Sunday, January 31, 2010
Met up with SBM people.
Went over to BBQ at Pearson's place.
Played, chatted, ate.
Home sweet home.
No photos.
But photos uploaded yesterday.
I'm still lazy to upload. HAHA.
Gotta find baby tomorrow.
Misses.
I'm feeling sick.
Cough and cough.
Sian.
4:29:00 AM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
HAPPY GIRL! =)
These few months were great.
I've been like in honeymoon with baby.
Our relationship improved. =)
Furthermore, he brought me out for dating a lot.
Felt so delighted whenever we go out shopping.
Today he brought me out to Orchard!
We've been saying for quite some time,
and finally, he brought me there today!
It's been so long since we went to Orchard.
The smiley soft toy on top, was last 2 weeks that we got it,
from the exchange of tickets from our accumulation of 600?
I kinda forgot the amount of tickets.
He's been trying hard to win a lot tickets.
Cause we never get lucky from the Kiap Kiap machine.
So in another way, we use tickets to earn soft toys.
Super duper glad you know.
But I think it's the one and only time already.
Cause baby don't want to play for tickets anymore.
Maybe next time we get lucky from Kiap Kiap machine?
And I don't know when, we went out shopping,
and baby bought one shirt from Iluma,
together with the two tees for me too. =D
*Jump around happily*
Today, he bought me a white shorts.
He just randomly walked past the shop,
and asked me to buy shorts LOL!
And we continued to shop at Orchard.
Baby didn't see anything he wanted.
Only a pair of shoe which I think it's quite nice too.
And he brought me to eat zhi char at Far East Plaza.
Damn shiok I tell you, the food are nice too!
Like seriously nice!
Despite his fatigue, he still accompanied to walk that far.
Felt so happy and stuffs, cause I still meant a lot to him.
And he didn't empty his promise ! Feel like flying to heaven.
Me feeling so worried for him, kept don't want to walk too much.
But we still walked so much, cause baby want to see here see there.
So not my fault k. HAHAHAA!
But he also kay kiang, can sleep in the morning,
don't sleep, and still go watch video. LOL!
That was about all. =)
We been spending the whole night shopping.
He came over my place like 4pm,
and he slept till the evening.
After that then we went out. =D
Seriously honestly truthfully,
I feel so blessed nowwww!
I'm like super contented can!
Hope baby can be like this forever and ever.
Sometimes, it's not about the material stuffs.
It's about the quality time spent together,
and the amount of loved you feel from within.
To add on, it's also the amount of effort that,
baby would try to accumulate tickets for me,
buying clothes for me without me asking.
I mean like, aiya you can feel from within one.
With that, I want to change myself !!
Cause he always say I don't dress up.
Okay loh, I shall start dressing up. =D
I know I've been pretty lazy to make up,
wear nice nice and everything.
Cause it's all goes down to lazy.
Sian. Got to kick this bad habit out.
For him, and for myself. =DDDD
I shall just dress up.
Woooooooot.
Kk. Tired already.
I uploaded 40 plus photos.
But tomorrow lah. Kinda lazy. =X
I love my baby. =)
Can't wait for our second year anniversary.
The month that is full of joy!
His birthday, our 2nd year, his ORD.
WOOOOOOOOOOO~
Please come soon k.
And I wonder, by that time,
I'm having attachment? Am I?
I really can't wait to go overseas with him.
Realllllllllllllly, I'm like yearning so much.
Love the sea, sun, rain, clouds when I'm with him.
HAHAHA.
Goodnight earthling.
12:17:00 AM
Friday, January 29, 2010
Sian. Hate it when his phone just off.
Damn.
2:14:00 PM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Haha, it's been a long time since I've blogged.
I really got loads of photos.
Perhaps today, I'll post?
Met up with JiaJia on Monday for shopping.
Walked the whole town area,
and I went off to meet up with VictorTeo & gang,
after awhile, I left for home too. Been so tired.
Tuesday was a blast too, went shopping with Shiying after school.
Bought a few things, and she bought like damn loads things.
Walked till I was super duper tired and home sweet home. =D
And aftermath, met up with baby at night during his nights off.
Took his cab and dropped off at Stevens Road,
the cab uncle is zai one. HAHA.
Yesterday was shopping with Veron & Yiying,
didn't get anything, cause nothing caught my eye.
Wanted to meet up with Jianyong & gang, but lazy to walk so far.
Wanted to go for movie with Genevive & girls after school,
but Shiying not free. =(
Never mind, ladies night for next wednesday then. =D
Alright, kinda end here. Photos upload later.
MISSES~
I'm still kinda lost in Singapore while driving.
Can someone teach me how to drive through small route?
I know how to drive in expressway, I know where the expressway brings.
But, after I exit out of the expressway, I'm always lost. =(
Damn sian. Shitty feeling.
Oh well.
byebyebyebye.
11:58:00 AM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Been a fruitful weekend last week.
Met with baby before QSM test.
And QSM test was a pure luck thing.
I didn't manage to finish studying everything.
But whatever I studied, it came out!
After test, met up with baby & friends.
Headed over to bugis after Weiqiang & Andy left.
Played arcade and stuffs.
And finally the tickets we collected,
is ready to exchange for a soft toy.
Kind of kana conned.
Cause I wanted the dog,
but I got the smiley. =(
Oh well~
I've got tons of photos!
I wanted to post like few days ago.
But I'm like really busy.
Last Saturday was great.
Haven't been catching up with sbm.
Met up with Sly in the afternoon.
And we headed to fleamarket.
Was ready to go over to chalet initially.
But everyone say they're late.
Tsk..
Haha, but it was a fruitful trip still.
Got a high waist shorts.
Wanted to find some pretty tops.
But nah, the tops there wasn't nice this time round.
Gotta wait for the next flea!
Headed to Tampines after that.
And our bus caught in an accident!!
Sian to the max, waited damn long.
And got down after waiting,
Saw the bus driver speaking to the cab uncle.
We headed to change bus.
Just when we are crossing the rod,
The bus drove off. Wah double sian.
Wait so long don't drive off.
We got down, and it drove off!
Chalet was a blast!
Played jungle speed.
Watched RA show conducted by Ernest.
Played Daidee. Did catching up.
Watched firework set by some other people.
Played frisbee right in the middle of night.
And alot alot more, but I can't remember.
Just remembered that I've done alot of things.
Oh ya, drove shixiong's car too.
Kinda challenging, cause the road is really squeezy.
Slept, woke up.
Headed to Changi Village to eat.
And then headed home.
Baby came, and we went shopping.
He bought 2 shirts for me! Very nice shirts.
Back to his place to change.
To my place for dinner with dad & mum.
He left to meet weiqiang&andy.
I was bored, headed to take passport photo.
And shopped alone in bugis street. Haha.
That's the only good thing that i've lived here.
Got home, and brought my lil boyboy out.
Back home and do project.
Halfway, baby came back to find me.
So niceeeeeeeee, and decided to to fetch him to CGH.
He wanted to take mc.
Super exhausted alr.
Waited and waited. Ha.
But got the worst news.
Sian.
Drove home together with mum.
So hard to recognise the way back home.
Without people to help me look out for directions, I'm in deep trouble.
Managed to get home still. Hahaha.
Did project till 4am. Really tired.
__________________
Above wrote last few days,
when I'm like blogging through my phone.
But my wireless is spoilt now. I don't know why. =(
Anyway, these few days were great.
Although there are so many projects that I'm dying.
And I really wanted to blog a lot, was ready to blog last night.
But looking at the time, it's 2am leh. WHERE GOT TIME!
Sian. So I wanted to blog with photos too.
Seeing so many words. I also sian.
And yesterday was a blast thing.
I went to meeting with my SBM.
Aftermath, we had kiap kiap time to kiap soft toy.
Alvin was great man. In total, we kiap 10 soft toys leh.
Hhahaa.
Okay lah, done liao.
I go liao. BYBYEBYYEBE.
7:16:00 PM
Monday, January 11, 2010
C208 BBQ time. =)
I think Clements & Charlton is super unglam.
My girls and Maryanne, and little boyboy too.
Jessica!
Mr Edmund and Leo!
Genevive and her cousin.
Looked at boyboy. LOLOL!
He's facing that little hot dog.
Muahahaha.
My cutieboyboy.
Leo & my boyboy. Haha.
He's the one who took care of him,
when I'm driving. =)
Thanks!
My monkey at the back. =)
Yeah my darling.
He liked to block my gear. =.="
There come another intelligent monkey. HAHA.
NO lah, jkjk. They sitting at the back,
and there's a wire there, so looked like monkey what.
Nanny of boyboy.
Yeah, it's Monday again.
Over the weekends,
it's been the best weekends.
Well, what can I say.
Friday's C208 Class BBQ was a blast.
The little bonding session really got us understand each other.
In addition, the driving time without any assistant was worst.
With Clements, I would die. LOL!
He would just kept giving you wrong directions,
and then you would have to do his correct directions again.
Like asking you to go to the left, and last minute ask you say must turn right.
And nobody could help me!! =(
Siewhui is good at giving directions. =D
Other than that, cui ah cui~
But it's still a cool experience to drive without anyone teaching.
Nor, like having someone you trustable to be able to tell you what went wrong.
Therefore, I gained a bigger exposure to be driving myself.
Plus as my house here always have traffic jam a lot,
so I've to squeeze all the way in from heavy traffic.
I wanted to dieeeeeeeeee, lucky I managed to squeeze in a bit,
but I missed the exit. Damn~
Well, the start of the BBQ time was really havoc.
It started raining for five minutes, with everyone running off to shelter.
After awhile, the rain stopped! Angry~
Luckily, we have our Hero BingRu that saved the fire.
HAHA!
I think driving to BBQ is crap,
it's like waste of time and coupon.
Cause I kept running off to put coupon.
Hahaha, waste of coupon man~
But I learnt how to eat time.
Plus, I still be able to slack with Clements and Shiying at East Coast,
after we have sent Charlton, Siewhui & Leo back.
Clements driving is scary, real scary.
I think it's like worst than me by a lot.
We almost fly when he ran so fast without stopping over a hump.
Plus, he jammed break cannnnnnnnnnnnn~
GG.
Now, I hereby feel that I wasn't so unsafe after all.
HAHA, even Clements parking scare the hell out of me.
Almost go and knocked another car. Piangz~
Luckily he asked me to get down to help him see.
But my heart really almost died halfway.
HAHA!
After sending Clements back,
Shiying & I went to pick baby up.
And sent shiying back home.
I did a very stupid thing,
when Leo got off the car,
he passed me boyboy and I dropped my shoe.
Idiot can, in the end I lost one side of my shoe.
Called Leo and he went over to the bus stop to check,
and I really did drop that shoe. HAHA!
Today, Leo passed me back my shoe,
and I left my another side in the van.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
Sian to the max. LOL.
We headed over to baby's place.
And we kana summon sia.
Sian to the max.
Baby lah, suay mouth.
LOL!
After that, he accompanied to send the van back,
and cabbed back to my place, and sweet dreams. =D
Saturday was really tired, I'm uber tired.
Super duper triple tired.
I just want to die.
Wanted to head over to SBM for camp,
but I was too tired already.
So I went out with baby,
headed to Haji lane & looked for Jiajia.
Tripped over her magazine column sia.
Paiseh to the max. LOLOL!
Jiajia hardworking nia,
still work during weekends.
If it's me, I want fun, laughter joy & happiness. LOL!
Baby got his jeans over there,
and after that headed to Marina Square.
Met up with his usual gang.
They billard and I went walking alone.
Quite nice experience, cause I managed to see a lot things.
I wanted to buy a lot of them, but broke. =(
When am I gotta be rich man. Sian.
And I tried to catch soft toy, I failed.
I tried to catch Icecream, I still failed.
SIANNNNNNNNNNN~
After that, had MacDonald & baby came over to my place.
Iluma for his mahjong fever, he really played till zai already.
Hahaha, I was sitting beside him, camwhoring.
After the games, he was about to send me back,
and we were stopped by the photography designer.
He then brought us to the wedding album there.
Fainted. LOL! Told them we are not getting married like so soon?
Superrrrrr funny moments, hahahaha.
The first time I see baby so paiseh to the max.
HAHA! Super cute I tell you.
I went home, and he went home.
Home sweet home. =)
Next day, I was slacking at home,
and around noon time, I headed to baby's place.
Just nice that he woke up. =D
And he suggested to go Jurong point to walk walk.
Happppppppppy girl I tell you. First is Haji lane,
next is Jurong Point. HAHAHAA!
Okay lah, I know I very easily satisfied.
Bring me out, I super happy I tell you.
Jurong Point was boring, nothing to be eyed on.
Had Pepper Lunch, woot woot the feeling is shiok.
I love the beef pepper lunch there. Damn shiok.
After that headed to his place, and slacked.
Watched tv all the way and me home sweet home. =)
Monday is school, and school.
Boring day, yes. After school accompanied mum.
And home sweet home again.
Yes. That shall end my weeks.
Baby's looking at mj again. =/
And lastly,
Happy belated 1 year 4 months.
We've been together for 16 months.
And there are more to come!
I'm a happy girl,
loving my boyf a lot a lot.
He's like the best thing I ever have.
So glad, he's treating me better now. =D
Though he still scolds me at times. =(
But still, he's treating me better lehhhhh!
And also, I can feel the love from him.
Happiness. I'm in bliss.
So glad that I've hold on.
Lesser and lesser quarrels nowadays make me happy.
And every single day is like wonder. Couldn't get enough of him.
Like back to honeymoon period nia. =D Hope it stays, everything stay.
Nothing would change, just be like that, I'm gotta be the most blessed girl.
Hahaha~
Self-Narcassism Time.
Okay. Bb.
10:24:00 PM
Friday, January 08, 2010
Had school and ended school.
Though the tutorial is really pissing me off.
I dont know why, but I find that the teacher's teaching is weird.
However, I've passed my FIM test!
I'm like so glad, was thinking that I would fail.
Cause it was quite badly done in my class.
It's like 15/20 failed the paper including the absence one.
And it means 5 people passed.
My class so many clever people,
when can it line up to me being in the 5.
Was really scare upon asking for the result.
Cause it's better to know that you fail,
than you never know it at all.
Well, I was pessimistic.
But I've passed.
Was glad.
Now I learnt about not putting hope at all,
cause if you really fail the paper,
you'll want to die~
But if you thought you have failed the paper,
and you've passed it, the feeling is great.
Lucky man. LOL!
Yes, it's called luck. =/
After school, met up with Jiajia,
we chatted a lot a lot,
she was heading to Haji lane,
and she lopang me to Bus stop to change bus.
Headed to baby place after that.
Was supposedly to watch movie again,
but his legs doesn't feel well again.
So yeah, it's back to the same thing,
didn't go out for the movie. =)
But it's alright, there's always next time lah.
Just don't want him to walk too much either.
Oh ya, he brought me to Bukit Panjang Plaza,
to eat the Ichiban Sushi. =D Woot.
It's been so long since he treated me for big meals.
HAHA, so happy for me when I eat the Japanese food.
HAHAHA! Okay lah, next time won't eat so much of these,
cause it's expensive~ But he said he would bring me every 2 months.
HAHAHA, shall see how. Cause he's a big spender,
how can he manage to bring me for big meals. LOL!
Okay happy happy happy.
I got photos but it's in my phone.
And my phone's camera is lousy.
I didn't bring along my camera. =(
Didn't thought of it mah~
So yeah, after dinner.
He kept wanting to rush home for shows.
HAHAHA, I kept saying him like auntie like that.
He damn cute lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
How to resist his uber cuteness LOL!
But he's mine mine mine mine mine~
I hope all these could last a long long timeeeeee,
no more quarrels, and he treat me good good.
HAHA, chat with me, play with me, have fun with me,
be there for me when I needed him.
I very happy already. LOL!
Yeah, went home.
Time to go and meet up my ladies.
It's time for BBQ. Gotta get my brother's van.
It's so far away~ Tampines you knowwwwwwwww~
Never mind, for the sake of my class,
and I'll be able to drive to baby's place.
No need keep changing bus already HAHA!
And then fetch him go somewhere else.
But how ah after that. LOL!
How to put back the car. =(
Today is a happy day for me.
I hope it's gotta stay this way.
My only sadness is that,
I didn't manage to chat with baby,
cause I fell asleep last night. =(
And he just smsed me,
asking me to call him. =(
Ahhh, never mind.
Wait til today he wake up for work bah.
I just very scare to drive without Weiqiang or baby sia.
LOL! Don't know how would it feels to drive with Clements now.
I'm scare lah. Gotta go pray now. HAHAHAHA!
OKay byebyebye.
Will try to train my driving skills up up up.
Then won't always kana baby scold.
Sian LOL.
Kk byebye.
12:08:00 PM
Thursday, January 07, 2010
I've tons of things to be writing on my blog. =)
Let's put things back to Monday.
Monday was school and still school.
Went home and went to have dinner with parents.
Tuesday was school again,
after school, met baby. =)
Babyloves. HAHAHA!
Supposedly for movie,
but missed it cause of Quarrel.
But well, he was nice lah after that.
Though he always scold me. =(
I remember last time, after our quarrels,
he sure sure sure bring something that I like to eat,
and bring me to eat, one of the things is SUBWAY.
Hahaha, I really like it a lot. And everytime after eating it,
my anger sure gone one.
But slowly slowly, I knew he didn't like to eat Subway,
and quite often is that I've been eating alone,
and he's just be there to accompany me,
so I don't want to leave him alone already,
and drop the idea of eating Subway,
though I'm craving. =/
But well, I love to eat anything, just food can already,
so I can just eat with him, isn't it better. =D
And then slowly slowly, he never pampered me anymore. =(
Whenever we quarrelled, he also don't really care about it,
just leave me alone to be there to be sad.
But nowadays, he changed. =D
I really hope it's a permanent change! =)
That day after the quarrel, we went Lot one still,
and he say let's go subway. HAHAHA.
Make me reminisice the honeymoon time.
But I rejected the offer, cause I know he don't like. =(
But well, next time he say again, I sure go!
Cause I kinda miss the SUBWAY time.
Love my boyfriend.
Though sometimes,
he do a lot things to really piss me off.
And i've become more paranoid due to the major setbacks.
Also, more insecure and he's not doing anything to over come it. =(
But well, I hope we would be able to walk through that stage. =)
Love him! =)
I think he really become nicer and sweeter now. HAHAHA!
I like I like I like! But his tempered still as bad. =(
Okay okay, so back to blogging entry,
oh ya reached baby place and I watched Sweet Lover,
and chatted with Amy. =D I miss herrrrrrrrr!
Last time always go out with boyfriends together.
Hahahaha double date together. =/
Also got to know her from baby. HAHA!
Nice. Lucky we clique norh!
I miss her lah!
She super cute I TELL YOU!
And also got to know afew tips. HAHA!
okay okay. Blahhhhh~
hmmm Wednesday was busy man!
School school school ! And after school,
rush home to buy tickets and meet up.
Movie with my parents and watched Avartar 3D.
The first time was 2D one but I think 3D was really great man!
Took lift down and met Zeming & Raymond,
they came to fetch me up and we headed over to Rochor Tauhuey.
Had meeting over there. =DD I think the meeting is much better.
Hahaha, I don't know. I like such meetings, such informal one.
Got a lot of thoughts about recent happening,
and I feel I was not doing anything much.
Last time was a blast, had so many activities.
I hardly even have time for my boyfriend.
Now so much time for my boyfriend and he don't want me already.
HAHAHAHA! Say I keep stick to him sia, kns norh. LOL!
Okay okay, time to revamp my Moggallana blog.
The old pictures shall be disposed and the new one will be up.
Told Raymond to help me gather the photos already.
Hello mogga, if you have any pictures,
PLEASE SEND RAYMOND =DDD!
Oh ya, after everything, I went home.
Chatted with Alicia, and I kinda really miss them.
Miss their crap and fun hahaha, wanted to meet up with them.
But they say today, and I'm meeting baby. =/
So cannot already. Hopefully got time to meet them soon!
And I wanna meet up with Liangjian & Sly & Raymond leh.
I want my steamboat time. HAHAHA, I think when we meet up,
we always go steamboat one leh. 10 years dont change. HAHAHA!
Okay not 10 years, too exaggerating.
And genevive, shiying and siewhui wants to go steamboat.
I want go steamboat. I want ma la huo guo. HAHA!
These are the people who dare to eat spicy with me.
So yes yes yes. And LJ too hahahaha. Spicy is shiok.
Okay lah, long post. It's lunch break time.
I didn't even do anything in this lesson.
Just spending my time away. HAHA.
Oh ya, I did one meaningful thing,
is that HAHA, I copied the tutorial.
The teacher very ass one,
so fierce and attitude.
Don't like. She demand for tutorial norh.
Kns, I haven't been doing tutorial for god-knows-when.
OKAY GBGB!
PICTURES LAH!
I want to upload pictures.
11:31:00 AM
Monday, January 04, 2010
Yeah, the camp ehi-passiko!
When everything ends,
We would always end with cert presentation,
And our significant sentosa trip!!!
This year sentosa trip is different from the past.
We missed out tons of games, and more OTOT.
But it's a good way to enjoy ourselves.
To choose what we want to play,
And not be restricted.
But I kinda miss the slipper game!
And our wrestling. Hahahaha.
after sentosa, bid goodbye and left.
Oh ya, I saw jon lee!! he and his FO!
He always so enthu with school activities!
Nice! Good way to earn seal point.
If only I could be half of him,
Not be too nua and start participate!
Okay back, took bus to find baby!
supposedly to have movie,
But his legs are painful,
So better not and stay home.
We can always watch next time.
All in all, I've end my days.
Camwhore a lot in sentosa.
Shall wait for photos to be uploaded.
Camp photos was not uploaded too.
oh ya, my long bus ride to baby house.
Kept me in deep thoughts.
Haven't been reflecting myself.
So I did a self-reflection.
I think long bus ride helps me alot.
Shall go sleep.
I've my new year resolution kept in mind.
Zeming kept asking me about my resolution.
Oh yeah, fuzhong is on teenage magazines.
His new year resolution was publish to whole world Hahaha. And you know what?
He wanted a girlfriend. Lolol.
He wants to hang out with friends more often,
So that it would come true. Hahaha.
So cute.
It's good that he've moved on.
but, he suay, the reporter sabo him.
Post such a big post of him. Lolol.
Okay. Tiring after a long day in the beach.
Time to sleep. Blog tml.
goodbye.
12:11:00 AM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Just for someone not worthful. Ha.
Quarrel yesterday. Feeling so wtf.
Never mind la. Truth hurts.
Everyone gets angry.
I think being straightforward,
There always been a consequences.
But well better than people keep quiet.
And backstab people without anyone knowing.
People who do those things won't get it.
Whereas people who say the fact of them got it.
How nice. never mind.
Partly I also at fault.
But well, what to do.
I'm this way. I don't keep quiet and pretend.
I think hypocrite are disgusting.
whatever it is, just fcuking don't mess up my life, my relationship for that moment of urge.
If it brings any nostalgic, I'll give you hell.
you're the one that brought her back to him.
Anything other than that.
I don't fcuking care.
It's not my problem anyway.
May you be well and happy.
Shall copy and paste the previous post,
it was taken down. Don't ask me why.
Don't wanna tarnished reputation too.
Since this friend was quite good.
exclude that day's fact.
Just detest the girl.
Well. I guess past life karma.
I see her I dislike her.
I don't see that in other ex.
Like amy, I've been pretty good with her.
She's really fun lah, and we can chat.
Must be karma. Yes.
Shall eliminate the parts of her presence.
Don't think there's anything worth to be remembered on in my own blog.
Seriously, blog belong to ourselves.
We can write anything we want.
If I know something that cause me angry in other's blog, I weren't read.
What for cause ourselves to angry.
When blog are for people to vent frustrations, unhappiness, happiness, joyfulness.
Don't see a meaning in taking post down.
Cause I never ever done that before at all.
It's just I respect that friend.
Forget it if he still wants to be angry.
I write what been keeping inside me,
I don't see a problem to be restricted.
But whatever it is, at that moment of angst.
Everything comes out. And yeah, truth hurts.
So yeah, baby wanted to go out, So I forgo my QGY plan.
Didn't want to leave him out of my world on such a special event day.
Headed over to Weiqiang's place to meet him.
And he fetched me to Hougang.
It's like seriously near.
Got my brother's car and sent my brother down to Lavander.
Picked baby up at his place and head over to pick Ah song.
Met Andy and headed to Vivocity.
It's just waste of money one sia, drive all the way to Vivocity,
to catch a glimpse of firework.
Waste my time. I think it's better spend somewhere else.
But luckily, Weiqiang got one idea, to put firework ourselves. =/
Well, shan't continue. We had the plan and the plan was a success.
And we had 16 fireworks to all ourselves at Mount Faber.
Not any new experience to me, cause I had it done in China.
After that, drove to baby's place and got beer.
Headed Weiqiang's place to drink.
The indian poker still.
I hate beer.
Nah, I don't like to drink.
But well, yesterday was a no choice thing.
If I don't drink, I would be bored.
Well, I was lucky, I didn't get drunk.
Haha, I was afraid I would be drunk.
After that ultimate time of Weiqiang's birthday.
I never like drinking anymore, and still don't like it.
Don't mind having hard liquor with mixer.
But, I got one cup of mixed liquid of beer, hard liquor, coke and green tea.
It just tasted yucky.
Andy very unlucky.
He went off and came back, and he's drunk!
So we didn't continue the drinking.
Lucky.
And he's officially the pussy for 2010. HAHAHA.
He claimed it himselves, it was really hilarious.
The whole thing that he said, was really funny.
You see how a drunk person would just do,
and just wanting to sleep without any bother.
They would really agree with anything.
Some emo issues, I went out alone and broke down.
Haha, if only boyfriend could be a little bit more sensitive,
it would be great.
Got back and I slept all the way till today morning,
kept waking up, couldn't sleep well.
Was emo again, lucky I have a friend who would let me vent it out.
Broke down again, and this friend was always there.
Shixiong also told me, no matter what, I have him.
I'll always have his support and stuffs,
this was when Weiqiang was driving,
and I sat at the back.
I felt really touched.
Really really.
Like seriously, even if the world falls on me,
I have a few friends that would be there to pick me up.
I've already fallen so many times, it's always the same old friends that picked me up.
I wouldn't have made it, if it's wasn't for them.
Sometimes, I realised I wanted to bottle up some issues in a relationship,
to avoid conflicts arising, and when it start building up, it's just get more tired.
Till the day, my heart went dead and it just doesn't feel anything anymore.
Just when things are settled down, and I love every single thing of my relationship,
unreasonable things happened for no good reason, it just happened.
Now, I feel the pain all over again, but I shall just let it subside.
I think things go in a cycle, things just got better, problems would arise.
Obstacles faced, and problems solved, and another would arise.
It's just never ending. It's how both people make the effort to go through.
Was glad baby did what a boyfriend should do, hahaha. I'm easy satisfied lah.
Just coax me abit, I very happy already. Haha.
But nowadays, he's been really sweet and nice lah.
Hope our current problem would subside and not cause any more problems.
I think I learnt the most from this relationship, I gone through way more than anyone.
I met with all kinds of problems in this relationship, but ultimately,
it's alright now. Just hope it stays this way.
Or it would be better, to be able to communicate.
Like really have heart to heart talk,
without feeling offensive.
Yeah, days ended like that,
got home to bathe and brought boyboy over to Weiqiang's place.
Slacked all the way till the day ended and I got home.
I've such a lengthy post.
I don't think anyone would read through here.
If you managed to read through everything.
CONGRATULATIONS.
You've made it. =)
Okay, good night.
Bye.
1:35:00 AM
Saturday, January 02, 2010
I jealous of her.
That's why I say she a bitch.
Judge me people.
It doesn't matter anymore.
My life, I don't care anymore.
I screwed my life up.
I screwed my new year eve up.
I screwed my year 2010 up.
I screwed everything up.
It's all my fault.
And this is it.
Accept it.
Everyone changes, including me.
And I've change into a horrible person.
Don't bother to contact me anymor.
I'm a Fuck up person.
Accept the fact.
Goodbye for good.
2:30:00 AM
I'm loser, I'm failure. I cannot take it.
I'm lousy. If I can't even speak much in my own blog,
I can't blog about my life, I can't do anything at all.
When I'm helpess, when I cry, when I'm angry,
I can't say anything, then what's the point.
Cyber diary is the only place to vent anger on.
Can't even talk to anyone about it, not my girlfriends,
not boyfriend, not friends, not anyone.
And this is the only last resort to my own place to vent is deprived.
Then this blog is useless compeletely.
I shall end my blogging world.
Goodbye.
I'm still a human,
I do get angry for god sake.
Fine. Bidding goodbye is the only way.
Since I'm deprived of my own world, own life.
Never mind.
Gotta shut this place down.
bye.
1:47:00 AM
