佘婉菱；我的世界；我的生活

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

luffing day~ =x hungry day~ sushii day~

todae nv go dance cuz need buy muah short nia. andd mii andd qii settle hao todae go eat sushi and buy camp thingy de. den ytd last min come say gort dance =.=" den iis lyk we cannort go for the last min one marhx. but 1st of june ii still going for dance larhx. although iis still last min.but nvm narhx. iin d end ii planing todae nv go den go do everythingy at one day. cuz iis todae go eat sushi tml buy camp thingy iin d end all squeeze todae. bobain wei lerhx tat dance. den jiu lyk tat lo. so tired. tml dance lerhx next day camp liao lehx. wah seh. sian ii dun lyk camp =x but qii wan go so nvm lo. go loo =)) hope it's fun =)) well let's say todae bah =))

starting of day ii wake up late =.=" so as qii. so went to online to find pplx chat. andd see qii online anort =x iin d end she nort. so chat wif duno who arhx. =x enghua marhx. forget lerhx =x tok to too mani pplx =x den after tat faster prepare den go ask shanyuan the wat sushi thingy. den jiu lyk tat lo den went out. went to find nail thingy wif qii. den finally bought 2 nail polish =x ii'm crazzie abt iit lerhx. but ii onli 3 mins hot onli =x

den jiu lyk tat lo. den jiu bla bla bla. went walk around. den bla bla. den jiu bla bla bla. den down there waiting for 3 o'clock cuz lyk dat den can go eat sushi marhx =x den after tat jiu 2++ take mrt to raffles den figure out how to go lo. den after tat go there finally find dao lerhx. but we muz wait dao 3 den after tat down there lying on the duno wat.den qii use her qing gong =x so funni. down there luff dao pengx =x den after tat jiu go walk abit den 3 faster chi0ng iin. cuz ii'm hungry~ =x

den jiu put our wasabi. =x ii ask for wasabi de shi hou. ii say wrong go say gort watashiwa marhx =.=" den so paiseh lo. den down there luff wif qii. tat time reali veri paiseh. den after tat jiu bla bla bla. we call alot lehx. den jiu down there eat eat. den make nail lo. wah seh ii tell uu arhx. NV ASK QII HELP UU MAKE ARhx. ur hao hao de nail hor can bei make dao dun look lyk nail lerhx =x den down there complain her nia. reali bo licsence =x but nvm narhx. we two yao learn manicure =x den help pplx make =x den aaaa. after tat jiu eat eat rest rest eat eat rest rest nail polish nail polish. den jiu bla bla bla. den go pay money. gort extra 2.30 lehx. QII NARHX. say dun wan the icecream. den we two down there blame the ice cream =x den down there blame de auntie =x so funni. den say wat 2.30 we can eat 2 bowl of noodle plux one fishball andd go call pplx =x so lame. den ii go say wat. the auntie hor. wanna anyhow count money becuz we go play her bean =x SO FUNNI. zhong zhi uu all nort there duno wat we toking. jiu shi hen fun jiu shi lerhx. =x

den after tat take train back to bugis. go walk bugis street find shorts for the stupid camp. in d end can't find den suan lerhx. den go tis fashion find. den find dao 2 den decide to buy den qii also find 1 den buy lo. den after tat tat 2 short cost mii 10.80 buck nia. ex nia =x den after tat jiu go buy nail polish remover. =x cuz bobian tat qii help mi make dao muah nail cannort let anyone see one sia =x den plus muah self abit edit make dao more worst =x den jiu lyk tat lo muz rub away lerhx. den jiu go home bring dog go down =.=" saw a few those ride tricycle de. shou bu liao them. keep wan di siao muah dog. say wat bring muah dog let them play bla bla bla. den ii dun care them. say wat muah dog will bite larhx =x den they dun believe den nvm lo. dun care =x den jiu after tat go pei qii until the bus stop den ii jiu go lerhx. den walk around muah house alot alot alot time nia. until 20 mins den i go. tml ii bring muah dog again narhx. abit lazi but bobian marhx. muah dog getting fatter lerhx =(( muz go slimming centre >< now go msn chat lo. booo!! byee cya take care..

ermx calender for the holiday =x

o1o6 - hist0ry trip ; dance
o2o6 - buddhist camp
o3o6 - buddhist camp
o4o6 - buddhist camp
o5o6 - buddhist camp
o6o6 - rest~

den bla bla bla. =x forget liao. den last week iis study week =)) who wan study =)) join mii. kk. cya take care. comiing up more =x muz shopping more.

mama nv give mii money for tis month. sadded~ haiZz. nvm dun care. hate yuu mummy! x))

hidde away fr0m the cruel reality;
running away fr0m the fate
finding a safer place
where's there peace and happiness =))

7:06:00 PM

Monday, May 30, 2005

went out wif qii again even though she say dun wan =x

haha. todae arhx. quite lame day. qii have been craziie todae =x she luff alot todae nia. den she luff ii sure also luff liao =x siao liao mii. okay the day go wif tis =x

firstly met up wif amanda at muah house. den went to find key but cna't be find. den suan lerhx den go take kor kor key open. den after tat went to bugis street walk around den go bugis walk den buy roti boy den go walk abit den go back bugis street. den walk around again cuz gort more shop open at tat time marhx. den jiu walk lo. den after tat call qii ask her at where. den she say she going bugis =.=" den iin d end they say they wanna go take neo. den mii and amanda slowly walk lo. den northingy to walk walk to bugis AGAIN . den saw julia andd qii at the door there. so we 4 join together. den ask them wan go where. den julia say wan go find bag. den jiu say say say dao she say tml den go =.=" den ii jiu ask them go where. den no reply den ii zhi jie shout LET'S GO PLAY ROCKFEVER =x so lame mii. den after tat go there play loo. den play one time. ii win first =x den after tat go play the ddr arhx. duno how to play narhx. stupid de. first stage jiu lose dao siao lerhx =x den after tat wait for the parapara. iin d end go play rockfever cuz the gurlx there iis playing so long. den suan lerhx lo. den go play lo den become qii win mi =x stupid rockfever tat stupid button. hate uu narhx =x

den after tat went up take neoprint lo. mii and amanda din't take. cuz amanda no money den ii pei her lo. den jiu lyk tat lo qii andd julia take.not bad narhx. shuo zhen de veri long nv take wif qii lerhx. hmms muz find one day go lerhx. qii kk?? =x den after tat jiu lyk tat loo den go down buy takopuchii den buy for qii also den jiu go up meet them. den jiu lyk tat lo. den walk to tat duno wat shop. ii wan buy shampoo. =x but din't buy =x wait gort money first narhx hor =x den after tat go mos burger buy the strawberry shake. quite nice. qii intro de. den iis qii de brother iintro to her brother de =x VERI NICE NIA. thank you thank you. den after tat walk to bugis STREET again. den so call song amanda home den jiu continue walk loo. den jiu after tat continue walk den walk to a shop see the beads. tink we july den buy =x den after tat see bag qii andd julia wan buy bag. den jiu lyk tat lo. den go walk abit den walk walk abit. den pei julia take bus. den after tat gort FATE wif somethingy nia. so funni . well well well dun tell uu all lehx =x

den after tat jiu lyk tat narhx =x den jiu go home keep wan use pc. cannort .wah seh. den after tat angry liao den go make our nail loo. try out narhx =x tml wanna buy liao. try ownself manicure hao liao. YOU CHEAP =x den after tat pei qii go home soon de shi hou wanna go buy the nail polish iin d end nv. can't find narhx. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. den jiu pei her home come home mama dun let mii in. den ii sian liao. call her dun care mi. den ii more sian liao. den tink alot nia. den sms qii lo. reali feel lyk crying liao. even mother dun wan mi liao still gort who wan =.=" sian liao den at first going to meet qii lerhx. thanks her lehx. went all the way to duno where den take train back. REALI THANK YOU HER LEHX. hao peng you hao peng you =)) den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. iin d end =.=" stupidd mother. suddenly go open door. bu hui let mii free dom hao liao. dun wan open jiu dun open larhx. ii still can at outside. fan zhen next day no sch. ii pai ni arhx. the most iis go find amanda =x 9 floor onli =x forget nia. at first still plan hao hao ask qii pei mii go find kor kor. den after tat wif kor kor lo. if he dao ming tian ii also no choice. but tml ii going out wif qii nia. =.=" but bobian. na li zhi dao halfway thru mama open den faster sms qii say dun come lerhx. den so sorry lehx. she went to take mrt again. wah seh DUI BU QII NEHX. sorry sorry sorry.

woohoo zhong zhii. thank you for being there =)) sista y0ng yuan =)) jiemei 184 =))

ermmx. aaa northingy muchie lerhx =)) tml going to buy camp thingy =x i guess eat sushi narhx =x see bank gort money marhx =x kk byebyee cay take care =))

9:36:00 PM

sadedd~~

haiZz. saddedd nia. due to somethingy bleahx . ii dun wan say bleahs. haiZz.

ermmx. later going out wif amanda nia. duno wan go where nehx. just now ask qii go she also dun wan.say wan at home. diao~ den nvm liao loo. den maybe ask amanda go bugis street nia firstly she nv go there before =x lalala she so cute nia live so near nv go =.=" den secondly ii no need waste muah ez link wahaha.. so good wahaha. den thirdly can aim thingy to buy. bleahx =P shou bu liao just now muah doggy dabian =.=" so smelly. den ii go clear iit. the smell now iinside muah nose nia. SHOU BU LIAO. AHHHHHHHHH. HEN XIN KU ARHX. shou bu liao. suan lerhx. muah nose iis so xin ku =x kk ii ending lerhx going to prepare lerhx. cya take care. =))

10:45:00 AM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

ii'm s0 b0redd~

1. Have u ever fallen asleep in class? - 0f course =x but t0u t0u de =x sat iinfront of class nehx =x

2. Do u haf a celebrity family member/relative? - n0pe. s0 sad =x ii wanted one =x

3. What are u tinkin bout rite now? - sad thingy =x

4. Friendship or relationship? - can ii choose both =x

5. Who do u love to crap wif? - qii.shanyuan.zhu.kokwei.

6. Who is the one who owaes brighten up ur day? - ermm. n0 one? =x

7. Who owaes comfort u or gif u advices? - aaa? kokwei?? duno narhx =x

8. Have u ever ride an horse? - gort gort =x those still gort music de. li hai horr x))

9. Have u ever feel as if u are gonna die? - yuppiee. even now =x

10. Who is the cutest guy u've met in your life? aaa? oh ya rmb =x dun tell uu lehx =x

11. What is the last good deed u've done? - aiya.. ii everyday also do good deed one =x see muah face sure luff de den let them happie marhx =x

12. Have u ever cried at a public place? - yuppie =x

13. Does everyone noe u in yer ex-sch? - yuppie bahx.. pri sch counted rite =x

14. Have u ever fall from a bicycle? -yuppiee. last time when ii small learning loo =x

15. Have u ever had butterflies in ur stomach? yuppie =x

16. Have u ever missed someone so badly?? - - yuppie =x

17. Can u describe a little about ur crush/bf/gf? - aaa? lala. he's rawks =x he's nice he 's cute. he's funni. he's lame. he's having good temperedd. he's understanding =))

18. Did u ever kiss a person of the opposite sex? - nope bleahx =P

19. Did u hug anyone b4? -of course. ii always hug pplx =x diana. rawks =x

20. When is ur happiest birthday? no happi birthday nehx =.=" cuz tis year birthday ii still cry =.=" stupid de. cried on muah birthday. for tat stupid thingy. hate euu =))

22. Have u ever stripped someone naked? =.=" NO NARHX. do ii look like ii'm so bian tai?

23. Have u ever taken a pic of urself naked? - NV NARHX. dabian.!

24. Have u ever went to a pub? nope =)) ii'm guai kia =)) .

25. What do ur family members call u at home? - ah mei =x

26. What do ur frens call u? - lingx. zhu =.="

27. What is the last song u heard? -chi xin jue duii

28. Have u ever wanna commit suicide? gort arhx. but tink onli narhx. ye xu one day try? who noes =x

29. Who do u tink is the crappiest person in ur class? - aaaa. michelle andd yvoone. they are cute =x

30. Who haf u slept wif other than ur family members. - aaaaa. nv? chalet bahx. kor friends? duno narhx. forget liao.

31. What is the crappiest thing u've done b4? - =.="" lalala~

32. Who is the most unforgettable person u met in ur life? zhu bahx. andd laykheng. andd qii? andd kokwei

33. Who is the last person u told dat u like him/her? - aaaa? can ii lyk muah friend too =)) ii like yuu =))

34. Have u ever confessed ur feelings? - aaaaa not reali narhx . ?

35.Have u ever gotten urself into trouble? -gort narhx. always de. =x craziie mii =x

36. Have u ever lie to ur parents? afew times ? =x duno narhx. ii tink now nv nia. =x

37. What are the happiest memories in ur pri school? - lookiing at him playiing bball from afar. bleahx =x tat's past =))

38. Tell us honestly - do u regret having a crush on sumone? - yuppie. it's hurt =))

39. Do u still lyk ur crush? - aaaaa?

40. Are u in love now? - countedd??

8:52:00 PM

went ar0und the bullentin saw tiis =)) quite true. but =.=" will be cursed.

There was once a boy named victor. he met agirlby the name of selina during his last year'sdecember holidays... soon, they became friendsand chatted or messaged each other almosteverynight. that was not all. they even went outtogether alot of times, of cos' with other friendswith them... soon, selina fell in love withvictor, notknowing that actually victor was falling for hertoo.

victor sent selina home almost everynightdespite the fact that he lived quite far away...selina's brother suspectted that they were steads,but when he asked both of them, the ans was no,5 months pass... but victor & selina did not meetup with each other and they did not chat or msgeach other as selina's hp was lost. now, on theday before victor's birthday, selina received the biggest shock of her life................

victordid notlike her. she cried everyday. lots of selina'sfriends adviced her not to get too upset overvictor, but selina did not listen to them... dayspassed, yet victor did not even feel hurt whileselina cried for almost a week... now, wheneverselina sees victor or his neoprints,she will feel thather heart is bleeding and tears will just roll downfrom her pinkish cheek.Moral of this true story:

Girls, don't always wait for guys to make the firstmove. Guys, notice around you if there is any girlthat maybe falling for you. please take some action to see if it is true.you have only 6 minutes to repost it. or else, you'll be cursed by selina. youwon't be with your loved one and he or she willleave you.

8:51:00 PM

weee!! east coast trip =))

nothingy muchiie todae bahx went early first. den saw hangqii andd jiejin. den we 4 go ride bike loo. from starting point to ending point at the bedok jetty. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. den come back to starting point den saw putao they all liao. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. den after tat jiu jie jin ride bicycle wif tat weihao infront. so funni. den jiu lyk tat lo. den after tat alot thingy happen. mii saw puppy so cute. omg omg omg omg.. but nort the type ii wan =x so nvm . lala.

den after tat jiu lyk tat lo.. sat there wif them tok. den after tat went to play sea. so funn =x but no marilyn andd pris andd laykheng. nvm suan lerhx. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. den bla bla bla. den jiu lyk tat lo. den we went to parkway parade. jie jin andd hangqii send us there. so good. at first they wan iis reali send us there on their bike. but we rejected iit =x sorry arhx. hen qi guai lehx. =x somemore add iin weight to uu all =.=" zhong zhi thank you alot nehx. xie xie!!

den after tat went iin den first person saw the fiona lerhx. den after tat saw the star world thingy. xia dao mi. den after tat jiu lyk tat bla bla bla. den after tat we go up den come down den ii go play wif the star world thingy =x went to beat the behind thingy. den disturb it . so bai chi lalala!! dun care narhx. den qii down there give mii stupid face =x but ii dun care. yi shi de hao wan =x bleahx.

den after tat we go take bus go back to bugis. den go iin. den go bugis street. saw the kim andd priscilla. they seems to luffing at us =.=" from the way we dress. cuz go beach marhx. wat uu wan us to wear. jean skirt andd a nice top go mehx =.=" go there shopping mehx =.=" den jiu nvm lo . den jiu lyk tat lo. den go walk around den jiu pei qii go find father den ii went home. now i all alone at home. so lonely =x haven eat den lonely also. wah seh. nvm nvm. =x

oh ya ii almost lost muah wallet todae. a hao xin ren return iit to mii. may everythingy bless her =)) she's a nice gurlx. thanks alot =))

andd did i mention tat ytd ii saw a rainbow? cool~!!

ii tot ii can stop tinking abt iit
but iit seems so hard
when there's silent
ii tink the more.

maybe like wat they say.
after every rain
a rainbowx wuldd appear.
but iin muah world ther's no exact rainbow tat ii looking for.

wh0 can reali give mii a rainbowx tat ii'm finding.
ii'm finding
ii'm searching
ii believe iin rainbow

becuz ii seen iit twice.
a rainbow iis so nice
but it always muz went thru a rain
then a beautiful rainbow wuldd appear

but how muchie am ii going to suffer
before ii see the rainbow iin muah lyfe?
rainbow rainbow where are uu
ii'm sure

sure tat just one day ii wuldd see iit =))
pls let mii see iit =))
but rainb0w are just there afew mins.
andd then iit disappear

it's just seems tat ur happiness last so short.
maybe at least there's a short time ii can happie =))

nvm it all past . =)) ii will look for brighter side =x
haiZz. hope ii can bahx.

ii can't blame pplx lerhx. cuz sure is muah fault who make them leave
suan lerhx bahx. =)) thanks for being there even just a few mins =)) thanks alot
xie xie ..

6:41:00 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005

ii'm too hurtx to be say

haiZz. reali from all the actions all the words they say. ii reali can't take iit lerhx. yy always mii losing.yy am ii always wrong. y y y . no one will be there for mii ii'm sure. all they say are lie. just a white lie. ii getting sick of muahself. ii'm reali changed. changed to a gurlx who is a stranger to mii. ii duno who am ii now. one day ii will be breaking down. just let mii be.

andd to muah friends.
suan lerhx bahx. ii reali duno how to say muah words iinside mii. okay uu pplx den iis one group. mii iis just a EXTRA. JUST LYK WAT SOMEONE SAY. ii just seems lyk a extra to pplx. suan lerhx. ii will stay away from pplx. pplx who ii noe. ii will tok less andd let uu all lyfe be PEACEFUL. ii will just forget uu all. and get muah lyfe iinto a correct path. lyk wat uu all say ii'm just a nuisance. okay. ii gortta zip out muah mouth and not saying muchie anymore. uu all hate mii for being so noisy. den fine bahx. ii dun tok anymore lerhx.

uu all just duno wat ii tinking. just let mii be bahx.

7:33:00 PM

maybe it's fate~

haiZz. todae heartstring day. no one came to muah stall. so sad. and then we went to slack around when ii suddenly realise tat we can make the hanna? =x how to spell. den after tat ii went back ot make loo. ii do iit on erica hand first =x den after tat jiu alot pplx looking lerhx. den they ask how muchie. so nice of them. =x ii do one time 1 dollar bleahx =P. muah cousin dun trust mii =.=" so saddd =x she dun wan let mii do for her. hmph!! =x den lyk tat lo. northingy muchie. din't get to see the fashion show. miss lau ask us to pack up nia. sian~ den lyk tat bahx.

den after tat jiu finish liao den we go for the NE briefing. liang eng help mii see muah fate. haiZz. kinda badd. well let mii see how muchie can ii rmb

1. ii'm easy to be cheated
2. ii'm easy to trust pplx
3. ii'm nort biased ?? =.=" shi mehx =x
4. iif ii hate tat person ii also won't make the person de =.="
5. iif ii become unfair all friends will leave =.=" haiZz.

den came the relationship partx

1. iif ii choose friends. muah lyfe will be quite good den bla bla bla. den jiu also will be veri fair those loo.
2. iif ii choose muah who who who. den liangeng say he a nice guy won't influence friends those. duno narhx =.=" den jiu alot narhx ii can't rmb lerhx. den say wat iif ii choose him we two won't so last narhx. just a simple bad fairytale lyfe. haiZz. den she told mii tat she dun wan mii to get hurtx. den say hao hao choose the road =.="

den after tat jiu shi aaa.

ii forget lerhx =x nvm narhx next time tink dao zai write. haiZz.. ii so easy to trust pplx. reali veri true. haiZz. suan lerhx. -.-"

den aaaa northingy muchie nnarhx. den went to market eat wif qii den after tat ii went home get muah file den ii actually FORGET TO BRING MAUH KEY =.=" den after tat jiu siao liao lo. call all pplx all working. den ii siao liao. iin d end find the person more closer de. tat iis muah big kor =x den jiu go cityhall get key from him den faster run home get lerhx den go take bus to qii house get her key. den halfway thru she say she forget to bring key also OMG=.=" same fate nia =.=" den after tat we go lerhx den dao her house she check check iin d end no key. so ii sit on the chair lo. den after tat jiu nv pei qii lox =x actually ii is aaaa. ii hai shi dun say lerhx. =)) dun wan let pplx tink too muchie =x den after tat jiu she come back den go iin loo. den jiu lyk tat lo. ii went to clear away muah nail polish. den after tat jiu take cab go sch. wah seh ii wanna vomit lerhx. den ren ren ren until go sch den go find muah mummy den go wait loo. qii goo first lerhx den left mii and mummy. den ii suddenly saw muah papa. wah sehh ii tell uu arhx tat the worst ever. den ii ask him "yy uu come omg wan dan" " zhong zhi bu yao tai kai xin wo de cheng ji hen lan " den lyk tat loo =.=" den after tat muah papa at there read newspaper den ii tok to muah mother lo. den told her alot say muz be prepare nia muah math hen lan muz go for tuition =x so lyk tat loo. den liang eng come lerhx chat wif her alot. den finally muah turn nia. =x den teacher nv say muchie =x

HAPPIE NIA.. MDM WII II LOVE EUU =x she's reali a nice teacher. although gort say bad htingy but also it's true nahrx =x kk narhx dun say lerhx zhong zhii mdm wii iis a nice teacher =x den after tat jiu go out eat lo den come back. papa mama nv scold mii . ii'm so happie.

but somethingy tat ii dun wan say ii'm sad abt iit. saun lerhx it's fate =))

tml going to east coast wif qii andd d other. duno wan do wat nehx. reali veri sad. from 5 pplx becum 2 left. haiZz. pathetic day. haiZz. nvm narhx now gort putao they all lerhx. at least better than we 2 left. haiZz.

ii'm so lonely . duno yy. haiZz. jiu shi felt so empty nia. haiZz. ii reali duno how to say nia. no one noe tis de narhx haiZz.

ii guess ii was just running away from reality. becuz ii noe tat at last who will get hurtx iis mii . haiZz. tat yy ii nv go zhu dong go sms. and find pplx to pei mii tok or wat. haiZz. cuz ii noe pplx words are lie. haiZz. suan lerhx. tat all ii can do lerhx. even muah dog dun listen to mii. ii'm sad he dun care. haiZz. reali so sad loo. fan zhen no one care de. ii'm such a failure. always losiing to her. haiZz. suan lerhx.

ii'm fake. stay away from mii!!! hate muahself. uu can hate mii too. dun sms mii dun tok to mii. dun chat wif mii just treat mii as a illusion.

7:08:00 PM

sadd st0ry. best friends? are they?

As they were growing up they had it all. Bestfriends forever and never did they fall.People always thought they were the perfect 2.Onesweet girl and one boy that never made her blue.

They were best friends forever. Forever until the end.They told each other all their secrets there wasnothing they had to hide. They always helped eachother out and never hurt the other ones pride.But there was a secret that was kept so long. Asecret that might tear their wonderful friendshipapart if the secret was told wrong.They both felt it inside but neither of them everknew.

They both loved each other more thananything in the world no matter how many awfulthings they went through.Well they were seniors in high school everythingwas going great. The prom was coming up and justas friends they were going as each others date.As the night finally came they had such a blast.But as soon as they knew it, the prom was in thepast.As they walked her up the steps of her home.

He told her she looked beautiful tonight and thatthey'd always be best friends and she'd never have to face anything alone.As she opened the door the tears started to fall.She whispered to herself I love him so much andwithout him I'm nothing at all.The boy started to drive down the road eager toget away. He regretted not telling her that heloved her but he just didn't know what to say.

As he was turning a corner a car was coming tofast. The boys car was hit and he wasn't sure if he was going to last.He woke up in the hospital with his best friend by his side. She told him he was her best friend andwithout him she'd die.He could see the painful tears form in her eye.

He looked up at her and said everything will be OK,please don't cry.Finally with enough courage, the boy knew hewasn't going to make it. He came out with thetruth because he just couldn't fake it.There's something I need to tell you. SomethingI've been hiding since about our 2nd grade year.

I love you as more than my best friend. She couldsee a tear. I've always loved you and I alwayswill. You're the best thing that's ever happenedto me and always will be still.As the girl began to cry she confessed her love tohim. I've loved you since I was just a little kid.I never dared to tell you afraid you didn't feelthe same. I thought you just wanted to be friends.Friends until the end. But the truth is I wantedto be more than just your best friend.The boy grabbed her hand and said everything willbe OK.

The boys eyes closed as he slowly driftedaway.From his very last breath this is what she heard.You're more than my best friend. I love you babygirl.The girl started to lose it. Her best friend, andthe love her of her life was gone. She didn't knowwhy it had to happen like this. Was it becausethey both waited so long?

Always tell someone you love them becausehearts are often broken by words left unspoken

7:06:00 PM

guys are biasedd~ =x

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex- boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!uh..never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her. 28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys? weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It 's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting a gal.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive.

7:02:00 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

actiing is s0 tiredd~

haiZz. ytd din't wan to come online. dun reali have mood. andd dun wan come online see pplx chat wif other den ownself sitting there waiting for pplx to reply. den also not muchie mood. so din't wan to snatch pc from kor. so ii was jus at the living room. put two handd andd support muah head andd face the tv. ii wasn't watching. haiZz. tink reali alot nia. tink dao tears drop again =.=" but lucky nia parents was nort there at all. also nvm since no one care. haiZz. no one sms mii. no one reali care de. no one call no one sms no one tok to mii ii was just sitting there "watching tv" haiZz.

den dun tok abt ytd lerhx. cry muahself to slp =.=" so sadd sad dao reali shou bu liao. haiZz. den after tat jiu todae bahx. morning nv see pris they all. guess they went up. andd then ii saw them. haiZz. suan lerhx ii sure tat de. always ii wait for them andd iif ask them wait they pangseh mii. suan lerhx. so tat is a bad thingy iif uu care pplx. they just li yong uu. nvm nvm. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. saw them din't wan tok to them. was lyk ii already so sad lerhx andd yet they seems no care abt iit. suan lerhx ii guess ii stand no place iin their heartx or watever. suan lerhx.

den after tat jiu go back class lo. belle din't care mi. no one care. ii was lyk came to the classroom sat there andd just lie on the table. andd no one seen mii lyk tat. nvm ii use to be a transparents. den after tat went out muahself stand there tink tink tinkk. nvm ii was looking at grass. =)) green iis goood for eye =)) den after tat yang jie came lerhx. den ii jiu go iin. den national athem tat time reali can't stand iit lerhx just cry lerhx. nv cry lyk so jialat narhx. just drop tears but nvm narhx no one saw iit anywhere. ii was sitting right at the front with no teacher onli beside gort friends. but they duno. so when they next song start ii just wipe muah tears off. den jiu lyk tat loo. den whole day trying to act happi lucky no one sense iit nia. muah acting skill iis improving =)) den after tat recess tat time. huiwen.belle.pris.marilyn at a table. den mii andd qii another table. nvm narhx they also won't care. den after tat jiu tok alittle wif qii den we went on quiet. haiZz. sorry arhx reali no mood to tok. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. den chinese lesson going finish tat time kokwei sms mii. no mood to tok. but nvm narhx just continue to sms. andd then stop lerhx. he no reply. nvm narhx he sms qii marhx. so lyk tat loo. den jiu after sch go out wif qii. wait for her so long nia pass the stupid clothes to xiu mei =.=" den after tat jiu go liao. she keep sms ii no sms. den ii was lyk more sian lerhx. den jiu go buy thingy lo. ii no enuff money. den went atm take money loo. bobian. den buy alot thingy arhx.

later still muz wrap the sweet. they just pass money to mii seems so easy. but ii'm the one tat is so hard. haiZz. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. pei qii go take mrt den ii went home andd here ii am to type muah blog. haiZz. sorry arhx tis blog alittle bit dead. cuz ii reali no feeling lerhx. dead iinside lerhx. haiZz.

no mood to type anymore lerhx. zai jian bahx.

ii'm wrong iinto believiing iin pplx words. n0 0ne was there. just no one. just a piece of lie when uu all say uu all wuldd be there. but when ii actually need someone ii was the one who iis there cryiing iin a corner. suan lerhx. n0 one wuldd knew how ii actually feelx. haiZz. even take pic ii also dun seems the real smile lehx. haiZz. tat yy nowaday no new pic post up. haiZz. reali dun wan take pic liao. always seems so fake de smile. haiZz.

ii just fiind out tat ii duno how to bluff pplx iin internet. at least real lyfe ii can put on a smile lyk northing had happened. but internet ii duno how. can't be keep put =)) every sentence ii type marhx. haiZz. suan lerhx. muah heartx zhen de break lerhx everytime when ii see or heard somethingy . haiZz. suan lerhx its all fate =)) nvm bahx. the feeling iis so true dao ii reali can't believe. haiZz. dun say lerhx. the more ii say the more paiin ii get. zai jian lerhx.

ii broke muah promise. ii still drop tears for him. =(( haiZz.

a empty promise gurlx.
a tired gurlx
a li haii iin actiing gurlx.
a useless gurlx
a hopeless gurlx
a failure gurlx
a lousy gurlx
a stupid gurlx
a sux gurlx

7:02:00 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

haiZz.. shld ii believe iin uu?

shld ii believe iin ur words? uu say uu are lonely. den wat are we. ii tot we 5 wuld be yong yuan de. but ii nv expected tat they had heard thingy from other pplx. tt ii say them betrayer. ii nv even say anythingy. they are muah best friend wuld ii ever say thingy abt them. and ii haven been saying anyone of uu all. but they choose to believe iin uu. ii have no words say. ii already try to forget abt tis matter lerhx tinking tat uu wuld change. but ii guess the more uu tell them thingy. the more thingy ii heard from pplx. ii can dui muah liang xin say tat II NV SAY ANYTHINGY ABT ANYONE. uu wan hate mii i have nothingy to say. siince ii already been hated by everyone. ii noe who andd who.

win? did we. we were lose. ii nv tink of snatching back or wat. it's their choice of believiing iin who. ii can onli go wif their decision. uu tink ii'm nort sadd tat a group of so muchie become a pathetic few. uu tink ii'm nort sad. ii'm even sader than anyone of uu. but ii nv show iit. yy shld ii show out muah feeling when deep down iin muah heartx ii dun wan any sympathy? ii nv say uu wan pplx to pity uu. ii just say tat ii just dun wan pplx to ke lian mii those. ii hate those. iif feeling were iin the heartx we can just keep iit. we nv stop them anymore. although abit unhappi at least ii din't say anythingy to them lyk. hey uu noe ii veri hate tat who who who. ii din't ii still treat uu as muah good friends. one of muah good friends. uu din't lost them at all we are the one who lost them. they are just awhile away from uu andd uu say uu lost them den how abt us? we can dun tok to them for weeks. den wat iis iit call. tis iis wat we call exactly lost them.

uu noe tat liang eng onli have one friends one veri best friends. and uu started to tel thingy to her. although their friendship isn't strong but uu doesn't have to add iin troubles de. uu get aways d other two we din't say muchie. but uu try to spoilt all pplx friendship. ii reali gort nothingy to say abt uu. ii reali wanted to sit down andd reali ttok to uu abt iit. but ii guess uu sure iis will tink aiya tis wanling sure iis wat wat wat de. sure one ii'm sure wat uu are tinking of. although ii dun reali noe uu alot. but at least ii still manage to noe alittle. everyone wuld have the same feeling de.not just uu. even mii. but ii learning how to let go of thingy. somethingy are mean't to let go. so ii let iit go. iif they theirs no matter how pplx snatch they wuld always come back. iif uu tell them bad thingy . one day they wuld just realise iit andd leave. so yy dun hao hao de find one true friends. who uu can share everythingy . who uu no need to compete wif anyone.

eveyrthingy happen iis how uu tink de. uu eveyrtime feel lyk the world isi ending. but uu din't reali reali go thru muah lyfe before. iif uu reali go thru uu wuld noe tat uu are acutally more fortunate. uu duno how muah worlds iis lyk . at least ii manage to hold oon till now. but ii guess one day ii sure gortta break down but at least now ii trying to be strong.. tat all ii can do now. but iif reali one day uu nv see mii ii guess uu wuld be hapier dui marhx. cuz finally uu at ur friends there. but did uu actually go treasure them. uu din't reali see actually.behind everythingy gort sad stuff happening. mii andd qii are always the one og out go out go out. jiu suan wif d other they always seems so sian. sian dao ii reali tot tat it's was wrong to ask them out iin the first place.

suan lerhx ii won't tok muchie here lerhx. ii getting tired of it lerhx. uu finally get iit andd uu say uu lost iit. =.=" veri good sentence yup? say all uu wan bahx. ii getting muahself out of this thingy ii'm nort gortta care muchie lerhx. all ii get back iis just saddness. it didn't do mii good anywhere. ii'm nort gorrtta care lerhx. happi lerhx marhx uu. nvm larhx. at least when ii sad andd someone iis happie iis somethingy good. ii'm sure when sometimes when ii happie someone will be out there having a bad day. but nvm ii use to tis kind of day narhx. so nvm narhx dun care mii. from small to big ii'm always lyk tat. just giving a happie face and act lyk northingy had happened. =)) thank you tis year the gold horse is muah one liao bleahx =P dun care narhx. zhong zhi jiu shi lyk tat bahx.

haiZz..

8:51:00 PM

n0 m0od~

haiZz. just n0w after IPW jiu CV lerhx. go the PSC den gort air con. nv listen wat teacher toking narhx =x dun care them. fan zhen no use de =x den after tat jiu go canteen lo. ii can finsh muah food. but bobian cannort waste food so ii keep eat diao loo. den make dao ii reali so full. duno yy nowaday so full. ytd also nv eat muchie onli eat muah dinner jiu finish liao. den todae eat the noodle so full. last time ii can eat alot nia. uu ask qii they all. they see lerhx will scare de. but now ii suddenly so full those. even one plate of rice ii eat halfway shou bu liao lerhx. haiZz.

den after tat jiu go make hair those den jiu come back sit down there. den bu dong narhx tink too muchie lerhx. zhong zhi jiu shi mei shi narhx. marilyn andd pris arhx uu all see cuo lerhx. nort tears shii eyes abit itchy narhx. so lyk tat loo. no need care mii de narhx ii abit craziie de . =))

den after tat go for dance lo. have to go early nia senior sorry nia.. den jiu go wif qii go return book den walk around the geylang methodist den jiu go home lerhx. can't find hte cc =x den jiu lyk tat bahx. haiZz . no mood write lerhx. dui bu qii arhx. haiZz. todae lyfe iis sad. maybe ye xu hai shii maybe xiang tai duo lerhx. haiZz. suan lerhx yi qie dou shi ming zhu ding de =)) iif ii can bi mian jiu bi mian bahx. maybe is a way of tao bii =x but suan lerhx. hao guo keep noe lerhx more ii will sad dui marhx. so hai shii. nvm bahx.. =)) uu all dun tink too muchie ii zhi shii ownself toking to muahself. =x craziie mii. =)) xie xie!~!! byebyee cya take care.

two sided face gurlx believe iit anot
tears behind the smile is all ii have now

lonely gurlx__]]+

ii tot ii wuld be cold blooded wif no feeling anymore but ii was wrong.

6:42:00 PM

now iin IPW ROOM.. weeee

weeeee!! IPW ROOM .. wahaha. tou tou use the pc. bleahx =P but dun care narhx. lalala!! nothingy to do nia. just now pe also northingy to do. gong gong see pplx play captain ball. muah class win 2nd prize lehx. wahaha.. 2e last second =.=" ii tot they first nehx. =.=" nvm nvm jia you jia you next time =))

aaaa northingy muchie lerhx. =x lynette wan use lerhx. ZAI JIAN .. byebyeee.. bleahx. =P ii wan use msn but cannot. stupidd pc. lousy one. woohoo. tis week last week jiu byebye liao. but so sian muz go campp.. so siiannnnn.. 28 no more outing lerhx =(( duno still gort anot. suan lerhx no pris no potato still gort muah own truth friends.. they dun wan go nvm loo.. they wan go out wif huiwen ii tink. suan lerhx =)) ii dou ask laykheng andd qii also say okay lerhx. den kokwei also say maybe can. so suan lerhx bahx. since qii say no them we all zao go loo. dun care =x hope can bring muah boi boi go. bleahx =P but ma huan lehx. muz take care of iit.. MA HUAN SI LERHX =x kk see first bahx. maybe bring? maybe nort bring =x see first narhx.

30 going out wif amanda duno can anort iif cannort zui duo go manicure wif qii =x ii wan try narhx.. try for fun . bleahx =P

31 go out wif pris andd qii to pei tat stupid pris straighten her hair looo.. =x

1 iis the history tripp nia.. sian lehx whole day out. so siann

2 3 4 5 iis the camp nia. MORE SIAN. can ii pon ? =x who wan pei mii ponnn.. bu ran halfway we say we sick dun wan continue lerhx. bleahx =P let's poonnn =x dun care narhx. ii also see first.. see hao wan marhx iif nort hao wan ii go liao loo.. cai dun care them. lyk wat belle clothes have " DUN WASTE MUAH TIME " =x lalala

den ii tink no more lerhx bahx. the last week of holiday iis study week for mii =x bo bian since muah result so cham..

den tis friday horr also cham lehx. gort the stupid PARENTS MEETING SESSION. dabian!! still gort wat heartstring day still gort wat be urself day. sioa one all put one day.. crazii mad dog nia.!!! ZUI HAO STUPID MDM WI DUN SAY ANYTHINGY BAD ABT MI =x hate uu narhx. everytime catch muah attire. crazii de.. but now hao liao. at least nv catch so ii lyk uu but dun say bad thingy abt mii nia!! =x

weeeee! northingy liao..

just now pe noe alot thingy haiZz..dun say muchie lerhx.

byebyeee cher coming. bleahx.

12:25:00 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

n0 m0re watermel0n days =x ~

kk tis time dun write watermelon lerhx. stupid de. hen xiang kill diao tat dabian person =x kk shhh shh =x stupidd de =x nv xiang dao they read nia. =x

ermmm.. start wif todae bahx. find out the pc is on =x den go use liao. even though ii slping halfway. but nvm larhx. ytd slp abt 2 + =x cuz sui bu zao larhx =x den jiu lyk tat loo den jiu faster use pc den gort a few online. den jiu chat lo. den jiu waitnig for time to pass for muah piano lesson. dabian teacher. hate uu so late come zuo mo. if nort ii can early early go out liao =x den jiu lyk tat lo. 11 lyk tat cher come lerhx. den jiu go open door for him den jiu start piano lerhx. ii play muah firstlove play dao xiang dabian liao =.=" den jiu exam pieces dun say lerhx =x ii so long nv touch those lerhx. =.=" den jiu lyk tat loo again cong xin zai lai xue =.=" wah sehh.. sian arhx hai mii keep yawn =x sorry arhx cher =x

den after tat jiu finish lerhx den ii faster get clothes den go bathe lerhx. den jiu take bag make tis make tat =.=" den jiu go out loo.. den faster run to mrt den take the train den go meet qii they all. saw pris =x she say she saw qi den her mother let her to come wif us.. weee! but she need to go abt 2 diao~ den after tat we jiu meet at the mrt den we jiu go heeren lo. den kokwei say they going so decided to meet lo. den we all go up to action city den they outside. den we go out they go iin =.=" den we go iin they come out =.=" diao!! den after tat we jiu finaly is together liao den they walk iinfront we walk behind lo. they horr veri rich leh >< keep go those expensive shop =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lyk tat loo. den iin d endd kokwei tell us go walk first lo. den we jiu go out liao go the aaa far east. but we walk dao sian liao nia. den tat time pris jiu go liao. den we iin neoprint shop one of the machine down there lying. den qii jiu sms wif kokwei. den ii down there northingy to do =.=" xian mu her lehx. chi0 gurlx jiu shi chio gurlx. w0n't sian de. =x

den after tat we jiu decide go peace centre lo. den go find the poolx thingy. duno which one nia =.=" den anyhow walk lo. den iin d end correct liao. wee!! see ii'm so clever =x tat place iis ii 2 yr ago go de =x seems outdated lerhx =x den after tat qii and mii go arcade play lo.. ii winn.. gort 3 time bravo =x weee!! den after tat jiu go back lerhx. den jiu wanna go iinside. but stupid auntie dun let =x say wat nort 16 cannort go iin. =.=" den jiu stay outside lo. den jiu lyk tat lyk tat in d end they come out liao. jiang kuai =x iis iit our fault ? =x sorry lehx. den after tat jiu go play again lo. tis time kokwei =.=" spend money. nvm nvm next time treat back him =x qian him 1 dollar =x QIAN $ HUAN $ 1 kuai qian =x bai chii nehx =x den after tat he's a pro ii tell uu. uu play wif him uu will xia dao de. wah seh.. scary lehx him. den after tat dao qii play lerhx. den jiu lyk tat loo lyk tat loo. den still he win lehx. li hai nehx. scary scary. =x pplx can vs him lerhx =x he zhen de hen li hai =x

den after tat we jiu go liao. aaa go where arhx. =x aa ii tink iis go back bugis huh. yupp yupp correct. den after tat lyk tat loo walk aroundd.. den they saw someone =x they are rich nia =)) andd they buy thingy hen kuai lehx. =x can noe how guy shopping nia =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lo lyk tat lo. tat stupid guy call yan shen huh? duno narhx. gei ta qi sii ii telll uu.. wear wat dabian de shirt. brown colour de. ii jiu shi tao yan his shirt. andd horr he horr. duno narhx dun say lerhx. qi si wo jiu you. so * paiseh * den jiu lyk tat lo. dun say muchie lerhx =x after tat more paiseh. den after tat jiu they pei us untli muah house there.. thanks you nehx andd sorry lehx ma huan uu all =))

den after tat come home northingy to do mama ask mi pei her go the rochor there den go bugis buy dog food =.=" den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. den jiu come back ii tired slp awhile den when ii open eye saw korkor not using den faster snatch pc lerhx =P bleahx ni yao zhe yang =x den he now go slp. weee! he tml going back camp =.=" but will be back. sian. but he gort put pw. sianZz. no more using lerhx. who iis freeeee peii mii arhx. taoyan si lerhx. sure muah second kor using. so ii dun wan come home liao bleahx =P haiZz. ii haven tell muah mum muah markx haiZz..

friendship zai jian lerhx. reali can't can't belive anyone anymore lerhx. they nv speak their truth they nv . they are all just acting iinfront of mii. acting iinfront of everybody. ii'm once again being the bad person. nvm ii'm use to iit. ii'm use to it. ii lose to uu lerhx. uu all kai xin lerhx bahx. haiZz. zao wan qii also sure leave de. sure de. suan lerhx. den man man one by one all leave. haiZz. sometimes ii'm tiinkiing tat ii'm reali so sha. to believe iin everlasting friendship. ii reali duno who iis behind mii speaking the bad. ii din't do anythingy to uu. ii nv andd ii dui zhe muah liang xiin say ii mei you. yy uu all jiu shi always do everythingy to mii. yy uu all mei you xiang guo pplx. keep wan tink of urself. wei shen mo. ii always wei lerhx uu all tink tink tink so muchie. tink okok it's nort uu all fault those. wo zhen de hen lei of tinking iin pplx shoe lerhx. den who tiink iin muah. dao tou lai iis always ii sad ii sad ii sad..

haiZz.. friends zuo dao lyk tat. ii reali duno wat to do nia. wo hen muahself. ii'm always so selfish. wei shen mo. ii'm easy jealous. wo zhen de hao hen muahself. wei shen mo ii can't go back to muah usual self. yy am ii so childish wei shen mo.

everythingy dou shi miing zhu ding de. =)) no one noe how ii feel.. nv de. ii can give uu a happi happi face but deep iinside muah heartx ii was nv happie.. once ii tink of everythingy ii'm all over sad again. tears went dry =)) ii'm nort gortta drop tears for him =)) it's once and for all =)) ii reali bu d0ng yy iis muah tears keep dropping when ii tink of iit. ii reali bu dong. it gortta pass soon =)) everythingy come and go de tat wat rachel jie tell mii . ii noe tat arhx. but ii jiu shi fang bu xia.. wo bu dong did ii forget hiimm.. it's memories. memories will always stay. unless ii went for a brain wash but ii'm nort gortta do iit. cuz ii reali wanna rmb everytingy. now lehhx.. ii wei lerh another person drop tears lerhx. dao dii wr standd iin which position iin muah heartx? ii bu dong. 2 yrs lerhx. =.=" 2 yrs the memories. even alot pplx dou say lerhx. but wei shen mo ii fang bu xia. =.=" hao sadd arhx. feeling dao di fade lerhx marhx. dou so long nv see nv chat nv do anythingy lerhx. haiZz.. cannort zai tink lerhx. haiZz..

den he nehx. ii tot ii won't have a heartx break again. after promising muahself no more sad over anythingy lerhx. no more no more. but haiZz. ii hai shii wei lerhx him drop tears lerhx. after so long nv drop =.=" ii still tot ii won't drop anymore tears anymore. ii tot ii being strong lerhx. but haiZz. ii was wrong iin every thinking.haiZz.. ii hao shii bai worZz.. even qii dou say mii shii bai lerhx. haiZz.. zhen de nehx.. hao shii bai hao shii baii!!! xin hao tong nia. haiZz. wo bu dong zuo mo narhx. wo jiu shi abit crazii de. bu yao li wo narhx. hao xiang ku =)) but bu ke yii. promise lerhx no more tears =)) bu ke yi break liao =x scare scaer nehx.

haiZz.. hao xin ku hao xin ku. somethingy are meant to be kept iin heartx =)) ii haven tell anyone yet nehx. =X see qing xing bahx. maybe mei you ji hui zai say lerhx? =X who noes. haiZz.. suan lerhx. bu ke yii. bu ke yi. no more no more no more tinking. * stop * shhh =x lallaa!! haiZz.. hao sad arhx. hao sadd arhx!!!

kai shii aii shang nii de zhii wei bu hao guo haiZz..
a gurlx hiiding iin a corner cryiing.

8:38:00 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

tiis iis meaningful. ii reali lyk uu lerhx. haiZz.

two tear drops were floating down theriver.

one tear drop said to the other,"i'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. who are you?""

i'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go....."

she teardrop consoled, "there would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."

he teardrop replied, "but then you'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back..."

she teardrop said, "it's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship workout the way it should be."

she continued, "LOVE? it's kind of complicated,but i'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there...."

he teardrop pondered and said, "you know, if i had the letters "HRT", i can add "EA" to get a "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but i'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than have a "HEART"without "U"...

she teardrop smiled and replied, "giving someone all your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."

he teardrop continued, "she told me once, do not be too good, i will miss you. don't be too caring; i might like you. don't be too sweet; i might fall for you."

she teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes."She teardrop continued, "if you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... i love you and do you know why? you got me when you first said 'Hi'"

he teardrop said, "you are brave she teardrop,now i know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."

he teardrop continued further, "did you know that the expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what i do,i told her NOTHING and because of that i losther even though i love her... i cry for the time that she was almost mine, i cry for the memories i've left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. i cry for the times i thought i had her!"she teardrop consoled,

"Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."he teardrop cried,"Now i know, i have learned.don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."

8:06:00 PM

ii'm sadedddd!! zu0 m0 muah ming yun always same de.

did ii reali tiink alot?

yy iis always mii getiing hurtx?
yy iis mii always nv get the thingy ii want?
yy always they were the one who leave?
iis tat retribution?

they den zhen zhen gort fate
ii'm just an outsider
yy always mii being the extra one
yy always mii being sadd over iit

nvm bahx, its muah fate. ii wan change it but can't
uu all will nv noe how ii go thru tis world de. uu will nv noe de.
did ii reali get the wrong move?
ii reali dun wan tink abt iit

but yy ii still brood over again and again
yy am ii always tinking iit
if its mine it wuld be there
if it wasn't mine it's gone also too bad for mi

watever bahx. ii need to accept the reality
accept the thingy tat ii am going thru
but ii can't help being sad narhx
it was the first time ii ever cry for hiim.

the first drop of tears.
ii hope it won't turn to a pool of tears.
ii'm nort a nice gurlx. nort a good gurlx.
ii'm easy jealous. haiZz.

hate muahself alot nehx.

haiZz. lyk wat nel say bahx. muz look at the bright thingy iin life. but how can ii do iit when all ii get is always thingy tat happenedd iin another way ii dun wan. haiZz. it's muah lyfe. have to live with iit no matter wat. haiZz.

3:34:00 PM

siians.

n0rthingy better to do now sia.. kor now eating den ii cheng ji go use =x dun care narhx. haiZz. no pc no go out no tv nice to watch. haiZz. ii'm so siann.. who iis going out ask mii go lehx. ii'm so siian.. veri sian somemore nia.. tao yan si lerhx larhx. haiZz. ii'm sian ii'm siannn.. jiu ming arhx.. ii'm rotting at home =x wan dan lerhx. dun care larhx next time sunday pplx ask mii out lehx.. qii can't go out den ii also at home northingy to do lerhx.. haiZz. siann...

weee!!

haiZz. iis iit correct to lurve euu? haiZz. ii duno. watever ii'm sux de . ii hate muahself. ii dou dun lyk muahself where gort zhi ge go lyk other. haiZz. suan lerhx~

ha0 sad arhx. feel lyk crying liao. haiZz..

2:28:00 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Watermel0n days~

weee!!! todae iis a watermelon day.. ii tink dao de =x cuz keep say watermelon marhx. =x kk ii'm lame..

okok let's start wif starting.

ermmm ii was late sia =x ii mean ii wake up late nia. xia dao mi. den faster go bathe den all tat den faster run to pharmancy. den after tat take 133 go. den ii duno at where xia sia. den anyhow xia lo. cuz kor say iis at woodville there. den john also say at the mrt. diao. den meifang say iis at the 7 eleven. onli there have =.=" den ii gong gong. so when we reach ii aga aga noe where liao =x den ask them xia loo. den after tat jiu ownself walk =x at first dun wan ma huan kokwei de. den iin d end we still mii lu =.=" den iin d end he come find us loo. din't do anythingy =x cuz pris there =x bobian!! den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. reach his sch liao he pass mii the ticket . den he go run to his sch liaoo. cuz he need to take care of his stall marhx. den after tat we 3 ownself walk aroundd. ii went to find mei fang andd mei fen =)) they are still the same =)) den when ii going to find meifang tat time. saw sophia =)) sorry arhx din't manage to stop and tok cuz ii saw meifang lerhx. sorry lehx. den after tat jiu go the wat dunking game arhx =.=" SAW TAT ZHEN LU =.= wahseh. den after tat saw wei jie. duno him anot lehx. but he look lyk lehx. suan lerhx dun care. =x den saw mei hui andd michelle. alot narhx. =x ii miss stamford =x

den after tat ask mei fang pei mii walk around awhile den kokwei call andd ask us go see the dunking game. cuz the principal down there marhx =x den after tat we go see loo. den we go second floor. den after tat finish liao we walk to the washroom den make hair those. wah seh reali hot nehx =x den after tat jiu walk back de shi hou saw kokwei lo. den tat time he ask wan go iin the classroom marhx. den ii say okay lo. HAO RE ARHX .. inside better at least cooler =x den we 3 siao gurlx down there play here play there. den tok here tok there. den ii tel them ii feel bad lehx. they at first iis iin the class one. den cuz we 3 den go out of the class. wah seh DUI BU QII!!! sorry lehx. ii wanna ask them to come in but bu gan lehx =x sorry lehx. ask pris go she dun wan. ask qii go she also dun wan =x den bo bian =x sorry nehx.

den after tat gort who special go for the dunking den kokwei sure tell us iis who lyk vice principal those lo. thanks nehx =)) den after tat jiu those thingy lo. den after tat we went down buy drinks. at first wanna sms kokwei ask him wan marhx. but ii duno wat hp he using narhx =.=" keep change =.=" den onli qii noe. den after tat we come up wif a candy floss cuz cannort go iin class eat marhx. later hai dao them. so we sit on a bench lo. den after awhile they go liao. den we also go liao. den halfway thru saw pris. ii mean kokwei de pris =x and the denise =x they are chio =)) chio gurl gurl jiu shi chio gurl gurlx.

den after tat jiu go take lift down. den walk around. den decided to give back the money to kokwei. so went up to find but they iin class so pass the ticket to weihao. den after tat we wanna tour the sch de. iin d end ii say stay at 3rd floor hao liao =x cuz veri cool nia. veri liang =x den veri nice sia. somemore going rain liao =x den so nice the weather. den stupid weihao iin 4th floor marhx. keep disturb us. den iin d end mii andd qii andd pris sit on 2 chair which iis link together den pris sit iin the centre. den after tat we kop her mp3 to listen =x den after tat ii tink alot thingy sia. tink dao ii drop tears =x maybe iis ii xiang tai duo bahx. haiZz. lucky they nv see dao. =x den after tat jiu weihao andd kokwei come down ask us go liao lo. den veri cute sia. kokwei holdiing one watermelon =x

den after tat we jiu go bball court lerhx. walk a long distance nia. but still alright larhx. =x dden after tat jiu dao liao we 3 sit there watch lo. wah seh they hai man li hai de. =x zhi shi tat weihao =x lalalaa!! everytime lyk diu bu jing one =x jkjk. he still alright larhx. den after tat we 3 play true or dare. veri lame sia. den we ask dao northingy to ask liao den jiu stop liao. den tat pris horr keep say LET GO SUNTEC =.=" den cuz AHEM there marhx. so she wanna go. den after tat slowly slowly rain liao. ROMANTIC SIA =x imagine a couple iin the rain walking a long road. wah seh =x ii tink too muchie lerhx =x but reali nia. hao lang man =x den after tat jiu go shelter loo.. den tat part most funni sia.. when we left 3 guys andd 3 gurls. gort qii pris mii kokwei weihao den another one duno =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. tat guy who ii duno de =x keep disturb kokwei keep say wat watermelon motor those. den veri funni jiu dui lerhx. make dao we luff dao pengx =x den keep say watermelon watermelon den watermelon zai =x funni sia.. den after tat we luff dao pengx liao den they finally noe how to let pris go home =.='

den after tat we go liao lo. kokwei wif pris cuz they wan go home first. but ppris iis need to go home. den left qii mii weihao den another ii duno again =x den after tat jiu we 4 down there eat lo. ii duno yy ii can't eat finish lehx. veri full arhx . ii whole day nv eat liao lehx. still so full =.=" jian gui arhx!! =x den after tat we wait wait den weihao go liao go home change those lo. den left we 3 lo. den wait awhile kokwei come liao. den he eat those lo den after tat jiu dao weihao come back liao. den tat guy who ii duno go change lo. veri stylo lehx =x reali lehx VERI STYLO =x den after tat we jiu at first wanna go orchard but due to lack of time ii can't go lo .=x SORRY AGAIN =x dui bu qii ii keep give uu all ma huan =.=" DUI BU QII !! den after tat the first time ever ii went out so late =x at 7++ ii still outside lehx. den after tat jiu walk afew place den go down play arcade.. no rock fever nia =(( den after tat bo bian down there watch kokwei play lo. he shoot veri li hai nehx =x *clapclap clap* den after tat jiu walk walk. but kokwei seems so quiet ii so scare sia =x den halfway thru weihao andd another keep disturb sia. uu all will bei luff dao pengx de. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. haiZz. be a guy iis so good. they are tall.. 160++ onwards lehx. hate uu all larhx. grow so tall zuo mo !! gort money earn arhx. zuo mo ii stlil so short. ZUO SHEN MO!! diao!! hate muah height =x

den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. abit scare kokwei angry sia. but duno yy nehx =x ii jiu shi pai pai. he seems angry
=(( den after tat they send us home lo. den after tat qii come muah house. den ii just gang gang hao see muah present tat ii forgortten to give kokwei de =x sorry nehx! den after tat faster take lerhx den take muah dog go walk den jiu go down lerhx. den give kokwei the present =x den after tat walk around muah house. ii wan muah dog to noe how to go home. qi si mii lerhx. ask him boi boi arhx guai go home. but jiu shi here xiao bian there xiao bian.. uu see lerhx reali qii sii arhx.

den after tat jiu lyk tat loo gort alot cat nia. stupid dog keep bark . chao si mii . den scared sia . den after tat jiu lyk tat lo.. den finally no cat den he also noe how to go home . FIRST TIME LEHX. FIRST TIME IIN HISTORY. lala.. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. den go down pei qii go take mrt. den jiu go home liao. den now using pc lo. a long day nia.. WATERMELON DAY =x todae alot first time bei qiang diao sia =x

First Time =x

first time to go bendemeer secondary
first time to meet dao ahem =x
first time to go iin fun fair den horr go iin pplx class nehx
first time to go the community centre =x
first time to noe so mani pplx =x so call narhx
first time to crap wif a guy which ii duno =x but he's crappie =x
first time to go out wif guys which ii nv go out before andd bu shi hen ren shi
first time to go out late at night
first time to go to arcade at nite
first time to reach home late at nite
first time to go out wif guys till so late
first time to crap alot wif guy nia =x

okok cha bu duo liao bah. iif gort more ii add iin loo =x but reali alot first time lehx. wah seh qiang diao muah so mani first time =x jkjkjk

den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. a verii funn day =)) they are nice pplx =))

done weee!!

qii iis chio =x tat yy so mani pplx keep lyk tok to her onli =x lalalaa!!

ok xing fu nu ren. shoo. .=x haiZz..

runaways andd crys ~

ii can't stand the fate
ii can't stand muah fate
yy do everythingy bad fall upon mii
yy muz always be mii

ii'm tired
can uu just give mii a break
can uu just give mii wat ii wanted
yy can't ii just lyk other to get wat ii wan?

yy muz uu take away thingy
yy muz muah fate be lyk tat
ii hate muah lyfe
ii hate muah self

useless . stupid . shibai zhe!!

ii'm a failure.. shoo mii!! haiZz..

10:09:00 PM

Friday, May 20, 2005

OMG

PPLX.. OMG.. UU ALL GO SEE THE www.sggirls.com there's one ii saw the kimberly and the silver pic there lehx. uu all check ur pic iis iit there. OMG. THEY ARE SO BIAN TAI.

7:35:00 PM

stupidd day andd fun day =))

t0dae had less0n till 9.10 andd we went for recess. ii g0rt back muah english. =.=" ii'm saded again. but teacher say ii did try hard.. thank you alot. =)))) but ii'm still fail. =.=" now more worst all also gort liao.
A2 B3 B4 C5 C6 D7 E8 F9

muah english iis 46. =.=" ii'm saded!!! muah paper one is 22.5 lehx. can't expect ii fail. haiZz..

den after tat went for the celebration on vesak day =.=" tat's one thingy good abt the buddhist sch =x

den after tat jiu finish lerhx den ii go liao lo. at first planning go to the lor 1 since mii andd qii nv together go. mii gort go before larhx. wif cousin. northingy muchie but there's still somethingy to see =.=" ahhh wat am ii toking =.=" den after tat iin d end we stop at bishan marhx. den so long nv go. den ii say we go bishan better larhx. more near =x den after tat ii sms laykheng. muah long lost jiemui ZUI HAO DE WORZZ. MUZ STRESS IT =x SHE REALI PEI MII TONG DANG GONG KU ARHX =x QII ALSO =x ddunn worry ii won't hu yue nii de =)) tiis two reali is true friends =)) thankss worZz. .=)) den after tat jiu we 3 walk around lo.. den iin d endd laykheng meet her friends. de mii andd qii go washroom. saw jeanne. ii tink she saw mi. when she come iin larhx. ii gort six sense tat iis her nehx. ii mean gort six sense tat ii will saw jeanne. iis lyk tat time when she just come iin ii nv see her face marhx just see her uniform. den after tat ii jiu xin li say scally shii jeanne. but ii you gan jue where gort so hengx see her de. den iin d end when qii tel mii iis jeanne. den ii blur blur go see. OMG reali her. den ii call her. here's the conversation

MIE : JEANNE!!
JEANNE: HUH?
MIE : uu noe who iis mii marhx??
JEANNE : OF COURSE NOE LARHX UU SHOUT MUAH NAME SO LOUD =.="

den she jiu bo cha mii liao walk away =.=' SO DAO LO .. wah sehx jeanne arhx. wat happened arhx.. ii re dao uu mehx =.=" so dao to mii lyk ii do somethingy wrong to uu lyk tat =.=" ii tink she saw mii when she come iin =.=" suan lerhx. nvm nvm

den after tat jiu walk abit den laykheng call mii ask mii where am ii den ii say i at ebase. den after tat i change back to ice lemon tee. den scare she nv saw us. iin d end she saw. den wanna come xia mii. but iin d end tat time ii turn back ii xia dao cuz ii saw her marhx. =.=" den she say she at first wanna xia mii one =.=" dia0s b0o larhx!! =x

den after tat jiu we 3 siao char bo walkiing around lerhx. den walk here walk ther. iin d end junction 8 so fast finish. so we decided to go toa payoh. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo. den walk awhile laykheng wanna go lerhx. den bo bian left mii andd qii so 2 REALI IIS SIAO CHAR BO WALK TO A SHOP =x *AHEM* *cough cough* den buy some present. reali veri funni sia. FUNNI LARHX.. den we spent one hour at tat shop.. den still keep find those red colour one.. so funni =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lyk tat.. =x den reali veri funny. bought 3 present =)) at one go. wahaha.. shall be a nice birthday present =)) it's muah first time wif friends go buy " present " sia =x so funi. =x kk dun say liao =x wahaha.. =x den after tat jiu go out liao go back to bugis. qii bought a shoe lace. well well well ..

todae din't get to meet kokwei. cuz he nort free. need to make his stall marhx. den veri funny lehx. he say wat gort 5 watermelon =.=" say lyk veri weird lehx. den after tat g0rt 1 dr0p marhx. den becum half. den he go get one spoon to eat =.=" so weird lehx him. reali so jie shen =x den tml muz figure out how to go lerhx =X hope tml we 3 siao siao de won't go wrong place =x HOPE LARHX. =x but he say wat when we going reach call him. den okay lo..

den after tat jiu pei muah dog go walk walk wif qi. den go dao peace centre den walk back den go around the thingy iin front of muah house. tat stupid wat tiger thingy de narhx. siao siao de. =x kk yao end lerhx. kor kor coming home. ii scare scare. =x

* ended~ *

ii sux .. !!!!

dates are not free =x

21 - bendemeer fun fair
27 - hearstring day. parents meeting session =((
28 - Eastcoast. g0rt laykheng nehx =))
3o - manicure ? duno qii yet =x
31 - peii pris go straighten hair
o1 - history trip
o2 - Buddhist Camp
o3 - Buddhist Camp
o4 - Buddhist Camp
o5 - Buddhist Camp ?? shii marhx?

19 - Study at home =))
2o Study at home =))
21 - Study at home =))
22 - Study at home =))
23 - Study at home =))
24 - Study at home =))

weee!!! ii'm plann hao hao liao =)) OH YA. .AHH. ii haven return muah library book OMG. who's free to help mii return the date due iis on 28 May nehx. how how how? ahhh. die liao.. kk ii scare kor coming back byeee..

6:44:00 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

muah exams sux =(( ii ya0 cry lerhx. wh0 cum c0ns0le mii =((

haiZz. todae get back paper. ii'm sad over muah result. specially muah math.. ii nv flunk so badly before. NV!! totally reali can't expect ii actually failed.. failed wif a bad markx. F9 nehx. ii'm sadd !!! n0 m0re play after june holiday. muz buck up lerhx. ii reali iin need of a tutor. who is williingly to give mii free tuition =x or introduce some good tutor? or who wan go wif mii for tuition? =(( ii realii need iit. =(( ii'm sadeddd.. haiZz..

n0rt g0iing t0 c0ntinue. let uu see h0w badly ii d0ne. ii ya0 cry lerhx. just n0w ren lerhx veri l0ng lerhx. finaly can drop iit lerhx. haiZz.. ii hate muah lyfe.. pplx just kill mii. or bang mii onto the wall to let mii wake up.. WANLING WAKE UP ARHX.. STUDY STUDY.. TIS JUNE HOLIDAY MUZ USE SOME PART TO REVISE MUAH WORK LERHX. PPLX LAST WEEK IS BOOK. DUN GIVE MII TEMTATION =x ii wan study for the last week.

here's the result

chinese : 67 B3
Math : 39 F9
Science: 57 C5
Geography: 51 C6
D and T : 70 A2
History : 41 E8
Literature : 61 B4

haiZz. ii g0rt A2 B3 B4 C5 C6 E8 F9 lehx.. ii'm saded.. hate mii larhx.. HATE MUAHSELf. WANLING QUI HAO QU SI . II'm SAD!! all so lousy.. haiZz.. bu xiang xie lerhx larhx.. DABIAN MII.. WO HAO SUX!!!!! HAIZZ. PPLX IF UU ALL WAN STUDY TELL MI LEHX! II SURE WILLINGLY TO GO DE. HAIZZ. GOD ARHX JIU JIU WO. PLS DUN LET MII FAIL SO BADLY FOR ENG. PLS PLS PLS.!!! QIU QIU NI SHENG ARHX.

5:23:00 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

weets reali sh0pping times =x DESPO GROUP RAWKS.. lurve uu all loads =)) ..

weets!! okay start from todae morning. stupid de. stupid dog keep bark bark bark den bark dao ii wake up. den qii sii mii lo. den put hiim iin muah room.. den continue slp but slp bu liao. so went to prepare lerhx. den tat time shi 8 somethingy lehx.. qi si wo lerhx. dne go prepare lo.. den wear a pink top and white skirt lo.. both thingy is new one. buy veri long lerhx. nv wear dao =x lazi wear narhx =x

den after tat finish liao jiu went online. den saw qii andd kokwei.. den tok awhile loo.. den jiu qii andd kokwei went offline at the same time =.=" pangseh de!! =x den after tat ii also iinside jump here jump there den jiu go make hair den after tat jiu go out of house lerhx. den jiu go pharmacy find them lo.. we all wear pink at least gort pink.. but belle andd qii iis black but gort pink narhx. den we 5 wear skirt =)) we nv say dao together wear de horr.. weeee!! they lyk to wear jeans de.. now they wear skirt lehx. wahaha =x

den after tat ii jiu buy lip ice lerhx. nice nice. veri nice nice de =)) can go buy =)) den after tat qii jiu come lerhx den we jiu go take neoprint. we 5 take one. andd mii andd pris andd potato take one. den after tat jiu go cut cut den jiu go walk walk find clothes. den we jiu go walk bugis street. no shop open =(( den after tat jiu we go the bugis street the shop eat lo. nice lehx!! cheap and nice. =x den tat time we going iin the shi hou belle come tell us she duno how to go down =x so cute sia her. den we go tell her bla bla bla.. den after tat we go eat lo.. veri nice veri nice.. cost 6.45 becuz mii andd qii call for a dessert =x den after tat jiu go walk again lo.. pris book a shirt.. OH YA ii bought a shirt too tat 16 dollar one. =)) den after tat pris jiu go book tat purple shirt. VERI NICE NEHX.. but we not shi he. =x den after tat jiu lyk tat lyk tat.

den mii andd marilyn went to cut hair. veri nice lehx her one.. miie look so toot.. omg omg omg omg!!! look lyk 3 yrs old child sia.. hate uu larhx !!! =x nvm nvm.. MUZ BLAME TAT STUPID TEACHER II HATE EUU.. QU SI BAH =x :: kick uu :: den after tat marilyn one veri nice arhx.. but tat hairdresser.. hmmss =x tao yan si lerhx..

den after tat went to the heeren. but nv go iin outside onli den go lucky plaza. bought the shirt which belle say use lai decorate de =x OUR OWN UNIFORM. wahaha. den after tat jiu lyk tat. den pris andd potato go liao =.=" they always lyk so sian. den make dao also abit sian liao =.=" nvm larhx. maybe wat we see nort suit them bahx.. haiZz. sorry lehx.. den after tat jiu left qii andd mii =)) shoppiing timess for us. =)) shopping khaki liao =x always shopping together de =x wahaha..

den after tat went to buy 3 shoe lace. den 2 bracelet andd a bag. ii planning to make the bag as school bag. but after june holiday den ii take larhx =x wahaha.. den qii went to buy 2 bracelet andd a bag. her bag iis nice. she's iinside the bag =x cuz her bag is bee marhx. den she wong wong wong marhx. so equal bee =x wahaha.. guan nii. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo.. ii seems to buy alot nehx .. weees den jiu lyk tat lo.. around 6++ lerhx so go home liao lo.. wahaha.. =x hmms. let see how muchie ii spent. =.="

lipice = 3.9o
shirt = 16
bag = 15
bracelet = 3.40 one of it
bracelet = 4.90 another of it
shoe lace = 5
eaten foods = 6.45

weeet ownself count. both kor kor chao si lerhx!! CHAO SI LERHX...

kk byebyee runaways!!

6:59:00 PM

Desp0 OUTING~

later going out wif despo nehx.. =X hapi happi happie.. g0rt alot clothes ii wan buyy but no money~~~ so onli can buy 2 shirt and 1 skirt =x SHOPPING TIME~ weets!!! wahahhaa so happie finally belle can go out.. finally.. hmms.. lets see wat we will do today.. =x WE GO TAKE NEOPRINT =x our last neoprint? duno bahx.. =x ZHONG ZHI NEOPRINT TIME AGAIN =x

weets weets weets =x den shld be go shopping or go orchard bah. .pplx free de hua can go =x later can make our outing more fun.. =x and hmms ii wan cut muah fringe =x bobian too long lerhx =x muz cut short alittle.. pplx pray for mii hope muah hair won't turn out lyk dabian again =x wahaha

hmms.. ii duno liao lehx.. muz see later wat we do.. woohoooo.. times fly~ half year looo.. =)) next half more year den again we grow one more age and tat mean ii'm old lerhx~ sadedd!!! =x =(( yy mummy nv give birth mii slower =x

omg ii late liao byebyeyee

10:29:00 AM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

iif he lurve euu. iLu.

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you. he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one
The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing did he done, as everything he done, is for your own good.
The guy who love you, seldom praise you , but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it,
The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares.
The guy who love you , Only drop his tears in front of you, when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beat for you.
The guy who love you , will remember every word u said , even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a suprise, belive him that he can do it.
The guy who love you, maybe can't remember speciall occasion like somekind of anniversary, but , he do know that, every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today
The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.
The guy who really love you, will feel that, sometimes, something hav to tell for only once, because he thought that u might already understand him, if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.
The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your ludgage and ask you " why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.
The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier . with smile.
The boy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours, if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works.The boy who love you, always call you little girl, but everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear, but he will always put the bear you gift him at his bed.The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with " baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself "
The guy who love you, while really miss you, he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.but he never knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.
The guy who love you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy, for not to have any time to remember you, because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

GALs in crush, love, do you think the guy who's beside you do really love you? if yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.

11:56:00 PM

Art!! =X end of exams.

haiZz.. just now went out wif qii after the paper. den at the douby gaught mrt veri funny arhx.. lazi write narxh. see dao not happi thingy .. =x lyk saying muah fault lyk tat. fine!!

ii'm just a gurlx tat changed. uu were the one who hurtx mii first. ii'm nort gortta take a second hurtx. one hurtx is enuff. enuff means enuff. uu duno mii well ii duno uu well. so where does the stupid feeling start. ii duno. ii have change. attitude change. feeling change. everythingy in tis world change. uu were nort the one who noe mii well. at least he still care alot more than uu. he still noe mii alittle bit more than uu. at least he do thingy doesn't hurtx. uu do everythingy iinfront of mii. wat iis tis. making mii jealous. no it make mii hurtx onli. .muah heartx iis numb for uu. no more feelingx. feeliingx once gone can nv be back again. uu can't blame anyone. but the reality. it change mii alotx. those cruel times. those tears ii dropx . uu tink it's worth? ii tink iit thru alot.. it's not even worthx for those hurtx. specially for tat gurlx. uu can choose other gurlx but not her. but uu just simply let iit be her.

let mii tell uu yy he's better iin every where.

he care alot.
he noe mii well.
he was the one who make mii happi everytimes
he dun anyh0w fa pi qii at least n0rt on mii.
he s0ciable =))
he's a great guy =))

andd ii dun needa pplx tat hurt mii once back iin muah lyfe again =)) thanks thanks.. lalala!!!

a good day =)) tml no sch. wish mii luck =)) tml going out wif despo =)) hope it turn out fun . maybe last trip? who noes. hope it's not last trip. cuz ii lurve them alot. =)) weee!! ii sux =)) thank you =))

7:04:00 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

heartxbreak~

weeee.. dun0 yy larhx.. feel lyk everythingy iin tis w0rld iis leaving lerhx. hiim.friends.despo group.family. just everythingy. suan lerhx. ii'm still the old mii again =.=" ii wan be cheerful lehx. be the gurlx ii use to be iinocent toot toot de =x ii wan lehx.. but jiu shi the cruel reality keep giviing mii problems.. is lyk so muchie lo..

history iis repeating. iis lyk keep playing the film again and again and again. can't uu just give mii a break? zuo mo everythingy muz fa sheng zai wo. cannort be one by one come mehx.. zuo mo everythingy come at the same times.. everytime lyk tat. and some pplx still keep help giving iin problems. ii'm tired. just give mii a break. ii nv do anythingy to uu all yy muz uu all keep giving mii problems..

ii wonder iif ii'm just a gurlx wiif no friends no one care. wat wuld lyfe be? hmmms maybe peaceful.? maybe saded? ii duno =x .

haiZz.. is lyk reali tired of lyfe arhx.. iis lyk when ii dui the world have positive tot de shi hou.. pplx give problems and ii end up again hate the world. hate the reality. hate the fate ii have . hate the lyfe ii have. hate muahself. hate pplx around mii. hate the sch. hate the friends. hate everythingy.

ii just wanna tell uu. pls stop iit. ii reali getting tired of tis lerhx. iif uu wan take the pplx away. take iit. although ii can't bear but wat for when their are always wanted to be wif uu. 1 yr 1 yr just gone lyk tat. it's seems so fast but it's actually slow.. tinking of all the memories. ii reali can't bear. but wat for again. is their decision. ii can't blame anyone.

tears behind the smile ii have iis slowly appearing iin the reality. tears iis just a simple thingy to drop. uu can't drop money uu can't drop ur head. uu can just drop ur tears when uu can't take iit =(( pls tiink of others when uu do thingys =)) tat muah way of lyfe. suan lerhx.. tat fate . we can't change iit..

xiang alot pplx say. shi ni de jiu shi ni de. bu shi ni de. uu snatch also no use. uu can either go die or live. iif uu wan live just ren xia qu. iif wan die no one can force uu =)) ii'm always the one who iis controlling muah lyfe. not others but muahself. it's mii tat need to go thru all tis muahself. it's hard. but ii will hold on till the veri last min when ii couldn't hold on anymore and it's the time to say good bye =)) pplx pray hard for mii =)) hope ii can get through all tis stress ii been having.. arghh !! wanling go slp larhx. time to get back to slp and not the cruel reality =))

hate urself hate the reality =)) can't blame no one. cuz bobain. m0tt0 iin lyfe =)) tiink of other first. nv let pplx hurt more than uu =)) andd to the person keep copy mii. uu wan copy right.. copy copy copy!!. copy the words ii say.. copy the thingy tat ii get hurt from. copy everythingy. ii'm just a nobody to anyone anymore. since ii useless. uu are better iin every where. just copy larhx. fan zhen dao lai iis mi who is being say as copy uu. dui lerh jiu shii uu.

suan lerhx.. ii sux iin everywhere kk =)) no need tell mii de. cuz ii noe better than uu all =)) hate mii bah.. ii noe alot pplx hate mii lerhx.. andd some even from other class started to hate mii =)) just let uu all be bah.. feel mii irriting. go away bah.. ii dun need anyone lerhx. cuz everyone to mii iis just a fake mask. eveyr of their actions has a motive de. suan lerhx. seen thru alot pplx de true colours lerhx =)) suan lerhx. tat's lyfe =))

qu si bah wanling =))

7:10:00 PM

Math paper2 and D and T~

well. t0dae quite late wake up. =x den shun bian bathe. cuz ii wake up de shi hou iis keep sweat de.. =.=" cuz ii dreamt a bad dream. ii reali wonder hor.. yy everytime the stupid three little pig de stupid wolf h0r. keep appear iin muah dreams de.. hate uu larhx. scare mii how mani times =.="

den after tat jiu faster go sch lo. den saw no one at the corridor scare mi. den go up the buddhist hall lo.. den after tat jiu math paper 2. quite hard larhx. but still manage to all narhx. just tat no time to check muah ans
=(( sadded =x dena fter tat jiu lyk tat lo. den go down wan study D and t. =.=" in d end tink tink tink mo mo mo shii =x den tink dao lyk tat lo. study alittle onli =x den after tat gort one teacher come ask us to settle down marhx. den gort one guy call lester huh? ii duno larhx.. duno him also. den after tat he go push the whiteboard down those. scary sia. still kick here kick there =.=" uu okay anot. den iis lyk so scary lor .. relax larhx.. let her chao narhx. chao awhile jiu okay lerhx. but lucky mrs wong they all nv let us home late =x HENGX ARHX.. =x

den after tat jiu lyk tat lo.. tat lester go kick here kick there. go scold the teacher. den lyk tat larhx. =.=" den after tat take the d and t paper. so hard nehx. =x okok cuz ii nv study =x reali no mood =x even math ii also nv study dao =.= ' no mood larhx due to the stupid geo paper. den after tat jiu lyk tat lo. pplx home econ can go liao we cannort. den ii before their time jiu finish muah paper lerhx. so slp all the way =x den stupid mdm wi call wat zi hui den make mii wake up =.=" stupid uu larhx =x den after tat continue slp due muah paper being collect.. den after tat jiu lyk tat loo... dden go market eat wif qii.. tok alot.. haiZz. den after tat go home lo. den just now help her do the art. so call larhx. help her take pic of bottle =x abit blur larhx. bo bian muah cam tat time drop den jiu so jialat lerhx. ii wan change cam =x who can sponsor? =x wahaha..

den now amanda come muah house play.. wahaha.. play wif muah boi boi again. wahaha.. =x thank you thank you =x

wahaha.. muah blogskin andd kokwei de blogskin haven finish lehx. going to lerhx. i help him first. =)) cannort write too muchie =x later kor noe again.. wahaha. =)) muz sheng min yi dian.. ER GE NI SHI YONG YUAN BU ZHI DAO DE. wahaha.. lalala!!!

tao yan lehx write wat also pai kor kor noe =.= hmphhh.. lalala

zhong zhi wo aii ni =)) bleahx.. afew more days 1 month.. wahaha. =x

3:43:00 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

ii'm hungry~ and bored~

ii'm hungry~ haven eaten muah food since last nite. =x dao to nite lehx hungry~ ii'm waiting for muah food.. let's count how long since ii eated.. ermm ytd de abt 3 dui marhx.. den dao todae de 8++ jiu shi 24+5=29 HOURS . OMG !! ii haven eated for 29 HOURS LEHX.. wah sehx . n0 w0nder ii so hungry now. but ji qi iis just now ii'm not hungry =.=" so weird. nvm nvm JIAN FEI =)) weee!!!

8:15:00 PM

n0 pian0s. ii'm sadedd =x

haiZz. n0 pian0 t0dae..

n0 m0od t0 write. haiZz

gurlx arhx gurlx. dun c0py lerhx ha0 marhx. haiZz. muah bl0g th0se phrase. th0se tat ii tiink muahself. is lyk uu using haiZz. den is lyk pplx say ii c0py euu. s0 jian l0o. n0rt i c0py her larhx. uu all always judge pplx by it's c0ver. tis w0rld is s0 unfair. SICKENING!! hate euu all narhx. always th0se wif better l0ok 0utstand every0ne. watever watever watever!!!

ii reali wanna get back t0 pri sch time. ii'm s0 t0ot t0ot. iinn0cent iin0cent. den s0mem0re it's ur 0wn 0rginailty. n0 0ne will c0py uu 0r wat de. tat y i tat time dun0 wat pplx is t0king whne they say they hate c0pycats. ii still t0t they c0py h0mew0rk =.=" but when uu c0me t0 sec0ndary sch. everythingy change.

ur circle 0f friends. ur attitude. ur w0rk everythingy. pplx c0py. critising it. ur opinion t0wards lyfe. pplx l0ok up0n euu. ur appearance. pplx critising it. u ugly uu is surely 0ut 0f tis w0rld. it's always lyk tat.

eveyrhtiing change. is lyk haiZz l0o. tis w0rld is unfair. uu chi0o. den uu g0rt a friend tat ugly. pplx say is she copy uu. wah sehx.. wat went wr0ng t0 tis w0rld. lo0k is s0 impt. IS S0 IMPT.. but yy g0d dun let every0ne l0ok nice and cute and chi0?? yyyy.. wat happen to tis world arhx.

haiZz.. n0 m0od lia0. everyhtingy blame mi de. n0w ii g0rtta pay 30o t0 muah k0r f0r the damage 0f the motherboard =x ii dun0 h0w spell narhx =x stupid k0r larhx.. den the wind0w xp the orginal one i wan buy. n0w muz pay the stupid motherb0ard. everythingy i make spoilt. dabian de larhx uu all. eveyrthingy muah fault. jsut everythingy lo. lian c0py also ii c0py pplx. yy can't pplx c0py mii =x kk ii'm n0rt bu ya0 lian pplx =x jiu shi wei shen m0 larhx!!! den always lyk tat one. bad thingy fall up0n mii. yy yy yy.. nvm nvm.. ii always get bad thingy de. ii rather ii get bad thingy than muah friends narhx. tiis is the dai jia when uu wish f0r peaceful lyfe f0r ur friends. nvm nvm.

thanks zhu f0r all th0se suggestion =)) thanks thankss. a veri best friend uu are =)) 4 yrs friendship lerhx =)) thanks alot . =)) ii mean the real zhu larhx.. n0rt d 0ther zhu from mjr de =x they shi jia de =x jkjkjk.. wahha.. hais.

*added*

haiZz.. muah 0wn c0mputer sp0ilt. kinda sadd =x all muah f0to. all muah zi lian f0to. haiZz. all muah ba0bei pr0ject. all muah ba0bei mp3. haiZz. all g0ne.. haiZz... hate uu larhx stupid de ha0 huai bu huai. n0w huai dia0. hate euuu.. suan lerhx.. haiZz.. ba0 ying..

6:25:00 PM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

hais ii'm sadedd.

hais. always lyk tat de.. when ii happi awhile den ii ended up sad again... saded arhx.. suan lerhx.. kan dao bu gai kan dao de dong dong.. suan lerhx.. mei shi mei shii =)) fan zhen ii'm extra again.. =.=" yy always mii de. sian de lehx.. liang eng say de correct.. muah lurve lyfe iis complicated.. -.-" either ii be di san zhe bu rang jiu shi pplx be di san zhe.. but hey dou mei you stead be shen mo di san zhe larhx.dabian mii =.="" haiZz.. HAIZZ.. wh0 care pull mii up fr0m the darkness arhx.. jiu ming.. suan lerhx.. w0 zhi da0 shii mei y0u ren de. suan lerhx..~~

9:32:00 PM

funny days sia.. can luff da0 pengx =x but t0o bad 0nli qii andd mii n0e =x

wahaha.. t0dae iis reali s0 funni l0o. can luff da0 pengx. 0kay starting. at first g0iing t0 cancel plan de. cuz we als0 cant d0 art. den ii change pr0perly lia0 den qi cum tell mii. den ii stun da0 l0o. wah sehx za0 bu say. den after tat i jiu request g0 0rchard walk walk l0o.

s0 we meet at the bugis mrt l0o den ii h0p 0nt0 the train l0o. den after tat jiu g0 s0merset l0o. den went there buy slupii.. den after tat jiu walk 0ver t0 heeren. saw fang ru at the traffic light. 0mg she's s0 chi0!! xian mu lehx.. haiZz.. den after tat g0 heereen walk l0o. reali can sian da0 uu sh0u bu lia0. but at least ii manage t0 buy a ring wif qii. stars de.. she saw iis heartx. but ii saw iis starx. but we b0th feel stars nice. s0 b0th buy t0gether l0o. haiZz.. jiemui lyk left 2 lerhx.. everythingy same is we tw0. we 5 d0u dun haf anythingy iin c0mm0n. nvm nvm.

den after tat we walk walk walk. den veri sian. den after tat walk 0ver t0 0rchard l0o. den halfway g0rt pplx ask qii t0 be m0rdel.. CHI0BU LARHX!!! xingfu xing fu.. but ii iis lyk cann0rt tell her sumthingy ii n0e marhx. den keep walk l0o iif n0rmal we iis stay de. but tis time ii n0e sumthingy marhx. s0 keep walk. den after tat when she walk away den ii tell qii . tat i t0dae read the teenage magazine marhx. den iinside g0rt 0ne g0rt cheated. ask her t0 be a m0del but all fake de. tat is a gurlx name elaine ask her t0 g0 t0 the 0ffice den after tat the direct0r tell her al0t thingy about the model .den she decided t0 give iit a try marhx. den after tat jiu the direct0r say give 40o d0llar f0r the make up kit. den after tat when she give lerhx tat director give her the make up kit and say after a few days we will call uu.but h0r after 1 or 2 weeks she nv recieve any call. s0 she call tat elaine but n0 one using. den after tat g0 to the office but n0 one iis behind the glass. s0 tat mean she was cheated. and the elaine asked her at ORCHARD ROAD. =x same place lehx. tat yy ii scare later qii g0rt bluff. =.=" uu all g0 read the teenage lo. 40o dollar lehx.!!!! ex arhx.. =.=" but lucky 40o dollar. n0rt 1000 or wat. hengx arhx her. but she cum from a poor family.. ke lian. =.="

den after tat we g0 the far east l0o. first time iin hist0ry ii b0ught s0 mani thingy =x well well. g0rt 4 thingy ii buy which ii aand n0rt suppose t0 say =x cuz iis lyk =x CANNOT SAY LARHX =x den after tat jiu g0 buy the necklace thingy. den after tat finish lerhx bah.. den after tat jiu go eat long john silver. den after tat jiu go bugis liao lo. s0 fast one day going over. s0 we walk the bugis street. den after tat jiu g0 walk the bugis village thingy.

den tat time at the bugis street tat time. g0rt one shop wif miirr0r marhx. .den ii duno. s0 ii keep walk l0o. lucky qii tell mii arhx. if n0rt an0ther stupid thingy ii done.. WAH SEH!!! =x den after tat jiu alot thingy larhx.. kk ii shall say out some of the stupid thingy ii done.

1. ii buy ahem just for the bag =x
2. den we went to the bugis and ask the bag how muchie. and iit turn out to be a shopping bag!! STUPID LARHX!!
3. ii almost bang the mirror
4. the nail polish almost drop onto the floor.

4 thingy leh!!!! wah sehx.. but nvm ii say those tt ii first time do de =x

1. buy thingy for muah k0r =)) b0th k0r =)) birthday present larhx.. jkjk.. but uu all birthday tis time bu shi ha0 shun bian uu noe =x but november.. hmph!!!

2. ii first time iin history ii actually wear ring =.=" ii nv wear ring de. cuz ii felt uncomfortable. but n0w tis ring still okay lehx.. quite nice lehx. veri comfortable to wear ii duno y sehx. siao mii !!

3. first time buy more thingy than qii

4. first time cannort eat finish muah food

5. first time being so stupid and funny!! =.="

=x kkk ii shall not continue write lerhx. veri paisehx =x

kk ii shall always rmb tiis day.. 14 MAY.. always 4 hai mi de lehx.. cuz qii larhx unlucky on 3 ii unlucky on 4 arhx.. den she say wat 4 - 1 = 3 den say wat after effect. WAH SEH.. nv go out wif qii after 3.. or on the day tat is 3 or wat 13 or wat 23. NV ARHX.. uu will suay dao pengx de =.=" PAISEH ARHX =x

kk dun wan write lerhx.. fun day .. =)) nv tink so muchie lerhx.. =))

kai shii aii shang nii lerhx. bu ke yi bu ke yi =x lalala!!

do uu tink ii'm serious =x no ii saying iit for fun =x

haiZz.. ii you kai shii xiang dao lerhx haiZz. ii reali dun believe iin lurve lehx . dun0 yy.. maybe get t0o muchie hurtx lerhx larhx. cuz everytime iis same thingy tat happened. and the history always the same. ii always so silly to believe but iin d end all thingy end the same. .=)) ii'm nort g0rtta fall deepper lerhx =))

wo xiang wo hui xi huan yi ge ren sheng huo. =)) a song =)) hen shii he w0. although h0r when sumtimes see pplx shuang shuang dui dui. LAST TIME LARHX.. abit lonely but hai hao larhx after awhile jiu hai hao. at least uu won't get the pain from ur stead =x or wat larhx. zhong zhi aiya ii cannort write larhx. iif nort the ahemx thingy yue lai yue noe liao.. =x lalala!! wo aii ni =)) =x

7:33:00 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

chinese andd ge0graphy. =x

t0dae have muah chinese. quite 0kay larhx.. just tat muah. y0u hu0 de y0u ii dun0. 0mg!! 0ne marks lehx.. stupid teacher. give s0 hard =x hate euu..

den after tat suay suay g0rt call name by mrs w0ng.. 0mg ii g0rtta hate MRS W0NG and MDM WI!!! ii hate uu all larhx.. crazi mad d0g!!! keep catch mii f0r fringe.. ZU0 M0 JEALOUS ARHX =x jkjkjkjk.. SIA0 de lehx.. ii cut let uu see larhx.. cha0 cha0 cha0. s0 diu lian iin fr0nt 0f all stand up. den when g0 d0wn f0r break.. ii went t0 tuck all the way iin. cuz ii dun0 iis wat went wr0ng.. yuan lai iis muah hair!!!!

den iis lyk.. ii TUCK TOTALLY ALL IIN LEHX.. s0 paisehx. den when can g0 back ii faster tuck 0ut lia0. crazi de. s0 iin. stupidd euu.. let uu catch larhx.. catch!! ii tuck all iin. hmph!!~ bullie mii de xia chan!! =.=" ha0 xiang shii ii paisehx lehx n0rt them =.=" arghh.. watever!!!

stupidd uu all.. hmph!! =x bullie 0ne gurlx..

den after tat jiu ge0 lo0. ii tell uu h0rx.. ii sure FAIL.. TRUST MII. .cuz ii dun0 h0w t0 d0 the w0rld map. s0 hard.. and the MCQ h0r ii dun0 wat ii writing larhx.. stupid mi. curse muahself.. s0 stupidd!! arghhh!! =x ii t0tally alm0st cry out lia0. cuz ii was lyk.. ii dun0 all. den reali can cry lia0. hais..

den after tat g0 d0 muah D N T.. finally!! ii'm d0ne.. =x sum pr0blem wif muah car.. =x DUN TEL UU LEHX.. =x muah stupid window erica put iit iinside iinstead of outside.. =x 0ops ii say 0ut lia0 =.=" . andd h0r thanks qii f0r helpiing sehx..

den after tat qii and mii went t0 l0ok f0r shirt. f0r muah heartstring day larhx.. muz wear pink. b0bian muah gr0up iis pink marhx.. s0 b0bian. but 0mg de lehx.. l0st the shirt ii wan buy.. 25 dollar de.. hate euu. th0se wh0 went t0 buy.. ii hate uu all =x lallaa!! hate uu all =x jkjkjk.. kk watever. =x nvm nvm.. den hai mii dun0 wear wat. iif da0 reali cann0t zai care s0 much lerhx. ii jiu dun care lerhx.. wear the 16 den wear jacket over. lallaa!! teacher ni ya0 zen yang!!!! =x stupid uu all.. all bulli us de..

but nvm ii manage t0 find a skirt tat ii want. hmms wat colour shld ii buy? =x pls suggest pplx =))

andd h0r next monday. d and t andd math paper 2. h0pe ii d0 well.. den after tat art.. hmms.. tml maybe going library t0 d0 muah art wif qii. wh0 wan t0 cum =)) iif dun0 h0w t0 d0 als0 can cum de =)) welcum welcum =x

w0oh0o. thanks th0se pplx wh0 tag =)) CONTINUE TO TAG.. iif n0rt hehehe.. w0 bu hui fang gu0 ni men =x lallaa!! and th0se wh0 g0 other blog de. dun g0 lia0. cum muah bl0g can lia0. wahahhaa.. ni all ya0 zhe yang? =x wahhaa.. kk faster runaways. b0bian k0r wan use =))

runn far far aways.. weeeeeee!!

0h ya.. PRIS II SAW UR WEEE =x . nvm.. =x wahhaa.. jeal0us marhx.. =x lallaa

FASTER RUN =x

7:22:00 PM

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