佘婉菱; 我的世界;我的生活



Thursday, June 30, 2005

guide again~

todae northingy muchie iin sch. just getting bored.. sms with john all the way =x den till the recess over. so boredd~ den jiu just tok crappie. den study study. den jiu last thingy math ii learn abt Elimation =x weeeets~!! arent ii pro =x

den jiu after tat waited for dance to start. den finish up mauh compre. den ask qii help mii pass to mdm wi. thanks qii horr!!! den go up music room =x den dacne dance dance. den huimin jie come. den jiu continue dance. den sit down there de shi hou. hui min jie ask us whether we want the ribbon those. den we jiu walk there see loo. den jiu see see see. den jiu xiangyu say wat we all buy one why give them =.=" den ii jiu pengx liao loo. den jiu we jiu say dun need liao. we ownself wan ownself buy. dou bu xi han derhx. den xiao mei jiu say us wat give attitude. lame sia =.=" watever.

den jiu after tat rush at bugis here and there just to buy for the sat thingy. den jiu go bugis street ii bought muah shirt. 5 dollar onli. bleahx. cheaper than tat wat 9.80 shirt sia. and even far more cheaper than liang eng one 8 dollar one =x just a plain white shirt. and we gortta cut all those. dun waste so muchie money narhx =x ii gortta save money lerhx =((

den jiu go buy sweet tat time. enghua kor kor own us derhx marhx. den jiu go a Day&Nite shop buy titbits for sat nite. bought dao 23 ++ =x enghua korr pay all sia. so nice of hiim!! thanks sehx =x

den jiu watch tv. cuz no hw marhx. den jiu slppp den slp till 12 ++ wake upp . den now blogging. ii'm so lame sia =x




ii tink ii have to tok with muah secret sharing group liao. see wat's the opinion. ii tink ii gortta get tis thingy outta of muah lyfe. it's blocking muah way alot.


ii can't take iit anymore.
ii can cry no more
ii can't pretend
ii can't hide
ii haviing iit far too much
once again ii broke down because of uu.
uu sux so muchie.
ii hate uu.

get off muah lyfe. ii'm pissed~!!


go away pplx. nort iin good mood nowaday. dun provoke mii. ii hate iit alot. ii believe iin kharma. freak muah lyfe. it's so sux!!! maybe ii shld try getting muahself out of muah lyfe!! it' way sux so muchie. dun force mii iinto noway. ii can do anythingy. dun ever force mii!! ii hate uu!!! go aways.

suddenly ii just hate a thingy so much. hate alot alot alot.


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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

ii'm lonely~!!!

haiZz. haiZz. todae iis a baddd day~!! now also northingy muchie. go sch. gort scold from YANG JIE. uu stupid rabbit!! cursee uu nia. stupid derhx. down there say mii wat hair larhx. den ask mii pin. den ii say "walao wo qu jian jiu shi bu xiang pin qi lai. den ni men yi zhi yao wo pin. lan fei wo qian jiu you. " den she jiu down there say wat crabbie. ii dou no listen. guan ni men narhx. teacher sux nia. mdm wi no say uu come say. uu extra rabbit larhx.!!! > < * angry~ *

den jiu mdm wi period. gort scold again. say tml muz pass up all hw. wahhh muah ke lian de brain arhx. todae muz crack muah brain lerhx. =.=" den jiu recess loo. all bu jian diao. onli pris pei mii . iis lyk suan lerhx. all pangseh mii. iif no pris ii'm onli there lo. suan lerhx narhx. ii dun care lerhx.

den jiu after tat duno wat period narhx =x duno who come iin also =x forget lerhx. =x den jiu art. den tok tok dao ii going slp lerhx sia =.=""" den jiu go write down the wat art art. ii'm so tiredd!! den jiu tink bu liao marhx. gort count iin CA nia =x sadd sia~ den jiu after tat jiu CV. =.=" sexuality lesson =.=" den jiu tok tok tok . den jiu down there eat play tok. den jiu go for assembly lerhx.

den jiu tok to belle she keep tok to julia. den suan lerhx lo. iis lyk onli mii toking. den she no listen. call her she bo chup. suan lerhx. den jiu down there tink tink tink dao yao cry laio. suan lerhx suan lerhx. den jiu veri sian marhx. den slp loo. den duno wat ii hear iis F and G den ii jiu stand up laio =x den jiu go with marilyn andd pris andd nadya . den go buy cup noodle go home eat. =.=" den jiu lyk tat lo now writing blog. haiZz.

haiZz ii'm so boredd~!! sian liao. suddenly hate sch so muchie. iis lyk the teacher always pick on mii. nort reali muchie friend. haiZz. just find out ii actually dun haf alot of friend iin sch. lyfe arent getting any better iinstead getting worser as time went by.

for mii ii get tiredd the more when everythingy get worser. nort muchie happiness iin mii . happiness iis just a short term. lyk ytd still manage to smile alittle. cuz watch inditial d marhx. finally watch lehx =x den jiu lyk tat loo. haiZz. ii wan fa xie lehx =x who iis willingly to sponsor mii let mii go faxie =x tat is shopping =x haiZz. sadd sia.

come back to a empty house. den mama wanna give boyboy back to muah god papa. the more sadder ii am. just dun wanna cry anymore. with out boy boy the more empty muah house is. no sound no voice. nothingy. ii gort nothingy left lerhx. den mama still wan take boyboy away. den jiu suan lerhx. although iis just a 3 month. but ii just love iit so muchie . and uu wanna take iit away. it's unfair for mii.

lyk ii tot ii culd happi when ii having muah birthday. cuz there's alot present all those. but it's nort just after sch somethingy bad happened. go home. northingy at all. no special thingy northingy . just a normal day went by. even muah kor dou forget mauh birthday. it's lyk everyone forgortten mii . ii just a illusion to tis world lo . haiZz. suan lerhx. ii can onli pretend northingy had actually happened. suan lerhx. haiZz.



lyfe sux. it's sux alot. hate mii as uu wish. ii noe uu hate mii alot. just go ahead. ii dun care.


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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Inditial D~!!! rawks rawks rawks..

todae dun tok abt the sch narhx =x tok abt the after sch. so funni. down there keep luff luff luff. den saw shanyuan!~ he was reading newspaper. wah sehh bad for eyes nehx!! =x den jiu take mrt come back buy green tea those. =x den jiu faster come home den find kokwei den kokwei come muah house see see see den say muah pc mei jiu yao lerhx =.=" bu shi cuz wat is cause muah stupidd kor kor narhx go take out everythingy. wah sehh!!! den jiu muah pc still spoilt. arghhh~!!! den jiu he rush off for his bball. den mii andd qii abt 4.30 went out of house to go buy ticket. den buy lerhx walk alittle the bugis street. den go mac buy thingy.

den jiu go up. =x we were late. started liao den we go iin. den jiu continue watch lo. omg sia =x the jay chou seems to be alittle dumb dumb derhx. but he's iis nort okay!! den jiu veri funny loo thru out. cuz his actions those. so cute sia him =x den jiu gort one yu wen le go competition with him. den jay won!! wahaha..

den jiu edison omg ii lyk his smile =x so shuai!! =x den jiu gort one time a guy who tie up his hair with blue thingy =x he look sux okay =x still wan competition with jay. boo uu!!! den jiu jay win again. den jiu he ask his friend or whoever come competition with jay. but jay's car is those =x abit lousy type derx. so halfway thru spoilt. den he lyk veri sad sia =x den muah mood went down also . sad sia. den jiu edison so good those. wah seh hao peng you.. den jiu jay's papa go repair. wah sehhh repair dao those scary sia =x den his papa also pro sia =x KONG BU! =x

den jiu alot part narhx =x den jiu last part. jay.edison.chen xiao chun together bi sai =x den chen xiao chun de car fly sia =x den jiu ii xiang dao jashawn. so funni~ =x den jiu beside us gort one gurlx luff veri funny marhx. den ii go imitate =x den qii luff dao pengx. so lame mii =x den jiu left the jay and edison down there. den at first edison overtake jay lerhx. but iin d end jay still win. wahahaha!! ii love all of uu nia =x rawks rawks rawks =x ii'm crazziie liao. but nvm just crazzie awhile..

den jiu show the jay's gurlfriend those. sad sia. cry down there =.=" nort reali cry larhx. just alittle tears at muah eye. den jiu finish liao. too sudden sia =x scary =x den jiu finish . den saw qian qian andd jun nan. omg they cut hair. den they say choonting iinfront. but ii no see her. wah sehhhhh todae lyk saw alot pplx sia =x those tat ii long long time no see derhx =x

den jiu lyk tat bahx =x den tok alot on weirongx thingy. kk narhx ii'm just mad okays~ awhile can liao =x den jiu lyk tat lo. den halfway walking saw muah korr. dorts sia. den jiu he go liao. den mii pei qii go wait for her mum those lo. woohoo


happi sia!! todae saw alot pplx =x

1.shanyuan
2.jun nan
3. choonting
4. korr =x

den jiu lyk tat loo. mummy chao again. wahsehh kill u larhx. chao caho caho. shoo aside narhx. go away!!


weeee!! dun spoilt muah mood. iif nort WO DUI NI BU KE QI =x wahahahas . ii wan watch inditial D again!! weeeee!!! happi happi.. tink end here loo. ii'm just crazzie todae.

enghua korr sorry lehx unable to pei uu watch show todae =x cuz need to rush back narhx. sorry nehx!!!

kokwei sorry lehx =x let uu come all the way to muah house andd waste ur time. sorry!!!


kk enddedd~!!! wee!!! ii love inditial D. weeeeeee!!



inditial D rawkss


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Monday, June 27, 2005

get to noe muahself better =))

Get to know yourself better


Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.



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Starting of sch and ii haven do finish hw

as usual ii haven do finish muah hw. it's so siann!!! den somemore later going to cut hair with qii. and muah time table iis change!!! tml gort chinese ii haven done any jian bao. ahhhh!! ii done liao~ wan dan liao~!!!

den also nort tat good moodd.. hmmms alot pplx change hairstyle. nort bad larhx. dun tink dao lyk so ugly those. mine ii also going cut but dun scare iis go cut alittle onli. cut fringe den cut make iit alittle thinner.

dennn aa norhtingy muchie lerhhhxx.. endd here looo~~~!!! hope ii can finish hw by wed =x hope narhx!!! kk endd here loo. go chat with them liao. bleahx =PpPp


ii hate muah lyfe~


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Sunday, June 26, 2005

ii hate all oof yuu!! ii hate muah lyfee

ii'm left alone at the corner again. watever wateverr. ii dun need pplx the tongqing xin. dun need dun need dun needd!!! tink ii attention seeking. as uu wish. ii also dun need any of uu come to give attention. tis iis muah blog. ii just wanna write iit down. dun lyk iit just press tat x over there. blog iis for mii to daily write iit. cannort arhx. uu can just dun see or wat. is lyk nort ii wanna uu see or wat. watever!!

alonex alonex alonex alonex!! tis world hao sux!!! dun lyk mii just leave ii dun need uu as a friend. ii dun need anyone ii dun needddddd!! everyone using mii use use use use use use! so fun mehx!!

ahhhh ii can't take iit lerhx narhx. tears sux tears sux tears sux!!! yy muz ii tink . ii dun care lerhx. ii sux mii sux. wanling sux narhx!!! have so mani friends zuo mo. friends all use uuu uuu.. ahhhh ii hate yuuuU!!!! ii dun wan write liao narhx. just hate muah lyfe so much..


tml sch reopen. will ii be happier? haiZz. suan lerhx ii hate yuuu all~!!!


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ii still can't take iit~!!

wah seh!! lucky muah m0ther let mii join sbmy. iif nort the more sadder nia!! ii hate muah lyfe sia. always papamama controlling~!!! ssian lehx. ii hate uu all. haiZz..

ssian ssiann ssian~!! ii'm nort okay nia. just dun wan say out onli. always cry cry cry for stupid thingy lyk her. just dun wan cry sia. but jiu shi can't control. haiZz. ha0 sux de gan jue. watever watever watever. hao hate alot thingys sia. stop controlling everythingy.

heard from amanda huiwen they all. duno wat happenend narhx. they everythingy also dun believe. DUN BELIEVE DUN BELIEVE DUN BELIEVE. guide is wat. guide nv lies. ii always rmb.

suan lerhx. ii getting enuff of all tis. spending our time on all tis. ii rather spend more time on muah study on sbmy. it's giving mii so muchie problems. getting muahself outta here. it's sux so much!!! ii hate all tis. muah lyfe sux!!


haiZz.


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Saturday, June 25, 2005

sadd day sehx~!!

todae arhx. went back sch for the meeting and dance. had a terrible headache marhx =x so went there late. den can't hear wat they say. they mumble all the way. dne jiu nvm lo. den jiu keep dance dance dance dance dance. =.=" need to go early. but they make us stay back late nvm nvm~ den jiu fasterr chiong go liao.

reach there den jiu tok tok tok those wat wat rule derhx ii duno narhx =x den jiu after tat jiu go iinto group. muah group has ze ming. ze kui. jiaqi. mii. alex =X. yi gong. lokwei. kai yi . shii xiong. li wei. chufeng?. ryan. benjamin. den tink no more liao =x tink so narhx.

den after tat jiu go with huiwen they all. they tell mii abt those guide derhx. =.=" den jiu go down den jiu spend alot time there. den jiu duno narhx. just sux so muchie. den jiu cry alot time cuz of tat. stupiid derhx lo. specially herr..

den jiu crappie alot. den jiu go for games. went alot place. quite fun narhx. our group merge with tat tat zhen feng group. so funn sia~~ kana piggy back by him. so funn~


den jiu after tat our group is the last =x nvm nvm it's alright. had fun jiu hao


den jiu do alot celebration den jiu do alot thingy . dne jiu lyk tat loo . den jiu go liao.. go with zheng hao they all lo. noe a vicent he so quiet =.='


kk end here lerhx. KOR KOR CHAO CHAO CHAO!~!!!


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Friday, June 24, 2005

guide day~~

hmms . early in the morning wake up go bathe den go down eat with qii. den go the cut hair shop iin d end SO HENGX . no open sia. 24 and 25 no open. wah sehhh!! zhong ma piao also no so hengx lo . =x

den jiu after tat jiu sian liao. den go take 80 to sch. den jiu crappie with qii. say wat later lyk last time saw the bian tai. wah seh =x den jiu after tat went sch. go find vienx jie. den start work. qii helped sia. thanks alot nehx!!! thanks alot alot !!! =))) den jiu trace the thingy on the wood. stupid ken make spoilt some. but nvm narhx at least they helped . but haiZz muz trace again. ahhhh!! den jiu awhile we do do for 1 hour plus bahx ii guess? ii do 4 onli . sian sia. den qii do 3? ii tink so. den jiu after tat qi go liao den jiu slack with liang eng they all. den went back do with huiwen. thanks sia

den jiu saw enghua korr. den he nv bring lollipop =(( den jiu suan lerhx. den jiu crabbie alot. den jiu tell thingy to enghua korr. den after tat jiu say wat go play pool. den he jiu say ask mii go play. den ii kay kay say uu treat huh! =x den he jiu say ya!! wah sehh so good =x

den after tat awhile we jiu go up play piano den start dancing den eng hua go liao. den liang eng they all come. den jiu dance dance dance till veri long. den slack abit dance again. den jiu dance dance dance den xiao mei came back with a cd. can't be used~ den jiu use hp play arhx? so soft nia. den awhile huimin jie come liao. den jiu slack alot. down there tok abt make up. den jiu hw. den alot alot. den jiu start dancing. =.=" den rongyan need go marhx. den she jiu awhile come back say whole place lock. den kana lock down there lo. den xiaomei try to go down. but scare scare. den jiu rongyan zhi jie go down. den jiu go liao. den finally the aunty betty come. den gort a lesson from her =.=" wah seh chao si ren sia =x

den jiu walk home with huimin jie they all. den go find enghua kor at the mrt. as promised!~ he gave mii 4 lollipop. happie!!! * jump around * =x den jiu lyk tat lo =x den jiu finish liao.

kor kor is back!! he's botak now. so funni hairstyle =x look weird on him sia =x den jiu lyk tat bahx. no new news anywhere.

oh ya ii saw 2 kitten on the way home. so cute. ii gues just open the eyes sia. SO CUTE!! can't stand iit . ahhhh * screams* =x ii wanted to bring muah house downstair. but scare the mother come back. den wanna bring home but scare muah dog. arghhh!! *headache*!!! iin d end stand down there play with the kitten awhile dne jiu go liao . sian sian sian. =x

now maybe go find qii at bugis x)) ii'm boredd~ real bored okays!~!! gtg lerhx bye. =x go find qii. bleahx..


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arghhh ii'm just nort feeling good~!!

ahhh. ii'm madd now. ii wan money!! ii wan shopping!! ii wan had a miracle to just had a wand and just a magic code the homework is done!! ii wan a FLIP FONE!! ii wan to studyy hardd!! ii wan alots now!!

gortta be groundedd soon~ ii guess~!! cuz ii have been going out since the holidays start and now the holis iis gotta overr. andd tml ii still going out to cut hair andd into sch to help vienx jie with our campfire thingy. she's reali done alot on iit =(( felt guilty* sorry vienx jie!!

ZHONGTAO =x ii'm sorry horr. =x uu noe wat ii meanx. we just noe for 2 weeks onlii. dun crazzie can?? hope we stil can be friends till d end =))

ii hope tml when ii cut hair muah hair. northingy wuld happen to muah baobei hair. hope it dun qiao or wat. ii pray hard sia =x hope hope hope. haiZz..


tml gort dance. haiZz.. nvm nvm. gortta help vienx jie sia. ii duno how sia =.=" haiZz..


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ii hate yuu. hate tiis lyfe. !!!

utterly disappointedd~

guides iis always giiving mii a last min plann. and spoilt all muah plan. it's lyk it's nort the first or second time liao. it's already alot of time. ii just dun wan say out onli. suan lerhx . den muah mother lehx. freakish narh~!!!!

stupid derhx lyk ii do somethingy wrong lyk tat. papa birthday onli marhx. BURTHDAY ONLI MARHX. DA BU LIAO MEHX. yy muz sat. somemore ming zhi dao muah sat ii nort free one loo. den jiu down there scold yy ii join wat SBM . wat larhx can't ii get muah own lyfe mehx. yy muz everythingy uu iin control narhx. dun force mii do thingys tat ii dun lyk. ii can just die infront of uu iif uu wan iit. ii'm nort scare of iit. lyfe and death iis just a way of lyfe liao. pplx live pplx die. ii'm nort attracting for tis attention. uu all can just dun care mii. fan zhen ii dou nv ask uu all care. fan zhen uu all hate mii right. hate mii the more uu can. ii dun care.

already tired of tis lyfe lerhx. just dun wan say out onli. ii just wan muah second kor to be back badly!! ii miss telling him how ii feel sia. no more listening ear~ haiZz. tis sux nia. lyfe sux nia.. always going over mii one. the feeling iis nort great okay!! it's always having so mani problems.

ii have northingy to do liao nia. mama sucks!!! hate yuu!! stop controlling muah lyfe. uu wan care so muchie on papa. go care!! stop asking mii do tis do tat. ii'm nort ur dog!!

seriously~ there's were no one there when ii reali do neededd. stop acting lyk uu care. cuz uu dun actually care. just a words but no actions. so wat for say out =.=" it's northingy iif uu just simply say iit. ii hate yuu all!! ii really do hate tiis world. ii realii do!! suan lerhx. when ii'm alone ii can tink alot alot alot. when there's silent ii can tink tink tink alot alot alot too. nv let mii be quiet. cuz the feeling sux!!! haiZz. suan lerhx suan lerhx. ii just being crazzie right now. nort iin veri good mooodd. wo yao fa xie =x jkjkjk. nvm nvm. just alittle disappointed iin lyfe. northingy muchie bahx.


kokwei next time den put ur name shiny shiny derhx =x no moood~~


take care friends~


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Thursday, June 23, 2005

ssian ssian ssiann ssiann!!

kokweii!! narhx uu wan ur name here huh ii write big big =x

KOKWEI aka PUTAO aka WATERMELON aka kiwi

hmm. todae northingy mcuhie. eat.slp.do homework.watch tv. play pc lyk tat lo. whole day at home. sssiannnnn!!! =x ii'm so ssiian. dun care tml muz get muahself out of tis house!! ii'm so sian!!!!!!!

northingy to write liao. cuz whole day at home nia =x ssiannn!!!! did some catch up with yeechean.alex.john =x sms onli narhx. =x ii wan meet yeechean long time no see her. hmm gortta go her house soon. =))) yeah it's soon~ weeee ii'm crazzie

kk~~ ssiannn siia. fri stil need go back for guide. ahhh =.=" ssiannn. haiZz.. tml maybe go qi house do hw bahx. bobian . haiZz.

kk endd here loo. =PpPpPpPp


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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

shldd be a homework day~ =x yet ii went to play because of KOKWEI!! =.="

KOKWEI ii write ur big big name here sia =x DOU SHI UU LARHX. ii haven finish muah homework nia =x uu goood hai us.


hmmm.. morning gort morning call from kokwei. thanks thanks =x he so zhun sia =.=" den jiu ask him call back at 8.15 den he call again. den jiu go bathe those go those. den he call say 9.30 at muah house downstair. so ii faster den go down find bu dao him. at first wan sms him say go bus stop meet hao liao. iin d end saw him. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat. den we jiu go take 63. den stop at the aljunied mrt. den jiu go up the stair den going down tat time saw huiwen. den ask her wan come along anort. she dun want.

den jiu after tat jiu sit at the aljunied mrt staircase there. so crabbie us nia . keep tok and tok and tok and tok and tok. first time see him so chao sia =x FIRST TIME SIA. we go out so mani time he FIRST TIME so chao sia =x den jiu after tat jiu meet dao qii den jiu go mac eat. call huiwen and marilyn but none ans. =x finally huiwen ans den ask her where's the mac. den jiu go lo. ii eat hotcakes den qi and putao eat big breakfast.

den after tat eat finish go library do homework. halfway thru ii slept =x den jiu awhile huiwen and marilyn come liao. den ii continue do all tis lo. den kokwei hor. HAIZz. BAD FRIEND SIA =x den after tat jiu he go take those dog pic. dog story book. let us see. den ii jiu abit sian 1/2 dun feel lyk doing liao =x wahahaha. den jiu after tat jiu lyk tat lyk tat lo. =x den he jiu say veri sian lehx at library. den wat wat wan go other place. den ii also feel abit sian liao den go lo. den go mrt wait for weiming.!!


den saw shufang.amanda andd shufang's sis den jiu after tat weiming come liao we go take train go city hall. crabbie alot nia. =x ask weiming abt t-shirt thingy. den kokwei tok abt jeans thingy =x den jiu lyk tat lyk tat lo. den reach liao go marina square walk abit eat abit. den jiu go suntec walk abit den play arcade. ii'm so childish =x ii suggested go play the bball thingy. den ask qii help and weiming help iin d end qii nv play. den jiu suan lerhx lo. den jiu kokwei and weiming play. den jiu kokwei win by 2 balls =x so funni nia we take the ticket go exchange for sweet =x lame us =x den jiu go liao den go home.


den jiu abt lyk tat bahx. den come home use pc den later go amanda house do homework. =x ii haven finish nia. THANKS TO HER. keep use msn. den iis lyk iis tok alot those. suan lerhx .her pc marhx lyk wat she say =.=" den jiu lyk tat lo. tink abt lyk tat bahx =)) end here loo. ii wan slp =x but cannort. sian tml still gort dance waste muah time onli =.= " dance lai dance qu same marhx. den somemore mauh hw haven finish sia. wahsehx. suan lerhx suan lerhx. ok endd here loo~~






silent give unhappiness to mii~


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ii'm so lame =((

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Monday, June 20, 2005

uu noe it's hurts~

ytd so call had a quarrel with kokwei. we both nort iin good mooodd. sorry lehx. ii starting to have a bad attitude lerhx. start to wu li qu nao lerhx. dui bu qii ~ dun care mii bahx. uu wan uu go out with qi can liao. ii bu xiang zai chao xia qu. dui bu qii~ and dun keep say uu alone. cuz uu gort alot pplx care derhx. specially her =)) uu ming bai de. ytd ii just say derhx.

haiZz. we two hao xiang alot thingy happen sia nowaday. tat time uu say i hao xiang dun wan tok to uu . bobian . ii ye jie shi guo lerhx. den now another =.=" ii'm so lame . always quarrel with pplx derhx. stupidd miiii. arghhhh. ii tink pplx dun haf mii as friend shi zui hao derhx. lyfe shi peaceful derhx. dui marhx. suan lerhx. ii dun wan say xia qu lerhx. hao xiang cry arhx. saun lerhx.


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it's felt lyk ii was being use. ii hate tat feelings~

iis lyk ii can cry no more. close muah eyes and pretend everythingy is alright. it's nort~ uu all duno how ii feel. last time ii was the one who iis nort getting bored. because pplx wuld be there. ii trust them as muchie as ii can. now ii'm the one who iis getting bored~ trying to find thingys to do. but actually there's northingy meaningful. it's sux okay. ii just nv say out. but now ii just cant take iit anymore. uu all duno how the feelingx. it's hurtx!~ it's hurtx alot~

ii felt bad tat ii'm the one who iis nort bored. is lyk ii won't reali wanna continue the chat. but nvm. all the friend just once a full moon den find mii derhx. iis lyk now alot thingy dun matter to mii lerhx. see thru everythingy lerhx. tired tired tired tired~ who noes tat feeling. no one~ iis lyk everythingy change since the day uu all knew. nvm nvm~ they happi can liao.

suan lerhx. tis lyfe totally ruined liao. ii can go die or watever dou dun matter at all. haiZz. lyfe is so hard to control. especially ur emotional. there's alot of time ii just dun wanna say out anythingy. ii can just type finish a whole entry and ii din't post. ii just press the cross up there. uu all nv knew wat ii was tinking. it's so sick to have tis lyfe.

aloads aloads of thingy iin tis lyfe iis northingy to mii liao. iis lyk ii was being use. when they dun haf her* to sms den sms mi. =.=" uu duno how it's feel. den always ask lerhx pplx out den they say wat wat wat den ask mi . it's so sickening. ii was being a extra. a super extra to tis world. to muah friend. it's sux it's sux. ii hate all of uu. iif uu all have no one to sms liao. cuz pplx iis busy or wat. dun sms mii. ii dun xi han!! dun ask mi out when pplx wanted a company. I DUN XI HAN!! get iit. go away~




hate all of uu~


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Sunday, June 19, 2005

tw0 days bloggie~

18o6o5 Saturday~

ermmm. wake up aroundd 10. and then faster bathe those. and then qii told mii she can't come. cuz she need go her uncle house =.=" den jiu laykheng tell mii she will be late =.=" dorts~~ den jiu down there pratice muah piano. den jiu after tat finally time dao liao. den jiu go meet her. went to mac eat. den go up e-base buy muah clothes. den jiu walk aroundd. den went to bugis street walk around.den saw waiyouuu!! den after tat mii brought a wallet =)) anorther wishlist gone~ den jiu walk walk den saw a shirt quite nice. den laykheng ask mi buy den okay lo. buy liao den walk to bugis street again. den jiu after tat no more liao. den went orchard walk.

walk to farest. mii bought a necklace. finally~ but is beads one narhx. den laykheng wan buy one wallet but it's 2 for 10 dollar. but she onli wanted one. so she nv buy liao. den ii saw diana andd jasmine there =)))) diana cut her hair. look cute >< !!! they wear pink. and mii wear pink too. a pink day for mjr students =X den jiu after tat laykheng need go liao. cuz at 5 she need go. so ii went to find fiona.

den went to ps lo. den find them at KFC. saw yi gong.randall.fiona. den jiu with them den awhile saw muah cousin!! cherieee ii miss uu!! den jiu after tat yongting come liao. den we jiu walk to the duno where. den halfway thru ii go liao cuz papa at downstair. den rush home lo. den go eat . den come home no pc use. den ii slp den after tat watch tv. den jiu go slp again. the tv show nice sia. tok abt relationship. =x yuan lai last time and now nort same liao. =x now more kai fang =.="

den jiu tok abt todae =x



19o6o5 SUNDAY~

den todae nehx. wake up faster bathe den jiu pack thingy den jiu go mrt. at first won't late nia. but wait for qi. den jiu late liao. den reach at potong pasir. crappie with the pearly.tingting.zeyan. and another gurlx =x ii forget her name. den gort one wilson. ii noe his name liao. always see him always say YOU SHI NI =x so lame we two. den jiu after tat finally can go the SBMY place lerhx. went up the second floor first. den they ask us come down. den ii saw jashawn and weiming. wah seh din't saw them sia =x den jiu after tat we go down lo watch video. so funni sia. thanks to ze ming for making it =))) den jiu after tat sing alittle song den jiu go eat den jashawn ask us go play pool . den since mii and qii northingy to do . den jiu go lo .

den after tat jiu go there play paly play. den play alot. den jiu gort beaten by JASHAWN =.=" so call larhx. cuz the ball fly and hit mii =.=" den second time also him again =.=" so suay. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat den ii tired liao sit there listen song with qi. den pass the thingy to lokwei andd Liwei. =x wah seh their name so alike =x den jiu play wif qii den fiona look den muah aunt call mi. xia dao mi sia =x den jiu lyk tat lyk lyk tat lo =x den jiu go pay money den we go long john eat. so funny at long john. the alex and the li wei andd lokwei so funny.just find out tat alex and our sch de alex same name nia den same surname den hairstyle same den abit look alike sia. =x den the Liwei keep luff at alex say wahaha ni you Alex's bin =x so funny sia. den jiu after tat go liao . go carrefourr. cuz Liwei wan buy one MP3 but no stock.

den tat jiu go liao lo. den jiu take mrt with qii ii stop first. den now reach home faster write blog. so long no write blog lerhx . siannn~ den lyk tat lyk tat lo. finish~ siann~ tml start to do hw those lerhx =)) pplx hope mii faster do finish den can go out =)) but maybe the last sunday and sat ii going out =x dun care narhx ii try to finish the homework before thursday =x ii wan friday go out. siann~ last day of holiday still dun do finish can go die liao =x sssiiiaannn~~ kk loo end here loo. crazie brother ytd use so muchie now still wan snatch pc with mii .CRAZIE MAD DOG LARHX . zui hao ii dun come home hao liao. always ii use so little. now give mii 10 mins onli. wah seh. uu can go die hao liao. hate uuu!! go awayy~ hmphh!!





lingx cryiing iin a corner.
no one care
no one reali care


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Friday, June 17, 2005

SBMY day~

woke up late todae~ supposed to meet at 10.15 am =x ii woke up at 10 am. andd faster sms qii den chiong to bathe those lerhx . den after tat qi come muah house den we go together. take cab go. cuz of boyboy~ =.=" den jiu reach there faster call fiona see where are they. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat lo. den meet up den jiu go iin the hq thingy =x den jiu after tat jiu lyk tat lyk tat. also northingy muchie =.=" just go here go there. listen here listen there. den also northingy muchie. wah seh ZAO ZHI DAO II GO MUAH GUIDE. =.=" but cannort lehx!! guide too late say liao. wah seh guide horr. everytime last min sia. reali shou bu liao one loo. eveyrtime plan hao hao. den bu shi tues jiu shi wed cai come say.

den jiu sian 1/2 liao. din't go guide wah seh sorry sia. duno how are they laio. wah seh!! next time iif our batch take over. we will nv nv nv let it be last min thingy sia. so todae din't go lo. den jiu after tat randall duno yy fall down alot time. sorry lehx. cuz of the boyboy narhx. =.=" den jiu lyk tat lyk tat lo. northingy mcuhie .den jiu lyk tat bahx. sian~


tml meeting up laykheng at 12 go bugis sia =x so happi tml shopping day. saw 5 shirt nia. ii wan!! tml shopping =x siian ii just wasted a 12 dollar on muah dog~ stupid de. cuz ii lost it's bottle. arghh~ den muah bill iis 48 dollar. arghhhh~ muah money~ haiZz. sadded sia. bankrupt day. den somemore ii wan buy clothes 47 dollar wahseh~ dun care sia ii buy clothes more impt first =x tis month nv buy clothes nia. dun care sia muz at least buy nia. dun care dun care. kk end here loo also northingy mcuhie todae.. hope tml wuld be funn~ shopping day andd pris iis going china. hope she yi lu shun feng = ))) weee ~ northingy lerhx.


saddistic


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Thursday, June 16, 2005

bad day for mii~

t0dae iis a bad day. had a quarrel with muah family. ii just miss muah kor so muchie. without hiim everythingy seems to have no brightness at all. oh muah god nehx~ ii too rely on him lerhx =x bobian~ but haiZz. he's nort here nia. haiZz.

muah mother give mii attitude. and muah kor blame everythinyg on mi. ii reali can't take iit. ii guess sure one day ii wuld just scare of tis home and nv even wanted to come back. uu noe it's hard to take iit when all ur close one. ur parents just give uu attitude. just slap uu when they are unhappi. ii just sat there. ii nv give any attitude. just blast muah techno from the mp3 to cover the "noise" ii get.

they are reali getting too far. ii can't take iit anymore. no one reali understand mii. nv. at least when muah second kor is there. at least he noe how to react. and nort lyk muah first kor just push the blame on mii. wat wat when it's nort actually muah fault. is muah mother iis angry with mauh dad and just fa xie on mii. muah family just sux except muah second korr. ii reali miss him. reali reali reali. tis world sux. so dark and grey. nort muchie colourr. ii just wanted to add iin colour to muah world when is suddenly became more dark.

no one care anywhere. suan lerhx. tears sux. ii nv wanted to drop any tears for muah family anymore. it totally sux okay.!! uu all sux. hate uu!!


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spoilt day~

n0rthingy muchiie. just wake up by muah k0r call. den jiu lyk tat chat awhile den jiu wake up online those lerhx. den jiu saw mauh blog gort a gurlx tag. scold mii~ sadded sia. saun lerhx . i noe wat ii am. ii noe who ii am. uu duno mii. uu dun understand mii. no one noe mii better tahn muahself. so iif uu wan critise mii just do it. and nort muah friend. uu bytch. tao yan uu. get away from mauh lyfe. ii dun needd uu tis friend =)) dun lyk mii just get lost from muah lyfe. =)) thank you..!! ii sure veri appreciate de. uu too. since uu dou dun lyk mii den we can just break friendship up. ii dun mindd~

den jiu waste muah pecious time on tis gurlx. den jiu chat till 2.30 pm den jiu faster go prepare. den qii come muah house. den jiu prepare dao 3 den go down eat eat. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat. den walk to MS den jiu buy jelly for tml. den buy noodle for muahslef =x den jiu lyk tat lyk tat. den saw a shirt ii wannn. den jiu go dao suntec go iin E-base. den jiu saw 5 shirt ii wan~~ nvm ii wan save money buy~


den jiu lyk tat lyk tat walk back to bugis saw e base den saw a gurlx tot iis a japanese but it's nort. =x den jiu go home den now write blog liao. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat loo..



thanks to friend who help mi. reali appreciate alot nehx. thanks thankss.. to tat gurlx. thanks alot for letting mii find dao muah true friend. thanks alot. bleahx =P hope ur lyfe wuld be better than spending ur time at home di-siao pplx blog =x ii dou everyday go out liao. also no time at home go tag pplx liao. uu still gort alot time nia. ke lian~ try to find friend go out narhx k. =)) good luck iin eveyrhtingy uu do =))


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edited somethingy iin muah blog~

woohoo now it's 1.58am and tat mean it's 2 . and ii have been doing nothingy until ii started to do make some changes to muah blog nia =x bbut northingy muchie. just added some wishlist andd somethingy to the forever part. ii just find out somethingy =.=" ii have whole loads of wishlist =x hmmms~ gortta save money and go make muah wish come true >< . =x ii'm so lame. nvm nvm everytime the new skin come out ii will put all the already done skin above iit =x but one day will be deleted =x ii just dun wan to for now =x

ii'm just way too borEd~ right now =.=" no one to chat with. =(( all away~ sadded nia =x all good nia =x hope tml will be a fun day =x tink ask qii pei mii go MS walk walk =x new shop. new place =)) new location!! new place to HANG UP WITH =x new place with no muchie pplx ii knew!! wahaha. =x kk ii'm madd =x lucky kokwei walk past iit =x iif nort we won't care such places de =x hmmms~ northingy muchie =x ii just wanna put some colours iinto muah blogx =x too dull liao. reali lyk sad sad those nia =x ii'm crazzie right now =x hao xiang tat song crazzie iin love one of the sentence nia =x nvm craziie mii =x

endd here loo.. =x


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siian day~

hmmm`s wat happened to dae =.="" forgortten~ =x hmm let mii tink~ ii tink it's somethingy lyk tat. todae went for dance. dance dance dance den do the formation den do do do. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat. den at first say 11 den jiu say 11.30 den iin d end 12 =.=" den jiu faster rush home bathe den rush out meet weiming andd kokwei. felt so bad =x cuz ii can't go iin and then they wei lerhx mii change place =(( sorry~

den jiu they went to play billard iinstead of pool. wah seh ii duno how see nia gen he guan play =.=" so big the table. =.=" stupid de. can slp 2 pplx nia =x den jiu see they play awhile den jiu finally qii come den go find her. den jiu go sit there den we decide go arcade play. muah rock fever the button spoilt =(( bad day for mii~ den jiu nv play liao went to walk abit den went back den jiu going to meet randall liao. den jiu iin d end saw them go play pool again. den ask randall come lo. dne ii say the arcade marhx. ben dan larhx him. ii call the whole place peace centre marhx. den wat uu wan. uu dou say peace centre no arcade liao. bu hui AUTO COME MEHX. bendan narhx~ =.=" den he jiu abit bu shuang liao =.=" den jiu come tat time see his face bu shuang ii also abit =.=" sian 1/2 liao. den jiu sit there no tok.

den uu all noe muah pattern de larhx. dun tok awhile can die derhx. den jiu zhi jie say wat kokwei sure win de. ii support him =x den qii support weiming =x booo larhx =x kokwei keep win. den the last time ii saw iis kokwei let weiming win de =x iif nort weiming laso lose nia =x den jiu go ask qii pei mii eat. cuz muah breakfast and lunch haven eat =(( den jiu went to eat the rou sheng mian =x and qii eat the french fries. den go back tat time they gone~ =(( nv tell us. den jiu go call them. den find out they at the usual pool place again nia.

den go back den kokwei help ask. iin d end still cannort =(( den nvm lo. den ii tell qii say iif we cannort go den we go shoppiing. den after tat gang gang hao kokwei also try asking lerhx. thanks nehx =))

den jiu with qii go bugis village again =x ii went to find clothes =x no nice shirt or skirt =(( nvm. den jiu saw one bag~ quite nice. so decided to buy. but wanted to go walk first =x scally ii saw other thingy ii wan buy den no money liao jiu saded liao~ so ii went to walk a big round and then went to buy =x ii'm afraid tat ii will regret nia =x so buy first iis the most impt thingy! =x so after tat qii come to muah house. slack abit den brought muah dog out for a walk. a BIG WALK =x saw a wallet which i wanted to buy =x it's cheap !!

but it's so lame bringing a dog go shopping =x so we walk alot place. walk a big big round near muah house =x den bought a icecream. qi arhx qii no need give back narhx =x from the 26 there minus =x so happi slowly minus dao so fast liao. now left 25.40 =x wahaha =x den jiu after tat jiu come back house. den play with the make up thingy =x den jiu pei qii go home. but papa say fetch her home. den jiu also pei qii lo. den come back tat time slept on the car =x den jiu come back watch tv. cuz kor kor say 12 den can use =.=" den jiu play abit listen song abit watch tv abit. den lie on bed abit . den finally!! 2 hour gone !!! >< so excited =x but now no one online =.=" sadded~

den jiu lyk tat lo. northingy muchie for the day. tml iis window shopping for the gurlx oof the two jiemei hua =x well =x iif gort any plan also can call us out de. we dun mind de =))) zhong zhi if uu all sian or wat can come together =)))


kk end here loo~ tml will be a better day for mii =))


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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

dance day again~

t0dae n0rthingy muchie. as usual wake up at 9++ den started to toss here and there. but still can't get to slp. so ii wake up and started use pc. n0 one was online. i was lyk =.=" nvm~ den jiu there writing testi for muah second account friend. some rewrite some just n0e from camp so write lo. den jiu lyk bahx. den finally pplx online. so happie =x den chat awhile den go down buy food =( muah money again. sadd~

den jiu come up eat finish den jiu clean up muah doggy place den jiu chat with them again . den time up go bathe den ii rmb ii haven return mauh book!! was abit shock =x den faster bathe den jiu faster grab book throw iin bag den jiu off pc den faster step out house den jiu take mrt there.

walk quite fast to the library andd back to sch. so tiring. halfway thru saw amanda andd teddy =)) den ask them pei mii go mama shop buyy drink. den went there buy green tea and walk to sch. andd chatted quite alot on the camp thingy. 0oh muah~ ii miss camp =)) nvm nvm

den jiu walk up to the hall started danciing. wah seh reali hot nia. nv open door . no fan. wah seh ii gortta die of heat stroke. den jiu keep dance. huimin jie came. learn alot of few steps. was so exhasuted till muah whole shirt was wet. den after tat they tink of the position ii sat down. huiwen they all sat down. den started to share secret =)) secret sharing group =))

secret sharing

1. amanda
2. huiwen
3. rongyan
4. eliza
5. miiee!! =x


after tat they say can go liao but we went to void deck to chat alot. saw hou soon. oh muah din't see him for months lerhx. nv change as muchie. cuz can't see clearly. he was with xian neng andd another guy who ii duno =x den jiu after tat chat chat den amanda came andd scare mii. ii was lyk wanted to run away liao cuz she din't told mii iis her. den ii xia dao. nvm den in d end she told mii it was her. =.=" cursed uu nia

and then after tat went home. gort a scolding from mama. she din't listen to muah explanation. alright wateverr~ den jiu saw kor kor using pc. den jiu watch tv den go out eat den buy 1 shirrt. den jiu go home den now ii use pc lo. den now chatting with priscilla.weiming.kokwei.zhu


just now ask zhu wat iis leng lui he duno also. b0o larhx uu =x


have a chat with priscilla. she's so cute =x abit blur. although ii give her clue lerhx she still bu dong. cute nia her. oh ya we have become manicure khakis lerhx =x next time she coming over muah house do manicure nia. wah funn sia =x den uu will see our nail alot colour liao =x wahaha . fun fun fun


hmmm andd tok with kokwei andd weiming abt club nia. =( sad lehx ii still young . no chiongiing =x als0 cannort go. promised muah second kor kor lerhx. nvm nvm there alot ah lian. ii dun wan mix with them. bleahx =P kk end here looo..



northingy muchie to write lerhx. hope tml will be better ? =)) oh ya tml iis elin birthday. wish her happi birthday =))


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Monday, June 13, 2005

bball days. ii wan slp!!

todae arhx fiona call to say cannort peii her go hospital . den nvm lo den jiu wait for weiming andd kokwei to decide where to go andd wat time meet tat time. den they nv say amrhx. den weiming also offline. den jiu nvm lo. den ii jiu go slp. den muah speaker veri loud marhx. den ii heard weiming msg den bei xia qi lai. den jiu go see den he say wat meet 2 den jiu with kokwei discuss dao di go where =.=" den jiu discuss dao 1.30 iin d end say 2.30 meet den i faster go prepare dne 2.26 jiu walk there den halfway thru stupid weiming say will late. =.="

weii! tis iis the first time ii earlier lehx. bu shang wo mian zi =.=" den jiu down there wait for qii lo. went to have kfc as muah lunch den jiu go back wait lerhx. they are so long. DIU LIAN ARHX let gurlx wait =x den after tat go take bus den jiu reach liao search our way to the cc. qii dai lu =)) thanks thanks but she bring us walk a big round =x den jiu reach liao sat there.

kokwei andd friend went away to find friend den jiu see weiming andd randall play lo. they so funnie nia ii duno how they play narhx. weiming keep do push up nia =x ke lian ke lian. den jiu after tat jiu kokwei they all come back lerhx. den jiu they start playing loo. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat =x den jiu randall pass mii his fone when ii toking with mama =x den ii duno yy pass mii lo =x den jiu ask qii den yuan lai ru ci. den jiu keep use his hp take pic =x so zi lian mii =x his cam iis good okay =x

den after tat gort another group playing at another bball court den they jiu merge lo together play. quite luan narhx duno who is who =x den they rest time den ii go play. muah ball keep go in nia. so happie~!!! =x den qii say wat iif ii zai go iin come beat mii =x cuz ii say iis reali tyco de =x den after tat jiu nv play lerhx continue listen to song. den jiu lyk tat bahx. abt lyk tat den jiu fiona call den ii call randall iin the middle of their match =x s0rrie lehx~ den jiu ans first den yox with fiona den jiu pass to him =x

den he chatted with her awhile dne jiu pass to mii to tok with her =.=" dia0s~ den ii keep disturb her =x woohooo. always call randall den first lehx. den jiu say wat tml go out ii den dun wan lehx =x go be lightbulb mehx. =x den jiu abt lyk tat bahx den jiu ii faster go liao cuz 7 liao den jiu go liao lo say byebye to them den go liao. den jiu on the way play the bottle with qii den jiu take mrt back. mama iis giving mii her attitude again. fine~ watever~

den now kor kor haven back faster use pc first. bleahx =P dun care dun care. sian arhx.


ytd quarrel with the mama. she's changed a different mama from wat ii have last time. haiZz. ytd go out with papa eat marhx den she jiu duno yy larhx craziie de den give attitude nv say jiu go liao. fine lo ~ den come back home kor kor give attitude =.=" wah seh was ii wrong iin anywhere. ii din't do anythingy also gort scold wah seh. reali dun feel lyk coming home nia.



haiZz. suan lerhx dun say lerhx.





ii dun wanna come back home. home sux~ without second kor kor also sux. haiZz. ii miss hiim~


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Sunday, June 12, 2005

pplx changed~ ii changed lerhx~

haiZz.. ii from getting bad t0 w0rst lerhx. al0ad pplx als0 change lerhx. their attitude. sum started t0 act. sum c0py mii. k ii'm nort being bhb =.=" c0py the way ii tok. wah seh pls narhx have ur own mind can anort. booo narhx!! curse uu larhx. dun haf ur own mind.

sum friendship even going to break lerhx. everythingy seems so hard to handle now. dun see mii siao siao lyk tat. ii can tink more than uu. family giving mii more and more problems. ii getting enuff of tis lerhx. ii just keep go out to stay away from family. go out with different pplx to stay away from getting too close with friend andd iin d end the friendship became unstable. ii'm n0rt g0rtta have any cl0se friend lerhx. iit freak mii out. ii reali nv have s0 badly iin anythingy. tiis year iis s0 w0rst f0r mii . nuthingy cum smoothly at all.

mother give mii attitude every now and then becuz of dad. ii'm nort born to tis world to let uu give attitude. tat yy iif ii reali can ii hope can dun go home arhx. ii felt lyk iis lyk the world can just turn upside down the next second. alot time ii dou dun wan write out to muah blog lerhx =.=" write halfway jiu delete lerhx. haiZz. tiis world reali sux to mii. ii reali so sux dao every friendship going to break lerhx. haiZz. ii can bad dao lian mother dou lyk tat to mi. every human lyk tat to mii. kor give attitude mama give papa give. wah seh ii hate tis worldd.


haiZz kor back lerhx suan lerhx hate uuu.


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b0riing day~

boriing day~ suan lerhx mei xiang dao whole family nort at home. zao zhi dao ii go out liao larhx. wah seh. they all lyk tat one loo good =x so badd pangseh mii ownself at home. wahsehh. zao zhi dao ii go out nia. wah sehhhhh! suan lerhx.

erm todae starting of day as usual piano lesson den jiu slack all the way den kor go out den ii use pc loo use dao now lo. den jiu 3++ chat with fiona. wah seh we gort alot to crabbie nehx. =x mei xiang dao mei xiang dao =x she's a nice person nia. wah seh her relationship horr reali can go make show liao. =x den jiu say alot den say wat nan zhu jiao wat randall be. den jiu later her ex saw lerhx den xia dao say wat the story line yy so familiar de =x wahaha ii'm lame. den tok alot on her ex lo. wah sehhhh romantic lehx. xing fu de nu ren =x but the more xingfu the more hurt uu get =x haiZz. nvm nvm. dne jiu chat dao 5+++ lo den jiu now use pc go make muah mp3. officially mine. =x no larhx jkjk muah kor de larhx. muz hao hao take care narhx. cuz muah kor one nia cannort bu jian lehx. haiZz.. scare nia. andd his hp pass to mii lerhx. but ii tink ii changing iit 3 more days later bahx. cuz tat hp cannort count sms nia.. ii scare ii over lehx. haiZz.. nvm nvm haiZz scare lehx. kk dun sms mi until de 15 kkk =)) thank you horr =x


northingy to say lerhx byebye =))


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Saturday, June 11, 2005

childish day =x

todae iis a childish. ermmx morning went back sch for the campfire thingy. sing alot song nia. gort one song quite nice. but iis swedish de dui marhx =x duno narhx. den after tat liangeng cry. *sayang sayang* den after tat go market with her. den with rongyan also but rongyan go first. den after tat we jiu go take mrt those lo. den go home tat time rongyan wwan borrow clothes from mi. but muah clothes mama haven wash narhx =.=" so cannort =x sorry lehx. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. den jjiu she come teach her abit the yu jian den qii come give her skirt den mii andd qii go meet kokwei lerhx. den jiu lyk tat lo walk to suntec. den jiu lyk tat lo. he went to buy a keyboard for his friend. 40 dollar nia. rich nia =x den jiu lyk tat lo. den jiu walk around. go explanade. =x ii see the sea ii jiu will tink thingy de. haiZz. sad lehx dun say liao. den jiu dun wan tink so muchie. den jiu go play with qii. go childish with her so lame =x den keep throw thingy. zhong zhi veri lame jiu dui liao. den qii win mi. saded =x den

den go tat time gort alot fly around our head nia. den ii jiu say lyk dabian lehx our head =x wahaha. den jiu after ta jiu lyk tat lo den go find way back home. den kokwei go first den jiu qii den ii jiu go home tat time saw mama and boyboy. den jiu with them play at the play ground. wah seh reali chidlish nia =x den jiu lyk tat lo no more liao. ii need go meet mama liao bye~!!!! ii rushiing thru nia. zai jian =x byebyeeeeee



CHILDISH DAY TODAE =))


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Friday, June 10, 2005

ppooll day~

todae arhx at first iis wanna meet qii earlier de go eat den meet randall they all iin d end qii late =.=" den jiu 2 reach muah house den ii go buy sweet den jiu go dao peace centre eat mac =x den after tat randall weiming come first. den sit infront of us. den jiu help mii eat. so kind =x den jiu after tat jiu saw dao jael and felicia come liao. den jiu they sit infront of us den randall weiming sit behind them den jiu randall weiming duno go where liao den jiu saw kokwei den cal him. den he nv come over iin d end bu jian diao =.=" dorts~ den jiu he call mii say wat he iin the pool there wait for us. den jiu ii eat finish wait for qii den jiu go in liao. den same table as last time.

woohoo ii lyk tat table =x quite nice =x den jiu after tat they say open anorther table den jiu kokwei go open lo den qii andd kokwei pair up den mii andd randall pair up. den beside qii andd kokwei there gort free space marhx. den rrandall teach mii there lo. den jiu teach teach teach. den jiu lyk tat loo =x saw qii with kokwei so happi =x wahaha. dun care narhx. den jiu after tat jiu qi and mii play a real de lo. wah seh we two gong gong toot toot de. =x


den after tat jiu go play lo den jiu lyk tat lo . den jiu qii win lo. den jiu lyk tat loo. den after tat jiu lyk tat no more liao. lo kokwei play veri pro nehx. den randall quite funni. den felicia so pro. den jael so cute. weiming can sit on table play nia. qii so li hai laso first time jiu lyk tat liao. li hai. kk kor wan use liao byebye =x cya take care...




a saddd day~ =)) dun care mii narhx. ii'm crazie =x




haiZz..


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ii dun feel lyk g0iing~

ii haviing a bad tot again. =.=" haiZz.. serious moodswing. ii feel so lonely -.-" dun feel lyk going anywhere later lehx. haiZz suan lerhx. ii'm always so sux de. dun care lerhx narhx. d other pplx happie can liao. ii sad also nvm dun care de. haiZz.. suan lerhx. ddun care bahx ii being craziie =))

haiZz.. they always say wat see ddao wat wat thingy can make a wish. but wish dou dun come true de. just a plain of lie lai de to cheat those ben ben de pplx lai de. haiZz. alot thingy ii dou dun trust lerhx. haiZz. suan lerhx. ii'm being craziie. suan lerhx. haiZz.


alot thingy also change lerhx. muah friendship. everythingy change liao. alot friendship seems so unstable. ii also tired liao. maybe because oof mii bahx. sorry nehx. suan lerhx bah ii dun wan zai noe any friend anymore bahx. every friendship break off wif mi hao liao. =.=" fan zhen ii one person or nort one person already dun matter lerhx. dou xi guan liao . already dun care also lerhx. everythingy seems so fake iin muah world. alot pplx also li yongiing mii. bu yao tink ii bu dong. ii onli dun wan say out. always ii'm the one who gort all tis hurting. ii lin yuan ownself without any friend. suan lerhx. dun wan say xia qu liao. later ii cry again. zai jian lerhx. tis world hao unfair to wo alot alot. everythingy onli happened to mii. suan lerhx. they happi jiu hao liao. zai jian .


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Thursday, June 09, 2005

shopping day with qii~

todae arhx wake up quite late. den online lo. den forget time .den receive qii just wake up. den ii jiu faster go bathe those. den jiu go market meet. den eat the food. den after tat jiu go bugis walk. den after tat jiu take neoprint. den after tat jiu go bugis strteet. den walk around lo. den buy comb. den after tat jiu northingy to walk liao. at first wanna buy the pink shirt iin d end nv. den after tat nehx. go back bugis. go walk around again lo. go edge walk den jiu northingy liao. den go buy pig put bag de. den after tat jiu go buy nail polish cuz tat one ii zao jiu wan buy liao den ask qii wanna buy marhx. den she also buy lo. den we 2 buy same colour. cuz reali veri nice. den after tat jiu go home lo. den after tat pei qii to mrt den walk back because of her papa. den walk back to muah house. wah seh!! den now waiting for her papa lo. end of day~

tml going pool with jael they all. ii duo duno how play. siao liao nia. but nvm narhx. hope ii noe how to play. qii also going. wahaha. den jael woohoo gort weiming. wei ming sure happi dao wah seh =x dun say liao. wahaha =x woohoo k end here lo cya take care .


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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

dance day andd visit patient day =))

todae too late wake up den faster prepare den go take bus to sch liao. had dance afew time. sweat dao lyk saio nia. den after tat jiu 1.15 lyk tat jiu finish liao. den jiu go library find air con. den after tat jiu go aljunied meet wif ying hui. den jiu with amanda andd huiwen and ying hui take train go lo. den on the way gort gurl bridage thingy ask us go =.=" craziie de. wah sehhh!! den after tat jiu dun wan go lo. but take down number.

den we go yishun mrt find randall.weiming.jashawn.jie jin they all lo. den after tat go buy cheese cake for fiona. den jiu take 824 to her house liao. den walk abit den jiu reach liao. the guys start to play poker first. den the gurlx down there sing song lo. but fiona look at the guys. woohoo!! =x den after tat jiu ask who wan play monopoly lo. den so lame =.=" huiwen.amanda.yinghui dun wan play den push mii go play. say wat tai ti them. wah sehhhh! where gort lyk tat de. play cheat lo. den after tat bobian ii go iin play. veri craziie arhx them. ii so jialat. they keep so mani house. den stupid randall. wah seh. he go iin jail ii sure go iin with him de. everytime lyk tat one. so suay loo. he 2 time go iin i also 2 time nia. but first time he throw dice out but ii pay money. den second time hao xiang iis he pay money den ii throw dice out. lame day jiu dui laio. den after tat jiu play around lo. den 5.15 yinghui they all wan go lo. den jiu go lo. down there play with the neighbour child. so cute!! kawaii nehx =x

den tat randall dun let us go. but iin d end jashawn say let us go den okay liao lo.. den ii hug fiona =x cuz going to miss her nia. duno when den can see. her leg iinjure lerhx. tat yy we go see her. she ke lian nehx. *patpat* den after tat jiu hug her lo. den jiu go liao. den jiu take bus back to interchange den go take mrt back. now den come back loo. abt lyk tat bahx. duno tml wan go out wif qii or go buy sat de picninc thingy. =x nvm larhx wif qii go buy =x so easy horr =x forget nia =x dun care narhx tml go out wif qii den zai with them buy. bu ran jiu shi dun care them =x nvm larhx with qii =x easier. counted as too llong nv shopping with her lerhx =)) let's go out let's go out let's go out =)) weeee!! shopping rawks =x kk ii'm craziie =x woohoo northingy muchie to write liao. bye~~~


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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

late day~ =x

t0day iis a late day nia =x

ii'm so pathetic nowaday =x last time ii went to slp. den kokwei call mi. den call dao 34 or more de miss call nia. ii ji ran nv listen dao any lehx. wah seh sorry lehx =x den todae lehx. wake up saw weiming call. den after tat ii dun care =x continue slp awhile den after tat hang up liao. ii saw 74 miss call. ii reali xia dao nia =x 1 from jael. 8 from weiming 69 from randall. wah seh tat randall iis reali veri free =x they say they call mii from 6.30 nia. =x andd ii wake up at 7.30 nia =x pathetic day. =x den after tat jiu faster bathe den those den 8 went out of house. den meet them. den they say so easy see mii =x cuz onli mii odd one out nia =x all business gurlx or wat de. den jiu lyk tat lo. we went to lido de mac. we 3 eat the hot cake. mii andd jael buy happi meal =x so lame =x den weiming nv eat. just drink a coke huh =x forget liao. den after tat we go buy ticket. den after tat go decide do wat. den iin d end decide go peace centre play arcade =x since we 4 wear sch uu. cuz ytd we conference marhx dao veri late. den say wat todae want go out. den mii andd jael can't marhx. den they say wat morning larhx. den we say wah seh den say alot. den after tat ii say ii wan wear sch u =x cuz i lazi change. den after tat jiu jael also say wear sch u lo.

den we ask them wear sch uu also =x so funni nia =x den morning see the weiming uniform i luff dao pengx. reali look lyk kingergarden =x oops =x den after tat we take 106 ? iis iit arhx =x den take wrong bus. boo larhx randall. den after tat go play lo. iin d end nv open so they say play pool but ii dun even noe how play. so paiseh. so starting first round we watch. den second round randall say we play pair larhx. den obviously. weiming iis wif jael de marhx. den bobian mii andd randall lo. den he teach mii nia. so paiseh =x ii so jialat. hai him lose. sorry lehx =x den after tt ii play so long horr. ONLI 1 go iin =.=" pathetic day =x den after tat jiu ii see time marhx. den kan dao 11.37 den ii xia dao. cuz our show iis 11.30 de so we take cab down lo. den we go iin den when going sit tat time gort scary sound den mii and jael shout lo =x so paiseh. oh ya we watch the curse. funny show nia. nort veri scary larhx. keep luff but ii also gort shout. den after tat jiu go finish liao. happi ending =))

den after tat go change clothes lo. den after tat no more liao ii tink =x nonon =x we walk over to heeren. from lido nia. den after tat go there walk abit. den go take neoprint. funni nia. tat weiming arhx. =x den we let weiming andd jael together. =x randall nvm larhx =x since ii noe who he lyk =x lalala~~ confidenial =x lalala. woohooo den after tat jiu duno liao =x oh ya we rush lo cuz ii late liao. den jael take anorther train mii take another train. randall wait for weiming cuz weiming no top up =x den ii reach liao rush to sch. iin d end huiwen sick =.=" den kermeng keep give those pek chye lian . =.=" den make dao we all no mood liao. at first ii go still happi happi nia. den down there jump jump dance dance. =.=" den duno yy he keep lyk angry.


den after tat ii hungry marhx so go down eat lo. den he keep ask us faster cuz huiming jie comiing =.=" den ii jiu keep goble down lo den go up straight away dance liao. =.=" den ii almost vomit nia =x stomach iinside keep turn nia =x den huiwen can't take iit go call elin den rongyan also wan go so keep complain. dden alot narhx. den after tat jiu go liao lo. cuz all can't stand iit liao. den jiu go liao lo. den walk halfway ker meng come ask us back den huiming jie reach liao. den go back hall dance abit den go liao =x den after tat now reach home do northingy lo =x chatting on msn counted marhx =x haiZz.. woohoo northingy muchie lerhx =Pp





ii try mauh best nort to tink
trying to let muahself free
but everythingy just come iinto muah mind
ii just a gurlx who everyone hate

who everyone dislyk
and everyone wanted to push away from
nvm. ii just shoo muahself awaay next time
maybe nort next time.

iis from todae onwards =))





extra gurlx =)) ii'm always the extra. haiZz. sorry nehx dui bu qii to uu =))


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Monday, June 06, 2005

ii was being neglected

ii was being neglectedd~ lonely gurlx. haiZz. sure one day friends all leave. den leave mii there de narhx. haiZz. suan lerhx. ii tai mei yong lerhx. dui bu qii. suan lerhx bahx. haiZz.


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elmo elmo

woohoo. forget say. =x ii felt tat andrew look lyk elmo lehx. muz declare here. tat yy ii keep call elmo. THANK YOU pplx. ii qu the name one lehx. thank you thank you!!!! NEXT TIME SEE HIM MUZ CALL ELMO =)) JIA YOU!! =x lalala..


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ii'm sadd~ s0rry t0 jashawn lehx =x

ytd nite meet up wif qii before tat saw a cute gurlx down there doing duno wat. den jiu saw dao elmo come liao =x den we jiu go bugis find jashawn present. den jiu bla bla bla. lo den iin d end bought a rebirth de. quite nice. cuz ii choose one marhx =x den after tat jiu duno do wat nehx. oh ya saw amanda they all halfway. they noe elmo nia. wah seh the world is so small. den after tat they go liao. we also go take mrt to punggol. we keep change nia. until take the north east line den qii andd mii slp. qii iis sick liao.

den after tat jiu duno do wat nehx =x den jiu go take 82 to there. wah seh tat bus driver no license de. hai mii fall. wah sehhh den behind gort car almost bang dao. wah sehhh. den after tat we see iis beach =.=" den mii jiu diao~ wear wrong liao. nvm. nvm. ii onli wear short to beach onli nia. nv wear guo go out nia. =.=" so qi guai nehx. wear skirt go beach.

den after tat mii elmo andd qii sat at the corner down there tok lo. den after tat the jiawei keep say he is jashawn brother =.=" den gong liao lo. den tat kellly is jashawn's mei mei. den dao di who is who arhx =.="""""" den after tat jiu go the bbq there lo. sat down there. ii was counted as leave alone narhx. cuz almost all the boy at qii there =x nvm narhx chi0o gurlx gurlx marhx. den ii was lyk abit feel lonely narhx. but nvm nvm. den after tat jiu almost yao cry laio den jiu walk over to the beach there lo. den jiu tears drop lerhx. nvm nvm nvm. wo shi crazie de =))) den after tat jiu sat down there. den randall come. den tok alittle ii nv tok liao. no mood tok. sorry lehx randall. den after tat jiu kelly come den jashawn ask all come. den ii still at the side. no mood tok narhx. den ii noe de pplx at muah veri left there. den ii sit on the right. =.=" sadded nia. ii felt lyk ii reali tat bad lehx.

den after tat sat at the corner. den tok alittle wif the kelly. she's a nice gurlx =)) den after tat hai shi very sad lo. den tink tink tink alot narhx. zhong zhi ii wan say sorry to everyone nehx. sorry~ den after tat mama call mii. den shout shout shout. is lyk she so protective or papa for wat. she can wei lerh papa dun wan mii. fine loo~ fan zhen ii always so loner de. no one reali care. so nvm loo. haiZz. wan lerhx cannot cry liao narhx.

haiZz. no mood write liao. dui bu qii.






ii was sitting at the corner
crying at the little corner.
no one reali care
no one care





ii'm craziie narhx. yao cry jiu cry de. dun care mii =))))) siao siao siao bleahx.


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Sunday, June 05, 2005

CAMP IS FUN!~

omg. ii tot the camp will be another spark c lyk ii went de. keep wanting to go home. but ii'm was wrong nehx. so funn~ maybe muah group veri cooperative bahx. den also veri funi those. den after tat nehx. it lyk tat go narhx.

first day 2/o6

we sat on the bus going to the place. den ii was slpiing all along =x tired marhx. den after tat go go pass the mjr. den ii jiu fell aslp lerhx. den after tat reach liao go down lo. wait wait .den qii andd mii located to uppekka. den jiu go the room lo. den our GL iis yi gong. he veri funni de nia. we yi go iin jiu keep tell us he call yi gong. den say say say den say again he yi gong. =.=" den jiu shou bu liao. den jiu after tat we go down play de ice breaker. get to noe muah group of friend. at least ii manage to rmb afew tat time. den get to know evelyn tat time. den gort one part is paste the name on head =.=" so lame lo. den after tat jiu start playing lerhx. iis lyk uu muz call pplx name faster. cuz gort a few mongster will chase over to uu and tap uu or tickle uu de. =x mongster rawks . =x muah MONG INSTITUTION =x no lar jkjk.

den after tat jiu play play lo. quite fun narhx. can play wif water bag. den after tat jiu go eat loo. den get to noe the jashawn. he's funni nia ii tell uu. also veri cute nia. keep make us luff dao pengx de. iif dun haf him horr sure won't fun de. den after tat jiu shi keep tok tok tok while waiting for food lo. from there noe the randall andd jashawn. they are funni pplx =x reali reali. they also nice pplx lai de. =)) den after tat ii jiu abit forget liao =x gort STM narhx =x zhong zhi jiu shi after noon play the wat game arhx. jiu shi go our bungalow there. den go up stair den shooot the mongster. ii tell uu ii'm so lame lame lame dao cannort zai lame lerhx. =x iis lyk ii dun dare to go up the stair marhx scare scare nia =x den after tat stay at the staircase there. den qii manage to go up somemore nia. still hiding. den ii saw one mongster coming from one way. den ii see him zhi jie shoot marhx=x cuz qii sure shoot bu dao. den after tat miss . den after tat ii shoot again. =.=' MISS AGAIN =.=" den after tat jiu shou bu liao lerhx faster run down. so lame loo. ii nv even get to go up. sadedd =x

den gort one group is yi gong andd randall go up. wah seh they kill alot lehx. den somemore nort wet at all nehx. dry dry come down. wah seh. xing fu =x den jiu lyk tat lo. den nite tat time eat cai fang =x quite nice narhx. at least better than the afternoon the lasi lemak. den after tat down there say abt the rice =x so funni. randall iis nice =)) he give mii the food tat ii wan. gou gentleman de. =x den after tat jiu play around lo. den nite time go play waterbomb again. so funni =x is lyk all dark now. before playing. we down there make the waterbomb. so bad de. the first and second group play so long. den until us de shi hou cut away our 10 mins. nort fair dui marhx =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. we all so funni nv even manage to go iin . stand outside throw throw . so funni. den keep go be the coffee gurlx. wahahaa. =x den keep pass the bomb to muah group. den after tat zhong zhi ver ifun jiu shi lerhx. funni also. den after tat jiu bla bla bal. den jiu go bathe lo den go for the mediation de. wah sehx. ii tell uu arhx. shou bu liao lehx the dharma lesson. last dao 1.30am lehx. dao tat time den we can go back to slp those nia. wah seh. den tat time mediation de shi hou ii shou bu liao lerhx slp liao =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lo =x one day gone. den jiu go back our room slp. mii slp on bed. =x den yin hui. qiu yu andd qii wif mii slp on bed. quite squeezy larhx. =x



second day 3/o6

wake up at 7.30. chao si ren wah seh. we manage to slp at 2am nehx. so tat mean ii onli have 5hour and 30 mins. wah seh =x den after tat whole day veri tired loo. second day also nort badd.. gort alot dharma lesson. den after tat teach us afew song. den after tat jiu dharma lesson loo. den jiu gort group discussion. den we went iinto the guys room. omg the wei ming the bed going spoilt nia. scarry. den the randall still down there hao lian say. muah bedd hao de lehx =x so funni jiu shi lerhx. den after tat jiu jashawn ask mi dun sit there better. wei xian =x cuz the thingy anytime wlil break =x den ii jiu listen lo sit on the side but gort the so call bed narhx. weiming "bed" onli have the wood dun haf the cusion =x den ii jiu sit on duno who bed narh. den jiu down there chat wif wei ming andd jashawn. they ask who shuai who chio den jiu keep say who lyk who. noe alot nia =)) wei ming iis also a nice guy =x he take number from jael nia. =x oh ya jael is a veri veri veri veri chio =x reali reali. she veri nice also. but look lyk malay nia. but she's nort nia. she's chinese. she study at st's nicholas gurlx sch nehx. wwah seh cong ming ren.

den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. tok alot den jiu finish liao go eat. dinner at around 10++ nia. veri late jiu shi lerhx. our lunch also tat time veri late 4++. ii rmb yy liao.our afternoon we went around the whole place. nort onli our chalet onli. go other one laso. den go around place. den jashawn so funni. keep go catch cockroach. so funni. den after tat go over the soap thingy. flona andd randall one of the in charge nia. wah seh tat randall so funni nia. roll back one. cute cute! down there luff lo. den after tat jiu dao mii so scary. all so scary ii will scare de nehx. den after tat ii go snatch. tat stupid randall keep down there snatch. den ii jiu faster but iin d end =.=" the duno who touch muah head. den ii jiu lyk tat lose liao =.=' den jiu back to nite =x aaa play the waterbomb again. tis time ii more worst. ii onli step iin abit den keep throw throw throw den no more bomb come out gort backstab. =.=" stupid alvin. den jiu lyk tat die liao. den jiu sian liao lo. den jiu bla bla bla. den jiu play dao quite fun narhx. den jiu go duno do wat nehx =x also dao quite late de. den jiu the gurlx go bathe den the guy go make waterbomb =x den jiu go back to the organsier bunk den jiu brief duno wat. den jiu lyk tat bahx den jiu go back room down there take down number those. so funni. keep ask here ask there den tok tok tok. den ii slp on the veri side cuz ii wan charge muah hp. den jiu lyk tat lo . second day gone. the jashawn and weiming also went out liao go help their friend move house.


third day 4/o6

early iin the morning. jiu go do exercise as usual. den go eat den jiu go for the singing song. so nice. all the song tat ii lyk nia. gort lao shu ai da mi. tong hua . jian dan ai . dao dai . den teach us the di yi zhi wu. veri nice nia the song. den ii dance with zheng hao. dou shi hong li lo. duno yy keep say we two?? we two zuo le wat thingy arhx =.=" den ii also bu guan narhx. fan zhen to mii he's a friend =)) den jiu dance lo. quite fun narhx.we go iin a circle. den come dao tat randall there. bu shi muz hold hand lo. aaa so call hold anrhx. den he shake dao so hard. li hai narhx. den jiu turn dao duno who arhx. den beside mii iis pearli? how to spell =x she's is so cute. abit resemble muah kor de ex lehx. tat yun li =x all gort li so cute =x den jiu bla bla bal. dance finish den jiu duno do wat nehx =x oh ya go make waterbomb wah seh leg pain arhx. den jiu also duno do wat nehx =x den jiu lyk tat loo. third day northingy muchie narhx. zhong zhi hao xiang also gort touch dao waterbomb also nehx =x OKAY RMB LIAO =x jiu shi we go play the war game. verii fun ii tell uu. ii anyhow shoot =x duno shoot who lehx jiu shi anyhow shoot shoot dao our bomb all finish =.="den jashawn also come back liao. to play the game. den he so li hai loo go snatch the papaya. LI HAI. den so funni alot time he also snatch dao. den jiu play the water lo. anyhow squeeze pplx. stupid zheng hao. =.=" keep make mii. pour water on mii. make dao muah whole hair all wet diao de. =.=' iis reali wet nia. still can squeeze water out. but overall is fun!~!!!!! den after tat jiu go listen the shixiong jie jie de story. but i nv listen. down there tok to randall. den play his hp. wah seh he rich nia. his hp hen hao yong lehx. stylo! somemore inside song ii also lyk =))

den jiu go for campfire. went to buffet eat first. down there eating halfway. ze ming call mi den ii go out saw mama papa. wah seh sure another naggy day. tat wat ii tot narhx. wah seh in d end they no nag hengx nia. den pass mama muah clothes. den jiu go for camp fire liao. veri funn nia. gort one part iis bei pearli pull down de. cuz ii pull her marh iin d end she come the seond time she pull mii off =x den jiu lyk tat join them liao. den jiu pull pplx off. den in d end ii go back =x den jiu after tat jiu dao randall pull mii down. =.=" den jiu join them lo. iin d end whole group come down play. so funn. zhong zhi veri fun nia =)) tis camp rawks !! den jiu keep sing song. wah seh SBMY de pplx all vocal veri good lehx =x kk next time muz join more tis type liao =x den jiu sing sing sing. den play with the light stick. den call the andrew elmo. cuz ii felt tat he look lyk one. den tell peiting iin d end she also feel tat . so ii started to call him elmo. elmo rawks. he's a totally nice guy!!!! share same sit with qii nehx =x no larhx jkjk. iis qii ask him sit de. den jiu bla bla bla. den after tat night liao go bathe all those. den the guys come over. den play with them the poka card. =x den play alot. play memory game. muah memory so lousy.


jael memory horr. wah seh scary lehx. li hai dao cannort liao. den jiu play heartxattack those den bluff. den ii also finish liao den ii also tired so lie on the bed. den randall on the bed also. den peiting also =x iis it? den qii also sit there liao. den jiu shi randall.qii.peiting.mii. den qii so little space =.=" still squeeze iin. den jiu iin d end go to the wall there. but the wall shi wo yao de. =.=" but nvm larhx. den jiu down there tok wif randall abt his past lo. his past stead. lyk tat de hua mii andd muah two "ex" bu suan liao =.=" ii no ex before liao .. diao~ cuz we all nv even do anythingy. anyhow count lyk tat de =.=" diao~ dao di wan count marhx =.=" nvm nvm nvm.

den jiu down there tok tok tok. tok dao ii yao slp liao. den gort one guy duno call wat. he slp beside marhx. ii slp more further larhx. he horr snore veri loud lehx. ii was slping nia. ii duno it's him until jael tell mi. muah dream went lyk tis nia. gort one monster at the duno wat cave arhx. den snore nia. den bla bla bla. den ii go toot the monster no fang yin de =x tat wat iin mauh dream larhx. so lame. den after tat jiu slp liao lo den third day lyk tat so fast finish lerhx.

4th day 5/o6
jiu shi todae lo. so sad so fast ended. jiu iis lyk ask us eat den go pack up den take foto den check bag den ii take money from them to buy jashawn present. todae is his birthday so later ii going over his bbq at punggol lehx so far~~~ den jiu lyk tat loo. later meeting them at 3.30 nia. ii'm so tiredd. bobian. den jiu lyk tat lo. den so she bu de all. but nvm larhx. at least we have the yuan fen together. =)) ii appreciate all of them. specially our GL =)) den jiu lyk tat lo take bus to paris ris. qii narhx wan there. den okay lo . actually ii can take dao city hall de. one stop jiu dao liao. but cannort pangseh her so lyk tat lo pei her. den first time iin history ii slept on the mrt. =x ii'm so tired. den jiu lyk tat lo come back use pc. =x muah dog so guai. how come arhx =x jiu shi cai bu duo lyk tat loo.



muah group iis UPPEKKA

consists of

GL : yi gong ; hong li

gurlx

jael
jiaqi
laura
peiting
qiu yu
evelyn
wanling =x
flona
cheryl
yin hui

guys

jiejin
zheng hao
randall
jashawn
wei ming
andrew
ann yew
daniel
eng watwat wat de =x forget dun care him =x


the eng wat wat wat look abit lyk xian neng lehx
dden the evelyn abit look lyk marilyn lehx. wah seh. =))


zhong zhi muah group rawks. ifi zai you yuan fen ii wish to be with u uall again nehx. haiZz. jia you jia you hope we can. =x abt lyk tat bahx. ii yao slp tired. go slp later 2 gort pplx afternoon call =x lalala~ fly aways mii












lonely gurlx
sad gurlx
saddistic
hurtx


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Thursday, June 02, 2005

ii going camp lerhx iin a few mins time~

haiZz. ii duno yy its seems so hard to be happie. it seems tat ii have been lyiing the pplx aroundd mii. ii have been putting the mask for so long. just to get a moments of happy. but just everythingy ii wuldd just tink back. tink abt uu andd alot thingys. happiiness dao di goo where lerhx. yy jiu shi ii find bu dao. suan lerhx. ii choosen tis path andd ii have to let iit go. uu have just forgotten mii as a friend~ suan lerhx. ii dun wanna care liao. ii dun wanna noe liao. dun tok to mii iis the best. ii dun wan see anythingy. ii dun wanna hearr anythingy. i just wanna continue to slp. act lyk northingy had actualy happenedd.

sorry~ ii'm just writing above for fun =)) dun care mii larhx =x craziie abit de.


haiZz..




loneliness filledd muah worldd.


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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

friendster is somethingy tat ii can't go across as muchie as ii can =))

okay ii just hatedd friendster alot now. =x cuz of some reasons .haiZz. watever ii'm nort gotta go iin so muchie lerhx. =)) hate iit. when ii saw somethingy ii sure sad again. haiZz. watever dun write more lerhx later write dao cry. haiZz. suan lerhx zai jian bleahx =P


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s0 happiex~

weeeeeee!! so happiex =x 2 pplx ask from mii some code lerhx. last time dou dun haf pplx ask from mi de nehx =x so sian. =x nort bad nort bad. means muah blog nort badd..

pris.peiyan
junting korr

weeeeeee~ hope gort more pplx =x muz care and share and give marhx. =)) lyk tat cai hui hu xiang en ai =.=" aaa duno how to use the phrase narhx. suan lerhx =x

den the song ii get iis pris jiu shi tat peiyan tell mii de. but ii abit blur =x so nv go get. den until i go the mikitty the blog. den ii saw one of her entries teaches how to get song =x so ii just learn iit frrom there =x wahaha. so happiee. ii rmb last time sec 1 still wanted a online diary but duno how iin d end asked korr. andd i duno is the online diary having problems so ii just tell muah kor tat ii dun wan do liao. =x den he keep say wat ii ban tu er fei =x den iin d end dunno when mii so sian dao duno wat liao den go try out new one in d end can =x den go ownself edit here edit there. but jiu shi tat spacing part ii duno. den asked korr =x den he cai tell mii. yuan lai is the code <> den jiu noe liao lo. =x den after tat ownself go duno wat wat wat arhx. =x forget the webbie go learnx the html code =x so funn.. tell uu al arhx. iif uu all noe html code it's reali funn =)) uu can go put any box everywhere uu wan. put up put down also can =x so funnn =x den jiu cai bu duo lyk tat lo . ownself learn dao now. so happie. =x but still muz thanks pris andd junting korr.

muz thanks them nia. bu ran ii reali still duno go where get andd wat to get from blog =x cuz ii'm stupidd~ >< but korr ii onli give him 9 song de code onli =x cuz d other ii duno which one can. ii going to delete the song tat is unavailable. =x pplx help up nehx. iif cannort muz tag mi lehx. den lyk tat den ii noe which song can out laio. =x den can update new song marhx dui marhx. iif uu saw dao cannort play de song den uu also can request put new song nehx. watever song also can =x sui bian uu all =x

den pris ii give her all the song code =x sorry lehx. ii tink some of it gort problem de lehx. sorry lehx. forget liao. =x sorry sorry sorry . ><




woohoo ii'm so happie wif muah blog now. although still gort way to improve =)) but ii stil love iit loads now. bobian onli blogs can let mii pour out xin shi =P . even closer than anythingy. wahaha. so muz hao hao de cong it =x weeeee!!! oh ya muah blog iis copyrighted!! no copying~~~


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new blogskins =))

ii'm d0ne with muah bl0gskins. with a few months time =x a loads month nv touch tiis blogskins =x even forgotten it. until ii saw some nice blogskins at pplx blog. den ii rmb muah blogskins. and ii started doing it =x ii'm so lame =x

asked a few pplx =x

peiyan.pris 7/10 pic too oldd =x
jie jin 9.5/10 improvements =x
shanyuan 8/10 muz have somethingy lyk falling leave =x
kokwei 8/10 cuz northingy is purfect =.="



kk pplx give more comments nehx tag tag or msg mii in msn =)) kkkk.. muz give lehx. come iin shun bian go tag lehx dun laziie nehx. bleahx =Pp


fly aways. i go pack muah camp thingy loo. bleahx =PpP hope tml camp will be fun. weeee!!


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g0iing camp s0on.

ii going to put a new blogskins todae. it's a must =x if nort after muah camp den can put lehx. sadedd * =x kk the blogskin hor the first few song duno yy cannort. but d other can narhx. iif gort problem tell mii lehx. tag mii kk =)) MUZ TAG BEFORE GO LEHX. iF NORT I KILL UU ALL =x kk jkjkjk. .let's say todae bahx =))

t0dae iis a sian day. slept 3 times lerhx. =.=" starting of day almost late. shld be at sch at 8. but ii was late by 1 min =x so hengx. den after tat jiu go loo. den go the fort canning park. go the beach there. den jiu see see bla bla. den go see the wat forth gunner position =x duno wat narhx. den jiu go see the tank den bla bla bla. den jiu go kent ridge park. den see the scene den the harbour. den jiu go see the wat arhx =x aiya dun care =x den jiu go see the museum. veri sian arh tat part ii slp lerhx. =x den jiu go eat loo. den jiu ended lerhx de day. sian arhx. =x

den after tat jiu go back sch down there planning somethingy =x but iin d end nv. den jiu go dance. den dance dao duno yy ker meng they all weird weird de. suddenly angry den go liao =.=" den after tat jiu go play the piano den dance a few time den jiu go liao. go help hangqi . den take cab go. =x slept on the taxi. =x den jiu bla bla bla. den jiu go in help them pack thingy. den jiu noe a few person. gort ze ming. fiona. zhen feng. li wei. den jiu lyk tat narhx. den jiu take the shun feng che from the ze ming. wah seh he bluff us say he jsut pass the licsence ytd. =x ii almost believe. =x cuz ii saw the triangle at the car =x den jiu he say no larhx jkjk. he pass ofr 1 yr lerhx. den after tat jiu chat around lo. he reali a nice guy =)) wah seh first time is ownself de friend is 21 yrs old lehx =x so old =x den after tat jiu duno wat liao den reach liao den thank him den mii andd qii go shopping.

northingy to shop =x den after tat jiu walk abit den jiu go bugis eat. den after tat now iin muah house lo her. den later bring muah booy boy out. cuz ii dun bring todae. tml cannort bring lehrx =x cuz go camp liao. den he gort 4 days can't see mii lehx. muz miiss mii nehx =x den jiu lyk tat bahx. won't write muchie lerhx. bleahx =P


ii miss everyone =)) free sms mii or call mii =x but ii no free incoming call at nite lehx. aa nvm larhx. wan ask wat just call lo. ii bu guan bleahx.


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ii'm always had the wr0ng. fine`~

just now forget muah comb was spoilt =.=" forgotten to buy one more. THANKS TO QII ARHX =x wahseh. tat time ii go washroom make muah eye marhx. den come back to the neoprint thingy den she say she spoilt muah comb. WAH SEH . ii lost muah another one liao. now spoilt. tis month is a broke day~ mummy nort gotta give mii money. watever~ she say ii spend too muchie. hui mehx. =.=" 40 dollar for the clothes muah kor kor wan marhx. WAH SEH. BUY FOR KOR KOR ALSO GORT WRONG ARHX. GORT WRONG MEHX!! den jiu suan lerhx loo. she dun give mi ii dun tok to her liao.

den papa lehx. siao one lehx. he say 7++ lerhx still at home do northingy duno how to be quick arhx. den ii already trying to quick and no need so fast marhx. so early go there do wat. den jiu reply him aiya take bus 10++ mins onli. jiang zao qu na li zuo mo. siao mehx! den he jiu say wat ii bu cun jing him. watever narhx. parents are so troublesome. they always think tat they are correct. watever. uu all correct larhx. let uu all win. ii having muah attitude problem liao. reali can't stand them. so muchie ot tink wat for care them. ii dou yao cry liao dou no one care. hai care them. dabian. hate PARENTS THE MOST.

den ii just now ask mama help mii buy the shampoo. den jiu say wat buy her elken wat wat wat. wah seh. reali can't stand her larhx. iif can bu yao come home zui hao. okay nvm 2 3 4 5 ii finally have northingy to do wif parents lerhx. finally!! ii hate yuu rmb!! dun always tink uu are correct. ii explain to uu yy ii spend so muchie uu say wat dun tok abt tis. gen ben dun give mii explain. den fine larhx. uu wan lyk tat ii pei uu lyk tat. dun tink uu can give attitude er yi. parents you zhe yang. parents also gort wrong de di fang. zuo mo always ii wrong. kor they all uu bu say. always come complaint abt mi. lyk tat one day ii die uu happi liao larhx. no more complaining so free down there shake leg liao dui marhx. ii si gei ni men kan den uu happi dui marhx. fine~!!

just spend the money on muah kor and the project dne uu down there chao chao. use dao 60 dollar for all tis lehx. den plus ii go out uu dun even give mii money. ask mii zhi sheng zhi mia. den suan lerhx larhx. ii already so mani time go out nv take money uu ask qii larhx. gort one time still onli left 5 cent go out wif her lehx. ii si dou dun wan take money dao. iin d end hen rong yi one day pass liao.now uu still wan complaint. wah seh reali can't stand uu all lerhx. suan lerhx suan lerhx. uu all correct can can can happie marhx =)) ii dun wan tok to uu all lerhx. getting up muah nerve lerhx. ii ren uu all continue keep blame mii for everythingy. tis thingy spoilt tat thingy spoilt also muah fault.

den pplx lonely muah fault again. everythingy muah spoilt kk.. pplx die muah fault. pplx gort bang by car also muah fault. pplx go jump building also mauh fault. sky fall also muah fault. shi jie mo ri also muah fault. earthquake also mauh fault larhx. happi lerhx marhx. the whole world problem also muah fault lerhx narhx. happi? kai xin lerhx marhx.. ii hate euu!!!


wo de ren nai xin shi you xian de
wo hen ni!!!


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