Saturday, January 31, 2009
Finally, I'm done with DBIS.
ONE IS DOWN. I'm so glad.
But I any O how do one.
45% of the whole CA you know.
Damn.
So yeah, japanese lesson ended early today,
So, I was doing my DBIS from 10am to 7pm,
went over to meet up with baby & gang at Weiqiang's place. =)
I was doing my project there. =/
Took photos, blablabla.
I have a lot photos leh.
But, I'm damn lazy to post. =/
After that home.
Home Sweet Home. :)
Disappointment.
You never really understood.
I wandered, do I even exist.
Am I just a companion to you,
or am I someone you love.
Sometimes, I realised,
I've been trying too hard.
I'm giving it all up.
I'm tired of putting my efforts.
If you haven't realise, I've lost my confidence in you.
I've lost all my trust in you, because of your empty-promise.
If a promise is meant to be broken, then don't even make a promise.
I don't know how long more will the trust be back.
But now, I just want to say, we've lost it all.
I'm tired. I'm really tired.
I don't know how long more am I supposed to wait.
I don't know how long more will you realised all these.
Maybe by that time, it might be too late.
I did my best to salvage this relationship,
but your consecutive emptied promise have brought me down.
This had showed me how much I'm hurt by you.
If you had truly loved me, you will have make a promise and do it.
I don't want a boyfriend who only say for fun, to make me happy for that moment.
I don't need temporary happiness, I needed permanent one.
I don't need suprises, I don't need gifts, I don't need anything.
Just as long as someone who don't lie and emptied their promise.
I just hoped, when you realised it all, it's not too late.
Because, my heart is half dead.
Sooner or later, it will be dead.
Will you realise someday ?
Sighed.
12:15:00 AM
Friday, January 30, 2009
All gone leh. I damn sian already narh. =(
Now it's already 3am.
I need to wake up at 7am later.
Damn sian.
So yesterday, went to play BlackJack.
Baby helped me win back. HAHA.
But I kept winning one norh,
then he came, gone already. HAHAHA!
No lah, jkjk.
But in the end, he still managed to win back.
However, he still losses his. =(
Okay lah, don't want to elaborate,
just now I elaborate one norh.
All gone leh. WALAO.
And I'm busy with my DBIS.
That's why I'm not blogging so often.
I have 3 projects to hand in next week.
I can't even imagine me being able to hand in everything.
I'm dead. Like seriously.
K bye.
2:53:00 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Have you wondered?
Have you realised?
Have you even noticed?
I tried my best already.
Lingering in the faded times.
The smiles that you had provided me.
I love you.
11:21:00 PM
Monday, January 26, 2009
I have more photos in my cousin's camera,
and more photos in the DSLR, but it's with brother.
So yeah, some photos for today.
Enjoy ya. =)
More photos tomorrow I guess.
This year is Pineapple tarts fever.
Last few years had been Ba kua time.
But these time, not many people buy ba kua. =(
So I changed target norh, people have to change with the surrounding.
Ha, so I had pineapple tarts fever.
Brought babyboy along. =)
My niece and nephews. Damn cute. =)
1
I love my dress material.
Small mahjong set. HAHA. Damn tough to play. -.-"
I won. =) We played one round only, cause the tiles too small,
and I managed to win you know. Win with such tiles. HAHA.
Nice one. =)
My first day outfit. =/
Actually I never really think what to wear on which day.
So just asked mum what colour she wants me to wear,
and she said red, then wear that norh. =/
I just want to be happy. :)
10:35:00 PM
Sometimes, I wished.
Sometimes, I hoped.
Sometimes, I prayed.
Sometimes, I held on.
Sometimes, I let go.
Sometimes, I think.
Sometimes, I stopped.
Sometimes, I loved.
Sometimes, I hated.
Sometimes, I cried.
Sometimes, I smiled.
Sometimes, I whined.
Sometimes, I silenced.
Yet, through all these.
No matter how much I tried.
I'm all alone. Nobody.
Not being emo.
It's just,
I realised,
that's my life.
Life is suffering.
I know, I experienced.
If you can't even handle me at my worst,
then you don't deserve me at my best either.
I need to overcome this.
I'm feeling terrible.
Nobody can help me.
Nobody can be there.
It's just me, myself & I.
Because in this life,
you gotta realise some truth.
And you gotta learn to stand up by yourself.
Shit happens.
But it's all these shits,
that makes you grow, to be better.
So yes, shit happens all the time.
You're left alone to deal with these.
And this is one thing, I've to overcome.
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause you're only almost here
This is life.
Life is suffering.
Understand that.
7:55:00 PM
What a new year.
Actually, I never really looked forward to anything.
Because, it's been disastrous every time.
So when you don't have expectation,
you'll feel happier.
I was trying to bottled up inside,
but when I'm alone,
I couldn't take it longer,
the pain in my heart is so overwhelming.
I don't want to talk about it anymore.
The more I said, the more misunderstanding.
Maybe, sometime, keeping inside isn't a bad choice.
Silence is the gold at time. =)
爱得很深 所以心很疼
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
命令眼泪不许失控
When I'm all alone,
when I needed you,
when I cried and all I hope is love from you.
Where are you?
When I showed my rant,
you treat it like an nuisance.
When I showed my complaint,
you claimed I wasn't understanding.
Sometimes, I wandered,
have you ever wandered,
where's your part of understanding,
where's your part of care for me,
where's your part of love for me.
I have been the one trying to be understanding all along.
Trying to understand every single thing,
trying to let you do whatever you want,
trying not to complaint so much.
If you truly look through our relationship,
have I ever really complaint?
have I ever been not understanding all along?
People has their limits,
I had mine too. I only wished to tell you my stand,
I only wished that you could make things better for us,
but instead of understanding my part, you scolded me off.
Each time, when the situations of us are the same,
you always claimed it's different...
Like you're not replying my messages due to mahjong,
and me not replying your messages due to shopping,
you said it's different things, and you expected me to reply,
you gave me attitude.
I have been the one crying and really tried to make things right.
I have been trying to do whatever it takes to make you feel that I loved you.
It had never been enough.
Nothing is enough.
I gave it all, you treated it nothing.
You treated it that I didn't care,
but have you really ever wandered,
how much have I gone through to give you that much,
how much have I gone through to love you,
how much have I needed to go through some more?
Have you really stood in my part to understand me,
I've been putting myself in your shoe all along,
but have you been putting yourself in mine?
I can't even complaint to you, I can't even rant to you.
If you can't even handle me at my worst,
then how do you even expect me to give you my best.
You're my boyfriend, not just anybody in my life.
My expectations of you is so low,
and your expectations of me is so high.
I've always not been good enough for you,
I've always not been understanding enough for you.
I've always not been loving you enough, not finding time for you.
Frankly, you asked yourself,
how much have I expect from you.
I've never asked anything from you,
I've never asked you to buy things for me,
I've never requested to go expensive place.
I've never asked to go any places.
I'm just not a good girlfriend.
Never good enough for anybody.
I don't even know how to handle my emotions.
All I know is to cry and cry.
Right now, I can't even find anybody I can cry to.
I can't even find anybody I can rant to.
It's new year time, I don't want to spoil people mood.
I was just never good enough,
not a good girlfriend,
not a good friend,
not a good daughter.
Damn myself.
I really wished I could be out of this place.
I'm so tired. I'm so drained. Who can understand?
I cried, I whined, the closest to me didn't care.
Even by typing all these, I cried.
If it doesn't even matter to me,
I weren't have care so much till I cried.
If the only person who can stop you from crying,
is the one who make you cried, what will you do?
I need to learn how to control my emotions.
I've been losing myself in relationships.
Relationship is so tiring, so draining.
It never happened in others, only to myself.
My heart is half dead.
And my heart ache.
You'll never understand,
how much pain I had went through.
Until you truly stood in my shoe,
but you'll never will,
because you love yourself,
more than you love me.
I just can't stop these tears.
Kill me please.
4:11:00 AM
Now, Channel 8 is playing one New Year song,
That's the song that I'll forever remember WONG SHI YING.
HAHAHA, kept "Hey hey, ai yao zen yang cheng zhang" HAHA!
Damn cute.
Boyf makes me upset. =(
Oh well, it's alright la.
Haha. It's new year.
Don't want to think so much.
Sighed.
Happy new year now!
Happy Moo Moo!
Hong bao hong bao!
Loves.
To all my dearest,
thanks for everything in this year,
and please be happy for CNY,
because there's HONG BAO.
HAHAHA. And there's my favourite snacks. =D
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
12:20:00 AM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Damn cute, I haven't post all these yet.
These are the pictures in the last sem.
During our ISFUN presentation. HAHA
Mr Chew is the best teacher I ever had.
He stayed back with us just to teach us SAS.
It's totally not his problem norh,
yet he stayed back with us till very late.
Just to teach some unrelevant subject.
Furthermore, during his ISFUN time,
many time, we had been using his lesson to do SAS.
He didn't mind at all, instead, he still taught us how to do.
Where got such good teacher YOU TELL ME!
GO WHERE FIND !? Can lah, TP you know. =/
I will never forget him one norh.
Everytime see him around,
I confirm shout damn loud his name.
HAHAHA! I love this teacher man.
HE ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS. HAHA!
Enjoy pictures timeeeeeeeeee~
I just realised, Afew of them already ready liao .HAHAHA!
All not ready. Anyhow snap =.=" & I think I looked cool. HAHA!
Chao Pai Kia in front. HAHAHAHA!
I love C208. =)
You guys will stay in my heart forever too. =D
HAHA. Jonathan looked like he's been molested by Chinyong. =/
Looked, where's Chinyong hand is. =/
YES, C208 forever. =D
I love my blingblings.
Baby don't like. =/
Don't care.
I still love my bling bling. =/
You see got fish one leh. =/
After I pee finish, abit unglam to talk about. LOL!
But you know, I saw something moving in the water.
Then I looked closely, I saw fishes leh. WHAT THE HELL!
Not one, not two. BUT MANY LOH.
Like 4 to 5 fishes like that.
Still haven't die.
Called baby,
and he tried to flush,
and I said noooooooo,
but too late, he flushed it.
But you know what, they stayed on in the "Swimming pool"
=.=" What the hell. When do fishes love toilet bowl suddenly?
And why do I always met with weird incident. -.-"
And now, Self-Camwhore time.
You can close it now. =D
Trying to act cute, but failed. -.-"
Once again, I LOVE MY BLING BLING. HAHAHA!~
Baby said I looked like kid. =/
Hais, still asked me to take out leh.
Don't care, I like I like I like.
My smile failed. -.-"
Trying to act cute, and failed again. =(
FISHES, those are for Jin Long Yu to eat one.
So cruel right, I will never buy such fishes to be pet one.
Roar. So many lives. =( I really hope I can help them.
Oh well.
Woke up early today,
baby's place.
Sleep sleep sleep.
He play game and game.
Both throw tantrum. =(
Talked it out,
still talking.
Crying takes place.
I went home early,
to accompany dad to buy food. =D
Then got new year stuffs. =D
Home and I started packing.
Crazy crazy crazy.
Pack abit, dad wants to have supper.
My diet plan FAILED badly once more.
Sighed.
So yeah, home again and packing time.
Pack the whole house. Yes yes, WHOLE HOUSE.
I'm doing the whole thing norh,
Mum is just decorating the house.
Like what the.............
Never mind norh.
Then ah,
She still nag at me norh.
So irritating. =/
There was once,
I felt damn unmindful,
and I felt damn bad,
I showed attitude to my mum. =(
I'm short fuse nowadays lah.
I really want to kill myself man.
Felt damn guilty. Sighed.
I need to go and cultivate myself.
Like seriously. I can't stand myself anymore. =(
Guess my tolerance level is up soon.
Like seriously up soon...
Time to go back SBM,
to cultivate myself.
So yeah, the end.
I'm tired. It's 5am right now.
It had been awhile since I slept so late.
Goodnight, and bye.
I got to wake up early later on,
to help mum to do some praying.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
And, I want to dye my hair tml.
Woooooooohoooo. =D
K bye.
4:24:00 AM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Japanese Listening Test.
I'm screwed, like seriously.
I'm seriously catching no balls at all.
End lesson, went with Shiying & Jonathan gang to opposite.
Had our lunch, and accompanied Jonathan for haircut,
took some pictures before I left for Boyf's place.
Nothing much to do over at his place,
I was too tired already, been sleeping.
But he kept disturbing me. =/
So I woke up. HAHA!
Watched Tv.
Then he want to sleep.
Then my turn to disturb him. HAHA!
But I got scolded. =(
HAHA!
Then watch tv again,
I was damn engaged with my Twilight.
Edward Cullen. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
I want a vampire romance. =(
So romantic. :(
Guess, I was too engaged in my fairytale,
I didn't realise the time is getting late.
I only managed to read it till half the book,
couldn't finish it on time before I can return home.
Cause the book was Jianxing's friend one. =(
Boyf said want to buy the whole series for me.
Say say only. HAHAHA! But also no point buy the series.
I read finish, sure put it aside one. HAHAHA.
I'm not a geek, for your info.
I miss playing dota.
I miss playing CS.
I miss playing Games.
HAHA. I'm so not like me any more.
Guess, changing of name, really change one person. =(
Am I too superstitious or what?
Oh, whatever.
night.
P.S: I saw Jerene today.
Like it's been so long,
I knew her for 5 years,
it's my first time seeing her leh!
Woooooooooooooooooooooot!~
HA. Cute cute. =D
Way back into love.
Everything comes back to one sentence.
12:22:00 AM
Friday, January 23, 2009
C208 got blog. :D
Woooooooot.
Let's organise outing outing!
I haven't been going out with you all for so long. =(
WHEN IS MY PARTYWORLD HUHHHHHH~ =(
And my East Coast Trip like gone with the wind. LOL!
C208 gotta stay bonded forever ever. :)
Let's do well for this coming exam. =D
ALL THE BEST!
Met up with Andrina, Evelyn & Hangqi.
Walked around, bought boyboy's food.
And they went to do medicure & pedicure,
while I went to put bling bling on my hair.
Damn chio loh. I tell you. HAHAHA.
I love my bling blings.
One more shots. HAHAHA!
DAMN NICE LOH!
It's my hair okay. LOL!
Not I put extension. HAHA!
After City Plaza, back to bugis to look for Eve's vest.
Then, went over to Raffles City to look for the others. :D
Slacking and talking session start. :)
Next, went over to Charmes to slack.
It's been nice to sit down and talk,
with the good ambience. :)
No worries, we didn't drink. HAHA.
We sat at the staircase that side,
which has a place to slack. =)
Nice place. :)
Next, home. :)
Quarrelled with baby.
Not really quarrelling.
But sighed. Don't want to talk much.
I just love you. Sighed.
Forget it.
Night.
12:22:00 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Like it's totally describing my current life.
I just needed some time.
I just wanted to do things,
and I'll rebel anything that restrict me.
I feel damn lonely right now.
I've lost many friends.
No longer, I lived the life I used to have.
I felt damn out of place everytime when I'm around my friends.
Because, I no longer understands what's happening and what's they talking about.
No way. I'm myself.
It's hard trying to be me.
I need no limitations.
Take it or leave it.
I need some time to put everything into perspective.
Sighed. I need a life. Damn it.
Fcuk.
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Name: Siah Hwan Ling
Date: 1/21/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34625107
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Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship. You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/
12:56:00 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
As we have moved onto a new era, lets all be reminded that nothing can really last forever. Even good memories like these have to fade away. Even more so, this should be a good reason for us to cheer about our life and for the people around us. To cherish every good moment, good friends and loved ones and appreciate them for who they are and the footprints that they have left behind in your life. You'll never know when they're not going to be there so let there be a worry of the future. As the past has already fade away, lets ground ourselves in the very present moment, because it is the 'present', a gift for you and me and everybody else.
Though I've never said it, before but thank you 'kids' for being the present, a great gift.
Destroy Mara Save the Dhamma,
SX.
These are the words that I wanna share,
after reading through Shixiong's blog. :)
Thank you, everyone,
for creating this wonderful life for me. =)
11:44:00 PM
I found the articles on it,
and it was during my SBM camp,
I chance upon the newspaper,
and decided to take that page out. HAHA!
Anyway, he's damn cool.
I never really had a liking for ang moh guys,
but he's different, really like so much different.
Maybe those listed in the newspaper are what made girls crazy.
1. He's the poster-boy for sexual abstinence and has the self-control of a monk.
He doesn't or rather, can't do it with you, even though he wants to really, badly.
Because he knows he risks chowing down on your jugular if you go all the way,
he'd rather deny his own desires and stick to extended foreplay.
Which basically makes you want him even more.
2. Being a "vegetarian" vampire who only hunts wild animals and drinks their blood,
he saves a lot on meals - which means he can spend more on you.
And you can be guaranteed he'll never eat the food off your plate.
3. As a creature of the night, he doesn't sleep.
All he wants to do is sneak into your bedroom,
stay by your side and watch you slumber.
So you can literally talk his ear off about your mundane day
and he'll never never doze off.
There's also no excuse why the dishes,
laundry and other chores can't be done,
while he's wide awake.
4. You'll never need to take public transport because he can chauffer
you anywhere, piggyback-style. He has the power to run at ridiculous
super speeds - which he will use any chance he gets, like when
walking from one side of a car to the other to open the door for you.
5. Edward is physically stuck looking like a 17-years-old,
but he's actually been around since the early 1900s.
Wide age gaps aren't a big deal these days anyway.
The result is he's pretty darn chivalrous,
wise beyond his years and comes with an extravagant vocabulary,
("You are my life now"; "And so the lion fell in love with the lamb").
6. Oh, and did I mention he sparkles and dazzles in the sunlight,
making his skin look "like diamonds"?
Everyone knows diamond are a girl's best friend -
and we can never get enough of them.
That's why, I'll always love to have a vampire boyfriend.
Baby, will you turn vampire for me? HAHAHA!
11:35:00 PM
I found myself inside.
HAHAHA!
Fat lah I know.
Shut up. =/
Kbye.
Forester reminded me,
these two quotes that make up Moggallana,
"Woeful but Wondeful."
"Destroy Mara, Save the Dharma."
:)
12:53:00 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I'm so so so touched.
Yes yes yes.
Destroy the Mara,
Save the dharma.
These are the things,
I'll never never never forget.
Haha.
http://pipalatree.blogspot.com/2009/01/moggallana.html
Thank you Shixiong. :)
11:59:00 PM
I played Facebook again,
due to Shiying's influence.
HAHAHA.
And the first thing I saw,
I saw 143 friends request,
102 other request. -.-"
Fainted.
It lagged my computer loh.
Siao one. Those who I don't know,
sorry ah, never accept. =/
I accept and reject till sian,
next time then accept and reject. =/
If I addicted to Facebook ah,
then must blame Shiying for me ah. HAHA!
Okay byebye. :D
11:41:00 PM
I was emo-ing with Raymond Tham yesterday.
Both of us missed the good time. :(
Like, seriously. :)
I'm glad, people who are in Moggallana,
had stayed on in SBM, and not be gone with the wind. :)
I'm so glad, really glad. :)
Anyway, pictures. :D
My boyboy eat Kangaroo and chicken leh. WALAO!
My brother bought the food, then he said,
"Boy ah, I grow so big, never eat before Kangaroo leh"
LOL!
Kaiwen was dare to eat veggie.
*Anticipated* Everyone so excited.
Look at his face, he's about to vomit already.
He ate it, and then the next moment,
he vomited everything. The bag was full with vomit. =/
He really cannot eat veggie after more than 10 years. =/
This is our steamboat dinner at SBM. HAHAHA.
Vegetarian steamboat. :D Nice.
We were eating and eating,
then stupid Ryan said,
"Walao, like sewage like that"
Then we started laughing like mad again.
HAHAHA~ Cute lah him, but he's leaving for Australia soon. =(
I miss the both stupid Zhenfeng and Melon. HAHA
Too long never see my face. LOL! Na~
I don't like my hair lah.
Help me think of a new hairstyle.
Damn sian already.
I want to cut hair.
But go Chapter,
damn expensive.
Or maybe, I should just go.
I met up with Yuanyi lao bu today. :D
Shopped around, got one belt while she got one pants.
Nothing much, there's so many people in Bugis Street today. :(
Anyway, I'm meeting Evelyn and maybe Andrina on Thursday,
for shopping trip at CityPlaza. WOOOOOOOTS~ =D
I miss my friends lah,
seriously.
Sometimes,
I just wished,
I could be myself,
back then...
I just want to live my life for myself,
I just want to find purpose in my life.
Sometimes, I just don't know,
what am I supposed to do anymore.
I feel so helpless.
I feel so useless.
Maybe, I'm just another emo girl.
And sometimes, I just wished to help myself,
but I just couldn't.
Discouraged by my failure,
I felt like giving my whole life up.
And let things take place as it is,
maybe it was meant to be that way.
If only, some people understood what I'm going through.
But at times, I saw how my friends suffered,
I just wished I could help them in some ways,
however, when I looked at myself,
I realised, I'm no better than them,
I can't even help myself,
how can I even help them?
I just want happiness,
I just want to do what I want,
is that too much I ever asked?
Maybe, it's just far too much...
Maybe...
Maybe...
Maybe...
Oh, fcuk it.
I should stop thinking,
maybe, my life was meant to be that way.
Forget it...
Back to project time.
Life truly sucks.
10:28:00 PM
I just entered into a cockroach world last few minutes.
TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD TMDDDDDDDD!~
You know, I was bathing just now,
I saw one big cockroach on the ceiling.
So being abit frightened,
I told the cockroach to go away.
I know it's dumb, but that's the only thing I dare to do.
Then, the next thing, I saw one cockroach on the floor,
bathing with me loh, TMD ! I use the water to wash it off,
before I can do so, I felt something moving on my leg,
when I look at it, it's cockroach.
I just knew, the whole trauma,
I was crying and screaming loh.
TMD!
Then never mind, I kept washing off cockroach,
but they cling onto my water pipe so tightly.
TMD. Curse you curse you curse you.
I'm sorry for those cockroaches that I killed.
It's out of fear, I'm really sorry. =(
Then ah, NEVER MIND.
After I bathe finished,
I came out, and there's SO MANY COCKROACHES ON FLOOR.
WTH! YOU TELL ME!
I quickly brought boyboy to safety,
and took pictures of the cockroaches.
TMD TMD TMD TMD!
Did I mentioned that I used to have phobia of cockroaches?
Because it's due to, when I was very very young,
kindergarden like that. =( I was with mum at market.
Then one cockroach fly onto my skirt,
then it was facing me, walking up to my head.
I cried so loud loh, from then onwards,
my phobia of cockroaches is to the max one.
WTH. After more than 10 years later,
I'm facing with cockroaches again,
furthermore, it climbed up my leg.
TMD SUCKS LIKE HELL!
You see those tiny brown thing on the floor?
YES THAT'S COCKROACHES. TMD TMD TMD.
I got evidence!
Can't cockroaches just spare me my life?
FU COCKROACHES !
GO AWAY LAH.
Tmd.
12:39:00 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
I came across my neoprints album.
There was so many neoprints.
From the one, me and my Mong group taken,
the one, JiaQi & I always take take take,
and how she changed over time,
changed so pretty right now. =)
Then then, I was out with so many people.
So many people in the photos.
So many many, I have many great friends...
But everyone changes with time...
I saw one photos that make me laughed,
it was the time when I went out with Randall, Jael & Weiming.
Damn funny, as Weiming's uniform was damn ugly,
so he die also don't want wear. HAHAHA.
It was some holiday time,
and Randall came up with stupid idea.
If I never remembered wrongly,
I remembered we had conference the day before.
Then we were saying we should go out,
and Jael was happy that we can go out.
So she agreed with the ideas, Hahaha!
And cause that day I needed go school,
so I didn't mind either.
So Randall being real nice,
don't want let me wear uniform alone,
he came up with his stupid idea. HAHA.
There's a lot of photos...
I really miss the past,
but it's inevitable that,
things do changed as time goes by.
Friends come and go,
people who are meant to be,
they'll stay...
But seriously, I really miss the past.
Time is going forward and forward each time,
and we are always rushing with the time,
hardly in time, we will ponder about things.
Today, I was trying to clean up my room,
I came upon these photos, that's the time when I pondered.
I miss everything, really.
I miss all my friends,
those who had walked in my life.
I appreciated everyone,
really...
I tried to look into my photobucket for photo,
those photos that I had scanned,
but all I can found is all these. Ha.
Actually this photo, supposedly, I'm the only one who is taking,
but they jump in without me knowing you know!! LOL!
And stupid melon at the back. HAHAHA!
Thanks Enghua bro for this present few years ago. =)
I was in Hello Kitty Fever at that time. HAHAHA.
Moggallana! Do you all still remember. :D
They are in http://www.mogallana-family.blogspot.com/. =)
That was the best time I ever had in SBM. =)
These photos are taken in 2005? Pretty long!
Ha.
Shixiong birthday!!!
Renci Hospital Visit with SBM. =)
East Coast time organised by me? HAHA!
The bird that Ivan almost rolled over but managed to siam,
and then he saved that bird! See, it's so guai on his finger.
On that day, he also very lucky, picked up a 5 dollar. LOL!
Look how Forester tried to balanced. HAHAHA.
Okay lah, don't say already.
I kinda miss all my past.
I miss the time when we always had outing.
I miss the time when everything fall in places.
I miss everything everything everything.
Maybe, I just needed some time alone,
to cope with the negative emotions in me.
Unhappiness is killing.
Sighed.
10:46:00 PM
