9:51:00 AM

sian day~~ din't go out just iin sch all day. and we have a drive run of the drill test.

hmm todae iin sch also northingy muchie. dun wan care so muchie lerhx. den during home econ time. keep ask here ask there how to do. wakaka. but in d end it's still so hard okay~ din't do alot question. ahhh. i sure flunk tat test. a VERI SURE ONE!! hmm den after tat we had a pizza. ii'm so full nehx!!

den after sch go tok with liangeng abt the past. and john started to disturb mii. =.=" sian sian sian~ suan lerhx. den jiu tok alot thingy loo. was like so sad almost cry. watever larhx. tears are nort meant to be dropped. so din't care so muchie den after tat go change those. den come to canteen den take pic with kenny.vivian.zoey. and anther is the huiwen one larhx. duno who also. den after tat jiu hug each other. and OH YA!! mauh first kiss is given out!!! =x guess to who? hmmm those guide pplx noe larhx horr =x and it's muah dear vivian. =)))

was like miss them like going to cry liao loo. ii reali miss uu all. miss all ur laughter miss all those thingy we were. friends forever no matter how far we were =)) promised to go to hongkong when we graduate and go find uu all =)) ii just love all of uu!!!! muack muacckkiee!!!

hmmm they sunday is going back lerhx. hmm den tat mean monday or sunday will reach. hmm ii just love them alot alot =)) hmm den kiss vivian den ii hug kenny jiu go up guide room lerhx. suddenly felt so sad loo. cuz it's like suddenly uu won't ever see ur friend again unless uu go over their country or they come over singapore. haiZz i reali miss them. nvm at least ii did treasure them before =)) they won't be replaced iin muah heartx lerhx. =)) forever okay. friends till the endd.

hmm den after sch jiu go guide loo. northingy muchie just a drive run on the foot drill test. and ii was like so nervous because ii was the first one to have alot of pressure. cuz when it's was muah turn tat time. rebecca come. teachers come. waliao ehx. den ii was like so nervous lo. keep say wrong thingy. ahhh =x but thanks to xiaomei narhx. she keep help mi those. thank you alot =)) den after tat jiu ii keep behentii =x keep faster wan to end iit. =x den finally over ii do back the squa for amanda. amanda cry~ after all those thingy. also northingy muchie derh. no need scare larhx =)) next time try harder okay =)) sayang sayang =))

den jiu tok abt those profiency badges lo den jiu go home liao. den jiu tok with liang eng and amanda. jiu cai bu duo like tat bahx. now come home blogging =))




there was no way to go anymore
ii was force iinto a corner
no more walking backwards
iif ii walk backward again.

ii would fall
fall to a 1000 pieces.
ii guess there's nothingy muchie special anymore
pls just let muah world get better.

7:41:00 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

cryiing iin a corner again~

hmm well the day iin sch is as usual =)) den after sch went to find randall and kelvin they all iin the library. the library so big >< iin =".="" iit ="))">< den tink tink tink. den saw muah file. den jiu xiang dao past. den jiu cry abit lerhx =.=" suan laio larhx. den jiu continue do. den do do do dao slp with kelvin liao =.=" ii mean he also slping den ii bu xiao xin also slp lerhx. =.=" den jiu slp alittle den wake up abit den do hw. was like so lame lo. den down there di siao with randall. =.=" so lame =x down there make kelvin he no gan jue derhx. dorts den after tat stupid randall go shout so loud =x cuz he listening to techno marhx. den he jiu shout loo =x so loud sia =x make dao kelvin wake up liao =x den jiu he go back slp abit. den wake up liao. den he help mii do hw =x help mii do the gong han. den ii slp =)) den slp halfway heard a gurlx voice den ii xia dao den wake up liao =.=" den jiu she hao xiang ask us to go away cuz tat place cannort have self revision =.=" waliao ehx. den we jiu down there di siao loo. say wat we wait dao the person come ask us get lost =x den ii jiu okay lo =x den we jiu down there listen song. make all the mp3 to wo de cuo =x den ii make muah one den kelvin make his den randall make his. den mii and kelvin always cai yi dian dian lyk 0.1 second like tat =x nvm narhx hor. den jiu down there crabbie. den stupid randall keep take muah foto. =x den jiu ii down there snatch his fone =x

den iin d end bei security guard gan chu lai =\ so lame den we jiu okay loo go liao. den jiu go walk the bugis street. den saw augustine. =x he no different larhx =x den he ask mii wher's muah kor den ii say he's iin camp =x den jiu ii say bye to him den jiu pei randall and kelvin look at ear studs? dui marhx =x den jiu after tat went to tat stylo shop =x den the gurlx say " guai lerhx guai lerhx " den ii huh? den he jiu smile at mii =.=" den after tat went to another shop sell ear studs derhx. but so lame lo =.=" the studs horr. is write as ear stdos $1 up =x so lame. den we 3 down there figure out how to pronoun it. den iin d end ask the shop keeper den noe liao it's ear STUDS =.=" BOO LARHX. duno how spell den ask pplx narhx =.=" den jiu we jiu go buy bubble tea. kelvin drink so fast =.=" den walk dao d other side he went to buy ice-cream. den mauh mother call marhx. den ask mii meet her at guang ying miao. =.=" den jiu okay loo. so ii pass mauh bubble tea to kelvin =x den so lame =x he help mii hold so long. dui bu qii nehx *sorry* and thank you nehx =))) den after tat pei muah mother crabbie there larhx waliao ehx. den iin d end she going liao she wan ask mii go ii keep dunwan *sobxsobx* muah drink lehx >.< den iin d end bobian ii ask them come up muah house =x den jiu sit outside play dog den ii go drink finsih mauh bubble tea. wakaka =x den awhile muah mother come out pei them crabbie. =x den ii also peii them crabbiie. den jiu request help boyboy cut hair =x so muah mother was asking them who wan dog cuz her friend iis giving =x but those dog iin those factory lehx those big big one. OMG!!

den awhile yuanyi call. i find her dun look lyk her usual self lehx. weird weird. mummy are uu okay~ iif nort okay muz tell mii nehx =)) ii always be here for uu. =PpP promised~ den jiu awhile randall and kelvin need go for work AGAIN~ =x so ii was left to help muah mama to cut boyboy hair and pei her chat =)) den jiu lyk tat loo. now muah boyboy has cut hair. look so thin *shock* omg!!! wait uu all see dao him will xia dao derhx. wakaka =x


hmmm has to cancel the east coast trip due to some cause =x so next week we will held iit again i guess? hmmm tink tat all for today bahh. OH YA!! muah comb was being confiscated by yangjie and ii was lyk giving attitude towards her alot alot =x sorry though =x ii was cursing and swearing alot. lame mii. hmm tink northingy muchie bahx. tml gort guide. can't meet kitty they all. sorry nehx. *gomensai*


hmmm nth muchi. kor kor is back. muah second kor kor weeee. ii love uu =)) hmm tink tat's all for todae. byebye.




ii just wanted to close muah eyes and stop tink of anythingy.
uu all were the one who make muah lyfe miserable.
wat else can ii ask for.
just stop puting words iinto muah mouth.

and muah parents.
uu tink ii'm nort stress enuff
uu tink ii'm so free of everythingy
uu tink ii am

fine with iit.
uu can just accuse mii of everythingy
accuse mii of anythingy tat happened in the world
everythingy is out of muah control now

take it or leave iit or dun bother iit.
ii dun need another thingy to appear infront of mauh eyes
ii had enuff
real enuff

thanks for everythingy uu all have done.
the society.the pplx. the envoironment.the thingy tat happened
has changed mii alot
real alot.

mii sux. ii sux alot alot. thanks for letting mii to noe how lousy ii am =))

6:13:00 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

hmmm first time with liangeng.esther take to bugis the mrt nia . FIRST TIME

=x hmmm todae english was crabbie. hmm had a presentation again >.< was lyk so lame loo =x it's different between a group and uu alone doing the presentation =x when uu are alone doing iit. uu tend to become so nervous tat uu would lyk shiver alittle. hmm den when uu are iin a group, ur whole presentation went funny. so lame =x we were suppose to do a presentation on a ghost for the news report thingy. and xiangkang was the driver and mii and liangeng was the passenger. den lynette was the ghost. hmm den the fangru and carmen was the two army. it's funny okay~ the whole class was luffing at us. den xiangkang " bang " car tat time. den he ahhh so funny loo =x he's the onli guy iin our group =x so we let him be the driver and yet make it so funny. wakaka`s hmm den nothingy muchie lerhx art lesson tat time randall smsed mii to ask mii go out. den ii jiu say shuibian loo =x go watch movie nia den after sch tat time pei-ed liang eng to find teacher. den gort one part iis esther narhx she throw down her flour baby and liangeng go kop =x wah seh almost burst sia. =x ii wonder iif iit burst iin the mid air. =x ii wonder how's liangeng now =x so cute =x hmm den after sch walk to mrt with liangeng and esther. was lyk all along we were lyk joking away. so lame us =x den after tat nehx. jiu take mrt. first time they take to bugis sia. first time. den somemore first time take with mii =x den after tat reach bugis. den jiu saw randall lerhx. den go with him den say byebye to liangeng and esther. den jiu go find kitty lerhx.


den randall start to childish liao cuz he requested to play the fountain. dne ii say uu go first den ii go =x den he go kana water den mii go nothingy kitty go northingy boo larhx uu. den halfway thru when we on the way to straw tower saw mauh neighbour also randall friend. =x so pro dui marhx. b0bian =x cuz they two same secondary sch derhx =x so he pangseh us to chat with his friend. den ii jiu keep say he pangseh kia those =x wakaka. den on the way with kitty we down there crabbie around loo. den finally randall come liao den we see alot movie cannort -.-" bu shi they watch guo jiu shi ii underage. dui bu qii!! den we decided to watch red candy. as requested by mii wakaka. den zhun zhun it's 3pm show =x so we chiong go there loo. den after tat randall went to go buy drink den mii and kitty down there crabbie loo. den say dao last time thingy haiZz. sadded sia. at first tried not to tink liao but nvm narhx =)) thanks for being there =)) hmm den after tat show startx. den mii and kitty went so lame =x ii hug muah bag he hug muah file =x so lame okay~

den ii first part jiu cover muah eyes laio =x hmm the show arhx overall scare-ed mii alot time narhx =x shout sia mii. so paiseh =x den gort one part kitty shout with mii. so funny sia =x cuz ii xia dao marhx den ii shout den he also shout. =x wakaka`s boo lahx =x den after tat jiu watch watch watch =x hmm let's mii explain the story. the story goes lyk tis. hmm they are being cursed by lili? is iit =x or miimiko? ahhhh ii dun onarhx. cuz ii also dun reali understand iit. den after tat once the person receive a call from their own number and it has tat ringtone. the particular person will die. no matter how they die. den after tat gort one part abit sadded sia =x the two couple stead for 3 days onli =x it's lyk 3 person went to the coal mine which the gurlx was being buried there. den gort one part is the two couple derhx. the gurlx was lyk almost being suck to the ghost. but the guy heard the fone which was being throw away into a canal yet it appear at the bush >.< den he went to take iit and answered iit. cuz he wanted to help tat gurlx. iin d end become the boy die. haiZz. sad time.

den duno wat wat wat =x iin d end is the kyoko arhx =x she gort split personality =x ahh ii duno nehx =x ii gong liao the story. muz discuss with kitty and randall =x the movie just out onli =x alittle bit lame show narhx. i duno how to explain iin blog narhx. =x wan ask den ask iinfront of mii narhx =x can explain more clearer =x more easy also. wakaka =x

den after watching went to bugis walk alittle den went back to the bus stop where they wait for bus den went there eat. ii din't eat. kitty went sm**ing =x den hmm mii went to slp =x den randall went to eat. den tat time randall go change tat time his 7 gone liao =x den ii saw him go the bugis den ii ask kitty he going take mrt arhx. den he say maybe?

den jiu chat chat chat awhile chat back the same thingy =x sad stuffs well won't write more abt it =x den jiu say wat he monday tuesday and thursday gort work onli. dne ii jiu say todae lehx todae wed lehx. den he jiu say cuz todae is holiday byebye =x cuz his 32 come liao. den he jiu go liao =x den jiu ii come home eat those den jiu now use pc blog loo. haiZz haiZz haiZz. ii just dun wanna tink but suddenly you cannort liao =(( hmmm as usual everythingys iis mauh fault again liao =)) can't blame other also. can onli blame muahself =)) it's all the bad kharma ii getting =)) the retribution those =))

hmm anywhere ii just reali treasure alot mummy tis group of friend and liangeng tat group of friend and rongyan =)) thanks thanks thanks and john =)) and alex =)) hmmm tink stopping here bahx.



ii was the one who hold the knife and slash iit across muah heartx.
tear apart. can't blame anyone.
ii can onlii pretend tat ii'm fine.
nothing else mattered anymore

can't tink of anythingy else to keep mii occupy
can onli tink the past memories
the happy time ii use to have
the sad moments when we use to have

no one was there anymore
ii'm no longer good iin use
ii hope tat memories would always stay
iin our heartx =))


aloysius =x is sux okay~ he say friends yuan ben jiu shi na lai li yong derhx. den nii qu si bahx =.=" ii dun need uu tis friend liao =)) thank you =)) li yong pplx is one of those thingy tat ii hated alot =)) thanks thanks =))

6:22:00 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Muah Sentosa foto =))

hmm hmm sentosa foto is here liao =)) thanks to zhen feng who burn the cd for mii. a big thank you to uu =) gan xie gan xie =)) hmm wil be a long one okay =)) cuz there's alot pic =.=" lyk 100+ lyk tat nia. ii upload 2 hour sia =.=" waliao ehx =.=" kk start here =))
hmm iif uu all wan wat pic ask from mii =x or uu all wan to see clearly ask mii =x cuz horr ii onli upload ofr the sake of muahself =x cuz tis iie one of the memories marhx dui marhx =x so ii wanted to put iit down. weee . but iif uu all wan any pic ii dun mind derhx. take from mi loo. but nort all narhx =.=" send dao when den finish arhx =.=" keke kk finish~

mummy and daddy kissing ><

mummy alone

daddy and mii and mummy

make by mummy =))

mii and mummy =))

mii and mummy and duno who =x

mii and mummy again =))

mii and mummy once once again =))

mummy.mii.zhenfeng

mii.zeyan.zhenfeng.mummy.cheryl

mii and zhenfeng. muah hair so messy =x the stupid wind.

the 4 idiot guy =x

wencai.shixiong.hangqii

we just came

alvin asked us to go there =x

Hey look lyk wencai holding muah hand =.=" dorts

yy so squeezy arhx?

the two gay

hmm wat am ii shock with?

Zeyan and weijie

yongting and fiona

is tat weijie's body?

alvin fall down oops =x

shixiong look lyk monkey =x

wencai showing his armpit =x kekes

what is shixiong doing =.="

zeyan and ting ting

mi and mummy hiding away from cam

mummy.tingting.zeyan

muah god!!

wat are they two doing =.="

act cool =x

the one who look lyk muah dog =x

shi xiong and ze ming

aaa? nv take hao the pic =x

zhenfeng acting cute and shixiong wanted to come iin to join =x

orhx yi ge pao liang ge =x

hi5 nehx

shixiong and alvin

wencai climbing a tree and doing pull up =x

eating time





daddy.aunt

still eat =.="

zeming acting cute

mii helping ze ming =)) see how helpful am ii =x

the boys

yi ge pao liang ge =x

shixiong help boyboy to massage =x

zhenfeng and zeyan

the couple

daddy and her affair =x

the water boy =x

daddy acting as corpse failed =x

a successful dead cropse =x

mii and mummy foot print =))

daddy slap affair ><

muah quan jia fu =x plus muah aunt iinside =x

daddy mummy and mii. quan jia fuu =)) muah head >< off

daddy starting to do her heartx

muah heartx

daddy's heartx

daddy wanted to prove tat it's her heartx so draw a D

mummy's heartx

daddy and mummy drawing a big big heartx =))

it's done =)) look weird ><><

about to kiss liao =x ii take too fast liao the pic ><

mummy and zhenfeng


hmm can uu pls close ur leg =x

taking cogate advertisment =x

the guys ><

ii'm all alone. no one cares. no one reali cares

daddy.zhenfeng


it's doesn't look lyk singapore sentosa ><

with muah help to let zhenfeng R.I.P

R.IP

yao guai >< a muscular man and a woman =x

muz baibai our zhenfeng =))

moglian praying him ><

is wencai a god? OH MUAH GOD ! =x

wahseh fu huo liao still act cute =x

ii say tat and he tried to stand up...



he scared mii >< =x

i can onli hide muah feeling.

games again~


no one understand mii. just no one

zhenfeng groupp

a couple tat mii and mummy saw and secretly take down the pic =x
zhenfeng's group again =))

muah group >< come ="x" style="WIDTH: 198px; HEIGHT: 121px" src="http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a107/RainxTears/DSC07550.jpg">
shixiong acting cool =x


we were lyk taking foto when the battery ran out. =x so tat's about tat day bahx =)) nice bahx. fun and nice =x lucky muah friend all last min nv come iif nort ii won't be enjoying muahself =))

7:54:00 PM