. ii write a stupid ans.. cows and chickens.. den the correct ans is.. sheepp nn cattle lorr.. stupid leh.. den after sch.. go change tat time.. so funni.. SAW HIM.. he down there sing.. wahaha.. so cute..

den guide lorr.. guide play flour.. so fun.. keep make senior.. but in d end zi ji ren make zi ji rren.=.=".. den was quite fun lorr.. den go find pair thingy.. den eat.. den the most fun part is.. wahaha.. all the senior hor.. sabo us. we all got already think le.. sure not anythingy good de.. got tat stupid paper bag horr.. tat time we all already noe le.. but duno is real anot.. den stupid leh.. they say while toking they throw sweet and we catch.. den stupid de... they al inside put flour. wahhaa.. ii sit veri far.. wahhaa.. den how ii noe ii run run run.. xue ying cum splash on me.. hmphh. den lydia the worst.. keep make my eyes..

sobx sobx.. my eyes today veri suay.. at first nicole make dao.. den xiang yu make dao.. den lydia... den iris... den XUE YING.. =.=" stupid horr.. 5 times lehh the flour went into my eyes.. stupid lehh.. after nicole rite.. ii go in wash... den juz walk out tat time... den xiang yu cum make me.. =.=" pengz.. den go wash again,. den after tat.. another round.. lydia make dao.. den ii go wash.. den walk out.. den iris jiu make me... den go wash again.. ALAKMA.. den walk out again.. juz step a few step dao xue ying le. =.=" SO SUAY LOR.. duno how cum so suay... den after tat go make weitingx jie.. wahaha.. so funni.. she so cute.. we from one end play dao one end... wahhaa.. den before tis horr.. lydia cum ask me is it tat guy. =X dun tell uu wat is it abt.. wahaha.. =X lalala~ den after tat faster take bag go find papa... den fetch me home. den go home bathe den cum use pc le.. wahaha.. long time no use le.. miss it.. but no choice.. ii gonna study too.. byeee.. take care..


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Monday, September 20, 2004

haha.. well a little stress also not so bad though..

wooohooo.. todae ar.. at the morning horr change PRINCIPAL.. LET's CLAP HAND.. wahaha.. when say got principal horr.. so funi horr.. the whole sch clap lehh.. seldom got so loud one.. wahaha.. so funi.. den after tat horr..reading period go find mrs wong.. to tok abt jacky n xiang yu thingy.. haha.. den say say say say dao me there.. pengz.. stupid xiang yu go say wat got matthew wat wat.. pengz.. last time de thingy le.. dun say le.. haiZz.. suan le.. ii muz ZHEN ZUO.. jia you jia you. canot cry le.. now muz work hard n forcus on study. d other thingy next time den tink. =X wahaha.. but horr xiang dao when the exams is coming near feel so frightened... it's scarying me... heeZz.. den xiang dao after exams jiu bu ke yi kan dao mo mo ren le.. haiZz.. hao xiang hao xiang him ar.. now listening the chun zai. diao~ juz now before listening so happi.. down there write dao so happi.. now abit sad le.. haiZz.. stupid song.. hai me.. hmphh.. bu gen ni hao le.. hmphh..

aaa.. nvm nvm.. den after tat say finished le.. go up got TP lessonn.. again... Buddhist study.. abit sianZz.. but no choice though.. heeZz. den after tat lehh. got chinese.. we suppose to do the yin yong wen de.. den aftet tat horr.. ii forget bring my dictionary.. scare me.. den heng got one extra.. duno whose one.. but bu guan.. =X den after tat horr.. go use lorr..wahaha`z.. ii'm evil gal de.. =X jkjk.. heeZz.. den after finished go down eat eat lorr.. veri er xin lehh. alex n wei kai they all horr.. tian ar... keep play wif the milk.. keep pour on each other the leg.. tianZz ar. so waste.. but so er xin lehh.. rite beside me... den alot of milk.. see le.. tianZz ar.. somemore ii eating lorr.. suan le.. dun care dun care.. den after tat lehh.. got lit.. quite fun larr.. mdm wi like keep saying abt wat parents de.. diao~ ii noe mdm wii care.. but no need in class say.. =.=" den after tat den mathh.. math teachs geometrical.. quite easy.. wahaha.. if she teach ii duno.. but my pri sch teacher teach dao veri good.. ii noe everythingy.. she is my dear dear MRS THE.. woohooo.. good teacher.. so if my junior.. uu all see tis horr.. muz treasure her horr.. she super duper good de... she care alot alot for her student... not onli students.. her ex pupil all tat.. she care alot.. wahahaZz

den after tat got Home econ.. haiZz no more cooking le.. so sianZz.. den 3 period theory work lorr.. sianZz.. sit down there cannot move.. daio~ den sianZz sianZz de 3 period over le.. den go up buddhist hall wait lor.. cuz got assembly marr.. stupid Li Li ar.. duno larr.. she horr.. gu yi go bang mii lehh.. stupid lorr.. den say ta ma de.. like my fault lorr.. is she lorr.. gu yi uu say lar.. bang ppl say larr.. dun jia jia.. ii noe uu lian.. so wat.. be back guai guai lar.. ii last time tot uu better than bei bei.. but now ii zuo le.. ii feel tat bei bei more good lorr.. she juz influence by uu.. diao~ suan le.. ii dun want angry over anyone.. dun want hate anyone le.. but tat time horr.. home econ.. tat stupid huiwen horr.. reali make me so angry lor.. like everythingy my fault.. nothingy is she do one lorr.. okay nvm.. ii dun angry.. ii ren uu.. ppl ren na du you xian de okay.. dun make dao ii one day reali angry go tell tohwee... ii dun want make dao uu two relationship bu hao... iif is otherwise horr.. like my frenship is gone wif him horr.. ii nvm.. juz lose one frenz.. nvmm.. who cares.. fan zhen ii neva trust frenz le.. frenz can be trusted.. so ii neva wanna so mani frenz.. cuz ii feel tat frenship wun't last.. but today when toking wif mrs wong.. xiang yu say wat ppl ask her wanna choose frenship or relationshhip.. den horr.. ppl sure say frenship.. but for mi.. ii rather both also dun want... cuz ii noe they wun't last at all.. but mrs wong say yuppie frenship last.. but at first ii wanna tell her no.. frenship dun.. but like dun wanna let xiang yu de imagine on frens wuld be damage.. so neva say out..

den after tat horr.. asssmbly lorr.. so sianZz.. down there toking.. but got listen abit.. cuz is abt how to study mar.. but tat MR TAN POH BIAN... horr.. reali tok dao can slp.. suanZ le.. den after tat go down lorr.. den at first marilyn say wanna be wif us de lorr.. den tat diana keep drag her.. so angry lehh.. ii was holding marilyn lorr.. den diana juz push my hand away.. so angry.. den ii was abt to shout at her say wat " Marilyn have the rite to say NO" den was like using her phrase back at her.. who tell her.. last time keep like make marilyn hate us.. den so angry.. but ii ren.. after the exams den uu all going to noe wat happened.. i reali ren bu liao uu all le.. one after one.. uu all want to say infront of mii say.. ii hate hypocrite lorr.. so fake.. stop acting le.. stop being backstabber.. ii ahte those ppl..

den after tat lehh eat eat finished den walk wif marilyn.. marilyn say wat diana still dun reali like me.. K lorr.. ii juz like tat tell marilyn.. they want hate hate bahh.. ii dun care... ii hate them too.. fan zhen after tis year after next year.. ii gonna transfer to a lousy class.. ii knew it.. cuz ii dun wanna be wif them.. uu noe they juz using uu lorr.. so hate tis ppl.. anywhere ii believe in retribution.. they sure one day get it...

den after tat go study wif jie n tat stupid enghua indirectly kor.. stupid sia.. keep ask mi call him korr.. hmphh.. ii dun want lehh.. ii want one kor jiu hao le.. tat is junting kor jiu hao le.. no need so mani de larr.. so ma fan.. wahhaa.. =X rather have one good de kor jiu hao le.. wahhaa.. den after tat go home lorr.. go hoem den go down photo copy my assessment..borrow from amanda de.. den after tat met rafidah.. LONG TIME NO SEE.. den ask her pei mii photocopy.. since is juz beside our blk.. den chatted alot alot.. cuz long time no see.. got alot of thingy to say.. =X den after tat cum back home.. use pc to write blog lor.. den after tat ii shall go bath den go do my assessment.. den after tat do dao 9.. den seee got wat show.. den watch lorr.. wrong wrong. tink do dao 8 den watch the wan mei nu ren... waahaha.. den watch dao 8.30 do assessment.. den do dao 9 den see got good show mar.. den after tat no de hua go do assessment.. den after tat go see 10.30 de show quite nice lehh.. but duno ii can dun slp by tat time mar.. or ii shall slp at 9 le.. ii reali shou bu laio.. now already wanna slp.. heeZz.. kk lar. byeeeee.. cya.. take care...

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Sunday, September 19, 2004

tis iis f0r the p0st on 19 Sept

19 Sept..

heeZz.. sorrii ar.. my post ytd neva write.. heeZz... sorrii sorri.. heeZz.. aaa.. ytd ar.. go to sch veri earlyy.. cuz got e Home Econ testi.. veri hard lehh tat paper.. duno wat it toking at all.. haiZz.. dunno can pass mar.. haiZz.. hope ii pass.. cuz ii can't afford to fail one more le.. haiZz.. *pray pray*

den horr.. go canteen.. drink water.. den go find my cousin.. to help her sell de RC de duno wat lucky draw ticket ar.. duno narhh.. heeZz... den ask Wen Hao Help me buy... den he buy one..wahaha.. thankiee worZz.. heeZz.. den horr.. ask him help me ask ppl can buy.. den he cum back say all those xiao didi the pocket not more than 10 buck.. =.=" den horr.. den dot dot dotz le lorr.. den go canteen xiang ban fa.. den saw Wei Jie.. ask him help help.. den he help lorr.. he neva buy... +.=" nvm nvm.. but he help me.. wahaha.. he go shout to ncc say.. " those sec 3 de all cum here! " den they all cum lorr.. wahaha.. den after tat he say " ur all de da ge.. de mei mei tat is ur da jie.. now selling the ticket.. go to the table n buy from her.. " wahhaa.. den he ask me go sit down on the table.. den ii dun want.. ii standing asking ppl helping me buy.. wahhaa... den horr.. so funni de.. got kelvin help help.. den got one guy bu dong who... den got zhiwei.. suan le bahh him... ii juz pass him the ticket neva tok muchie to him.. who cares him.. hmphh.. can't trust de.. wahaha`z .. den after tat horr..

HE help me buy lehh.. wahhaah so happi.. but he give alot of coins.. pengz... nvm nvm.. got help jiu hao.. wahhaa.. when he cum give the money ii so bu hao yi shi.. =.=" duno how to say the feeling.. like jia jia bu dong him... neva say wat... den at first when asking ppl buy.. ii keep jump jump jump.. cuz my cousin norhh.. scare me.. keep say wat miss ong cum le.. faster faster.. den make dao ii so jin zhang.. xia si ren... den when HE cum buy horr.. ii veri an qing le.. =.=" so shy lehh.. later ppl sure noe le.. die die.. heeZz.. =X dun say le.. wahaha... dun express too muchie on him.. iif want noe den cum ask.. cuz nowaday like alot of ppl noe my address lehh.. duno wat happeend lehh.. saio siao one... got a few ppl cannot let them noe de.. wahaha..

den after tat horr.. go walk around lorr.. den saw swan chiu n siz hui cum le.. so tat is the time to do our BANNER!! wahhaa.. den in canteen do lorr.. wahaha.. wahhaa... xiang yu horr.. tian ar.. wahaha.. like XN.. wahhaa.. nvm larr he not a bad guy though.. wahaha.. den do do do.. ii keep look look look.. den horr.. soo funi de.. den when he cum wash his hand or wat horr.. den ii duno yy face soo hott.. heeZz.. shhh =X dun say dun sayy.. den when he go wash horr. den tat jiaqi horr. toot de lehh.. keep look at me.. uu horr.. dun look le lar.. =.=" den after tat lehh.. den keep see him... soo happii...wahhaaha.... though we not like last time got tok or wat le.. den after tat lehh.. wahaha.. my cousin horr.. give me one ticket say HE neva take his ticket.. den she pass to me.. den ii go find him.. can't find lehh.. tao yan de.. den go draw colour colourr. den awhile go washroom see hair or wat.. =X den after tat go back to colour colour.. den go see hair or wat.. den shun bian find him.. den got one time my hand tired mar.. den neva colour or wat.. den go find him.. den tat time we walk dao a whole place worZz.. walk to bball court.. den walk dao the soccer field.. den tat time.. jiaqi go pick up glass n make me.. den after tat ii pick wanna make jiaqi.. but in d end mei you.. den go pick le go make alex.. wahaha.. so fun.. den he keep cum near the canteen`z there to scare me.. den ii reali go pick some den wanna throw tat time.. he hoR.. sit near HIM lehh.. tian ar.. shou bu liao him.. den dun dare throw lorr.. den later he walk away le.. den ii go throw.. wahaha.. so funn.. =X den keep look at him.. den finally we done wif our work.. den go up put the banner..

den shun bian also mr naufal birthday lehh.. SO BIG de cake.. so xin fu... haiZz.. mr naufal veri xiong leh.. ii juz ask him can eat mar.. he so xiong de.. give those serious face.. hao scary lehh.. xia dao me.. den ask me turn back.. =.=" den see them sing happi birthday all tat.. den Wei Jie give me some biscuit... wahaha.. but until now haven eat.. wahhaa.. aaa yy nowaday i keep write so long de post ar.. =.=" suan le.. bu guan.. heeZz.. den after tat horr.. pack up finished le.. den horr. tat time reali veri sad abt tat stupid hw attitude lorr.. suan le... she everythingy also blame me.. like tat banner onli ii do lorr. she mei fen lorr.. like make it dirty like onli my shi lorr.. not her lorr.. haiZz.. suan le.. everytime got bulli by them.. xi guan jiu hao.. haiZz.. den after tat horr.. chatted wif cherriann jie n kaiwen jiee.... den go home le... wana find jiaqi but she gone le.. walk so fast.. =.=" den after tat go home lorr.. so scare got scold lehh.. but neva.. thank mamaa.. but keep sa ysay say lehh.. haiZz.. dui bu qi.. ii done badly.. ii will work veri hard for the coming semester de.. heeZz.. okokay.. ii go study now le.. nothing to elaborate on my house de.. heeZz.. ii reach home bu shi slp jiu shi eat bu shi eat jiu shi play.. =X dun say el.. heeZz.. ii go study first.. byeeeeeeee.. take care lehh..

" iif lurving uu can onlii be in the dreamx.. ii rather ii be slpiing forever.. ii miss uu ''


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tis iis f0r the p0st on 19 Sept

19 Sept..

heeZz.. sorrii ar.. my post ytd neva write.. heeZz... sorrii sorri.. heeZz.. aaa.. ytd ar.. go to sch veri earlyy.. cuz got e Home Econ testi.. veri hard lehh tat paper.. duno wat it toking at all.. haiZz.. dunno can pass mar.. haiZz.. hope ii pass.. cuz ii can't afford to fail one more le.. haiZz.. *pray pray*

den horr.. go canteen.. drink water.. den go find my cousin.. to help her sell de RC de duno wat lucky draw ticket ar.. duno narhh.. heeZz... den ask Wen Hao Help me buy... den he buy one..wahaha.. thankiee worZz.. heeZz.. den horr.. ask him help me ask ppl can buy.. den he cum back say all those xiao didi the pocket not more than 10 buck.. =.=" den horr.. den dot dot dotz le lorr.. den go canteen xiang ban fa.. den saw Wei Jie.. ask him help help.. den he help lorr.. he neva buy... +.=" nvm nvm.. but he help me.. wahaha.. he go shout to ncc say.. " those sec 3 de all cum here! " den they all cum lorr.. wahaha.. den after tat he say " ur all de da ge.. de mei mei tat is ur da jie.. now selling the ticket.. go to the table n buy from her.. " wahhaa.. den he ask me go sit down on the table.. den ii dun want.. ii standing asking ppl helping me buy.. wahhaa... den horr.. so funni de.. got kelvin help help.. den got one guy bu dong who... den got zhiwei.. suan le bahh him... ii juz pass him the ticket neva tok muchie to him.. who cares him.. hmphh.. can't trust de.. wahaha`z .. den after tat horr..

HE help me buy lehh.. wahhaah so happi.. but he give alot of coins.. pengz... nvm nvm.. got help jiu hao.. wahhaa.. when he cum give the money ii so bu hao yi shi.. =.=" duno how to say the feeling.. like jia jia bu dong him... neva say wat... den at first when asking ppl buy.. ii keep jump jump jump.. cuz my cousin norhh.. scare me.. keep say wat miss ong cum le.. faster faster.. den make dao ii so jin zhang.. xia si ren... den when HE cum buy horr.. ii veri an qing le.. =.=" so shy lehh.. later ppl sure noe le.. die die.. heeZz.. =X dun say le.. wahaha... dun express too muchie on him.. iif want noe den cum ask.. cuz nowaday like alot of ppl noe my address lehh.. duno wat happeend lehh.. saio siao one... got a few ppl cannot let them noe de.. wahaha..

den after tat horr.. go walk around lorr.. den saw swan chiu n siz hui cum le.. so tat is the time to do our BANNER!! wahhaa.. den in canteen do lorr.. wahaha.. wahhaa... xiang yu horr.. tian ar.. wahaha.. like XN.. wahhaa.. nvm larr he not a bad guy though.. wahaha.. den do do do.. ii keep look look look.. den horr.. soo funi de.. den when he cum wash his hand or wat horr.. den ii duno yy face soo hott.. heeZz.. shhh =X dun say dun sayy.. den when he go wash horr. den tat jiaqi horr. toot de lehh.. keep look at me.. uu horr.. dun look le lar.. =.=" den after tat lehh.. den keep see him... soo happii...wahhaaha.... though we not like last time got tok or wat le.. den after tat lehh.. wahaha.. my cousin horr.. give me one ticket say HE neva take his ticket.. den she pass to me.. den ii go find him.. can't find lehh.. tao yan de.. den go draw colour colourr. den awhile go washroom see hair or wat.. =X den after tat go back to colour colour.. den go see hair or wat.. den shun bian find him.. den got one time my hand tired mar.. den neva colour or wat.. den go find him.. den tat time we walk dao a whole place worZz.. walk to bball court.. den walk dao the soccer field.. den tat time.. jiaqi go pick up glass n make me.. den after tat ii pick wanna make jiaqi.. but in d end mei you.. den go pick le go make alex.. wahaha.. so fun.. den he keep cum near the canteen`z there to scare me.. den ii reali go pick some den wanna throw tat time.. he hoR.. sit near HIM lehh.. tian ar.. shou bu liao him.. den dun dare throw lorr.. den later he walk away le.. den ii go throw.. wahaha.. so funn.. =X den keep look at him.. den finally we done wif our work.. den go up put the banner..

den shun bian also mr naufal birthday lehh.. SO BIG de cake.. so xin fu... haiZz.. mr naufal veri xiong leh.. ii juz ask him can eat mar.. he so xiong de.. give those serious face.. hao scary lehh.. xia dao me.. den ask me turn back.. =.=" den see them sing happi birthday all tat.. den Wei Jie give me some biscuit... wahaha.. but until now haven eat.. wahhaa.. aaa yy nowaday i keep write so long de post ar.. =.=" suan le.. bu guan.. heeZz.. den after tat horr.. pack up finished le.. den horr. tat time reali veri sad abt tat stupid hw attitude lorr.. suan le... she everythingy also blame me.. like tat banner onli ii do lorr. she mei fen lorr.. like make it dirty like onli my shi lorr.. not her lorr.. haiZz.. suan le.. everytime got bulli by them.. xi guan jiu hao.. haiZz.. den after tat horr.. chatted wif cherriann jie n kaiwen jiee.... den go home le... wana find jiaqi but she gone le.. walk so fast.. =.=" den after tat go home lorr.. so scare got scold lehh.. but neva.. thank mamaa.. but keep sa ysay say lehh.. haiZz.. dui bu qi.. ii done badly.. ii will work veri hard for the coming semester de.. heeZz.. okokay.. ii go study now le.. nothing to elaborate on my house de.. heeZz.. ii reach home bu shi slp jiu shi eat bu shi eat jiu shi play.. =X dun say el.. heeZz.. ii go study first.. byeeeeeeee.. take care lehh..

" iif lurving uu can onlii be in the dreamx.. ii rather ii be slpiing forever.. ii miss uu ''


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Saturday, September 18, 2004

\\ A Funny joke //

>TEACHER : Why are you late?
>BALGOBIN : Because of the sign.
>TEACHER : What sign?
>BALGOBIN : The one that says, "School Ahead, Go Slow."
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, why are you doing your math sums on the floor?
>BALGOBIN : You told me to do it without using tables!
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, how do you spell "crocodile"?
>BALGOBIN : "K-R-O-K-O-D-A-I-L"
>TEACHER : No, that's wrong
>BALGOBIN : Maybe it's wrong, but you asked me how I spell it!
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>TEACHER : What is the chemical formula for water?
>BALGOBIN : "HIJKLMNO! "!!
>TEACHER : What are you talking about?
>BALGOBIN : Yesterday you said it's H to O!
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, go to the map and find North America.
>BALGOBIN : Here it is!
>TEACHER : Correct. Now, class, who discovered America?
>CLASS : Balgobin!
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, name one important thing we have today that we
>didn't have ten years ago.
>BALGOBIN : Me!
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, why do you always get so dirty?
>BALGOBIN : Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
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>BALGOBIN : Dad, can you write in the dark?
>FATHER : I think so. What do you want me to write?
>BALGOBIN : Your name on this report card.
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>TEACHER : How can you prevent diseases caused by biting insects?
>BALGOBIN : Don't bite any.
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, give me a sentence starting with "I".
>BALGOBIN : I is...
>TEACHER : No, Balgobin. Always say, "I am."
>BALGOBIN : All right... "I am the ninth letter of the alphabet."
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>TEACHER : "Can anybody give an example of "COINCIDENCE?"
>BALGOBIN : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day,
>same time."
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>TEACHER : "George Washington not only chopped down his father's
>Cherry tree,
>but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't
>punish
>him?"
>BALGOBIN : "Because George still had the axe in his hand?"
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>BALGOBIN : Daddy, have you ever been to Egypt?
>FATHER : No. Why do you ask that?
>BALGOBIN : Well, where did you get THIS mummy then?
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>TEACHER : What a pair of strange socks you are wearing, one is green
>and one is blue with red spots!
>BALGOBIN : Yes it's really strange. I've got another pair just like
>that
>at home.
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>TEACHER : Now, children, if I saw a man beating adonkey and stopped
>him, what virtue would I be showing?
>BALGOBIN : Brotherly love?
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>TEACHER : Now, Balgobin, tell me frankly do you say prayers before
>eating?
>BALGOBIN : No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook.
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>TEACHER : Balgobin, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same
>as your brother's. Di! d you copy his?
>BALGOBIN : No, teacher, it's the same dog!
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>TEACHER : What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people
>are no longer interested?
>BALGOBIN : A teacher


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Thursday, September 16, 2004

sianZz lehh.. hate it hate it.. I DUN WANT CHANGE NARH!!

hate it lehh.. stupid GOVERNMENT.. ii can't stand it le.. uu dun like ii say.. den catch me lar.. ii tell uu ii wiill alwayz hate TIS GOVERNMENT.. LEE SOMEONE!!! stupid lehh.. go change wat 5 days week.. ii tell uu.. not even one single one person like lor.. ii hate iit so muchiee.. uu like tat hai my guide got to be on friday.. uu noe how tiring it is.. uu know tat mean tat ii doesn't have a chance to go n see more HIM lehh.. ii hate uuu.. hate uu hate uu.. hmphh.. stupid lar.. change change change.. haiZz.. no more chance to see him le.. haiZz.. real sad lehh.. haiZz.. shou bu laio le.. haiZz... wanna cry lehh when mdm wi say change.. haiZz.. ii hate it.. haiZz..

juz now chat on phonee wif my cousin`z... haf great fun chatting wif her de.. wahhaa.. cuz alway`z alot of thingy`z to sayy de.. neva got one time`s we are totally quiet de... neva worZz.. wahaha.. chat alot alot alot... ii down there complaint complaint.. wahhaa.. haiZz.. no mood le.. byeeeeeeeee.. cya.. take care..


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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

How to tell if a gal or a guyz like uu

HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES YOU:
1. The guy will be extremely nice to you.
2. He will tell you that you did something good, even whenyou did it horribly.
3. He might make fun of you.
4. He will want to be your best friend.
5. He might complement you on something normal like, yourhair, even if you wear it that way everyday.
6. He will stick up for you.
7. He will start hanging out with your friends.
8. He will flirt with you.
9. He will call you for no good reason.
10. He will make eye contact with a serious look on his face.

HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES YOU:
1. They always talk about the different kind of guys theyCOULD have.
2. They stare at you with a smile on their face and won'tlook away until you do first.
3. They ALWAYS seem to be talking about how nice or cuteyou are.
4. They laugh at all your jokes, no matter how stupid they are.
5. They will ask you who you like, continuously.
6. They talk to your friends about you a lot.
7. They always are flirting with every other guy, except you.
8. They always try to make you jealous.
9. They beg you to do everything for them.
10. They always ask you what to do in a bad situation.


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Saturday, September 11, 2004

scary... tat instructor was cute..

wahaha.. todae early wake up got headache.. so pain lehh.. pain dao almost dun want go for tat course le.. wahaha.. so giddy.. see thingy like can move like tat lehh` den horr.. change le.. wait for them come n started to lie on the sofa.. and it becum better.. but once they call... i stand up n get my hp.. n it come`s back again... so sianZz.. den like so giddy.. feel like dun wanna go.. but then frenZz have came.. n had to go.. no choice.. heeZz.. anywhere until 2.30 onli.. den go down eat eat eat... tat ry hor.. suan le.. dun wanna say her le.. tired le..

den take my papa car go bishan... was raining in the middle.. and we all was like so funi... quickly find thingy to cover.. den papa stop car n came down wif a umbrella.. so funi.. we take de umbrealla rite.. den while taking. tat umbrella fly away.. Fly AWAY~ wahaha... xiang yu take one... wooohoo.. den horr.. liang eng, xiang yu and me horr.. down there faster help take back.. scary.. wahaha.. den after tat reach le.. den wait awhile lorr.. den we gone up.. wahaha. den go there listen awhile den we got test le.. it's a 45 mins test. was veri easy lorr.. den in abt 10 or 5 mins... i finished le.. den slp le.. cuz reali giddy mar.. i tot i wuld fail.. cuz i havent been studying.. wahaha.. den after tat.. lie down there.. den reali slept.. dream alot of dream though.. keep changing de.. got tis scene.. den suddenly change tat time in sch.. den change to my pri sch.. den change to tat time tat soccer match in pri sch.. den blar blar blar.. was like wahhaaha.. digging out all the memories.. wahaha.. but ii still rmb all tat worZz.. wahaha..

den after tat tat instructor went to say left 2 mins.. i wake up le.. den check awhile. den she say 2 mins left. =.=" dao di how mani 2 mins.. den after tat lehh.. check again lorr.. den check check check.. den pass up.. wahaha.. den after tat watch some video clip.. den got break le.. tat instructor tell us tat we done badly.. 80% of tat 40% fail.. so scary sia.. den went for break.. didn't bring money though.. cuz ii tot tat i wun't go bugis or even have tat appetite to eat.. cuz sick mar.. den after tat lehh thanks to xiang yu.. cuz she lended me... wahaha.. den after tat eat delifance de potato.. wahah.. so weird sia.. ytd i eaten potato.. todae i ate again.. wahaha..

Energy was here though.. ii want watch niu nai... niu nai shuai ge lai de.. weeet!!! weet!! wahaha.. but too bad got guide.. den after tat go back watch a video abt a true life account.. so sad nia.. haiZz.. i wun't ever ever ever even touch tat stupid craziest drug de.. i wun't.. ii swear.. wahaha.. well.. ii do take nia.. medicine.. wahah.. isn't it drug.. wahaha.. den horr.. tat guy at the age 14.. he started to take ketamin... den at the age of 15.. he took ice.. so scary.. den when he was caught n put in drill.. his father died a month after... so sad lehh.. haiZz.. den after watch finished.. tat instructor horr.. omg lehh.. xia si us.. take the paper rite.. den horr.. see see see.. den call some ppl up.. nn hor.. say they pass. so tat mean we fail lehh.. i expected it.. but was like abit sad lorr.. waste my 5 buck.. =X den horr.. she horr.. say wat.. i ytd asked uu all did uu all study.. uu all neva tell me.. neva... nn now wat is tis.. den she throw the paper on the floor lehh..

xia dao us.. den horr.. say wat.. uu all are the first batch tat ii got "EVERYONE PASS" xia dao us leh.. tat instructor say quite alot of time.. wahhaa.. cuz we tot fail le. den all sad sad.. so down there neva care.. until every luff den i gong gong listen again.. EVERYONE PASS. den so happi.. was like tears in my eyes.. so happi... neva study lehh.. i passed lehh.. huiwen almost cry sia.. den xiang yu cried le.. wahaha.. so wasted their tears.. wahaha.. so happi happpi.. i passed lehh.. wahaha.. thank for kor de good luck. wahhaa.. den after tat end le.. we go behind shout cheers for the instructor and for our sch.. waahaha.. MJR guide rawks.. wahhaa.. =X den after tat lehh she go le. den tat stupid gal horr.. say wat help find mike.. so funi nia... den xiao mei say horr. find mike find dao outside den go down.. wahaha.. den after tat lehh.. stupid lehh.. the found it.. diao~ waste our time.. den after tat we go bugis lorr.. go there walk duno where.. den go up to neoprints shop.. neva have money leh.. den everyone dun haf.. den xiang yu treats us .. =.=" so rich sia her... anywhere.. THANK uu lehh.. den take tat sofa for 2 times.. den take tat neoprints tat can flip the backgroup for two time.. cuz horr.. amanda lorr.. press dao okay before we choose... haiZz.. den in d end onli one pose.. tat is so er xin.. wahha.. but nvm.. den the sofa one is fun sia.. wahaha.. but ex lehh.. 10 buck lehh.. daio~

tat hw horr. tian ar. keep tok to her tw. aiyo.. reali veri angry de lorr.. ppl take neoprint den holding one hp on the ear.. nice mehh.. bu hui tell him take finished den call.. stead muz every min also together one mehh.. muz at least give each other some times to miss each other mar.. siao one keep chat chat chat.. not sianZz one mehh.. diao~ the hp spoilt the whole photo sia.. suan le... she horr.. hypocrite.. duno how to write lar.. so fake.. it's not ii wanna say.. reali fake lorr.. keep act de.. act cute infront of tw.. n behind him behind us.. keep tok behind our back... last time ii use to wonder yy guyz in our class hated uu.. ii was alwayz wondering... tat time alex told me tat uu lurve to act cute lorr.. den ii down there help uu .. say wat no lar she not lar.. keep helping uu.. and wat ii get was juz a hypocrite frenZz. a backstabber frenZz.. ii shldn't haf help uu.. suanZz le..` it's over anywhere` hope uu wun't ever backstab any ppl.. and not a hypocrite nn not a snob.. tired le.. ` iis uu all spoilt the image of frenz in my mind.. ii alwayz put frenz at first.. now uu all are 3rd.. cuz of tis incident let me reali listen to my papa n mama. tat is.. frenz can't be trusted... isn't tat.. onli some i trust... some ii will neva trust.. like my classmate though.. suan le.. dun care too le... suan le.. tis one is their ben xing... i also have bad points.. suan dun sad le.. who cares too.. ii gonna change url soon.. ppl rmb ask from me when i change it..

wahhaa. ii guess my english has improve.. wahaha.. JIAQI help me rate can mar.. got getting better? anyone also help me rate lehh.. i seldom write in so good one lehh.. wahaha.. well let's me finished my story first.. heeZz.. aaa.. den horr.. after tat go home lorr. den help papa n mama cook noodle. cuz they wanna eat mar.. den pei mama go work.. cuz papa fetch mar. den ii pei lorr.. den once reach home horr.. i lie on the bed liao lehh.. cuz too tired le.. den wake up tat time already 9.46.. so fast rite. xia dao me.. faster go bath den cum out do hw... wahhaa.. guess i'm gonna do my lit now.. if not i dun tink ii wuld be able to finish the hw tml.. haha.. den now it's already 1.26... but to write as 11 sept horr.. gt to change date. sori lehh.. wahhaa.. kk le.. stop here le.. too long late hard to blog.. haha..


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Thursday, September 09, 2004

sad~~

wooohooo.. tinkk i gonna change blog url soon.. heeZz.. duno yy lehh.. juz dun feel like letting some ppl see.. heeZz.. or maybe i shall put password.. den onli close frenz can see.. wahaha.. see how evil i am.. wahaha.. is ppl bi dao i like tat one.. i neva do tis before. neva hate ppl.. neva block ppl.. okok i cheng ren last time i got block ppl... block my ex.. =X tat time siao mar.. when heard abt tat break up.. i jiu faster go block le... cuz scare later see him online.. den will cry.. but duno lar.. i after 5 min jiu unblock le.. wu liao horr.. heeZz..

now arr.. juz now get back as frenz wif marilyn le.. wahaha.. well i wish she wun't like tat again... getting enuff.. wahaha.. so well well.. i guess i need to write in PERFECT english.. wahaha.. so as i can learn.. alrite let's start now.. wahaha.. well.. todae i have been writing a number of blog le.. =.=" abit stupid horr.. cuz veri sianZz mar.. n thank mama for cuming to look at my blog.. i rmb u neva go de... wahha.. thank horr... wahaha...

now nothing to write lehh.. nvm.. i cum thank my frenz all tat bahh..

firstly lehh.. thank to
Jia Qi: muahaha.. thank worZz.. last time got sae extra all tat... haha.. den in d end neva wif them.. den wif uu de.. thank worZz.. at least uu not like THEM to say me.. i reali dun understand nia go say me extra.. frenz can like tat say.. reali fu le them nia.. but anywhere.. reali THANK to their " good " deeds tat make me learn a lesson.. nn jiaqiii thankkk uuu... wahaha..

Second lehh.. thank to..
Lay kheng: wahaha... since uu seldom see tis blog one.. so no need write.. ahhh jkjk lar.. =X heh =X aa thank too worZz.. have been quite fun wif uu during my primary sch life... wahaha.. thank for everytime peiing me here n there to look at someone.. =X thank worZz.. nn horr.. thank for listening to me all tis n tat.. wahaha.. =X

Third is
mo mO ren. =X: thank worZz.. uu make me becum more stronger le.. wahhaa.. =X though the time when i heard abt tat i` quite sad. ` but now is over` wahaha.. make me stronger le.. thank for tat..

Forth is
mo Mo Ren. =X different ppl horr.. : thank worZz. though juz chat thru sms.. but the time wif uu already make me quite happi le.. wahaha.. though the time no reply all tat.. heeZz.. but nvm.. another lesson learnt.. tat is... making me more stronger.. wahaha.. + more numb.. jkjk.. =X

Fifth is
Mama: mama.. thank worZz.. last time help me ask tis ask tat... wahaha.. thank thank.. n pei me chat all tat... tat time when i in sch tat teacher de lesson was reali so sianZz.. so sms wif uu.. wahhaa.. thank worZz. thank for wasting msg to pei me chat.. wahaha.. but now so sad.. i change place le.. haiZz.. nvm.. save sms.. heeZz..

Sixth is
Ah Ma: ahma ah ma.. wahaha... thank for crabbing wif me lehh.. fun siaZz.. wahhaa.. thank thank worZz.. if not tis world not fun le.. wahaha.. nn horr.. thank for being their cousin n sis.. wahhaa.. if not i won't know uu mar.. n won't know momo ren.. wahaha.. =X

seventh is.
Junting korr: korr ar kor ar... thank for chatting wif me all tat lehh.. thank for being a kor tat is down there when i sad all tat de.. thank worZz..

Eighth is.
Weiting jie: tingx jie.. dun sad le hao mar.. bu yao wei le him sad hao mar... when i sad uu was there worZz.. keep tagging at my blog all tat.. thank uu thank uu.. muackk muackk.. wahaha.. dun sad le hao mar.. we will be there when uu need k.. lend uu my shoulder.. heeZz.. but too small le.. heeZz... rmb worZz.. bu yao wei le him sad hao mar.. bu zhi de.. he have been making uu sad for once for twice le. bu yao zai wei him sad le hao mar.. *hug*

Nineth is
Zhu and his sheep : wahhaa.. uu two horr reali make me happi dao siao nia.. everytime sad all tat horr jiu can tell uu all.. one boi one gal hen hao lehh... gals thingy can tell gals gals.. den abt boi de can ask tat zhu.. wahaha.. hope uu two last long long.. wahaha.. last forever zui hao de.. when wedding all tat ask me go lehh.. wahaha.. tml is u two de 100 days le.. wahaha.. though neva saw uu two before.. but uu two have been my zui zui zui hao de frenz le.. wahhaa.. nice nice niaa.. GOOD LUCK worZz.. zHu uu two de relationship will go smoothly.. wahhaa.. when give birth all tat horr.. i want be gan ma =X wahaha.. yi ding yao leh.. wahaha.. also horr when wedding horr.. i want be bride maid.. wahaha.. =X i want horr.. i want hor.. wahaha.. uu all longest nia.. cuz two person mar.. wahhaa.. happi mar.. longest nia.. wahaha.. kk stop here le.. write my tenth den go slp.. wahha.. happi 100th days.. wahaha..

Tenth is
my tat group of "frien": thank worZz.. thank for making me learnt so muchie lesson.. i alway alway rmb tat thing.. i will alway rmb.. rmb the incident i have in sec 1.. guess i wun't be having a great time in sec 1.. like jiaqi like tat.. spoilt the image of frenz nia.. now like let me feel tat frenz is juz not there.. is juz there to gossip abt uu.. is jus there to say uu EXTRA.. is juz there to act act.. so fake nia.. can see de lorr.. the person tat i know. have been change le.. she last time neva say badword.. nv.. now lehh.. change to a gal tat always say.. pls u now have a stead pls be wen rou can mar.. scold those bad wordZz diao~ i hate tat stupid word nia.. hate it so muchiee.. nn another gall.. uu spoilt my image of urs.. at first i tot uu were so good nia.. so nice n good were like those other gals.. but u spoilt it.. i duno wat happened to uu.. reali duno nia.. suan le.. not marilyn horr.. uu dun wu hui.. is another gall.. man man tink bahh.. the MI DI haven jie kai.. wahaha.. byebye.. lazii type le.. go slp le.. tml muz early wake up.. wahaha..


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ahhh sad lehh.

tired le.. tat marilyn.. haiZz.. realii shou bu liao her.. well i guess horr.. ii reali bad dao siao bahh.. or else they wun't hate me.. do they? haha.. feel tis world is turning around n around... there were bad nn good.. ii guess ii am the bad person bahh.. now the whole 1E doesn't look like 1E.. all becuz of me bahh.. but already how long le... i trying to change.. but the main fact is i duno wat have i go wrong.. they neva tell they neva say... how to change when uu guyz dun want tell where am i wrong.. wat did i do wrong... haiZz.. ii reali duno.. haiZz...

guess todae at 3 i go study until rest awhile den study.. cuz d other day i haven been studying.. haiZz.. muz reali study le.. if not i will regret one.. haiZz.. tink dun want write le.. quite sad le..

now jiaqi n me down there telling marilyn.. but is like she dun listen.. she juz keep tinking we were wrong.. okay we wrong we WRONG.. happi le mar.. suan le.. reali no frenz forever in tis world.. hao hate myself ar..


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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

cham le... got noe secret le...

aaaa.. have been long times since i blog.. no wonder no one tag. wahaha.. okay i one day one day man man say..

Sunday 5 Sept

well sunday ar.. as usual got piano lesson.. den after tat slp slp slp lorr.. slp all the way.. den wake up play pc play play play... den go after tat duno lar... den juz slp play eat.. =X den after tat lehh.. mama n me go gai gai plus my papa.. my mama want go buy bag de.. wahhaa. but i drag her to shen shong.. veri cheap nia... tat bag she bought juz 8 buck onli leh.. cheap horr... den i drag her help me buy clothes.. wahahax... cuz cheap cheap mar.. 6.90 onli lehh.. outside but at least 10 somethingy de.. wahaha.. den after tat sms jiaqi ask her tml wanna go here buy clothes mar. den she say she buy le.. =.=" at malacca there buy le.. diao~ so fast.. den buy alot also lehh.... haha.. diao~ den after tat call her ask pei me jiu hao le.. den she say onli we two ar.. den after tat at first xiang dao wanna ask marilyn.. first one xiang dao is her le.. but xiang dao the frenzship.. suan le.. dun want say le.. i hate ppl like tat.. two faced... den after tat jiaqi ask her.. den she say she go out wif diana they all... den after tat suddenly change to go wif jie.. =.=" den jiaqi go reply say.. if go out wif diana they all jiu say lar... change for wat... den after tat she say no lar.. but who cares le.. i neva trust her again.. trust her once... trust her twice.. trust her thrice.. but in d end who got cheated.. is jiaqi n me.. gui we two still so trust her.. suan le.. i dun care..

den after tat den chat wif jiaqi bahh.. abit forget le.. heeZz.. den horr.. like tat bahh. heeZz.. den go home ask kor kor tat shirt nice mar.. den all say not bad.. wahaha.. of course narh.. i choose de.. =X tink like tat bahh.. den after tat watch the 10.30 show.... SCARY NIA.. xia dao me here n there.. the show is like tis.. is a witch have use those scary de jiang tou ar.. den horr.. say wat in tis few days canot see the mirror if not will change to veri er xin the face.. veri ugly veri wat de... den tat witch neva listen mar.. den want go c.. den see veri er xin.. den jiu wanna drinks gal's blood.. den tat gal n his father at first wanna go home de from their mama de wedding.. cuz her mama remarry.. den duno y tat car siao siao one.. den like tat lorr.. they didn't have chance to go.. den his papa get down there car lorr.. go find help.. den walk half way.. he heard somethingy from the grass patch there.. den walk in lorr.. den they change sence le.. change to tat gal inside the car.. den the car door got open.. den she keep go close go close den keep open.. den keep close.. den faster lock all.. den forget the window haven close.. den the hand cum in lorr.. xia dao her.. also xia dao me.. den she keep close all window.. den suddenly the tyre got punched or wat.. den the car keep lower n lower.. den xia dao her... den at first got one motorcyclist stop le.. den kan dao her duno y den run away le.. =.=" den neva help her.. den got the intestine horr cum down from the infront car de window.. xia dao me.. den finally got car le.. den she ran out lorr.. den when she ran rite.. the witch throw down her papa de head... den she veri sad lor.. den faster ran in n ask the driver to drive.. but before he drive.. the witch go nn break the head le.. so scary sia... den when she wanna drink her blood tat time.. tat witch stop le.. den the story juz end here.. den turn to 4 old man.. den say wat.. tat witch neva drink is becuz tat gal not virgin.. =.=" diao~ den after tat lehh.... den say virgin blood den can becum prettier.. diao~ den 3 old man ask the person tat say one.. den say yy uu noe so muchie.. den he say cuz tat gal is his brother de wife.. den say wat they all got see before de.. she juz behind.. den the sence change to her chopping duno wat... scary nia... den end le.. whole story xia me.. haiZz.. den somemore got cat walk ehre walk there.. xia dao wo.. den after tat go slp le..

Monday 6 Sept

wahhaa.. monday keep slack at home. nothing to do mar... den slack lorr.... den do here do tat also cannot.. den play pc.. den after tat slp.. den wait for mummy den pei her go elken lorr.. den go in put thingy le.. i go cut hair.. abit stupid bahh tat hair.. haha.. so short nia.. but abit straighter le.. wahhaa.. nice nia.. wahaha.. =X tat hair dresser veri li hai.. help me cut bao.. =X den after tat turn out quite okay bahh.. wahhaa.. den quite like it.. awhhaa.. den after tat lehh rush back to mama the lesson thingy lor.. teach how to use the vacuum.. =.=" but tat vacuum veri good sia... can clean dao nice nice one.. abit also cant bu jian.. then horr.. even a veri veri heavy de thingy also can sux in.. so li hai horr.. den after tat wanna go eat kfc but cannot.. stupid de nehh.. cuz so late le.. den wasted.. den went home put bag all tat den go 24 hour there eat eat... eat my bao bei zhai shui jiao.. wahaha... nice nia.. den after tat go home.. den watch the shi zhi lu gou den slp le.. cuz tuesday need to go guide.. den slp lorr.. juz like tat lorr..

Tuesday 07 Sept

tuesday ar 9 somethingy wake up den go bath here bath there den okay le.. den go out eat eat.. den 10 somethingy like tat.. tat hw they all hor.. veri bad leh... they yue hao time le neva ask me go.. stupid sia.. still say ii.. den they sign le.. I HAVEN.. hmph stupid uu all. i hate uu all.. hmphhh.. nvm suan le.. i sure is bad tat y they hate me.. watever.. i bad.. i even hate myself.. hmph.. den after tat juz like tat den go wait in canteen lorr.. so sianZz.. wait wait wait den finally can go up den put bag all tat den take material cum down do the banner.. wahhaa... i draw the gal gal veri cute sia.. but cuz ry go paint le... den muz redraw de eye all tat mar.. den she draw too tianZz ar... too like too slightly abit far le.. den turn out like looking infront but not like tat is look at the side de.. haiZz.. suanZz le.. den keep paint paint.. den lydia they all.. lydia.. catherine.. rebecca.. they all hor... alakma lehh.. keep ask hw.. say wat got stead wif tw mar.. den balr blar blar.. den ask ask ask.. den wat hold hand all tat den hug.. wahhaa.. den stead for 8 days le worZz.. li hai.. den rebecca last time got stead wif him nia.. wahha.. i found out somethingy lehh.. next time sure hw is our guide cl..cuz rebecca got stead wif him mar... den becum cl. den now she also going le.. wahaha..den ask abt xyz.. den say wat tat guy bad break hao le.. =.=" den dao me le..

den say wat ii like wat sec 3 de ncc de.. arghhh.. diao~ den keep bi i say i dun want say lehh.. ni yao zhe yang =X den after tat dun tell them.. cuz even hw they all also duno.. dun want let anyone noe.. wahhaa.. den after tat ask finished le we continue our work.. den do do do.. den finished le.. den go up take bag den go down home le.. wahha.. den go home.. den go see doctor.. on the way i almost BANG BY CAR scary sia.. xia dao me.. my mama xia dao most de.. cuz i infront mar.. juz one sec den i got bang le.. cuz mama lar... keep hurry den i run lorr.. den somemore got green man lehh.. den tat person horr.. neva put turning the light den we tot is go straight mar.. den stupid lehh.. den in the morning we stil say abt road junction most dangerous.. den say wat alot of accident happen.. scary sia.. i almost onli in tat afternoon.. scary scary.. den tat driver horr.. turn lehh.. xia dao wo i tot going to bang my mama.. xia dao me.. den keep look back.. den heng my mama mei shi... wooho.. *phew phew* scare me. den faster run run run.. go see doctor.. my mama xia dao the face white white sia.. diao~ i run away le. i not like other ppl toot toot still down there stand n see.. =.=" den go see doctor. tat doctor li hai nia.. going on tv de.. den say alot abt the min gan of the nose. cuz i lorr.. everytime sneeze lorr.. sneeze duno how long le.. wahhaa.. den go see doctor.. den doctor finished le.. den dao my mama.. den call my kor kor cum see doctor.. cuz he also. =.=" den see finished go home lorr.. mama n me go down tat shop there..

tok abt her elken.. dne i down there play cat cat.. so cuteee.. toot toot de.. =X den after finished playing den go home lorr.. den go ah ma house.. my papa fetch.. yipee.. got car sit sit. no need take bus.. den after att lehh reach le.. den go up awhile den need to go my auntie house.. den go lorr... den take bus to westmall den buy kfc le den walk lor. YIPEE MY KFC.. wahah.. den walk walk walk.. den mama down there help help wash her face.. wahhaa my mama most li hai de... wahaha..den after tat lehh.. watch news den my auntie house there de dui mian horr.. got mo sha an lehh.. tat indian tat one lorr.. blk 504 den my auntie house is 506... den tok alot lehh.. den my mama tok abt her prenancy tat time.. she dream of my kor kor is boi.. den dream my sec kor kor also boi.. den dream dao me is a small piglet. =.=" den white colour de.. CUTE NIA.. but i not cute. =.=" but MAMA zuo mo u dream those pig ar. diao~ no wonder so mani ppl call me zhu lar.. diao~ den mama ask mama de mama =X den mama de mama say wat is gal lai de.. say wat white pig is gal.. black pig is boi.. =.=" diao~ den 10 somethingyl e.. go home lorr.. den when walk out rite i keep see blk 504 tat block.. keep finding the door. scary sia.. i found it.. den feel abit cold cold le... haiZz scary... ke lian nia.. they got killed the blood still cum all the way to the door lehh.. scary sia... the most scary is the beside de neighbour.. haha.. dun say le i abit scare.. heeZz.. den take mrt home... scary sia.. den xiang dao the bukit batok tat mrt got.. =.=" ppl died there.. den xiang dao scare scare.. ahhhh i dun like tat place.. so mani "ppl" de.. scary..den go home orh orh slp slp le.. heeZz...

Wednesday 8 sept

todae ar... later planning either go pei kor kor study or pei frenz out.. duno go wif who. kor kor more impt cuz he got prelim den muz pei him de.. den frenz they ask me alot le lehh.. but i keep say dun want go out.. =.=" but now later c c onli bahh.. den 7.45 den go for movie... wahhaa. DODGE BALL worZz. wahah i now got ticket first le... wahaha.. juz now pei jiaqi tok alot.. wahha.. den now write blog lorr.. pei kor tok.. wahaa.. quite a long blog bahh.. wahaha... *clap clap* de most longest blog i ever have u noe.. wahhaa.. kk stop here le bahh.. byebye... cya take care... worZz..


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Saturday, September 04, 2004

last tear to shed for him.

haiZz... todae early in the morning.. wake up... den feeling slpy den went to slp.. den bei hui xuan call le den wake up after toking awhile i went slp again le.. woohoo.. den after tat wake up again... den so gong gong walk around the house den went to slp again.. -.-" wake up tat time, ii went to switch on the tv. watching the tv so long. den huixuan call again.. asking me to go arcade.. but hangqi n duno who neva go mar.. so onli me n her.. den so tired.. den lazy call my mama wake up n ask her.. so in d end tell her dun want go.. den neva go le.. but she keep ask me go.. -.-" den after tat amanda cum my house.. i go bathe awhile den go bugis le.. go bugis play arcade first.. saw xianwee n kenneth there.. was like wooohooo kenneth u grow tall le.. =X xianwee play the rock fever.. tian ar so li hai.. can't beat her nia.. hmphh... den was like nothing to do so went to lurvely land to buy miss lau birthday present.. alex, weikai,nelson they all were there too.. but i neva manage to c them.. haha.. too bad.. =X ii bought those cool bag.. when feeling tired feeling slpy feeling hot.. can put on anywhere when u hot.. den i buy lor.. but 6 packet. 4 for me.. 1 for miss lau.. 1 for amanda.. haha.. kinda cute... it those dog de cover... so cute nia. i lurve uu doggy.. =X

after buying, went to kfc buy the popcorn chicken.. den go mac.. buy milo.. den was like saw jianhong there =.=" duno him anot lar.. hope not.. heeZz.. when going out of the mac.. keep eating amanda de popcorn chicken.. so nicee.. den cum my house den play play... juz now quarrel wif her cuz of one msg.. =.=" how stupid ii am.. sori leh amanda.. den she help me pack file all tat.. den pack le.. watch tv awhile.. den she go down buy thingy. den cum up help me pack again.. pack finish le.. den now left updating.. woohoo.. after tat she went home... was like toking to my aunty, cuz she cum my house tok abt hp.. she change hp le.. so jealous nia... flip phone lehh.. but so sad~ =X no mms.. nothing... muahaha.. hai shi my better.. =X den after tat lehh she n my kor kor tok abt pc.. they discussing abt helping my little cousin make one pc.. den so funni.. my kor go say ask they three take out money to buy tat pc.. cuz they all so scary one.. keep make spoilt.. duno how mani pc let they make spoilt le.. so muz ask them take out money so they will treasure it.. cuz is their money mar.. wahaha.. =X so evil one my kor.. haha..
den after tat.. my aunty go home le.. den now keep use pc.. waahahaa..

den juz now cry le... haiZz.. stupid de alex.. down there chatting over sms mar... den we tok abt alot of thingy.. haha. he the one guy tat i can tok so close in my class de.. d other guy i tink they so duno how to say.. some duno how to say.. some they veri bian tai =.=" diao~ den onli him can tok so muchie. haha. juz now he told me i shld forget abt rainy le.. cuz is like no use lorr... he neva like me n neva will.. den was like... i say i dun care.. ii juz wanna like him.. den he say no use.. den keep quan me.. say wat ii will get hurtx de.. haiZz. reali bahh.. everytime see him i also abit sad.. last time still saw xyz wif him playing.. heart juz like tat break le.. cuz everyone noe wat xyz character.. uu all knew it lorr.. haiZz.. so sad nia.. tat time wanna cry le.. but control.. cuz my mummy down there.. i mean fake one.. =X den after tat she sure will say i silly blar blar blar de.. so neva cry.. tears was like in my eyes rotating like tat.. so painful.. so scary too.. scare it drop out.. but gradually duno how the tears flow out ownself.. but heng i act as i tired den lie on table... haiZz...

nn horr.. i getting hate hw more n more le lehh.. stupid lar her.. keep say wat.. cme tat time.. stupid lar.. hmphh... hate her sooooo muchieee... she first one kick is jiaqi lehh.. cuz teacher need onli 5... den cuz their group got 6 so they first one kick is jiaqi.. cuz jiaqi is on my side mar.. she noe wat is wrong n rite.. den she was been kick lorr... den after tat the monitress which everyone hate.. cuz she was so proud.. den go their group mar. cuz jiaqi cum my group.. den teacher suddenly change her mind.. say 6 gal 6 gals.. den after tat lehh.. they no choice.. got monitress.. den go blame jiaqi say wat jiaqi u bad leh.. go join other ppl group... wat uu doing blar blar blar.. den hw muz tink of wat she done to her before... keep say we bad.. den say i extra... okay i extra. so wat.. u den more extra lorr.. say xyz dun say urself.. say wat ppl flirt u den flirt lorr... flirt sy, j,eh u still want flirt who.. stil say wat xyz flirt... den when ppl say u going famous.. down there so happi say wat u li hai.. pls lar.. i eating tat time lehh. dun make me vomit lar.. er xin da bian.. hmphh.. hate u so muchiee.. tat time neva say her go scold me.. den keep tell so mani bad thingy abt me.. pls lar.. i neva say uu go say me.. u want i go tell ppl mar.. how bad u are.. jiaqi also noe.. marilyn aslo noe..

say dao marilyn.. marilyn i dun trust u anymore le.. i trust u once.. trust u twice.. trust u third time.. but all u give me were juz lie.. tell me wat u hate.. hate ur head lar.. hmphh.. bluff me.. even jiaqi also dun want trust u anymore.. i reali getting tired.. reali veri tired.. tired of ppl lied.. uu lie... ppl lie.. everyone lie to me.. nowaday like seldom tok to marilyn le.. cuz reali haiZz.. disappointed by her.. reali.. haiZz.. cuz at first when cme teacher say ownself group.. den i first one ask jiaqi.. den after tat marilyn.. den at least pris is wif me at first... den after tat bei erica say le den go.. den uu lehh.. first one tell me dun want le.. go join hw.. ii at first tink we ownself group up cuz more close mar.. den i wan wan mei you tink dao u first one say no n go to hw.. u noe how muchie u disappoint me mar.. den after tat send one sorri.. how mani time u say sorri.. den was like jiaqi n ii so disappointed.. den shout in classroom.. SORRY NO CURE... den we walk out of classroom... wahaha.. but reali sad to lost one frenz tat i trust alot de.. haiZz. heng jiaqi not like tat.. aa.. now i tink ii muz improve my english le.. juz now conslate a story horr.. was like tian ar.... i put up for uu all see horr..

In urs heartx, iis dere a person lyk tis?

uu all maybe have been in a relationship before, maybe lurvingg one another,
but, wat iis the reasonn tt uu two can't be together?
maybe becuz of his friends, he cant woo uu
maybe becuz of family, uu two can't be together.

maybe becuz he need to go to another country to do research, but he doesn't want uu to wait for him.
maybe uu two have met too earlyy and still doesnt noe how to trasure one anotherx.
maybe uu two have met too late, uu two have ur another half.
maybe look back too late, he or she doesn't wait anymorex.
maybe uu two have been catching each other heartx, but doesn't dare to say out.

but even uu two have neva get togetherx, uu two have been remained as frenZz.
but uu two knew it, for tis person, he or she is more than as a frenZz.
even uu two cant be in a street holding hand, but uu two have be a close frenZz.
He got his crush, on ur mouth, uu say uu wuld help him, but ur heartx isn't clear whether u realii wish he manage to stead wif her.

when he met wif difficulties, uu help him wif all uu can, without saying anythingy.
his or her galfriend, boyfriend have jealous, uu will tell him or her, uu two were juz frenZz, but in ur heartx, uu have not decided whether he or she iis juz urr frenZz.
everyone in tis lifee, in their heartx, deree is a frenZz lyk tis, but it is realii so weird.
at first, uu were not happii becuz u two were juz frenZz, but when time passed, uu feel tt being frenZz is muchie more better.

uu rather choose to care for him than one day uu neva have a chance to care for him anymore.
uu rather be his frenZz, for uu two doesnt jealous and so u gt alot of thingys to say to each other.
specially tis, uu noe it, he will alwayz care for uu.
even if uu two can't be stead, be his tat special frenZz, it doesn't does bad.

in ur heartx, is deree a frenZz like tis..? who is it?

in alot of relationship, becuz of each other's will, can't be a frenZz anymore, often felt regret.in some veri close frenZzship, juz becuz of a word " ii lyk uu"
if uu doesn't have any feeling, tis frenZzship is over.
is tt yy, alot of ppl doesn't dare to step out tis step.

is becuz tis is a gamble, after the confession, either is stead or even frenz also can't be anymore.somethingy, is nt as uu tink. Sometimes, he or she doesn't mind being frenZz,but uu two can't be lyk uu two use to be. If feel wasted nn sad!but iis dere another way, forever uu doesn't wish to be juz frenZz.



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Am i the rib bone on ur?

Am I uR riB-boNe

A girl in love asked her boyfriend..

Girl (g): Tell me... who do you love most in thisworld?

Boy (b): You, of course!

(g): In your heart, what am I to you?

(b): The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while. However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems.... their life became mundane.... All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began! to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other... The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated..

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house.... At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!" The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!" Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while.... He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up. Before she left the house she said, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go....."

She continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..." Five years went by....He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly...... She had left the country and came back.... She had married a foreigner and divorced..... He felt anguished that she never waited for him. In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her..One day, they finally met....

At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes.... He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

(b): How are you?

(g): I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?

(b): No.

(g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

(b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back... You know my number... Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye.. Good-bye.....One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York. In the event that shocked the world.. Midnight..... Once again, he lit his cigarette..... And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart.... He finally knew, she was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken....

(She was my missing rib but does she knows.. My love for her last forever even after this lifetime... but time has play a cruel joke on me. If only i had the courage to ask her to stay when she left, if only i had the courage to ask her back to my side.. if only... ) this story is actually a flash animation but was unavailable in the net le...please copy it into ur bulletin board..share this with everyone...=)




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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Veri meaniful

Very meaningful......

A little mouse living on a farm was looking through a crack in the wall one day and saw the farmer and his wife opening a package.

The mouse was intrigued by what food the package may contain. He was aghast to discover that it was a mousetrap. The mouse ran to the farmyard warning everyone "there is a mouse trap in the house, there is a mouse trap in the house."

The chicken raised his head and said "Mr. Mouse, I can tell you this trap is a grave concern to you, but it has no consequence to me and I cannot be bothered with it."

The mouse turned to the pig "I am so very sorry Mr. Mouse, but the trap is no concern of mine either!"

The mouse then turned to the bull; "sounds like you have a problem Mr. Mouse, but not one that concerns me."

The mouse returned to the house, head down and dejected that no one would help him or has concerned about his dilemma.

He knew he had to face the trap on his own. That night the sound of a trap catching its prey was heard throughout the house. The farmer's wife rushed to see what was caught. In the darkness she could not see that it was a venomous snake whose tail the trap had caught.

The snake bit the farmer's wife.

The wife caught a bad fever and the farmer knew the best way to treat a fever was with chicken soup. The farmer took his hatchet to the farmyard to get the soup's main ingredient.

The wife got sicker and friends and neighbors came by to take turns sitting with her round the clock. The farmer knew he had to feed them, so he butchered the pig.

The farmer wife did not get better, in fact she died and so many friends and family came to her funeral that the farmer had to slaughter the bull to feed all of them.

So the next time we hear that one of our teammates is facing a problem and think it does not concern or effect us, let us remember that when anyone of us is in trouble, we are all at risk.

LIFE IS A CELEBRATION. BE HAPPY & MAKE OTHERS HAPPY.

Admonish your friends privately, but praise them openly.


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