Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I really haven't been going shopping.
Sighed. It's been so damn long you know.
I want that band skirt. I want that top.
Sighed. God-damn broke now.
Because of my driving license.
Cause the theory stuffs are paid by myself.
So sort of broke soon. Sighed.
But I'm still got to get my band skirt.
Roar, should I get the glossy one or what?
Tsk.
I just felt like dressing up. :D
It's just the mood lah. LOL!
Sometimes, I felt like making up.
Sometimes, I felt like dressing up.
Sometimes, I just felt like dolling up. =/
Dont' know. Since I also never go out much.
Don't need doll so much like last time already.
So troublesome, go school doll up also very crazy.
I'm not the type who go school must swee swee one.
I anyhow wear also can go school one. LOL.
I don't care~
Sighed. I want to go out.
I miss going out like everyday.
When was the last time I actually really shopped.
When was the last time I actually explored new places.
Sighed. Time time time. Give me time.
On a side note,
BROTHER READ MY BLOG.
LOLOL! He kept wanting me to change my blogskin.
Tsk. Change lah change lah, this week I start editing narh.
Tsk. LOL.
Food for Thought.
Never rely on anybody.
Because you have only you yourself.
No matter how tough the road is going to be.
Don't rely on anybody, because one day, he/she might just walk away,
leaving you to fall upon yourself.
Be Independent.
You'll learn it the hard way.
11:52:00 PM
It's about these 45 lessons that a person had learnt.
Anyway, I took out all those which was saying about god.
I'm not a god person, so yeah.
Thus, number is not in order. =D
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years, will this matter?".
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
11:16:00 PM
Crying don't help. D=
Suddenly, I felt like buying more cosmestics.
I miss making up, cause it make wonders.
But, somehow, I'm very lazy in a way.
That's why, I don't put make up often.
Or rather, I should say, I rarely put it.
Lazy lah. Seriously.
K bye.
12:46:00 AM
Monday, June 29, 2009
Paper was tough.
Life was alright, I guess.
Mundane life, mundane me.
It would all be alright. =D
Smile my life away. :)
Last chance.
Exhausted.
I just want to break down.
Even the time I broke down,
a cold statement was passed.
"Finish crying? Can we go?"
No comfort, no coaxing.
Just sitting there, and heck caring.
Was I even your love, I doubt so.
How many time, I broke down in front of you.
I don't say, doesn't mean I don't mind.
No one can hear me say, only this space.
Yes, that was how pathetic.
You don't even listen.
I hate people judging.
I dislike the so-called friends.
Superficial, everything was on surface.
Tune it back to the same old song.
Turn it back to the same old time.
And, we watched it all fade away.
Why do I still love so deeply?
11:29:00 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
I think I'm too lazy to blog.
Plus too busy Ha.
Actually not very busy,
but somehow busy in a good way.
LOL!
So Thursday was school.
Did some project at school.
Had some chit chat with Siewhui.
Project in school.
Home, then boyfriend.
Friday was piano.
Then school for project supposedly,
but in the end, didn't do it! lols.
Next was lesson,
then home.
Then boyfriend.
Saturday was crap.
Woke up at 5.30am.
Went over to school.
Took the transport to Marina Barrage.
Run around taking pictures.
Saw many people.
Randey, Liangjian, Mabel & Kevin.
Kevin's experience was funny lah.
Initially, I thought he was from Kayaking,
so didn't bother to ask if he's there. LOL!
In the end, while he went to toilet,
he saw me halfway through,
then I was like, EH I THOUGHT U KAYAK ONE. -.-"
Quite stupid lah, I remember he always saw Liangjian,
why the hell I will go think he's from kayak. -.-"
Next, went over to SBM for meeting.
Yay, I got back my old house.
Moggallana, woooooooot~
yeah, I can have house outing lerh.
Like FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLY~ lols
Got to bring the house even to a greater height with Raymond. ;D
Raymond, let's have more house outing,
all the past things that we always do one.
I miss the so called "Realm" LOL!
Kinda of disband, but they were good. :)
Seriously, I miss Moggallana.
It's the memories that is fruitful.
It's the friendship that is so bonded.
It's the outing that is so fun.
It's the people that makes the perfect house. :D
Okay, Pictures time!
That was hmmm, quite a week ago?
We went to Shanghai Pub.
The song was damn classic.
Ye Shang Hai~ Ye Shang Hai~
Peng. LOL! It was making me sleepy.
In the end, we played some game.
But the atmosphere there is good,
very relaxing though.
HAHAHA, Ryan drinking Fruit Punch.
HAHAHAHA! LOLOL! Then he kept saying,
I shall give you a foot punch. LOL!
Hais, he's leaving for Aussie already.
Hope you have fun there. =D
BLURRED~ Sian~
Okay. End.
On a side note: I cut my hair.
It's not a bang at all pleaseeeeeeee~
Oh my. I got all sort of comments.
Good and bad. LOL!
Guys felt it sucks.
While girls feel it's nice.
WHYYYYYY~
Really so ugly meh. =(
The girls trying to convince me ah. =(
That's why I don't want post up the photos yet.
Wait till my fringe grows a little. =D
Kbye!
10:14:00 AM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
They are the one of my loves. :D
Girlfriends mattered. :)
Coincidentally, we all wore Red base clothes. :O
Aaron's classic look. LOL !
Veron like super dao face leh lOL!
I don't know why my face so red though.
Must be the steamboat. =/
Camwhoring when Veron playing pool. LOL!
Need Zi lian. =/
Told you she's playing. LOl!
She not bad leh, mai siao siao.
Baby.
I feel baby looked rather toot with his new haircut.
HAHAHAHA!~
Blogging from school.
Uploaded photos yesterday.
But didn't have time to blog.
Cause I was doing project you see.
Yeah, didn't want to do now,
as I need to on my lappy.
And it's just so irritating to on for another 45 minutes,
waiting for it to start up and then shutting up after awhile.
So yeah, decided not to on it, while I blogged. :D
I just love it when school don't strike so hard on me.
I needed time to do my stuffs.
I can't wait for BTT too.
Sighed, but unfortunately,
there isn't enough credit inside.
I just wanna die man.
And what's more, I couldn't find my ibanking that device.
Siao liao. I got to die so badly, kill me.
Sighed.
Realised a lot of things.
Reminisicing evey single things.
Last chance.
11:21:00 AM
Steamboat time. :D
Shanghai pub. :D
It's just preview for now. HAHA.
I told you I had a lot photos already.
Didn't manage to go club again.
Sian, partly also next day we all have camp.
Hais, First time is because of age limit,
second time is cause not fated.
=(
I think I'm not fated to go clubbing lah. =(
Sighed.
I just want to feel loved.
I just want to be loved.
I just want to be happy.
I just want to be pampered.
I just want to be doted.
Is that too much I ever asked?
Taken for granted.
I think so.
Sighed.
I hate it, when I was blamed for everything.
Will this heart be dead one day?
What held me back, is the love.
Yet, my heart is shattered.
I don't want words.
I want actions.
I hate it when you did not meant it.
Do you even know, how much I admired the other girls?
Was the problem lies in me or us?
I did everything to salvage this relationship.
I gave everything just because of the love.
Now, what did I got back?
It's always not enough.
Sighed.
I miss the starts.
12:52:00 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
is to make you feel worst.
Pushing everything to you.
I only wish for a companion,
to walk that dark road.
Is that too much I'm asking for,
as someone who supposedly meant something.
I wanted to leave early to have time to walk back,
yet you keen to stay and wanted to take cab back.
Now, I'm the one getting scolded.
Sighed.
I shouldn't blog too much about it.
But I have no where to rant anymore.
I have no one to rant either.
I was watching one show before blogging.
It was about this old lady that was blind.
She did all the housechore even though she blind.
She's married to Uncle He, and the Uncle He left for 24 years.
When he came back, she accepted him graciously still.
It was said that love, nobody blame one another,
there is never a right or wrong.
Never count how much you gives,
it's just all about giving and never ask for return.
I admire unconditional love, wished for one.
Sighed.
Bye.
10:31:00 PM
These are sentosa photos. :D
SENTOSA!
Yeah yeah, the girls power.
My girls. :D
Sibei Act Cool. LOL!
Only Ian spoilt picture.
ANDRINA! :D
Okay okay.
Got to go over to MS to look for baby & gang.
Bye. :D
Baby's camp has H1N1.
I hope he's fine.
If not later he pass to me.
I SIAO LIAO.
K bye.
7:41:00 PM
