Monday, June 30, 2008
I tried not to sleep during lectures. =D
& I succeeded. =)
Anyway, I found out that,
my body is not demanding so much sleeps now.
Usually, I used to sleep for 10 hours to 12 hours. =/
So that's a big achievements now. =D
I've been feeling lazy to type a long long post,
after all, if it's me, I'm also feeling very lazy to re-read it. =/
& okaybye.
I felt really inferior.
Like I really don't mean a thing.
Felt really insecure over the girls' thing.
To be honest, I have never been on his new love before,
but... well.
Maybe I should learn to understand that,
I should stop living in my own false hope.
Everything was just too obvious, just too clear.
That I don't really matter to him, not at all.
After all, he don't really care.
At least, I wasn't the one,
that he cares.
So, stop falling.
& walk away.
10:13:00 PM
I saved one post as a draft again.
Ha, nothing much, just found it too long,
& I was too whiny over today's happening.
Tomorrow, I shall edit a teeny weeny bit,
before I post it as my archive.
Roar, I'm high,
because I drank coffee.
No need sleep tonight again.
lame shit~ =/
Roar.
Lazy already.
Roar. Roar. Roar.
*Bite*
12:42:00 AM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Sighed. =(
Don't feel like helping my dad.
I'm just very very tired.
Not enough sleep. =(
Never mind,
wait till next month,
don't know if the Shikai confirmed me working there not.
Sian.
If not confirmed,
I'm so gonna be sian,
at least if I work there,
I got excuse not to help my dad,
& then I can find two of my friends to help him,
isn't it one hit kill two birds?
But, still haven't confirm. =.="
Think so much also waste time.
& I need a run.
To lose all my fats.
These two days had been out,
Friday was to help Ah Tat to work,
long long story narh.
Last night, went rounding in Hubert's car in the middle of the night.
Damn zai I tell you. His car is one of the two in Singapore.
Imported one you know, damn cute damn small damn nice.
& he didn't get road block before. So he went to try. LOL!
We were wandering what will happened.
& the policeman was cute, his smile is nice. LOL!
& they were talking and talking, & then it was done?
So I asked him, what happened?
He said that the policeman asked him where his car is imported from,
what brand, how much... -.-" Nonsense leh~ I thought they will test his alcoholic level.
The policeman still ask him to enjoy his breakfast. LOL!
So we went over to Changi,
Hubert's driving skills - Kiasinang. LOL!
Huiwen kept asking him to slow down. LOL!
Michael was being really calm in the car.
So when we were at the expressway,
he wind down the windows & drove damn fast. LOL!
In the end, our hair damn stylo milo. =/
So before the rounding session,
we went for Supper after campfire.
& I ordered a coconut. =D
But after that,
we agreed to have durian.
Cooling stuff & Heaty stuff combined?
LOLOL! I was wondering what will happen to me though. =/
Anyway the durian is damn super nice, it's damn big too.
Blahhh, the above was posted before I went work. =/
Bahhh, I'm feeling so energetic. -.-"
I drank coffee in the morning and high ah~ -.-"
I haven't sleep for the whole night last night,
& I forgotten all about it & ordered coffee. -.-"
Just now was working at the Little India,
many many things happened.
Firstly, I made many many friends,
I made friends with M1, Starhub, Singtel & GPS.
By the way, I'm making friends with my competition.
LOL! I know I'm a weirdo, because I really don't like competition,
I just want to be good friends with anyone. =D
Many many times, they introduce their friends to buy from me,
even though they are my competitors you know! =D
I think I really meet a lot of nice nice people,
but I really don't want to work there any more.
But I really need an excuse to get away from these. -.-"
Sighed.
Anyway, made friends with the 7-11 Morning shift guy.
But quarrelled with the 7-11 night shift guy.
Problem lied on him, not me.
Initially, I was being really nice to him,
explain what really happened when he complaint to me,
but he kept accusing us of everything, & kept shooting me.
I tried to be nice to him for a few times,
there was customers around,
so I was being really nice to him,
but until one moment,
I take it no more.
Because he kept raising his voice,
so many customers were waiting for him,
& he still want to quarrel with me,
buay paiseh one leh.
In the end, I raised my voice back at him,
"Later I settled with you,
please faster settled your own customers first."
Lame shit. Like quarrel for what?
You know what really happened,
it's just because he didn't want to help us to do the sales,
he said he don't want to key in the cards for us,
he don't want to do anything for the cards,
just because he lost 52 dollar last week due to the cards.
& it wasn't even our fault that he lost it,
because he's the one who's not doing it fast enough,
he's the one who is not professional enough in his job,
he's the one who is not alert enough to keep his receipts,
& key in all the necessary data for his own job.
So see who's the one at fault now?
We aren't even handling any money.
We had been working with many different people,
only he has problem with us norh~
I treat people the way they treat me,
I already tried to be nice for the first few times,
but he's just being too over. Pekchye~
Was super duper angry just now,
he was like scolding us for his mishap.
& he kept pointing fingers at us,
when the problems weren't on us.
Alright, I tried to put myself in his shoe,
understand that he had lost the 52 dollar,
confirmed he felt really unfair.
But look, it's his mistake,
why am I being reprimanded for his mistake?
If he's just telling me about it, I would have say sorry,
I would have apologised to trouble him all these.
You think I won't paiseh meh, if I got him into troubles,
but he himself want to scold me and stuffs.
Last week, I've been treating him very nicely,
even though he gave me attitude and stuffs.
This week, I treated him nicely at first,
but he scolded me for his mistake.
What the shit.
If it's my fault, I'll take it.
But if wasn't, you don't push the blame to me.
Irritating.
& now, I'm feeling better.
Because I had ranted. LOL!
Roar, I was angry.
& I'm fine. =D
But still,
roar.
& now, I'm feeling...
Oh well.
Byebye.
12:44:00 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
& I have no mood to talk about it. =/
Later then I blog about it.
I suddenly don't feel well.
Never mind,
got to go school to help the campfire later,
it's the last campfire already.
When I posted my thoughts,
& then he called. =/
Assured myself in him.
& now, I deleted everything.
Sometimes, I wondered,
got so concidence not. =/
He just seemed to know what I was thinking.
Sometimes....
5:21:00 AM
Friday, June 27, 2008
but kep forgetting.
Anyway, I regretted cutting my hair lah.
Like it's so much shorter than before.
& it's even more much more shorter than before before.
I'm really not use to having such a "long" hair.
Roar. =(
& cutting hair is addictive.
I think cutting hair is fun you know. =/
But, my hair is getting shorter and shorter. =(
Alright, no more cutting of hair for the time being. =/
But, I really have the urge to go and cut hair leh. =/
I'm such a waste money person.
Alright, don't cut. =/
I should keep it longer now.
I don't want to regret once I cut it again. =(
I miss my super duper long hair. =(
Roar.
4:42:00 AM
It's already 4.32am
28 more minutes to 5am. =/
Fainted~
Why time passed so fast suddenly?
Roar-ness. I want to go out tomorrow.
Don't care. =( Roar roar roar roar roar.
4:34:00 AM
=/ I'm sleeping late again.
Anyway, I think it's damn sinful today,
I ate Botak Jones! How many fats will I gain?
Roar, I should stop whining.
Anyway, I kept it to one meal per day. =D
& I will eat yoghurt if I feel hungry. =/
Yeah, diet diet plan, better work.
People, I want diet. =/
No more food for me. =/
I hope my diet plan don't fail again. =(
Brother was telling me the side effect of dieting.
He was saying that, dieting might cause aneroxia. =/
Don't think it's so easy for me, because I love food. =D
So, don't worry ya. Just let me lose this 3 kg weight,
& I can strike off that irritating wishlist that had been there,
for so damn super duper long. =/
Anyway, stopped updating my wishlist.
Don't want to buy anything.
Now I understands,
the important of keeping money for raining days.
It's really really important.
& I used 3 minutes to blog this.
4.04am now.
Ciaos.
3:56:00 AM
Anyway, today Jonathan was a joke lah,
I was laughing non-stop after all the craps.
Alright, he's damn super duper unlucky today.
You know why? Because whatever he do,
the photocopier machine just doesn't listen to him.
When he walked away, I got the things printed. LOL!
Firstly, we tried,
& the copied document was enlarged.
So we adjust the system and we tried again,
the paper was jammed in the machine.
& then when we tried, we forgotten to turn properly,
so it was printing the other side which was the unwanted side.
Then, we went to another machine,
the photocopier machine has no ink,
& it printed a with super little ink (close to no more ink) paper.
& so we went back to the previous machine,
we put properly everything & confirmed the pages copied,
when it started printing, it print the other side which was the unwanted side again!
So Jonathan was damn funny, he say that machine can read through the paper,
so he turned the unwanted side to the photocopied part,
& when it printed out, it was still the unwanted side. LOLOL!
Damn damn damn funny, I couldn't stop laughing loh!
When he walked away complaining to Charlton, Chinyong came,
& I quickly pressed the print button,
it print everything properly loh!!
So when Jonathan wanted to walk back to the machine,
I asked him to stop there, don't want later he suay the machine again. LOL!
Damn damn damn funny lah, I was laughing in the library loh!
Damn cute lah.
& on Tuesday, we got back our BBFin paper,
I remembered the day after the BBFin exam,
I went out of the lecture hall & cried so badly.
Jonathan was there to console me loh!
Say what never mind all those one.
Then ah, when result come out,
he scored 34/40, I scored 33.5/40.
LOL! Then he was like saying,
what I cried so badly, only lose him by half a mark,
initially he thought I cried so badly, will lose him by 20 marks,
but ended up only lose half a mark, yet I cried until so badly. LOL!
Damn funny lah, I was laughing all the way loh.
& Dennis that super er xin person,
he seemed like those never study one loh,
And you know what, he scored 39/40 loh!
Tmd, bluff people one. =/ But he was damn confident that day lah,
I was crying so badly, yet he down there hao-lian that he's a distinction student. LOL!
Anyway, today I felt like breaking down already.
Damn irritated today, I was sleeping.
Then my brother shouted,
cause sister-in-law disturbed him.
With this action, he scared me up.
Never mind, so we were ready to go and have Botak Jones,
since Dad's birthday is coming.
& then on the way,
Dad asked me something,
but I really damn sighed.
Wanted to cry already.
But he still forced me.
I kept my silent.
I'm feeling damn super sian diao.
Sighed. Today was damn stress with projects,
cause we didn't know what to do,
& there was so much to do.
So I've decided to sacrifice my tonight,
to finish everything up, so as to enjoy later.
Was feeling really doubly sian already.
In school so stress, at home also stress.
Can I just go out of house & just play now?
I wanted to do my project using my compuer which is in my room just now,
just because only my computer has Microsoft Excel.
Yet, sister-in-law wasn't happy about it,
kept complaining, what to do?
So, I just off the computer,
& now, I'm couldn't do anything anymore.
How to finish all my projects by tonight?
Sian.
& I was worried about him just now,
smsed him, & he replied with two words.
Sian. Don't know how was him, but well...
Forget it.
Triplely sian.
Just hope everyone around me is fine.
不想再错下去。
可是，我做的到吗？
I'll try to be strong.
Don't want to be emo.
No more moodswings please.
Kill me if I does.
Roar.
I've been thinking lately,
long bus rides let me think alot.
Anyway, I've gotten damn childish in thinking.
Used to be quite matured in my thinking,
& I can handle all kinds of situations.
Yet now, I just held a loser attitude.
I don't even know what I want in life any more.
Lost my goals, lost my moods, lost myself.
Good game.
Got to find back something,
got to realise something,
got to understand everything.
Long bus rides are killers.
Stop me from thinking,
can you?
12:46:00 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Couldn't help him to feel better,
couldn't help much in his problem.
Last night, luckily he called.
If not, if I saw the message this morning,
I would have died.
When I read the message,
I was damn worried,
quickly return him the call.
Wasn't feeling any better after we hanged up,
was worried about him till I toss & turn for quite some time.
Woke up, hoping it was a dream & that he was alright,
but checked my inbox, it was reality. =(
Wanted him to see doctor,
but... Sighed. I'm really feeling damn helpless.
All I hope was that I could help in some ways,
but I don't know how.
Prayed for him,
hope he has more good merits.
& have lesser problems.
Now I understand,
loving someone is hard,
because you really get very worried about them,
when things just cropped up so suddenly.
I hope he's fine.
If you need me,
I'll be there.
To ease your boredom,
to ease your pain.
But we know it ourselves,
that you don't need me at all.
They say, "Never put someone as your priority,
when you are just an option to them."
But, you were my priority,
yet I was just an option.
Never mind,
it's alright,
as long as you're fine.
That's all I ever wished for.
Be well. Be fine.
I'm sorry,
I ought to not bother.
But I just couldn't help,
to stop worrying for you.
You just simply matter.
You should known that I'll be there.
& I really hope I could help in some where.
Loving you is a tough decision,
but I don't know why I still held on.
It's alright. It doesn't matter.
Just be fine.
Be well.
11:06:00 PM
I just hope nothing happened.
& I'll prayed that he'll be fine.
11:44:00 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Bottling up is suffering.
Sometimes, I kept taking feedbacks about my blogs,
being too emo, being over negative, having all about him.
So, I tried to bottle everything up inside for these few days,
& I suffered.
I don't want to care about anybody's view on my blog,
because this is my blog, & I will just write whatever comes on my mind.
No more bottling up, because it's making me cry silently.
Usually, I will feel better after ranting,
but these days, it was hell to me.
I'm just me.
Accept it or not.
Emo/Happy/Furious.
It's just all my emotions.
Don't like the things that I write?
Then by all means, leave.
Yes. Leave.
Guess I miss him too much,
& thus, I started dreaming of him.
It was such a long dream,
that I hope it was real.
Woke up and found out,
it was just a dream.
They say dreams,
are just a opposite side of the reality.
If that's the case,
then I'm upset.
Was discussing with a girlfriend about some relationship issues.
It's getting into my head that, I'm starting not to want to fall in love.
Yet, I've already fallen, & I seem to fall in too deep that I got myself confused.
Now, I'm just stucked somewhere, not going ahead nor moving on.
Hanging in the mid air isn't a fun thing at all.
It hurts.
What's more, I'm facing this all by myself,
all alone, with nobody cares.
Everything was faced alone.
Cry alone, being insecure alone.
I don't want to turn to my friends anymore.
I don't want to bother people anymore.
I'll handle it alone.
Maybe we haven't been on phone for quite some time,
& thus, it explained my insecureness.
But what for being insecure,
he doesn't belong to me.
Even if he has another girl,
it's not my problem, not my.
Care no more, bother no more.
Be happy. Be strong.
Let him be,
if things are meant to be that way.
No use trying, because it's just pointless.
No more trying, you have tried way too hard.
It's getting tiring. I'm tired.
All I can say was that,
I love you still.
I miss you.
Sighed.
泪湿的枕头晒干就好。
眼泪在你的心里只是无理取闹。
最怕你把沉默当作对我的回报。
哪个女人对爱不自私不奢望？
你到底能不能体会我的感受？
10:09:00 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
I'm feeling lazy. =/
I don't want to do homework.
Tutorials are left at the side.
Projects are left at the side.
School was crazy.
Don't seem to suit me anymore.
At least, it was really boring.
Can I study myself & skipped the lectures?
Roar.
3 words.
11:43:00 PM
First day of school. =(
I have no lecture notes, nothing. =/
What a day. =/
Holidays officially over. =(
But he's still having it, not fair.
Will things change?
11:39:00 AM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
but I saved it as a draft again. =/
Very very lazy to continue it.
Sighed. I'm feeling really lazy.
Don't want to go online,
don't want to chat with people,
don't want to lie down on bed,
don't want to do anything at all.
Roar.
Procastinating again.
Loser.
How to sleep. -.-"
I drank a big big cup of coffee today.
Roar-ness. Tonight no need to sleep again. =.="
Don't want to blog already.
Goodbye.
I've too much to say,
but, forget it.
11:50:00 PM
Later I blog more about it.
So yeah, damn eventful life lately.
I went to Malaysia yesterday,
& straight away, I met up with Forester to head over to Aranda Chalet.
& blahblahblah, today I'm back, & I'm going to work for my dad today. -.-"
Lucky, only one day. But it's killing me enough. =/
Not enough rest lah~
Malaysia then Chalet then Work.
Good Game. =/
See you tonight. =D
Need to rush for work.
Love you.
Bye.
11:47:00 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
I haven't been blogging for a day. =/
Anyway, these days had been damn happening lah.
I was rotting the whole day on Thursday,
& went out to partyworld for 4 hours at night again. LOL!
In total for this week, I had sing sang sung 10 hours leh. =/
Blah, Friday was exciting,
went to many many places. =D
From Turf Club to Upper Pierce to Seletar to Pet Farm to Aljunied to Grandlink.
I really went rounding like that, but it's in the day time though. =/
Very very hot. When I went out awhile, I quickly want go back already. LOL!
Anyway, went Turf Club to have lunch,
then to Upper Pierce to see monkey. =D
Got baby monkey you know, damn uber duper cute.
You see! So near can, like just beside them only,
but I don't dare touch them. =/ Scare kana bite. =/
Blahhh, then went over to grandlink,
played Maple till I get bored & slacked. =/
Was chatting with Dickson about accepting a girl with a child. LOL!
I'm always very curious one. I wondered, how many guys will accept that.
The one I cannot stand is married guys having affair.
Their wife are taking care of his children, & he's out there playing.
Damn pissed off. Those girls who flirt with the guy also damn bitchy one leh. -.-"
Buay zhi dong one. =/
& another one I cannot stand is, guys two timing.
Damn bu fu zhe ren can.
Or those guys who have alot of flings.
Walao, last time Jashawn one time experience,
enough already. Super duper enough already.
Anyway, I was feeling damn weird yesterday.
Not feeling very well. Like stomachache yet wanna vomit also. -.-"
Damn horrible terrible feeling I tell you.
*deleted paragraphs.
GOODMORNING. =D
9:06:00 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
I suddenly thought of the 7 seaters car.
& I suddenly remembered the 7 girls which is,
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday one.
Then the koi boon, ah boon, charsiew boon. LOL!
Damn cute lah~
Well, only we understand.
So yadah, blah, bahhhhh. LOL!
Nonsense. LOL!
always, forever.
& I can't stand my twit language last time.
Walao, why did I type liikee thiis?
iit juustt lookedd so iirriittiiattingg,
whenn ii'm tryiingg to typee liikee thatt agaiinn.
Siao one leh~~ Type so much for what? =.="
Not feeling well.
Aiya who cares?
No one care.
1:22:00 PM
Anyway, before partyworld,
I accompanied mum to get her stuffs,
from some ulu place sitatuated at Katong.
& I got lost there. -.-"
Yes, sound stupid,
but I really got lost in the building,
that place is really a place where birds don't lay eggs lorh!
So blah, sang till we dropped.
4 hours of continous singing non-stop.
Damn blasting & splastic. LOL!
Alright, not really splastic,
but just found it rhythm. =/
& ah, damn cheap lorh,
we sang so long,
it's only $14.40? -.-"
Got so cheap not?
So blahhh, no voice already.
& I heard that, singing will help you to lose weight. =D
Ahhhhhhh, lose weight. Shiok~ LOL!
Anyway, decided to cut down on my eating,
I'm on a diet now. Blahblahblahblah. =/
Wanted to try out the yoghurt diet,
but I kept forgetting to buy the yoghurt. LOL!
& I wanted to go back to the diet where I only ate one meal a day,
just because I spent most of the time trying to be a hardcore gamer. -.-"
I used to chiong maple till I don't eat for a few days one you know. =/
Maybe maple is a good way of losing weight eh. =D
These days had been a good girl,
returning home very early. =/
I'm a good girl alright. =/
But weekend, I guess I want stay out late leh. =(
Cause it's my last few days of holidays leh.
But can go where? =(
& who can bring me out? =(
I don't want school starts.
I drag to have school starts.
Sighed. =( I want a long long holiday.
I want the super duper long holidays one,
better still, can everyday also holiday like that. =D
Aiya, you won't understand. =(
& ah, just now went to play Moo-moo with Jonathan & Kevin & gang.
Walao, Moo-moo not nice one lorh, I think hero seige is better.
I think tower defence is so much better than anything.
Moo-moo sucks the most lah. LOL.
Kevin, don't kill me okay. =/
& wahseh, was chatting about guys having two girlfriends,
some people think it's alright lorh, but I think it's not alright lo.
Imagine your own girlfriend go and have two boyfriends.
You sure you won't jealous meh? LOL!
If it's alright, we won't see people killing their wife,
because of suspecting their wife having affair. -.-"
Just put yourself in the other person's position,
look at the things & how they feel from their side.
Maybe you'll understand how much pain the girl will go through,
the emotional struggle that they have to go through,
& the thoughts that kept killing them slowly.
if the bastard had another girlfriend outside.
I believe every girls have their own insecurities.
& it's up to how the guys console their insecurities,
giving them assurance when they needed.
From my own aspect,
only loser have many girlfriends,
because they couldn't commit.
& that goes down to looking at their devotion,
& being not faithful enough. LOL!
If those have many girlfriends one,
what strength can we find in them ?
Power enough to have so many girlfriends ah?
Flirty enough to make girls fall in love with them ah?
I see no strength norh?
Aiya, everyone has their own thinking in different situation,
this, we will never understand what's other are thinking.
So why bother?
I want be a hardcore gamer for now,
then I can lose weight. =DDD wahahaha.
So okay byebye.
Tell you one secret,
I admire girls being skinny lorh!
Cause I also want to be skinny. =(
Jian-Fei, Jian-Fei time. =D
I want skinny arms,
skinny legs, no tummy. =D
I tell you ah, if I done that,
this is my greatest achievement !
& piano examination is coming,
yet I'm dragging to play it. =(
I'm a loser. That's all.
& it's 4.38am now.
Boyboy is dreaming in his dream land.
He damn cute lo, like he's running in his dream.
Cause his paws are moving up and down. LOL~!
Damn cute lah~! =D
I just don't understand,
why do my heart and mind just never match each other.
2:18:00 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Trying to search through the google.
With the "Jashawn Starhub" thing.
& I don't know how it came about,
I just happened to hop into his girlfriend's blog.
I guess, I can understand how she feels.
Because I had been there & done that.
Of the way how she's feel about her failing relationship.
The things she described about her feeling,
made me remind the times when I felt the same like her.
No matter how much people says,
no matter how much people wants you to let go,
you're just torned apart, & you wished things will be the same.
Love was just a game to him. Guess she understood it, yet denied the fact.
Maybe because whenever we loved a guy,
we tends to live in self-denial. We deny almost everything.
We deny that we were gone from their heart,
we deny that they no longer love us,
we deny that they just treated love as a game,
we denied everything that related to that "him".
Maybe because of Jashawn,
I learnt to be a little more understanding,
I gave him a lot of spaces, not controlling him at all.
Maybe that's why, when he was with another girl,
I didn't know at all. =/
& that explained all the insecurities I had been having.
You just never know what guys will do outside.
But, everything goes down to the basic mutual trust.
I had learnt to accept it, if the guy is that type of guy,
then forget it.
I hope she'll be able to take it,
because emotional struggle is the worst struggle,
anyone could have in their whole lifetime.
Even though I don't know her,
but I still wish her well in her relationship with Jashawn.
& I just relised 5th June was Jashawn's birthday. LOL!
Forget already nia, never wish him. =/ Never mind lah hor. =/
Enough about Jashawn,
May his girlfriend be well & happy.
She'll be okay. =)
12:45:00 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
that's all I feel right now.
But do I still come across your mind?
Or rather, do you feel how I felt?
Sighed.
Actually, I feel that we have a lot of common thoughts.
Don't know if he had found anything common,
but I do found a lot. But, haha well...
& ah, I want to ask,
who's the one who went to google,
& search for "Jashawn Starhub" huh?
So weird, you all know Jashawn meh?
But why must specific Jashawn Starhub leh?
Somemore within a week, got two people search for same thing.
Jashawn & I already over since long time ago.
LOL nothing big news about him & me in this blog.
Except that I still blog that I still see him in school,
& that we still chat like normal friends.
Afterall, let bygone be bygone.
But I seriously wondered,
he got so famous meh!?!?
Why search him in google? LOL!
Can share with me not?
Kpo me. -.-"
But seriously lo,
I'm really curious leh!
Roar-ness.
Bye.
11:44:00 PM
Buddha with Zhenfeng & Shengyou. =D
Wenjing out of picture. -.-"
Me out of picture. -.-"!
Thank you Yeow Chong for helping us not waste food. =D
Interactive Discussion of the plot of land. LOL!
Evidence of boyboy stealing food. -.-"
I like my dress. =D
Role play of Clements & Dennis wearing skirt. LOL!
TOO DARK LAH! -.-" Jian yong, Hangqi & Vicky. =D
The chalet time. =D
Sleepyshoppingmall. LOL!
Liwei's birthday cake. =D
Liwei, may you faster recover okay. =D
Chalet time. =D
My school computer damn powerful one okay,
can twist twist twist one. LOL!
Century Egg. Damn chio right the "firework".
Kangliang,Ziyou,Nicholas - my pals in secondary school. =D
& my girls weren't there. =(
Alex - The monkey. =D
Let me zi-lian abit in my blog lah. =/
Rahhhhhhhhhhhhh~ LOL!
& I hate outbreaks. =/
Can see it from first & third picture. =/
But I love the aftermath, wahahaha~!
Second picture - I never put make up okay. =/
So fair can can can. But after come back from camp,
I'm tanned alittle. =( Roar. I shall hide from the sun as much as I can.
Zilian finish. =/
So kbye.
12:31:00 PM
I was so hiong loh.
Alright, there's this teacher in Manjusri - Mrs Wong.
Which I used to dislike her a lot, since she always catch my attire.
No matter in my hair, my skirt, my socks, she can catch anything.
Damn lame shit.
& I don't understand why she appeared in my dream,
as one of my paternal auntie. Kiasinang.com
So we were about to go to a temple.
& she started to shoot me.
I was wearing a Tee & a knee-length pants,
but I was wearing make up.
So she was shooting me again,
about watever the pants was too short,
& saying why my attire is like that when I'm going temple.
& whatever shit shit shit shit shit.
LOL! Ended up, I was suppressing everything in,
letting her scold and everything. =/
But ah, she kept saying and saying,
still tell other auntie of mine.
& my auntie came to tell me,
so I was saying so loudly.
"Some people hor, buay zhi dong one..."
LOL! I was saying things very directly loh..
Then she went into my room and cry you know.
Kiasinang.com ah -.-!
How come recently, I become so evil. =/
Like last night, I felt I replied him very harshly.
Then today, dreamt that I "shoot" my auntie yet also my teacher so badly. =/
Oi, I very evil meh. =/
Maybe not mindful enough. =/
But, I really so evil meh. =(
Alright, I'm sorry to those who I hurt,
I seek for your forgiveness.
I'm so sorry!!
I'm weird. -.-"
I'm really really weird.
Arghh, Kill me. =/
But like that,
weird people will extinct. =/
Ahhhhhhh~ I'm weird lah.
I'm fat.
I'm weird.
I'm irritating.
What's more ah? -.-"
Kiasinang.com
What the hell.
Okay lah, I go upload pictures,
blog all the super overdue pictures. =/
BYEBYE =D
11:35:00 AM
Yes, went out to chiong maple.
I'm level 42 now. =D
Then, we went out to Eastcoast to have dinner,
& went to sing song at
Forgotten the name all of a sudden, so replaced kbox. =/
Yet, just remembered, it's TeoHeng, the one at Katong one. =D
Cheap cheap eh~ =D
Blahhh, went all the way to Jurong,
then dad called. =( His PMS time. Sian~
On a random note, I saw Hello Kitty Mouse & Keyboard,
Damn uber super duper cute, but my mouse & keyboard not spoilt yet leh,
Like bo hua if I get it. But it's really nice lo. Furthermore, it's pink. =D
It will suit my wall colour once I repaint it. AhhhH~
Should I buy not?
& I suddenly felt that,
I replied that stupid person very harshly leh. =/
But he also replied me very harshly loh~
But I still suddenly felt very guilty leh.
Aiyo, why am I so bothered. -.-"
& I also know he wasn't that petty,
but I just felt very guilty loh. =(
Aiya, I suck.
I really don't know what I want.
I miss him. Yet, I don't miss him.
I'm treating him good,
yet I'm treating him harsh.
I want to care for him,
yet I don't think there's a need to.
I love him, yet I hate him.
爱与恨只是一线之差。
今天可以很爱你，
明天可以很恨你。
Am I dumb to love you,
no, just tell me, am I dumb?
Roar.
1:35:00 AM
Monday, June 16, 2008
But I looked damn ugly in it~ =/
Since no make up, bad complexion, fat...
Aiya, whatever. =/ That's just me~
We love Bhante. LOL!
Just found out, in front all act cool nia~ LOL!
Rit.Raymond.Me.Andrina.Perry.Yinghui!
The BUDDHA. =D
BUDDHA is LOVED. =D
Number One. =D
Crazy bunch. =D
Buddha with Chiobu (Kaiwen).
Two Buddha's girl. LOL!
XINYI!!
Raymond Tham!
Jiahui, Xinyi & me. =D
Supposedly to be taking with Xinyi, but but... LOL!
Supposedly to take with Perry, Rit & Shengyou, but but..
Supposedly to take with Shengyou. LOL! But..
JIAHUI! =D
Chiobu Kaiwen. =D
Blessing water after mud game. LOL!
Si Zhi Lu Kou. (10 word junction)
Sara&Wanling. =D
Camwhore 1
Camwhore 2
Camwhore 3
Camwhore 4
Camwhore 5
Camwhore 6
Camwhore 7
Camwhore 8
Camwhore 9
LOL Raymond's photographic skill ah, CMI leh~ =/
Camwhore 10
Camwhore 11
Camwhore 12 (With Kevin's leg) -.-"
Camwhore 13 =D
The End. =D
Actually I have a lot overdue picture.
But I go sleep first okay. =D
Later I'll be back. =D
Gotta go lanshop play. =D
Seeyoubye.
Just don't matter.
I knew.
9:43:00 AM
