Ryan is so cute can ! He kept saying that Wenlin is Patrol Leader and what am I ? Then I kept telling him that I'm Patrol Second and I will work hard to promote ! He continued that he will wait for it and see me promote up to petroleum. LOLS ! How crap can he be ? The two cousins are the crappiest of all my friends can ! At least, they brought joy to all our life. Rock on =D !


Studying is sooooo boring !

10:20:00 PM

I forgotten to write about this, I started to fall in love with Toblerone! =DD I'm loving chocolates but I'm afraid of the fats. =(


I slept the whole day ! I didn't even go to my library. I was so tired and I slept for 5 hours of nap. -.-" There goes my time. =(


TIME TIME TIME, WHERE CAN I FIND TIME ?

9:09:00 PM

I almost got an car accident right infront of my house. I might be gone from this world in just that 0.1 seconds. Luckily, my instinct told me to step back and I got myself out of that terrible incident. That damn driver, why did he just make a U-turn so suddenly and so fast? He is speeding please. Whatever, at least I'm safe and sound now. That moment scared me and my heart almost stopped. -.-"


So, I took back my English paper and I passed !! 17 / 30 !! Mrs Chan even wrote a comment : You have improve on your style of writing, Keep it up !! This comment makes my spirit flies! It's the first time I ever passed my English test and I hope I can get an even better result the next time. Rachel & Rui Xiang scored the highest which was 21 / 30 please. When can I be like them ? I better buck up and make sure I get a good grade for my English so as to get even lesser points for my L1R5 !! I'm so excited can ! I never like to get back my English paper and I always hate that marks that I had scored. It's so different now ! I'm loving it... xD


Emath paper is going to be given out soon. I'm so reluntant to get back that result. It is going to be horrible please. Mrs Lim said those who had passed did not pass fantastic but just a pass. The range is 20 - 25 / 40 ! -.-" That was the marks scored by the people who had passed. 3 to 4 people flunked the test. I hope I'm not one of them because I really did study ! That paper was really a easy paper and please do not let me be the one who failed. Please let the whole class pass the paper and Mrs Lim was just saying it to scare us please. =(


Science paper killed me ! Physic paper was easy and I think Chemistry will kill me. I have counted the number of marks that I am going to lose and I really want to cry please. I better buck up before my mid-year which will determine where I am standing by that time. Right now, I can't deny that I might fall anytime. I know myself well. 2 subjects on one day and in that pathetic 1 hour time was not enough at all. I better make sure I know the concept well before I really go for my 'O' level please.


I was chatting with Reuben and I just found out that he knew Victor Tan too. So, we added him into the conversation and Victor was doing all the stupid guessing. LOLS ! Then, I just found out that I hadn't been talking to Reuben for 3 years already ! Time flies ! So, I had changed my account for 3 years already and I had forgotten all about it. Luckily, afew of them hasn't change their email at all. =D Back to Victor Tan & Reuben's conversation. I had forgotten all about the conversation that we used to had but that Reuben had good memory please. No wonder he is at Catholic High School. =( I want to be clever too please ! We had encouraged him to come for our camp and I really hope he will come. =D I was sending the video clip to him and I went to watch too. I miss the camp. =( I hope June camp will come as soon as possible but it will also marked my 'O' level coming nearer and nearer.


Alright, I guess I should stop here before I have lesser and lesser time for my revision for D&T ! I hope the paper wasn't hard please ! I have seen the 'O' level paper and I almost dropped. That was so tough please ! Whatever, I will make sure I do well in my artefacts. =D


All right ! TATA =D

*Pray hard that my results are good *

7:35:00 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

It's 11.30 pm now. I haven't finish studying. Rainer papa should feel guilty because he kept asking me to accompany him to get his assessment. =( I should have gotten mine because I just found out I didn't have any guide book which can give me a good explanation of all the Science stuffs. =( I had wasted my time away. =(


So, I had my humanities paper today. I hope I can at least gotten a pass but I know it's way too hopeless. I really have no confidence in getting a pass in this paper. Geography was cool, I didn't study at all so I was crapping all the stuffs which had come through my mind. Social Studies was even more terrible. I shall not say anymore. =(


Goodbye! Science paper tomorrow. Pray hard for me. I think I really died in this Common Test. Please don't laugh at me when my results were out. I know it's going to be so terrible please! Let's hope at least I could get a pass in every subjects and then I will make sure I get a B the next test and then an A for my 'O' level. Oh yeahh! =( D&T still killed me for the ideas exploration. My goodness.


I just found out that I had a strand of white hair. %&(*&($%&^& Please don't let me have another one anymore. I get so affected after realising that damn white hair. That stupid still tell me that this proved that I did study. -.-" Now, I realised that being stress do increase your white hairs. -.-" I shall make sure nothing stress me up because I really wish that white hair turned into black hair again please. =(( Please don't make me sad please !


I had given up on my Combined Science this time. I really cannot concentrate on it at all. I better brush my math & science in this March Holiday. Mid-year exams, please wait for my good results. =D Mrs Lim given us the verification slip for our 'O' level now. We had our examination dates out, however Mrs Lim was not confirmed with it because both of our Emath paper were on the same date which had never been the case for all these years. Let's hope that it won't be this way. Our examination dates were so packed please ! I remembered my friend having afew days of break for every exams. That wasn't fair to me at all. MOE, please do something !


6 More months. =(

2 more months for my Chinese 'O' level. =(

8:20:00 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

I didn't finish studying my test tomorrow. My homeworks were half done because I couldn't understand it at all. I spend half of my time figuring out the steps but I still don't know how to do. I'm going crazy! Friday is my Amath Common Test and I did nothing about it. My buddha ! I felt like I'm dead.


Humanities is so terrible. I can't seem to concentrate now although I managed to do that mindmap for my Social Studies. However, I'm feeling so legarthgic now. I'm feeling so sleepy too ! =(


Terrible weeks! please let it pass~ I hope there's no guide on Wednesday because I'm dead ! Tests after tests ! Another month is going to be over and then I'll left with 6 months ! =( I feel like crying. =( Stress & stress. Please let something to keep me going. =(


I remembered when I was in Primary 5, I studied very hard trying to get to EM1 because my crush was there. =X So, at the end I managed to get into EM1 but I chose not to go. =X It's a good thing to have motivation keep coming to you. xD However, right now I have no motivation please..


I feel like crying... =( Alright, whatever. I will get over these long long periods. =DD Stress only mah, that's like small kid please. XD Okay, I'm crap. BYEBYE !

11:03:00 PM

Oh man, I felt terrible today. I scored 54/100 for my damn Chinese. I wrote out of pointand resulted in that kind of marks. I was damn disappointed can. My expression were great ! I scored 32 / 50 but the contents drag me down and I scored a 22/50. That was crap ! I want an A1 for O level please !


4H had gotten their English paper but I didn't have any english lesson today so I didn't get mine. Jee Hou was damn disappointed with his result. If you happened to come pass my blog, don't worry alright ! Your studies are great ~! Next time, you will do well. =DD Jee Hou you rock =DD


I had my Emath test today. I knew all the stuffs except 2 questions. So, I was struggling with the time and my last 2 questions. I hope I get a good grade this time. My Emath has always been the best and I hope it continues. =D Please please please, give me a good grade !


Humanities paper tomorrow! I hope I can finish all the studying by tonight. There's so many homeworks for my Amath. I'm going crazy please ! 4 worksheets to be done and handed in tomorrow. Please, help me ! I can't wait for Common test to be finished. I want holidays ! I want to sleep till afternoon. I want to do the things I want to do. I want to play ! Don't worry, I make sure I study during the holidays. =DD


I did dumb stuffs when we were at the science lab today. I hope nothing goes wrong with my hands because I had get in contact with the chemicals. My goodness! Well, I shan't say what I had done for my dumbest deed. =DD


I'm going to library now.
*Disappear*

3:25:00 PM

My dumb big brother asked me about my time when I was with Jashawn. It all starts from that two soft toys that he had caught for me. I was like saying that, I don't need it anymore and put it aside. xD But still, I felt that the two soft toys look so cute can ! I wanted to throw it away when we broke up but I felt that the two soft toys were innocent. =X Afterall, they are cute and they're mine xD ! Jashawn caught the kitty that time and afew of the girls wanted it. Fiona wanted to buy from him but he refused. After that, he just passed that kitty to me. So sweet can xD ! The stitch was being given by him when we were together. But, I'm not sure whether it was caught by him because I didn't see it. xD


So, that dumb brother wanted me to tell him everything about it. -.-" I told him something but not everything. XD Who cares. Alright, I don't love him anymore, I don't... I don't hate him anymore, I don't too.... Though I still think of him sometimes. XD !


At least, I gotten the benefits. We exchanged our relationship stories. He told me everything. xD ! I'm blessed xD !


Yay!!!!!

12:19:00 AM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

I will like to share this song with everyone. Alright, no song. =X I shall share this lyrics. =D If any one of you have this song, please send it to me alright. =D



Hero


There's a hero.
If you look inside your heart,
You don't have to be afraid,
Of what you are.


There's an answer.
If you reach into your soul,
And the sorrow that you know,
Will melt away.


And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside,
And you know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth.
That a hero lies in you.


It's a long road.
When you face the world alone,
No one reaches out a hand,
For you to hold.


You can find love.
If you search within yourself,
And the emptiness you felt,
Will disappear.


And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside,
And you know you can survive.
So when you feel like hope is gone,
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth,
That a hero lies in you.


Lord knows.
Dreams are hard to follow.
But don't let anyone,
Tear them away.


Hold on.
There will be tomorrow.
In time,
You'll find the way.


And then a hero comes along,
With the strength to carry on,
And you cast your fears aside,
And you know you can survive,
So when you feel like hope is gone.
Look inside you and be strong,
And you'll finally see the truth,
That's a hero lies in you....

That's a hero lies in you....


You can find the song in Youtube, type in Mariey Carey Hero. =D

11:13:00 PM

I decided to put up my wishlists soon. There won't be many, just that few. I don't want to put a whole chunks of stuffs that I won't be able to get it. I shall be realistic. =D However, I want 7 A1 can I? XD ! I was asking Wenlin about her points for her 'O' level and I got so envious of her. She scored 6 A1, 2 A2 and a B3. That was so fantastic please. Then she cut off her points, she is left with 3 points ! I want to get that kind of points too! Can I can I ?


So, we did stupid stuffs in the library today. Alright, that's what we usually do everytime. xD I still love that shitty snail. I shall post up the pictures soon after I upload it into my PC. =D I must be proud of myself too. I finished studying for my Emath. I hope nothing goes wrong. I didn't even touch my homeworks at all. Let's pray hard nothing goes wrong tomorrow. I will make sure I finish up my homeworks by tomorrow. *Pray hard* Please let me get good grades for my Emath. I can't afford to fail it. If not, I'll be in deep deep trouble.


I had plans for my March holidays already. Perhaps one of the day, I might be spending with my Enghua kor & Huiwen ! Or maybe we will our outing earlier so I have got another day again. =D Then other days, I might be spending my nights at MacDonald. =D I miss studying late in the night.


Aww, whatever it is. I have to focus back on my common test again. I'm missing holidays now. =( I want holidays please ! I wished I have finished my 'O' level please !


I love my Second brother please. He helped me to get my hongbao even though I wasn't at home. =D We hardly quarrelled these few days. I'm loving him so much can. I hope we get back our relationship that we used to have. I miss telling him all the stuffs that had happened in my life. I miss having him to know me well. I miss telling him my relationship stuffs. He always seen me with my boyfriend when we were out. -.-" Tell me, was that a good thing or a bad thing. xD All right, I love him. =D


I love my big brother too! I love my ah buuuuuuu! I love my papiiiiii! I love my da sao ! I love my wei-lai er sao ! I love love them! I love my Mogga too ! I love my Esther & Waiyik, I love my guides, I love everything. I love my SBM ! I love buddha ! =DDDDDD


I'm hope my Common Test period pass quickly. =D

10:35:00 PM

I bet no one likes to change MSN account because it's so tough to add people from one account to another. When you have loads of them to add, then it murders you. This job supposed to be done 2 years ago but I dragged and dragged till today. Guess, alot of them must have changed their email to something else. 2 years make a very big difference. I hope they still remember me despite these two years of being missing in action. However, I still feel like changing account again. I don't like the name in my email. Perhaps, I might be changing it after 'O' level? A new chapter of life must have new email. xD ! Alright craps~


Piano teacher is late today. He just called and said that he will come over. Usually, he will be here at 10.30am but not today anymore. Crap~ I want to end my piano lesson early. I haven't been practicing it for such a long time. I hope it doesn't turn rusty. I hope my finger will go as smoothly as the teacher wants it to be. I hope I can finish practicing my Mozart's song by next month. Then, I will wish to finish up my another exams piece by April. The last piece shall end by June because I'm having my mid-year exams during May. I hope I finished all the pieces by this year. Perhaps, I will cut down my 2 hours of onlining time to my practicing my piano. I'm sorry my friends.


Yay, my brothers are ordering Pizzas. I'm so blessed ! I miss eating pastas ! I miss eating mashed potato, I miss eating cheese ! *Roars* The pizza will only come after an hour. That's was like so long. How can they treat me this way. =(


Sighhs~ I want to sleep but I had to study. Emath test tomorrow and I'm so afraid now. Buddha bless me please. I hope I have 30 hours. =DD If only the earth moved even more slowly. I wondered how many hours do the other living things have in other planets? Perhaps, we might be able to move from one planet to another planet next time! Scientist, please find ways for us to do that can?


I miss loads of people. It's been some time since we had chatted, it's been some time that we had seen each other. Don't worry, all of you are in my list. I'm missing you. =D Let's hope the friendship doesn't fade. =( I do miss you all, I really do.


Byebye! I'm going to prepare to go to my library now. See you my dear blog. =D


到底爱情是什么？被爱的人会比较幸福，还是爱人会更幸福？爱人越深就会伤得越深。我不明白它，我不想明白。

11:27:00 AM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Something excites me today. I saw Mrs Nathan! Alright, I know that was nothing. But still, I felt special. xD ! How many people can see her right infront of you? She is still a human afterall. Nothing special about her. However, she's our president's wife. =DD COOL RIGHT ? I'm so so so proud to be in GOH though I hate the attire checking part. That disgusting woman, she came over and pulled my whistle and started to scold me upside down. How crap can she be? Others have the same attire as me, why must she shoot me only? She claimed that I had put on watches and I was like kind of shout into her face that I didn't! That was the pissing part. She came over to my side for 2 times and still trying to find faults in me. Hey, did I do anything that upsets you? Did my face tells you that I want to be scolded by you? Why are you scolding me only? You are crap!


So, Mrs Wong said that we looked smart today. I felt like a nerd today please. We pinned all our hair up. We wore high socks. We had long skirts that were below the knees. We tied two plaits. We did everything just to look nerd. I don't understand why must they see us as neat when we looked extremely nerd? Are teachers mad or something? We do look like nerds, we really do. Please stop labelling nerd as neat. It's two different words please.


School is on again. There's Math test on Monday. Humanities test on Tuesday. Combined Science test on Wednesday. D&T test on Thursday. Amath test on Friday. Oh my, it's going to be a tough week. Someone help me please. I'm going to forgo this common test already. I will feel like shit if I continue to hope for good results for this Common test. I haven't even finish studying the stuffs. I only managed to study from my basic. I shall take VictorTeo's advice to study everyday and make sure I do well for 'O' level. It's all about consistency. I will make sure by Prelims, I have finished studying all the topics and get ready for my 'O' level. Then, I shall do well for my Prelims and 'O' levels. Common test is killing me. I don't know how to start studying for my Common Test. I want to start from scratch but the topics that were tested were like things we just learnt. So, you should know how Common test nearly killed me. I don't even understand what the teachers were talking about and right now I have to face the Common Test. That what I mean by Time takes everything. It takes up your freedom, it takes up your choices, it even start killing you when you least expected it to.


So, I didn't join SBM for the house visiting. I hope they had fun. I must thank everyone who had helped my Mogga. The planning was very messy this time. I didn't have time to plan well for it nor did Victor & Hangqi. =( I'm so so so so sorry about it. =((


Finally, I had some time with my guides after 54321 years. I don't know how long we haven't been together. I haven't been with them after some conflicts but I'm glad everything is over. =D We are back to where we had started when we were Secondary 1. I love them. =D My dear guides do rock my life sometime. I hope we will have time to come back after we graduate. At least, we will make an effort to go back to see Amanda & Andrina. =D


We were talking about some relationship stuffs. Huiwen asked me why didn't I get a boyfriend now. It was all the 'O' level's fault. However, there wasn't any much difference afterall. I don't feel like getting into a relationship anyway though I felt like sometime. Yet, when I started to think about my 'O' level, I don't feel like anymore. No more heartbreaks for me, no more love for me either. Relationship is tiring and it gets out of hand sometime. So ya, no more breakups. =D Perhaps when I get up to JC or Polytechnic, I might get one? No rush for such stuffs. I'm still going to meet new people in my next chapter of life. xD Maybe some handsome guy come along ? Who knows xD ! I don't believe relationship in my first few chapter of life, it don't last and it will never be. But still, I can't let go as easily as what I had say.


My ex had used to be a part of my life though the period was short but still I had loved them once. I want to thank those people who had accompanied me through that period especially LayKheng & Ryan. LayKheng accompanied me through the period when I broke up with WeiRong while Ryan started to tell me all the bad stuffs to get me forget Jashawn. That was great can ! I managed to stop crying after few days. xD ! So yups, I don't want to love again at least not at this time. I don't need guys to wait for me either, I don't care. Call me a heartless or some useless girl in love. I don't care. I'm always the person who get dumped. =D I reject people harshly too. So, I'm not a good girlfriend. =D But still, I love myself. Love chapter shall come to me when I finish my 'O' levels. =DD Let's see who will be next who dumped me. xD ! Alright crap. =X


I don't know what had happened to me. I felt so weak nowadays. When I get down to pick something up, I will feel weak. Mum said that I had low blood pressure. I hope it wasn't true. =D I don't believe it because I had always been the high high girl. xD So, I will be back to the normal blood pressure. Yay! Alright I shall stop my entry now. I don't know what had happened to my right hand but I just felt a sharp pain over there like I had some cramp or something. The pain is getting unbearable. I hope it stops by tomorrow.


Library tomorrow....


I love all the people around me. =DDD

I miss my Secondary 1's time.

11:05:00 PM

Finally, I'm done with the preparation for my Guide uniform for tomorrow. I'm so going to hate tomorrow because my Mogga are visiting house happily while I have to stand still in the Indoor Stadium for a long period. However, if I managed to get a good place, I will be able to see Mrs Nathan! =D


Awww.. I'm sad~ I have got to wake up early tomorrow. I hope I don't forget to bring any of the stuffs. I bought the pins and rubber bands just for my patrol members. Be grateful alright my girls. You girls, please please do what the teachers say so we can just have our fun throughout! Let's pray hard that nothing will be screwed up tomorrow. I'm god-damned tired now. It's going to be a long day tomorrow. I'm having Math test on Monday and I haven't study yet. Buddha bless me yeah!~ My Emath was horrendous. Please let me get a good grade. My math has always been the best and please let it be the same again.


I want to get started with my D&T stuffs. Please let me get an A1 for my D&T and I'll promised to give it all my best. =D I hope good things come to me. I shall let this year to be a memorable one. No regrets. I need to concentrate on both of my maths now. I have catched up with the Humanities' stuffs. At least, I knew what everythings mean now. From the development of the country to the indicators for the development. =D However, social studies is still killing me. What can I do ? It's a compulsory subjects afterall.


I went to my blog to look at my history. I just found out that my results for last year was terrible. It was so terrible that I was stunned over the results. I'm not going to get that result anymore. Enough is enough. I must get a 12 points for my L1R5. I need more A1 please!


Why do I still think about you sometime?

It's 2am now! Bye !

12:51:00 AM

Friday, February 23, 2007

Chinese Test was great. I wrote the article. However, I hope it wasn't crap because I really can't remember what was reported in the news when they were banning the smokers from the coffee shop. So, I based on my contextual knowledge and I started to write crap. =D I love my crap!


Rainer papa accompanied to go Bishan to get my guide stuffs after school. Thanks papa! He even helped me to carry my stuffs. Papa, you rocks the most! However, the other day you did not turn up for our gathering with Guang Kai, so I shall do a calculation to balance everything. Conclusion, papa you are still alright. xD !


Nicholas was so crap yesterday. I asked him for the song title. Then I started asking him what was the song title of what 天使. He started to anyhow say stuffs that I am his 天使 just because I reminded him to bring the dictionary for today's exam. It's 专属天使 please! However, I'm lucky to have him as a friend. He can crap so much that sometime I really cannot stand it. xD ! He loves to sing song but his tune is always out but he still determine to continue to sing it. There goes my ears. xD ! I'm still glad to have him as friend. Rock on stupid Nicholas! xD


I want to thank everyone who had reminded me to bring my dictionary today. =D I LOVE YOU GUYS =DD !



爱情其实是一种很奇怪的组合，每个人都在努力寻找同等的付出与回报，但疑惑的事，单行道却是爱情里的绝大值。不过，或许就是这样，找到双向道的路程，才能那么令人期待与珍惜，不是吗？可是，我的心已容纳不下爱情这份东西了。

7:45:00 PM

I had uploaded a new song for my blog. I just love Tank's song so much. There were so many songs that I had fell in love with. That time, I was just browsing through his blog and I saw several photos that he had taken with a Husky. Oh my, husky melt my heart. =D However, I have boyboy is enough. =D


I love tank. =DD


oh well, I'm supposed to get onto my bed and sleep. I'm having test tomorrow. xD ! All right, night night my dear.

12:32:00 AM

专属天使


我不会怪你
对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽
而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤


小小的手掌
厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方


没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望


小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂


没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望


要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜


没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

12:26:00 AM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

We had our English Common Test in the morning. I wrote a crap story. The question was "Write an occasion when someone accuse you of a wrong that you did not do". So, I wrote about me being accused by my good friend that I had spread rumours about him which was definitely a no-no. xD All right, I know that story was a crap but that was what had striked me when I was thinking for a story to write on. Initially, I wanted to write "It is important to know our history well. What are your views?". However, after serious pondering over it, I decided to stick back what will be easier for me. I have some ideas to write for that history composition but I was afraid that it will not make up a story that consists of 300 words. So, I shall just stick back what I'm supposed to do. Perhaps, I might take a risk to take up a new challenge. xD !


I'm in love with Panda. They are so damn cute with that dark eye circles. However, the panda in real life consists of yellowish & black fur. I want a clean clean panda! Zhenglin is going over to China soon. I'm going to miss bullying him again. =( Never mind, I wants him to get me a Panda back. xD I don't care, by that day when he is back, it was just around my birthday. xD


School was pretty good now. Though I still do stupid stuffs here and there. D&T's ideas are killing me. I just can't think of any ideas to do. Someone help me please? What can I do for manipulation? Nicholas has started his artefacts and what am I still doing? I'm still sitting there staring in to spaces, trying to get some ideas from that sand castles that I had built in the air?


There's Chinese Common test tomorrow. Bahhhhhhh~ Someone please kill me now. I want an A1 but it just seems so difficult to get it. I don't want to see a B4, not an A2 either. I just want an A1. Please please please, alright my dear teacher, you are so pretty please. Please just give me that A1. =DDD *Disgusted*


Vectors' homework killed the whole class. We were struggling with it. Mrs Lim wants us to hand it up by today and we can't even understand what the damn questions want us to do. That was crap. But still, I hand it up. =DD I hope it's correct.


Mrs Wong wants us to lengthen our Guide's skirt by Saturday. How good can it gets? It's my last year! =( I have always been wearing this length since Secondary 1 and right now I'm supposed to lengthen it? They are joking, aren't they? I have nothing to lengthen anymore. Can someone lend me your Guide's skirt? I need to get over to Bishan tomorrow to get all the neccessary stuffs for that GOH by Saturday. If not, I knew that Mrs wong will come screaming into my ears again. Nooooo!


Boyboy is sitting beside me now. I love to pat his head and he loves me. =DD He's blessed and I'm blessed. Can impermanence don't take place? I don't want to lose him!


Ciaos!~ I will be studying tonight. I'm so so so tired now. I need more sleeeeeeeep! Weekend is coming! *SCREAMS* Go go go ! Holidays are coming ! Go go go go! I want to meet up with many many friends! Sorry for neglecting you all these while. =DDDD


Exams are terrible creatures in this world.

5:34:00 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I'm extremely stress right now. The Moggallana's attendant list wasn't done yet. I managed to get to know about it yesterday only. So, things went on very smoothly after I called them except afew of them could not give me a definite answer. Now, I understand that calling them will be a better choice than to sms them. My hp bill exploded and my mum was nagging again. *Sighs*


Nothing much happened in school. We had our enrolment for our Secondary 1 girls and we left after that. I went to library to study but I couldn't really concentrate. Emath is killing me. What's all that vectors for? We can't use it in reality. That loci are killing me too. What are they for? We don't need them in reality but why are we learning it? Crap crap crap~ I don't have problem with Amath anymore but I have terrible problem with Emath. That can't be happening. I need an A1 for my Emath. A1 for my Amath =D


*Screams* There's English common test tomorrow. So, what am I still doing here? I don't know what to prepare for tomorrow and I'm doing absolutely nothing at all. Let's pray hard that I could get an extremely good grades despite me sitting here trying to find an solution to study. Someone tell me, how am I supposed to study for English? We are having Composition tomorrow. No Comprehension, no situational writing & no summary. Just that plain and simple Composition but I just cannot find a way to study for it. Buddha~!


Common test are coming on its way now. I have not prepared anything. I was busy taking up the time to do the admin work, packing the guide stuffs and all these things are so time consuming. My goodness! When can we pass out from our dearest guide? I need more time for myself and my studies. I have not even study for my Humanities. There's Geography & Social Studies test in that pathetic 1 hour. Mdm Ernie wants us to time ourself. We are supposed to set aside 30 minutes for each paper. They will be giving out both paper together and it is up to our own discipline to finish it up. How terrible can life be? I'm having problems with my Emath and the test is coming. Tests are killing me. I hope it doen't murder me before my 'O' level starts. My studies are getting so suffocating. There's too many things for me to do and I found it so hard to find time for all of them. I have already cut down on my shopping hours, I have cut down on my procastination, I have even cut down on my online session till I have only 2 hours per day. How great can that be. I better do well this year if not I won't forgive myself. =D


Things are suffocating my peace. Please people, help me. =( Seriously, I'm getting tiring from all these hectic stuffs. I shall withdraw myself from all these commitment stuffs. I don't like last minute work. I don't like to rush things up when I was left with that limited time. Everything was so terrible. It's not that only others are busy, I'm busy too. I really need time to breathe. =(



Time, where are you?

9:59:00 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

*Roars* I'm so damn lazy to study now. =( I want to play. I want to sleep. I want to do all the things I want. I want to go shopping. I want to work. I want to be happy happy. Yet, I can't possible waste my youth away just for the sake of those temporary happiness. Just by thinking of my studies, I just want to scream. Once tomorrow starts, I will be as busy as what I had always been last time. Just another 7 more months and I going to determine my future. *Screams*


I miss my brother's girlfriend & my sister-in-law. I miss the fun. =(



BYE~ I'm soooooooo tired. I want to sleep as much as I want before going to library later on. =D


My dear zhou gong, I'm coming =D

1:52:00 PM

Monday, February 19, 2007

Soooooooooo, I did nothing today. =DD Frankly speaking, I was really very bored that I just want to sleep. Then, my aunt start to complain that I kept going everywhere to sleep. They didn't even spare a thought for me before saying something. I was so bored, please. That's what I always hate to go house visiting because you got absolutely nothing to do at all. It's so lame please.


At least, I found better stuffs over at my sister-in-law's place. I got to know her cousin and her brother. Her brother was younger than me by afew days. xD ! Initially, her mother wanted him to call me "meimei", then I was like so stunned. Luckily, da sao helped me tell her that I was older than him xD ! I felt so proud. xD ! Then, I got to know their cousin, WeiJie. He looked just like some 15 years old boy. However, he was older than me and he's 18. =.=" Can't blame me for labelling him as a 15 years old boy because he really looked like one. Oh ya, he looked like Lin Jun Jie can! =DDDD


Bahhhhh! I'm bored bored bored. I have not touch my homeworks. Someone please help me! I'm so so so in a holiday mood now. Common test is here. *Screams* My cousin told me to let it go since it's common test. xD ! I love my cousin so so so much. xD



BORED! I'm getting sick again. Cough is hunting for me now. I hope I will be able to get a good night sleep tonight because I suffer last night. =( Please let me get well soon and be free from all illness alright. I don't want to get sick anymore. I promise to be good if I get well from all these crap stuffs. xD


Boyboy should be uber happy now. He had been joining us for these 2 days for house visiting. Cool eh? At least, he managed to get the attention and the company from us. Yay! I love my boy. =D


*Screams* I'm going to rot at home tomorrow. My hong bao collection has stopped. Someone please be good and give me part of your hong bao collection to me alright. =DD Study or Out? Study or Out? Study or Out? What should I be doing tomorrow. I'm sooooooooo in the mood for holidays please. Can we have a long long New year? Why can't we have one long long one ? Why why why?


Well, whatever. I'm off to count my hongbao money. I hope there's more than 300 bucks and I'll be damn happy. However, I'm sure it won't happen because heh heh.. My relatives aren't that nice. =DD Both of my grandmothers are biased. They love guys more than girls. Then, my maternal side grandmother does not label us as her grandchildren like that. She said that my uncle's son is her grandchildren but she did not say any of us. Crap right!~ Then, my paternal side, I don't even remember she had really play with me before. Perhaps, my cousin was about the same age as me and she dote her more than me. =( So conclusion, I don't really hold any attachment to any of my grandmothers. =DD I just know they are my grandmothers but I just don't like the way they are being so biased. =DD Forget it. I got my family and it's enough. Bahhhhh~


Suddenly, Jashawn's name like keep appearing everywhere. I went to Yunfang's blog and it just happened to know that he actually know her when I read her blog? Ehhh~ LOLS ! Such a small world!!! I hope he's doing fine now. =DDD



BYEBYE!
I had forgiven and I have forgotten. =D

10:49:00 PM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

It's a great new year today. Boyboy was being abused by somebody. Oh well, I shan't not elaborate any further. I hope he gets his karma one day. You suck. =D


I had fun with my sister-in-laws. You know it's real fun when girls get together and get crazy. We even went to use the camera to do some advertisment for some sweet company. xD ! Crapppp~ LOVES !


I shall let the pictures do the speaking.



Food, food, FOOOOOOOOD!




A new yearrr! A year of act cute-ing. xD



Yeahhhhhhh~ Act cuteeeeeeeee xD ! I'm contagious. I spread act cute pose to everyone. xD



LOVES!


Oh ya, we did number of retarded stuffs. xD I love my 嫂子-s. =DDD







Ba gua is delicious. 吃在嘴里，甜在心里。 xD




Cousins Loves! =DDDD



Shuai ge with my shuai boy! xD



I'm blessed. xD



Zhao Cai Gou xD



Love of my life. :)




Sometime when boredom overwhelm you, you will start camwhoring. However, it's not about me this time. It's my brother who was trying his phototaking skill. Well, I still prefer the one we took during his ROM. =(




We took this photo at the same time. Yet, I couldn't figure out why one looks like it's at night while the other looks like in the afternoon. Ehhhh?


So, that's about it. A long day tomorrow! I shall start my studies tomorrow. =DDDD I've collected so few hongbao this year. =( I want more hong baos. Anyone wants to give me theirs? LOVES ! =DDDD



It's a cool cool year! I love my extended family xD !

11:24:00 PM

Oh ya! I just found something to blog about!


YOU KNOW, I PASSED MY A MATH TEST! 17/30 ! It's the first time I passed my A math test and I'm god-damn excited when I received the paper. However, I FAILED THAT DISGUSTING EMATH TEST WITH A SUPER TERRIBLE MARKS. I shall censore my marks.


*Peace*


Now, I just have to mug really hard to get both maths to pass. Finally, my wish came true. =D I want to get LOADS of distinction for this coming 'O' level. Oh well, I'm so excited please. I can't wait to have my 'O' level and then get back my results. However, I'm not done with my studying yet! Hey, what are all this exciting things going through my mind. I ought to be scare, frighten and stress. Yet, I couldn't feel that anymore. I'm in a New year mood now! Oh my~ That can't help me, I have to mug~ MUG MUG MUG ~ BOOKS AND BOOKS ! I have to start developing a interest in all my textbooks before I really study. I shall just put my textbooks as my boyfriend if not I weren't love them like I'm supposed to do. Well, boyboy I still love you as much. =DD


I'm excited!~ 'O' level!!! LOVES!!

3:53:00 AM

I was pondering about some stuffs in the car. Sometime, people's words are hurting. I don't know if that was their intention. However, the tone they spoke were like things that pierce into my heart. Well, it hits on me that I shouldn't have care so much. I should care the people I'm supposed to care. No point asking what happened to your own friend who you hold dear to when they can't be bothered and will start hurting you with their tone and words. I doubt they even treat me like a good friend. I learnt my lesson.


Not everybody knows you well. If one friend knows you well, it does not mean that others are the same. It just won't. Just take the number of time spent together, the bonding will be different. I'm losing confidence in making a good friendship. Sometime, it just sucks.


It hurts. Think before you say. I shall learn from their mistakes. Bygones are bygones. We can't make things go the way it should be last time but we can carve a better one next time. Don't give me attitude when I did nothing, mind you. I'm not someone who is nice to mess with. I can keep quiet if you want me to and I will make sure it stays that way. If you don't want to say, then don't put it in that unkind way.


It seriously hurts. However, it's a new year. I shall put all behind. Just don't give me another hit, or I will rather use my time to care more for myself than others. Serious. Well, I shall not let this thing to hinder my happiness. I'm still the happy me! I don't care. Just take it or leave it. I can be as nice as you want me to. However, don't try me, or I can be as bad as you want me to. Don't forget, I'm wanling. Wanling is me. =D I'm not perfect and that's the fact. I don't hold grudges for long but I do hold grudges and that is one I can't deny. So, learn the things in life, it helps you to be a better person though it hurts in the process.


I shall not let any setbacks to keep me back. I'm on my way to climb up to a greater height. I'm wanling. Wanling is me. I'll be the one to give you happiness when you are down. Just don't give me attitude and I won't give mine. =DDDDDDD I want to be a happiness giver. xD !



NEW YEAR!



It's 3.50am. 10 more minutes. *Screams* I want to sleeeeeeeeeep~ What should I wear tomorrow? What should I be studying tomorrow? I better study by hooks or by crooks. Boyboy is coming with us and I'm going to put him beside me wherever I go. I hope I don't grow fat after the new year. =D


THANKS FOR EVERYONE FOR THE NEW YEAR'S WISHES.


I HOPE EVERYONE OF YOU HAVE A HAPPY HAPPY ALL YEAR ROUND OF HAPPINESS.

3:28:00 AM

It's 3.11am and I'm here blogging. I felt like sleeeeping now. =( Usually, we always sleep at 4am. However, I guess I cannot take it any longer. I have reasons alright. I just recover from my fever, flu & sore throat. xD Must forgive the sick. =DDDD


So, I brought Shannan and his girlfriend up to the 23rd floor. That was instructed by my brother that we can see fireworks over there. However, he was wrong. So, we went over to the 14th floor. Although we can see slightly better than at 23rd floor, I still don't find it that good. So, I suggested to go down to the 7th floor and they followed me. We went down to 7th floor to watch the fireworks and it's so drop-dead beautiful. I'm right.


After the fireworks, we went to do our temple hopping as usual!


It's new year now. LOVES ~



猪你们：



新年快乐

万事如意

身体健康

年年有余

3:11:00 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

I want to blog but I cannot find any random stuffs to blog at all. I love being so random when things were not right. I want people to be happpppppy. =D



As we happy-ing here, as we happy-ing there. As we happy, as we happy, as we happy all around. With a heel and a toe, and a half turn around. With a heel and a toe, and new happiness found. xD !


CRAP~


MUGGGGGGING TIME =D



When you are down, I'll be there to make you happy XD ! LOVES !


I want to write long long post. I want to drag my time to study. I wannnnt to blog. But, I don't know what to blog. *Roars* Whatever, I shall just be good and do my homeworks now.


MY NEW NEW YEAR, BE A HAPPY HAPPY ONE OKAY. THEN, I WILL THEN LOVE YOU. xD !

9:22:00 PM

Bahhhhhhhh~


I hope this is a better year. I need it to be a better year because I will have to have 'O' level this year. Nothing matter more than it. =D Soooo, please let it be a better year..........


I can't sleep today. We are just following the tradition that had been going on for my 16 years. We were supposed to 守夜 for our parents on the New Year eve. So, being a filial girl, I have to obey that tradition. Well, I guess I will be going to temples hopping tonight after watching the fireworks. That's what I had been doing all these years. -.-" It's always the same routine when it comes to New year.


And I had bathe boyboy! I cleaned his ears, I bathed him, I put treatment on him. xD ! I just dote him so muchhhhhhhhh~ Boyboy, you better love me as much as I love you =D


Oh yeahhhhh, my house is clean! I'm done with the cleaning up, packing & putting everything in order after so many days. Now, I'm just left with not having a new top. Well, I can't possible get one now unless 7-11 sells clothes. Loads of shops are closed today. =(


The sad things in life is to have to study real hard for the upcoming exams during Chinese New Year. That's what I'm going through now. =( I have tons of homeworks on hand now. After blogging, I will start preparing the dinner and then have my dinner. So after being full, I have to start mugging again. How sad? Very sad~! =(


BAHHHHHHHH~

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPO!

7:00:00 PM

Yay! I managed to drag myself to school. I was very very sick then. I was still down with the fever but I still went to school. Didn't want to tell mum that I was still having fever, so I just tell her that I still want go school since it's only half day. Then, I went to school and I suffered. -.-" I couldn't concentrate in the lessons but I was still trying hard to make notes. At least, when I get well, I still can refer to the notes to study. =D I'm a good girl ! xD


So blahhh~ We planned a surprise birthday celebration for Jowell today. However, things were screwed up. Sorry guys~ I'm really sorry! We waited for afew hours for Jowell. =( Ian waited for us for a very long time because we went to buy cake. =( Sorry! I was really feeling so guilty after that. =( Forester & Raymond was supposed to come to Sembawang to meet us. However, Raymond said he couldn't make it while Forester didn't say anything. So I assume that he would come. Then, he proved me wrong. Well, never mind. Let's take it for a lesson for me. =DD Jowell still had her fun today ! =D LOVES !! I must thank Evelyn, Andrina, Ian & Hangqi for their help today. LOVES !!


So, I rushed home after that to do some spring cleaning. My house is still messy. I haven't buy finish the clothes and stuffs. -.-" I think I am going to be in a deep trouble. Whatever. Well, I shall just grab any new shirt that has been lying in my wardrobe for a long time. It's the eve of the New Year today. Yesterday was the eve of the new year's eve. xD That's what Evelyn had been telling us.


I will be gaining afew more weight again. I was eating the icecream that Hangqi had bought for us. Then, we went up to Jowell's house. We started to eat her icecream cake too. Oh my! =( Please don't let me gain too much weight. I don't want to grow fat. Nooooooo!


So, I had been very blur nowadays. I kept telling Hwee Hian that I'm sure that I didn't pass up that Math homework. Then, I was finding everywhere. I searched my bag, under my table and my file. Yet, I still cannot find it anywhere. Hwee Hian suggested to ask Rachel whether I had passed it up. After checking for awhile, Rachel told me that I had passed it up. -.-" I really don't remember I had pass it up after that slept. -.-" Tell me, when did I really pass it up my homeworks when I don't remember anything at all?


Rachel gave us a luck biscuit today. I got the " Your fate for this week is rather good. " =D



Chinese New Year! Hong bao! Holidays! LOVES !~

1:00:00 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

I'm damn sick! BYEBYE! I don't have the strength to blog.


Sorry!

10:01:00 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy Valentine Day!


So, I didn't buy any presents for anyone. Yet, afew of them bought for me. Sorry about it! There will be presents for them for Total Defence Day instead of Valentine Day. Let's make it as a special one. They celebrate Valentine day, we celebrate Total Defence Day. xD So I haven't wrap the gifts or anything. Shall do it later on.


I spent my Valentine day with Rainer papa. -.-" Alright, I know it's kind of saddening but at least I had spent it doing some meaningful stuffs. I was planning to go shopping in the evening with my mum but we ended up sleeping till 8pm. In conclusion, I wasted my Valentine day. -.-"


Well, I didn't revise again. I felt so guilty now. Partly is because I was not feeling very well these few days. I had a very big ulcer at the side which got me into suffering state now. Please let me get well soon. =(


Stupid Shan Yuan, I will prove to you. xD


To all : I hope you guys have enjoyed your Valentine Day. :) I love all of you =D

10:49:00 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Finally, I bought the clothes for my second day of Chinese New year. Well, I'm still left with a top and a pair of shoes. However, I really have no idea what to choose for my shoes. =( Anyway, it was fun shopping with my brother's girlfriend especially at this crucial time. You won't know the kind of tenses that had been running through your whole body, telling you that " hey you haven't buy any clothes for the upcoming new year, you better grab one and go " =X I wanted to get that faded jeans but I didn't find any. Mum said the one that I wanted was too expensive and it looked like some kind of rags. -.-" Whatever~


So I have got nothing to blog anymore. Beside putting aside today for my shopping spree, I neglected my studies. Well, I really did not have time at all. New year is coming and I haven't done any stuffs. It's like, just an eye blink, my life is evolve into another kind of life. Then, when we are having our holiday mood, we have to face that loser common test. It just go up and down and up and down. Suddenly, life seems to be a rollar coaster so badly. =(


Tomorrow is another Valentine day. Oh yeah, just another day.. Sorry to those who I had turned down the date. I'm just busy =D Then after girlguide, I will proceed home to sleep. Yeah! I shall have an early sleep tomorrow. =D Those couples, please get out of Bugis areas. =D I don't want to see blue roses held by anybody or I will steal it from you xD Guys, you better don't buy blue roses for your girlfriend! Or I will start cursing them !~ No one is to owe a bouquet of blue roses except me. xD ! I got a very very pretty gift! Shall post up the photos when I have time. =D


One day of relaxation! :)

10:59:00 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

These few day, I had been feeling very uncomfortable. Guess, I had been contacting dust since yesterday that resulted me in feeling so terrible now. I haven't been touching on my books these few days till that 2 hours ago where I was trying on my homeworks but I can say that it is really so difficult till I almost fainted.


I remembered I lost my Ez-link card around 4 yrs ago, then I made a new one. We searched everywhere, high and low. However, we still couldn't find it. Just that seconds, when I was looking through my piano and packing the books aside, that damn ez-link came out. -.-"


So, alot of treasures came out when I done with my Springcleaning. However, it does not stop there only. I still have tons of boxes have not been touched for a couples of month. You know how thick the dust had been drowning my stuffs all along. My goodness. My house is even worst than that uncle's house which we had been there to do CIP.


Alright, I shall stop here and better catch some sleep before facing a long long day tomorrow. Shopping =DD It's like so finally! Oh ya, we did some titbits shopping yesterday. You know how heavy those drinks were. My goodness! Luckily, my brother was there. My dad was walking on the pathway where a guy came knocking him and stared at him. I was behind my dad then. So, I turned and said " SORRY LAHhh~ " xD ! You know I felt like laughing when I said in such a sarscatic way while the person looked at me with that kind of look. He deserved it. Luckily my dad was holding those tons of metal cans. Try knocking my dad a couples of time and I can bet that his knees will dropped. xD ! Alright, I'm evil. =X


I had gone back to my library. It's like such a long time ever since I was there. However, if I were to really count the time that I hasn't been there were just a few days. Yet, it seemed like it had happened such a long time. Sometimes, being busy can help me spend my time wisely and quickly. xD


Ziyou had introduced a couple of songs to me today! How come he always have those nice nice songs? I want an Ipod too! Nonono, I want an Ipod Nano! *Roars* Whoever owns a Ipod, I will hate you. =D



My headache is killing again. I'm getting sick soon! Please prayed hard that I won't get sick. If not, I won't be able to taste those titbits. =( I'm like a child again. I remembered that mum always banned me from eating titbits and drinking soft drinks because I had asthma. To prevent me from suffering from it, she banned everything. xD ! I only have chance to eat and drink those during chinese new year. Pathetic right? However, I was lucky that she banned it, if not I won't be able to enjoy my life now. xD ! I love mum! Mum, you rock! Aww, whatever, she won't be reading my blog anyway. =D


LOVE~

10:07:00 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Oh well~ I doubt I can go study today. My house is really in a mess. Guess, I just have to stay at home and packed everything up before we look forward to a new year. :) There were many many things I want to throw it away. This is the first time I ever want to throw things. Usually, during new year, when my mum asked me if this or that wanted to be thrown, I kept saying no. So, years after years, my house is becoming like a rubbish dump. *Roars* By next year, my house will be even cleaner. 'O' level books will be thrown once I finished the exams. xD !


I'm getting adapted to my current life. Busier and busier.. Ehh, is there this word as busier? Aww, whatever. =X So, just homeworks & studying can take up almost all of my time. Now, it's the time to set out some part of my time to mingle around already. I have been neglecting my family alot. =( After Chinese new year, I'll be back to a busy girl again. That damn manjusri put our Common Test right after my Chinese new year. So well, I doubt we will have any time to be sitting there to watch tv or just have some catching up. I have to catch up with my studies instead of my bonding. =( Aww~


All right, my piano teacher is coming down soon. Byebye~


My library =(

10:28:00 AM

Oh yeah, Moggallana managed to make this CIP trip a successful one. The house that I had went to, the uncle was extremely friendly and nice. His house was so clean and Fuzhong, Jianyong & I was trying to find some things for us to do. So, we just help out in cleaning the window pane, the floor and the toilet. xD The uncle wasn't even scared that we might do something to his house or make a mess to his house. He just went out and told us that if we wanted to leave, we can leave anytime and we need not wait for him to come back. How nice can the uncle be?


So blahhhh~ My saturday is just like that. Some kind of meaningful and yet in the same time I wasted it. I wanted to get my New year clothes but I couldn't find any. This time, I'm getting into a big big trouble. Chinese new year is coming. My room isn't packed, my clothes hasn't been bought, my titbits for my relatives were left undone. My buddha! Guess, I have to sacrifice my current week to get everything done. Terrible~ Perhaps, I might be going to library to study for my one and only last chance for this week.


I'm so so so soooooo tired. I'm always having a late night sleep everyday. Eyebags were there again. =(


I'm so scare of impermanent. Please don't let my dad or mum or brothers or my boyboy or my pets to leave. =( My dear friends are not supposed to leave either. =( I hope life is permanent. Yet, I know it isn't realistic.


*Sighs*

1:12:00 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

I had fun today. :) O level result is out. My cousin did well. I was trembling with fear when they were about to get their results. You know that kind of feeling when you are feeling so scared for your cousins. At least, she did well and I hope she will be able to get into the JC that she wanted. :)


Anyway, I met up with Liping today. :) Fun & Fun & still fun. She had given me a letter & a packet of chocolates. Thanks alot =DD She bought alot of stuffs and I bought none. =( Chinese new year is coming! *Screams!*


Guess I will be buying the one that I had seen the other day. =D



Oh ya! I just remembered! We had Amath test today! I was no longer feeling terrified over Amath tests because I'm well prepared xD ! Though, I make a careless mistake in a question and only managed to know it after the test. The last questions, I didn't manage to understand it. =X However, I hope I'll get a pass. :) Just a pass and it will make my day =D


And and, Liping & I was chatting about relationships stuffs. Both of us are going to face a lonely Valentine this year. :) However, we are still happy. :) At least, my valentine for this year isn't as bad as like last year. After a break up and then valentine came. -.-" Now, I'm happy happy! I don't care xD ! Just that Liping & I was envying those couples. =( Whatever. Couples couples, also not my problem. xD ! I'll make sure the next boyfriend will be even more sweeter than any other's one xD. Awww, putting too much hopes xD ! Never mind, I will make sure that relationship will be a more lasting one. xD Alright, I'm crapping again. Studies first~ =X


There will be CIP tomorrow. I have to wake up early and it's already 1am now. =(


Happy birthday to Liping & Ahmei Jie. xD !
I LOVES ALL OF YOU OKAY =D



Watch this first http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obMbxSTsF9Y
Then this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQrMvtchYSc

xD ! *Laughs*


I love Liping. :))

11:57:00 PM

白色的风筝


白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手

梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手

我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远



白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着

握住我的手
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由

我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间

谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远


I'm getting addicted over this song. xD Jay, you rocks. :) Loves~

12:36:00 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

I just found out that I'm such a kind girl. I actually go and wish Jashawn good luck for his result tomorrow. xD ! Awww~ I'm so nice. :) No matter how bad he treat me, I weren't want him to fail his O level. I'm sure he will be able to make it no matter what. At least, he is my one and only ex that I can actually wish him well for O level. WeiRong has already quit school. =X So, I doubt I will have chance to wish him. =( If only he comes back for school.... Well, I don't know how is he doing nowaday already. Hasn't been chatting with him ever since the last time that we chatted. xD I wished him well. :) I hoped Yeechean & Liyan are still alright. They are now working in a pub so I can't possible visit them like I used to be last time.



I miss them =(

11:07:00 PM

Rahhhhhs~


Why why why? Tests after tests! We had our Chinese test today and I'm bound to fail it. Don't ask me why. I guess my chinese standard is deproving very badly. I couldn't even finish the whole damn paper. Shit you. Better give me a pass or I'm going to swear like hell. Then, I just realised that we are having A math tests tomorrow after Mrs Lim started to stress about it. Whatever, I'm going to score well in this topic but I haven't finish preparing. I even abandon my MSN at the side. See my effort? I hope it pays off.


So, we had our hamper wrapping today. Our hamper has the least stuffs and I know the elderly will start hating us because others have more items than them. =( Well, nothing special for me to blog. So, byebye!


Oh ya, SBM's office has a very strong smell and it makes me go nausea. =( I'm feeling so sick after entering that room. However, it stills feel so nice to be like I'm at home.


So, O level result is out tomorrow. May all do well in it. :) LOVES ! My dear cousin, score well alright. :) My dear mummy do well in it ! Please let everybody do well. :) I'm going to the one sitting at the side, watching them getting their results. Mrs Lim wanted us to watch their reaction after receiving their results. Some may cry, some may scream because they are happy. =D ! Please let everyone to be happy. :)


I cut my nails today. It's all because of my finger nails that I hurt my inner nails. =( It is so painful now. Damn it~ Alright BYEBYE! Amaths test tomorrow. Please pray hard for me =D


Anyway, I'm damn disappointed in myself because I thought I can have a better result in my Physic test but it is only 15/20. I shall score full mark the next time round. xD ! A1, I'm coming. Don't you dare to get away from me xD !~


Shopping spreeeeeeeeeeee~

10:31:00 PM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Alright. I'm here to blog and I have finished blogging. =X



I might be getting that top for Chinese new year. :)


BYEBYE!~


*Screams* I can't go for SBM's Chinese New year visiting as Thinking day crashes with that day. *ROARS* Suck suck suck suck suck. Whatever.. Life has always been this way. :) *Smile*


Stupid Junhao. xD I shall hereby declared that he is so stupid that all his reaction are always stupid. xD Jowell, Junhao & me might not be able to meet each other because that Junhao will be going to Circuit road while we will be going to Marine Parade. Perhaps, we might be meeting after that? :) I love them. =D Jowell, you must meet us this saturday alright! I don't care =X


LOVES~

10:46:00 PM

So I'm here to blog and stop.


I haven't been so blur until buddha knows when that I have started being as one. Even Fuzhong started to say that I have been studying too much till I have gone so blur. Firstly, I thought that I have not passed up my homework and started to search for it. I searched for days and days, till yesterday when my teacher started to annouce who have not pass up the homework, my name wasn't being called. So, I tried to reconfirm with my teacher and found out that I have really passed it up. I can't even remember that I have passed it up. -.-"


Secondly, it was just a moment late. I closed my door slowly and the next thing that come to my mind is that, I have forgotten to bring out my keys. So, I can't do anything and just closed the gate. If only I have remembered, I won't be locked out of the house for hours till it goes nearly to 12am. Then, boyboy will have something to eat if only I have remembered to bring out my keys. The only worry for me is that boyboy has nothing to eat.


Anyway, something to rejoice about is that I have meet up with Guang Kai after 3248929801 years. He knows and I know. It's been so long that I haven't been making fun of him. You know, you won't be able to hear me stop talking when you see me being with him. He likes to boast alot so I always have ways to make him stop. xD ! That's the fun part when you know a person well. He is still the same. Nothing much has been changed except to his hair, still that punky look. So, he told me he's in Fashion Design now. I was wondering whether to believe it anot. =X


After meeting him and then his friend, they went for pool session while I went for my steamboat session. Justin & kiwi is still the same too ! It's like the time when we are at Raffles place where we have so many things to crap about, just anything under the sun. :) The food there is nice but nothing to be excited about. The important part is that we finally have some time to gather. I know they will definitely miss my existence. xD ! They said that after we have left, Raffles place became so lonely. xD Seriously, I miss being at Raffles place but I know the people there will definitely hate me. :) Never mind, the next time when I'm there, I'll be the one working there and earning 5k & above. Then I can go straight to Cherry if she happens to be there and I'll start telling them off. Don't provoke me, once provoked you will die. xD Oh no! Chinese new year is coming and I'm still saying about dying? All right, I change the word. Don't provoke me, once provoked you will suffer. :) Isn' that much better? =X


Amanda accompanied me despite a very last minute meet out. Luckily, I still have her. If not, I'll be the one and only soul hanging around in Bugis. Another lucky thing is that I'm living in Bugis! If I were living in some deserted place, I will definitely curse like nobody business. At least, I'm able to go and shop for my new year clothes. However, I still have not eye on anything at all. =X This year, I will be very casual in my dressing for the new year. I don't really have time to go for some shopping or what so ever. That's sad. =(


So, I have not touched on any homeworks yet. Forget it. It's already 1am now. I can't possibly spend any more time if I want to be energetic tomorrow. It's a very long day tomorrow a very very long long day. Tiring~ At least, school is getting fun. :) As you look around you, you will find out that many people are nice. :) Hwee Hian had been very nice to wake me up whenever I fell asleep. :) Thanks thanks! It is nice to have good classmates. :) Nicholas is always the person to disturb teacher and it will cheer us up after some stressful lesson.


Seriously, I hate mosquitos. This time round, they had given me a bite and then it started to sore. I have to take up a needle to leer the water out and it's so troublesome. =X Mosquito, mosquito. How many times must I tell you to leave me alone? I don't want to kill you doesn't meant that you can hurt me. *Roars*


Somebody has started to play the Chinese new year's song so loudly that I can even hear it in my room. That's so cool! Chinese new year is coming! Have you guys prepared everything? You know, I haven't start packing my room, I haven't start buying my new year clothes and I haven't start buying any titbits for my relative. That's so cool! Suddenly, buying things had became a hindrance. =( *Roars*


I'm so damn blur. =(

Please do not let such things to happen anymore!

12:44:00 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007

I want to congratulate myself. No, not that I won prize. No, not that I had a boyfriend. No, not that the school is burned down. No, not that I had good grades. I haven't even had my exams. =X So, it's still a no no no no no ! You won't want to know but I just want to say. xP


Today is my 1st anniversary of Singlehood.


Yeah! Congratulate me alright. Jashawn ! I guess you won't have any chances to celebrate this kind of event. xD ! Who tell you to be so flirt ? =X Play girls somemore, play somemore.... You better get your karma one day. Hey, I'm not cursing you. It will just happen. xD I hope you come back to my side. You know why ? Because, I will like to try kicking your arse a 100 mile so that you will be left in a deserted place and not hurt any girls. For goodness sake. I'm evil, I'm evil. Who cares. You are more evil than me. =D Continue living with that principle. It will defintely benefit you. =D

11:34:00 PM

School was alright again. I have nothing to comment about school. I just remembered to thank Nicholas for his jacket when were at PAC where all of us were being froze. You won't want to go into that room unless you were being forced to. Nicholas was so good to lend me his jacket despite that everyone was cold. :) Thanks thanks thanks!


Just found out that I have never been talking to Ziyou when we were in Secondary 3 even though we were in the same class. Today will be the day that we chatted the most right? He is sitting behind me and we hardly chat. Yet, he introduced alot of the nice songs in his Ipod and I'm starting to envy his Ipod. He has loads of movies and MTV inside that small little Ipod. =( I want one! *Roars*


So I went to SBM to study after school. We had Maggie Mee & Cambell soup for dinner. :) We even have to go to the extend to hide the food so that no one will eat it. XD ! All right, I know that sound retarded but we are only playing safe. :)



Things can be as crystal clear as it is. It is whether the people could see it anot. My dear friends, open your eyes and look at it. You will eventually have an answer to your question. Leave when you have to. Some stuffs are just for general and not exactly to the person you think it is referring to. Sometime, don't be over-confident with your mindset. You might be wrong. :) Think before you act. =D

When you are held in darkness, look for brightness. They will be there. Friends are there. Just remember to get up as quickly as like how you fell. At times, you will stumble and fall but do not grumble. Get up yourself and you will know how beautiful the world will be. We all will meet with obstacles but it is us who determined how we looked upon that obstacle. To me, I will smile and take it and then leave it. I will not bring it with me. Afterall, that's life. :)


Meant your words.


P.S: I want to change my blog song again! :) I'm in love with English songs! Perhaps, techno too!





I did some poem during my Chinese lesson. It was just in the mist of my craziness, I came up with it.


读书好，读书妙，读书读书读到 Siao

You better agree with me. :) Yeah!

10:48:00 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

I managed to return to my dearest library today! It seems like it's been years since I've been there. Anyway, it was very packed again! I didn't manage to revise stuffs but at least I managed to finish 6 to 7 homeworks there. The chinese comprehension took alot of my time just to answer those questions. The passage needs loads of analysis skills and that's the reason why it took me so much time.


I just realised it's Monday tomorrow. You know when you tends to spend too much of your weekdays in camp, you will think that those were weekends and then you will be on the holiday mood again. =X I hope this week will be passing quickly too! Chinese new year is coming! I can't wait to rest my mind. However, I cannot be resting for those 3 days because Common test is right after the Chinese new year. How "nice" can the school be?


After that camp, I have totally forgotten what teachers had told us. I was trying to recall whether is there any test coming up but to no avail. I hope buddha bless me. These few days, I have been forgetting alot of stuffs. Hopefully, I won't forget to do my homeworks. :)


A long week ahead. I hope to get my pay by this week so as to get my new year clothes. :) I don't want to spend mum's money. =( If I managed to get my full amount of my pay, I'll definitely treat my whole family some dine out. :)


I had been forgotten to blog about this. That christmas night, Anghwee was about to leave. So, he asked me to dedicate a song and play it for him. I did. The song that I had dedicated was - "Canon In D". Whenever I started playing this song, I'll think of Anghwee and SBM members. I did not done a good job that day. Perhaps, some day, I will play it for Anghwee again. :)


Oh ya, today I went to library to study but we were there till 7 plus as SOMEBODY wants to have dinner. He's like pig like that can. =X I shall not disclose his name. At least when he saw my blog, he can't scold me for blogging about him because I didn't stated his name down. Unless he want to admit that it is him who is pig. :)


Yay! I'm still wanling. wanling is still me. :) I love her. She loves me. We are one big family. Alright, I'm crapping again. =X Afew people has been telling me that I've changed. Well, I'm trying to be like who I am last time. Yay! Fuzhong said that I've been studying too much till I looked so blur. LOLS ! I'm not alright! I AM NOT! Then Junhao said tat I looked as if I've been possessed by "something". I'm not alright!! I'm NOT ! I am still who I am now! YEAH! I"m still the happy me. Yeah! Just don't come spoiling my mood, if not I'll make sure I will give u double of it. Yeah! That's me! Take it or leave it. :) You make me happy, I make you more happy. :) Love me or hate me. I will rather to have people hate me for who I am than having people to love me for who I am not. :) LOVES! I LOVE ME!


Happy-go-lucking. xD

10:35:00 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Things are so different now. Believe it anot, my guts feeling were true. I knew from last year that things will be very different this year and it came true. Everything has to start from all the commitments. Hectic year for all my 'O' & 'N' level friends. Let us all work hard towards a common goal. :)


I was alittle affected over the attendant list not being done properly. I tried to do it last Sunday and I expected them to give me an answer by Tuesday but many did not reply my message at all. So, I was the one who get the scolding again. I did sms Kaiyi to tell her that I could not get it done by today but still .... Well, never mind. Seriously, I was really very affected. Especially at this time of the time when they did not cooperate with me. Then, I didn't pass it to anyone to do it. Zhenyu was bugging Victor about the list but Victor did not tell me. If not, I'll have tell Zhenyu to bug me instead of him. Victor is going to have his exams, Hangqi & I were having camp. I can't possible pass it to any one of them. I will always return home very late at night and then I'll get very tired. At that hour, I can't possible call anyone of them. Well, everything that is listed here were just some ranting. I'm alright now. I was just feeling very sad that Ryan looked so stress up and I did not do a proper job. Seriously, all these hurt me. *Sighs*


After SBM, we went to Bedok to have our dinner. A cheap and recommendable place to go. The food was fabulous. Try it and you will know it. We were talking about Polytechnic and JC when we were back at LiangJian's van. I'll still be reaching out for Meridian JC. If I really cannot get into any of them, I shall go to Polytechnic. :) However, I want to get into Meridian JC!! The reason is, the uniform is nice. :)


Then, LiangJian sent all of us to Bugis. YAY! Thanks thanks thanks!!! So, we hang out for awhile at the Mos burger. We were saying alot about the past happening. Being with SBM people are always so fun especially those few. :) Lindy was asking about Valentine day. Well, just another day! Yay! All have been unsuccessful in dating me out. XD ! I only started realising that Valentine day was a Wednesday which means I'm going to spend it with my girls. Not my Esther & Waiyik but with my guides. :) It is still alright. I still have them all. :) I was expecting of going home to sleep but I can't anymore. =(


It was fun speaking about our camps. Just an eye blink, I have been with them for 2 years already. From a Sariputtian to a Moggallanian. :) I'm still very proud of my house. I used to be well taken care of by Zeming then Zhenfeng and now VictorTeo. :) I hope SBM will still stand strong and unite. No one will want to walk in Potong Pasir area and can only think about the happy times when we were at SBM. We want to learn dharma and share the happy times together every week and not by thinking. :)


Communitiy Involvement Programme next week. It is going to be a meaningful one. I hope the elderly loves us. :) Somehow, I still feel very sad because I didn't have time to visit my grandma & grandpa. *Sighs* Time for some visiting soon. Priorities to be set correctly. :)


Library tomorrow! I can't wait for time to fly! However, there is piano lesson tomorrow. Oh my~ =( I can't remember when was the last time that I actually practised my piano. =X I promised to do well for my Grade 8! :) Then, I'll be able to proceed up to Diploma level. YAY! Loves!



Back to my usual routine again.

11:05:00 PM

Well, yesterday was great. We had fun listening to Ernest. We cried over his childhood. We get scolded for not listening to him. Ernest was great! He kept stressing that "95% of the people do not want to succeed". Then the next one he will stress is the "actions have consequences". He wanted to prove to us that actions have consequences, so he went to give out money. I was not one of the people who run out to get it. So, he still told us that actions have consequences. If you go out to snatch it, you will get the money. If you don't, you can just sit there and watch. Then, someone say that why he didn't want to go up to take is because he don't want to be greedy and Ernest scolded him. He told him that if it's the result and won't he want to get all the A's. It's all the same principle.


Everything is in our mind. We just have to tell ourselves that we can do it. Then, we will definitely do it. They proved it to us, they showed it to us. They even have done the steel rock on Alwin. I mean, everything is so miraclous. You won't want to believe it but it actually happened. I used to know that everything has been done by our mind but I wasn't being proven to it. It was just being said and they just told me that. Yet now, I truly believe that everything starts with the mind. The mind will make the trick.


They wanted us to write down our goals and I wrote 5 A's. Well, I don't care. I must get it means I must get it. =X Somehow, these 3 days had really motivated us alot. Though I stated that the first day was terrible. The time seems to be passing slowly. Yet, when the second day starts, we cried about the stuffs and time was just gone. Yesterday, he told us about his childhood. How terrible it is. How he was being look down upon. Teachers look down on him. Friends laughed at him. His father was terrible but he loves them. It is just that he didn't show it. That night when he was about to die, he wrote a letter to all his 12 children. Ernest's one about his toys stuff. He wanted toys and asked his dad why did other children have it and he didn't have. At the time when his father was about to die, he still remember all these small little things. Yet, they left this old man to die alone. His father have children & wife but when he died that time, he was accompanied by cockroaches and bugs. Initially, Ernest didn't cry when his father died. He cried after the cremate. He asked himself why did he just realise everything after the cremate.


It is through life experience that we gained knowledge. Now, we had an opportunity to learn from other people's experience. Not everyone shared about their experience. So, we must learn from it. Learn how to be a better person. Learn to know how to treasure the people around you.


It was yesterday that we truly learn to treasure the people around us. I tried to talk to the people whom I used to have conflicts with and who were my close friends last time. What past had past. We all had changed. Why should we walk past one another and act as if we didn't. I promised to love everyone. I know I'll be trying to maintain all the relationship we had. At least when they passed on, I can cry and tell myself that I had treasured them. I don't want to cry and tell myself that why did I didn't realise everything until the day when they had died.


No point telling others to treasure the people around you. It will be told and be forgotten. This happened to me because I was always being told by others that we must treasure the people around us. However, this time round, I knew what will happened and I have realised everything. Life is impermanent. Treasure it & live up to it. :)


Time to go SBM to study. :) Back to my usual routine & hectic schedules. However, I'll make sure I've some time with my friends. :)



Love the people around you.

8:52:00 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

I'm going to sleep! I haven't even have the chance to blog and my brother is back. All right!


I'm missing the camp~ =( This is the second time that I found camp rocks! When you are able to meet up with great and humourous people, you will know what I mean. I will defintely join their Super-Teen organisation. However, I hope their timing do not crash with my SBM. :) There were so many excellent stuffs ahead, I'll definitely sneize every chance to go for it. No more regrets. :)



My brother is demanding for my PC again. Crap~ *cries* Never mind, I'll still love him. :)


I love my family. :)


I shall blog more about what happened in the camp today! I cried again. =( The tears were still worthwhile. :)

11:51:00 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Been spending very very little time on my chatting. Guess I have lost a number of my friends after I seldom get in touch with the internet ever since I started going to library. Friends come and go. So what I can do now is to smile and thank them for walking into my life. :) However, I know they don't read my blog but I still want to thank them alot. Perhaps, I should put aside some time for my friends. :) I'm sorry if I've been neglecting you guys. If there is anything happened to my dear friends, call or sms me. My line is always open for 24 hours. :)


I was almost froze to death by the low temperature in PAC. I can't understand why must they adjust the temperature till it freezes. I brought 2 jackets and it is still not enough! I borrowed Rainer's jacket and it's still not enough. Can you imagine how cold it is? The weather was extremely cold, wind are gushing towards me and I can't do anything except to shiver. Yet, they said that we can study well in 19 degree celcius so I guess it is the reason why the temperature was so cold. However, I don' remember that temperature can be so damn cold.


Anyway, there was one part that Ernest spoke about our family. I cried and cried. Tears seem to be like a tap and it just goes streaming down my cheeks. It does not only apply to me but to most of the people in that room. I shall not say anything about the events that had taken place because we had promised to keep everything in that room. :) Parents are our life because they had given us our life. Now I understand all parents love their children alot no matter how crap their children can be. It is their treasure from the marriage. We were supposed to be our parents' dream but we turned it into a nightmare. I don't want that to happen. So, I'll try to be as good as I can. :) Afterall, I do love them.


I promised to turn my world around. I cannot let my dreams down. We had only one life afterall. We must do good in this life, we must succeed in this life. I'll try to be perfect in every perspective. However, we all know no one is perfect so I will just have to be a perfectionist. I'll still do my best to get what I want. No regrets are going to involve in my life. I will take control of my life. :) I was pondering all about life. You know, we all started from baby. Then, we entered schools to study. After getting that certificate, we will be entering the career chapter. We tried to do our best to let our parents lead a good life. Impermanence. We all know about this. In between these years, we entered our relationship time, the marriage & everything. We will see the children grow up and then we will eventually die. Then, the next cycle start all over again. Life after life. We have to experience the pains of a loved one leaving our life.


At least, we were blessed by everything we had right now. I had my parents, my brothers with me. My parents love me alot and I know it too. It is just that, I'll become very repulsive at times. Mum said that it is this age that we will turn this way but we will grow maturely in our thinking after we experience what life is. Life life life life! It's all about life! The purpose of our life and how we want to live it. Mum was the one who always there to agreed with whatever I want. I used to compare my friends' mum and my mum. I will always start telling her how wonderful others' mum were. Yet, little did I know that my mum was more wonderful than other.


I remembered when I were very young, I yearn for dolls. Initially, she said that I will grow up one day and I won't need all those anymore. Being a very stubborn child, I cried and yelled for it. Then, mum can no longer take it and so she brought me to buy it. You can try asking where are all my dolls, I'll tell you that I don't know. It is true that when you reach a certain age that you won't be bothered about toys anymore. Whenever I think back, I'll start to get remorse about it. I shouldn't have spend money on unneccessary stuffs. After having the part time job during my holidays, I knew how hard money are earned.


From all this, I learnt to love everyone around me. I'm back to who I am used to be. :) Finally, I started to play around today! It feels so good to be playing around again. If not, I had been sitting on my seat and I was so unrelautantly to move. Yet, I played with the instructors and I found them cute. To be specific, I was playing with my friends but they came in to join me. -.-" I was doing retarded stuffs and Ernest joined me. XD ! How cute can they be? VERY CUTE ! XD



It's the last day of the camp tomorrow! It feels so different to be back to school life. My life is going to be more and more hectic. Chunks of stuffs are going to stack up again. Tests & tests are coming. Teachers will be there to stress about 'O' level again. I hope I will get some time to destress myself. :) Junhao had promised to help me destress if I'm stress. :) Having friends are great! They can cause an impact to your life alot. :)


I shall end here! There's homework for the camp stuffs. -.-" It is going to be another late night again. *Sighs*


Why do time flies so quickly? It's already the 1st of February. Yet, I thought it was still in the first month. Busy life can let time fly so quickly! I hope it is a good thing to be busy. :)


时间是不会为任何人停留的。

10:54:00 PM

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Siah Hwan Ling
Formerly known as Siah Wan Ling
Sweet 18
13th April 91
Friendster

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Cravings;

Great boyfriend
Driving License
Diploma in Piano
Iphone 3GS 16GB
Blingbling Iphone Cover
Philip Epilator 3 different caps Cotton On Flowery Dress
Cotton On White Tanktop
Cotton On Blue Stripe Dress
Cotton On Highwaist skirt
Nerdy len-less spectacle
Diana Lomo Special Edition Pink Camera
A weight of 40kg
Zara White/Black Spaggetti
Join a Dance course
减肥减肥!!
FBT orange/Silver/Pink shorts
SugarLink Dress
Nintendo DS Lite Red
Rebonding



Plans;

New Blogskin
Paint my room
Pack my room
Pack my wardrobe
Get a wardrobe


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