佘婉菱; 我的世界;我的生活



Friday, September 30, 2005

Last Entry To all my past derhx Friends =))

** Read for your own risks**

This is gotta be the last post ii write for uu all liao~ ii really hope that after todae, ii can lead a new life somehow like turn over a new leaf. there's something ii reali wanna clarify to uu all, because at sch ii can't get near uu all. Thru tis, ii wanted to write everything that ii truely feel for all of uu. Overall, ii wanted to thanks for everythingy that uu all done and help mii in the past. I don't ask for forgiveness, just hope uu can realii feel how ii felt. I'm nort asking for any sympathy from uu all. Just wanted to end everything for now. ( according to the alphabets)


To: Isabella
Sorry for embarrassing uu infront of all the pplx, ii truely understand already because ii experience it before. Liangeng actually tried on mii before so as to let mii understand how uu felt tat time. Sorry that, my last time attitude is sux. Before this incident, thank you for accompany mii to be my partner for everything iin 2F.


To: JiaQi
I really appreciate for uu taking care of mii. Although it's something that is small to uu, but it matter to mii alot. Thanks for accompany mii to the library to study and borrowing the books andd introducing your family members to mii =)) Thanks again for peii-iing mii to shop around "whole" singapore's shopping centre. This will be last day, ii treasure all the precious memories at east coast. Thankyou.


To: Marilyn
Thank you for the birthday cake and the chewing gums that uu have given mii last time. Last times, when ii asked uu whether uu culdd go out, but uu say cannort. ii reali never blame uu cuz ii understand that ur mother cannort let uu go out so mani times, ii never say uu betray mii or pangseh mii. maybe last time we have this misunderstanding and cause ii nv explain it to uu so it lead to more and more misunderstand. Sorry.


To: Priscilla
All the letters that uu wrote for mii, ii actually kept all up iin my cardboard, but todae ii will put it in a box and seal it up and put it aside. I thought uu are the one who understands mii the most, but uu are the one who actually hurtx mii most. There iis no use saying now as uu hatedd mii so much. Whatever ii say, uu won't treat it as a thing cuz uu dun even care. Actually, uu muz read clearly my blog, ii never say uu all. ii onli say one, the person is huiwen. paiisehh arhx, ii dun like ur bestfriends, but it's nort my fault. everyone have a dislike on someone, even uu right?? uu have the rights to dislike mii also, the onli thing that ii can do is to accept it.


To : All
From now ownwards, we walk own ways. You can treat me as a stranger, the choice is in your hands. Just wanted to say a BIG THANKYOU to all of uu, uu all helped mii go understand alot of things iin life when ii'm with uu all and when ii'm without uu all. Thankyou~




Endedd~


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too badd~

woohoO~ todae arhx, mrs wong is good =)) during recess, she given her class children day present =x den ii was standing out side marhx den she so nice can!! give mii the titbits, den ii asked toot korr for one and keep kacau him to give =x iin d end he give =x ii'm greedy cannort arhx. uu where bu shuang!! fuck off man uu. den after tat yuyang give out the zhii caii den ii take liao, den forget gort 3 pplx. den ii jiu suan liao pass all my zhiicai to them.

den after tat liangeng wan the potato chip cuz she now vegetarian. den ii bobian give her loo~ den after tat jiu like tat like tat loo. den ii bu shi gort 2 cheeseball. den yunxii wan one. dorts den ii give liao loo!! dorts~ den jiu like tat all gone. left one pathetic one. shld have given back korr. fan zhen eat no eat also give pplx =x

den after tat nehx jiu go the home econ loo. den jiu with esther loo. she told mii alot thing, haiZz thanks worZz. yuan lai SOMEONE is like tat one, unexpectedly =))

woolala~ someone go admit she bitch lehx. even some of those ii did nort refer to her, she also still admit she bitch. sad huh? even those thingy ii'm nort refer to her she also go cheng tang lehx. alakmaks. sad stuffs =)) nvm larhx now ii noe alot thingy lerhx xD, guess my ans for myself is correct =)) ii won't regret over iit derhx wahahaha =)) dun tink too highly of urself too =)) uu sux too xD so wat ii'm a bitch. ii love to sing II'm A BITCH xD !!! everyone also noe it derhx. uu bitch ii bitch everyone bitch bitch =x ii mean nort all larhx. some are nice pplx =))

oh ya!! thanks for visiting my blog to spend time looking thru my blog xD ii'm damn glad =)) thanks for iit. xD ii promise myself to reali end all liao loo =)) iif wan come make mii again come loo. say how sucker ii am. say how fcuker ii am =)) xD ii more duo liang du than uu xD won't with a xiao ren wu make spoilt my xing qing xD dun forget my life rawks =))

anywhere ii ended all the stuffs, ii deleted everythingy xD !! happy anort to finally get rid of mii xD !! happy marhx xD ii onli do things to pplx who actually trying to make mii, those tat din't. ii won't do anything derhx. uu choose ur choice, we can sever all ties derhx =)) for now at least ii can see who's the hypocrite, who's the backstabber and who are true =)) oh yeah ii seen thru all thingy lerhx xD !!

uu blame mii for everythingy yeah yeahh. oh yeah ii can serious say it all started from mii but ended from all those uu wan =)) ii tried to ended but uu wan to persue it more. den ii bo wei gong. aiya as uu wish larhx, uu wan look back to see all those stupid post also can. uu wan continue to swear and curse as uu wish =)) cuz ii did wanna give up totally, is uu all who wan continue tis one. lame can. FROM NOW, ii won't waste any efforts to write tis laio. ii gort better things to do out there xD

say as much as uu wan =)) ii dun care anymore foreverr. =)) ii promise tat ii won't even wan to care alittle at all liao =)) continue to scold mii in every where uu can =)) jia you bahx!!!



anywhere exams is around the corner. FRIENDS jiaYOU!!!


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Thursday, September 29, 2005

it's MY LIFE!! II LOVE MY CURRENT LIFE!!!

Rmb!! the ytd ii wrote abt a car accident? the person hit and runnn~ and the person is dead!! den now they catch dao the person liao. it appear on the newspaper. tink is wan bao!! go see bahx. it's a taxiii driver!! jialat sia~ the accident happen at 6.30 den the person die during 6.50~ the person kana head injury. but 20 mins lehx!! he shld have save him by bringing him to hospital or wat or even call ambulance, tat might help too =))

heard from his friend tat, the victim was a cheerful guy and he stay alone. he single too. he also a guy who treasure friendship, and always find his friend all those =)) haiZz. sadly, he passed away. just hope he wuld rest in peace bahx =))


den todae arhx, lesson as usual. slept during the chinese period for one period onli larhx. den we gort math lesson. II MUZ FIRSTLY SAY TAT. ii get a ZERO FOR MY MATH TEST!! how pathetic can it be xD !! but nvm at least ii noe tat paper ii nv put in effort. haiZz


den after tat kana scold by mr lee den go eat den go for math remedial. ii just pass my algebra test!! gort careless mistake. FREAK one!! den after tat had a chat with liangeng and mr lee xD !! den set off to bugis find chean. had a chat with liangeng. keke!! ii LOVE my LIFE SO MUCH!!! XD ii have all ii wantedd xD !!! except money xD who can sponsor mii with money xD !! den ii'm a gurlx with everything xD !!! but currently ii'm nort so interested in money larhx =x so ii'm contentedd~ neh nii neh nii boo boo~ XD

den went to peii chean awhile and ii came home, ii wan to come back to slp. dun disturb mii xD !!!





anywhere yucks =)) uu are yuckss . yes uu =)) xD ~ too bitch to be true xD !! ii won't be so unreasonable to hate somone so much derhx loo~ even hate ii also won't hate so much till can't be forgiven loo~ uu put urself iin my shoe. aiya freak larhx.. uu onli will tink for urself larhx right ? selfish pplx xD iin my life~ ii nv say so much badwords to a person loo. yeah yeah ii'm vulgar so wat. ii love the way ii am xD !! but vulgar to uu xD !! because uu are too much =)) TOO MUCH xD woo lalalala uu are too much~ too much~ too much too much XD ii singing again xD !! ii won't love uu xD !! nv wil ii xD !!! tooooo baddd~ uu are hatedd by alot pplx, just tat they are being kind to uu. too bad ii'm nort a kind gurlx. just TOO BAD, ii will make sure everythingy turn out right for mii forever while uu. woohoo~ see ur karma looO~ bitchy shoo shooo xD !! uu are everythingy tat i hatedd!! XD !! nort onli bitch arhx~ can say alot arhx. list out alot arhx. too bad ii'm kind here for uu xD !~ ii won't ruin ur reputation~ xD uu noe the thingy uu said before and done before. uu noe it urself XD !!! just another HYPOCRITE woohoO!!



yayy!! i enddedd everythingy tat shld be endedd xD !!! zao jiu wish laio!! cuz rmb i given up liao xD !! thingy tat ii give up is those tat ii totally disappointed on xD!! and woohoo!! WEEE!! now my life is BETTER THAN BEFORE!! so excitedd. IT's MY LIFE!!! XD


ii LOVE HIM!!
ii LOVE toot FAMILY~
ii LOVE pretty FAMILY~
ii LOVE adorption~!!
ii LOVE all the friends who CARES xD !!!

muackkies to all of uu !! LOVE ALL OF UU XD


uu will see the truth one day xD


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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

uu all are too jue lerhx =))

todae morning gort pplx die nehx =x saw iit on the way to sch. DAMN erxin! the blood all over the road. haiz ke lian him, guess he was writing his bike when suddenly a car bang him down. haiZz early in the morning nehx!! ke lian.. haiZz.

den todae arhx, lesson as usual, and ii'm as usual ii slept =x but todae more guai onli slept during art lesson, cuz MR JO is DAMN GOOD!! he brought us to the bio lab. well, ii guess ii sure ii'm nort gotta get into bio lerhx =x damn smelly sia the room, but ii manage to slp two period while d other was watching the stars warr, ii dreamt thingy sia =x weirong!!! xD. tis dream so true man~


den after sch went to take letter as usual =)) den jiu aiya northing much larhx dun say laio~ den liangeng saw ii cry those marhx den jiu blablabla~ woohoo~ den after tat her cousin come meet her!! SO CUTE CAN!! den after tat we three go bugis cuz liangeng wan pei mii!! SO NICE HORR!! den we went to kfc those loo~ den after tat went up to find chean =)) den liangeng they all saw her liao den go laio xD ~ cuz they wan see how chean look like xD !!

den after tat they go liao den as usual ii help take care of the shop den go shop awhile with chean =x so lame !! the shop was still open sia =x den jiu like tat like tat loo~ den after tat help her take care of the shop awhile den pei her chat those, den her kor come kacau =x the weilong~ also veri shuai nehx!!! no wonder ii saw look alike =x den after tat ii awhile pei her tok awhile den jiu go home liao, den now write blog lo =))



haha somethingy tat like wat uu statedd~ aren't true =)) did uu actually read my blog clearly? hello gurlx arhx~ ii say BITCH but nort other thingy, freak uu. uu noe wat uu did to mii, and ii'm veri veri clear tat ii noe wat uu doing =)) iif thingy tat ii did do, ii dare to admit. backstab uu? ii shi confirm dunhaf. believe it or nort. iif ii hate uu, ii zhi jie show uu the attitude tat "hey ii hate uu nehx bitch" =)) ii wouldn't like SOME hypocrite, still come ehh act friend to uu. ii WON'T. so stop putting words into my mouth~ it's no use =)) thanks for hurting mii =))

ii believe iin life there's one or two truth tat are nort out =)) believe or not, it's just a matter of time. iif ii din't do iit, ii can clearly waiting for the truth. yesh ii hate uu. so wat? uu wan mii to write down ur name. ii guess no need bahx, uu noe it's urself too clearly =))

pplx who hurt mii first time, yesh ii can forgive and forget
pplx who hurt mii second time, yesh ii can forgive but nort forget
pplx who hurt mii the third time, uu better watch out =)) ii dun need uu anymore.

sometimes ii feel, uu are just pathetic can =)) it's just too bad tat ii dropped tears for a meaningless stuffs =)) ii regret dropping all those pathetic tears for tis thing =)) it's meaningless can~ =))


ii do CLEARLY STATED TAT " ii believe iin karma =))" iif ii did anythingy wrong, the heaven will pull mii into a badstate =)) but too bad it's was just ur empty dreams when uu tink it's my retribution~ beacuse too bad gurlx =)) ii gain alot more friends tat ii usual have. and it lead mii into a happy life than ii use to have =)) they were the one who listen to mii and tell mii everythingy'ss okay and brought mii to a COLOURFUL WORLD XD iiLOVEthem TO BITS +))

so wat ii gort more friend outside sch, ii can be lonely iin the sch but ii still have my dearie liangeng and esther. the ADOPTION~ XD changed name liao xD ~ ii can nv be alone outside sch. woohoO~ felt sad tat ii get a happy ending yeahh =)) slap mi bahx =)) blame mii forever, blame mii for everythingy, blame mii yy the volcano exploded =)) blame mii for ur later tears tat uu dropped =)) blame mii for everythingy bahx ii dun mind xD ~ cuz iif ii did nort do, ii won't feel guilty nor nothingy. believe mii or anythingy. it's ur choice, ii can't decide for uu. it's ur life, it's ur path. uu wan listen or nort, it's all ur problem. as wat ii say, ii wash my hand off all tis. =)) ii give upp totally. so too bad liao larhx. ii make my mind up more =))

dun forget, it's uu who cause all tis. tink back and tink clearly =)) ii'm partly at fault so are uu =)) and ii do my part already xD anywhere ii earn alot of friend rmb xD !! II TRUELY LOVE ALL OF UU XD no matter the GOODs or the BADs =))

uu all are just saddistic man~ =)) go check out the meaning bahx, later put words into my mouth again =)) find pplx tio mii bahx ii dun mind =)) no matter wat, uu will pay for the thing uu done for it xD!! ii'm too rely on dharma tok liao, now believe too much on karma liao xD !! but ii truely believe there's retribution!~ hao zhi weii zhii bahx xD !!

hey ii found out ii write too much on tis liao,ii cai bu yao waste my time on tis stupid stuffs xD ii gort load more things to do than staying here and do tis stupid stuffs trying to explain. no use gurlx XD ~ ii'm just simply lame, anywhere it's my blog ii have the right to write anythingy. can ii once again STATE TAT ' BLOGS ARE DIARY!" it's just tat uu culd read iit =)) ii make iit a point tat ii would let the other noe wat ii writing even though to a bitch or wat =)) so uu have no RIGHTs to comment onto it xD ~ TOO BAD GURLS xD




ii lead my life wat ii wanted xD wat uu wan to do xD no point iin spoiling the way ii see life. cuz life is mine, uu can't make any decision for mii =))


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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

paikiia =x ~ oops !!

okay todae PE!! it's fun!! actually also northing muchiie, after running went to hide in a corner and study, but liangeng kana caught!! DORTS SIA! stupid mr lim, curse uu den uu noe =x

den after tat went to the table there ii totally lie flat there cuz my stomach was pain like saio loo!! pain dao ii can cry arhx!! den jiu lie down there loo. den esther tok abt the red cross camp tat time, damn funny sia they say the auntie's betty dog call like those AWOOOO nehx!! den they xia dao, dare nort move sia cuz ren jie told them one, whenever they heard dog's barking. NV MOVE!! so pplx RMB TAT OKAY!!

den ii jiu certified thingy to waiyee and esther lerhx =)) ii give upp realii~ ii done my part lerhx like wat liangeng say. =)) so ii won't regret anythingy wahahaha!! insult mii bahx XD do thingy infront of mii bahx xD ii won't be sad anymore. NEH NI NEH NII BOOBOO XP !!

wahaha ii'm lame, hmm den after pe gort chinese. teacher teach wat thingy II DUN EVEN NOE CAN!! ii slp from starting to the ending. dorts dorts.. den recess as usual went to change and went down to eat. ii was suffering can !!! wooho some pplx shld be veri happi right xD retribution dui marhx xD who cares. ii like iit xD wahahaha!!!

den stupid stomach keep pain, den ii tried to eat loo den starting to get okay liao. den slowly come back again, den after recess gort our IPW. now IPW permannently in class, cuz mdm ernie iis EXPECTING!! CONGRATS LEHX!!! muz give birth a CUTE CUTE CHUBBY CHUBBY BABY CAN!!!

den went thru our sci theory loo, den ii slp again. den MATH TEST!! OMG!! ii tell uu ii gotta get A BIG EGG for my tis test. I DUN UNDERSTAND TIS TOPIC LARHX further more MR LEE change the topic without us noeing!! SHET UU NIA!!~

den after tat was ENGLISH!~ MDM WII DAMN GOOD CAN!! she give us our children day's present xD !!! ii'm so excited can!! because i rmb we was like gumbling yy din't we celebrate children day!!! xD wahaha and she actually went with her husband to buy the present nehx!! SO TOUCH!! xD den we keep do our compre till the sch enddedd.

den again~ take taxii with liangeng, thanks nehx!! den alighted at payalebarr went to bugis find chean again~ tis time get to noe one guy~ call benn~ liyan mummy derhx stead =)) shuai sia~ but 21 nehx =x so oldd~ they all so pro cann!! now they looking for stead from 18 - 24. dorts~ andd chean's stead is 23. actually can see benn nort bad larhx =)) he's a nice guy~ he jealous tat liyan wearing her ex's buy for her necklace. den went down to buy one necklace for her xD so funny!! den ii help chean take care of the shop loo!! It'S SO SIAN taking care of tat stupid shop alone. nvm weii lerhx money =x BUT THEN!! take care awhile also no money. dorts ~ nvm larhx as a favour for my ahma xD


den gort one time,

benn asked mii " nii men jiemei arhx "
ii say " na li you."
he askedd " na xie gan mei gan jie loo "
ii say " mei you larhx, ta shii wo derhx ah ma xD "
he said " HUH!! wahh she bi ni xiao lehx become ur ah ma? den wo zuo nii derhx tai gong larhx!! "
ii say " DORTS!!~ "

den we down there crappie tis stuff. xD den like tat my pretty family bu shi gong liao =x gort one tai gong den my mummy bu shi become my mummy aka tai ma!! xD SO FUN~!!!

den after tat he went down to meet his friend, his friend also those kind of fun one. but =x they are big ear dragon xD ~ but actually they are nice larhx~ specially derhx gurlx. so cute, keep make the stead. they all 20+++ one sia =x so young~ but actually they are REAL NICE PPLX !! better than those act lian one. dabian~ so dao one. erxin derhx =x

den after tat they go liao, den left mii and cheann, den mummy call to ask mii go eat den okay loo ii say byebye to chean den go find mummy eat den come back use pc xD ii stlil can't understand the trigo ratio!! die liao~ who can help mii arhx !!!


ehhh den now nothingy muchie bahx =))




woohoo~ from now~!!!! cancel hatred to pplx =)) uu dun re mii ii dun re uu =)) my new motto iin life =x nort motto larhx, new rule larhx =x so ii all vanished diao lerhx no matter how hated ii hate uu =)) and tat bitch, ii dun care liao xD fan zhen after all we aren't friend =)) are we xD ii dun treat tat as friend? do ii? xD

and who cares abt iit =)) rmb ii dun treat uu as a friend anymore lerhx. so wat for care so much arhx uu? wat mindd ii tinking also nort ur problem. wat for expect so much from mii huh? wat for wan noe so much~ i wouldn't tell uu bitch =)) ii wuld treat it as if uu are an invisible person xD ~ because ii dun need uu at all. wahaha~ iif uu so guilty horr tink tat uu horr~ den it's just too badd. wahaha =)) thanks for all those troubles nehx~! idiot =))) be guilty bahx =)) there's more thingy uu shld be guilty of =))


it's glad tat uu give upp =)) iit's time lerhx~ 2 yrs lerhx, it's nort so easy to LOVE a guy for 2 yr. and asking mii to forget him completely~ it's IMPOSSIBLE~ =)) some more those memories we share at certain place still cling onto mii. somemore some is at my house~ how uu wan mi forget. iif ii truely love him ii can even wait 10 yrs down the road loo. nort wait larhx, is just still love him silently narhx~ it's just whether the feeling did fade anot onli =))

yy do my feeling fade so fast nehx? because all along deep deep deep in my heartx xD ii still leave a veri big place for HIM loo~ xP so wat can uu do?? anywhere get to noe xD he dun wan stead anymore lerhx. ben dan sia him, he like tat say = no say like tat. later iin a month or two ii heard tat he wuld have stead derhx. sure one larhx no need tink one!! xD =x ii can accept but iif they are at the right time. once my feeling gone means gone =)) onlii matthew, weirong came the right time onli =x


woohoo~ done done done~ ii tink ii might go rebond fringe on 16 oct after exam maybe meet chean go rebond. see how first larhx, might be later bahx. duno yet first xD



iiLOVEmyself xD


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Monday, September 26, 2005

Pessive-SMOKER~

HAPPY BURTHDAY KITTY!!!

todae was funny~ =x ii was so slpy all day long tat ii can't even resist from putting down my head onto the table. the teachers todae are crabbie cuz all their effort have gone to waste on mii =x cuz ii'm reali tiredd.

assembly tat time no teacher, so funn!! but ii was slping till abt 1.45 den ii wake up cuz chean call mii =x den ii wake up wan to ans tat time, she hang up!! DORTS SIA!!! den ii went to esther and liangeng there and chatted awhile den sch endedd~ den take taxii to paya lebar with liangeng cuz liangeng lombang mii!! THANKS NEHX!~ den take mrt back to bugis and went to find chean~

we was like chatting alot, from her stead to weirong, from weirong to liyan. from li yan to her mother from her mother to her father. zhong zhi the whole family~ and ii get to noe tat ii'm weirong's 4th ex xD si si si =x no larhx jkjk~ and he currently have 10 ex!! bth them lehx so manii zuo mo =x

after awhile randall came, den we started crappie again, played around until we was tired and rested when kitty called. and he TAKE A VERY LONG TIME TO COME UP!! bth him lehx~! den after tat we crappie awhile, den kitty went down with his friend to smoke. den left we 3 again, den we started our crappie again. it's FUN OKAY!! love todae alot xD

den after tat kitty and friend came back, so we play around again and we went down, den onli mii and randall din't smoke. d other all smoke lehx, the chean, kitty, geoge and another guy =x so we stand other side loo. haiZz ii became a pessive smoker lerhx~ shet~ =x

den chean keep disturbing tat geoge so funny!! xD den suddenly kitty come "hug" mii~ xia dao mii~ =x but nort reali hug larhx, just put hand over den like tat lerhx. den awhile they went to arcade and ii can't go because ii was wearing sch u~ so ii went up with chean, and she started to contact her stead but can't find. cuz she wanted to tell him tat todae he need nort come to meet her liao cuz she wanted to go back slp cuz tis few day she keep go out chiong till she can't tahan liao =x xD

den after tat ii awhile jiu go home liao den now come back blog loo~ so funn sia todae =)) ii love todae xD and ii love chean alot alot cuz we two like can tok everythingy under the sun derhx, no matter from our relationship to our family. just love her loads loads~ from todae onwards muz study VERI HARD, so maybe tml go her there and do homework while peii-iing her~ =x dun say ii bad xD i just LOVE HER LARHX!! woohoO~


hao liao loo ii going out to eat lerhx, so hungry xD



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ii realii wantedd to return to the past, can we?? iiMISSy0o!!! iiLOVEy0o!!


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Sunday, September 25, 2005

copycats and bitch sux =))

woohoo =x uu noe i just saw a friend's derhx thingy and a copycats who insist tat she's orginal~ my god~ iif she orginal she won't copy the thingy loo, wat they do she do. waliao ehx~ buay paiseh one lehx. den their alot of thingy kana copy also~ they way they write things also bei her copy. shou bu liao~ we are a bunch of ANTI-COPYCATS =)) iif uu are copying pplx =)) dun insist tat uu are the gurlx who is orginal =)) just another COPYCATS +))


and to tat bitch, bth uu lehx~ keep acting innocent waliao ehx~ ii believe iin karma and a place call heaven =)) so ii believe tat the more bad thing uu do, the more sin uu would build for urself =)) continue backstab mii, continue act like uu are the innocent one =)) continue do iit II SUPPORT UU GURLX!! xD ii won't let anythingy like uu to destroy my life again =)) uu have been destroying my life ever since the day ii noe uu, regretted sia~

like wat ii say ii wouldn't call uu a friend~ it's hypocrite =)) iif ii dun like uu, ii won't even wan to tok to uu loo =)) unless things tat ii bobian muz ask. so uu noe from the way ii treat uu derhx =)) ii won't be so fake to still go act as a friend to uu =)) wateverr retribution uu get, ii wouldn't pity uu =)) cuz uu aren't my friends at all =)) those tat ii dun call FRIENDS, ii guess uu reali can disappoint someone to the veri high point =)) congrats gurlx =)) well done *clap hands* continue to act innocent infront of them bahx, ii noe wat have u done to mii derhx. =))



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Kokweii's dog and todae =))

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tis iis kokwei's new dog =)) haven name yet

cute right? abit lookk like my dog though =x the breed like same. hmmm we all plan hao liao, after exam bring dog go eastcoast play =x hope it's funn =))


den todae arhx GOOD SIA!! ii finally fulfill my wishh!! going to ossy before exams, wahaha!! thanks to my new friend stella who helped mii all along +)) and keep peii mii till we reach ossy =)) SO NICE OF HER CAN! LOVE HER LOADS LOADS =))


hmmm den now veri late liao i haven do homework lehx, maybe later go bathe liao den go do homework laio. muz control myself from the temptation of the PC =x


woohoo ii shall stop here lerhx, todae has a veri short blog =))


take care nehx~


wat can ii do to forget uu? tell mii bahx =))


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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Shopping~ photo uploadded =)) it take times to load =))

woohoo todae was funn!~ wake upp around 8++ because dad and mum was quarrelling, den bla bla bla. ii can't get back to slp, so ii was editting muah friendster's profile. nort bad larhx, ii quite like iit but it's still constructing =x when ii'm done den ii would say lerhx. =x

after tat, was playing maple iinside helpiing john to lvl. he horr duno how to play like tat lehx always wan mii help hiim lvl~ dorts!! den after tat ii can't stand iit, ii was too slpy at tat time. so ii just off the pc and went to slp. wake up around 1 and called yuanyi's house to find her and find out she went off. so alot of thing ii haven prepared. ii haven't bathe, prepare. but ii have no choice but to wait for because ii'm afraid tat when ii bathe, she came and no one could open the door for her~


so ii waited and waited, finally " WANLING" den ii faster opened the door and went to bathe, came out and start our make-up session. so long since ii start to make up, make up iis so ma huan~ so mummy helped mii with the eyelinerr, nort bad larhx horr =x and after the make upp and we fidget here fidget there, den we went down for our lunch.

saw my uncle and auntie, they like kinda shock. dorts like ii wear till veri jialat like tat, den mummy told mii it's cuz ii look like ahlian~ wat larhx!! dressing onlii marhx, it's nort tat ii smoke or wat~ dorts!!!

so after eating, went to the stylo shop and yuanyii mummy bought a jumper at 29 buck~ nort bad lehx the shirt!! after tat went to walk around and we saw one shopp!! ii wan work there lehx can ii?? 1 hour 5 buck~ and tat shop is damn slack one, ii bet ii can while working while studying~ isn't it funn =x okay fine~!! i just hope the person call mii asking mii to work, but it's immediately uu noe, which means ii having exams real soon!! ii told the person can ii book the place for the oct like 20++ date like tat =x den ii can work cuz ii have finished muah exams =))

and she asked mii and yuanyi to write down our name and contact numbers den we say thanks and headed to other shop, went to a medicure shop, bought a something like doing the french medicure for 50cent~ cheap right =x after tat just walking around hopping tat we could find one tat could recruit after the exams =x *prayyiing*

hmmm after tat just went to bugis to play arcade but ii suddenly doesn't have tat kind of mood so we walk around the bugis loo, tried to find yeechean but her shop was close, dorts did she eat snake =x hmmm den just continuously walkiing loo, den went to mac to take pic so funn can ii just love muah mummy loads loads!! *give a big bear hug*

den went back to bugis street again, den kor kor call asking mii to pei mummy so ii went back to bugis and met up with mummy~ den went back to bugis street to shop, saw a black short ii wanted 16 buck onli~ ii need iit for sbm iif ii gort go larhx, den awhile duno who call muah mummy and so zhun she keep tok den suan laio lo den we jiu continue walk loo den went home den went to somewheter to take foto. damn nice can!! shall upload the foto =)) it's nice kies den went to fotoshopp iit. look more nice, but dun worry we did nort change wat face look. ii'm nort tat type. just change some like the sketch those =)) got one damn nice =x the wat my heartx bleed for uu =))



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okay mostly were yuanyii mummy derhx cuz bobian larhx she wantedd iit den ii just editedd some onlii so ii onli have afew pic =x anywhere nice marhx the bleeding one =x damn like tat one but it look scary gort blood stain~ dorts~



kk loo end here lerhx kor kor wan play pc lerhx byebye nehx takecare


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POLICE

Crazy one sia, my father's friend like kana chou ren like tat. tat one of those BITCH larhx, den after tat nehx duno larhx. the person call her sushii deli den ask the person is my father's friend a china gurlx. den the staffs say ya den they ask for her address. den the person give her lo.

den after tat next day gort pplx go her house kick her dog and bicycle those. den her two daughter saw one wearing black and one wearing white and another duno wat larhx. den in d end she cal us asking muah father was that us. fcuk uu larhx~ den muah father of course say no larhx, say wat "we will onli say uu infront we won't do those bu zhe xiao duan thingy behind pplx". he reali liao jie us =)) yes we won't do those stupid bu zhe xiao duan thingy behind pplx. freak uu~ go hell =))

den the person go report to the police loo, den like tat loo. den my papa like suspect us like tat. freak uu larhx~ like tat also bu xin ren us, all of us gort zhen ren loo. ii gort yeechean, blog, liangeng all those loo!~ freak uu sia~ tis blog watever thingy ii also write, ii'm nort afraid of anything. because when uu hate pplx, sure the pplx is someone who irritate uu =)) so it's just too bad =)) anywhere back to tat topic, freak one loo~ siao one.


aiya pissed~





watever~





trust aren't there.


goodbye~


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People Do Change

Woohoo~ ii was damn bored now writing somethingy abt change bahx.

hmm~ guess horr, everyone change their tinking and appearance. some care alot of their appearance. thinking lehx, ii can use muahself to set as a examples =x you noe ii keep anti-chionging and antii-changes in yourself. but now lehx~ chionging is funn, den ii rebonded muah hairr.

maybe as your ages increase, your thinking tends to change too~ sometimes when uur appearance change lerhx, pplx tinking also change, once they are popular. everythingy had change, from the usual person ii once noe, but den horr, haiZz. change to a person who seems to be a stranger to mii.


the sentence "NEVER JUDGE MI" it's wrong, everyone will judge uu. if uu are wrong, den uu still keep want to keep blame on other when there was partly ur fault, wth? it's just a waste of time gurlx =)) no point iin all tis, uu reali change. uu can't blame other for saying tat, because iin our eyes, uu were once tat gurlx who was kind, helpful, nice, pplx can actually get advice from you. but now~ ii guess everythingy change, uu are just another irritating gurlx, no offence. uu are keep trying to attract the guys attention~ wat for, u doesn't have to, iif they love uu, they love uu for who uu are like wat uu say. but uu want to act into someone just for the sake of something. ii'm nort sure wat uu going after, but ii'm sure uu going after somethingy =)) it's no point gurlx =))

just be the one uu use to be, and nort change for the worst gurlx. ii'm afraid uu would regret next time.




haiZz. ii just miss the past. where everythingy went so purfect except something abt the duno wat backstab larhx, but it's nice to get to noe a good friend though everything seems to stop haha. =))


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Friday, September 23, 2005

I SAW WEIRONG

okay todae lesson was boring, had a damn lame exam for the home econ~ den after tat jiu after sch went to find muah zhu~ den went to liangeng house with esther.
we two so blur sia, keep walk around finding her house =x den finally found, den went up to 17 floor~ and esther said she was nort sure whether liangeng is staying tis floor or 18. so ii keep shouted "LIANGENG" den no one ans, den cuz muah hp's reception was gone. so ii was so anxious!! after awhile, muah hp's reception came back. so ii quickly called liangeng, and she told us her house is at 19. *dorts*

so we went up, and her parents was cute!! keep insisting to buy food for us~ so nice of them although we said we weren't wan~ *dorts* den after tat helped liangeng copied thingy loo, hope she can catch upp lehx. den try to tell her everythingy tat iis in muah head and wat teacher say those loo. hope she can catch up sia!! she coming back on Monday~ woohoo! congrats her worZz!!

hmm den after tat nehx, went to keep help her draw the sci thingy, copied the sci note. because she had too mani thingy to copy already, so help her alot. den finally we finished, and chatted awhile before we go.


went home, chatted along with esther abt our dreams =x ii mean the real dreams tat uu have when uu are slping =x den after tat went home tat time, at bugis the esclator where uu need to go up right to the bugis village or wat so ever, ii heard one person calling. but is just like those muacking sound~ nort call muah name. den i look to the right, den saw no one den look to the left saw WEIRONG~ =x omg omg omg~ so qiao sia!! ii damn miss him!! watever, after tat went to meet muah mother and went home put thingys, and ii went out to bugis finding yeechean.

but ii saw li yan was there!! MUAH MUMMY UU NOE, both make up so thick, cuz they going chiong later. bth lehx, yeechean just ytd gort stead liao, cuz she ytd also went chiong marhx, den gort one guy jio her. so fast sia!! they both so chio can!! but like become ah lian liao =x nvm larhx ah lian are chio bu right =x they dun teach bad mii can liao, ii'm a pure guaikia xD.

they both also so tall can!! den after tat weirong came iin~ so zhun~ den he kacau them awhile. den he jiu play around den jiu go liao. woohoO~ =x watever larhx =x den after tat i also pei them awhile den go laio, come back play maple blog loo~

gort a invitation from the army to invite us to go join them lehx, muah kor kor duno gort wat commander officer arhx? duno larhx~ duno how to see the army rank~ den after tat nehx~ jiu like tat bahx~ haiZz



why uu always appear infront of mii,
when ii was deciding whether to forget uu.
YOU always just so happen to pass into mii.
making muah heartx once again going faster,
making mii crying inside.
all those memories, so close to mii, just seems to
fade away~

but ur appear, make iit all come back,
making mii sitting at a corner,
slowly finding back all muah memories.
searching for the happy moments we spend
the moments where we are at bugis, muah house.
it's all the memories tat ii wanted it to stay with mii forever

although we ended abruptly, but tis ending,
make mii believe tat, ii love uu it's true.
it's nort any puppy love, ii've been doubting my love and ur love
that's the problem to us. ii'm sorry,
ii ignore uu in the last few days of our relationship

ii was too doubting ur feeling,
uu have been playing your dear diablo more than peii-iing mii
ii reali hate tat diablo, because it snatch uu away from mii
uu been spending hours and hours even ur slp to continue playing,
suan lerhx, everythingy has ended =))

just hope we could return to the past bahx.
but it's a just an hopeless dream =))


sorry worZz, ii'm back to depress again. maybe due to HIM, because everytime when ii saw him, it's the time when ii'm deciding whether to let go everythingy and give everythingy a new start. but he just came, so suddenly. ii just can't help it when ii fall too deeply in him. it's just too bad =)) like wat zhu say"because ii feel he's bad" bad? maybe, maybe ii just love wrong person, but ii just can't help it. ii gort a choice, to be love and get a more happy life but ii choose to love him and lead a more sadder life. =))



but one question ii would like to noe =x * did he change his clothes =x for 3 times ii saw him, he zhun zhun wearing the same shirt =x * dorts ~ maybe it's qiao he too =)) aiya ii see how long can i love him nehx. like wat pris say bahx, if it's true tat uu love him, uu won't be so easy to forget him. it's won't be tat easy =)) guess it's sounded true =)) nvm tat, let tis behind mii first =x study first =))


ii guess he now going chiong with his mei and cousin bahx =)) sure get to noe new gurlx lerhx~ suan lerhx =x ii sure can't win derhx marhx, ah lian lehx =x chiobu can!! =x




stop here bahx =))


ii STILL LOVE uu like BEFORE


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Thursday, September 22, 2005

Photo and LiangEng!!

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Can anort arhx =x



hmmm ehhh!!! LIANGENG IN HOSPITAL NOW!!! she kana accidental!! ii hope she fine, maybe tml ii going to see her after sch. KELIAN HER LEHX, just sick finish den accidental. waliao ehx, she is the first friend ii met gort accidental. waliao ehx!! ii reali hope northingy would happen to her, GOD BLESS. watever GOD ALSO BLESS!!! she cannort gort anythingy wrong derhx worZ!!!!


Can't lose muah tat wat 1 2 3 wee~ derhx also!! cannort worZz!! II HOPE SHE FINE NARHX!! faster tml faster dao, ii wan go see her!! althought i was ban from going hospital by muah mother. dorts~ BUT WHO CARES LARHX, when ur best friend get into the hospital, uu still care so much for the rule ur parents set mehx. FCUK IT~


arghh ii'm just damn worry now~




ahhhh hope she fine!!





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YeeChean muackk =))

woohoO~ went down to bugis to peii-ed muah darling yeechean, she still tat chiobu!!! chio gurlx gurlx nehx!!!! she quit sch and now finally she found a job woohoO! congrats her. her one month salary was 900 and if she do it well, she might get a raise.

her job is damn simple, she jsut need to sell one thingy and she can continue. and it's the most slack work uu noe!! but damn boring =x nvm larhx suan lerhx. ii maybe joining her~ see how loo~ after exam ii jiu going lerhx~ pplx muz come guang gu when ii work there okay xD

hmm den norhtingy muchie lerhx bahx~


after mdm wii talk horr, =x seriously ii reali need to get back to work lerhx. after todae guess ii won't blog so often, but still will blog den maybe on the pc and go do homework those loo den study loo. zhong zhi won't play so mcuh lerhx. it's true tat tis few month alot of thingy went, ii also been thru it now. all the problem came at one go, it's like something heavy drop onto uu, and uu die anytime. but, miraclely, ii survive iit =)) ii've been thru those family problems, friendship problems.


so maybe since ii have gotten over, ii muz get back to muah work and nort let muah mind wander off anywhere. it's sux to be taking muah result and it show tat ii dropped into NA. ii wouldn't want tat, at least a art class might be nice because ii'm sure ii can't get into a thriple sci class =)) wonder who will ii get to be with as classmate ?? *wondering*



ii realised, we are no longer the older us.
uu wanted to leave don't uu
den just let iit be, ii can't promise uu anything
because ii'm afraid ii break iit =))
nvm anymore, uu are gotta go next year.
no point anymore. everythingy would end sooner or later
ii admit ii'm selfish, ii'm afraid tat when ii got uu,
ii would lose uu, ii rather nort to have uu in the first place.
ii have alot of the regrets in muah lyfe too much.
ii wouldn't want another one from uu, reali.
and iif ii reali have choice, ii would rather wanted to love uu than tat jerk
who played muah feeling like no one business
left mii just like tat and more worst, to be torn into piece.
but ii do have no choice, ii choose to love him.
and tat's it. ii'm sorry.
just let mii mend muah heartx before ii decide on anything.
ii'm sorry~


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I'm HYPER ACTIVE TODAE =))

hmmm todae arhx starting was boring, ii was damn tired todae tat ii slpt a whole period of the chinese. mdm yang jie din't come also duno yy, heard tat she had gone home. maybe she was sick?? hope she faster get well worZz, exam coming liao cannort live without her =x

den jiu northingy muchie, after sch play around eat abit den go up. den we started our japanese war =x WAHAHA =x mii and avril was like fighting with each other by using jap word to shoot each other. wakaka!! lucky ii did learn one okay!! wahaha =x but ii nv go for lesson larhx just learn it muahself but ii stlil felt it's nort enuff until todae ii speak alot and then ii find out some of the words they dun even noe. WAHAHA =x keke~ tis is funn!! next time can speak in jap and no one will noe wat ii mean. wahahhaa!! zui hao dun copy mii sia uu all. lousy one!! onli noe copy den duno how to do other htingy lousy!!! =))


den after tat nehx went home with liangeng and saw xiangyu they all. dorts zuo mo always gort problem derhx~ nvm nvm~ den went home loo den now playing den yeechean call say she at bugis working. ii going there find her liao =)) keke ii love uu all =)) muuackk!! ii love muah yeechean too!! she always rmb mii and nv will ii forget her too =))) ii go liao~ maybe later come back write or maybe nort lerhx xD.


enddeed~




was all ur words true? ii felt like a loser, all are just lies =))


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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

todae arhx TIRED DAY, cuz ii did nort have enuf slp den chinese lesson tat time slp awhile, english we was like going thru the composition like tat. after tat nehx recess tat time with rongyan~ dden she help mii tie hair those, den mr thomson suddenly come scare us sia ~ dorts~ den after tat jiu history. ii gort one test with liangeng cuz we din't come on monday marhx~!! dorts sia!! ii sure flunk it~ ii dun even noe wat's half of it is toking abt. watever~

after the history was art, look like tis time derhx art quite easy draw nehx XD muz draw hao hao liao tis time, last time the midyear ii draw wat neopet, shet mi larhx =x crazy mad dog one nehx mii~ go die larhx =x hai ownself get 53 !!! and the drawing is so OMG~ SO CHILDISH TILL CANNORT. cuz ii admit ii reali din't put any effort into it =x tis time muz liao!!! wish mii luck kies pplx =))

afte muah art was CV, first period came a wat MDM HAN? was iit? mr han derhx mother arhx =x no larhx jkjk~ den during tat period with liangeng they all discuss wat's our group wan name xD =x we decide call alot sia wat 123 WEE~ =x cuz the wee nehx is because ii'm W and esther is E and liangeng is E also =x cuz we find bu dao any word tat is L so we use her name change to E. den at first ii put EEW den liangeng say yy nort put WEE =x den ii cai xiang dao sia =x den 123 is liangeng tink derhx =x the 123 can make into our name sia =x next time draw liao den ii upload =))

so we was like struggle out for one period, and guess wat we tink out
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it's northingy =x

next time den we tink again liao, cuz the next period was mdm wi liao so faster go back mauh place, den start reading the harry potter read dao ii fall aslp =x den after awhile we go liao~ den went home with liangeng. saw dexter kor~ say hiii!! to him!! he so dao loo!!! arghh!! next time dun li uu liao larhx~ nvm at least he respond toi mii by shake head~ dorts!!! after tat nehx~ jiu go home loo den halfway thru saw tat guy forget his name liao den take mrt wtih him loo den in the mrt saw songweii~ so qiao he going bugis so we go out to bugis together and ii went home put muah bag and went out again.

actually ii need to buy muah stationary, rubber band and muah earstick. but the rubber band shop is nort here so nvm loo~ after tat bought muah stationarya nd went home~ cost mii 7.95!! ii'm so xintong!! but nvm larhx~ next week den can save liao haiZz!!


den after tat come back use pc den play maple play till now den faster write blog cuz kor kor wan use liao =x





i duno whether uu are just kidding with mii,
but ii seriously like the way uu care for mii.
iif ii have another choice,
ii would choose to fall in love with uu =))


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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Pe time~ boring~

hmm todae had pe~ went running 2 round~ ii was actually playing a fool xD ~ esther so guai, still runn, den after awhile we went to the bench tat and tok loo. den liangeng rmb the past den she almost cry sia~ scare mii!! all because of tat bytch~ who go around ruining pplx's life. will tat reali make uu happy? going around backstabbing us funnn mehx~ ii doubt so =))

den after tat jiu go walk awhile den we jiu go line up those loo~ den after awhile we go up liao, den jiu chinese lesson loo, slept for around 15 mins~ aiya ii just hated to go thru story, it's just seems like grand mama story~ dorts~ it's so boring!!! den after the chinese went to find mdm wii and mrs wong for the cookie~ mauh god sia, tis year pplx are so xingfu uu noe~ the weiyi they all have alot of cartons of box nehx~ den they get iit during recess which mean they can just give out like tat and last year ii have so mani and yet it's after schh~ freak it sia!! screwed up cookies =x

den after tat went back put the cookie den went down eat~ den went back grab muah sci book and went to the ipw room, so boring again~ yy todae derhx lesson all so boring one!! den after awhile finish den went back class for math lesson, also veri boring do wat symmetry, it's primary sch work larhx!! after the math lesson was english, we was like keep on copying the corrections. so tired, den ii help out mdm wii and alwin to pack the report book~ mauh result is so bad tat ii can hardly go around hao-lianing~ arghh! there were 3 fail iin muah test and it pull muah overall down, so tat mean ii have 2 fail iin overall. ii flunk muah math and english with 48 and 49 respectively~ ii reali hope ii pass by the end of the year if nort ii gotta spend one more year to graduate from tis sch.


so after all tis , went home with liangeng. chatted alot again~ she is just another gurlx who ii can give muah hearts to =)) she noe alot of muah secret nehx~ so honoured horr =x can say tat watever thing ii tell her, ii have no worries tat she would split out one day =)) she is a definitely trustable friend and whom uu can confide into =))

hmmm tink tat abt all bahx =)) ii guess after exam ii gotta make a new blogskin~ getting abit sick of muah current blogskin =x it's seems fast though~ hmm but next blogskin shld be another more lively yi dian derhx. keke song wil be change too~ but still can't decide wat song shld ii be putting~ dorts!!


anywhere ii just need muah FOTOSHOP!!! the pc was format and all muah fotoshop was gone~ arghh!!! ii just need iit now narhx!!! and after exams gotta find afew khakis to go shopping keke~ gotta start saving now!!! keke after tis week ii can start save lerhx~ wooohoo~ muz at least have like 50 buck to let mii use larhx =x ii mean AT LEAST keke~ hmmm den still gort wat arhx~


ii wan to get mauh hair some treatment lehx~ but it would cost mii a bomb~ dorts~!!! anywhere ii have started planning how to spend the 448 =x 20 to muah papa 20 to mauh mama~ den 8 aiya dun say 8 larhx =x den left with 400 den save 200 for the hp cuz i'm still nort sure whether mauh papa is saying the truth tat he would sponsor mii to buy any hp no matter how ex~ =x ii hope he take his promise but ii still need to save 200 larhx~ den 100 for shopping~ den 30 for buying colour pen~ den 70 gotta save loo~ for emergency =x den the 8 dollar also go save loo~ =x

hmm and oh ya dun ever call any person a cheenas can~ it sound insulting! ii was called once by weiming~ felt insulted when ii tink back~ cuz at tat point of time, ii didn't noe wat does it means until he told mii. but there was no rage of anger tat time =x but now ii just felt insulted and ii'm nort angry~ =x but it help mii a little by determine mii to improve muah english~ and ii gotta prove it to him. damn him~ =x nvm it's all past =)) and now he got a lovely gf, but sadly she gotta leave for australia by tis year and she won't be coming back anymore~ hope their love still last as long no matter how far they are =))


ii'm nort gotta break any promise from todae onwards =)) *crossed finger* no more iin emptying iit lerhx =X last time break the promise, make mii feel like a loser. but there's was a promise currently tat ii'm afraid ii can't give iin, ii told muahself veri clearly, iif ii doesn't even like uu nort even alittle feeling~ ii would nort accept anything. ii dun wan hurt uu reali~ iif there's no feeling there, the relationship will end sooner or later. ii'm sorry ii lose too much trust on the relationship ii have before, its just seems like ytd. everythingy seems so close to mii, ii reali still can't give up on him. ii tried, but ii failed. it's isn't as easy as wat u tink. asking mii to giving up muah firstlove it's hard, uu go around asking everyone, do they still rmb their first love? the first guy who took their heart for the first time. the first guy who let their heartx beat fast when they saw him. who would ever forget? though some had give up, but ii'm just being weak okay. i admit so wat~ uu can't force mii to love uu, can uu?


hmm ii try to cut down on muah sms now, muz concentrate on mauh study lerhx. woohoo~ ii just love muah lyfe~ wu you wu lu one =x weeeee~ after tis year den say =x muah promise till tis year xD hmmm anywhere ii'm bored =x end here liao narhx~




ii can just pretend like it didn't hurt mii at all =))


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Monday, September 19, 2005

can't pretend anymore

woohoo ii'm back from the march of the penguin!! it's so sad can~ okay the movie goes like tis, it tok abt how the penguin find their mate and started to mate =x and tat part was so paiseh can, =x ii keep cover muah eyes =x oops~ den after tat jiu tok abt how they start taking care of the egg. the PAPA penguin is so goood uu noe~ they sacifiace themself to save the baby uu noe~HAO WEI DA~ the mama like onli lay egg den go find food liao den come back take care of the baby when the baby is already hatch~ dorts. next, is the time for the papa to go find food. den awhile tat time when their baby penguin was out walking, a strong wind came. some of the baby died~ ii almost cry uu noe!! SO SAD~ den gort one part is the eagle come kacau the baby!!


muah hearts was like went stumping so fast =x den the baby penguin is so cute uu noe~ their speech all those =x and their ACTION =x walk like they are falling sooner or later like tat~ it's so cute~ but a sad show~!! quite meaningful narhx. den after the show, when we were outside the cinema, ii was like a candy gurlx~ giving out sweets =x actually ii'm clearing all muah sweets~ ii dun wanna bring home!!!! and the greedy simin seems to love sweets alot =x so ii gave her alot~ keke!! thanks worZz.


den after tat take the sch bus back and went to find zhaohong for muah report card and eugene for muah homework and went back with esther they all den halfway thru they had to go take bus, so ii joined jinghui, anu, jocelyn~ den awhile jinghui and anu went off, so jocelyn and mii joined peggy, rachel and waiyu~ woohoo they are a bunch of CLEVER GURLX. their studies simply just rawks to the heaven =x i envy them alot alot~

after awhile, went home with jocelyn~ woots ~ todae seems to have alot pplx who cut hair, but it turn out veri cute nehx!! like belle one and jocelyn!! their seems veri cute nehx~ small small derhx den thin thin one! waliao ii also wan one =x but ii she bu derhx cut larhx =x woots~



ehhx~ someone seems to tot tat the bitch mean her, although the bitch ii'm nort refer to her larhx ~ dorts alakmak sia~ keep diao mi whenever ii see her~ dorts~!! wat so fun abt diaoing?? diao pplx fun mehx~ dorts!! suan lerhx~ neva mind liao~ it's her own decision to tink tat's her~ iif she guilty abt saying or doing somethingy behind muah back den tat's too bad~ ii always treat her as muah friend. it's all her decision bahx~ nvm~


OH YA did ii say ii started to get alittle liking from hello kitty~ tat gurlx better dun copy mii~ always wat ii like uu copy derhx lehx~ bth uu~ no own sense of orginality lehx~ suan liao~ shui bian nii~ just tat ii getting alittle liking since tat time ii saw the necklace tat ii wanted buy tat cost 29.90 and ii din't bought in d end, enghua kor bought another one for mii cost 25 worZz. thanks worZz =)) hello kitty seems cute =x maybe the next blogskin might be hello kitty? who noes~ watever larhx dun care =x next time den say~


hmmm ii'm planning for muah holiday work liao =x iif by all means tat ii can't grab any work, den ii might going into long john silver which ii always wanted =x guess might be iin bugis one? more convenient for mii, no transport at all and ii would nv be late. keke~ it shld be 3.50 for ever hour?

so ii'm counting tat ii will be working from 10am to 6pm, so it shld be 8 hours~ and ii will be getting 28 dollar for one day~ and ii will be working for 5 days~ or 4 days~ let's count it as 4 days first? so ii will be getting 112 at the end of the week. and ii shld be working for the nov holis, so it's 4 weeks though? so ii will be getting 448 at the end of the month~ WOOTS~ isn't it cool~ ii can save it up and buy alot of thing, iif can find other work den tat and have better pay ii will be going for iit =))


hmmm tink not much other thingy to say bahx =))



ii admit ii did like uu alittle, but uu showed mii tat uu are just another bastard tat ii came across =)) thanks for hurting mii for the 2nd time =)) keke~ no more in trusting ur words anymore!~ ii'm gotta be sure tis time, just get out of muah lyfe~ ii dun need any bastard in muah lyfe at all =)) just another lousy guy ii came to. keke!!!


ii'm the new mii =)), the past is just a memories tat can fade anytimes =)) ii'm nort holding tis memories at all, ii'm letting go of iit =)) it's all wat uu wan, ii just do wat uu wanted mii to do.




am ii silly to believe uu, uu make mii lose the trust tat ii have for uu


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PIANO EXAM. ii'm scare~

I'm Back from muah piano lesson, =x ii din't wear sch uniform and ii am unable to go back to sch. since in abit more time, sch would be over so wat for ii go sch and get a scolding for nort wearing proper uniform to sch~ dorts`


exams is quite okay, but ii played alot of the wrong thing, because ii was TOO AFRAID!! ii hope ii pass reali i hope ii pass. the scale was fine just one of the major ii played wrongly. ii was suppose to play E Flat Major and yet ii played E major!! shet mii!! arghh~ nvm ii hope the examiner dint find out anythingy. the sight reading was purfectly fine~ because the piece is kinda easy. the aural nort too bad either, just tat the reading of the note with the playing of the music make mii went bluf so it went all mess =x nvm~ but the last part for the period thingy ii guess ii make it alittle better. OVERALL II JUST HOPE II PASS LARHx, maybe the examiner veri strict one lehx who noes? scally ii alittle wrong he nort happi liao let mii flunk it CHOY~ =x okay watever but he's a nice guy =x


he so nice can~ he keep give mii those easy type one. woots!! so happi happi woohoo~ guess ii gotta rest for awhile cuz of tat stupid bus who make mii wanted to vomit. stupid uu!! maybe grab muah uniform into muah bag and go cathay meet them =x if gort time shop awhile lo~ woohoo~ maybe go buy alittle thingy den go find them. maybe some titbits? cuz ii'm veri full now and guess ii buy for esther they all eat bahx. dun say ii forget them II NV OKAY =)) just simply love them keke~ ii guess ii buy abt 5 dollar titbits bahx den give them. was iit enuff? arghh nvm if it's nort enuff ii go buy again loo~ since they are nort allowed to bring bags along. poor them.


gotta go now loo~ ii just simply wear so anyhow =x tis is the first time ii go into orchard road wearing like tat sia. nvm~ ii'm just too lazi to change. who cares fan zhen it's sch outing =x later pplx see lerhx bu shuang mii =x hai shii jian jian dan dan better =))



end here liao ii'm late!! it's 2pm now but ii tot they meet 3 ? =x NVM NVM~ ii go out buy titbits first. BYEBYE~ love yu bloggie =))



are we suppose to be? shld we get together? or was it just a plain white lie from uu?


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I'm SCARE!

woohoo ii'm off for muah piano exams now~ ii'm scared reali reali~ ii seems to forgotten all the major scale and minor, it's 100++ scale uu noe~ it's no more like grade 5 which i have like about 80++? it's 100++ uu noe~ how can ii memorise iit~ and the period those how am ii gotta memorises iit~!! arghhh~ ii getting mad liao~ ii hope ii just pass, just merely a PASS and ii would be grateful to the examiner which ii own a treat to =))


II HATE MUAH SCLAE MUAH SCALE SUX!!! ARGHH~ ii reali hope ii pass!! realii!! omg omg omg ii'm so scare how how how~ arghhh watever byebye ii'm off now. =))


i wish muahself good luck keke =X


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Wo0t Piano Exams iin a few hour times and ii can't slp!!

OMG~ muah piano exams iis coming~ and ii just can't simply closed muah eyes and slp although BB have advised mii to slp and shanyuan too!! sorry worZz, ii just can't simply closed muah eyes. because when ii close muah eyes, it's gotta be the day where the sun shine high and it's muah death day!!! II'm AFRAID!! ii realii doo!!! ii so regretted ii nv pratice it well and hard!!!


arghhh~!! now ii just memorised afew thingy abt the period like the baroque period, 20th century, the classical and the romantic period!!! BUT it's just DUN SEEMS TO GET INTO MUAH HEAD!! oh man it gotta be the worst exam ii have ever take, just pray hard tat ii get a nice examiner and when ii see him, ii simply tends to do muah best =x hey how ii wish it's him sia =x wahahaha =x okay one good thing ii can do woohoo!! just treat the examiner as HIM can liao =x woots!~


hmmm todae arhx got the religion thingy, lik wat liangeng say~ when ii do tiis, it's remind mii tat ii have grow upp, and the memories of the past shld be forgotten~ but but.... haiZz, ii dun wan forget lehx! such a memorable memories!! nvm, after all tis ii gotta change =)) into a more positive derhx larhx. like wat kitty and liweii say, ii seems toooo pessitismistic over life and tat wat make it tat ii can't see thingys clearly =)) it's true. keke~


ii promised to study hard now, but during tis few hours it gotta be the time when ii pratice hard on muah piano!!! and ii chiong all the best for muah piano. and after tat gotta concentrate on muah studies~ promised~ *crossed finger*


ii rmbed a promised tat ii have make tis year with mauh kor tat ii forgotten all about iit!! lucky ii din't empty it okay!! woots =x tat the promise is, ii'm nort gotta have any stead throughout tis year woohoO!! woohoo!! tis promise is nort gotta be broken wahaha =))


oh ya ii got a hongbao woohoo!! it's alot okay to mii =x gotta save it up for the next shopping trip if nort i gotta use it to do mauh fringe rebonding~ weeeeeee!! isn't it nice!! so happi~ and ii promised to do well in muah upcoming exams and gotta relax with muah TOOT FAMILY iif ii score well!~ =)) gotta do all muah best iin it =))


woohoo let's see how well ii did for tml! wahaha =x ii hope ii do well =)) THANKS FOR PPLX WHO WISH MII GOOD LUCK!! II LOVE ALL OF UU =)) Thanks for rmbing tat ii still have muah piano exam going on =)) thanks marilyn, john, shanyuan, lynette, zhaohong, songwei, liangeng, cherie, poeifang, yuanyii. ii simply love all of uu.


And stupid hangqii who curse mii!! ii gotta beat uu down!! HMPH~ woohoo ii'm flyingaway~ ii wan slp liao, tired. gotta wake up iin 2 hour time and start pratie muah piano. now it's 2.10 now, gotta wake up at 4.30 =)) okay end here byebye~!!!! I HOPE II DO WELL TML =)) WEEEEE~




ii will love uu iif ii can, but ii couldn't =))


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Saturday, September 17, 2005

piano,tampines~

todae arhx wake up around 11am, den went to watch tv awhile and bathe and prepare to go out, den take 133 tat time saw hong li and zinc? how to spell =x duno larhx. so qiao tat we happen to meet at bugis derhx 133. =x den after tat go there play around, kana disturb by the stupid LI WEI, bth him derhx lehx. keep hit muah head, if ever ii gort stupidd uu better get iit arhx. den stupid zhen feng throw tat stupid pillow on muah head, SO PAIN!! curse uu nia =x no larhx jkjk. hmmm den play around den hug mummy and daddy den ii go laio.


went to kovern, ii was super early!!! so walk around loo, saw few things ii wanna buy but it's so FAR can!!! nvm next time meet lokwei or wat since they stay them xP den after tat nehx, jiu like tat loo. time up lerhx den ii go iin loo, ii was so tired can!!! no strength to play properly, den it's all in a mess as ii can rmb. nvm, watever it's all over. wasted muah 20 bucks =x zhi yao tis coming monday dun do in a mess den everythingy would be good. keke =))


den after tat nehx~ rush back, ii was LUCKY uu noe, ii reached the kovern mrt tat time ganggang hao the mrt come, den ii reach doubty gaught tat time also gang gang hao the mrt come, den ii reach city hall tat time also gang gang hao come. woohoo~ den went to tampines eat muah ban mian den went to walk around with zhenfeng, hangqii, mummy. zhenfeng went to buy mooncakes =x den awhile we jiu go liao, den met ehhh =x those two ii duno their name nehx. =x sorry worZz, den muah family had extendedd =x gort one more toot korkor =x IT'S ISN'T FAIR CAN!! muah mummy larhx want a toot er zii, den so jialat jiu ask tat stupid hangqii. and SO JIALAT, ii wanted to be hangqii's jie cuz ii'm OLDER than him by 7 days loo!! ONE WEEK LEHX. and mummy claim tat ii look more like a mei mei. SHET HANGQII. hmph wateverr~ den jiu become like tat loo ii become the meimei, arghhh..


sad sad sad~ nvm now mummy gort one son and a daughter, HMPH ii gotta get jealous over hangqii lerhx. WATEVER, later mummy teng muah TOOT korkor ii jiu siao liao. haiZz~ nvm ii fite with him hmph~~ =x



hmmm den northingy muchie bahx, mummy and papa quarrelling AGAIN. BORING, everyday quarrelling wahh sehh~ watever, mii and muah big korr decided liao. we shall take our hands off tis thingys lerhx, dun care liao. bo liao derhx.



btw alot of thingy ii wan say nehx, but iin one day say bu chu nehx. =x anywhere after exams ii going to do a outing for muah TOOT family nehx. SO LONG SINCE ii saw kitty, granny those nehx. woohooo, gotta be fun derhx miss them alot alot. woohoo.


ehhh ytd horr ii read the xin qi wu zou bao horr tat time, felt a moment of sadness nehx, gort one part is talking of the wat wat coke wat ice milk those derhx. it's true tat, no matter how long uu all dun contact right ii mean FRIEND LARHX. at least when they are like in troubles or wat they would still tink of uu. ehh ii mean nort MONEY trouble =x just like leaving home those. it's nice uu noe, having a friend to rmb uu in some way. like how ii treasure muah yuanyi mummy now, she at least rmb to come muah house even though for a little while onli when she was iin bugis. it's nice uu noe, touched sia~ we nv even plan tat she coming muah house, ii just went home and ii saw her. HOW NICE CAN TAT BE.

and poeifang jie, sometime when she come bugis, she would rmb to ask mii come down to pei her or wat derhx or she zhi jie call and ask can come muah house anort. SO NICE CAN. all tis friend ii will nv forget derhx. can show tat ii can put fully trust on them lerhx. WOOHOO, so glad to have them who rmb mii keke.


and during alot of time whenever ii was sad, afew pplx given mii advice woohoo, they are zhenghao, liwei, ze ming, john,nel. and pplx who listened to mii are yuanyi MUMMY~ woohoo thanks worZz. so glad to have uu all =)) keke and the most doting mii one is ENGHUA kor =)) thanks worZz. woohooo ytd contact yunlii lerhx, guess after exams ii asking her out bahx. so long since ii see her. like lost contact like tat =x but cannort nia !!! now muz treasure everyone lerhx worZz.


and to all those baichii pplx =)) somehow from one or another =)) thanks for making mii stronger, wahaha. trying to hurt mii right too baddd ii became strong with the help of them. woohoo ii certified tat ii had gotta over all tis lerhx!! woohoo be ur stupid lame thingy bahx, ii dun care woohoo~ and tat bastard =x lousy guy, flirt!!! get lost from mii ii tell uu, ii dun need uu tis type of friend~



ii just can't live without muah TOOT FAMILY~ =))) and muah those FRIENDS =)) LOVE all of uu =)) woohoo~~ ending loo~~ii'm tiredd!!! tired tiredd~!!! ii wan lvl up iin maple =x den tis time lvl up liao den throw aside den ii go study till exam over. den ii continue go ossy woohoo~


MUAH LYFE RAWKS =)) wahaha!! tried all ur ways to hurt mii bahx, it's just TOOBAD~ there's no more way to hurt mii now wahaha~!! goodBYE too muah Sadness, hurt from all of uu. lalalala~





ii cant live without muah toot family~


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Friday, September 16, 2005

Dedicated to XiangYu and Rongyan =)) and muah ex-mong institude

woohoo unexpectedly ii used the pc, kor was eating with his gf now. hmmm todae sci we are watching the clip on the abortions, SO SAD CAN!! ii was like crying liao loo, lucky teacher nv see cuz she say she saw no one crying. lucky =x tears just like tat run down loo. it's like it's the mother who is having fault lo, if they dun just have a moment of happy, they won't cause the baby to be killed.

and is the mother who brought them to the world, just a few more month and a baby wuld be born but they choose to abort it. it's the mother who shld give birth to them and nort kill them. they are innocent aren't they? it's nort FAIR!! SHIT the mothers who abort their baby, uu have no right to stay as a human because uu are just INHUMAN, JUST go to hell ii tell uu. FREAK off baby murderer!!!



hmm den after tat northingy muchie laio, got invited to the ncc wat ceremony derhx, but ii din't go and ii went home and ii forgotten to return huiwen the 2 dollar for muah guide badge, shet~ wateverr. hmmm shall write something on friendship bahx =))




Friendship, ii realised alot. ii went thru alot, ii met different type of people and we became friend. sometimes it's nort easy to make friend with a person, iif both of u don't have fate to be friends at all, den by all means, uu were nort even met and came contact. even iin friendster, if uu have no fate, uu will nort be able to link toward the person. so treasure ur friends, dun forgotten them.

Fate is something tat it's hard to get, specially those friends who went thru pri and sec sch together, it's nort easy yeah =)) uu see, there's hundred of pplx coming to tat particular sch, and it just happen to be tat all of uu met, and became friends and even became a close friend. but uu lose it just because uu dun like the person's attitude or wat. everyone do change, uu change she change, he change, ii change. just everyone~ there's no particular who dun change. ii mean attitude and nort appearance kies =x


uu can just lose ur special friendship just like tat, it's easy to lose but hard to gain back. what for being enemy? if uu dun like the attitude, uu can still tell her, she may change and she might nort. iif she tried den tat's good, if she did nort den no use making her change. just love her the way she is. alot of pplx also love uu for who uu are, like ur stead, ur cousin and family and friends.

ii'm nort pinn pointing who, but just a advice to XiangYu and RongYan. Pls try to stop tis conflicts, it do no good to both of uu. no one would win something but more hatred. uu wouldn't want this do uu? just forget the past and tried to be friends if nort just stay as stranger. who noe 10 yrs down the road, both of uu met and actually tink back, it's just seems childish =)) NO OFFENCE OKAY. ii writing all tis because ii wish uu two just let all the past go, it's no use brooding over it and hating each other.


and iif uu dun like the words ii say here, ii'm sorry. just no offence here, ii'm just saying the things in mauh heartx. so ii just hope uu two would get over soon kies =)) guess, iif ii can ii hope to dash out all hatred towards anyone. =)) hope uu two can okay~ jiayou


seriously, ii'm sorry, =x actually ii do hate rongyan and xiangyu in the past. xiangyu uu noe it too yup =)) rmb the time we all quarrel? rongyan too, ii hated her attitude in the past, but she changed. she reali change. she was no more tat gurlx who anyhow give uu attitude~


so u can see just forget the past bahx =)) no point making it big or wat, in d end onli uu two xinku onli~ okay ii sound so naggy =x stop here looo~ take care worZz. forget and forgive worZz =))




and ii veri sorry to muah ex-mong institutde~ =)) ii was sorry abt muah attitude =)) muah attitude sux too muchie lerhx =)) damn sorry worZz. although we all disband~ because pris want iit derhx, den ii anythingy lerhx. just wanna say sorry for the past thingy ii have make. but as ii say during tis period, ii learn alot as iin reali alot narhx and realised alot. ii reali appreciate those happi moments worZz, those time where we ran away from them to the HDB flats those, guess uu all forget lerhx bahx, but it still lingering iin mii. and those times at east coast where i blade on one leg =x quite lame but funn~ though there's no belle. but over all it's so funn =)) there's alot of thingy tat we went thru haha, kinda lame but memorable =)) just overall it thought mii somethingy call "treasure" and "losing" cuz from young tlil now i nv experience anythingy tat i lose except muah rabbit call ah huii which ii lost after taking care for 6 month. it's just died because from young, it have a sickness lerhx. haiZz. nvm it's all over lerhx keke =)) just hope uu all will have a happy life nehx =)) it's true like wat erica say last time, it's better without mii =))



ended~ kor is back. shall stop here lerhx.


just wanted to tell xiangyu and rongyan =)) forget and forgive bahx
and muah ex-mong institude aka despo, ii'm sorry =))




but to tat bitch ii hate =)) okay like wat pplx say onli bitch get to noe a bitch =)) yeah i'm bitch too. woohoo~ wat uu wan nehx. is because uu a bitch tat make mi a bitch =)) behind every bitch there's someone who make them tat way and the person is uu =)) get iit. uu cause all tis hatred, guess it take alot more longer time before ii can forget all tis =)) because uu make it too awful for mii =)) too unbearing, but i won't promise a retribution for uu but a simple hatred for uu onli =)) ii'm aren't tat evil enuff like uu =)) keke~ although ii'm evil but not as much as uu do =)) uu noe wat uu did infront of mii and behind them.uu make mii feel like a shet for muahself =)) thanks alot.




there's alot of pplx who ii need to thanks but, stay tune =x no lahrx jkjk. ii can't write too muchi lerhx, cuz muah kor is back and he's eating right now and i duno wat time will he finish, so ii stop here first before he start nagging~ LUO SUO kor =x keke




byee bloggie =)) takecare everyone. iiLove all of uu nehx =))


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Thursday, September 15, 2005

tml can't use pc ><

ii can't use the pc for tml~ so ii'm here to write for tml one also wahaha =x now muah keyboard iis so siao loo, ii need find muah words. cuz the ~ become 卢 nehx. so pekchye. nvm nvm. and alot key word also. shou bu laio!


i'm so bored~ hungry also nehx =x haven eat muah dinner those and now it's midnite liao. dun wan eat liao later hui feii nia =x kk liao shall stop here papa is back =x


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SMS TIME~ and PIANO TIME~ woohooo~

Firstly, ii must thanks enghua korr for the hello kitty necklace dat ii always been wanting for for veri long time liao nehx~!!! cost 25 nehx. thanks kor nehx!!! like it alot~ thanks alot =))



todae can sms liao nehx. 15 liao. every 15 ii also can sms derhx =)) kekeke~!!! so happii. sorry to pplx who i nv reply nehx~ bu shi gu yii derhx. dui bu qii nehx~!! cuz ii explode dao veri jialat. 991 derhx sms nehx~!!!!! den somemore plus those tat ki siao abit derhx sms dat din't count iin. sure is 1020+ derhx~ sure one~!! jialat arhx!!! anywhere pplx can sms mii liao. gort thingy or sian den sms mii bahx. last time is cannort but now can till the day ii explode again =x


hmmm todae arhx~ was BORED~!! ii duno yy lehx ii go everywhere den just say ii'm bored~!! but ii jiu shi bored marhx~! BORING~!!! ii'm boreddd!!! den english period go down do the thingy. quite fun narhx, with audrey and yvoone down there doing while the guys help out. thanks alwin, zhaohong, songwei and eugene nehx =)) quite fun bahx~


den jiu northingy muchie happen liao. ii'm boredd~!!!





later go pratice mauh piano again liao~ haiZz. gotta waste money for the pc tat we make spoilt lerhx. muz pay 40 bucks to big kor nehx~ how pathetic can tat be. arghhh!! den i planning during the november ii go work bahx, den dec is playing time . iif ii study well larhx, iif nort CHOY~ =x okay dun haf if nort derhx.



kk next time den plann~ now plann for muah piano exams and up coming exams narhx~



kk after muah piano exams den ii start studying liao~ gotta find kitty help mii =x still gort who willingly to help arhx~ can't find john also~ he busy! den still gort who help. ahhhhhhh~!!!





let mii mend muah heartx before ii accept anythingy kies =))





ii'm boredd~!!!


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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Piano time again~

todae arhx~ keep doing muah family tree den pass up to mdm wii lo~ den after tat din't go for guide cuz too last min, ii just rmb ii gort piano lesson loo. cuz ii 19 sept gort piano exams den teacher try to help mi marhx den keep give mii piano lesson, den now ii veri jialat alot of day keep piano lesson. so din't went for guide~ cuz the guide iis ytd den tell miii. bth sia~ always last min derhx, den todae ii finish up alot of muah homework lerhx. after go bathe those jiu shi keep pratice muah piano liao, can't afford to fail derhx exam uu noe!! 200++ lehx the exam fee. SO EX nia~ so ii can't fail!!


hmnmm todae will be spending muah time on piano liao. kk byebye loo cya take care loo~!! woohoo todae is so boring, exams is coming~ but the exam timetable somethingy wrong like tat, hmm the exams go on from 6 oct till 14 oct~ 18 is our marking day how abt 17? =x need go sch marhx huh? aiya watever larhx~


next time den ii write down wat date is wat exams, todae no time narhx. muz pratice muah piano till ii ki siao!! better nort fail. muah teacher even say his better students went for the exams and gort bad 100++ onli and the passing mark is 100!! WAT TO DO. ii'm the worst students he had sia. okay muz work hard liao jia you jia you! kk end here looo~~~




friendster has change =x ii have no time to make the html yet, ii finish muah piano exams den maybe find one day go make =x or maybe after exams? ii muz make dao nice nice derhx =x gort music those like muah blog, wahaha. but tis time more sux is because, it can't decorate like muah blog~ nort fun~ nvm nvm. end here loooo



our gaps are getting further, did uu realise iit?


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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

5 days nv use PC nehx!!!!! wo yao si diao lerhx~

woohoo tis time ii break muah record. ii gort 5 days nv touch dao pc. uu noe why? BECAUSE muah hao kor kor make spoilt the pc during the few day when ii was iin chalet and so ii have no pc to use till they have repair it. and finally they repair liao but there's alot of thing we need to sort out~ like muah foto muah mp3. gotta gone mad already!!! okay tis iis gotta be along blog. uu can no need read derhx. but quite fun narhx tis few days specially derhx chalet. nvm tis blog just to update mi gort tis few day nehx =)))
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hmmm~ well start from the day when ii stop writing abt muah blog~ hmmm tink is tat time when ii go chalet bahx. quite fun loo~ ii was suppose to go there at 4 to get key yet ii wait till abt 5 den ii leave house sia. can uu imagine? ii reach there at abt 6 and ii was exactly late for 2 hours!~ woohoo~!! and why yy ii late till so jialat? =x cuz ii keep forget to take thing~ starting ii forget bring muah mp3 and uu noe 3 days living without mp3 can let mii be dead so ii went back to take and went to take mrt with amanda~ den take till kallang den i realised ii forgotten to bring tat IMPORTANT letter tat ii'm supposed to bring to get the key. so ii take the mrt back to bugis and asked muah mother to help mii take~ and kana a scolding from her. sadd nehx~!! den after tat take already den went to take mrt to pasir ris den take 354 to the chalet there. den went there and they say ii was nort allowed to take unless muah mother was here. den muah mother quarrelled with the person =x DORTS sia den they say they let a person who is above 18 to get the key. so of course ii asked mauh kor loo. he so nice uu noe, he rush all the way from PS to pasir ris nehx. SO NICE HOR =)) so proud to have him as kor nehx. keke
so amanda and mii went to the food court to eat, den yuanyi mummy and esther (herfriend) came~ den when we eat icecream tat time, ii saw dao the uu noe the chaotah kia iin ncc =x veri veri black derhx! den ii was like so shock loo~ den ii jiu tot his family come chalet. den na li zhi dao ii turn back tat time. saw BENNY~ and he shout so loud lo " Sir WeiWee derhx MeiMei " dorts~ like telling the whole food court pplx like tat. bth him lehx~ den after tat ii jiu down there dorts dorts dorts. cuz before tat ii actually saw HIM~ so happi!! den ii down there call call call =x weirongweirong =x den after tat ii turn back jiu saw dao them. xia dao mii sia. den after tat muah kor come liao den get to find out yuan lai is NCC's camp. diao~ unexpectedly derhx nehx. where gort CAMP at CHALET one~!! uu tell mii. WEIJIE dui them too good liao larhx. so cong them, later zao wan they become bad arhx =x
den after tat jiu go out of the thingy go walk walk awhile den come back den find dao muah DARLING poeifang JIE nehx!!!!! den after tat go back the room to put thingy. den after awhile muah mummy come liao. so go all the way to pasir ris derhx mrt den fetch muah mother to come back. den awhile muz go out get muah boyboy~ den go out tat time saw leonard. den get to noe they are iin block G and muah block is at block H. den after tat cuz chalet don't allow pet marhx. so ii went a big round den pass muah boyboy come iin. den run back to muah chalet. so fun tat time =x trying to find place to kop boyboy iin. wahaha =x so lame sia~ but muz thanks esther, mummy, and muah real papa. den after tat get iin tat time. papa come awhile dne jiu go liao. den awhile esther and mummy down there deciding whether to go home anort.finally they decided uu noe~ den pei them to bus there. den ii hai dao amanda muz take cab go home. diao~ sorry worZz.
den after tat we go back awhile den go out again, den tat time saw the desmond from the ncc one. den poeifang say he quite shuai. diao~ ii que jue derhx he okay larhx. say shuai still mei bii weirong shuai =x lalala~ but den stupid jie gu yi say wat he bii weirong shuai. hmph =x actually she noe weirong is more shuai derhx larhx hor =x den after tat we jiu play around awhile den ii go find the ncc pplx cuz they ask mii go find them marhx. so lame. den tat time they having meeting so i dun wan disturb den nv go liao. den after tat jiu go back room. den stupid jie down there chatting with her stead wahh sehh~ and ii was like a goose berry~ so jialat. den we promised each other we slp liao den next morning 3 + wake up go see sunrise and in d end we din't get up at 3. continue slp till 10++ nehx. den went out to buy breakfast for muah mummy~ ii mean REAL mummy larhx. den eat awhile den mummy go home liao. den left mii and jie iin the chalet.
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can't go anywhere sia with the boyboy, we also scare later kana catch so stay veri long nia. till muah kor kor come den buy food for mii eat. keke so nice the xia mian and carrot cake. den after awhile jie go liao, den pei her out den shun bian buy charcoal den pei her awhile jiu ii go back liao. den struggle with the charcoal nehx, so HEAVY uu noe!! den after awhile slack there, den lin lin kor kor come liao~ den awhile alwin also come liao, den he actually duno how to come iin. DORTS!~ so ii went out to find him shun bian buy alot thingy. HE TREAT uu noe SO NICE OF HIM =x den after tat jiu go iin, den kor kor start fire looo~ so nice nehx. ii no need do anythingy. den slowly mummy esther all come laio. den jiu slowly slowly alot pplx laio loo. den ii sit down there do nothingy. wahaha. zhi shi chii hai shii chii =x den awhile go out buy thingy cuz they say nort enuff. SO NICE AGAIN they treat. wahaha. den jiu esther, mummy pei mii go. den halfway thru we saw 2 ppl carrying 2 big net lehx like come catch boyboy like tat, den we shout looo faster rush back put boy boy back to muah chalet. den we down there pant pant till so jialat =x den awhile jiu mummy say stay there pei boyboy.
den jiu esther and mii go buy lo den halfway thru we saw the pplx carrying a cat iin the net nia. so xin tong sia. ke lian derhx cat. den we jiu follow them loo. den gort one cage full of cat. den somemore gort one kitten which we saw previous day derhx also inside. tat kitten so cute uu noe. all white nehx. SO NICE! like angel like tat. but ii gort dog larhx cannort keep larhx. dorts dorts dorts.. den after tat jiu caht wit hthe pplx loo den get to noe they come to catch cat for spca derhx. diao. stupid spca go die larhx =x arghh. curse spca larhx~ shou bu laioo~!! ii lin yuan ii keep those pet loo at least they won't kana injection den go heaven derhx loo~ freak the spca. hate them larhx!!! den after tat they go liao den mii and esther jiu go buy food loo. den buy lerhx go back. den alot pplx sitting at the table marhx. den esther buy the icecream go up give mummy eat den awhile come down lerhx. den we jiu sit wiht muah kor them loo. den muah kor saying those TRUE STORY. about the genting derhx. the head above those derhx. pplx wan noe derhx hua den ask mii bahx =)) it's TRUE OKAY. pplx iif uu go genting pls dun look under the bed, iif uu suay uu may see a corpose looo~!!! okay stop. =x pplx wan noe den ask mii larhx =))
den after tat jiu tok tok tok den awhile mummy come down den we jiu go up pei her loo. den jiu duno larhx esther down there call mother den alot of thing happened. den awhile jiu with esther bully alwin. WHO TELL HIM!! slp slp slp =x cuz he larhx next day go be the judge to judge those CHIO BU loo. HAO LIAN SIA. keep down there hao lian to mii~ JUDGE ONLI MARHX. JUDGE you shen mo LIAO BU QI =x den after tat jiu bully him loo. den awhile go down den bu dong zuo mo larhx. alot of thingy happened. den esther give attitude those loo den go diao. den mii and mummy follow follow den near the chalet there we down there quarrel. den suan laio den after tat mummy go take bus den ii go chalet loo. den ZAO ZHI DAO DUN GO BACK !!! kana bully by kor sia. say wat ii keep so xiang shou keep down there eat den now become mii the one who go bbq. WAH SEH win liao larhx!!! den jiu down there make for them loo. den ii go make one corn den put alot butter. SO NICE nehx. now ii find out yuan lai ii make otah and those nort tat bad marhx =x can ask mii help uu all bbq next time lerhx. keke =)) so funn~!!
den after tat jiu awhile kor go up den papa come eat lerhx den take boyboy home. den cai find out other block derhx pplx laso bring their dog here marhx. SOMEMORE JACK RUSSEL nEHX!! so cute uu noe SO CUTE. den after awhile jiu go back den kor they all go up the chalet cuz muah chalet at 2nd floor marhx. den mii sit beside chunchong and muah kor there. den tok abt mauh kor derhx love story. damn piss loo~ arghhh~!! den after awhile jiu go clean up den we go up watch ghost movie lerhx. den tat part zui tao yan lerhx larhx. cuz gort one part bu shi gort the ghost suddenly grab the person hand loo. den ii tat part ii grab muah kor hand and shout marhx. cuz stupid alwin larhx scare mii. waliao ehx. shou bu laio him larhx~!! den after tat mauh kor also xia dao =x wahaha. den muah chalet there gort the balcony marhx. den the curtain haven close properly. den ii ask mauh kor go help close nehx =x den he keep xia mii. bth them lehx. cuz ii bo bian marhx ii'm the onli gurlx lehx with all boys lehx. den keep kana bully by them. suan lerhx.
den after tat jiu play around awhile den the show finish laio. tat show is the tale of the two sister. is all crabbie larhx. CRABBIE SHOW. lucky din't watch the movie. so lame. yuan lai all tis iis northingy iis just becuase the gurlx ki siao one den everythingy just iin her mind larhx. aiya~!! den after tat jiu finish liao den we awhile also slp liao. den veri early ii wake up marhx. den go around kacau them =x den kacau shii baii~ =(( they all reali slp like pig sia. den ii jiu go on the light den watch tv. den na li zhi dao they all wake up AT ONE GO. duno wat miracle sia. den after awhile we go brush teeth den mii.chunchong and muah second korr go buy BK's breakfast. it's SO NICE~!! iif gort chance again. ii wan eat BK. SO NICE SO NICE!!!!! =x den after awhile we eat finish den watch tv. den cuz iis muah chalet marhx, den ii kana bully by them go clean up. dorts. den go clean up den pack awhile den we jiu go laio. den return key those. so nice sia. ii no need carry anythingy. tat's the good thing when uu go chalet with guys. wahaha =x specially with kor.
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den after tat we walk to the pasir ris there. alot army sia. all the army guy hor all the look all look same lehx =x den gort two guy come kacau mii~ UR MOTHER LARHX =x how old liao uu!! den after tat ii keep go around spotting for weicong. uu noe the project superstar the weicong. cuz he going to tekong on 1o marhx. while derrick go on o9 mahrx. but ii jiu shi find bu dao them. den jiu suan liao, den walk halfway saw muah kor's friend. tat wat wat wei one =x ii forget his name. nort veri close with him, zhi shi see him for 2 3 times er yii but can recognise him larhx. him horr look so funny with the botak =x wahaha =x den after chatting awhile we go take train loo den on the train ii mess around with alwin's video cam. SO NICE CAN!!! so clear.. den ii keep down there take muah korr den gort one guy derhx leg put out marhx. den ii jiu keep shoot his leg =x den at first ii tot is a gurlx leg marhx. den na li zhi dao ii go zoom iin den turn out to be a guy's leg. diao! so mani mao uu noe =x keke~ den after awhile chunchong reach liao den jiu go liao. den awhile mii also reach laio den jiu say byebye to them den we jiu go laio~!! den reach home ii first thingy jiu shi slp.
den awhile jiu go sbm~ den go there quite sian sia. tok wat jesus christ. hey ii'm buddhist and taoist lehx. den jiu tok tok den say wat jesus help the buddha. aiya duno larhx. den come awhile jiu leave with amanda they all laio, den we go down tat time at the kitchen tou chii sia =x dun tell uu wat we tou chii =x veri lame jiu dui liao, den after tat we jiu go buy bao zii~ =x den after tat go home tat part quite funny larhx. gort alot of malay guy riding the bike marhx. those so call "ahbeng" malay larhx. den ii jiu down there OOOOO yeahh!~ =x den they jiu ride past tat time jiu woohoo!! dorts. sorry larhx bu xiao xin say ooo yeah derhx marhx =x den after tat qii jiu say wat kinaa arhx =x how to spell. aiya watever larhx. somethingy like tat. den after tat jiu we going take bus tat time, gort one indian guy like toking to his "imaginary Friend" den so scary loo down there toking to himself like tat. den the bus come liao, den happen to be the bus the person wanted. den mii.qii.shufang ran up the bus. cuz double decker marhx. den awhile yin hui and amanda come laio. so funny. den we down there tok abt alot of thingy. wat chufeng, den wat japanese. den qii jiu say wat sushii. DORTS, she's reali so cute sia. den after tat they leave tat time the person stlil there sia.
den ii jiu siao liao, cuz ii'm left with muahself marhx, den lucky the person leave after their stop. den ii was so safe. wahaha. den walk home go find mummy go eat den go home loo den ii jiu forget liao =x wahaha~ den after tat jiu say next day bahx sunday =x
sunday as usual ii went for piano lesson, den kana scolding for 2 hour =x cuz ii nv pratice and muah exams is on 19 sept uu noe~ bth mauhself =x den after tat jiu awhile jiu go slp those, den jiu duno i do wat =x den jiu like tat like tat. den kor's gurlx come marhx. so sian sia, den after do tis do tat den finally nite come, den ii do homework those loo. rush thru sia, den ii bth liao den go slp. den cuz kor still making the pc marhx, den the whole room was like in the mess loo. den ii jiu gort so smal derhx portion to slp sia. SO PATHETIC =x den next day jiu shi sch reopen liao loo, den jiu duno wat wat nehx. ii just noe ii baii baii chii chii derhx like tat go thru one day laio. arghh ii haven study lehx. ZUO MO BAN!! exams is here liao i still here slacking. arghhH!~~ =x
den todae lehx. nort bad larhx. ii zhi shi get to noe alot pplx playing around with mauh tagboard and qii tagboard huh~ aiyo DUN BO LIAO lehx at qii tagboard scold. yao say mii jiu say mii larhx, so bai chii go say other. CHILDISH arhx =x keke. din't uu see muah rule mehx. dun be childish to use childish words to stain mauh tagboard =)) keke. too bad those pplx are blind. and ii get to noe is WHO LIAO. woohoo they are just another bitch larhx. aiya, no need care those derhx. keke. ip address rawks ii tell uu =x keke~
den now come back play with muah pc loo den write blog loo. SO LONG hor todae blog. cuz bo bian larhx. consist of 5 days blog. keke. i already try to cut short laio. keke. anywhere thanks for tagging muah blog nehx SO HAPPY PPLX =))
ii'm so happi todae keke~
keke i won't be so lame go put password iin muah blog derhx. cuz ii noe there's always pplx who hate uu. and they hate uu sure gort reason derhx dui marhx =)) so continue scold iin muah blog bahx =)) ii more glad and appreciate than anythingy lehx. keke =)) thanks pplx who helped mii also. sorry mauh tagboard todae derhx connection abit sioa siao so can't see yet =)) sorry worZz. but thanks for ur all derhx help =))




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