Sunday, February 27, 2005
how lu song disturb us.. how chenlin keep hiding away preventing from getting caught.. uu noe how muchie ii miss anot.. uu duno.. stop iit stopp iit.. ii hate tis ii hate tis!! st0p ha0 lian to mii tat uu are in first class.. ii admit ii stupidd so can uu just stop iit.. iif uu were mii uu come muah class and ii go around telling hey tat gurl horr from first class drop leh.. aiyo lousy larr.. uu wan marr.. UU WAN MAR.. wat wuld uu feel.. nvm uu duno.. uu weren't noe eitherr.. uu duno ii was saying uu too.. eveyrtime ii see 2e 2e 2e teacher say 2e uu noe how bad ii feel.. y didn't ii study well.. andd endd up in another class.. yy?
ii hate muahself soo muchiee.. have to take all tis look down on.. everythingy.. iit hurtz mii.. iit reali do.. ii dun wanna cry but ii just can't take iit.. ha0 sux uu noe anot.. uu can just say oh maybe uu all dun haf bahh.. or wat.. but yet uu just give one sentence.. " maybe onli first express class got bah" uu noe how hurt ii was.. iis like okay fine ii not wif uu all.. and everytime gb those 2e 2e 2e.. ii see le dou yao cry laio.. play also play bu happi..
nvm larr.. no one noe how ii feel de.. suan lehh.. ii can't say muchie also.. haiZz.. friendss do dao like tat.. at least bell so clever her study uu go see.. wah sehh iis like so goood loo.. ii hao hate tis arr... ii gotta be pangseh.. ii gotta be lonely. nvm.. ii accept tis fate bahh.. haiZz.. ii gotta put up wif all tis stress..
___losiing him
___beiing look down on
___friendss sadness
___beiing fan
___beiing say
___not iin the same class
___loneliness..
so who can feel iit.. dun tell mii tat uu have feel iit. cuz ii'm sure no one just no onee.. ii dun wanna care le larr.. iis like the more ii try to help iit and then the higher ii fall.. and the most percentage tat ii one day wuldd fall and die.. iis like tis is a new year.. a year tat ii shld study good.. yet i'm so stress here.. ahhhh! ii reali can't take iit le.. haiZz.. ha0 xiiang say go0d bye to tis worldd.. haiZz.. zhen de ha0 xiang.. haiZz........
7:27:00 PM
haiZz.. iif can foreverr stay at the same place wif no surroundding disturbbing wuld be so gooddd.. haiZz.. life is sux though =D ii accept iit le.. muah fate is decided the min ii was born le... but zhi shi ii just miiss those day er yii... haiZz.. sure drift apart de.. sure one =D.... haiZz... miss uu all nehx..... specially uu =X haiZz..
todae 40++ pplx at muah house.. so full nia.. squeezy =X den some go outside sit sit.. bo bian marr.. too big le muah family... den cuz is muah ah gong de ji re.. den pplx come bai bai mar.. den the smoke in muah eyes make muah tears dr0p.. =x nvm larr.. xi guan le.. tears just can't stop nia.. like everyday crying liike tat.. de*** ii ha0 miss niii..
haiZz.... gotta ab0nd0n muah dear blog le.. dui bu qii~ haiZz.. everythingy seems so dark leeeee................. haha.. nth can change muah mind le.. nvm larr.... ii use to iit le.. broken free from everything tat ii seen.. dun wan care le..... now no blog.. = can onli keep thingy inside mii le.. :: bottledd :: haha... dun be scare tat iif uu see ii being madd horr =X cuz ii gotta use to iit to have nothingy to confide iin le.. =D
haiZz.. iis like ii have been using internet for 4 yr le.. ii mean those online narh. den iit already become part of muah life le.. and then now ii gotta lose iit... ha0 she bu de nehx.. haiZz.. but ii have n0 ch0ice.. accept iit bahh.. haiZz.. ytd play the gb also not veri happi... abt to cry like tat.. iis like ha0 xiiang the last time ii play le.. haiZz..
who will bii me sadd more.. n0 one de loo.. iis like uu nv got to take a view iin mii.. be mii and see how ii live thru all tis.. ii already counted strong le =D congratulation mii =X maybe.. ii guess. 0ne day just one day ii gotta say byebye to tis world first... cuz ii guess ii can't take iit anymore le.. andd now ii gotta use to bottle inside le.. no choice.. can't blame too. haiZz.. iif ii can online de hua den counted ii lucky bahh.. =D won't touch muah blog so often le.. andd frenster le.. gotta leave everythingy behindd.. =D muah memories..be iit sad or happi..
ii feel tat alot of pplx starting to act pity le.. ii duno yy.. just feel tat er yii.. haiZz.. nvm larr.. siince ii gotta leave le.. who cares those stupidd thingy le.. haiZz.. bu ke yiii cry arr.. =X ha0 scare later tears dr0p nehx... =D cannto cannot cannot.... PROMISE AR!!! okay ii'm mad..
will we drift apart?
h0w ii wish ii can stay wiif uu f0rever..
but f0rever iisn't real..
andd ii say tat beforee..
nv say forever..
cuz forever iisn't real..
iis just a wordss to let gurls feel happi..
andd nv say foreverr becuz iit make mii crys..
but iit prove mii tat ii can't stay wif uu foreverr..
just one day we wuldd drift apart
no matter wat... uu won't be replacedd in muah heartx..
uu wuldd still live inside muah heartx somewhere..
ii promisee tat..
maybe promise are meant to be broken to mii now..
but tis promise ii won't break it =D
ii promisee...
iit gotta be the last time ii writing to uu..
the one andd special uu..
maybe when ii look at uu andd uu are happi..
ii wuldd sure be happi too..
pls dun make mii sadd..
cuz ii can't take all the pain..
the cruel reality
resultedd iin unbelieveable words..
ii nv believe anyone.. =D
iincludding ur wordds..
ii duno yy..
andd ii won't n0e yy...
iis just a part of mii..
accept iit..
ii'm learnning to trust other n0w..
but all those scary memoriess make mii fall again..
andd ii failedd~
nvm ii just a gurl failure iin everythingy..
dun care mii bahh..
ii dun belong to tis worldd..
tryiing to forget uu..
but ii just can't..
whenever uu t0k to mii..
ii just can't bear to leave..
uu st0le muah heart away..
lift iit highh highh...
andd then uu just drop iit..
let iit br0ke iint0 million piecess..
uu just turn away andd walk off
ii triedd to mendd iit..
but iit just can't be the samee..
because there always be a deep deep scar iin iit..
ii hate uu
ii reali hatee uu..
make mii lurve uu s0 muchiee..
andd make mii fall so muchiee
andd uu just doesn't care..
ii'm just a lonely gurl..
liviing in a lonely worldd..
ii lurve uu..
nothingy wuldd replace uu..
just nothingyy..
tryiing muah best to forget uu
for the sake of pplx..
ii hate muahself..
yy can't ii just leave andd forget everythingy
yy?
shldd ii leave?
shldd ii continue lurve uu
ii duno..
gooddbye..
lurvee uu s0 muchiee..
::: tears dr0piing :::
:: hiddiing away from the reality ::
3:40:00 PM
haiZz.. suan le....... bei tat ker meng fan again =.=" shou bu liao.. qii qii qii everythingy qii!! wan jio her dun fan mii nehx -.-' qii ar dun so chio can anot.. hai mii ma huan jiu you.. ii dun wan help le narh.. next time ii give him ur number andd uu jue jie iit.. i bu guann le.. wei le uu ii lost so mani frenss.. and uu still say FINE LAR.. wah sehh.. suan le suan le..
haiZz.. cry cry cry.. -.-" stupidd de.. hai shi so weakk.. =X cannot cry le narhhhhhhhhhhhhh =X promise promise promise ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jiu ming... haiZz.. suan le narhhhh... lose frens er yi bu hui wat de lar horr.. haiZz.. stupid qii dou shi u larr.. ii wonder how mani frens wuld ii lose liao.. -.-' suan le.. ii bu guan le larrrrrrrrrrr.. iis like ii dun wan my frens to bei despo fan marr.. den help them in d end ii bei fan.. wah sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. suan le..
tis world is getting dark and darker every day lehh.. haiZz.. nv one day happi de.. haiZz.. ii wan candle leh =X jkjk .. so tired of all tis lehh.. haiZz.. tiredd~ muah life sux arrr. =X ii wan endd tis world lehh.. end all those cruel reality.. scary people... i'm tiredd.. reali tiredd ahh!!! .. haiZz.. tis world is always so sux.. from the day HE left mii and then the sky from a skyblue to a dark grey... all ii seen is black and white.. and all those sweet memories tat ii have.. and then now the world getting darker andd darkerr.. everyday iis raiiniing iin mii.. haiZz.. suan le uu all also duno wat ii toking.. those noe de li hai bah =D at least liao jie mii =X okay ii starting muah crap again. =X
endd here le before ii tok dao sadd sad =X kk byebyee cya..
12:09:00 AM
Friday, February 25, 2005
denn qii horr.. bu guan zhe yang.. mii or not horr.. hai shii say sorry bi jia0 ha0.. dui bu qii nehx..
denn shanyuann.. duii bu qii.. ii shii bu hui xiiang xiin de narhh... april fool havenn da0 no need pian w0 =D
den ermmm.. bu dong narhh.. todae guide meeting.. haiZz.. was like going to slp away le.. =X sorry arr.. den make dao 4+++ den after tat go findd qii.. wah sehh er hu so hard learn de. -.-" suan le.. den after tat jiu go down saw lynettee.. lynette uu rawks =X
den after tat go down pei her awhile bell come le.. =D bell uu rawks =X den after tat jiu go track field walk aroundd den sit there watch mr johari play.. WAH SEH LI HAI SIA.. =X den after tat run aroundd.. den run back =X den after tat when we going de shi hou they also go le.. -.-" den ii go back sit on the chair slpp =X but so call wake up de shi hou kai shii headache le -.-"
den after yi xia zi we take bag go the gate there.. qii come first.. den we 3 down there play play play =X so lame de =X den after tat ii luan luan shout dearrrrrrrrrrr -.-" den stupidd larrr.. the stupidd qii say wat alex arrr.. aaaa alex leh -.-" WAH SEHH!! tis one shi HENGX HENGX NARH.. -.-" QIAO HE MING BAI MAR..
den after tat keep play play.. den stupidd qii go see my fone.. bleh =P stupidd de.. ii forget delete marr -.-" den after tat jiu luan luan tink de herr.. baddd!! den qi dao ii go tell ker meng her number in d end he nv get =X hahahhaa.. too badd larr =X
den after tat jiu keep play here play there shout here shout there veri lame jiu shi lee.. den jump jump jump.. stupid bell larr.. keep wan wait for her leonerdd.. wah sehh waste muah timee. den jiu reach home so late.. tao yan uu larr. =X den crabbie at the bus stop den jiu go take mrt le.. den jiu reach homeee den jiu come online le. =X ii haven bathe though.. ii wan go bathe le narhh .. zai jian le.. byebye take care nehx uu all .. =D
HW UU SUX!!!!!!!!! GET MII!! STOP BEING AN EXTRA =D THANKS..
8:27:00 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
dui bu qii dui bu qii dui bu qii.. dui bu qii dui bu qii.. dui bu qii .. dui bu qiiiiiii!! duii bu qii....
11:15:00 PM
qii shii.. ii ya0 silently lurving bie ren bu shi alex narhh..
duii bu qii ii haii shii jue diing lii kaii le.. bu xiiang ran ren he ren shang xiin.. duii bu qii da jia.. duii bu qii dee******.. haiZz.. zai jian le..
yy d0 tears keep falliing when ii noe tat we weren't meant to be.
liife wuldd be sux wifout uu.
but ii have n0 ch0ice..
ii have to learn to give up everythingy
everythingy tat ii used to have iit..
every memories tat ii use to have..
every words tat we saidd..
every tears tat ii shedd..
ii saidd once.. " ii can't lose uu " ii guess..
iit was saidd once..
ii mean iit..
yet n0w ii br0ken iit..
ii can't be selfish..
life iis no better anywhere.
maybe haviing uu wuldd happi..
but yet.. ii dun want to be selfishh..
ii dun wan to fall deep iinside..
ii hate iit when ii can't climb up..
ii hate iit to be alone in tat hole..
ii hate uu who make mii lurve uu so muchiee..
liife iis hardd n0w..
ii learnning to give upp..
giiviing upp iisn't easy..
but ii have to learnn..
iif we realii have fate..
n0thhingyy else wuldd break us apart..
n0 matter wat..
maybe iis just a fairy tales ii was tiinking abt..
fairy tales are not realistic..
just a illusion..
a reflection between uu andd mii..
a dreams inside mii..
i'm afraidd oof everythingy..
i'm afraidd to lose uu..
i'm afraidd to lurve uu
i'm afraidd to cry
i'm afraidd everytingy tat consist of ur reflection..
ii dun wan anythingy now..
ii just wan uu to be happi =D
even though ii can't be happi..
ii wonder yy..
tears have been falling down
siince the day ii lurve uu
ii hate muahself..
despite so muchie lie ii lie..
ii still can't get iit overr..
i'm a liar..i'm a empty-promise..
shun mii iif uu wann..
ii wuldn't care anythingy n0w..
except uu..
lurviing uu is so hardd...
maybe tat wat we call lurve?
heartbroken
sadness
dark
are the onli feelings iinside mii
tears behind muah smile
tears behind muah laughter..
ii nv once happi..
ii'm not the gurl tat uu use to kn0w anymore
ii'm not crazii as ii use to be..
ii'm not happi as ii use to be..
ii'm not the gal tat uu noe beforee...
hate mii =D
hate mii iif uu wann..
cuz nothingy bother mii anymoree
except uu..
onlii uu..
cryiing iin a corner have became a part of muah life..
ii won't change it..
andd once again ii lie tat i'm happi..
i'm a big liarr..
hate mii as much as uu cann.....
___:+ tears dr0p +:___
7:23:00 PM
still say wat her period no permission to go washroom le.. OKAY LAR.. WHO CARES. SINCE II DOU NV GO GUO DURING UR PERIOD.. DUN MAKE DAO II LIAN UR LESSON SLP ALL THE WAY.. II CURSE UU EVERYTIME DEN UU NOE =X sorry ar.. -.-" todae abit ki siao also.. so mani big letter =X YANG JIE UU SUX. =X
den after tat jiu change teacher jiu change to call wat miss elina ar? den quite ok bahh.. den bell teach wo mathh.. THANKS NEHX.. ii still veri gong in tis subject.. =X ermm.... den after tat eat.. den jiu go guidex.. go do de wat chair ar.. =X duno how to spell .. gadget ar? =X duno narh.. =X den make dao quite nice BENCH SO NICE.. SO GUANG RONG.. =X wahhaha... shld have taken iit down. =X
den after tat jiiu nothingy le bahh.. bu guann narhh.. i'm madddd~ =X btw HOPE ALL MY EXAMS PASS WELL NEHX.. WANLING AR =X.. MUZ GET A1 A1 A1!!!!!!!! =X ii wan be first in the class.. bu guan le .. =X sci also.. MATH MUZ =X SCI IS A MUST ALSO.. ii will JIN LI ER WEI =X
JIA YOU NEHX EVERYONE.. =D GAMBATTE =D
6:50:00 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
haiZz.. still rmb one sentence fr0m hiim.. " ii b0th als0 wann.. " haiZz.. somethingy aree meant to be forgotten yet ii still rmb.. -.-" haiZz.. tis stupidd sentence keep inside muah mindd so long le.. haiZz.. ii want iit out narhh.. -.-"""" ahhhh!! ii hate tis feeling again.. tat time was totally felt totally sadd da0 cannot sadd liao.. heart zhii jie break le. -.-" suan le narhh.. nvm nvmm.. wh0 cares =X silently silently =X rmb silently.. =D pplx arrrr.. ii tiink h0r ii goiing to open 0ne new bl0g le nehx.. =X dun let uu all see wat ii feel le.. bleh =P well.. wat can ii say? =X copy nelson.. ahhaha.. =X tat blog maybe personall bahh.. but iin the mean time ii haven do any skin yet =X so hai shii wait dao june cai you -.-" veri lame lehh.. ii now say zuo mo.. crazii de.. =X
ha0 aii nii.. zhen de ha0 aii nii.. bleh =P bu ya0 cheng renn w0 aii nii lehh.. nii ya0 zhe yang? =X bu guan le.. siince uu d0u bu shuu yu w0.. hai shii sillently.. =D WANLING MUZ RMB SILENTLY AR. =X now exams periodd can't tink muchiee.. all keep iinsidde muah heartx ha0 le.. =D haiZz.. ii so wishh tat ii have nv met uu iin *ahem* shlddn't have noe uu.. shlddn't tok to uu.. shldn't learn so muchie abt uu. bleh =P now onlii can t0ng ku so muchiee.. also can't complaiin.. cuz shii w0 ya0 de.. aii hiim =P...
haha still rmb.. from a crush to a admiration -.-" to now liike dao siao... NEXT TIME NO CRUSH LE NARH =.=" crush dao so xin ku.. -.-" ii hate muahself bleh =P.. ii write so muchie ye bu yong jin no one see.. kk ii continue write.. =X ii wonder horr.. lurviing uu iin the first place shii duii marr?? wiill let pplx noe bec0me a burdenn to uu? will we still remaiin tiis kiindd of "friendship" -.-" duno wat frenship lai de.. suan le =X ha0 aii nii. alwayss miissiing uu nia. -.-" same times somemore.. haiZz.. luckky ii always get a *beep* soundd from muah fone tat got msg =D so happi nia.. =X suan le narhh.. siince ye bu shu yu w0.. ahhh -.-" zuo mo ii keep say same thingy.. ha0 le narh. .dun write le.. handd paiin.. dearr blog =X byebyeee le nehx.. take care also.. =D ha0 aii nii arr blog =P wahhaa =X
6:46:00 PM
promiise aren't not meant to be broken..
yet ii br0ken iit s0 manii timess..
tears tears tears just keep falling down..
tell mii how ii can stop iit from dropping down..
lurviing uu wasn't nv meant t0 be unless uu ask mii to0..
ii doesn't have chance to cho0se..
except leaviing..
leaviing iis the 0nlii way 0ut t0 let uu happii..
tryiing n0t t0 tiink..
yet ii was still tiinkiing..
h0w ii can lurve uu when ii am n0t supp0se t0..
h0w can lurve st0p halfway..
iif ii ever hadd a cho0iice..
maybe lurviing uu iin siilently iis go0dd enuff..
as lurviing silently ii fiindd n0 rejectiionn..
ii'm a empty promisess..
hatee mii forever andd ever =D
::tears dr0p::
ii wriite de.. proudd o0f myself nehx =X happi happi =X kk cut my crabbie =X endd here le.. go study lo.. ::FLY::
\\._+ Faddiing Fr0m ur Memoriiess +_.//
3:41:00 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
8:40:00 PM
ii da0 dii xuan duii de lu hai shii cu0 de.. ha0 aii nii arr.. -.-"" suan le suan le.. meii ban fa ye ya0 y0u ban fa.. nii men hui xin fu de nehx =D....
7:39:00 PM
haha xi guan jiu hao le.. =X everytime bei guys pian le yi hou dou nv once trust them le.. =X thanks to my ex nehx =D xie xie nii men nehx.. iif not ii hai shii ben ben de go beliieve pplx le.. den get more hurting from guys le.. since ii'm a gurl tink veri far de.. ii wantedd last as long as possible.. but during tis timee.. who noes when we steadd and break.. our frenship like wr tat one.. like tat gone forever -.-" ii cai bu yao nehx.. ii you bu shi those flirt gal horr break le still can be frens like so easy like tat.. -.-" ii cai bu hui nehx.. they all just wan wan of course can become frens easy narh.. -.-" suan le ii tok so muchie zuo mo -.-" siao de mii. =X
woohooo zhu uu two xin fu nehx =D jia you jia you .. woohoo.. ii bi jiao xuan zhe tat sad part de.. maybe happiness bu shu yu w0 =D.. bu xiiang kop or wat.. =X aiya ii also no zhi ge horr =X say wat crap de mii -.-" haiZz.. abit she bu de nehx.. ii tink so long le.. from tat day of thinking day.. tat time bu shi got 4 or 5 hr there mar.. den do nothingy just sit and watch. den ii down there tink nia.. -.-' tink le ha0 jiu.. den tink dao now nehx choose de nehx.. haiZz.. abit she bu de nehx..
woohoo.. duii bu qii arr.. ii rather frens happi de =D.. since ii xi guan thiis liife liia0 abit also bu she de go change iit.. but iif can de hua dang ran happi narhh.. but ye yao frens happi narhh.. haiZz.. bu ke yi sadddd!!!!!!!!! .. -.-" zuo mo everytime say le so mani times ii hai shi sad de.. sian nehx.. muah life sux nehx.. hao xiang change iit arr.. ahhhhh!! change bu liao nehx -.-" pplx can be flirt gurl since they got looks and abilities nehx.. ii dou mei you.. -.-" pplx can chi qing dao so long.. ii chi qing zuo mo... all ii get also sadd de.. -.-" like below ii put de so call story ar .. also say le marr.. lurve de dou hui sadd sadd de. bu gu0 suan le narhh.. ii dou mei zi ge like pplx de.. =D ii lian ownself also hate dao like sia0.. still say wat stupid thingy nehx ... todae got assembly den before ii fell aslp horr =X got look at him narh.. den was like tinking again -.-" haiZz.. she bu de arrr!!! suan le narhh.. jiu suan how she bu de also de she de le.. -.-"
no choicee arrrr... ii choose this path since no other path le. d other jiu shi sell fish de tinking le.. ii cai bu yao nehx.. suan le.. hao bahh write here le.. pai later write write dao tears drop jiu cham le =X promise liao promise liaoo.. =X
7:22:00 PM
In the game of love, it doesn't reallymatter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!
You know you really love someonewhen you want him or her to be happy,even if his or her happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love aperson you love unless you risk for love.Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time, though the hurting is still there to test you and to help you grow.Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall (flat onyour face..). You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing.
The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. (so which is which??) We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can loveourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to healand then get back on the horse (BUT remembercristopher reeve, aka superman, got thrown and was never ever able to move again). But don't evermake the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.
To love is to riskrejections; to live is to risk dying, to hope isto risk failure. But risk must be taken becausethe greatest hazard in life is risking nothing!
To reach for another is to risk involvement, toexpose your feelings is to expose true self; tolove is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constantbut not too persistent, share and never be unfair,understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.
Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images intothe soul that always last for a lifetime.Love is supposed to be the most wonderfu lfeeling. It should inspire you and give you joyand strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also HURT you in the end.
Loving people means giving them the freedom thatthey choose to be and where they choose to be. Forall the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, foryou know, that these were the things which helpedyou grow.
Loving someone means giving him the freedom tofind his way, whether it leads towards you or awayfrom you. Love is a painful risk to take but the riskmust be taken no matter how scary or painful, foronly then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you withdesire and tear you apart. Only love can make youcry and only love knows why.If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready totake the risk, if you're not ready to feel thepain, then you're not ready to fall in love.
There was a time in our lives when we becameafraid to fall in love because every time we do,we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's calledfalling in love. When you decide to love, allow itto grow.When you promise to love, refuse to let itdie!
5:34:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
doesn't trust any0ne anym0re cuz t0 mii they aree liiarr.. wat they say andd wat they d0 behindd mii are different.. uu can nv kn0w wat ii'm tinkiing.. ii hate pplx to judge mii.. hate mii f0r wh0 i'm.. uu dun0 e real mii..
felt every0ne weariing a mask iinfront.. they nv speak the real them.. ii'm sure tat they are not the real them.. maybe sum hadd show theirr true face yet ii still believe there are more just tat they hasn't show iit all out.. i'm not a nice gurl andd i'm evil.. hate mii hate mii hate mii.. ii just want every0ne to hate mii.. already broke free from everythingy...
think thrice before adding mii upp.. cuz uu wuldd regret soonerr oor laterr.. thankss =D
okayy beiing lame here. =X lost the thingy ii type last time le. -.-" so muz tink again.. so ma huan -.-" okokay.. ii hate tis nia.. todae so stupiddd... ah ma andd aunt they all cum andd take so muchie thingy back.. MY FIREWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah sehh.. i'm still childish dun't uu noe tat.. ii want iit backk!!!!! stupidd de.. din't uu all noe tat ii trying muah best to ask uu all dun take yet uu all just dun care andd just take iit as uu likee.. hey ii hate when uu all come..uu wuldd suree take somethingy back de.. sure one sia.. -.-" like last time.. stupidd de.. uu all come take my so call light back.. wah sehh.. nvm nvm.. since ii just spend 1 dollar on it =D =X who cares le.. but now alakmakk.. tat firework ii dou she bu de play uu all just take iit. II WAN PROTEST LAR.. uu got see mii go there take thingy back meh.. got narh.. take snack but hey iis uu all ask de lehh.. ii also dun wan take. -.-"
wah sehhh ii hate tis!!!!!!!!! shou bu liao le.. hate hate iit... all noe how to bulli mi jiu you -.-" ii hate tis worlddd!!!!! shou bu liao le narhh.. tao yan si le... zui hao bu yao zai come my house le narhh.. ii keep tat firework so long liao uu all just take iit ahhhhhhhh!!! hao qi hao qii !!! -.-" stupidd de.. ii give uu all the book lehh.. uu all still wan take morre.. DE CHUN JIN CI.. ahhhh shou bu liao... tml still history test.. ahhhh!!! so hard.. ii wan pass iit sia.. ii mean score iit sia.. dou got wishlist there le.. bu guan ii muz take dao at least A2 =X dun care narh horr.. one chapter er yi.. try to do muah best bahh =D bu guan bu guan.. pplx ii noe all do best for ur upcoming coommon test.. !!!!! all jia you nehx.. =D
ii hao tao yan lifee arr.. bei tat stupidd gal qii si ytdd.. todae beii aunt ah ma they all qii sii.. ahhhhhhhhh!! shou bu laio le narhh... den todae the wah sehh tat JH AR!!! sms mii wah sehh shou bu liao.. ii dou bu yao reply liao. uu still sms mii from last time dao now.. bu sian arr. -.-" waste sms jiu you.. got free sms bu hui give wo hao liao =D =X tao yan si le narh.. btw muz happi in somethingy =D II FINISH MY SKIN =D so hapiiiiiiiii!!!!.. -.-" okay to uu all nothingy happi abt narh =X wait until june den uu see the new skin bahh.. =X dun wan put so early.. every half year change one time. =D so no need make too muchie skin marr.. =X
woohoo.. just rmb MRS WONG QIAN mii muahh Artist and entertainer badge!!!!!!!! tao yan si le.. bu guan sia.. ii wan get iit.. like tat jiu got 6 le.. heh heh =D =X woohooo now ii yao happi nia.. bu ke yi sadd le. bu ke yi bu ke yii.. dun wan tink liao =X test here nia.. tink too muchie later got white hair =X jkjk.. woohoo.. also can fulfill my promisee.. yippppppppeeee!! =x okay i'm crazii todae.. =X ask pplx lo.. maybe shanyuan =X cuz ii suddenly crazii le -.-" bu dong zuo mo narh.. sorry ar... iif ii not sad jiu shi craazii de.. xi guan jiu hao narh horr ..=X
now i'm sooooooo siannnnnnnnnnnnn~~!!! cannot sadd den like hao siannn arr.. -.-" xi guan to be sad le narhhh.. tao yan si le.. -.-" HAO SIANNNNN!~!!~!!!~!!!!!! =X okok pplx can tag my tagboard.. =X wahhahaa.. =X sorry ar. dou say liao i'm crazii now!!!!!!!! bu dong zuo mo larr horr. xi guan jiu hao xi guan jiu haoo. -.-" bu guo ii like too crazii le.. nvm nvm... xi guan jiu haoo.. =D
ahhh ii wan write more lehh. now tai sian liaoo.. okok todae muz studyy hao hao.. tml no need panick.. pplx wish wo good luck for tml paper lehh.. =X muz jia jia you nehx mii.. =X crazii gurll =X wooohoooooooooooooooooo~~!! ii noe yy ii crazii le.. maybe horr.. ytd angry marr.. todae also angry marr.. den make dao sad + angry. = HAPPI =X crazii de -.-" ahhhhh ii ownself also shou bu liao ownself liao =x kk uu all renn ar.. =X maybe monday ii still crazii who noes.. uu all hao zhi wei zhii loo =D
:: FLY AWAY :: =D
8:30:00 PM
Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.
Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...
8:21:00 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
den after tat jiu faster run out le.. den go prepare those go run to mrt.. den zhun zhun reach at 1.2o =D den after tat jiu go lo.. den jiu take bus go indoor stadium -.-" we reach quite early.. ii wonder the first sch who reach there will wait how long. *tinkingg* ermm den after tat jiu play those lo den jiu tok tok tok.. wah sehh ii found out one gal keep backstab mii.. nvm nvm.. ii let the matter off bahh.. since ii have no time to care for tat gal now.. totally disappointedd by her liao.. -.-" iis like okay ii let the matter off first second time.. at least ii nv go infront of her andd shout uu beach.. =X stop backstabbing other andd stop acting chio andd cute and go around telling pplx hey tat gal so act chio act cute.. uu are not CHIO as ii stress tat word UU ARE NOT!!
iin the first place uu are not even chio enuff to say pplx.. uu go around saying how ugly pplx are but using ur INDIRECTLY MATTER.. uu tink ii duno wat uu toking ar.. thanks arr.. ii noe how ugly ii am.. andd ii doesn't need uu to tell mii iit againn.. andd ii hate ur attitude alot.. stop saying how another gal iis.. uu are totally same wif her.. SAME PATTERN!! uu are not fit to say herr.. andd then lehh.. stop act dao larr.. -.-" like shanyuan say.. onli chio pplx will dao.. uu not even chio yet uu acting.. wah sehh er xin da bian larr.. uu lian da bian dou bu ru loo.. er xin jiu you.. dun tink uu got ah lian frens jiu zhi yi wei uu how ah lian larr.. FLIRT LAR.. going aroundd flirting guys.. going into pplx room to flirt.. wah sehh see le jiu er xin.. ii DESTEST UU andd ii wanna FOREVER hate uu... stop snatchiing pplx bf or watever le larr.. uu just sux.. say pplx two timer.. den how abt uu.. din't uu two time beforree.. uu dare to say uu nv.. say iit infront of mii.. ii dun care now.. uu wan ask pplx beat mii up okay tat fine... since ii dun want my life anymore.. uu can just take iit.. so watever ii wan say ii also can say now.. ii dun care now.. looking at uu make mii puii onlii.. onli noe how to act chio.. act blur infront of guyy.. and act nice infront of them..
rmb tat timee.. the noisy sound ii make.. well ii heard from pplx tat uu are irriatedd.. i'm so happi nia. =D thanks for being iirritatedd.. ii wuldd be going around sayin sorry BUT NOT UU.. uu get mii.. cuz uu not even fit to be a person.. uu just simply sux.. well ii noe ii sux too.. and ii no fit to say uu.. but ii reali can't standd iit aniimore.. ii ren uu noww.. since ii still got 3 more years to go.. one day uu sure get ur retribution.. =D since ii believe in KHARMA.. well stop going aroundd andd push the senior fly high high.. some senior dun eat that.. onli BIASED SENIOR WULD.. alrite ii just hate tis.. saying abt BIASED.. finally ii look thru iit.. mostly pplx are biasedd when uu noe alot of guys... andd tat the pplx who biased herr.. andd tat sux..
how unfairly treated by them.. who wuldd noe tat.. andd we are gotta going thru iit again. she act pityy.. omg.. going around slashing herself wif a penknife andd showing to other andd saying it hurt. hey gal iis uu urself trying to cut urself and who can blame but urself.. cuz iis uu ownself wanna continue to cut. ii dun eat tat now. well maybe last time.. ii will tell myself tat tell uu dun do iit. well for now.. ii noe alot of thingy.. ii wish uu cut more can =D the more the better... well i'm evil now.. cuz uu wan to cut rite.. just continue cut and cut the wrist rmb tat part tat wuld die.. CUT TAT.. yy don't uu? yy just cut those part tat onli blood come out andd not blood oozing out? yy? cuz uu are just trying to act pity infront of otherr.. and now ii dun eat tat anymore.. ii have a metallic heartx now.. no one can change it.. =D already broke free from everythingy.. andd ii wun't care anythingy else.. ii won't listen.. dun ever judge mii when uu doesn't even noe mii well..
uu duno which is the real mii.. ii admit ii doesn't have muchie pplx whom ii can confide iin.. cuz pplx hate mii.. =D dun try controlling mii wif ur shouting.. cuz ii hate iit.. andd rmb tat.. uu can shout ii can too =D andd dun test my patience.. uu wuldd soon noe iit de.. so stopp all ur nonsense cuz ii wont' even care once.. uu can give attitude.. ii can too.. well yy shld ii listen to uu when all ur demandd iis just commanding us.. uu are not fit to be... stop acting big.. ii dun eat tat too.. okay in cca.. ii can't caree. uu have rank ii dun.. ii have nothingy to say.. andd ii won't respect uu.. we are from same batch uu noe iit urself.. uu use iit to push mii down..
ii can see andd ii can hear.. ii noe who good and who badd.. ii needdn't pplx to come telling mii wat uu say.. cuz ii noe iit well tat uu just simply go around saying mii =D ii won't give one care to iit.. =D thanks for all the saying.. cuz iit wasted ur breathe andd strength.. thanks so much =D i'm gladd tat uu waste time on mii so muchie.. once again.. a big thank you to uu =D
alrite.. stoping here.. ii hate myself andd ii hate uu andd ii hate everyonee.. =D need not come look at my blog andd dun tag. thanks alot =D
9:17:00 PM
10:58:00 AM
haiZz.. no no no mood to write lehh.. haiZz..
bu ya0 zaii lii w0 le.. xiin yii shuii le.. bu xiiang zai jiia zaii nii men dang zh0ng.. wo henn w0 zhii jii.. zaii jiian le.. y0uu shuii neng ba shuii piann fanng huii quu ne? w0 xiiangg xiin meii y0u renn le.. w0 hen w0 zi jii.. zhen de ha0 hen zii jii.. w0 xiiang ya0 lii kaii.. que haii shii daii zaii yuan weii le.. w0 shii extra de.. bu ya0 zaii lii w0 le nii menn.. haiZz.. zaii jiian le.. dee*****
w0 yiin gaii liiu xiia haii shii lii kaii?? nii men ke yii ka0 su w0 marr? haiZz..
10:40:00 AM
so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one."
So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one."
So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late.
You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus.
It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want!
Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?
So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong.
But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...
I am sure all of you have this experienced before.
You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!
The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love.If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be.Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.
9:35:00 AM
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. 24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
9:32:00 AM
If you took her hand,she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.
A gal won't cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.
A gal won't cry easily, only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you, please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you, please don't give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.
9:26:00 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
ii can be seem to be in a gr0upp.. yet ii felt s0metimes realii abit sadx loo.. iis like as usual... they tok theirs.. andd they walk.. maybe is ytd? ii forgotten.. ii just rmb.. ii was walking behind them all along.. n0 one saw iit.. and ii nv say anythingy.. just quietly walk behindd...
andd then although ii seem to be have friends.. yet n0ne ii can confide iin.. iis like.. alrite ii try to say before.. yet they change to their topic abt how and wat they done or wat de.. yet i'm all there listening again.. i'm sad here.. and had to listen to them.. iis like.. totally ii was at the computer endd there bursting out in tears and then d other end was telling mii wat is his problem.. iis like haiZz.. ii nv been seriously happi once.. nv.. yy iis iit always been mii.. haiZz.. nvm.. ii still have tis blog to confide iin.. yet iis like ii telling my problem to whole wide world.. hey tat not ii wann... iis liike ii losiing the feeliings to telliing pplx my problem liao.. ii rather keep it inside.. iis like ii rather dun listen to anyone except him.. ii hate tis andd ii hate myself.. reali so sianZz abt life liao..
nothingy ii do is correct.. and nothingy ii do can make myself happi just alittle... haiZz.. ii so failure uu noee.. iis like last time ii say before.. well gotta concentrate on my studies andd think nothingy else including lurve or watever de.. yet i'm so saddx now..haiZz. ii so failure sia.. ii told myself tat.. yet ii din't do iit... haiZz.. a friendd.. just a friendd.. and nothingy else le.. haiZz.. suan le bahh.. now horr.. must tell myself le.. dun tell aniione my problem le. cuz ii will be ending up having to hear another problem.. haiZz.. ii hate myself..
8:07:00 PM
denn recess.. den jiu like tat like tat.. ii also forget wat ii do -.-" den jiu like tat loo.. den after tat lit.. we go music room role play.. den after tat quite wu liao narh.. den jiu going off de shi hou.. cher say 2f is better than 2e.. den ii and bell jiu luff.. den do the action tat nelson.wk.alex do de.. =X so bai chii.. den after tat jiu sian liao.. cuz ii tot wah seh d n t lehh.. sianZz.. den ii jiu down there.. haiZz.. den na li zhi dao yuan lai no d n t.. so happi lehh! first time free periodd.. den ii keep go behindd cuz can sms =X den after tat jiu last period of free period le.. den we go out walk here walk there.. no teacher mar =X den after tat jiu play here play there. jiu shout here shout there.. -.-" sorry leh 2E.. duii bu qii.. den after tat jiu play play play play true or dare.. quite okay narh.. zhi shi they not open minded enuff.. can't say ii like uu or wat -.-" den jiu sian le.. den jiuu nv play le.. den jiu IPW le.. den go computer lab.. ii keep surf net.. go my blog those.. but in d end stupid de.. tat mr lee narh sit behind mii.. hai ii xia da0 den nv surf le. haiZz.. den after tat jiu finish le.
den after tat jiu pack bag go find qii den ask them help mii take thingy.. den ii jiu rush to washroom den see like so scary. den run back -.-" bai chi sia mii.. den after tat jiu go in wif them den change lo den after tat jiu in wash room play.. -.-" den after tat jiu go down le.. den go down tat time stupid nelson and wei kai narhh.. di siao mii -.-" den ii als0 needd to s w e a r -.-" ha0 scaryy arr. -.-" ii bu ya0 swear next time le.. swearing is badd =X
haiZz.. den after tat jiu like tat lo.. play those play tat.. haiZz.. dun say le narhh.. haiZz.. walk around lo den go guide.. den go wat marching narh.. den hao liao jiu go walk around track den jiu go change to uniform.. den after tat jiu go find marilyn.. den jiu walk around wif her lo.. marilyn so cute!! =X den after tat ask her just now ii hen chao arr.. =X den she say ya.. den ii jiu down there keep sorry sia. =X keep say dao like alot time sia.. still use i'm sorry to make a song.. -.-" make the uu noe tat purple dragon tat song.. ii lurve uu.. uu lurve mii. =X den ii go use iit.. i'm sorry i'm sorry.. ii'm ii'm ii'm sorry sorry sorry.. den jiu on and on.. den veri lame jiu shi le..
den after tat jiu wait for qii lo.. so long de.. den go gate lo.. so long de!! wait dao siao.. den sit on the so call sitting for plant there =X ii go squeeze wif plant..den got one guy the hair like roosterr.. =X but no choice narh horr.. tis year rooster.. so muz chuang yi yi dian =X
den after tat jiu walk home wif qii.potato.(mong group) =X andd huiwenn.. so funni sia.. we down there mong cuz mong group marr.. den veri bai chi jiu shi le.. den after tat ii jiu go le. den go home le abit sian le... haiZz.. bu d0ngg zu0 m0 narhh.. haiZz.. dun wan write le..
__> tears behindd muah smile <__
bu xiiang zaii aii nii le.. bu gu0 w0 bu nengg g0u xuan zhe.. yiin weii aii de taii shengg le.. xiin lii shuii le.. w0 xiiang xiin meii y0u renn huii zaii guan w0 le.. zhenn de ha0 aii nii.. bu gu0 w0 bu xiiang zaii zu0 dii sann zhe =D.. w0 huii jiin liiang lii kaii de.. bu xiiang zaii guan le.. weii he w0 aii de renn d0u ne me t0ngg ku.. ha0 xiiang ku, leii que bu neng liiu..yiin weii na ge cheng ru0.. zhen xii wangg w0 bu huii fann weii.. bu gu0 leii yii jiing ya0 liiu le.. w0 wu fa k0ng zhii.. ha0 aii nii.. haiZz.. qii shii w0 gan jue nii xii huan ta de.. zhii shii mei y0u shu0 bahh le.. haiZz.. bu xiiang zaii xiiang le.. dang shii wei shen m0 leii ya0 liiu chu laii shii de.. haiZz..
7:28:00 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
den after tat whole day dreaming sia -.-' duno narh no mood study... sci also.. ii tink tink tink.. but hengx miss lau duno =X den jiu wat duno wat period narh.. todae period hen sian.. haiZz.. den jiu like tis like tat lo.. haiZz.. den jiu after recess.. more sian le.. stupidd qii larr.. -.-" keep REN JIA.. -.-" REN JIA here REN JIA there -.-" den after tat finish recesss.. jiu continue lesson.. wah seh todae math hard leh.. ii bu hui -.-" wat to doooo!! den after tat jiu english more time to tink sia -.-"
den jiu art no time to tink but quite fun narh.. cuz got mr johari.. den after tat stay back in sch. stupidd de narh.. keep walk here walk there.. den veri sian duno yy den go play de duno wat narh =x exercise field ? =X duno how to say so bai chii.. they all sitting on the metal bar ar.. duno how to say narh.. den ii was the onli one cannot sit.. wah sehh.. ii keep try and try and try and try.. wah sehh gou bai chi de.. -.-' down there jump jump jump cannot.. -.-" den dun wan hao liao.. den jiu stand there see them.. wah seh tat scene hao bai chi !!
den after tat jiu go walk around around and aroundd.. wah sehh reali gou lame.. den at staircase tou kan -.-" so call tou kan narh.. duno them de. -.-" keep shout here shout there.. but all crazy narh. =X got bell andd qii andd potato.. so funni.. keep zao geng de they all.. den =X after tat rite.. den potato kan dao bell de.. =X say wat yellow colour de.. den say wat spongebob.. den say one veri funni de.. veri bian tai .. =X den wat nose stick out.. alakmak gou bian tai one.. den jiu after tat go canteen den jiu bell take bag.. den jiu pei her dao main gate. den jiu pris andd potato go le.. den after tat jiu finish lo.. mii andd qii down there buy drink den jiu she drink den ii jiu wait for her.. down there ki siao.. gu yi di siao qii de.. she keep see ii luff suddenly de..
den ii say there got one person waving at mii.. den keep say there got ar.. den keep say keep say.. den she say where got.. so funni... down there di siao.. den ask hangqii got marr.. den he say dun haf.. den alex say have.. den another time duno wat arr.. alex say wat dun haf.. aiya luan qi ba zao de.. den jiu after tat jiu go home lo den saw someone..den we walk slow slow.. cuz qii dun wan take wif her marr.. cuz she every bus also can.. den after tat jiu down there play drain again -.-" ii can't pass.. den jiu walk one roundd. den jiu after tat stupid qii lar.. so slow.. -.-" den jiu finallly nelson and alex come le -.-" den she den pass de drain. wah seh =.=" kill uu den uu noe.. den after tat jiu like tat le.. endded~ =D
hao liao.. won't say liao.. so siann.. now nothingy to do!!
ha0 aii nii bu gu0 zhii neng zu0 ha0 peng y0u bahh le.. (qii arr bu yao zai kpo le) =X
ye xu miing zu dingg le =D biie wu xuan zhe =D mei ban fa.. haiZz..
8:45:00 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
haiZz.. stupid day narhh.. got disturb from weikai.nelson.qi. -.-" wah sehh.. so pathetic.. uu all mei shi zuo arr.. say chithao andd qii narh.. -.-" zuo mo change target. -.-" stupidd de nehx uu all.. den recess time stupid de narh. -.-" eat wat biscuit... den after sch.. stupidd de ii was like cry out soon liao lo.. bu yao zai say le narhh... tao yan si le narh.. -.-" ii like him also not ur all de problemmm.. ii dun like also not uu all de marr. duii mar =D stupid narh. ii was shouting away like mad gal like tat.. stupid de narh.. den after tat jiu keep say.. den play throwing wif qii -.-" cuz got alex.hangqi. and a ncc guy? den after tat jiu they play soccerr.. den we keep throw thingy to hangqii. so bai chii =X den afteer tat jiu sian marr.. nothingy to do.. den we take bag den go nearby playgroundd. -.-" wah sehh inside got write priscilla sux.. -.-" got write poh xiang yu sux -.-" wah sehh.. who so bo liao arr.. siao de.. so fun meh.. ki siao.. den down there read ppl write lo.. onli 2 ppl ii noee.. still got one is wat joel lurve mitchel? duno wat name larr. saio de..
den after tat jiu go find mama den jiu go eat those lo. so stupidd.. qii i hate uu!! hmpff sua dun tell uu all wat happened.. *sobx sobx*
weii he aii nii aii da0 na me shangg xiin?
9:24:00 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
den iis like tat time almost cry out.. lucky sia.. nv cry out.. faster cover my face.. den the tears go back =X hengx.. den after tat go back to class lo.. veri sian.. wish pe faster.. den after tat pe le. den go down lo .. play bball again.. todae bi jiao slack.. more fun =X den like tat lo.. keep tink thingy.. haiZz.. duno narh whole day veri sadd.. den after tat lehx jiu history le.. more sad sia.. cuz iis like history hen sian marr.. den ii veri sian down there.. den jiu build sandcastle liao.. =X den jiu keep tink tink tink.. haiZz.. aii de ha0 tong ku.. iif he not so muchie gals yuan fen.. jiu hao liao.. haiZz.. ii noe he bin bu flirt.. suan le dun say le.. =X everytime ii say tis particular guy not flirt.. in d end -.-" so flirt.. stupidd de narh.. bu yao say bu yao say..
den after tat recess le den jiu go up 3rd floor change.. den jiu put clothes in class den jiu go canteen eat le.. so hengx.. more sad le.. they back to back sia sitting.. den ii sian liao.. suan le narh. tink tis one call yuan fen.. =X den after tat jiu go hall those le.. den jiu go le... den jiu like tat lo.. all the way sian liao.. den math lesson slp =X mr lee still call wanling ii stil nv wake up =X until he tag dao so hard den ii wkae up -.-" den after tat pplx keep luff -.-" so paiseh.. den after tat jiu sci lesson.. can understand the electricity bahh. den after tat jiu CV sian arr.. veri veri sian.. den after tat jiu finish liao.. den jiu stupid yang jie larr.. make us stay back.. den go out of classroom saw qii and potato den after tat jiu go le.. den go eat eat le walk track den jiu go bugis street walk walk.. find bu dao ii wan de skirt -.-" haiZz.. den after tat jiu go home.. den they coem my housee.. den so sian.. den jiu play gb those lo.. dne papa come home. sian den after tat jiu sian liao.. den after tat they play my hamster those den jiu go home le.. den ii pei them down lo.. haiZz.. real sad sia.. =D muz smile.. =D tears cannot keep drop lehh.. hen sian de lehh.. ii see ii sad jiu sian liao.. haiZz.. dun say le.. haiZz..
8:06:00 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
haiZz.. play game ask pplx relax yet bei scold.. den haiZz.. all gone.. haiZz.. reali veri sad lehh.. just now go bugis already sian laio.. see so mani couple.. den iis like hen sian liao lo.. den after tat he give attitude den more sian liao.. den now come back gb bei scold make dao ii hao xiang cry... v. day ji ran cry.. who wuld be like mii so cham dao like tat? haiZz..
bei hurtx by him.. he like zhi jie scold kp =X den jiu zou liao.. haiZz.. leaving mii alone.. hao saddx.. suan le... haiZz.. stop here le..
7:06:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
ermm todae at first wanna do finish the past few hw tat ii qian teacher de. in d end my cousin came and then ii played wif them.. and then ii started to do a new blogskin -.-" den whole day nv do hw.. den now just finish alittle onli.. haiZz.. den after tat the stupid chen ying larr.. keep say wat jie jie ii wan use narh.. den keep say keep say.. den ii fan dao yao ming.. den after tat go complaint to my mama.. den go complaint to his mama.. wah sehh.. shou bu liao.. den after tat let him lo.. no choice.. =D den jiu ask him play gb wif ahem.. =X den after tat jiu like tat lo.. den he keep lose marr.. he play cheat larr.. stupid de.. keep suicide hai him nv earn dao.. den when ii playing tat time.. keep command mii.. -.-" like he so proo like tat..
and then his turn to play ii down there luff. =X qi shii not luffing at him narh.. luffing at ahem.. =X cuz he reali so cute sia =X den keep luff all the way.. den after tat stupidd de.. chen ying ownself go say bb den go liao.. wah sehh.. den ii was like -.-" den let him lo. cuz he still in gb marr.. den once ii walk out take sweet those horr.. my small cousin come tell mii kor kor go luan luan lai.. den ii was like pengz.. ii let him he like tat.. den jiu go find him lo.. den go quit =X ii wan use de leh.. ii let him still de chun jin ci.. -.-"
den after tat lehh ii zhong yu can play dao liao.. den family say go walk walk.. wah seh walk like tat er yi.. zao zhi dao no need wear dao so nice.. ma fan -.-" den after tat so call de walk finsih den pei them go wait bus den ii go home le.. haiZz.. so siann.. tml a stupid valentime day.. be light bulb... haiZz.. zao zhi dao shui bian find one guy go out jiu hao liao.. jkjk.. =X kai wan xiao.. ii den not those narh.. but haiZz. be light bulb lehh!!! wah sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. reali so gu du dao like tat.. haiZz.. valentime sux. =x onli 3 pplx wish mii happy valentime day sia.. ii dou bu happy .. how to be happi -.-"
hopee everyone have a happy valentime day ya =D
10:36:00 PM
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after afew seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that...
12:25:00 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
ermm.. after tat wait for the bus until 12 somethingy.. we were suppose to meet at 10.30 and we in d end met at 11 somethingy.. -.-" stupid sia.. den wait for bus until 12 somethingy.. wah sehh.. den after tat went to pris house. wait for hangqii in d end nv come.. den they watch finish lord of the ring den jiu go liao.. den met alex andd hangqii at the mrt station.. den go jiaqii housee.. wah sehhh her house gu dong sia.. =X but nice narh.. den after tat lehhh go there play card.. they gamble.. ii guai kia dun gamble so nv play lo.. den after tat nehx.. come my house.. so paiseh.. cuz house veri luan =x den after tat jiu like tat loo.. they come.. den pris help mii wif my hamster.. cuz sick those mar.. den help help.. den hangqii got help abit.. alex got help abit.. thankss nehx.. den nelson go pat abit.. =X thanks also.. hahhaa.. den ii feed the hamster wif medicine loo..
den after tat faster go liao den go nick housee.. so rush take taxi sia.. den after tat reach liao saw him.. so funni sia.. den after tat go up his house.. den pris and qii need to go marr.. den wah seh take finish hong bao jiu go.. like so badd like tat.. wah sehhh.. sorry leh nick.. den after tat pei them go.. den got hangqii.alex.nelson.nick.. wah sehh pathetic lehh cuz pris they all go liao mar.. den left we 5.. wah sehh.. like ii flirt wif 5 guys sia.. -.-" den so cham den jiu stupidd alex keep di siao mii.. den after tat lehh jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu =X forget liao narh.. den take 65 home.. ii duno how to take de lehh. =X anyhow take sia.. so scare ii mii lu sia.. den sms wif ahem =X den jiu like tat like tat lo.. den reach home saw alwin.noelle.shannan.. den jiu like tat lo crabbie wif them abit. den jiu go in den make my hair make my clothes.. wah seh todae pink day again.. =x bo bian ii like pink.. woohoo.. den jiu like tat bahh tat abt iit.. but a veri funn day sia... nelson they all fun dao yao si.. next time got chinese new year sure ask them.. on marr? =X steady marr.. =X ii ask them first.. den book next year again.. =D but book for 2 days.. bo bian.. =X kk narh endd here loo. fun day fun dayy..
ha0 aii nii.. xie xie nii de guan xiin.. =D
7:24:00 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
haiZz.. den come back he sms mii lo0.. den chat chat.. den say da0 w0 ha0 sadd ar.. say yy she andd him so closee de.. den blarblarblarr.. haiZz.. hen sad jiu shi le.. but nv say out er yi =X ha0 jealous worZz.. yy he and she hao xiang jiang close de.. haiZz.. iif ii in his class jiu hao le.. haiZz.. endd here bah.. dun feel like writing le.. =D
ha0 aii nii.. ha0 jii du ta worZz.. haiZz
11:44:00 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
nv gotta tell aniione my thingy le.. i'll nv.. ii hate uu guys.. w0 hen nii men..
11:59:00 PM
ermmm todaee firstly went to my cousin housee.. den go fetch my cousin den go to my ah ma house.. wah seh at my fifth uncle house sian dao cham lehh.. go there nothingy to do.. keep in ah ma room take foto.. take dao like siao nehx.. -.-" den after tat the harry need slp marr so we go out of the room lo.. let him slp..den in d endd we sian dao cham den go downstair walk walk lo.. den go mac eat.. den eat le walk back.. den in d end they say go my forth auntie house.. den go lo.. go there more worst.. go slp.. but was fun in the first place narh.. we play the gun den keep shoot.. keep trying to shoot..
den after tat jiu slp liao mii.. den after tat they say go first auntie house.. den okay lo.. den go there.. there better. got pc to play.. den while kor kor learn guitar from my cousin.. li hai sia my cousin.. wah sehh.. den after tat jiu like tat like tat.. play dao time pass so fast.. den mii and cousin go eat.. den eat le den down there eat eat drink drink like tat lo.. den they say go home.. den okay lo.. den before tat take one pic outside to see my full clothes.. todae was so pink si mii.. all pink.. shoe pink.. clothes pink..bag pinkk.. rubber band pink.. everythingy pink.. a pink day
indeed =D hahhaa.. den after tat in car play lo den tok tok... den finally reach house liao den go bathe den now here lo.. write blog.. woohoo.. wanna slp liao.. got force to go to my mama frens house.. wah sehh feel like killing someone nehx.. shou bu liao..
hao bah hao bahh wo yao zou liao.. zai jiann
ha0 xiiang nii ne!!! nii xiian zaii zaii na lii?
10:48:00 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
just now go my hamster and bibi there play mar.. den ii look at my hamster ii feel lik crying sia.. wah seh ii miss it.. bu yao zou ke yi marr.. hamsterrrr uu shi zui zui zui guai de yi zhi in my whole life uu noee.. the most ting hua.. you ke aii.. you hui ting ren hua.. you bu hui bite pplx de hamster.. zhen de hen ting hua.. hamstieee wo aii niii!! bu yao walk out of my lifee.. bu yaoo.. ii won't let uu go de.. hamstieeee bu yao zou... lurve uu so muchiee de.... bu yao zou.. pls pls pls.. hao aii nii..
9:58:00 PM
den jia jia read den jiu PE loo.. quite funn.. bell learn to blade.. not fair de ii first time blade duno fall how mani times.. she not even one lehh.. ii hate uu !!! ii hate uu ii hate uu... den horr we sit down there chat chat. den go run de shi hou saw enghua.. he pass mii the bear bear. so lovely so cute.. omg omg =X den after tat another for pris.. woohoo! =X nothingy nothingy.. den ahem someone veri cham tao for bear bear one -.-" suan le.. dun care...
den after tat go wif pris play play.. den pass her the bear bear.. den go bball there sit.. den after tat go hall le.. den celebration.. stupidd de... got one part is throw chocolate marr.. stupid stupidd.. ii zao geng -.-' stupid larr isabella ii gotta kill uu man.. stupidd uu.. wei le tat sweet keep kacau mii.. uu arh.. feel like killing uu now.. ta de mother.. den after tat jiu finish those.. but ii still like the mr rane chua de biao yan.. so funn.. TUO DIAO TUO DIAO =X jkjk.. so mani song mix together.. NICE SIA.
den after tat go there meet my cousin can't find her keep shout for her name -.-" den in d end can't find.. den saw ming song.. haha still the same.. den go down den find dao my cousin -.-" den after tat go find qii they all.. walao ehh.. tat gal horr suan le.. 5 of us none wuld be replaced.. rmb tat =D den keep follow like wat.. wah seh.. can't standd..
den ii zhong yu shout EXTRA lar.. walao eh.. reali can't stand.. den after tat see she walk away.. got one part.. waliao ehh.. ii was going to marilyn yet uu noe wat she do.. she saw mii and then she quickly walk to marilyn cuz she more nearer den hold her.. wah sehh ii can't stand iit.. uu beachh! ii can't stand uu aniimore.. dun make mii split in front of uu.. now ii writing here.. uu come see let uu have prepare first.. stop folllow.. pest ar.. -.-" tat wat ii feel.. ur mother de.. fan si ren.. wah sehhhhhhhh... shou bu liao.. ii hate herrr..
kai shi le narh.. STOP INTERFER IN OUR MATTER.. NONE OF UR BUSINESS.. UU GET TIS? ii hate uuu ii hatee uu... get off my life.. ii dun need uu in my lifee...
woohoo den go bugis wif qii.pris.enghua.. so funni sia. walk here walk there.. den find her clothes.. den wahsehh.. go neoprint shop saw them. den go di siao got one pic ii gu yi jump in one.. sorry ar =X den after tat go away le.. den walk walk walk lo.. den zhong yu find dao one shirt pei tat skirt le.. den okay lo.. den come my house my mama help make the lace of tat skirt.. den they go lo..
feeling veri sian and sadx sia.. look at them buy clothes so nicee.. somemore ii kan shang so long ago.. bi ppl hai long.. yet they got the chance to buy.. also qii arr.. so xian mu.. in a few months den so mani skirt.. wahh sehh.. not fairr.. sure ii pass uu the germs tat like skirt de... iif not duno who say skirt not nice horr.. not fair not fairr.. ii wan duo yi dian skirt lehh.. skirt rox =X seldom wear jean de.. unless bei force to -.-' jiu shi like those dance those larr.. stupid de ii wan skirt narh.. -.-"
not fair de stupid mama say wat ii alot skirt liao.. wo bu guan narh.. i jiu shi like skirt mar. suan le narh.. watever larr.. den is like sian liao lo. so mani clothes ii see so nice yet can't buy... nooooo money sia... sian liao.. suan le suan le.. they rich can't blamee.. haiZz..
den wah seh new year eve yet so sian.. now at home no one come.. sian sian.. this is the worst new year eve ii ever have uu noee.. it's totally sux.. haiZz.. nvm ii sux too.. haiZz.. tis sian sian. haiZz.. hope for the better bahh.. ii have no choice but to accept it.. haiZz... zai jian le da jia..
8:40:00 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
sian sia den after tat we discussing tml how mar go where.. den in d endd tat stupid gal wah seh.. ii feel veri iirratingg loo.. iis like she not one of us.. yet she tot that she are in our group sux larr.. uu are not.. ii gotta to stress the word.. ii dun care iif you are reading tis anot.. ii just dun care and ii wuldn't care.. hey we just treat uu as just a friend.. perhap a good frens.. not a best buddy tat stick together as one and call mong`z grroupp.. rmb tat.. II GOT TO STRESS THIS SENTENCE.. YOU ARE NOT!! uu shld noe who uu are and ii need not mention ur name rite? iif there no way anymore.. well, i'm sorry that ii have to mention your name as big as ii can.. hey ii have no choice.. ii feel irrating.. and ii felt so extra.. dun uu tink so.. iis like last time ii was wif the seniorr..
those tat uu duno,..ii was wif them and then ii felt so extra dat ii leave them and ii was all alone.. well uu duno how ii felt tat time iis just a past few days.. ii felt abandon those.. hey gal did you felt tat before.. uu nv.. uu always snatching ppl away and pulling them away from us.. iif not uu try to join us.. hey gal uu doesn't BELONG TO TIS GROUP .. we have gone thru up and down. did uu.. uu nv.. so dun come tell mii tat hey uu guys have accepted uu.. NO WAY MAN~ ii tell uu is a NONONONO!
we treated uu well becuz we felt uu have change perhap ii need not be tinkiing how the past u have did to mii.ii nv mention aniimore.... ii nv once again bring up and trying to tell everyone tat hey tis gal had been putting mii up to a no way to go postition before.. ii did not.. did ii .. uu say iit in front 0f my face.. did ii.. uu go around ask pplx.. did ii told them tis.. ii nv.. how uu treated mii in the past ii nv once say iit again.. uu shld noe uur limit.. stop following us wherever we go.. ii just feel uu so uu noee pestering.. maybe not tat word.. maybe i'm not sure.. ii just feel iit.. everyone in the group feel iit..
iif for awhile once.. i won't mindd.. we won't mind too.. but hey ever since we started to be wif uu.. as in for just frens.. and iis since tat forever uu were wif us.. doesn't iit feel alittle bit extra.. hey doesn't uu just feel iit.. can't uu just be automatic and get off my sight.. a stars have 5 endd.. we doesnt need one more end to spoilt the image.. rite?
sometimes ii felt uu are so scartics.. =.=" hey ii duno how to spell iit.. and sometimes ii felt uu are just fine.. as for sometimes ii felt hey uu are so irriatingg.. pls noe ur limit kk.. ii have already ren veri long liao.. ii nv say out onli.. did uu noe how muchie we got the quarrel.. the outing the together den we get together de.. hey forming one group isn't easy.. uu go form urself see urself.. uu try iit.. and then ii go chup in.. wuld uu like iit.. uu won't rite? uu dare to say uu like it.. iif not awhile den chup lar.. iis everyday also chup in or pulling of them away and making tat left afew of uu..
hey iit isn't unfair.. YOU NOE WHO UU ARE.. THANKS BE AUTO!! =D
woohoo after sch go out buy den wif qi pei mii go buy nian huo.. thanks qii sia.. den after tat she say she wan go home den after tat shop awhile de bugis street den in d end she call her mum and she say tat she is not cooking -.-" and then go buy maggie mee loo.. den went to my coffee shop to buy duck rice den went up play wif cam den play wif tis play wif tat.. make my new year clothes.. veri lame narh.. uu go my album see loo.. going to put up soon =D woohoo gotta a brand new year for the chinese... hope ii get everything off my mindd.. woohoo.. concentrate on study to get into thriple sci.. woohooo thriple sci ii'm coming =D
okay ii shall stop here..
w0 da0 dii shii nii de shuii.. w0 biin bu zhii da0... shii zhen de zaii yii qii le marr? haii shii zhii shii yii ju jiian dan de miing zhii ? ha0 aii nii..
10:59:00 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
tinking tis time de last year ii so slack sia.. test ar bu guan narh.. just another test er yi mar.. -.-" haiZz.. so bai chi de last time.. hope tis year can get good result sia.. ii bu xiang zai fen kai from 1E pplx le.. reali miss them alot.. alot alot alot... lurve ya guys.
todae whole day slack at home.. do nothingy much.. rot and rot.. =X later maybe going out wif mama.. to go shop for clothes for mama =X so funnn.. can jia jia shun bian buy more clothes =X woohooo hope later got go narh.. cuz maybe not going also.. =X
sian arr... miss him sia.......... suan le.. suan le..... bu guannnnn =X haiZz.. hope tis year can get alot hong bao sia. =X hope narh.. cuz ii maybe wil be going ppl house bai nian.. =D friends nii men wan dan liao =X cuz tis year papa and mama the finacial got problem nia. so bo biann.. so tis year muz go out bai nian liao.. last time guai guai at home.. now cannot narh after sch go bai nian =D woohooooooooooooooo.. duii bu qii ar iif uu bu xi huann. =X but mostly ii will go my 4 ha0 peng you de jia de.. =D cuz ii nv go gu0 muz try go go yi xia =X
hao bah hao bahh.. todae not in goooooddd moodd trying to happi worZz. =D duii bu qii pplx iif ii ever make uu sad or angry nehx.. ii sincerly say SORRY DA JIA... miss uu all guyss. =D byebyee take careee..
7:52:00 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
everytime pplx say they care.. haha ii just luff iit off.. who wuld simply just care the hell of mii? just who?? no onee.. i'm sure.. haha.. to mii promise aren't meant to b r o k e n... yet there's another person saying promise are meant to be b r o k e n.. maybe truee.. but who'se noes? everyone promise and when did they reali did iit.. promise are meant to be broken iis true.. but whose noee.. shld ii believe tat promise aren't meant to be broken or shld ii believe tat promise are meant to be broken.. ii duno.. i'm in a confuse..
just now ii was wif my little cousin.. lo0king at them playing those "childish" game.. ii thought back the childish mii tat was there playing heart attack or scissor paper stone or the hopscotch.. hahaa they just make mii remind of the past.. such a innocent child wif just a little bit wuld be happi.. just like getting one sweet from a teacher and can hapi like siao.. yet now when did ii actually get the happiness ii wan? last time ii wanted him to be back to mii yet it didn't came true.. looking at the many stead he change.. heartx break into million piecess.. from the first mei tat he got.. she was so close to him tat ii just drops tears just like tat.. tat time was he playing the soccerr.. den after tat bu shi got break.. ii saw him and her together at the piano there.. den ii was like so sadx.. den keep look at him.. my eyes nv shift once... when he go.. he brought my heartx gone tooo.. everytime when ii got a chance to just look at him ii already enuff.. den during holiday came his cousin went to sms mii.. tat how we met.. and then we noe each other abt a month or two.. and then ii feel tat we two are on the same channel thoseee... den when we two together iis like feel so hapi.. den jiu accept his stead lo... and then ii was jus a part time one ...
when he sian or wat... sure will find mii den tok tok tok.. den not sian sure find bu dao him de.. and then carry on like tat loo. den now lehh.. ii wantedd him yet we doesn't have fate.. maybe now ii have to accept fate tat ii culd onli lurve a guy silently. nvm i'm use to iit.. yet those ii lurve uu aren't real.. just a sweet talk to mii.. ii lurve uu isn't real.. just a word to pian gals.. once you believe iit andd uu get cheated uu nv believe iit animore.. and when uu finally believe iit.. and then iti became a lie too.. forever aren't real.. nv say forever cuz iit make mii cry..
ii believe tat the tot iin mii wuld changee wif M.. yet when ii change the tot.. he's gone.. leaving mii behind crying for him. haha.. and then pplx say when he come back he's ur forever.. haha.. tis iisn't true sia.. yesh he did came back.. yet just after holiday he gone again.. haha.. ii nv believe in lurve again.. no one can change iit de narh.. maybe yes? who noes... let's wait and see.. haha..
maybe veri tired to get into relationship.. cuz iif uu are close frenss and then going into relationship iis just a physical intimate... no different. just by calling dear and baobei onli marr..
weirong is another li zi le.. we were once veri close frens sia.. close dao everythingy also tell him.. yet we steadd.. and then call dear all those onli.. den after 27 days break.. and then like tat lehh . -.-" jiu hen wu liao sia.. den nv so close aniimoree.. as ii stress tat word ANIIMORE.. so hey gal stop being so flirt lar.. uu despo narhh .. wan pplx hug.. still say wat.. whenever uu wan hug mii also can.. wah sehh.. -.-" bu hui say.. whenever uu wan change stead jiu change bahh. tao yan de nu ren.. wo hen nii.. qu si bahh =X jkjk going new year le cannot say bu ji li hua.. =X bu gu0 w0 zhen de zhen de hen hen nii! =D nii hen w0 marr? =D jiu suan nii hen w0.. w0 ye bu guann =P zai jian le.. cya take caree.. endd lee.. 4 days to eve =D
9:23:00 PM
Friday, February 04, 2005
haiZz.. nvm nvm ii noe ii sux.. suan le bahh.. totally so sian so siannnn.. felt like crying yet tears can't flow haiZz.. nvm narh kept inside mii can liao.. haiZz.. heartx so pain sian liao sian liao.. todae such a sian day haiZz.. ii miss him.. 2 days can't see him onli can online.. sian.. ii miss himmmm.. haiZz.. sian liao dun say liao haiZz.. ii sux.. wanlingx sux.. siahwanling sux.. wendiisiahwanling sux.. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ii hate myself..
7:51:00 PM
hate mii for who ii am.. hate mii for who uu are... just hate mii wif out a reason also can.. ii simply won't care worZz.. haiZz.. sadx le.. so mani gals aroundd him.. iis it tat he's good or iis it tat he flirting or is it tat the gals are flirting wif him.. haiZz.. ii dunoo.. and ii dun wan to know.. iit's simply so hurtingx.. haiZz.. gotta put all end to tis.. gotta concentrate on my studies and get to the first express class.. ii dun wan to be abandon like tis again.. wat they say ii duno.. wat they do.. ii duno.. watever watever.. iis like sometime they play gb aslo there write 2E den ii was like i'm not 2E yy shld ii be in tis game playing wif them.. ii'm the extra gal andd ii shld leave uu noee.. iis like the guys are qian jiu mii so they change the title.. i'm feeling so guilty.. so ii nv say anythingy next time.. but it's still hurtx.. seeing 2E so muchie fun.. yet i'm there dead deadd.. feel so sadx feel so abandon.. after sch they just simply walk away while they first to leave yet when we first to leave we waited for them.. iis like sux lo0 duno how to say the feelinggx..
den iis like during sch time listen to their laughter was like wah seh so funn so funn. den i'm here studying yet they are there luffingg.. haiZz.. it's so sadx.. so sadx.. who wuld noe my feelingx.. andd pls stop copy wat ii wrote.. is just a feelingx inside mii.. uu can't be haviing a same feeling wif mii.. uu can't be hate my pplx.. cuz everyone lurve uu.. including him.. ii believe tat he like uu.. ii believe tat.. haiZz.. nvm stop care mii i'm just simply sux in tis worldd.. hate mii =D
5:33:00 PM
Thursday, February 03, 2005
so childish sia we all.. den after tat go le den on the way qii say our group can call mong institution.. den priss say our group shld call mong orchestra.. so funni.. we use the national athem to sing in mong mong mong. so childish sia we all..
after tat onlii mii go library lo.. so heavy somemore.. sua lar.. den after tat go home le den sit there scan pic.. uploadd.. den send pplx.. den liek tat jiu slowly dao so longg lo.. den after tat go bathe den study my chinese den now going to slp tml got chinese common test narh. no choice =X
i'm not zhu horr cuz ii is tml got test so slp early.. kk end here loo short entry today narh wanna slp liao.. so tired. ahven pack bag sia.. pack finish go slp le =X kk byebyee cya take caree guys.. =D
9:29:00 PM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
den call my mama ask where's shee.. den noe iit liao cheyy.. den after tat kor kor come back den ii go bathe den eat eat den watch tv den do hw loo.. den finish liao bu suan lar. still got math de exercise.. tat one ii now veri tired so tml den do lar horr.. den aaa.. later going slp soon le.. den ii stop here hao lioa.. byebye cya take care..
10:13:00 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
den after tat sci.. got sci test.. wah seh so tricky.. curse miss lau narh.. den after tat leh CV lo.. went to hall.. woohoo play wif the qii they all cuz they sit behind mii.. so funn.. after tat leh go back class tok awhile den pack thingy off we went.. but then stupid de qii they all haven.. so wait loo until they come out.. den di siao alex awhile say he shorter than pris.. wahahhaa.. =x fun fun funn.. den after tat lehh go canteen loo den play play chat chat.. den walk aroundd.. den play wif cement.. but heard tat marilyn cry walao shou bu liao.. dun play too guo huo mar.. play is play no need so guo huo de lar uu all.. stop it le narh uu alll..
den after tat was like so angry for marilyn lo.. almost scold someone.. haiZz... lucky nv scold out.. iif not sure cham.. cuz ii sure scold dao cry de.. =X suan liao.. den after tat keep diao they all lo. den after tat play play marilyn come liao.. den potato.wen.pris. bell go liao. den left qii and mii lo.. den down there play play chat chat.. say some flirt gurl.. so yucks de.. go into so omg -.-" suan le narh.. flirt jiu shi flirt.. uu noe.. sux larr they all.. er xin..
den after tat go popular buy thingy.. in d end nv.. -.-" buy one horoscope book.. =D den after tat leh play play down there in popular walk here walk there in d end pei qii wait bus den ii go home le.. go home let mama massage my leg.. cuz factured dao.. wah seh so pain lehh.. tat time walk dao i so cham.. den stil got pe.. den ii dun dare tell teacher ii injure mar. den still ask us run.. wah seh.. worst come to worst leg more worst liao.. but nv say out lar.. so pain sia.. den after tat mama help massage lo den abit better liao but now still pain lehh.. haiZz.. after tat nehx.. bathe le do hw. =D den play gb.. loo kk le narh ii go liao byebyee.. cya take careee..
10:26:00 PM
