Saturday, July 17, 2010
9:01:00 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
And that was the main aim that I wanted to leave my blog.
Well, partly I was lazy. But other than that, I just want to be alone.
No, not that I'm emo.
Just that, as we grows up,
we see things differently.
Blog used to be somewhere where I vent,
yes everything, anger, sadness, happiness.
You see everything, how I grow up,
how I go through every single obstacles.
Everything written here.
But as I growed up, there are things that,
I don't want others to know.
Things that I think,
things that I felt.
Like relationship, although I kept being upset in my blog,
but sometimes, Nk treats me well.
Just that I loved to vent my sadness here.
Furthermore, because of some lame things,
I can't blog, because that would offend a person.
I respect my boyf, so I just don't blog any more.
Or rather, I abandoned my whole blog.
Because everyone was reading it.
Yes, practically everyone.
And one small things,
people make a big fuss.
I know everyone reads here to know how am I.
Like how emo, how happy, how angry I am.
Everything filled up here.
But some people just want to be Kpo.
I mean everyone is kpo what right?
Talking about abandoning my blog,
I can't bear to, because it's been with me for 6 years.
How I grow up from a teenager till a young adult.
All the memories stucked right here.
Even those that I had forgo and forgotten,
it's all written here.
So the only way,
is to stop writing for a long period of time,
when everyone thought that this blog was dead.
There it goes, I'm reviving it. =)
Well usual stuffs,
I been into Twitter,
no more in facebook.
Maybe, not so active in facebook.
And I've been working hard in UBS.
Got my first pay and yes half was gone to my bills payment.
I had officially takeover my handphone bill & internet fees.
So don't think that I'm rich, I am not.
Relationships been good,
excluding the facts that people spoil my relationship.
Other than that, things were going fine.
Getting better I suppose.
We often call each other at the same time,
then both of us would ask each other,
who you calling just now blablabla.
But the fact was that, we were calling each other. Ha.
That's why the phone went engaged and can't get through.
You know, it really needs to take that second to really call through. Ha.
And we always joked days and nights,
making fun of each others, teasing one another,
nothing beats just being happy together.
This is what I supposed that we understood each other's flaw now,
so we rather accept one another, and forgo the past.
Therefore, when we know each another is reacting this way,
we tends to get lesser quarrels. And accept it.
Like in the past, we got angry for little matters,
but now, we just forget it, it's okay. It's the pattern.
Now I understood why they said that the first year,
is just getting to understand each other,
thus causing loads of quarrels.
Okay lah,
I'm off to sleep now.
If not I can't wake up tomorrow.
Good luck to everyone.
May all of you be happy happy.
If just nice you read this. =)
12:18:00 AM
