Saturday, February 28, 2009
Chicken wings. :D Dennis mum did it one =D
I think I looked extremely fair here. =/
And my mushroom cheese damn shiok.
Our LOVE. LOLOL. I succeeded in jumping. HA.
Farah didn't managed to do the E. LOLOL.
And I think my clothes' reflection look funny.
Roar. It's my top's fault. =/
And see the lady in blue top?
It's my careperson. So cute right. :D
The human wind. HAHAHA.
I know I looked extremely er xin here.
But HAHA, The wind too big lah. tmd.
I looked ugly, like extremely. =/
More photos at,
http://www.c2zeroeight.blogspot.com/ =D
Yesterday was our BBQ.
Very fun, and we played pool. :D
Teacher booked the game room like so fun.
Pool for once, I lost to Shiying.
I can't believe....
And yes, a lot other photos are with me.
But my DSLR run out of batteries.
So yeah. Wait for me to upload okay. :D
And yeah, ytd went with my classmates to Esplanade,
and we ton-ed over there. Mosquitoes are killing us.
But we really had a lot fun having our bonding session you know.
Ha. Like so damn exciting, cause we chatted on many things.
From ghost, to life, from life to relationship,
from relationship to a lot of things.
I forgotten. :D
Lobang cab and home. :D
Slept till baby come over.
Mum treated baby & I. :D
Ha. See my mum treat everyone is good.
I love my mum like so many many.
She's always been supportive in everything.
In my whole life,
I think the best mum in the world,
is my mum already. =D
And yeah, off to baby place after that.
Sian sian sian all the way. Roar.
LOL. Then went to BPP after some pursuation from Weiling to baby.
And finalllllllllllllllllllly, but I need to catch last bus. =/
While they enjoy Nuggets. Tsk. =(
Ha.
http://www.borntodiepets.com/html/doctor_death_wm.htm
Come across this. This is what gotta happened we have irresponsible owners,
owning the pet at once and then letting it go after they get bored.
These are the pets that went through with you for some time.
Do you really bear to let them been put to sleep?
Are you still a human still?
Sighed. =(
I felt so heartbroken after watching this video.
They are a life you know. Watching them being injected,
and slowly they put down their head and that's it.
They're dead. So fast within a second.
From a moving creature, to an object.
And they put it into a rubbish bag and throw it away.
Life. This is life. So fragile, so easily been gone.
It's so impermanent. Fcuk those people who abandon your pet.
You're just an inhumane as any animal.
FCUK YOU! Stop the killing.
Damn it.
Sighed.
Oh well. On a lighter note.
Tomorrow, gotta watch Marley & me with Veron & gang. :D
Can't wait. I've been wanting to watch for so long.
Like seriously honestly truthfully.
I'm going to sleep.
There's SBM tomorrow.
Yippppppppppppppeeee. :D
Love love love.
Byebye. :D
I still feel so affected from the video.
Sighed.
1:08:00 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
What is Forester doing? =/
It feels good to see this picture, though it's like so long.
Steamboat is fun. :) More photos to have me,
cause I want to join SBM so badly.
I'm going every saturday.
Like heavenly. :)
Can't wait. :D
I miss Buddha. :)
When I see this picture of Ernest, like -.-"
Damn hilarious.
www.sbmyouth.blogspot.com
Love my sbmyouth.
Thanks for all the memories.
2:05:00 AM
I want to rebond my hair.
Means, I can't buy my hard disk.
Aiyo. Suan liao -.-
Sian.
Rebond $139.
Hard disk $139.
Walao. =(
Buy hard disk or rebond?
You tell me narh. =(
Hais. Life sucks without money
But I need to be contented.
Because I'm too fortunate as compared to anyone. :)
Alright, don't whine.
Let's just see how. =)
Money matter, put it aside.
Welcome holiday is the most important thing. =)
Good Bye.
1:56:00 AM
SO CHIO HORRRRRR~
Yes yes, this is what I want to buy too.
Gotta get it in IT fair, by hook or by crook.
I hope mum gives me my allowance early.
But guess, it's not gotta happen. =/
Anyway, I'm getting the red one.
Don't copycat. =/
I think it's so chio.
Imagine, you have Red DS Lite.
You have pink camera.
You have red hard disk.
Omg, My life is perfect.
=/
After all these,
I won't want to buy anything alr,
because I'm like so contented.
But I guess it's just lie,
because who will resist in buying thing.
=/
HA!
Roar.
EXAMS ARE OVER.
My monster is killed.
yes yes yes yes yes yes.
Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
I'm so in loved.
BUT, to demoralise abit.
My piano exam is coming.
And I haven't been practicing it for a week or two.
Due to my exams, and I'm so dead in trouble.
OH YA, SHITTY. I just remember,
there's lesson tomorrow.
AHHHHHHHHH~
Exams kill.
After studying for so long,
I'm finally able to continue my Twilight book.
Yes yes yes, it's halfway through.
I actually cheated, and start reading some time while studying.
I can't resist my Edward Cullen's attractiveness you see.
I just want to know how does the story go.
I can't wait for the 3 more series. :D
Faster let me finish this book.
New Moon, here I come.
I want to get that during IT fair. :D
One IT gadget down. :D
Though now no money.
But can lah, maybe I'll start working one day by one day.
Then at least earn abit by abit to get my hard disk.
It's just $139. Though it's a big sum to me now. =(
Anyway, don't even know got money or time to go buy.
I also can't work like seriously, for the sake of piano.
Hais. Maybe or maybe, I might give the thoughts out.
I might just not buy it. Next IT fair bah.
On a lighter note, the price might drop?
=D
Hais, no money sucks.
And yes yes, welcome to my holiday.
And I'm going to welcome my year two.
Provided I pass my this semester.
And I sincerely hope that,
I won't have to take sup paper.
It's gotta be a torture.
Anyway, I know I didn't really do my best.
But at least, I did whatever I can.
DBIS is a hell. The others are fine,
though I kinda forget the things to write in today.
And OOPG paper is crap, like we never learn it before.
And CORE paper is fine, since whatever I studied,
it came out all the way. Like it's like so happy.
Those I never study, it didn't come out. =D
I'm a happy girl.
BBQ tomorrow.
I can't wait. :D
C208. :)
I want a Red Hard Disk. :D
I want a Red DS Lite. :D
I want a Pink Canon Camera. :D
The most most most I wanted,
is the hard disk and camera.
DS lite will wait already,
cause it's more of a want than need.
Furthermore, camera is also a want than need.
Only hard disk is a practical thing,
so I'm going to get it soon. :)
Anyway, I've decided to forgo my 18th birthday.
Not going to do any celebration or anything.
No bbq, no chalet nothing. :D
When you have no expectations,
you will feel much happier right. :D
Yeah, that's how I lived my life. :D
Live life to the fullest eh. :D
And this week SBM is visiting the peranakan museum,
to visit the 400 Buddhist relics. :D
Ahhhhhhh, so excited.
Relics you know. :)
K byebye. :D
Live life to the fullest,
because life is just so short. =)
I had fun today. :)
Going over to Tampines Giant,
and then going to Sheng Siong Bugis.
But, I brought them into Little India.
Damn fun. =X
K, it's fun to buy grocery with them.
I hope to do more such things with you all. =D
C208 is loved loved loved, in my whole poly life. :D
Rock on.
I miss many people.
Go out go out go out okay. :)
Bye.
1:32:00 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
OR
OR
OR
OR
OR
OR
OR
SO EXPENSIVE LOH THE RED DS.
Like that I rather buy my camera.
And, I've been aiming this camera for so long.
Gotta get it. By hook or by crook HAHA.
DS will wait. =D
Scally DS I come out, HAHAHA.
Then I shiok, but I heard it's more than 500. -.-"
Damn it, I rather get a laptop then. -.-"
You know ah, the difference of the cost between the red & the original.
Initially, I wanted to buy pink colour one, but after I saw the red.
Wooooooooooooot, like heavenly man. Love at first sight.
You know what, the pink one is - $180.
And you know what, the red one is - $255.
What the hell, just difference in colour,
and the difference is like extremely big can.
$75 can buy a lot a lot thing you know anot.
Tsk. I shall wait for it to drop.
For now, I want my camera.
I found it at $275. But with only 4GB memory.
Bo hua leh, IT fair selling $349 with 2 8GB memory.
And with loads of freebies... Like tripod. WOOT!
Aiyo. Forget it ah.
I shall just forget about it.
Study first. Then work.
Then think. LOL!
No money how to think.
And furthermore, I'm like extremely broke.
Next time go out, is only window shopping leh.
Holiday coming leh, no allowance. Like shitty shit.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
Freak. Damn.
K bye. CAMERA, HERE I COME. :)
I LOVE YOU Pink cam cam cam cam!
Wait for me to get you as my baby okay. :D
I'm gotta take extremely good care of you.
Loves loves loves. :D
I want to go for DSLR outing with yuanyi laobu.
When are you freeeeeeeeee. AHH!
I want take photos of the flowers,
of the scenery, of the sea, of the whatever. AH!
And I miss her. :(
BACK TO STUDY.
AND OH SHIT.
QUAN IS KILLING.
CAUSE I FORGOTTEN HOW TO DO.
Ah shit.
11:27:00 PM
This is what I came across. :)
It's extremely cute. =)
Interesting of life.
Just press next on the top right hand corner. :)
And panda aren't white and black in life.
HAHA, they are black and brown. HAHA
Dirty pandas. =/
White baby tigers are cute.
The world smaller horse is like a toy.
Naked mole rat is disgusting. =/
Alright.
Core is great. =/
Sorry for my whining last night.
But whatever I studied, it came out.
Guanyinma answered my prayers. LOL! =D
Bless me people. :)
Last paper tomorrow.
I'm soooooooo procastinating now.
It's so hard to concentrate when I realised my theory papers are over.
And I'm left with my beloved paper which I really love it.
Will be out buying the BBQ food with my pals.
It's a great start to celebrate the end of our first year. :)
C208 is gotta be the best in my whole poly life.
Thankyou. =D
Can't believe, my papers are ending soon.
AH AH AH AH AHHHHHHHHHHH!
Havoc time. :D
Let's go clubbing.
HA your head. -.-"
LOLOL, time to prepare for my piano exam soon.
Can't wait can't wait. Then I'm going to start work in Oriental.
I can't wait, cause no money already.
I'm like so god damn broke.
I want money to drop from the sky,
can you?
But well, can't work before piano exam.
Cause I'm gotta fully concentrate on my piano exam.
I had sent in my application form for another exam on Sept.
I hope I can pass this time round and get back my refund,
but ABRSM is gotta only refund half of it back.
Oh well. At least there's half better than retest.
No matter what, MUST PASS.
Grade 8, here I come.
And then I can go Christophori to teach piano. :D
MONEY MONEY MONEY. :DDDDDDDDDDD
I can't wait to teach piano you know.
It's gotta be fun.
And I want to teach the young kids.
Though they get havoc at times,
but aren't they simply cute. :D
Alright. shut up.
Got to study.
QUAN.
HERE I COME.
Exams are a hazard.
Kill it smash it with all your deeds.
GB.
9:24:00 PM
yes, it's time for me to change.
I'm sorry for everything I've caused.
(:
Can't wait for Thursday class BBQ. :)
I hope all these class gathering will have more to come.
Can't wait for examinations to be over.
Can't wait, can't wait. Can't wait lah.
I didn't study much for Core.
Because CORE Seriously SUCKS.
This time, examinations are a hell.
I did badly for all.
I lost my motivations halfway.
So yeah. It's gotta be dead.
Forget it.
Damn.
And yes, still thinking for my 18th birthday.
But kinda, drag having it now. =/
Oh well. Birthday are a hell always.
If like that, I would rather not have one.
Oh well, I shall close one eyes and treat it like a normal day.
Maybe, I'll be happier? =D
No more comparison please.
At the least, he's the past,
you're the present.
Goodnight people.
Or rather,
GOODMORNING. :)
BYE.
1:39:00 AM
Monday, February 23, 2009
CORE is crazy.
I want to die.
Like seriously.
Kill me.
Everything happened for a reason.
11:03:00 PM
Wife: 'What are you doing?'
妻：你在作什麼啊？
Husband : Nothing.
夫：沒作什麼。
Wife : 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
妻：沒作什麼？你看著我們的結婚證書，足足有一小時了。
Husband : 'I was looking for the expiry date.'
夫：我在尋找它的有效日期是到什麼時候。
______________________
Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
妻： 要吃晚餐嗎？
Husband : 'Sure! What are my choices?'
夫： 當然！我可以選擇嗎？
Wife : 'Yes or no.'
妻：要或不要。
______________________
Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet. Why?'
妻：為什麼你經常把我的照片放在你皮夾裡？
Hubby: 'When! there i s a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
夫：當問題發生時，不管有多困難，我看著妳照片就迎刃而解了。
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you!'
妻：你看我對你有多麼驚人的影響力啊！
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'
夫：是啊！望著妳的照片我問自己，還有什麼困難比這個來得大呢？
______________________
Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
女孩：婚後我要分擔你所有的煩惱、困擾，以減輕你的負擔。
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
! 男孩：親愛的，妳真體貼，但我並沒有任何煩惱或困擾。
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'
女孩：哦？那是因為我們還沒結婚的緣故。
______________________
Son: ' Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
子：今早我和爹地一起搭車，他要我讓座給一位女士。
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
母：嗯，你這麼做是對的。
Son: 'But mom, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
子：但是，媽，我當時是坐在爹地的腿上呢。<>
______________________
A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
一位新婚的先生問他太太：如果我父親沒留下巨額財產給我，你會嫁給我嗎？
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you, N O MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'
女人溫柔的答道：親愛的，不管是誰留下財產給你，我都會嫁給你的。
______________________
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever .
女孩對著男友說：吻我一下，我就永遠屬於你了。
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
男孩回道：謝謝您提早警告我。
______________________
A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
妻問夫：你最喜歡我哪一點？我美麗的臉龐，還是我性感的軀體？
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: 'I like your sense of humor.'
他把她從頭到腳瀏覽了一遍，回道：我喜歡你的幽默感。
7:25:00 PM
Tomorrow is the exam.
I'm gotta give it my best shot.
But please pray hard,
whatever I studied.
Please come out.
Goodnight.
DBIS rocks big time.
I gotta beat u down big time. :)
12:09:00 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
is because they care for one another,
am I right to say that?
There was a urge to close down my blog,
or maybe putting private,
because this is the place where I can only rant,
be it my happiness, unhappiness, tiredness...
Blabbering and blabbering.
But sometimes, somethings is better to be kept.
So to avoid trouble, putting it private or closing it down,
might do some help.
But I can't bear to.
It's coming to my 5th year of blogging.
Time flies. From a secondary 1 girl,
to a grown up teen. 18 soon. :)
It's so hilarious, how things turned out in your life,
in these few short years, and these are the things that grows with you.
Sometimes, memories are the best part of life.
Other time, memories can hunt you down.
Some memories are not supposed to be touched anymore.
It will leave there and be stagnant for some time,
before you can start handling the emotions in you. :)
This is how hilarious a life can get.
Sometimes it's up, sometimes it's down.
Just like a rollar coaster. :)
Pretty interesting eh?
Alright, bye.
8:09:00 PM
Got this quote from the email. :)
Meaningful eh. :)
世界最珍贵不是“得不到”或“已失去”，
而是把握现在的幸福。
爱有多少，付出也要有多少。
爱情不是单行道。
他（她）的好跟不是理所当然。
生气时，想想他（她）的可爱。
抱怨时，想想他（她）的委屈。
冷战时，想想他（她）的温柔。
两人懂得付出，爱就会久违。
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离。
［送心爱的人回家，哪里都顺路啦！］
Reflection.
Been losing my patience.
Been losing my mind.
How vulnerable can I get?
After all, I've my own to stand up for.
I need to be mindful with my speech and actions.
I need to be learn to be as positive as I am in the past.
I need to find back the one wanling you all used to know.
I know, I've been getting all the feedback about me changing.
Maybe, I do know the reason, but I didn't acknowledge it.
One day, things will be back the same. :)
I'll try.
This, I promise all.
I'll be back the usual happy-go-lucky me.
Someone who never fail to put on a smile. :)
For now, I need to overcome the problem in me.
So many people in the world, but nobody can help me.
Because this is the problem in me, I need to overcome myself.
Happiness is uphold by the person's choice.
And, I'm the one who is holding my happiness.
I can choose to frown or be smile. :)
It's a person choice.
And it's mine.
I'll be over this soon.
For now, concentrate on exams.
Is the most important thing.
No worries. I won't forgo my studies. :)
I know my priority. :)
love. :)
3:58:00 PM
Maybe, I expected too much.
But, just at least exist when I'm in my desperate moments.
But where are you? Mahjong.
I did say, to enjoy with your friends.
But I didn't say to neglect me totally.
Why didn't you understand.
Sighed, forget it.
It's always been my fault.
No matter how much I tried to tell you,
all in whole, it U-turn back and it's my fault.
And I apologized
I'm just tell you how I felt.
I just want more care from you.
But instead of that, I'm getting the otherwise.
Guess, I should have kept everything in my heart.
I shouldn't have let it out. Sighed.
My problem.
Maybe, I shall just wait till you're free then you find me.
Because, even for now, I'm just waiting in vain.
Exams are much more important.
I won't pin any hope anymore.
Let mahjong replaces me.
1:39:00 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
What do you even know?
I don't exist in your life any more.
Just when you're bored, then you'll find me.
When you're not, I don't receive any calls/smses.
Forget about it, you're just making me feel that i'm so taken for granted.
Just be it.
I've off my phone.
Just when I needed a break from my exams.
I can't find you, no not at all.
Then forget it.
I'm just gotta lose all my touch from this world.
And hide in this shitty place my own now.
It's always been this way isn't it?
Where are you when I needed you the most?
Aren't you the one I can rely on?
Sighed. I'll go back study.
And yes, I won't let anything lose my mind.
Because, I'm not gotta let this thing to lose my priority.
You couldn't care more.
Then what for?
Forget it.
7:18:00 PM
stop sending about the bomb in Bugis.
Ha, I know you all really care about me,
because I lived in Bugis.
But to be honest with all of you,
there's nothing of that sort of policemen all over.
Nonsense for your information.
If bomb already,
I'll come back tell you all okay. :)
And anyway, I found our policemen. HAHA.
Pearson called the policemen, so yeah,
it's confirmed, it's a hoax.
So, stop spreading already.
Nonsense. Ha.
But thank you all,
for caring for me. :)
Bugis still rocks big time.
I love living here. :)
Don't scold me off please.
Cause I just came online to check my piano exam things.
So yeah, gotta off computer.
So bye.
2:26:00 PM
*Stab*
Study please.
Be hardworking can you?
No more procastinating.
Oh please.
I miss baby.
Study study study.
Yes. Gotta off my computer tomorrow.
And I'm gotta be hard core studying my Core.
Yes, that's a theory work. All about bank.
That's how it kills.
Furthermore, I have to memorise my database information on Sunday.
Another theory paper work again. It's so crap to me now.
On a bright side, last paper is math. :)
Which is something I love very much.
And something which I want to score very much.
I'm so not confident of getting any A's now.
But I'm going to strive to achieve all of them.
However, to be mentally prepared,
I know my grade for CMSK,
failed badly.
Because, it really sucks.
I know the teacher don't like me.
Furthermore, my presentation skill suck.
Most of all, my report writing is far worst.
Tell me, I shouldn't be affected over it.
Alright, not at all.
Concentrate.
Siah Hwan Ling.
Concentrate please.
Like seriously please.
If you are not doing well this time,
no more shopping, no more going out.
I'm gotta shut myself up and start emo-ing.
So being a outgoing girl, nothing of that sort.
I got to work hard this time.
Just for this period of time.
Motivation.
I found my motivation.
Alright. Waking up early to study tomorrow.
Good night.
Err. I mean good morning. :)
Please scold me off,
if ever I come online.
No, not even blogging.
K bye.
3:58:00 AM
First time. HAHAHA!
Lighting problem or camera problem,
so the colour abit. HAHA. =/
I don't photoshop my photos anymore.
So pardon with lousy photos lah. =/
And yes, studying get bored sometimes.
And camwhore is the only way to kill boredom.
This is how baby played cheat. But I still love it. :)
Don't want tell you how he play cheat. =/
Curious? HAHAHHAAA!
This bubble ball. FUN. My Childhood favourite. :)
Can't get enough of it. :D
I was trying to see if aunt & mum said correct,
but it turned out it really brown norh.
I thought my hair was really black & ugly. =/
Goodbye to my old Ez-link.
I know it's ugly lah. HAHA
This is how I studied. With all that messy notes around,
and yes my baukwa now has a purpose,
and the cotton candy that I bought on my way to Hougang. :D
That will explain my gaining weight skill. :)
I went to salon to curl my hair yesterday.
Due too boredom again while studying.
Nice right?
Can't get enough of my nicely perm hair.
Your head lah. You think I so free ah.
LOLOL! I bun my hair and when I let it down,
it curled nicely like that. SO NICE RIGHT.
HAHA. Like seriously looked like permed hair.
I like I like. :D
Luckily, I went out of my house early today,
I was being squashed by sea of people.
So scary. Like so many people chiong-ing into the temple.
And most scary is that, they are holding incense.
And it's lighted. =/
So sometimes, staying in Bugis,
it's not a good thing after all. =/
But it's fine after all. =/
Not making sense,
I know.
HAHA. We didn't tell each other we are wearing grey.
And yes, both of us are wearing grey, including boyboy.
HAHA. Like boyboy got any choice like that.
His fur is always grey. HAHAHHA!
Baby is loved. :)
See how he take care of my boy. HAHAHA!
I love boyboy also hor. =/
Okay lah, let the photos do the talking. :)
And yeah. OOPG paper is hating.
Cause a few question kills me.
Met up with baby after that.
Initially, he didn't want to meet one.
Sighed. Aiya whatever.
So yeah, went Marina Square as usual.
Played game, eat, game again.
Home, boy, home.
Goodnight. :)
With love. :)
Just accompanying you slightly more,
is that too much? Just a burden,
that's all I ever felt.
Forget about it.
Inferior.
Insensitive.
Ignorant.
Nonchalent.
If ever, I could have the same thought as you.
Maybe, I weren't even feel so terrible right now.
Forget it. You won't really care what I feel anyway.
My heart hurts, but I'll just be as nonchalent as I can.
And the pain will go away.
Sighed.
12:52:00 AM
