Thursday, February 28, 2008
Must be calling the wrong one.
That's why I'm so left out.
I just got to know that one of my friend was being two-timed.
I sweared that's the evilest thing a person can do in a relationship.
To that guy, if you're out to play, then just get on with any loose girls out there.
Just don't hurt the innocent one. You suck.
Love one not two, bastard.
& girl, you'll be fine.
Yadah yadah,
I don't know what to blog anymore.
I felt like sleeping again. :/
My phone is just so damn chio. =/
I still can't resist it's beauty.
My goodness. :D
Sighsighsighsigh.
I'm so going to be off to meet my friend now.
Goodbye.
12:49:00 PM
I'm a super happy girl today. :DD
Because why ? I got my phone. :D
Yeah, it's the Nokia 6500 Slide.
It's just so damn chio can~
I shall blog next time with my wonders.
But but, I can't bear to give up my Nokia 7610.
You know why? Because it consists of everything. =/
All the messages, yadah yadah blahhhh~
Sigh. =(
So today, I've been in & out of the house.
Firstly, woke up early in the morning for piano lesson.
& quickly got prepared to be out for interview.
That interview turned out to be crap though,
I hope all of us got shortlisted you know. =(
& next, I returned back home,
Ate, bathe again & out again. :D
Deposited money into bank,
& I'm officially broke again. =(
I've got everything deposit into that bank. =(
Yadah, headed over to Simlimsquare.
Got NSK's game & home.
& then out again,
meet up with mum,
headed to Starhub.
Got my phone. :D
& then home again. =D
& then out again,
met up with Raymond,
waited for him to be off from work.
& while waiting, I went to search for new Piano Score.
& I found it, so sweet sweet songs. :D
I'm so going to get addicted in piano again. :D
Yadah, we headed to Simlimsquare & places.
Got my stuffs, & home again. :D
& now, I'm officially still at home. :D
I have hard time trying typing all my contact list.
It's all my memory cards' fault.
It can only retained 247 contacts.
& so the remaining one, were typed letter by letter by me!
It started from the initial M, so whoever who had initial M & later,
you're lucky enough, because I took a lot efforts to type it alright.
I even got my hand so pain right now. =(
& yadah,
the first message I got was from Jackson,
he's just so random dropped by to chat with me.
& it was just so nice that, I haven't update my contact list.
So I had a hard time trying to ponder who was that unknown. =/
& yadah,
the first call I got was from NSK. :D
Though he always ended up leaving a miss call. =/
& he always call at the right time. :D
When I miss him, he called. :D
& that time, I left my phone in my bag.
& suddenly, I was thinking if he did call me,
& I went to check, there was a miss call from him just a few minutes back. =D
& it wasn't one time only, it's a few times. :D
That's why I say, he always call at the right time. :D
Yadah, I'm a happy happy girl now. :D
Just that, I haven't got my PSP Pink. =(
& I haven't got my Lumix Camera too. =(
& I have lost one of my top which I had bought with Felicia Kang long time ago.
I just realised it today, after browsing through the tops near my house.
I'm so going to take good care of my current phone.
It's absolutely loved by me. :DDD
It's really damn damn chio norh.
So classic look, & so nice to be held.
Furthermore, it has that really great effect after the screensaver come out.
Damn super duper thriple quaduper chio norh~
I love my phone. :D
& I'm taking my Grade 8 Piano Examination this September.
& I hardly have finished playing my last song which is a Jazz song.
Sigh, I'm so going to be in deep trouble.
& I'm missing my working life.
I need money once again. =((
Okay goodnight.
I'm going to return his call now. :D
No more.
You should know how much it mattered,
no matter in you or in me.
2:22:00 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Glad, & happy.
Just cool.
Night was atrocious.
Crap, feeling abandoned.
I was all alone.
& everyone decided not to come anymore.
So yeah, this was what happened.
Initially, planned to go for lan.
So before going there,
they decided to head there,
& I reached there,
nobody reached.
They were still at Kaiwen's place.
& ended up, they decided not to come.
Like what the hell,
I was sitting on the staircase feeling so pathetic.
& nobody came to rescue me~
& I decided to stone there,
waiting for Raymond's reply.
& Dickson walked past. :D
He accompanied me for a while,
even though he was rushing home.
& yadah, we chatted for very very long.
Then I saw Raymond. :D
Which means, Dickson rescued me. :D
But at that point of time,
I was already so down.
Complaint to NSK.
Like, you can try sitting there all alone,
& then everyone decided not to come anymore,
leaving you there & not feeling guilty at all.
& while they are having fun somewhere else.
So great huh~ =(
I sweared I wanted to cry at that point of time,
but I found it not worthy at all,
& I remembered what NSK said last time.
So yeah, it stopped my tears from flowing.
& the luckiest thing is that,
Dickson is there. :DD
At least, I wasn't alone for half an hour.
But the rest of the time,
I'm sitting on the staircase,
still staring onto nothing,
& stoning, doing nothing at all. =(
Sigh, that's so upsetting.
But what to do.
& on my way home,
mum called to nag over the morning thing again.
I had forgotten about my piano lesson.
I know I'm blur, but I really lost track of the dates.
I don't even know it's a Tuesday.
& she was shouting & shouting. =(
Kept claiming everything.
Sigh, like it's the second time,
I don't feel like going home.
I know it's my fault this time round,
but can't they just be a little nicer.
The first time was the case thing,
& it wasn't my fault at all,
I got scolded for everything.
This time, was my fault,
but every other things which aren't my fault,
were dragged together as well.
So now, everything was my fault.
Sigh, forget it.
& I cried on the bus,
& I'm still feeling so stupid. -.-"
That's just so damn bad day.
Today is just aren't my day.
Suddenly, life is so happening, not.
I'm feeling damn crap now, oh well.
& now, I'm sorry for the attitude,
but I was really damn freaking upset.
Sigh, forget it. You guys will never understand.
But I'm still really glad,
& I'm very appreciated that,
Raymond came down to accompany me. :D
Raymond, if you're reading this,
you're the best lah. :D
Sigh, just call upon my luck.
& I'm still damn freaking upset still.
That's just so great.
& this is the first time,
things are happening this way.
Thank you to those who are involved.
You made me learn that much.
How nice~
Oh well, forget it.
The feeling cannot be describle.
I want to say that I'm feeling pissed off,
but yet again, I'm feeling more upset than pissed off. -.-"
On a brighter note,
I'm feeling alright now,
because NSK made up my day. :D
& I think I should change my blogskin,
but I'm so used to using this blogskin,
you know it's been there for one year,
ever since I put it up to put it through for my 'O' level. :D
& now, I'm reluntant to bring it down. =(
On a lighter note,
I should side track today's event,
because it's just so so not that great after all.
Though morning was really fun. :DDD
We had fun watching Raymond fell. =/
&&, I want to buy a lot a lot things.
I want to work in the IT fair. :D
I'm supposed to go for the interview tomorrow.
But, I have piano lesson~ Holy smokes. =(
I shall pray hard that there will be other timing for interview. :D
& yadah yadah, I'm really damn bored for the next days.
Should I be a good girl & stay home?
Or should I sneize the remaining days,
trying to get in touch with all my friends?
& my mum is always so busy,
when I stayed home, she went out.
When I went out, she nagged me for not staying home,
so that she can sign the phone for me.
& when I decided to go home early,
she has been out again. -.-"
& the best thing is,
I pay the phone myself,
& I only needed her to sign it,
though I can get a new contract signed under my name,
but she's still my mum after all, she wants to sign it,
then by all means, but she's not being free at all. =(
I'm so going to choose an auspicious day to get my phone,
if not I'm so going to start dragging & dragging,
& with my mum continue to even drag with me. =(
I'm so damn upset. =(
Things just aren't going the right way.
I have a weird life, just because I'm weird. =(
Roar all of you. Hell.
I'm so going to find something to do,
which can make me happy,
instead of being so grumbly.
& I want to keep myself occupied,
so that I won't let my mind go crazy. -.-"
Alright, & byebyebyebye.
My boyboy is barking again.
He just needed accompanion.
& now, I'm so going to sleep in the living room tonight.
Just to accompany that precious little cute boy. =(
Boyboy, I roar you.
& so,
goodnight.
11:07:00 PM
& BYE~ =/
I'll be back tonight. :D
Off for lan with the guys. :D
Anyone wants to join us ? =DD
Just call me alright. =D
With loves,
wanling.
6:10:00 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Best Innovation of the year. =/
How cool, to have that disappearing door.
No more slamming of door,
no more needs for gentleman to help the ladies to open the door.
How nice~! Guys, you guys are useless in the next century. LOL~
I haven't been posting pictures,
due to some problems, oh well.
Don't bother to know,
if I want to tell you,
I will, if not, just keep it this way.
& it's so so so upsetting.
I'm going to stay home the whole week.
Doing nothing at all, just growing mushroom.
I'm still wondering if I should take up my cousin's admin job.
But the pay is alittle, aha~~ =/
Last night, chatted with NSK about life & friends.
He's been through a lot a lot,
so much so that he've seen everything,
& he's been that forgiving.
But, it also built up his defensiveness over life.
Well, that's life. Suffering.
Suddenly, I remembered all my past.
I don't always hold grudges,
so yeah, I forget things very easily.
But well, I've seen the ugly side of people.
How people can treat their friends that nasty way.
How close friends separated due to jealousy.
How ugly the humans are.
My life compared to NSK's.
mine was a much smoother one.
Though, I do have some unforseen circumstances,
which I don't really want to talk about it.
But well, obstacles made people stronger.
I thought I have been through a lot.
& all I can tell myself is, that's life.
Now, I understand that comparing to him,
he been through more than what I've been.
& now, all I can tell him is that, that's life.
Life is full of suffering.
Why everyone put themselves first?
Why are they always placing, me, myself & I first?
Why aren't they placing, us & we?
This world is going to be gone,
with so many hatred going on,
with so many self-centred people going on,
with so many destroyers around.
Now I wondered..
How much trust do I still have for everyone?
I've lost it once, I've lost it twice.
& now, a reminder came,
I, really don't want to get defensive over life anymore.
But all I can tell myself is that,
that's life.
impermanence.
我还真的有点心疼你
真的希望你能过的生活比我好
好爱你
Yadah, the above entries were written in the afternoon,
but I didn't post it up. =/
Blahh, I went for steamboat with Kaiwen & guys.
I'm feeling so full, I seemed to take up a lot of meat though. =/
& I ended the meal with a lot of vegetables. :D
& we went to Liangjian's house. :D
I was so tired that I almost slept.
Yadah, & home. :DDDDD
Exercise tomorrow. :D
I'm so going to look forward. :D
Jianfei planning starts tomorrow. =DD
I know I have been saying for half a year,
but hey, I did lose 4 kg over that few months alright. =(
But right now, I only needed to lose another few more kg,
& I'm really satisfied. :DDDDD
Alright, to the sea, the sand & to the sun. :D
With loves. :D
You my sweetest hello,
& my hardest goodbye.
12:45:00 PM
Kaiwen!
Kaiwen & his grin.
Felicia!! :D
Kaiwen's shirt. :D Damn cute!
The three. :D
I love my hair. LOL!
Forester! Damn cute with his smile. :D
Plaited hair. :D
Kaiwen wanted to show off his hair. :/
Mine longer norh~
Hello, these are Valentine's photos. :D
I know it's due damn long. =/
But what to do, I don't want to post it,
but in the end, decided to just post it.
I had fun today. :D
& I bought a Mango top. :D
Nothing much, just the basic one.
& I bought boyboy's treats. :D
& I bought my score file. :D
Many many~
Yadah, blah.
I'm lazy to blog. =/
Bye.
& I want to get PSP Pink. :D
I've decided to get PSP pink,
instead of the DS Lite Pink. =/
Alright, see you Pink PSP. :D
& see you black 6500S
I think I'm spending a lot of money. -.-
Oh well. Sigh. =(
Do you still remember,
every teeny bits in our sweet memories?
I still love you, no matter what.
Just you.
12:16:00 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
I'm back from a day filled with food. =/
Yeah, I woke up really early today.
It was all my brother's fault. -.-"
Oh well, what to do ?
So I didn't have my 8 hours of sleep.
& I slept at 6am today morning. -.-"
That's quite bad. But it became habit. -.-"
So met up with my D&T mates at ClarkQuay.
& Miss Tan treated us for a lunch at a hotel. :D
It's buffet style, so yeah, the guys ate a lot.
I died after having my first plate. -.-"
But that plate was a big big plate though. =/
We chatted, played & yadah.
I think Miss Tan is the best teacher please. :D
At least, we don't find it uncomfortable with her around.
& she don't seem to be a teacher to us, she seemed more of a friend. :D
How nice~ I think this year teacher's day, I will go back to find her. :D
& yeah to find her and only her. =/
Yadah yadah, home & lavander.
NSK called. He's going Malaysia tonight. =(
Maybe there might be a change, but I don't think so.
Because he didn't reply me. LOL~
Yadahyadah, he told me about the fortune teller thing. =(
Sigh, I felt so so so worried?
But I know he wasn't such person.
I knew he knew how to think.
& he do know what he's doing.
So yeah, I hope it was just a stupid prediction.
Sigh, he will be fine.
Blahhhh.
Yadahhhhh.
Sighhhhhhhh.
I'm feeling so random.
I want to cut hair.
I want to get my handphone.
I want to go out. :D
Roar. Life is just so meaningless.
& I missed my mp)hosis sale. -.-"
I'm feeling so crap.
Oh well well well.
& should I take on the admin job?
Oh well. =( But 5 dollar per hour, & it's at Tanjong Pagar. =(
Soooooooooooooooooooooo far. =(
I have nothing interesting to blog today. =(
So uninteresting day. =( It's just food for the whole day.
& you know, it's damn interesting during my grandmother's birthday.
There were 60 of us in the restaurant.
& we took family photo, it was so squeezy & I bet most people cannot be seen. =/
& NSK is back. :D
Bahhhhhh~
LOVES~
& ya, I can't wait to have a room to be mine. :D
I want to paint it pink pink pink! Blahh~
Sound ridiculous, but yeah I really want that. =/
& I think I want to move my piano into my room. :D
I want to add a lot alot of things & move out a lot of things too. =D
Oh my goodness, I can't wait. =/ But still, I have to leave some place for my brother's.
For I never know when will they be back to stay or what so ever. :/
But still, I don't care. I want to make this whole room beautiful. Blah~
Alright. 3am. :D
I want to get to sleep.
I want to get handphone tomorrow.
Okay bye.
& should I change my handphone number ?
Oh well, I shall think about it tomorrow then.
Goodnight my dears.
& today's picture are with my cousin. :D
I will get it from her soon. :D
For now, you can view the pictures from her blog. :D
But I'm damn plain because I didn't put on make up. =/
I think don't see, it's better then. =D
Okay bye.
1:12:00 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
I have changed my blog song. :D
I can't bear to change my blog song due to the url.
But oh well.
Anyway, this song was heard during the dinner. :D
& Lijie came over to ask what's this song.
Yadah yadah, they are out now.
But I like this song a lot,
so I came to find first.
But after listening for a few times,
I think it isn't that nice anymore. LOL!
I just like the chorus. :D
I'm so bored.
Oriental people are having their Nasi Lemak now. =(
After working for today, I'm feeling so mixed again.
Like I felt like working again but yet not again. -.-"
I'm weird, I know. -.-"
& today's event was tragic.
My whole table was filled with the angmohs.
I think this is quite bad enough,
on a lighter note, it is better than the last time which I cried. -.-"
Anyway, this time round.
I survived the dinner.
Initially, I bet that I will have breakage or spillage.
There were so many wine glasses around the whole table.
ONE BIG ROUND FILLED WITH WINE GLASSES. -.-"
& they even put their wine glasses onto the suzanne.
That was how bad it is.
Furthermore, it was a last minute decision for an addition table.
& I was so damn unlucky to be the one to take care of that table.
I thought I was so lucky that I'm doing 3 to 3 with Satia & Lijie. :D
But, you will always have to expect the unexpected. =.="
Roar you.
So I had a lot of difficulties trying to portion the food.
& I had difficulties trying to make space for food. -.-"
I felt pathetic please. =(
& they didn't help me at all.
Unlike the others, they would help.
But them, they just sit there & looked at what I'm doing while chatting. =(
Anyway, they didn't go home even when I'm forced to go home. =(
& they kept talking & talking non-stop, hindering our job. xD
Oh well, & forced to go home.
Jauhari was chatting with me throughout the whole OT. :D
& I told him this is my last time working,
& I told him that's why I want to stay for more OT.
So he said, it's just another 6 dollar,
he can give me the 6 dollar. LOL!
So I jokingly told him, alright then please treat me maggie mee then.
& he really agree. LOL!!
He was feeling so reluntant to use his 50 dollar.
& I told him, "then we buy cheap cheap stuffs."
Then he replied, "already use the 50 dollar, just finish it up then." LOL!
But I aren't that bad. :D We didn't finish the 50 dollar.
Don't worry, I will treat him back. :D
& He's going TP with me. :D yay!
Oh ya, & he was also forced to go home. xD
Yadah yadah yadah. :D
I'm bored. =(
I should sleep.
My dark eye circles are damn bad now. =(
& what should I wear tomorrow. -.-"
& I had forgotten what time to meet tomorrow. =/
Oh shit~ -.-"
My eyes are closing.
But my hair aren't drying.
How to sleep~! =(
First attempt
You type 457 characters per minute.
You have 79 correct words and
you have 2 wrong words.
Second attempt
You reached 369 points,
so you achieved position 31379 of 676262 on the ranking list
You type 477 characters per minute
You have 85 correct words and
you have 1 wrong words
Third attempt
You reached 398 points,
so you achieved position 16286 of 676276 on the ranking list
You type 511 characters per minute
You have 90 correct words and
you have 0 wrong words
Wah, big big different. :D
I got this from Felicia's blog. :D
Damn fun. :D
I should be an admin girl in the office. =/
I love typing. :D Initially, I wanted to get an admin job.
& I got into the interview & stuffs, but I rejected the offer.
I know it's dumb, but what to do. What's done cannot be undone. =(
& NSK is happily in lanshop now.
I'm so used to having him sleeping earlier than me now. -.-"
I want to sleep but I can't get to sleep. =(
What am I supposed to do next week though.
I haven't have plan for next week actually. =/
Holy smokes. Damn it.
Something shocking.
I don't know how to react.
Forget it then.
I don't want to look for troubles.
& please don't let troubles look for me.
I had enough please.
5.30am right now.
Time to sleep. :D
& I'm using my brother's computer.
I kept accidentally stepped onto my little boy. -.-"
How I hope boyboy can be alittle smarter,
& stop sleeping just right under us. -.-"
It's going 6am now. -.-"
What the hell.
Alright bye.
3:03:00 AM
Left Brain vs Right Brain
48% vs 52%
You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist.
Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:
Your Left Brain Percentages
43% Linear (Your most dominant characteristic)
40% Sequential
40% Reality-based
34% Symbolic
30% Logical
20% Verbal (Your least dominant characteristic)
Your Right Brain Percentages
56% Random (Your most dominant characteristic)
55% Concrete
39% Intuitive
30% Holistic
25% Nonverbal
24% Fantasy-oriented (Your least dominant characteristic)
What Do These Percentages Mean?
Low percentages are common in the Brain Type Test and are not indicative of intelligence. Instead, medium to high scores (30 - 50%) are desireable, as they show an ability to utilize a processing method without an abnormal reliance on it. Special focus should be paid to highly dominant (50% or above) or highly recessive (0 - 30%) methods, as they tend to limit your approach when learning, memorizing, or solving problems.
If you have Highly Dominant characteristics, your normal thinking patterns will naturally utilize these methods. Conscious effort is required to recognize the benefits of other techniques. Using multiple forms of information processing is the best way to fully understand complex issues and become a balanced thinker.
If you have Highly Recessive characteristics, your normal thinking patterns naturally ignore these methods. You may only consider these under-utilized techniques when "all else fails," or possibly not at all. It is important to recognize the benefits of all of your brain's capabilities in order to become a balanced thinker.
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Left Brain Categories
Linear Processing
Linear processing is a method by the left hemisphere to process information. In this process, the left brain takes pieces of information, lines them up, and proceeds to arrange them into an order from which it may draw a conclusion. The information is processed from parts to a whole in a straight, forward, and logical progression.
Your Linear Analysis
When processing information using this method, you will occasionally feel the need to see the "whole picture" before you are able to achieve results. At other times, you are able to piece all of the parts together in a straight and logical progression to form a whole, which then enables you to understand what you have processing. The information, your mood, and your level of comfortable are all factors that determine your response to a linear processing problem.
Sequential Processing
Sequential processing is a method used by the left hemisphere for processing information. The information that is received is processed in order from first to last. Information is processed in a systematic, logical manner. Through sequential processing, you can interpret and produce symbolic information such as language, mathematics, abstraction, and reasoning. This process is used to store memory in a language format. Activities that require sequential processing include spelling, making a "to-do" list, and many aspects of organization.
Your Sequential Analysis
You show moderate ability to organize information sequentially. You are capable of processing information you receive in a systematic, logical order from first to last. However, at times you will process information you receive quite randomly, or may give it only a semblance of order. You are probably an average mathematician and speller, and may or may not enjoy tasks such as making "to-do" lists.
Reality-based Processing
Reality-based processing is used by the left hemisphere as a method for processing information with a basis on reality. This processing tool focuses on rules and regulations. An example of this would be how a left-brained person would completely understand the repercussions of turning in a late assignment or failing a test. A left-brained person also usually easily adjusts to changes in their environment.
Your Reality-based Analysis
You process information with a basis in reality, but are not limited to it. You may recognize the repercussions of you actions, but proceed to do something anyway, in the heat of the moment. You can complete projects to whice you are emotionally attached as well as random tasks.
Symbolic Processing
Symbolic processing is a method associated with the left hemisphere that is used for processing the information of pictures and symbols. The majority of functions associated with academics involve symbols such as letters, words, and mathematical notations. This process is what aids you to excel in tasks such as linguistics, mathematics, and memorizing vocabulary words and mathematical formulas.
Your Symbolic Analysis
You have the ability to process the information of symbols at times, but you may need to first view the real object before you can understand what you are trying to process. For example, in solving math problems it occasionally helps you to "draw out" the problem, which allows you to better understand it through visualization. At other times you do not need visualization to aid you in forming your answers.
Logical Processing
Logical processing is a method that is used by the left hemisphere to take information piece by piece and put it all together to form a logical answer. When information is received through reading or listening, the left hemisphere will look for different bits of information that will allow it to produce a logical conclusion. This aspect of the left hemisphere is what aids you in solving math problems and science experiments.
Your Logical Analysis
When processing information using this method, you may consider the information before you and produce a logical answer, or you may tend to go with your gut. You may discover that you can "guess" your way through S.A.T. questions about as accurately as you can deduce them. It is important that you nurture your ability to use logic whenever it is needed, but do not neglect other methods of processing information if you hit a logical roadblock.
Verbal Processing
Verbal processing is a method used by the left hemisphere to process our thoughts and ideas with words. For example, through verbal processing, a left-brained person giving directions may say, "From this point continue east for two miles and turn north onto Bellevue Road. Continue north on Bellevue Road for seven miles and turn west on Main Street". With verbal processing, exact, logical directions are given in a very sequential manner compared to a right-brained person who, in giving the same directions, would use more visual landmarks.
Your Verbal Analysis
You are not a verbal person. When you process your thoughts, you tend to use very few words, preferring instead to illustrate a problem or solution. You often find yourself in situations where it is hard for you to "find the right words." Upon reading or hearing new information, you must first create a "mental video" before you can process and understand the information of your thoughts. For example, when giving directions, you probably use many gestures with your hands such as pointing and leaning, and also refer to visual structures such as "a McDonalds" or "the big tree" instead of street names or exact mileage.
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Right Brain Categories
Random Processing
Random processing is a method used by the right hemisphere for processing information. The information that is received is processed without priority. A right-brained person will usually jump from one task to another due to the random processing by their dominant right hemisphere. Random processing is, of course, the opposite of sequential processing therefore making it difficult for right-brained individuals to choose to learn in sequence. In order to overcome this, a right-brained person may want to attempt to learn sequence by using colors since the right hemisphere is sensitive to color. For example, you may want to associate the first step with green, the second step with blue, and the last step with red. Consistently using the same sequence will allow you to see that this strategy can be applied to many tasks involving sequence.
Your Random Analysis
You show a strong ability at random processing. You are good at completing tasks in an unspecified order, and don't waste time creating lists when they aren't needed. You are also able to make "leaps of logic" and make discoveries a sequential thinker could never dream of making. However, you may have difficulty with spelling or certain aspects of mathematics, such as geometric proofs.
Concrete Processing
Concrete processing is a method associated with the right hemisphere that is used for processing things that can be seen or touched. It processes much of the information you receive from real objects. For example, a right-brained person is not just satisfied that a mathematical formula may work, but will want to know why it works. A strongly concrete person often finds it easier to solve a mathematical problem by "drawing it out" because it allows them to visualize it. The more a concrete person can visualize something the easier it is for them to understand it.
Your Concrete Analysis
You are strong in concrete processing. When you process information about things that can be seen or touched you show great comfort. But when contemplating something without concrete form, you may have difficulty, and attempt to understand what is trying to be processed in visual terms. For example, if solving a math problem, it would help you to "draw out" the problem and visualize it. Only after visualization, would you feel comfortable solving it.
Intuitive Processing
Intuitive processing is a method that is used by the right hemisphere to process information based on if it "feels" right or not. For example, a right-brained person may choose an answer on a test because they had a "gut" feeling and often they will be correct. Another example of this is how a right-brained person will know the correct answer to a math problem but will not understand the procedure of how they arrived at the correct answer. A right-brained person will usually have to start with the answer and work their way backwards in order to be able to see and understand the parts and process that create the whole.
Your Intuitive Analysis
When processing information, at times you are able to go with your "gut" instincts. At other times you may doubt your instincts, or prefer to put information together piece by piece to form your conclusion. You should be careful not to ignore your intuition, but at the same time do not solely rely on it.
Holistic Processing
Holistic processing is a method used by the right hemisphere to process information. The information is processed from whole to parts. A right-brained person, through holistic processing, is able to see the big picture first, but not the details that accompany it. A strongly holistic person may often find that prior to listening to a lecture given by an instructor, they must first read the chapter so that they better understand what the lecture is about. This function is also what provides to you your visual spatial skills. It also aids in tasks such as dancing and gymnastics. Through holistic processing, memory is stored in auditory, visual, and spatial modalities.
Your Holistic Analysis
You show some ability to process data holistically, starting with the whole and working backwards to find the parts, which inform the whole, to form your conclusion. When you process information in a linear manner you are able to start with the parts and work up to form the whole. It is important to be comfortable with both methods, as both are equally necessary in the learning process.
Nonverbal Processing
Nonverbal processing is a method used by the right hemisphere to process our thoughts with illustrations. Reliance on this method is why it is occasionally difficult for right-brained people to "find the right words" in certain situations. A right-brained person cannot just read or hear information and process it, but first must make a mental video to better understand the information they have received. For example, through nonverbal processing, a person giving directions may say, "Continue going straight until you see a big, red-brick courthouse. At the courthouse turn right, and go down that street for a couple of miles until you se a gray stone church which will be on your right. Straight across from the church is the road to the left you need to take." With nonverbal processing, the directions that are given are extremely visual compared to the exact, sequential directions that would be given by a left-brained person.
Your Nonverbal Analysis
When processing your thoughts and ideas, you use tend to use both illustrations and words. When giving directions, you probably use both visual illustrations such as, "keep going until you see a McDonalds on your right; then turn left at the Home Depot", and technical terms such as, "travel for two miles and turn east onto First Street."
Fantasy-oriented Processing
Fantasy-oriented processing is used by the right hemisphere as a method for processing information with creativity. It focuses much less on rules and regulations than the processing method of a left-brained person. Due to the fantasy-oriented processing mechanism of a right-brained person, they do not adjust well to change. Instead of adapting to the change in the environment, a right-brained person attempts to change it back to the way they liked it. But fantasy-oriented processing also provides the advantage of creativity to right-brained individuals, and since emotion is integral of the right side of the brain, anything a fantasy-oriented person becomes involved in emotionally will aid their ability to learn.
Your Fantasy-oriented Analysis
You have the ability to use both creativity and reality to process the information you receive. This is a unique gift that allows you to both focus on rules and regulations but to also act with creativity. You are able to adjusting to change, even though you might not like it, and you can become emotionally involved in your work if it interests you.
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This is an interesting post. :D
I did the quiz & this is the answer. :D
Interesting huh~ :D
GOODNIGHT~!
2:32:00 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
& I'm damn serious about it.
My stomach was hurting.
& I have no appetite to have my lunch.
I just ate a little & left everything on the table.
I was fine just a moment ago!
Roar you. =(
& okay bye.
2:47:00 PM
If you can be of service to someone today, you will make yourself feel valuable.
In Detail
Feeling useful will suddenly be extremely important to you -- right now, you are feeling that it doesn't really matter whether or not you get what you want today when you see so many others who don't have anything at all. If you can be of service to someone (anyone) today, you will make yourself feel valuable, like you are able to do just about anything. You are a positive force in people's lives -- even the people who don't know you very well just yet.
I don't understand today's horoscopes. -.-"
Hello!
I'm so bored. =(
I don't know if I should work today anot. =(
I want to work yet I don't feel like working.
& if I don't work, I will rot at home since the L club are out. =(
& NSK told me I should stay at home,
& I told him, if I stayed at home,
I will grow with mushrooms.
& he said that I had already Seh Goh. -.-"
Tsk. LOL~
Bored bored bored day. :(
Someone please bring me out ?
Not the Sakura obviously!! =/
Kianchong kept urging me to go~
Roar you.
& Kianchong want to learn piano from me. :D
He said he wants to attract more girls. -.-"
But I think guys who played piano like Jay,
is damn damn damn hot. :DDDDDD
BUT definitely not xiaobai. :/
BLAHHHHH~ LOL!
I just realised that Polytechnic life is starting on April,
& that it's just so not exciting, because it's my birthday month. =(
& that I still have Orientation Camp & stuff. =(
I really don't want to start Polytechnic life.
I don't want to have any changes. =(
You understand?
Yadah yadah,
such a dragful day. =(
Stupid day. =(
I want to go out. =(
Kill me please. Roar~
I want to continue to blog.
I want to have a long long post.
But I have nothing to post.
Nothing at all you know! =(
说话伤害
都是不安犯的错
I wish things just stop at this moment.
Just between you & me.
12:17:00 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Oh man. Holy shit. -.-"
Sigh, he will never understand.
& I deleted the whole thing,
for I think I should suppress this feeling,
& not let it go haywired.
I just love him.
That's all.
I shall just put it this way.
All the emo shit are just due to insecurity.
& I'm still trying to fight it alone.
Oh well, just the paranoid. =(
I know where I go wrong,
but I just can't help to have those negative thoughts.
It just come so naturally, & bring me down.
& I asked him all the stupid things,
all the replies were the same. =(
& it's damn damn hurting.
But what to do ?
I can just laugh it off.
Oh well. Sigh.
& today, I was so damn bored.
I kept showing the way to all the guests.
& while walking back, I chatted with myself. -.-"
Have you encountered such problems ?
I find it so so so boring, & I couldn't find any other entertainment. -.-"
So I asked myself a lot a lot of questions.
& I couldn't find any answer. =(
彻底的失败 -.-"
& Kianchong called for movie.
I quickly finished up everything.
& Zhenzhong & Yongnian was damn good to help me. :D
I think working with the two of them, is the best of everything. :D
& Marcel brought two bowls of shark's fin from Cherry Garden.
It worth $248+ per bowl. =/ Damn damn damn nice!!
& the fish was damn damn nice too!
& the giant prawn was also damn nice!
I had fun working today. :D
& I kept eating & eating. -.-"
I had fun eating the bread with butter too. LOL!
& I want to work with the two of them again. :D
&I think working with Prasad is damn upsetting.
But what to do, this is called luck. LOL!
On a brighter note, I had two nice guys. :D
Next, I went home to get change & head down to have movie. :D
L was damn damn damn damn damn cute !
I shall love him to bits now. =/
Especially the part when he held onto the little boy & girl.
& he did a lot a lot of stupid things. Omg~ Damn cute ~! LOL!
But still but still,
I love NSK to bits too. :D
After show, ate & home.
Home to rot rot rot & still rotting. =(
NSK, you're missed.
I'm feeling damn reluntant for work tomorrow. =(
Why working is getting more & more boring? =(
I hope Saturday will be damn fun.
I can't wait for Saturday. :D
Yes yes yes. :D
I don't understand.
I was always left out of place.
Never once, in your list.
Oh well, sigh.
I'm still damn excited about getting my handphone. =D
& I want to get my laptop too !! :D
Crossroad,
let me find a way to the heaven.
11:15:00 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I'm so bored. =(
I've been rotting at home for the whole day.
It's been a mushroom growing day. =(
Fungus is all over already. =(
Seh Goh Liao~ =(
I kept sleeping the whole day.
I wanted to sleep till the next day.
But I got up to have my Mum's lovely shark's fin. :D
To compensate what I can't have during CNY - Abalone. =/
L, Change the world is out tomorrow. =(
I'm damn damn damn sad. =(
I really want to watch it. =(
But nobody is watching with me anymore. =(
I'm super duper upset. =(
& stupid NSK make me so gek xim you know. =/
Roar you. Sigh. But still, ily.
Moodswing high & low.
Damn crap. Stupid time of the month.
& I'm feeling so damn bored/stupid/crap/lousy/happy.
Alright, simpler term is that I'm feeling MIXED. -.-"
& I seriously miss a lot of my friends. =(
I want to meet every one of them out. =(
They're all that special you know.
No matter how much time had changed all of us,
I will never never forget all the friendships that once held strong.
Really, I never once want to forgo any friendships.
I'm so sorry if you think I have.
My apologies.
Time for some reflection.
Time for some sorting of priority.
& yeah, tomorrow working day.
I'm not happy. I aren't happy at all.
NSK should know how whining I am. =(
& he gave lousy MC excuse. -.-"
I don't want to work. =(
But I'm living off myself now.
How to not go to work right ? =(
Stupid idiot cruel reality.
Goodnight.
This Saturday is so going to be great. :D
I can't wait, really. It's a day of food. :D
I miss my D&T mates,
I miss my relatives. :D
I just want to believe so,
so take me as you find me.
7:39:00 PM
AH team. :D I miss them. =(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7o3shYP5lY&feature=related
Vesak @ Orchard. :D
Just got to watch this two videos on Youtube.
& I'm kind of missing the past & stuffs.
It's been 3 years plus since I had joined SBM Youth.
I have seen people coming & going. :(
I really hope everyone stays.
It's the faith that keep us going.
I've got this from the Friendster.com
I don't know if I have posted it up,
but well, I'm posting it again. :D
Guys, this is what we call true boyfriend. LOL!
When she walks away from you madly
[ Follow her ]
When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]
When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]
When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]
When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]
When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]
When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show
even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
& should I get N81 or should I get 6500S? =(
N81 has WIFI. :D But it's a lousy camera. -.-"
6500S doesn't have WIFI but it has a better camera. :D
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~
I'll blogged later. :D
I'm very tired.
I've woken up too early again. =(
2:45:00 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I'm back home again. :D
Boring. Bored.
I'm feeling damn messed up suddenly.
Like I felt so screwed up in life.
Really really pathetic.
Too many problems,
too little solutions.
& I'm feeling paranoid all the time.
It's just all about the one I loved, too much.
I'm just afraid of losing what we had built.
Leaving all the memories behind.
Anyway, the schedule for today was movie. :D
Jumper was crap, I don't know why. =/
In between the movie, I slept. =/
I kept crying due to the exhausted eyes. =(
I was really tired please. =(
& I hope I can have tat power like the Jumper.
Let's teleport alright. 1..2..3, JUMP!~ =/
If we knew how to teleport,
we don't have to take transport,
& then we can keep the earth free from pollution,
& we will be able to save the earth. :D
Alright, fat hope.
& after that, yadah yadah.
Pool, Lan, Read, PSP...
& then home. :D
& Jianyong damn cute in cinema.
He kept passing me the popcorn.
I told him I don't want to get fat,
then he said getting fat is good. -.-"
& he continued passing it to me. LOL~
Tomorrow is a upset day. =(
Oh well. :(
& I missed the opportunity of canceling my booking for Thursday. -.-"
So yeah, should I cancel my Friday's booking anot. =(
&&, I'm still trying to figure out what phone to get. =(
I want to get it by tomorrow! :D
But oh well, I shall see my fate again. =(
I thought my course was worst in studying those modules,
in fact, after looking at JiaQi's, I think mine is better. =/
At least, I've got out of the drawing world. =D
D&T killed me after drawing for so many of it.
& now, I'm officially out of drawing life. :D
Just numbers will do. :D
& it's money too !! :D
But the disadvantage is that,
I never took up POA. Shitty shit. -.-"
I felt like changing job.
& again, I felt like not working anymore. =(
I'm just so indecisive.
Be it the handphone or my working life. =(
&& I'm so upset,
when NSK is having his school holiday,
I'm starting my Polytechnic life. =(
Holy smokes.
I'm so not looking forward to it. =(
& I'm so afraid that there will be any changes to us. =(
Sigh. Love you to bits.
& it's going to be a boring Wednesday. =(
I'm so going to sneize any time left before school starts. =(
It's the last thing that I need right now,
Someone to bring me down.
11:39:00 PM
You cannot obey every single impulsive idea you get today -- stick with the plan.
In Detail
Of course you already know that you cannot obey every single impulsive idea you get, but the big question plaguing you today is: How do you know when to go with your latest whim, and how do you know when to stick to your previously made plans? This confusion might verge on the edge of frustration today, when you see so many different opportunities lying at your feet. But if that happens, you know what to do -- stick with the plan and don't add any more stimulation to your life right now.
My horoscopes say so.
It's just nice that it's talking about some plan thing.
& I'm stucked here thinking if I should appeal for another course anot.
I called up many many people to ask.
& some advises me to stick to the old one.
While others, think that it's better for me to go to Marketing.
Well, in the end, I chose to stay put in the current one. :D
My sister-in-law said that it's better for me to get into Business & IT type of course,
at least, I can always find jobs in either two of the industry. :D
& NSK told me that I shouldn't appeal too,
since he thinks that my current course is good enough.
Oh well, I guess I'm just not contented. =/
That's human. =/
So yeah, last night I was working.
I worked till 1am, & Chalee asked if I want to continue.
& he said that if I continue doing the OT,
it will be 4am - 5am. Holy smoke. =/
So yeah, rejected the offer & went home. :D
It's the last time to see Linying.
She isn't working anymore. =(
& yeah, I'm upset. =(
No more craps with her anymore.
Thus, I decided to stop working too?
Oh well, I'm still not very sure though,
let me be determined for my decision first. :D
So yeah, reach home. :D
But but, I think going home late at night,
is really scary now. -.-"
Oh well. What to do?
After that, chatted with him.
Yadah yadah yadah, slept at 4am.
My dog kept barking. =( BOYBOY~! ROAR YOU~
After I got into my deep sleep after so long. :D
& I was woken up by one call - KianChong.
He called at 7.30am or so.
My goodness.
Which means, I slept for 3 hours or so. =(
I'm so tiring. Holy smoke. =(
& yeah, wanted to get back to sleep.
But I got my posting, so I was damn upset at that moment.
I kept whining & whining to my sister-in-law.
& now, I'm still whining about my course.
Shitty shit, how can I choose wrong course?
I didn't know my current course was under IT you know!
It's really like shit please. -.-" Holy smoke. Damn it.
Oh well, I don't want to curse anymore.
I'm resigned to my fate.
Initially, I wanted to head down to TP for appeal.
but after much persuation & advising,
I've decided to stick to my old plan.
& yeah, resigned to my fate. =(
Polytechnic life is so exciting, not.
I hope I won't regret upon my today's decision for not appealing.
Oh well. Anyway, I want to thank everyone for your advices. :D
Sigh. I'm just being plain stupid for not understanding the course enough,
before putting it in my first few choices. =( That's plain stupid.
I'm so upset till I kept procastinating in my room.
Mum wants me to go Malaysia with her,
but I didn't feel like going. =(
& yeah, I was at home.
& Pig NSK & I "quarrelled".
Damn damn damn cute.
I can't stop laughing. LOL!~
I miss his laughters.
He's just damn cute. :D
Sigh, my reason for saying things halfway,
is that I'm afraid that he's going to say "Kpo~" again. =(
But what to do? That's him. :(
Anyway, I don't know if I should be happy about getting the first few choice. =(
But I don't seem to be happy you know.
Yet again, after having so much persuation from my friends,
I found it reasonable for me to get into that course.
But still, why am I still so not happy? =(
I think I'm weird. :(
I hate you.
Questioned because of insecurity.
Uncertainty answered leading move along.
就是因为越喜欢，
所以就越不安吗？
抱歉。
2:24:00 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
The heat is on in one of your close relationships -- tempers are likely to flare.
In Detail
The heat is getting turned up a lot higher in one of your personal relationships -- but unfortunately, it might not be in a good way. Look for little annoyances to suddenly turn into full-fledged fights. To counter this, you should avoid those people who often push your buttons. Also, if you were thinking about visiting a friend who's been away for a while, keep in mind that they will probably monopolize the conversation. You'll do a lot of listening, and not a lot of talking.
Sad~
I suddenly feel damn insecure.
After what I had seen,
after what I had felt,
I feel really damn insecure.
Must be
What they had said,
kept repeating in my mind.
I really really don't know if it's true.
Maybe it's true, maybe it's not.
I really don't know.
It's just all assumption by them.
& I don't know if I should listen. =(
Maybe I wasn't the special one.
I never like this kind of feeling,
the mixed feeling of everything.
but it's just keep hanging around.
Period. =(
Last few days,
I was in a high spirit.
Nothing happened.
Everything is great.
& things are pretty fine. :D
But now, sigh. =(
& I was glad that he told me his things that day,
his past & everything. Love you.
Initially, I decided to abandon everything.
I want to abandon my MSN,
I want to abandon my blog,
I want to abandon my friendster.
I want to abandon everything.
& yet again, I think again,
was it all worthwhile ?
Especially my blog,
which consists of everything.
The happy memories,
the sad one, the angry one.
Every teeny weeny bit & pieces.
I can't bear to give it all up & start anew.
Maybe I just the type of person who always treasure the old ones.
Forget it.
I think I will think alot if I continue to blog.
It's just moodswing. =(
I kept having cramps every now & then. =(
Shitty shit~ =(
I have decided to officially stop working from March onwards.
I dont' know if I will still continue working anot from now till February ends.
I shall just see how it goes first. =( I aren't in need of money.
I just want to spend time with friends & him.
I just love the phone calls with him.
& I'm sick of working.
It's either I get a better job,
or I will just allow myself to rest for the remaining days.
I wanted to get my new phone today.
But but, mum was busy.
Dad was busy too. =(
Everyone is busy. =(
Boring. =(
& Kaiwen, Pearson, another guy & I played DOTA with Shikai & friends.
The whole thing was damn funny, because I ran away while we fight into base.
& Kaiwen kept blaming me for running away in resulting in they dying. =/
& he kept saying that lose lose lose all the way. =.="
& he said that it was my fault if we lose, yadah yadah. LOL!
Anothing thing is that, before the game started,
Pearson kept cursing me to get Curse Breaker.
& I didn't notice it at all. He told me only after the game.
& he said that, in the end instant karma,
he got Curse Breaker. LOL!
While I got my usual Lina Slayer. :D
This is call good karma. :D
& I want movies!
& I want laptop!
& I want handphone!
& I want camera!
& I want him! =/
& I want things to go smoothly for me!
& I want people to stop finding troubles with me.
I want to stop living in an ugly world.
Can anyone just be nice & stop being that cruel.
I have met with too many harsh people these days.
I'm beginning to hope that everything were just a dream.
But, it's reality, it's just the cruel reality.
When people hates you,
they do anything to destroy you.
People, be nice to people.
You never know when your karma ripens. :D
Good luck then.
I believes in karma.
& I strongly believe that.
Becareful. You destroy my life.
I will not destroy your life though. :D
I will wait for your bad karma to ripen. :D
I believe I will overcome all these emotions in me soon.
I'm wanling, I knew myself too well.
Don't worry. I will definitely not allow anyone to bring myself down.
I'll be fine. I'll be damn damn fine. :D
就是因为喜欢，
所以有不安的心情吗？
10:19:00 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
If you have an urge to tell a rude person what you think of them, don't suppress it.
In Detail
If you have an urge to tell a particularity rude person what you think of them, don't suppress it -- vent it! Someone in your life who rarely (if ever) considers other people's feelings is in desperate need of a wakeup call today -- and you are the perfect person to dial their number. Your wit, coupled with your tact and a huge dose of truth, will combine to create an effective sally that puts them in their place without making you look harsh.
Something happened yesterday.
I don't want to comment anything.
I'm still thinking whether to lodge a report.
I'm just waiting for advices now.
& I'm damn upset.
When that thing happened, the first one I called was NSK.
I don't know why, but I'm really in the fear mode.
& I kept crying & crying.
At that moment,
I felt so helpless.
I felt so frightened.
But the way he replied,
is like nothing big deal. =(
& I for no reason,
after what happened,
I just automatically pressed his number & called him. =(
& that's all I get from him at that time. =(
Maybe that's how much I really don't matter.
But but, oh well well well.
Next, Kianchong came over to my house.
He accompanied me all the way. =D
Kianchong, thank you. :D
You had sarcifice your sleep just because of me. =(
Sorry ah~!!!!
& Raymond came over to take away my xiaohei (Hamster)
& now, xiaohei is officially Raymond's. :D
After that, I remained alright.
I still cut my cheese cake. :D
But ah, I think it's damn not nice. -.-"
& I'm so alright till KianChong told me that I doesn't look like victim.
LOL!~ I mean, I'm not the type of girl who kept crying so much one. =/
It's just isn't me, & I cried after awhile, I will be alright. =D
& I went for lan with the guys. :D
While playing, Lawrence called. =/
& I went out the shop,
& I cried. -.-"
Oh well.
Then we ate cheese cake. :D
& I don't feel like going home.
Because I don't want to listen to the music.
So Kaiwen & Dickson accompanied me to sit outside Bubbletea shop.
& we chatted alot alot alot. =/
I kept dragging to go home. =(
& Kaiwen & Dickson was there to accompany me too. :D
Thank you thank you thank you. :D
While telling Kaiwen,
I cried again. -.-"
Like what the hell.
I already made the CNY resolution,
to cry lesser but again, -.-"
We caught the last second bus,
& I was sitting at my house downstair,
don't feel like going up. =(
I really don't want to go home.
In the end, called my sister-in-law.
& ya, & home. =(
& yeah, NSK didn't contact me the whole day today. =(
He must be happily sleeping at home since he should be home late last night.
Bored the whole day.
Not happy the whole day.
Sian the whole day.
What to do ?
Only people who knows me well,
knew how I hide everything well.
Zekui & guys told me some things again.
I really really don't know.
I also don't know the reason why.
Who should I listen now? =(
3am again.
Okay bye.
你不在
当我最需要你的爱
10:17:00 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
I'm too lazy to edit all the KBox photo. =/
So yeah, just one will do first.
The others are really really damn dark.
You can't see anything at all. =/
I show you one sample. =D
You can see 4 guys a not ? =/
Hello,
today is a pathetic day. =(
Because I'm one of the loser. =(
So I joined SBM's loser night. =(
Anyway, I found that this year,
there are many many loser outing. xD
Like when I'm out with them,
the number of roses I had seen,
is only 9 bouquet of roses for the whole day. -.-"
I mean it's really really pathetic that this is the first time I counted 9 only. =/
& we kept seeing people in whole big big group.
Every year,
I have that habit of counting number of bouquet of roses on Valentine Day. =/
It's just my habit, no choice. =/ & I didn't get to see my beloved blue roses this year. =(
Shit all the guys, why don't you guys buy a blue rose for your girlfriend~ =(
& yeah, before that I went to collect my pay with Alex & Nick.
After that, I met up with Kaiwen & gang at MarinaSquare. :D
Felicia & Vicky didn't join us for KBox though.
& Felicia used my mobile phone to send SMS. =(
The one who received crap message suddenly,
don't be bothered please, I aren't the one looking for you guy.
Yadah yadah, we went to sing.
It's a solid 4 hours of singing. =/
& they were damn high please. LOL!
& I found out LiangJian can sing very well. LOL!
I wanted to sing 我不配 for second time. =(
But they didn't allow me to. =(
I mean, it's a nice song right~!!
& after I sang 暧昧, I rubbed my eyes.
& stupid LiangJian said I sang it with so much emotions,
& I still cry somemore. -.-" Your head ah~
Just because I just told them the status. LOL!
LiangJian is really really stupid please please please~!
After the 4 hours of hiding inside one room,
we headed home. :D & Liangjian accompanied me to walk back.
This proved that, Liangjian isn't that stupid after all,
just because he's nice for ONCE~ =/ LOLLL!
I know after he read this,
he will start with his F word. xD!
Our F word is really special. :D
You know what is the F word ?
Nono, not that vuglarities.
Nono, not the subsitute of the vuglarities.
It's just,
Fine. :D
If you don't understand,
never mind. =X
Home Sweet Home.
& I saw something. =(
I became damn moodless. =(
I wanted to ask NSK,
but I ended up don't know how to ask. LOL!
So I became the one to say things halfway,
& stopped saying it. -.-"
& NSK called after a long long day.
He's having his examination tomorrow. =/
Buddha bless him alright alright~!
Devas & Nagas also bless him. :D
He will definitely do well. =D
Throughout the whole conversation,
I'm thinking how to ask him you know. -.-"
I felt so so so crap please please please. =(
& I ended up kept sighing to myself. -.-"
Crap narhhhhhhhhhhh~
It's going to be 3am soon.
But it's not yet !
It's just 2.43am.
I told Liangjian I will sleep earlier today. =P
So yeah, goodbye for now.
I blogged more tomorrow.
Choose your path.
I'll take it with you till the end.
2:02:00 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
my cheesecake is done. :D
But for the moment,
I think it's best to let it continue to solidify.
& I'm really scare that watery cheesecake will be back again. =/
& I think my chocolates are done too. =/
Just that it's really in a ugly sight,
so oh well, I shall just forget it. =/
Anyway, it's Valentine Day.
So Happy Valentine Day to all.
May you be happy happy on this day. :D
& I just tasted my chocolates. :D
I think it's nicer than my brother's one. :D
Just that, it's really very very ugly. =/
Oh well~ =/
AH, I JUST FOUND OUT,
I FORGET TO MEET ALEX THEY ALL.
BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE~!
3:26:00 PM
White Grandpiano are damn cool. =D
I really want to play on one white grandpiano.
Not the black one, not the brown one, but the white one. :D
You know, when you played on different piano,
there is different feeling involved. :D
But that feeling comes within ourself. :D
Like me, I like white grandpiano. =D
If only, I'm rich. =(
Anyway, I missed blogging today.
I was out the whole day,
Justin & Kiwi came to fetch me with their car.
But it's wasn't really their car,
it's just one car which wasn't theirs. LOL.
Whatever, I think I don't make sense. -.-"
So they brought me to Marriotte Hotel ,
I can't remember the exact spelling,
& we ate Dim Sum Buffet. =D
I almost died. =/
I kept feeding on the Century Egg Porridge.
& all the random stuffs like Siew Mai & those nice nice one. :D
They ordered a lot a lot, so we just kept eating for an hour plus.
Throughout the whole teatime, there was all the crap coming up
Like the Red Strawberry & the waiter's reaction. =/
Alright, only the three of us knew what happened. LOL!
But it was really damn funny, I can't stop laughing.
After that, they sent me home & I went home to do my cheesecake. :D
You know, I found the cheese everywhere, and it was so difficult to get one.
& then when I opened the first tub of cheese~ -.-"
It's spoilt~
I have never been so unlucky before.
Kill me please please please~ -.-"
In the end, I walked all the way to Cityhall to exchange one.
On the way back, I saw Raymond & Jianyong. :D
After they had their lunch, they came to my house. :D
I was busy doing my Cheesecake though. =/
& they entertained my boyboy. =D
Next, Jianyong helped me to get rid of the air bubbles. :D
& I quickly washed up & I joined them for lan. :D
I got double kill & I killed a lot a lot today. :D
Like it's quite good that Kaiwen wasn't there though. xD
So that we don't have anyone who is too good at DOTA. xD !
Bahhhhhhh, I know you going to kill me when you read this. =/
I mean like like, if I played with him,
if I'm in his team, I can't kill much.
If I aren't in his team, I will get killed all the time. =/
So boringggggg~
& NSK went lanshop today. =D
But didn't get to see him. -.-"
He was in his VIP room,
while I'm outside the VIP room. =/
& I only get to know that he was at lanshop when we were online. -.-"
I mean it's like, so near yet so far. Oh well.
& yadah yadah,
they went to KFC.
Chatted, played, disturbed.
& Home sweet home. :D
My chocolates really cannot make it. -.-"
My dear friends, this Valentine Day,
there won't be any chocolates for you all. =(
My brother's chocolate dipped strawberry also cannot make it. LOL!
Damn damn damn funny looking strawberry. =/
But I guess, FengMing weren't mind. :D
It's the heart that counts. xD!
Anyway, I still have my cheesecake though. :D
This cake took me too much time & effort to make one. =/
So, I decided to save it. =/
& yeah, I don't know what's happening for tomorrow. =(
If there isn't anything on, I'll be really that loser to stay at home. =(
I'm sad, sad, sad, sad, sad. =(
Who is the one who really spoilt all the plan?
Shitty you~ Roar you. =(
Ahh, forget it.
I'm resigned to my fate.
& so, goodbye.
5am again. -.-"
I think I'm crazy.
I slept even later than NSK. o.O
I mean, I thought he was crazy enough,
to sleep so late everyday.
But I think, I'm worst than anyone.
I don't even have to sleep.
Siao deeeeeeee~
Goodnight/Goodmorning.
So near yet so far.
4:15:00 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Hello, I've suffered from insomnia last night.
Damn, I couldn't sleep at all. =(
In the end, I just sit up & smsed NSK because it's time for his school. =(
I think I was so pathetic, I was really tired. =(
Like after work, it's already so late,
I chatted with NSK for awhile last night,
& my dog suddenly whined for no reason.
Don't scare me. =/ I hope there wasn't anything in my house. =/
So, I went to accompany my little dog,
& ended up, it was too late. =(
Messaged him & I went to lie on the bed. =(
But, I don't seem to get to sleep. -.-"
I kept trying to sleep,
& I ended up tossing & turning.
I saw my phone, having different time. =(
Anyway, last night was a dinner & dance for the Police Force. =/
It was really funny when they invited a Ahgua. =/
& she or rather he started talking dirty. LOL!
There were three people, but only one was really hot. =/
& they wanted the female officers to dance.
& they really really can dance. =/
Look like, female police officers do go for clubbing too. LOL!
Then when I was doing service,
one of the guy on my table asked for my name & age & number. -.-"
I mean, why should I give my number to him. -.-"
Don't see them being so decent, they are not. -.-"
And err, I'm not insulting police officers. =/
& it wasn't an insult, it was a compliment. :D
In this way, they can catch more wanted people. =/
Anyway, to sidetrack from last night.
Today, I had a long long walk marathon. -.-"
Damn that tub of cheese that I had bought.
It was just so irritating !
I wanted to do something for all my friends on Valentine Day.
&&, I went to get all my things, but there was only one tub of cheese. =(
So I had to get another tub of the cheese before I can do something. =/
In the end, you know how many places I had walked to?
I had walked the whole day, no stopping, just continously walking.
& luckily, I had Lionel with me. :D We just met randomly at Rochor Centre.
& he helped me a lot a lot, kept helping me to carry stuffs. :D
It's a good thing that I met him,
but the bad thing is, was it that he was unlucky or was it me?
When I set off from home, it was only 3pm.
I went to the store behind Guanyin Temple,
& I went home to put the things.
& then I went to Rochor Centre to get the ingredients,
in the end, the tub of cheese was left with the only one.
So, we went to search around for the 财神爷 costume for the CIP on Saturday first.
It was at Arab street. =( It was really damn far.
We kept walking around & found the costume store.
After that, we went to Bugis Junction's Cold Storage.
There wasn't any left either. =( I was damn upset.
In the end, we went to SimLimSquare to look for Lionel's stuffs.
& he accompanied me to Little India's ShengShiong. :D
There wasn't any of my cheese there too. =(
I was feeling so upset & pathetic already. =(
So, we decided to walk to Plaza Singapura's Carrefour.
It was damn damn damn far ~!!!
We just kept walking & walking. =(
I was so desperate for my cheese,
& I was praying hard already. =(
But, when I went there, there wasn't any left either. =(
Who the hell bought all my cheese away. =(
In the end, we walked to Cityhall's supermarket.
I was already so tired & I haven't sleep last night. =(
My leg was killing me. =( I think it's worser than the time I spent working.
When I went there, my precious cheese was there. :D
You know the suddenly glimpse of hope lighted up. =D
So Lionel & I started counting the number of places we went.
I went 11 places for today. =( We kept walking non-stop.
We walked for 6 hours you know !
I reached home at 9pm. =(
Just because of a stupid cheese,
I had to walk for such a far far distance.
Whoever had gotten it,
you should know how much effort I made this thing. -.-"
1. From home to Guanyin Temple's store behind.
2. From the store, back to home.
3. From home to Rochor Centre.
4. From Rochor Centre back to home.
5. From home to Arab Street.
6. From Arab Street to Bugis Junction.
7. From Bugis Junction to Sim Lim Square.
8. From Sim Lim Square to Little India's Sheng Shiong.
9. From Little India's Sheng Shiong to Plaza Singapura.
10. From Plaza Singapura to Cityhall.
11. From Cityhall back to home.
& from home, my dad & mum wants to eat,
& I went to Rochor Centre again.
12. From Rochor Centre back to home.
I had went to 12 places in this one day.
& I never take any bus nor transport. =(
We just kept walking. =(
However, on a brighter note,
it's a good form or exercising. :D
Though, I'm already half dead. =(
This is how much, I don't mind giving. =D
& it was lucky thing that I had Lionel with me. :D
Thank Lionel. :DDD
For now, I think I should start making it now. :D
But it's already about 11.30pm. =(
By the time, I had finished doing it.
It's already 3am ?
OH MY GOODNESS~
Damn that cheese. =(
It's all your fault. =(
Alright, I should stop typing,
& start doing it. :D
Bye~
P.S: & I didn't managed to do my thing. =(
It's just too late, & I aren't feeling well. =(
Oh well. =(
Anyway, for everyone's information.
I aren't interested to know any guys from the internet.
& so, don't add me in MSN if you don't know me at all.
I'm just simply dislike people who gets to know girl from the internet.
Go away if you don't know me. Roar you.
Goodnight or rather,
GOODMORNING. :D
It's 4am again. -.-"
Why do I sleep so late everyday. -.-"
So bye.
1:08:00 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
Hello! :D
So I had got the truth.
I must say when I heard from his friend,
I was really really disappointed.
Maybe somethings, you just have to clarify.
If not, you will get even more disappointed.
Like, I knew the truth & there was nothing wrong with him.
It's the person who tried to mess with him, has the lies.
I'm someone who cannot take lies.
Once I know it's a lie, I will get really disappointed.
I don't mind knowing the truth,
even though how hurt it is,
I don't like to be kept in the dark.
Yeah, so I got the truth last night. :D
The fact is that, he never lied,
it's the other party doing it. =/
Oh well, it's just so funny.
Like the two things doesn't really match,
but I chose to believe in him & not his friend. :D
& it's quite hilarious when you found out what others had done.
Initially, I trusted his friend,
is because I trusted people's words very easily.
& that's why I'm always the one being hurt at the end.
It's just so hard for me not to trust people easily.
I remembered I had said that, I weren't trust people easily anymore.
But but, it's just me that I trust people easily. =/
& I just couldn't stop trusting people easily. =/
I just don't know why.
I tried to put up defenses, but I just couldn't.
Oh well, what to do~
Oh yeah, I want to sidetrack a little bit.
Last night, I was chatting with Kianchong about attitude.
Like seriously seriously, I really cannot take people giving attitude.
If they give theirs, I will give mine as well.
& Kianchong told me how to handle people's attitude. :D
& I told him, whenever people give attitude,
I will just bottled up for the first few times,
& when I take it no more.
I will give them back as well,
but I ended up being the one saying sorry first. -.-"
& he said, maybe saying too many times sorry,
people will take it for granted. =/
Oh well~ You know I just never want to let things be ugly.
I don't want to let things go worst.
Like, if both parties kept thinking that they are right,
& nobody wanted to step back & said sorry.
Things will worsen, like if he/she going around telling his/her story about me.
& then when I get to know, I will get upset & that's the end of the friendship.
Though I won't really confront the person about it,
I will start blogging everything out,
& that's what things will get even worst.
I had gotten too many childish things that happened like this,
& I really don't want history to repeat itself,
so I chose to be the one to say sorry.
But that doesn't mean, people can take this for granted.
I tolerate people's flaw, doesn't mean it's needed.
I can be as bad as the last time,
giving people my attitude anytime.
Finding fault in all the people,
blaming people for my mishap.
But you know, I never want to let things be this way.
So I changed, & be more tolerable in everything.
After all, nobody is perfect.
If I had done anything which caused unhappiness arised,
I'm sorry.
& yeah, I'm going to work later. =(
On a brighter note, Linying is working with me. :D
like it's been so so so long since I last saw her you know!
We can be as crazy as you can never think of.
Whenever you have the two of us,
you will end up laughing like hell. =/
On a unhappy note, NSK is going lanshop today. =(
& I can't go at all, because of work. =/
I don't want to skip work again.
It's my responsibility to go for work. :D
But on a even more unhappy side,
is that many many people are not working today. =(
Like Jianyong, Fuzhong & gang. =(
& I haven't been working for so long.
I find it just so weird to suddenly get back to work again. =(
But if I don't work, I will be broke again. =(
Nooo, that cannot be the case. =/
I still wanted to get a new phone on Valentine Day. :D
Because my plan will end on Valentine day. :D
I'm still quite bothered about getting which phone.
Should I get Nokia 5610, N81 or Nokia 6500S. =/
I really really want to get N81, but I'm might get a DS,
so I don't see a meaning in having N81 as my game set. =/
I'm so fickle-minded. Roar you~ =(
& Nokia 5610 is a express music handset,
& I have my Ipod Nano, so I don't see a meaning in getting that too. =/
Oh well, my conclusion is Nokia 6500S. =D
But is it good? =/ Ahh~ Oh well~ =(
Alright, I should stop blogging. =D
& I wondered if NSK did go school anot. =/
Everytime, after his school he would call.
But today, he didn't & last night he return home so late. =/
Oh well~ =/
I'm going to bath now. :D
See you after work. LOL!~
I hope today can end late. :D
Goodbye.
& I admired Yiting's attitude in relationship.
I don't know if you will read this
It's his loss for losing you.
You have done too much for him.
You have loved him too much.
& now, he had lost someone who loved him that much.
It's his loss, not yours. :D
Girl, you'll be fine.
LOVES!~
& I just found out,
this Chinese New Year,
I didn't get to see Firework,
just because of that stupid new shopping centre infront of my house,
which had already blocked out my full view of my firework.
Sighs, I miss firework times. =(
That's when I love you,
When I love you no matter what.
12:46:00 PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
词: 方文山 曲: 周杰伦
演唱: 周杰伦 杜国璋
我一脚踢飞
一串串红红的葫芦冰糖
我一拳打飞一幕幕的回忆散在月光
一截老老的老姜
一段旧旧的旧时光
我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象
我说啊屏风就该遮冰霜
屋檐就该挡月光
江湖就该开扇窗
平剧就该耍花枪
扎下马步我不摇晃
闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装
我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐
我稍微伸展拳脚
你就滚到边疆
回旋踢太用力
画面就变的很荒凉
落花配对配夕阳
翻山越岭渡过江
我清一清嗓
清一清嗓唱起秦腔
飞天飞敦煌北方北大荒
谁在水一方我撑起一把纸伞回头望
啊这什么地方这什么状况
啦啦啦啦闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀
我不卖豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐)豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的剪在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫)功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍
免得你说我吃你豆腐
Hello~!
Today, there's a lot a lot of changed of plan.
Initially, afternoon, I'm supposed to visit my grandmother,
because it's her birthday, but I don't know why,
we didn't go in the end. -.-"
& at night, I'm supposed to go for Jonathan's birthday.
But I felt that if I go, I will feel damn left out. =(
& I will feel damn out of place.
& I was so confused if I should go. =/
In the end, I chose not to go, & decided to treat Jonathan next time. =(
Sorry Jonathan~!!
I found somebody to watch Kungfu Dunk with me. :D
Vincent used to get cheated by me because of that movie "Body #19"
So he had doubt of my taste for movie. LOL!
But now, he agrees with me that the Kungfu Dunk is damn nice.
I think the guys were damn cool when they played basketball.
I used to like watching basketball matches,
& I think people who played basketball are really damn cool.
& Jay Chou has that damn cute & blur look.
It's just so cute please.
& when they fight,
the whole thing was damn nice.
& I like the part when the teachers came to help JayChou.
& I found that the guy who did the slam dunk,
is damn damn damn super cool please~
Shuai dao~ *Fainted*
It is definitely a good show to catch. :D
A recommendable show to watch. :D
*Thumbs up up up~*
I kept laughing throughout the whole movie. :D
So cute cute cute people. =D
Next, I had joined Ian & gang.
They played manjong.
I didn't want to play.
So, I went to the computer room.
Both computers were wanted by the guys for Dota.
So I went out of the room, & sat on the sofa to watch TV.
Like it's been so long since I sat quietly & watch TV.
& after awhile, NSK called. :D
At first, I missed his call again,
so I thought it might be that he pressed wrong again. =(
Yet, I decided to just call him back then.
Initially, I was quite err, mixed feeling after hearing what I heard.
But oh well, I got quite alright after that.
So, I watched "I'm not stupid two"
I remembered I had watched this show with Jashawn. =/
& I cried like hell at that time. LOL!
& this time round, I watched & watched,
& I still cried even though I had watched it before. =(
But after crying for awhile, the show hasn't end yet,
Ian's brother wanted to watch their soccer match,
so they changed the channel. :D
& I went to help Michelle to cook our dinner. :D
I was cutting the onions, I almost teared. =(
I had never cut onions before, but this time round,
I cut & I think it's a bad experience. =/
& I still don't understand, why when we cut onions,
we will tear?
& yadah yadah, initially the guys want to join me for cab.
But in the end, they decided to stay overnight. =(
& RaymondTham sponsored a little bit for my cab fare. :D
Because he had won so much money today. =/
After that, I cabbed home. :D
& now I'm home sweet home again. =D
Kianchong called, & we did catching up. :D
He really had a lot a lot of wisdom in doing his things.
& he had always felt guilty when he had done something wrong.
Liked what Anghwee had said, "会内疚的孩子，那个孩子不会坏"
& from the way he had seen things,
it's just so filled with wisdom.
& we get to know all family are the same. :D
Oh ya, on the way to Ian's house.
Victor told us a lot a lot things about relationship. :D
It's just so interesting you know. LOL!
Like suddenly you get together with another person in SBM.
Like we knew each other for years,
& it's like so many years,
we knew each other in and out.
& like just suddenly, one fine day,
you suddenly like that person. =/
Don't it just feel err, weird? LOL~
& yadah yadah, NSK called,
So goodnight, I'm going to call him back now.
Byebye. :D
It's just so complicating.
Maybe I trusted everyone's words.
So I'm so all cheated.
11:35:00 PM
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Even though you never knew.
I had forgotten that I had on my computer for the whole day.
I didn't even realise until Jianyong told me that he saw me online. -.-"
I was so shocked that I had forgotten to off the computer.
So Jianyong tried to be funny & talked to me on MSN,
even though I'm right infront of him.
xiiao heii says:
boy boy
xiiao heii says:
bite the com
My dog don't even use computer,
how do he even know how to bite the computer. LOL!
This is how lame Jianyong can be. :D
So we went to visit Kianchong's house. :D
& Kianchong's mum kept complaining about him.
It was damn funny how you get to see another side of your friend. LOL!
& after that, we went into the room to gamble. =/
We were wishing that Lawrence will come late.
We had already expected that with him around,
we can never gamble. =/
In the end, he came so early.
& he came in, telling us not to gamble. =(
He said we can play, but cannot gamble. =(
So so so damn demoralising you know!
In the end, we stopped playing,
& we played manjong. :D
But we never play with money either. =(
Because Lawrence was there. =(
After some time, he came in.
& he allowed us to gamble,
but but, condition is that the maximum amount is 10 cent. -.-"
WALAO~ =/ Might as well don't gamble right ~ =/
In the end, I kept winning. :D
But I kept losing & winning.
& I ended up winning 60 cents. =/
Before this round, we played, & I won 6 dollar. LOL!
& during the time when we were playing,
Jianyong was so cute to place all his buddha picture on the table. LOL!
The whole thing about what Jianyong had done,
was really really funny~ LOL!
I have cute friends~ :D
After that, we went to Zeming's house. :D
Everyone wants to pay a visit to Uncle Audrick & Zeming's mum. :D
They are both really very very nice people. :D
So we cabbed there & pay a visit. :D
We played card games,
& then gamble again. =D
I won again. :DD
Though it's not a lot, but it's still money. :D
Over all, today is a good day for gambling. LOL!
After everything, we went to Zeming's room.
& we started looking at all the photos from 2003 to the recent ones. :D
It was so funny how people grew so much in this few years. :D
& we had fun laughing at all our stupid looks last time. =/
I sweared, it's feel good to sit together & reminisce the past. :D
It was getting really late, & everyone decided to leave. :D
So Zeming drove us to Tampines MRT.
We kept wanting him to send us to Bugis MRT.
He reached Tampines MRT, but we kept staying on.
& still wanting him to send us to Bugis MRT.
It was really really funny the whole damn thing. LOL!
The whole damn thing about everyone was telling him all the things. LOL!
So we got off & we trained home. :D
& I was telling Forester a lot a lot of things. :D
I'm so suprised that he read my blog. :D
& it was quite upsetting to know the truth about guys.
But oh well, I can't help it anyway. =/
I never like to go home,
because once I'm at home,
once I'm alone at the computer,
typing away busily.
My mind wanders.
& when people started to tell me all their opinion,
I will get so upset all over again, unknowingly. -.-"
I feel so crap now, seriously.
& NSK didn't contact me today again. =/
I didn't contact him either,
is because I think he's busy. =/
& I don't know why,
I'm still trying to analyse what he meant yesterday. LOL!
I think I think a lot. Oh crap. =/
I want to watch Jay's movie. =(
But most people had watched it. =(
People, we rewind alright,
treat it as you guys have not watch it. =/
Jonathan's birthday celebration tomorrow.
But but, I'm so not close with the senior people. =/
I find it really really awkward. =/ Oh my goodness.
Like I'm so going to sit there & eat quietly & stuffs. =/
*Fainted*
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉迷后清醒
你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢适应
这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是
你不爱的阴天
3am now.
Damn, let's sleep. =/
How will it matter, if I'm gone, far far away.
Cause your love was a mile away.
11:54:00 PM
