佘婉菱; 我的世界;我的生活



Sunday, May 31, 2009

These pictures are on 14th May, I guess. =/
Forgotten already. I think it's on the actual day of Liangeng's birthday.
And so yeah yeah, was busy to post narh. =/


Secondary class outing. :D
But Rachel & gang had left. =(


Happy birthday to Liangeng.
Hope you love everything. :D


Liangeng's boyf & her. :D


Diana, Weibin & Daobin


Rachel, Huiqing, Diana


Rongyan!


Liangeng & RongYan!


HAHAHA, Self-timer failed. =/





Self-timer again HAHA!
I love self-timer lah. =/

What's Daobin doing. =.="


Woot. HAHAHA.



Like only I doing different post. =.="


THEM. :D Swee right the background. HAHAHA.


Woot LOL. I got stupid actions. -.o.

Weibin purposely!


YEAH, with loves !


HAHAHA, you got notice Liangeng & Weijian nv move apart one,
Only afew photos. LOL Sweet sweet eh. HAHA!



Liangeng's wishing power~


Birthday girl for that day. =D



Her cake. HAHA. Damn nice,
still got dry ice one leh.


Waraku. ;D




Finding out her photos. hAHA!



Wooooot.
That sums up everything.
SORRY ah, abit emo ytd.
HA, nvm, back to work.
Faster chiong finish term test.
then I can chiong my camp. WOOT.

Now another camp, girlguide camp on 5th to 7th.
LOL I told them maybe I'll join them on the 5th,
but won't be staying overnight lah.
If not I'll be using all my holidays in camp.
So sian. lOLOL!

It's like 5th to 6th MJR camp.
6th to 9th NBYC camp.
9th to 10th IITSC retreat.
10th cannot have anything at all.
Cause I 11th has BTE. LOL!

WOOOOOT, LOL.
Happening holiday sia.
BUT, I need to practice piano lah.
SIAO LIAO LAH.





Yesh yesh, failed piano for the second time again.
I know very xia suay thing lah, but WHAT TO DO.
EXPECTED ALR. =(
WHO ASK SOMEONE CURSE ME. =(



Anyway, this time round, really last chance alr.
I pay up everything just for this stupid piano thing.
My 357 u know. VERY EXPENSIVE ONE LEH.
HEART PAIN CAN.


OKAY, BYEBYE. TERM TEST FEVER NOW.
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~
Give me motivation please. =((



I want my 3.8 GPA lah. =(
Hating sia.




Not in that moment,
where everything came running up.
At that instance, it was just pure delusion.
Nothing has changed, and never will change.
Things will still be the same, it will never come back.
Not in this life. Never.
Sighed.



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Friend, what is the word meant to you?



I realised that word, a few days ago.
I thought I was being over-sensitive.
But it has proven, it wasn't.


I thought friends helped one another?
I thought friends bring one another to a greater height?
Why watch your friends fall? Why wishing them will fall?
Why don't lend a hand when they needed it?


I actually felt quite upset about it,
when I realised it wasn't my over-sensitiveness.
It was the fact, the plain reality.


I wanted to blog this out, not because I'm looking for war,
is just - this is my realisation of life and people.


But I'm still very grateful to a large number of my friends,
who were there when I needed, who wants to be there when I fall.
Friends, who will never leave you when you met with a problem.
Friends, who will love you for who you are, no matter what.
Friends, who shares the deepest secrets in their life.
Friends, who look for you when they miss you.
Friends, who are just there.


Not, just somebody who needed help then come find you.
Not, just somebody who throw you aside when you needed help.
Not, just somebody who cares about oneself.



I'm just feeling upset for that particular friend,
I called my close friend, in fact, if you ask me now,
I can say, maybe it wasn't a close friend after all,
it's just good friend.


Thank you for my friends who is always there,
no matter rain or shine, they are just there. :)
I appreciate every one of you, thanks for being part of me. :)
You know who you are. :D Definitely one mah. :D


I'll never treat anyone differently unless I felt offended.
But I'll be fine soon, just give me these few weeks,
I'll make sure I treat you the way I treat you in the past,
even though I know you are making use of me. But it's okay.
This is life, we learnt from it, we learnt from people.

No matter how much people take advantages of us,
we just learn from it, and continue giving,
it's all about metta. :)


For now, let me sort out my feelings for this.
Because it's just seem so irony to me.
A moment we are friends,
next moment, we are enemies.
It's just feel so strange that,
when you needed the help,
I gave whatever I had,
whatever I learnt,
but when I needed,
you kept it to yourself.
Sighed.



Can't this competivity in life just stop.
We don't have to kill one another,
if killing one another for it,
then what's friends?

There won't be any definition of friends anymore.
Because, it's just seemed so irony.


Sighed.
Why am I so upset over one friend.
Sighed. Since it was never a problem to that friend,
then why must it affect me so much. Sighed.



Oh well. Life still goes on,
no matter in what circumstances.




:D
I'll be fine.
Things will be fine.
Even if it's not fine,
that's still life. :)



Again, I really thanks all my friends who are there,
no matter in what circumstances, no matter how much,
you guys are the greatest. :D


And of course, baby too. :D
Me love you :D


I miss a number of friends. =(
Meet uppppppppppppppppp!
Don't careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I want play Self-timer with all of my friends.
HAHAHA. =D Be prepared to cam-whore with me.
HAHA.




I'm self-narcassism,
so let's cam-whore together.
Woot!




Loves.
Thank you everyone.
Every single individual pretty one. :)
Love you. :)


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Saturday, May 30, 2009

I'm back to blogging. WOOT!
LOL OKAY I KNOW It's been damn long lah.
I haven't been updating it.
VERY TIRED CAN, no time. =(
Everyday project till I go crazy.
Last project was yesterday one.
SO HAPPENING, questions shoot by Ms Rita is so cool.
I like I like, cause it's easy. HAHAHA!
Loves.

Enjoy photos. :D


The four ladies that night. Ha.

Veron & MeiFang

I looked damn weak lah, that day not enough sleep.
The whole week chiong-ing project. =(
Then that night wanted to put make up,
but I was too tired already.
See how fatigue kills. LOL!





My girl & Me. :D
Loves. :D
I'm waiting for chionging with you. HA!



AARON!



We played self-timer. HAHA!
Damn fun, I don't know why,
I like my camera with the self-timer functions.
Damn fun one norh. HAHAHA!





With Yiying Zi-lian-ing.






Zi-lian-ing with Meifang & Yiying. HAHA!
MeiFang say the effect nice. HAHA.


Nicol looked damn obscene with his friend.
HAHAHA!

Veron, Meifang! =D




That sums up my Friday Night. :)


I want to declare that Aaron is zai one.
He drank Martel by itself. LOL!
No need coke or what one.
So not nice loh I feel.
NICE MEH?
LOL Okay lah~



I miss the girls lah. =D
After Term test okay,
and and Yiying - 11/6 =D
Misses. :)




Next post will be up for liangeng's birthday,
like so many photos can. *Fainted*



Anyway, term test today was crap.
I did wrongly. I didn't study much can,
was like studying for 3 hours last night.
Too over tired. In the end, I suffer.
Sian, I think I'll fail this paper.
Damn it.


Will be staying home over the weekend to study,
can't do much, can't go anywhere, can't go out. =(



Sian.
Suffering.
Plus I can't enjoy also.
After that I'm going camp. =D



So yeah, was thinking of going to the IITSC's subcommitte retreat.
I wanna go leh, but it's gotta be tiring man.
Like you see ah, I finished my exam on 5th.
Then 6th to 9th June I'm going to camp.
9th June to 10th June is the retreat.
10th June I got to study for my BTE test.
Then 11th June I got the BTE test.
11th June I going club with Yiying.
so which means I'm only free from 12th June.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.


LOL! Let's go out let's go out.
I want to book for Oriental also leh,
but was thinking of lazy to go back.
I wanna find road show to work.
Maybe I'll find a permanent road show job.
Don't want to work others alr, road show better.
Like more fun and can get to know more people,
and it's all about fun, laughter and cool.
Just that will be very tired cause of the numbers of hours of standing.



I wanna work.
So I can save money for license.
HAHA, I'm damn broke now because of the license.
Mum haven't give me money yet. =(
She kept forgetting,
and I don't like to ask money from parents.
So it's like, so weird lah, it's just so weird.
Forget it. LOL ! working is better than asking money.



OKAY!
BYEBYE. :D



Thanks baby for letting me to go. Woot. :D
Loves.


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Thursday, May 28, 2009


Blog about the pub first,
HAHA. I got photos alr.
But I lazy upload.
Everything inside my photobucket now. =D



Kk, I've taken the first step. Woot,
So confirm got pictures soon. HA.



Very busy. Friday got presentation.
Sian, Saturday got FOM test.
KILL ME CAN.


My left ear is not feeling well.
I don't know why, felt so deaf.
Mum say it was heaty.
But I don't think so.



Yesterday was Liwei's birthday,
We'll never forget you. =)
I'm sorry till now,
I haven't go and visit you.

Hope you are fine in anywhere you are.
And hope you are reborned in a better realm. =)





K I got to go slp. BYe


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Monday, May 25, 2009

Hello!



I booked for my BTT already.
Will be taking Basic Theory Evaluation too.
Which is compulsory for BBDC, I don't know why.
I was like asking all my friends, they say CDC don't have.
So weird. Anyway, suaku me, let boyf do the job. LOL!


He kept telling me must book this this this,
book two practice, the evaluation and BTT.
Then he also says he will take leave on my TP day itself.
So that when I called him, saying I pass lerh,
then he can straightaway help me take number,
then I come out can take license straight.
LOL!


Anyway, so exciting lah. HAHA.
I think my life currently is so mundane,
that there's nothing so special about,
except that more nad more projects are piling.
And term test is next week.
I got crap term test timetable.

My test are at night,
COTS - 6pm to 8.30pm.
FOI - 6pm to 7.30pm.

The other two are fine,
it's in the morning. HAHA.
It's first time I'm having exam at night leh.
SO COOL RIGHT, how cool? VERY COOL!


Okay lah, I really have a lot photos.
From the past past past Honey Pub,
to Numbers, to Liangeng's birthday,
to Yuanyi's DSLR outing,
to School's basic photographic workshop,
to SBM outing at Thai temple.

I really got many photos.
I think calculate up, so many.
Plus, I want to blog my hainan photos.
HAHA, I know it's damn kua zhang to have 3k photos.
But this is what so good about it, is that you can choose.
HAHA, choose and blog.


Let me have some time first okay.
Once I finished test on Friday,
I'll be going straight for National Buddhist Camp on 6th to 9th.
Then come back, prepare for Evaluation test already.
Then after that, prepare to chiong all my projects,
and maybe find some days to go back to Oriental.
Woot. What's more?



Okay lah, life is mundane for a year 2 student.
Cause it sucks, it's so hectic. How many can complain?
Many can !


4 projects in a week.
Ever tried? I tried.
And I'm tired.


Lucky I finished what needed to hand up tomorrow.
Thanks to Wil. Woot. =D
k byebye.


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Friday, May 22, 2009

Hello. =D


I'm dying from projects.
Dark eye circles is very serious now.


Anyway, I got one big good news.
I just enrolled car today!
So blur crap today,
but at least, I survived the enrolment.
Cause, when I stepped into the BBDC,
it's like, I don't know where to go.
HA.



So yeah, got my enrolment,
got into the school enrolment. =D
And learning the manual one. =D
I will do well, get my license.



I was very fickled-minded between choosing the CDC or BBDC.
Cause CDC is so near to my place, but BBDC is having a higher passing rate.
In the end, I chose the higher passing rate with lesser traffic one. =D
Clements recommend me not to go CDC cause it's like having heavy traffic all the time.
So yeah.



I'm waiting to go for the briefing,
couldn't go for it, cause was rushing.
So, on Sunday baby is accompanying me to go. =D



Okay, bye.


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Monday, May 18, 2009

Wah seh. LOLOL.
Projects are killer.
I almost died of fatigue.

Like you know, that I have not been able to wake up on time.
Everyday, I sure wake up at a odd timing,
or I have to drag myself just to wake up.

I have been doing my projects till the wee hours,
hmm, I can't really say that it's wee hours.
Or rather, it's morning time.
Cause I do till 5 am or so.
I even made breakfast for dad.
Ha, see how late I slept?

Look's what now?
It's already 1.45am.
And I'm wide awake,
doing my FOM,
just to make sure I can finish it by tomorrow.
And I'm so going to wake up at 7am tomorrow.
I'm left with 5 hours of sleep again.
Damn it.


My dark eye circles are getting darker.
I don't usually have it one, no matter how late I sleep.
Everytime, Siew hui & Shiying will compare theirs eye circle,
while I always ask them if I have a not, they always say I don't have.
So now, even I can have dark eye circles, so who say POLY IS SHIOK.
SMACK YOU.


I'm like leading a life that is worst than death. LOL.
Hmmm, actually on a bright side. I can get to study,
while others who are not as privilege as me,
are hoping that they could study.
Why am I whining?


Why must Poly give us so much stress?
I counted my modules, I had 9 modules leh.
Who the hell will have 9 modules one you tell me.
Year two is tough, it's seriously so tough.
I'm sure, one day I will stop going out already.
Cause I don't even have time. =(

I don't even have time for meals & sleep,
how to even have time to go out?
And maybe one day, I will stop blogging,
you will know why too.


Hais.
Hectic life is scary.
Will I face with such difficulty when I entered into workforce?
*Poppi don't have.*



K bye.


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Saturday, May 16, 2009

i just realised that I have a lot of photos to upload.
But no time to upload leh. Kill me kill me kill me.
Damn it.


I even uploaded the photos that I took with Veron,
when we were at the Honey Pub last few fridays.
And then, oh ya, we watched the Clastro don't know what.
BETTER DONT WATCH AH.


We watched the show as midnight show.
THE WHOLE STORY, i still can't make out.
And it's like super duper boring.
Furthermore, you're like so tired.
And it's making you even worst.
In the end, we left after the show started for 45 minutes.
How bad? Super bad.


Hmmm, still got what. Last few weeks I do what ah?
Oh ya, big big quarrel with baby. Really quite serious type. =/
Anyway, yeah. So yeah, hmmmm, so yeah?
Went over to Flea Market with Yuanyi & Cherngshing & Raymond?
Then hmmm, had fun, played, enjoy, laugh, go crazy.


Hmmm, still got what event?
Aiya, bu dong lah. LOL.


Oh ya, yesterday it's Liangeng's birthday.
Went over to Waraku to celebrate her birthday.
Hang out at the Esplanade there and slacked.
Took loads of photos. =D
Will upload also.



Aiya, byebye.
Projects time.


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Friday, May 15, 2009

NAIL IN THE FENCE


(Most importantly the last sentence)



There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.


Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.


The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say "I'm sorry," the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.


Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed.
They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.


Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole.










School is still hectic.
Took a break and met baby.
Watched Star Trek. It is good.
10/10. The main actor is good looking.
Heh. LOL





K bye.


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Thursday, May 14, 2009

男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。



大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。
那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。



婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”,谎言的开始。


渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。



女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。
那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些『警告:注意文明用语!』应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起,我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年,男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……把这个故事传下去,让你的朋友们知道,不要随意地说出对不起......


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I seriously don't know why I got such expression. =.="
That's so unglam to be captured on the camera.
Stupid Zeming. MUST BE YOU who took this.
Tsk.


YES! Zekui, Amy & me!


www.sbmyouth.blogspot.com
Haha, I got a lot unglam photos.
But I liked the effects done by Yuanyi for the buddha photos.
I really had loads of fun in SBM on Vesak day. =D



Haha, school is still as hectic as ever.
I'm still dying like ever.
Today got home, I slept all the way till 11.30pm.
So damn zai can, I haven't been sleeping so much.
I like I like. But now, have to do project to trade back the time I slept. =(

Sian. BIS is crazy. Cash is worst. FOM is frenzy.
I haven't even start the damn assignment yet.
Tell me how to even pass Year 2 when I can't even finish projects.
Crazy. Block subject is crazy. I need a break lah. =(



I want to go out leh, but no time. Okay byebye.
I going to start doing my project again. Sian norh.
But what to do leh you tell me. =(

K byebye. =(


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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Hey girls & guys.
Ha. I very bored ah.
Projects everyday.
Deadline on next Tuesday.
I'm dying.





I need a breathe man.
I can't stand my life already.
So hectic. Don't complain your life is hectic.
I think mine life is the worst one.
Used to think life is so hectic,
when it's like still not hectic yet.

Unlike now, no time eat,
no time sleep, no time for others.
Only projects. Sian.



Never mind, it's gotta be over by this coming Tuesday.
Hwanling jia you mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~



Hey, if you guys want send food to me.
I don't mind leh. HAHAHAHA!
Just call me man. HAHAHAHA!


I no time to eat lah.
So send me food okay.
HAHA.



K bye.
I WANT PHOTOS.
Sian.


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Monday, May 11, 2009

Hello.



Happy Vesak Day &
Happy Mother's Day. :D





Yeah, had a lot of things happening over the weekend again.
Relationship is such a complication.
Oh well.


And Vesak Day had been meaningful.
Which I always loved my Vesak day all my life. :)




School is tomorrow.
Oh, it's gotta repeat again.
My monday blue. Sighed.


I got back my camera. =)
So more pictures from now on.
and I will try to blog more,
since I have CAMERA =D
yes, camera means something.
Love it to bits.



And I joined VC,
So now, I can use my DSLR more.
Yeah, DSLR rock big time. I love love.


And it's a happy day,
cause I got back both DSLR & pocket size camera.
All my photos are inside, no worries. =D
But pocket size one, I think no more pictures,
except for my bro's one. His Shanghai trip seemed fun.



Oh ya, back to study.
There's test tomorrow.
Sian.
Bye.


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Thursday, May 07, 2009

Sian.




I haven't been blogging right?
So busy how to blog sia.
So busy till when I reach home,
I just bathe and fall into the embrace of my bed.
Tell me, how to even on my computer LOL.



I'm seriously very tired.
Very very drained from the projects.
So yeah, my tough periods are over.
Usually my timetable sucks from Monday to Wednesday.
Which is like 3 whole full days.

Monday 9am to 6pm.
Tuesday 9am to 6pm.
Wednesday 9am to 7pm.
All only have one pathetic break.
Except for monday where I get to have 3 hours break,
but we used it to do our project, which is no different?


Sian.
i'm super tired.
I just finished doing my tutorial.
I haven't eat my dinner yet loh.
Look at the time. It's already 12.40am.
If eat now, it's supper time.
Walao.





I'm super sian.
Time to go sleep le.
Block subject kills.
Year 2 kills.

So many things to do,
so little time we had.
Crazy, Frenzy, Ruszy.
HAHA, anyhow bomb one last word out.


Okay. PLAY RESTAURANT CITY WITH ME.
Don't doubt why I can still play,
it's because, I on my restaurant city while doing tutorial.
Then when it's like dying or something,
I will feed it and go back to my academic work.



PLAY AH, I want ingredients.
I need cream leh. LOL
PLEASE GIVE ME. =(





And girl, nobody is cursing you.
Don't be so sensitive. LOL.
=D


Bye. =)


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Sunday, May 03, 2009

HELLO!




No pictures lah.
Don't look at me.
LOL I only have my handphone's camera photos.
Not nice one, not sharp sharp. But a lot of photos.
Maybe tomorrow lah hor. =D


Anyway, won't be having sharp sharp photos for a week,
cause I lent my camera to my brother to go Shanghai.
I hope Shanghai will be swineflu-free please.
Nobody will wish their loved one to be dangered right.


Anyway, these weekend had been alright?
Friday, I forgotten where we go?
Oh ya, we had steamboat at Liling's place.
Half the time I was sleeping, because they were playing MJ.
Then ate, and watched them play ZhongJiMiMa.
My throat is not feeling well, so yeah didn't want to join.

Saturday, I was with SBM.
Then went over to Tampines with Zekui & Wenlin.
I had fun with both of them lah, laughed my ass off.
Ha, Wenlin is damn cute lah seriously seriously.

Then, headed over to Liling's place.
Had a tiff with baby again,
then went up, waited for Veron.
And went off together. =D


Sunday ah, that mean is today.
Oh, brought my little boy over to baby place.
He came over in the morning and yeah,
boy also joined us to go over.
Boyboy is lucky lah, everytime take cab one.
Then start doing project already. It was crazy lah.
I didn't know year two can be that crazy.


Home sweet home then.
Blahblahblahblah. I ought to sleep early.
I'm going to start with my crazy week again.

And baby is going to have his field camp next week.
Oh man, like so oh my goodness. It's so bad for him to go into SIR.
But okay lah, he need to train already. HAHA. His fats is like hahahaha!




OKAY. I CONCENTRATE MY PROJECT.
SO MANY RESEARCH. Stupid.
I hate the global economic crisis.
Because of you ah, I have to look into it.
Walao. Stupid GEC.



Kbye.


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Friday, May 01, 2009

WOOT,
with my determination,
I finally realised how to make video.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!


Am I zai or what. HAHAHA!
I learnt a lot things by myself one leh.
I not hao-lian-ing. LOL! JUST really leh!
I learnt photoshop myself, learnt HTML code myself,
now I learnt how to make video myself HAHAHA!
So damn zai. HAHAHAHA.

I feel so proud of myself.
Don't call me a stupid hor,
cause I'm damn zai. LOL!
Siao lah me. LOL!


Okay I'm like going to explore it tml.
But for now, time to sleep.
There's meeting tomorrow.
Sian, wake up early. SIAN!
Oh well what to do,
I volunteer myself one. LOL!



Okay lah byeybey =D


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Hello.



I just saw SBM blog.
Heh, missed out from Anghwee's wedding,
cash quite tight, =( I really wanna go, but oh well.
Anyway, that's not the point, it feels good to see our fellow brother married.

Maybe, we can say that he's the first who is married in our SBM youth?
Am I right? Ha, it feels good lah, seriously seriously seriously I tell you.
I mean, we been seeing Anghwee & Siewping together for so long,
being married is a good thing you know!! =D
I hope they'll have a blissful marriage ahead. :D
And may life can bring them joy, and have more little Anghwee.
HEH! =x


School was crazy lah as usual.
Had phonic programme which made me feel impatient,
cause it's the long weekend ahead you see,
like that I felt like going home early.
But, it's not a good thing either,
because I have to start doing project.

Sighed, my life is all about project right now,
and I'm going to get to understand the damn FOI.
I really don't know the subject, don't understand at all.


You know what, our school had the 15 minutes grace thing.
But that damn teacher, made him destested him so much.
I was only 5 minutes late, cause I went up to find Jeremy to take money.
BUT, he damn er xin norh, marked me late. SUCKER.
I really don't like this teacher.
Furthermore, he taught until so fast,
teach so fast for what, rushing to run for recarnation ah.
Kanasai. I really damn pissed off/stressed up/upset for the whole lesson.

Damn it.
Is it me or is it him.
Kns. My girls don't understand the subject either.
How bad is it? VERY BAD !


And I just went to facebook,
and saw the video that I was tagged on,
it was made by Stanley, he used it for his GC.
I think he gotta get A for his project arleady narh.
No nid see already. And the video makes me reminisce Hainan trip.
Sighed. I miss Hainan. I want to go again, our gang go again OKay!


And I'm so grateful that they always plan outing for the trip thing,
so nice, so great, so fun, =D I'll be joining as much as I can,
because I think the group who went to Hainan is great.
All are great, helped the kids, make them happy,
have fun together, thought we had "sai-gang",
but we still do it together and had fun together.
How nice? Very nice.



Okay no photos. =/
Kk byebyebye.



Hainan is missed.
Seriously honestly truthfully.
I've never regret going there.
No matter those people who said I bo liao,
go there waste money to help people,
you are definitely wrong and super wrong.
You won't understand the feeling there,
it's different, totally different. =D

It's for me to know, and for you to find out.
Haha. =D BYEBYE





With love,
from the super duper,
crazy frenzy hyper jumpy,
wanling. =D



LOL!
Bye.


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