Tuesday, January 31, 2006
cuz ii open door duno marhx den he just suddenly xia mii, dorts sia him, den after tat kap fone liao den go iin his room loo, den just SLP loo, okay SLP OKAY, bth some pplx one lehx, always tink dao so farrrr derhx loo. diao!! den duno larhx counted quarrel?? den we bo chup each other LOLS !!! he slp his ii slp mine, ii noe is my fault larhx LOLS !! so after awhile ii slp gou lerhx den ii say sorry to him, den he bo chup mi LOLS !!! but ii say sorry say dao halfway slp lerhx LOLS cuz he hugging a pillow marhx, den ii lie on his pillow marhx LOLS den gang gang hao slp lo LOLS !! den after awhile his sms chao xing the two of us, den ii jiu say sorry to him loo, den he jiu nod abit, den ii jiu sorry larhx!! den he jiu nod more LOLS, den ii jiu waliao den zuo mo dun care mii LOLS !! den he jiu say he slping how to care mi. LOLS den hai mii say sorry for no use =.="
den after awhile, he wake up go bathe bahx ii tink, den ii jiu gong gong derhx wake up den also gong gong, LOLS den saw his cert all those LOLS !! he is so pro in studying larhx LOLS !! ii'm proud okay. LOLS den after tat go out watch tv loo, den ii watch watch watch dao head on the cushion lerhx, SUPER SOFT LARHX, very nice to lie LOLS ! den he suddenly ask mii wan go bedroom slp marhx, but ii say dun wan, LOLS den he take away the cushion den let mii slp LOLS, den ii like hugging a teddy bear to slp like tat LOLS !!
ii was super tired larhx, duno wat happened also, ii just noe ii very seh seh, den very gong very slpy LOLS ! duno gort quarrel anot, cuz ii really duno, ii very slpy jiu dui liao LOLS den wake up ii gong gong get bag den go out ii tink LOLS !! den ii duno lehx, den we walk walk den he suddenly walk back den go up get orange LOLS!! den after awhile we go liao loo, but he walk so fast lo waliao keep leave mi behind, wat a good bf is he. ii duno wat ii do wrong or where ii go wrong loo seriously.
den we reach lrt tat time, my train come liao, also nv tok much and nv hug or anything, ii jiu go iin liao. ii duno wat he tinking larhx seriously. suan laio larhx, den take train to simei papa house loo, den bai nian those den stay at his room loo, den ii slp loo. super tired larhx, uu can't blame mii larhx LOLS !! den slp slp slp den kana scold to go play ban luk LOLS! ii duno why gort pplx force pplx gamble dehrx lehx, but ii dint' play larhx, cuz ii super gong den ii see awhile den ii jiu go liao, den papa pei mii go see my real papa, LOLS den go home tat time, super chao larhx him ii really dun like with him larhx.
den after reach home come online loo, now doing nothing liao loo. haiZz ii'm tinking alot larhx =((
okay so ii'm ending here liao,
dun wanna write xia qu
cuz ii really tink alot lerhx =((
ii bu ke yi shii qu my dardar derhx okay
ii duno wat he tinking seroiusly
feel so nice hugging him
but when once we leave each other
ii felt so empty
haiZz
9:51:00 PM
8:17:00 AM
Monday, January 30, 2006
DA NIAN CHU YI =DD
woke up and went to bathe and all and went out to my fifth uncle house, we were the first to reach okay, brought our boyboy along with us and he's super happy, have been luffing throughout the whole journey on the car. we went to the dua bei gong the temple and pray and went to my fifth uncle house loo.
went there did nothing but keep slping and taking foto, when ii reach there eat and wait for my relative and just slept on the sofa, but is just ii sit on the floor and the head lie on the sofa. den after awhile went to my ah ma room to slp, den after awhile wake up and all loo, den gong gong go out tat time, stupid kor kor jiu grab mii be his model DORTS!!!
keep taking foto and foto and still foto and still foto, foto and foto and still foto LOLS !!!! buaytahan him arhx, take dao my smile dou went fake liao LLOLS !! but ii'm super honoured because ii have a real shuai derhx cousin LOLS !!!! his foto look okay but his ben ren damn shuai okay LOLS !!!
den tat time ii keep tok to him marhx, cuz very long nv see him liao, when ii'm super young tat time ii always admired him one okay LOLS !!! den now so long no see so keep tok loo, den my forth auntie di-siao say wat he attached liao, and uu also attached liao LOLS ii was like OMG when did i say ii attached derhx, den blablabla, she say my papa say one, ii'm sure it's tat incidents again. SUAN LIAO!!!
den after tat we just keep take foto and foto loo, den awhile my papa chao chao chao say wan go liao, in d end throw us at my maternal side there den went off, wat the heaven is tis sia. make us piss off on the new year, den we went up den ii slept there ONCE AGAIN!! ii'm just so tired, ii duno why lehx, just so so so tiredd, den after tat eat maggie mee, nice nice =DD den we around 9pm like tat went home loo, den reach home ii wanted the pc but kor kor wanted to make the foto, so ii decided go rest awhile and requested him to wake mi up when he's done, but i just slept all the way to the morning LOLS !!
DA NIAN CHU ER =DD
so woke up and went to mac to eat breakfast with my dad and mum and went to mit up with my aunt and bought food for my kors and went up to give them, reach home and ii just slept again LOLS !!! ii told uu ii'm super tired can LOLS !!! so in d end just slp and slp and woke up awhile to chat with my aunt and all because they came up to our house, so after they left, ii slept ONCE AGAIN!! woke up when ii had a dreams ( it's real life) LOLS when my korr was toking to his brother chunchong tat time, he tok too loud and it became one of my dream LOLS !!! ii just woke up and use the pc and went to bathe and went out to my first uncle house.
we was in a super rush can, reach there and eat the steamboat and ii have a terrible stomach upset, so was sitting in the karoake room listening to my mp3 and smsing my dar, den after awhile my papa came iin siao siao, den ask us to faster go my sixth uncle house, den ii was like screaming at him, he's super siao can, my uncle have to rush to toapayoh before getting to his house and are we going in such a hurry time when he just left for around 5 mins? what the heaven is tis? was like super piss off larhx, den just keep quarrelled with my papa loo, it's like there's no use telling him, he's just another super childish person who always tot tat his way is right, no one can tel him wat's the correct way not even his mother okay.
den ii just slept on the car and wake up when ii arrived in a place where ii can't rmb where it is, ii actually forgotten tat my uncle had moved house LOLS !! so went there and waited for them and finally they reach, went iin to rest and watch the movie loo, changed loads of movie and ii was like watching loads of movie tat went halfway LOLS and finally we came to chucky childplay 4, the most recent one tat is NC16. okay larhx there's not alot sexual scene though LOLS !!! just the first part when they show a top naked woman bathing and kana the chucky disiao and died.
so tat's all for the NC16 part LOLS !!! this show wasn't a nice show larhx, all the thing look so fake and all, can't understand why the show went lousy and lousy and lousy, but oh ya they have NEW BABY =DD and he have grow up =DD but his look super ugly larhx =x not only ii say tis okay, all my relative say he look ugly, anywhere ii just love the girl doll ( stefanie) alot larhx LOLS !! she look nice and she's the most nicer between chucky and her.
so after the show they played BUNNY LOLS !! and all the kids was like stay put on the sofa without moving around at all, we just say tat bunny is their idol and all LOLS !! tat purple FREAK LOLS =x but actually they just stay put for around 10 mins and they started running around LOLS !! haiZz, tat's just how kids behave larhx, if they really stay put for so long it's really not their instincts LOLS !!!
so regina auntie called for pizza and we happily munching while ii'm painly munching because my stomach SUCKS big time just now. so after awhile ii just sat there without moving when qiqi ( my FIRST Nephew ) came and sit there, every of his actions is just way too cute larhx, ii'm so envious of huimin jie having such a CUTE SON !!! alot children is let mii feel abit fan larhx sometimes, but as for him right, ii just find him SO CUTE LARHX!!! he just let mii have the CHILDREN LOVE again like the time when ii'm working LOLS !! ii just loves KIDS SO MUCH!!! they rawwks and especially their innocent look is SO CUTE LARHX!!!
so after staying there dao around 10++, we just went home loo, now reach home liao ii play pc den awhile ii saw FIREWORK, woohoo they say from CHU yi to CHU shiiWU will have firework everyday, woohoo ii'm so lucky to stay here, wahahaha =DD
so planning for tml is morning wake up go bathe and faster hurried go find dar loo, den pei him till around 2++ den he go his friends' party while ii go my bai nian LOLS !!! ii'm going bai nian with friends =DD as usual larhx last time pri also ii gather pplx go bainian LOLS, now also muz larhx, but tis year ii no mood so din't gather anyone, but then yet papa asked us to go his house LOLS ! so after tat i'm going other pplx house, and other and other, =DD ii hope it's funnn, after all going bai nian with friends is better than going bai nian with my papa =x
so tml post ii tml den write larhx okay, so here's come all the pic liao =DD
HAPPY LOOKING =DD
ii dun like tis pic, ii really dont =.="
my second nephew chunchun =D
mi&chunchun
ii hug chunchun
ahma&chunchun
QIQI!!!! (MY FIRST NEPHEW)
QIQI cute marhx =DD
all the snacks provided LOLS
boyboy wear the pooh shirt, red derhx =DD
first aunt & mama
W&B (woodlands&bugis)
ii prefer tis LOLS !!
cousin&korr ( iiTOOKtisPIC)
my sixth uncle whole family =D
ha0 cousin =DD
ha0 didi&korkor =DD
cousin rawks =DD
d other cousin not here =((
so ii'm not the oldest okay LOLS
kor&mei =D
korkor&mii&papa
papa act the yuyang foto LOLS
my kor kor =D
ii act cute larhx LOLS
i'm HONOURED, shuai ge cousin =D
LUNCH =DD
COUSIN RAWKS ON =D
maternal aunt&mii =D
ahma&mii&cousin =D
ahgong&ahma&mii&cousin =D
ahgong&ahma&mi&cousin
uncle&mii&aunt&cousin
uncle&mii&aunt&cousin&ahgong&ahma
Mii =DD
more closer =D
kor say it give him some feel of wat he want =.="
he wanted to take =.="
aunt&mii&cousin
same =DD
mii&jun ge =DD
kor say tis is wat the feel he wanted =.="
mii and AUNT =DDD
ii was kana forced to clip hair like tis =.="
ohya tat time take pic with my shuaige cousin tat time, ii'm too short larhx, den my aunty so cute go grab a telephone book and stack high high for mii to stand LOLS !!! in d end ii stand lerhx still nid tiptoe den my cousin jiu so nice, become shorter for mii LOLS !!!
okay ENDDDEDD =DD
10:24:00 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
den after tat we went home den ii come home jiu zhi jie lie on the bed liao, and our traditional is stay till the morning, the nite is still young LOLS =x yet ii just lie on it and go find zhou gong watch firework liao LOLS !!! he's super nice larhx LOLS still letting mii come back from the firework and check my hp and all LOLS !!! cuz ii just suddenly wake up and see hp, and ii receive a number of it. =DD thanks for rmbing mii okay =DD!! sorry arhx lost ur all derhx numbers. den after tat ytd ii also send to afew only =DD if uu all are the few horr congrats worx =x cuz ii only have all tis number only. DUI BU QI!!!
den after tat ii jiu go find zhou gong again, den after duno wat time ii wake up again, and go find him again and now wake up go play pc, now papa mama getting ready liao, ii dun haf bathroom so bobian ii here write bloggie first =DD okay end here liao ii go get ready lerhx =DD
ii LOVES dardar =DD
ii wan uu to be mine forever =DD
9:18:00 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
den watch movie tat time the show super touching larhx, oh ya did ii mention =x ii watched ii not stupid tooo~ hmm the show super touching larhx, but then after awhile will make uu luff those loo, den ii watch tat time, he hug mii marhx, den ii jiu tink alot larhx, duno larhx, tink dao super sad, den cryy loo but just tears drop larhx, not those super exggerating those cry so loud those larhx LOLS !! den after awhile touching part those, so cry also nvm, den ii hug zhu him cry LOLS.
tink he noe bahx, cuz my tears keep flow larhx LOLS !!! den ii tink make dao his shoulder wet or rather neck wet bahx. duno lehx, ii just noe ii keep cry den tears keep fall den keep drip on him if not roll down my face. ii'm SUPER SAD LARHX, with him ii'm actually quite happy lehx but then tink dao so much i'm sad again. haiZz. ii keep like dun feel like knowing all the things he do to mii larhx, maybe ii'm running away from it. ii duno larhx seriously. haiZz ii'm sad ii'm sad ii'm sad larhx!!! stupidd uu larhx, making mii sad for so long.
anywhere the show is super good *thumps up* he just suddenly tell mii we watch ii not stupid okay, den ii jiu okay, na li zhi dao tis show quite nice lehx, ii recommend this show okay =DD !!! free derhx hua muz go watch, kinda meaningful though =DD
den after the show peii-ed him to kinokuniya and he bought his mag loo, den after tat ii went home while he went to his ah ma house. kinda miss him though although we just leave each other afew hours only. haiZz iif we stay near each other, we can everyday see uu noe, no nid miss here miss there, miss dao ii wan cry jiu you =(( haiZz!! ii just miss him so much larhx!!! also duno when will mit him again. haiZz
okay larhx end here liao =DD
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL OF UU =DD
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! PULL UR EAR OKAY =DD
ii just wanna hold uu till the endd =DD
7:03:00 PM
maybe like wat shanyuan say, cuz everytime i listen to other, den kana influence den jiu make dao ownself so sad. but bobian marhx, ii'm the type dat duno how to see one marhx, if ii noe how to see, ii wuldn't have been played and if it's isn't true, there's no one wuld be saying. haiZz just simply culdn't trust any any one words. tat's why the message is true larhx, ii'm lack of trust. even if one tell mii he loves mi or watever, ii will just take tat he's joking with mii. wahahaha, too bad ii'm just duno how to trust pplx or rather ii duno who to trust.
okay so later ii'm miting him, ii hope nothing happened thru out, ii'm afraid tat ii wuld say some nasty things or something like tat. shld ii ask him abt the doubts tat ii have? or shld ii just let all things behind and just be with him todae and let the next few day letting myself down there tinking so much.
haiZz
new year arhx new yearr
pls grant mii my wish larhx LOLS =x
ii'm lame okay~
ii'm sadd also LOLS!!
*flys*
ii go pack my stuffs lerhx,
cuz iif dun pack den surely ii very sian of go out one LOLS =x
LOVES uu my BLOGGIE LOADS =DD
and i loves uu too =D
10:46:00 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006
so ii din't really have a good time with these few days though, ii duno why, maybe because of the messages tat ii rmb tat ii receive tat day in the counsellor room. ii'm lack of trust iin everyone around mii and myself. there's alot of things seriously ii can't trust. ii'm sad okay. seriously honestly. its only when ii come to blog ii can be honest to it, but when pplx ask abt it, ii duno why and where's the point for mii to lie, ii just lie it.
okay, so todae was having our new year celebration, and ii got a jing from it, because we played a game and we are having a few words and whoever has it can go up to the stage and get a real hong bao. and when i gort the word i just tell nicholas " long ma jing sheng " wahahhaa =x den in d end when in the celebration, the 2nd cheng yu jiu is " long ma jing sheng " and i gort a hong bao from them, and inside has 4 bucks. liangeng and esther said tat ii'm hengx, and ii'm lucky nowaday, because ii have a stead, ii have everything ii wanted. maybe bahx, but ii'm losing everything too.
ii can't understand wat's the point he lie to mii, the way he treat mii as if ii'm aren't impt too, maybe like wat's friends say, he isn't a good guy and he isn't worth for. ii duno who shld ii trust and who ii shldn't trust, after sch went out with liang eng and after tat went to mit papa&kor, den wwent home put bag den went out again and saw randall, marmie and friends, in d end we chit chat there. after tat papa they all leave liao den ii joined randall and michelle. den we go be boliao boliao around loo. ii knew a new place =DD!! look nice larhx the clothes, but haiZz ii'm sorry ii have no mood to go shopping.
den after tat went back tat time go find marmie den awhile ii leave liao, go home and pack up afew stuffs, and now ii use the pc to write blog loo. i'm sad okay seriously. maybe because ii just miss him too much or maybe because it's the facts of everything. ii duno and i seriously ii duno. seriously ii can lose my hp, lose my tis and tat, lose my interest in tis and tat, but ii can't lose him jiu dui lerhx. ii duno larhx, ii seriously duno wat ii'm tinking and all larhx.
ii just loves him alot, dun ask mii why, dun ask mii the reason, ii duno seriously. at least ii noe he doesn't have to doubt my love, but ii have to doubt his. too bad for mii because the way he treat mi, ii feel no importance inside him, felt like ii'm not the one and he wants to change though. anywhere it make no different for him larhx horr, because afterall he's super experience iin relationship, and ii bet it's always him who dumped the girlx. well, ii might just be another girlx bahx, but seriously ii dun wish to, and ii dun want to. if he let go, den ii just have to go with it, ii duno whether ii will stop him, just dun ask mii abt any question, because ii'm iin doubt of alot of things, and at tis time of the month it's not the right time to ask him abt his past. it's new year cum'on, new things shld be here, but too bad ii just wan him bahx.
too bad for everything and everything tat happened larhx. ii just wanna find times to tok to him but then we're always busy, and hardly we can mit up, and even if we have time, uu can't expect us to always stick together, tat won't go anywhere. ii just wan a guy who ii can trust in without doubting anything, and a guy who can be honest to mi, and a guy who wuld not play with my feeling. seriously ii do nid him to care for mii at all times, ii noe ii'm demanding but at least not mii going finding him and asking him how's he doing. no more iin he smsing mii asking mii how ii'm doing and all. ii'm just not importance enuff for him to rmb things. haiZz never mind bahx, maybe all tis tinking because ii having pms or just because it's my sense tat tell mii tat.
ii dun wanna be the FOOL who uu have been playin ON!!!
ii'm not the type of girlx who PLAY with uu, ii am NOT!!
ii can be super serious in relationship,
when ii accept uu, ii'm sure tat ii'm serious with it derhx.
ii'm not tat type of girlx, who accept liao still aiya play play can liao
ii'm just NOT tat TYPE!! iif uu like those type, den as uu wish
just leave mii where ii shld be, uu shldn't have even come find mii
ii HATE uu, but it's just a stupid thing to say
because ii really LOVES uu alot.
there's no use saying so much anymore
because ii really have no turning back,
ii tried but ii failed
ii know tat papa and mummy and daddy gotta say ii'm silly
but when uu walk tat path, uu won't have another turn anymore
uu jsut won't have it, trust mii
and please dun tell mii uu loves mii when uu noe urself inside
tat uu're not, and uu just say for the sake of saying
it doesn't help it, ii rather uu wuldn't have say it at all
ii'm losing uu yes ii am, ii have tat feeling already
ii dun care watever happened
ii will just love uu till the day uu don't anymore
because seriously ii just can't lose uu larhx.
ii'm hurt seriously, it's too pain for it
5:55:00 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
only a few person noe abt the new numberr
haiZz, todae arhx, was damn unlucky larhx. ii din't realise ii lost my fone, and when ii wanted to check whether ii did put silent and ii found out it's gone, try to call but the person kap, have no choice but to terminate it. it's kor kor fone lai derhx. ii'm guilty seriously.
so whole day ii din't have any mood to study, chemistry lesson ii slept, and ii must thanks to nicholas, he lend mii his notes to copy and wake mii up when gort impt thing. last time still abit dislike him but now find him quite nice larhx. den hmm, physic ii din't really listen much, ii duno wat teacher is toking, it's like one ear in, one ear out. because ii was too sadd. ii muz also thanks eugene who is being real kind to lend mii his fone to use. he's really nice seriously. so smsed my darr and my korr.
kor was like piss off because of it's second kor's hp. like ii'm guilty ii'm aren't sad like tat. ii din't show it doesn't means ii'm okay and ii'm happy tat it lost. ii did almost cry during the physic lesson loo. ii have my own attitude, ii seriously dun nid urs.
after sch went for guide, was rushing off very cham, and they're not happy with the dreams ii colour, but tat's wat rongyan ask mii colour wat. tat's wat colour she wanted, the brush seriously sux, maybe use too much lerhx bahx, den now the thingy super sux. den after tat went home ah ma sitting outside waiting for mii. ii'm guilty again, ii lost the fone and hence she can't contact mii. den we pray pray those loo, den awhile they go liao. den ii jiu go find my marmie those lo, she finally bought her fone. congrats to her =DD yet ii lost it =(( den at mac tat time duno larhx feel like crying again, maybe too sad or wat ii gan jue ii losting everything. seriously it look like everything.
den after tat din't join them for shopping because ii have no mood, decided to go home. went to find the cd shop find the guy call wat beng derhx LOLS let's name him as ah beng LOLS. yuan lai we two so zhun lehx, ii saw my ex tat day, and he saw his too. somemore both of us same also lehx, we din't see our ex for afew years loo LOLS !!! den ii down there tell him alot loo. den we chatted alot also, den know alot also. he say iif he play with uu uu lose tis friend also nvm derhx, tis type of friend bu yao ye bah. sometimes see him crazy crazy but his words are quite zhun larhx.
den after awhile ii saw PRIS !!! she's with kokwei & denise. kokwei ii like very long no see him lehx, his hair now also very nice lehx LOLS !! den after awhile chat chat chat, den denise bought a stocking from the marmie work derhx shop. gort discount nia LOLS !! thanks thanks worx. muz thanks to marmie =DD den after tat pei-ed them go find shirt for their friend birthday, brought them to alot shop nia LOLS !! den finally they stay at a shop tat time, ii decided bring my dog together shop hao liao LOLS !! den dar also sms liao, he arhx pig larhx, overslept den nid rush for tuition. he still sms to my last time derhx hp. LOLS !!!
den after tat lehx, jiu blablabla, den go home take boyboy den go down wan find them tat time saw pris they all LOLS !! den we go walk walk walk around loo, pris loves my dog alot LOLS !! everyone loves boyboy loads, ii'm jealous LOLS !! den blablablabla, den jiu walk around, den jiu walk walk go see our zodiac thingy den we go eat thingy. den we go home liao loo, pris & denise super cute larhx, but kokwei like very quiet throughout sia LOLS !! but ii keep ask him question den tok tok tok LOLS !! den he also like dog alot lehx, keep ask alot also. woots gort boyboy derhx hao chu LOLS !!!
den blablabla, home liao loo, now at home write blog loo. after tis blog ii going to keep away my thingy lerhx, if not ii no nid use pc liao =(( !! so muz keep liao. dun care arhx !!! okay ii'm shoo-ing away.
ii'm losing everything,
are uu include inside??
i hope uu're not
when uu're with a guy, dun put him as ur everything,
because when uu lose him, uu're left with nothing.
but ii guess ii have put iin too much feeling till ii really dun feel like losing him
8:45:00 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
it's like ii duno how to say larhx, everything seems like he bluff mii derhx, he make up derhx. everything and everything LOLS !! guess ii really nid to see him den ii feel secure. ii duno why larhx, whenever ii see him, ii always have the duno how to say derhx feeling, but when now ii'm not with him ii feel so insecure those larhx, maybe he just din't give mii the an quan gan dat ii wan bahx.
the longer we together, the more ii gan jue the time is like getting shorter. just duno how to explain, guess ii just miss him too much bahx, maybe bahx shld be bahx =(( 20% feeling ii have actually put alot in liao. guess maybe ii shld listen to mummy larhx, i'm trying to take back but it just dun seems like ii'm getting back larhx.
anywhere wateverr larhx, target to for tis new year, at least a 600 in my bank =DD and ii'm using 200 on my rebonding d other ii tink i might be saving, and ii'm not sure whether ii'm working tis year derhx holiday marhx. ii nid money but den times dun allow mii to work =(( haiZz larhx dun say laio. ii'm now very stress up =DD
darr, can ii holdd uu like uu're mine foreverr?
9:22:00 PM
todae sch was stupid, change place lerhx, ii'm being throw till so side LOLS !! den nothing much liao, at first wanna go find dar one. den second kor kor larhx, waliao ii'm piss off larhx, den go blablabla, den jiu duno larhx, after tat come home kana nag nag nag, ii just nid PEACE RIGHT NOW LARHX!! can't uu all be considerate alittle, just alittle it's enuff. =DD but yet ii cannot take it larhx, zai ii zui sad time, who is there, now just ask for alittle peace jiu down there chao chao chao.
as a home, uu all gort give mii the things ii wan anot, ask urself. stop saying tat ii have everything tat ii wan, ask urself truthfully honestly. pplx can loves to go home so much yet mii lehx, uu ask mii go home, ii surely waliao ii dunwan so early go home lehx. why lehx? because it doesn't give mii the comfort the peace the warm tat ii wan in it. i dun care whether which of my kor is going to read tis, ii dun care and just scold mii as uu wan right in my face. ii'm already give up iin being a good girlx at home, because whenever ii tried to, uu all force mi do derhx things tat ii dun wan and making mii pekchye and all. ii give up ii really do. so just stup up and just do the things uu wan and ii do the things ii wan. there's is no one family tat wuld go and count dao so jialat with money, NEVER!! thanks for providing tis kind of home for mii, ii appreciate it =DD
and to some friends, iit's not ii wan to say, yeah yeah, uu're nice and all, but ask urself, uu did make use of mii and take the things i give for granted yeah. dun come tell mii watever dabian tat no one cares or watever crap, ii try to do the things at my maximum already, if ii can't help uu much dun come saying wat wat no one cares when uu noe there're. so stop crapping abt watever dabian uu going to say, it's no use on mii. it only make mii feel tat the things tat ii haven given up is just useless, and ii din't ask for return and ii nv will ask for return. ii will give as much as ii can but dun expect mii to give till so much tat even myself ii cannot handle it. when ii can ii definitely will, but when ii cannot pls just be considerate enuff.
seriously, something are meant to keep between some friends only, and i hate girlx going around making friends with guys, i' mean uu go and make friends with them, not tat uu is because of friends uu get to noe them. or maybe ii hate it when some girlx get so bitchy and making themself look so cheap, ii despire all of uu loads. uu dun belong being a girlx, uu just too cheap enuff to make urself till like tat. happy marhx ?
arghh *roarrr* ii'm venting my angers all out, sorry tat if my post is too offensive or something, because ii really have to vent out. ii'm getting crazy right now * roarrrr* anywhere ii'm having a very badd moodswing now. dun test mi, dun try mii, dun come near mii during tis few days period, because i'm going crazy already LOLS !! but ii promise ii will return to the di-siao mii again =DD * promiseeddd* just dun come PROVOKE mii during tis period larhx. !!!
just FREAK OFF!!!
5:54:00 PM
so yups yups, how many pplx is fated with uu and uu just met them on the street when uu just go out have a walk or something. it's like there're so many pplx on the streets, so many place to go to, and yet afew of uu just happened to mit up at the same place at the same time =DD tat's fatedd =DD !! and ii just so happened to see my ex =(( !! wrong time though LOLS !!! but nvm LOLS !!
duno why, ii keep gan jue very hard to mit dar like tat. it's like time does not go well, if not something happened or pop out, but then we still try our very best to mit up as much as we can derhx no matter wat derhx and he also try to put up time to pei mii those loo, nv go for work den now have to chiong =(( abit feel guilty larhx. =(( fate is playing with us =DD but den nvm we have to hold on go thru LOLS =DDD !!! ii LOVES uu loads =DD!!!
love is a thing share by two =DD
1:15:00 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
ii use to like and maybe loves rain loads, because the sound of the rain give mii peaceful LOLS ii duno why larhx, dun ask mii why too. but now ii hate rain because of him LOLS !!! weird larhx ii noe LOLS. so okay had my piano lesson, and he smsed mi after my piano, and ii quickly have a rest awhile den received pris call, she's working in bugis uu noe LOLS !!! jealous~ !!! PRIS ii'm JEALOUS of uu okay LOLS, 6.50 for one hour somemore.
okay den after tat jiu rest awhile more den go bathe and ready to go out tat time, HEAVY RAIN DOWN!! waliao ehx !!! was like super pekchye arhx, den ii bo chup just go yuanyi marmie there see the rain will stop anot. in d end it got heavier and my hp gort more siao-er, it just lag till can't even move or anything, so ii can't reply darr and find pris. was superr pekchye larhx, den ii just dun care liao just walk home take a new hp without any umbrella and ii was like totally drench liao loo. den took a umbrella and the hp back den change loo den faster sms darr.
den after tat rush to parco find pris loo, den pass her the present den help her grab a few post card den throw away LOLS =x ii faster leave liao den see one rubbish bin throw abit den see another one throw more LOLS den see another one throw throw den see one throw afew loo LOLS !! den faster go mrt mit my kor kor den sms my dar say cannot mit liao =(( den blablabla, he also go work liao =(( i'm in a super bad mood todae larhx.
den after tat jiu shop around loo, bought a pair of shoe & my conditioner and now at home liao lo ,den just now stupid kor kor test his camera skill, okay it sucks =DD really seriously and now we were at the dusty part taking foto and it now irritate my eyes and nose. ii'm more PISS OFF!!! so dun come make mi now or wat ii will *ROARRR!!*
so ii'm okay liao LOLS !! PMS ii tink LOLS !!! suan liao xi guan jiu hao. now it's 1.08 am and ii'm still awake =D!! hope tml will be a better day =DD
oh ya, my dar and mii 1 month liao =DD
HAPPY ONE MONTH DAR =DD
hmm, so am ii going to papa's competition or am ii going to find dar? ii seriously duno lehx. dorts~ iif ii tell dar, dar surely ask mii go for the competition, den if ii tell papa, papa surely ask mii mit dar derhx. DORTS!~ so ii really duno wat ii shld do now lehx. most probably go papa there, den thurs go find darr pei him as a bu chang LOLS !! duno larhx ii really duno larhx !~ tian arhhhx!!
okay so end here lerhx bahx =DD
ii LOVES him!!!
ii will treasure him to bits derhx =DD
11:44:00 PM
just now write a very long post in d end can't post out. suan liao now ii cut short hao liao LOLS !! just say abt ytd bahx, cuz nothing special iin the past few days, and why ii cannot come use pc nehx cuz ii kana my kor kor ban cuz ii nv da sao chu finish LOLS !!
okay so ytd went to sbm den after tat blablabla, go home den find marmie, den toking to the sell cd person horr, den we were toking abt my ex marhx, den jiu suddenly saw chean ah ma and liyan mummy liao. xia dao mii uu noe LOLS !! den they jiu say " ah thew lehx " den ii jiu ehh?? den they jiu " oh norh, matthew zai na bian " wah sehh!! den ii jiu start to tink of my past those thingy loo. sian larhx, suan liao dun wan tink liao. ii now only can concentrate on my darr =DD !! bu guan zhe yang he also impt to mii derhx =D of course friend ye shi larhx LOLS!!! those past dou yi jing shi past liao LOLS !!! so suan liao bahx, ii dun wan tink liao. ytd was like so sad larhx over the past thingy. stupid matthew LOLS stupid weirong LOLS !!! always like tat one lehx, gort special occasion they surely pop out one LOLS !! tml jiu shi mii and dar derhx 1 month liao LOLS !! den they pop out.
last time also gort duno wat wat, den they also pop out. waliao LOLS !! they always come iin at the wrong time lehx LOLS !!! but now ii dun care liao LOLS !!! ii LOVES my him him him MOST =D bLEAHX LOLS =x
okay shall end here loo =DD
ii LOVES UU darrrr =D
9:02:00 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
den we go for the thingy, a very big event arhx, very busy arhx, busy till ii gan jue dao no hand no leg liao LOLS !!! cuz is like ii do thing super fast, faster make the thing den pass to them, den super fast larhx, den alex's son so cute larhx, we down here busy he went out walk walk LOLS !!!
den after awhile we rest tat time, alex come tell miii " actually seriously, my son is a very fine boy, uu can consider " den ii down there LOLS!! TIAN ARHX!!! very di-siao jiu dui liao larhx, den the roger also very di-siao, he say wat " uu muz ask jie jie go watch movie arhx " den blablabla, den the didi still blur blur one LOLS ask him huh?? jie jie wan watch mehx LOLS!! SUPER CUTE LARHX HIM!!
den the alex and roger at there tat time, alex jiu say tell roger say wat " ask wanling to consider his son " LOLS !! den roger jiu say " dui larhx dui larhx, ii ask him to ask wanling go out for movie liao, they set at 3 lerhx " LOLS!! den they jiu say wat wat movie to watch LOLS !! den they jiu say " aiya jie jie surely watch alot movie liao, she so much bf, one ask her go out for one movie, she jiu everyday nid go liao lerhx, uu no chance liao LOLS " den ii down there LOLS !!!! keep luff dao peng jiu dui liao. den alex jiu say " jie jie uu gort watch the wat narnia marhx " den ii jiu say Haven loo lOLS !! den he jiu " aiya yayaya, ni gen jie jie qu kan loo " den roger jiu say " uu wan go where derhx, go toapayoh one wan anot " LOLS !!!
Super di-siao larhx they all, but make mii luff dao pengx at least. den awhile we pack up very fast cuz gort another parent help us, thanks thanks. den after tat faster go get one cab den go liao, den ii faster rush home cuz gort piano.
den come home as usual ii din't pratice, so kana scold loo, as usual one loo. den faster finish liao den go bathe den ii go dar dar house liao. DUN TINK TOO MUCH, ii down there look at his wat wat o' lvl math book arhx, duno larhx LOLS !! ii FORGET ALOT THING LIAO!! cham lerhx. how how how sia, even he also forget sia. JIALAT LIAO LARHX, ii forget nvm lehx, he forget lehx. imagine lehx, a person going for o'lvl tis year FORGET THE THING, wahsehh he zhun bei dun wan live lerhx.
den awhile duno larhx, he make mii angry, den ii jiu dun wan tok to him liao marhx, den he jiu keep sorry sorry, den ask mii wat he do. LOLS den ii bo chup him. just diam diam loo, den awhile he keep say sorry larhx, he very cute jiu dui liao LOLS !! den awhile gk call mii loo, den we chat chat, den ii tink he not happy bahx, cuz he suddenly go watch tv LOLS. den ii jiu faster tok finish den go watch tv also liao, the show is stupid LOLS !!!! everytime watch tv with him is stupid show, den watch movie is ii dun understand the show LOLS !!! always like tat one. den we two diam diam sit there very long sia, until ii ask him zuo mo den he cai mei you.
den awhile he put his hand over mii den ii lie on him loo, den blablablabla, den he suddenly just kiss mii LOLS !! den wan LC, but ii dun wan LOLS keep push him away =x den he jiu keep try, den ii keep push him away LOLS !!! den jiu blablabla, den jiu awhile ii nid go liao. den jiu went to take lrt those, den we stand in the middle of the staircase there hug LOLS !! den he say we two like very obsence. LOLS !! den jiu take mrt den blablabla den he send mii till doubty gaught cuz very far larhx, so after tat he go liao den ii aslo go liao, den go find marmie, den blablabla tell her alot thing LOLS !! den she cried cuz she dun feel like working liao. MARMIE DUN CRY OKAY, uu wan cry ii pei uu cry =DD !!! LOVES UU LOADS MARMIE =DD
den now come home loo, ii nid to pack my bed room liao, kana second kor kor scold liao =(( !! SORRY KORR, ii later do my home work den jiu finish liao faster go slp, cuz ii really very tired lerhx.
so ii end here lerhx =DD !!
takecare pplx =DD
uu took my 1st kiss away lerhx larhx
stupidd uu!!! =x
anywhere ii loves uu loads =DD
9:13:00 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
so we blablablabla, den jiu went to the first party at farrer park there, quite funn larhx, but very super chao larhx, pek chye arhx at there. so chao derhx so much commotion, so much fighting. den blablabla, we headedd our second party, a more to a ball room type while the first one is more to the wild one. so we set up the things and here we go =DD den blablabla, was super busy larhx, den ii no time reply darr LOLS
okay so before we head for the second party, alittle piss with my dar LOLS !! why lehx, cuz he larhx. we were saying abt mii going to second party but i duno at where, den he jiu say muz be careful later go bring mii go sell LOLS !! den ii jiu say like tat he forever no nid see mii liao, happy marhx. den he jiu say wat HAPPY!! den ii can go find xiao lao po =.=" STUPID LARHX!!! den tis one we jiu down there say say say, den ii down there piss piss piss~ LOLS!! but in d end he still has his way to make mii cool down LOLS !!
den awhile ii jiu still very piss marhx, den replied him like abit pekchye LOLS, den sms till halfway tink he noe ii piss off liao larhx LOLS !!! dun wan reply liao LOLS !! if not surely we quarrel later one, no nidd see one LOLS !!! it's good tat he nv reply arhx, if not surely chao till very jialat one LOLS !!!
den now come home liao very tired larhx, just now at mrt there slping, tis is the second time ii slp in mrt, maybe too tired liao larhx LOLS !! den now at home nothing to do come online nothing to do, come write blog write finish liao LOLS !! DUNO LARHX!!!! still abit piss~ =x let mii cool down first LOLS !!!!!!!! PMS larhx cannort arhx =x
OKAY SUA ~ =x
no matter wat ii still LOVES him larhx =DD
6:53:00 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
so let's cut out tat CHAO AUNTIE thingy LOLS !! ii haven been greeted her ever since the first time she piss mii off. lalala, SERVE uu right CHAO AUNTIE =DD so blablablabla, sch were boring, nothing much to be elaborate. after sch went to findd papa, and asked abt mama thingy, den faster go tuition liao. tuition was boring, okay crappp, i aren't going for tuition tml =(( ii rather work than tuition, because tml tuition was crap larhx, English, chinese, Physic. all ii stil can understand, so sorry larhx waste money but ii wanna earn also wat.
so crap crap crap, tuition was lame and funn and nice at the same time. at least i noe time pass fast =DD so after tat, went home bathe and all loo. den went out mit darrr & wm, went to play awhile arcade andd ii WON in the day tona one time LOLS =x so after tat went to watch movie loo, In Her shoe. okay it's quite a funny show but ii dun understand larhx!!!!!!! cuz ii very slpy, somemore dar dar so nice to hug LOLS !!! den hug hug hug till slp LOLS !! den awhile he keep di-siao mii den awake liao loo.
den gort one part, he keep tell wm wateverr crap wat wat tis movie actually very nice one but she dun understand, waliao den ii jiu say dun li him liao den face another side LOLS!! den he so cute larhx go hug mii den say hao larhx hao larhx LOLS !! he so cute larhx, den ii from the starting movie very cold marhx, den he jiu take the two shirt tat he buy help mii coverr, den keep rub my hand, so SWIT larhx him =x
den finish liao den go out den he go buy jeans den we walk around tat time, den we rest awhile tat time, saw a wallet. den we check check find bu dao the number, den they say deliver to her home larhx, so good right. go where find such a nice person LOLS but too bad he's mine mine mine =x den blablabla, den awhile we jiu walk home loo, den he send mii home loo. den jiu come home use pc loo, so todae nothing special larhx, just after tuition with him more special LOLS, so blabla, ii'm done with my todae blog =DDD!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS CHIANG PEI YAN =DD
ii'm WORKING on SAT & SUN, sat alone with betty =(( while sun is work with alex and papa =DD it's gotta be FUN FUN FUN =DD ii LOVES WORKING =DD !!! abit sot larhx ii noe, but uu can't help it larhx LOLS !! okay ii end here loo!!!!
ii LOVES all the pplx in the WORLD
be it good or baddd!!!
and of course ii LOVES my darr
andd those impt pplx in my life
uu noe who uu are larhx =DD
Thank you for playing a part in my life =DD
10:05:00 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
went out with liangeng loo, den reach mrt tat time dar sms liao, went to buy the notebook tat mrs lim wantedd, so bought the black one, and liangeng say buy the same with mii, den she bought the white one LOLS !! we're having the same notebook jealous marhx LOLS =x so after tat went to walk around, and headedd to mac to eat LOLS !!! and ii down there with my darr di-siao loo LOLS!!! very stupid larhx him, ii wanna mit himmm!!! and ii'm miting him tml =DD yays !!! but after tuition =.=' so it's gotta be LONG DAY again. bored bored boredddd!!
so we down there say say say, den he go take nap LOLS alot thing happenedd larhx, ii told liangeng alot of things LOLS !!! she's my Listener sia x)) so blablabla, we eat finish den went to bugis street find my marmie =DD and liangeng get to noe herr, i'm JEALOUS okay, marmie and her hug. LOLS !!! cuz we went to buy tat 2 dangling leg, 2 dangling arms 2 dangling ears 1 dangling head bag LOLS !!! den liangeng very happy marhx den hug herr loo LOLS ii'm JEALOUS okay LOLS !!!
den blablabla, went to ask tat guy den he say the bag tat ii wanted 25 will come =DD ii'm BUYING definitely LOLS and ii'm getting discount from him, so nice horr LOLS !!! he's a very nice guy larhx LOLS !! den blablablabla, went walk aroundd, and ii bought a earring, and ii din't aim much clothes tat ii wantedd. sadddd~ so ii decided to buy tat bag and tat wallet =DD gotta cost mii a bomb sia =((
so after tat go see hp loo, ii wanted tat 6670 but it's old model, LOUSY but it look nice lehx !!! and ii tink i'm getting 7610 because ii asked afew shop and they're still having it, if not ii'm getting 6680, if not N70. ii'm wanted NOKIA larhx =x cuz ii'm more familiar with the function and all, but ii wan FLIP fone, and yet nokia's flip fone sux =x
so after tat send liangeng den faster run home, den slpppp till 9++ den wake up bathe and now gort pc can use Wahahhaa =x den later write finsih blog, ii'm doing my homework, and wait for 12 and wish my darling PRIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
PRIS arhx, 15 liao now making ic liao worx, uu LAO lerhx yi suii LOLS =x ii hope uu happy happy all day long LOLS, nothing make uu angry or sadd, and find ur MR Right soon larhx !!! and guys who is reading, go get her larhx, she super duper nice gurlx larhx =DD
BYEBYE!!! time faster flies, ii wannna seee him!!!!!!! ii MISS him larhx!!!!!!!
uu're mine !!
ppls no snatch snatch okay
if not ii whack whack uu LOLS =x
10:21:00 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
so was piss off for awhile den blablabla, den jiu finish sch looo LOLS !! den jiu after sch go for guide loo, went to design the t-shirt, teacher like my design LOLS !! thanks worx LOLS but ii was like do any-oh-how one lehx LOLS !! cuz ii was like very tired larhx, and ii just draw draw draw and slp there liao LOLS !!! ask them loo, they still down there drawing while ii slp lerhx LOLS !!! and teacher choose my one, abit funny lehx LOLS !!! cuz they say my one look simple and not so complicated, simplicity is beauty LOLS !!! sorry larhx, ii just loves simple thing LOLS even for clothes, shoes or watever thing LOLS.
den blablabla jiu finish liao, den went home take tat stupid foto again den go home, now using pc loo. den ii now waiting for dar's sms loo, haiZz forget it if he forget. ii dun wanna care anymore liao, it's like ii feel he isn't serious at all bahx LOLS. his promise have gone to waste~ only he and ii noe abt our promise. he hasn't let mii been happy for so long, it's like he give mii some kind sad sad, den see him happy happy. aiya duno larhx. watever liao larhx, ii just wanna slpppp for whole day and dun feel like tinking anything
ii really miss uu and loves uu darr =DD
7:17:00 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
maybe they're true, ii'm putting too much feeling in, and if in d end who wuld get the most hurt is still mi, mi and mi and mii, ii noe they doing it for my good, they dun wan to see mii getting hurt at the end of the time. i noe and ii noe and ii noe, maybe in the first place ii shld have gone over all the question and start asking him and myself is it good tat if we be together. but seriously, ii'm happy when ii'm with him, i'm sad when i miss him, i'm afraid when ii feel he doesn't care.
so when uu love someone, u wuld always get so unassure over so much thing, maybe because of weirong tat ii'm in doubt over everything, over trusting him and pplx around mii and even myself. ii'm getting real tired over everything again and again. with him ii'm happy, iif when ii'm not together ii'm sure ii'm happy now, but yet when ii'm with him ii'm also happy yet sad when ii can't see him. too bad ii can't go back to the choosing part, and ii won't give up tis relationship seriously even how daddy mummy asked mii, ii wuld surely hold onto it till ii really can't take it anymore. they given mii a deadline, and ii'm stress over it, they urge mii if he doesn't have improvement, just break with him.
ii noe they're doing it for my good larhx, but ii'm sure when ii do as wat they say, ii wuld definitely be the one who cry first. be the one who wantedd to return back, but do as wat they say because ii nid to. ii'm sure just tis few day, ii'm breaking down soon. on the way back to find marmie tat time, my tears wanna drop but ii hold back larhx. it's like ii'm aren't tat weak as uu tink and neither ii'm tat strong as uu tink. ii nid to break down seriously, sorry pplx if uu can't see someone who is familiar to tis wanling, just for tis few day. after breakdown ii'm back to normal, ii promise. just hope everything pass well, and ii'm still with him and nothing wuld matter anymore.
after tinking so much, ii dun nid a guy who aren't serious with relationship, because petrina mummy say iif he aren't serious, den the two of us say together " just break " ii definitely won't regret derhx break with him, but then at tis point of time ii doubting everything, ii duno which way to head, duno which place to go, duno wat to do. ii can't find anyone to share, not even him. even iif ii tell him, he definitely wuld do things tat make mii happy again and ii wuld forget every question tat daddy mummy say. iif ii start finding daddy mummy and ask abt it, they wuld definitely make mii go stress over it, and start tinking and tinking. haiZz, no way to go now, ask other pplx = dun ask better, they noe nothing they won't give mii advice, even if they give mii ii guess it's just another advice not one tat ii culd do it and believe in tat i'm on the right path.
ii'm still the one who muz tink over it at the end. Pls arhx, let mii get over tis period pls, at tis part of time, ii just nid someone to tell mii wat to do, tell mii wat's the right way for mii to walk without regretting. so ii getting back my feeling back to 10% now. ii hope ii can get back because mummy say once uu put iin there's no way uu getting it back. wateverrrr larhx, ii dun wanna tink so much liao, tml go sch zai tink. ii'm off to slp, ii getting my make up off, todae ii really nid to put on because ii duno why ii see the face abit weird weird, so better put LOLS!! okay nite nite, ii hate the the time when ii nid to tink so much =((
11:39:00 PM
den blablabla, hope can go out loo, going out with petrina mummy,sookai daddy, papa and gk bahx LOLS duno gh coming anot. he nowaday having PMS like tat LOLS =x den blablabla tink nothing much liao bahx, tonite gort time den blog, if not ii rush thru my homework liao, ii haven finish all okay LOLS =x saddddddddd~
DAR ii HAO miss uu larhx, haiZz.
really hope can mit soon =((
it's the bad thing when two are studying at diffferent sch =((
ii will treasure uu so much =DD
ii LOVES uu darrr =DD
11:41:00 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
den just now jiu shi hen scare larhx gort thing happenedd to him orr wat, in d endd he repliedd mii at like after 2 hour plus, den tell mii he at chalet, he drunk now. waliao hai mii here worry here worry there, he buay paiseh one lehx. dun care him liao larhx. pekchye LOLS !! now pms liao larhx LOLS. anywhere seriously shld ii put 20% feeling in or just give up or just let go or just put all the feeling in?? ii duno and seriously ii hope he's the one who can make mii trust instead of trusting my friend. uu noe gort one friend ask mii, try to trust him rather than friends, because afterall it's the love between uu two LOLS not between ur friends and him so why approach ur friends when the thing tat nid uu to settle by urself not ur friends.
iif say right ii seriously like abit get too deeper BLEAHx, bobian larhx ii really loves the way he treat mii and the way he care when we're together larhx. aiya dun say laio, yue say yue sad arhx. the more disappointed ii get from him, haiZz. nvm nvm, if can ii wanna to let tis relationship last as long as possible. =DD ii will love him till the day he say he don't anymore loo. darr hao ai hao ai ni =D
11:13:00 PM
haiZz, larhx den in d end went off walk around walk walk ssee see play play, i wanna buy tat bag, cost 42.90 sia, ii hope can bargain abit LOLS !! ii wan the brown one, i suddenly loves brown so much, ii duno why larhx, dun ask mii why LOLS !! ii just love the colourr. bleh =PpP!!
den blablabla went to find marmie awhile den waliao, daddie so ai marmie, ii wonder mine is truthfully loves mii or wat LOLS !! uptil todae at tis part of time ii still feel tat he's playing, haiZz, even gk say we will won't last foreverr, haiZz not forever den accept him in the first place for wat, ii'm going longterm relationship not play play only, iif uu wana play just kindly shoo off =DD haiZz cannort larhx, abit sad lehx if he play with mi and currently ii'm very sadd now, LOLS !! maybe like wat petrina mummy and soo kai say ii muz only put only 20% feeling in, if uu really felt his love den uu add alittle by alittle, if not just leave it at 20% and when he left uu uu won't be so sad afterall =((
haiZz larhx, shld ii get back my feeling and leave it at 20%? ii dropping too deep already seriously, ii tell uu ii can love a person wholeheartedly derhx and even dropped all the way iin, and now ii noe ii have to get up abit liao LOLS . tat's wat other pplx around mii tell mii to do so, haiZz ii really miss him loads =((
so darr, where are uu when ii nidd uu, uu only make mii whole day miss uu like siao only, making mii like a crazy person like tat. just loves uu so much larhhhhhhhhx!!! haiZz
6:37:00 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
so yups yups someone came back looking for mii, but sorry ii dun wanna go back to the past, because if ii tink back it's gotta haunt mii down for the next few years and nono, i'm not gotta let it happened. hey but he's not my ex okay, we din't stead at all okay!! clear okay !!! it's someone uu doesn't noe and noe thru when ii was working. ii do noe he dun read my blog LOLS =x
so blablabla, ii currently having a happy life, but then rather stress cuz of study, and HE's keeping on remind mii tat ii'm sec 3 and have to study hard. DAR ARHX!! stop it!! ii'm stress enuff liao. but at least ii do noe he's my motivation LOLS ii nid to study hard hard. hmm somehow horr, ii still tink whether ii will regret giving up the past or will ii wanted to get back one day. ii duno the future but at least as for now ii gave up and just concentrate on my current things, hold onto my friends, my darr, my studies, my piano. though it's hard larhx, but at least ii noe ii wanted to try and ii can try and ii did try. just hope nothing leave mii!!
cuz all is impt to mii now LOLS !! ii mean ALL okay!!! so ii was trying hard to spread all my times into just nice for all the things ii have, and not like keep going with friends and neglecting darr, and not like keep going with darr and neglecting friends. though they say they dun mind larhx cuz they always will with mii one, but ii just won't neglect any larhx.
and ii'm sorry to those pplx who ii din't tell uu who is my darr or rather ii din't say ii have a darr, sorry lehx, ii just wanna keep it low profile, iif uu nv read my blog den better still uu duno at all and ii din't nid to say sorry LOLS !!! wahahaha =x just let mii and him be stable first before ii start telling pplx okay, but he's has been spreading -.-" but nvm larhx, noe jiu noe, fan zhen is zao wan ii will tell only. just tat now ii still abit doubting him larhx, tat's why ii dun really wanna tell out, and we haven go thru 1 month yet LOLS !!! if we succeeded iin 2 months ii will tell, go thru half year ii tell my kor kor, parents shi confirm won't tell unless we can be together till ii around 17 or 18 =x but it's like so many years LOLS let's not tok abt future first =x
okay and ii din't mention abt my 2006 resolution right LOLS !!! though it's late larhx but ii dun care i still wan my resolution be done LOLS!!
+ ii wan peace
+ ii wan to be with him till as long as we can
+ ii wan to study hard hard
+ ii wan to let go everything tat ii have to
+ ii wan to have loads loads money
+ ii wish my hongbao was alittle bigger LOLS
+ ii wan to concentrate well on class
+ ii dun wan anything to be drifted apart
okay larhx not so much larhx okay =x ii'm working tis coming sat, alex nid mii to go for party and ii'm going with betty to the party, hope it's fun LOLS !! alex say betty loves mi loads so wan mii LOLS!! lame lehx LOLS !!! so blaaa!~! ii hope ii see juniorr, ii MISS her alot alot!!! BOOO !! done with todae post, ii'm off to do my homework, BROOM~ DUN SMS MII PPLX ii exceed my 700 sms liao!!!! ANYWHERE ii'm CHANGING FONE SOON =DD !!! MAYBE AROUND 15 - 20 tis few days of JAN =DD !!! DUN BOTHER TO ASK MI FOR MY NUMBER, ii'm CHANGING =DD AND tis time round ii'm giving to those IMPT pplx of my LIFE =DD !!! iif uu get it tat means uu are hengx =x iif uu wan it try asking larhx, but most probably ii will say no one LOLS unless those really close and i forget to tell uu =x if not when ii gort impt thing to tell uu den ii will sms uu all or wat loo.
SHOULD ii TAKE 7610 or E730 or E530 or 3230??!!! WHICH FONE SHLD II GET !!!
ii LOVES uu darr
8:22:00 PM
ii forget mention tat ii change blogskins =x How my blogskin arhx, do till very long, tink from second week of Dec jiu do till now, but ii abandon tat one den do another one, tat one too zhilian liao =x so dun wan loo =x den now do tis one, help mii rate okay, upon 10 how much uu all give LOLS
hmmm, todae ii'm rotting at home, rot rot rot ur home, genting on the street, merry merry merry rotting in ur home LOLS =x ii'm ROTTING, just now went to do my book review, okay ii noe i'm crapping inside, cuz ii din't even read the book how am ii gotta noe the story?? uu tell mii larhx LOLS =x so crap with it larhx, den later do finish all the homework den zai sms my dar hao liao =x
ii'm boredd larhx, dun feel like doing anything, the weather is so good, the bed is so cool, ii just feel like SLPING LARHx =x so nice weather dun slp like wasted yet ii down here doing my homework, abit stupid horr, nvm nvm ii slp awhile den later wake up do looo =DD wish mi luck pplx ii nidd to rush all my homework sia, the chinese, math, english, scii. Tiredd arhx, ii now rushing my english later rush my sci den math den chinese =DD
ii WANNA study tml at sch, who can teach mii A math =x ii MISS himmm!!!!!!! just to say something, he's nice to lie on LOLS =x lalalala~!!! ii'm goneeee!!!!!
BYEBYE
12:20:00 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
okay, so let's tok abt todae, keep kana gong gong cuz ii keep wake up ever 10 mins to check whether marmie called cuz we need to plan for todae, in d end she woke at 9++ waliao LOLS den blablabla we at first din't wan go sentosa, in d end with much persue of zhenfeng, we went LOLS !! so meet up at harbourfront mrt and marmie was late LOLS !! den we took a bus iin loo, den gort one time when we at MerLion volcanoland, but then the driver speak like Malion bokaenoland LOLS - MaLion no teeth land LOLS uu read iin bokae uu noe the meaning liao LOLS, den wencai damn cute larhx keep down there say make us luff dao pengx LOLS !!
den after tat blablabla, we reach liao den go buy delifrance derhx muffin, den wencai go say " in france is Mofei LOLS " cuz Mu is Mo, Ffin is Feii, so iif uu go up to the person, uu say " ii wan Mofei " LOLS !! aiya say here not funn LOLS there more funn LOLS =x damn cute larhx wencai. den after tat we gather with d other den go play the ball game, tat is muz snatch the ball one. VERY FUNN =DD !!! ii go up 2 times, one time with hangqi, one time with marmie, and i win 2 time, wahahhaa LOLS !!!
den blablabla, marmie and mii sit down there chit chat loo, tok alot larhx, tel her abt my dar dar thing LOLS =x she say we two like nv develop feeling like tat LOLS !! duno larhx, duno wat it mean also lOLS !! so after tat we went to take foto loo, den went around, really nid to thanks ryan who sit there to help tink abit for us. he's nice guy seriously =DD
den after tat jiu blablabla, raining liao den we went to eat loo den went home liao. gort alot fun part but ii lazy write liao LOLS so blablalba larhx horr =x there's picture below, pictures speak a thousand word larhx hor LOLS. so after tat we take bus out den went to mrt there den we play around loo, quite fun larhx we all, den finally reach liao den go home den now use pc loo. ii MISS him badly larhx. LOLS !!!!
DARRDARR, what are u doing now arhx, !!! ii hao miss him arhx, stupid derhx ii can't sms much liao, ii wei lerhx him already explode 100 ++ sms liao =(( !!! cannort afford to spend more liao if not ii die more liao. haiZz. ii really hao miss him arhx, also no sms mii one todae, stupidd him make mii miss him so much =(( duno when den can mit again =((
okay enddd here liao, here's the foto below =DD ii LOVES todae =DD and ytd =DD
Before 10 Mins =DD
Marmie&mii again
Another Pose LOLS
After 10 Mins, clouds do change okay XD
Marmie Act Seh LOLS =x
Not Good enough ~
Marmie show mii how to take LOLS
OKAY happy enuff with those pose LOLS
Beloved Marmie and mii =D
Lonely mii =((
Lonely Marmie =((
The day we together
The day since we together
Ryan,ZhenFeng,AngHwee
Take again LOLS
See the BRIDGE lols =x
Footsteps LOLS tis one can edit sia LOLS
Ryan Act macho LOLS
He say He dun wan lu liang dian LOLS =x
See the weather, not good weather worx
They Playing in the waterr
Shuaige CHUFENG LOLS, he damn cute larhx LOLS
My Grp building sand castle
ZhenFeng&mii =DD
ii Look stupid here LOLS, my hair sux =x
Marmie&zhenfeng =DD
Kassapa's sandcastle, still gort hole one okay LOLS
His creative LOLS make sand into ball LOLS
The Game they played
Bo Liao Take one =x
Back to childhood time LOLS
BoLiao Again
BoLiao ONce more LOLS
See ii told uu the words is nice LOLS
our reflection
ii LOVES marmie loads =D
We take again LOLS
Act shy larhx they all LOLS
ORH HORR =x like go postitude there den kana catch LOLS
Our Feets =DD
Toot Kor Act slping LOLS
Marmie&me ga0 les LOLS
Remember what the rule in MRT okay !!
Marmie&my hand =DD
Marmie&mii derhx promise, dun tell uu all wat LOLS
STRUGGLING LOLS!!
8:20:00 PM
