佘婉菱；我的世界；我的生活

Saturday, April 30, 2005

t0dae went f0rx the meetiingx. t0k al0t but g0rt listen de narhx..

wah sehx .. freak muah k0r larhx.. they als0 make luan h0use still cha0 wat dabian.. freak them

t0dae went f0r a meetiing l0o at paya lebar again. den down there veri l0ng lo0. den quite fun narh. cuz keep tok tok tok tok mar. den tat stupid ker meng h0r. hen fan lehx ii tel euu.. ker meng ii dun care euu g0rt read an0t . i jiu shii wan say. euu dun0 muah character de mehx. ii can't st0p talkiing de mar. shh shen m0 shh narhx.. euu n0e hen ta0 yan mar. keep kick muah chair. ii tell euu h0r. next time zui ha0 bu ya0 sit w0 pang bian!!!! ben dan.. !!!!

w0oh0o xiao qii liao =x den after tat g0 wif liang eng and huiwen. den cuz veri h0t lehx den g0 the petr0l stati0n buy ice cream l0o. den after tat continue walk lo0. den after tat stupid de l0o. s0 h0t lehx.. realii tahan bu lia0. ii lyk beiing a ice cream lehx.. going to melt finish lerhx lo0. wahseh!!

den after tat halfway thru . qi jiu lerhx w0 . saw her mar.. den ii was suppose to go out wif her.. den she fetch mii.. wahahaa =x den ii ask her uu guess now wat temperature. den she say look infront den i saw 39degree lehx.. wah seh can die arhx..

den after tat ii sms huiwen lo tell her.. den she so cute say wat like sahara. den after tat jiu ask them wan come wif us fetch them go mrt den they say they dun want.. den iin d end go liao lo.. tell uu reali can hot dao yao ur ming arhx.. qi si ren..

den after tat her papa fetch her brother go marine parade first den fetch us to suntec.. thanks nehx uncle =)) den after tat we go the arcade play lo. but stupid de lo. the those pplx horr keep stand at the rock fever 3 there. den hor we bu gan ask mar.. scally ah beng how =x den in d end we dun care go over put coin.. but stupid de cannot use!~! wah sehh!! den we iis fated to wait de!! den in d end play play lo..

hate qii narh! keep win mii in rock fever.. somemore iis ii intro rock fever to her de.. so diu lian nehx.. =.=" hate uu hate uu =x jkjk. den after tat we go eat lo.. sit at the kopitiam the same place.. lalala! but who cares.. memories past. turn to history lo. history once gone. gone forever~ weeee!! but who cares. ii not gotta get muahself back to history. cuz history simply sux.. ii lurve the world now. =x but the pri sch history ii wan go back. wee! d other nah nah =P blehx.. who cares.. wahahaha..

den after tat jiu go walk to bugis.. wah seh gort one r0ad hen qii ren de l0o. iis lyk we want cr0ss. but the car keep come come come.. iin d end we faster cross liao. .dun care =x awhaha.. den when we cr0ss an0ther r0ad. den g0rt one lorry mar.. den ii tell qii faster.. den she say tat car wanna turn iin ii still stand there.. den still look back.. den she say pplx sure iis run away one yet ii stand there look =.=" bai chi.. den we jiu tok crap lo. say wat at first can pao diao one.. but still go look back more worst.

den after tat while toking jiu say wat gort spider thsoe.. veri lame jiu shi lerhx.. den after tat jiu past a hotel mar.. den qi jiu say her experience at the bangkok.. so funny.. her hotel so jialat =x wahhaha lucky muah one still goodd =x den after tat jiu faster chiong iin the bugis liao.. cuz reali veri hot arhx.. ii shou bu liao hotness de =x now black black liao =(( haiZz. but bu guan.. ii wan white!!! =x

=x who cares.. den after tat jiu at first planning to go take neoprint.. den jiu say abt hair.. den ii say ii wan cut fringe.. but iin d nv narhx.. den qii cut hair lo.. still look lyk last time when we two first rebonded.. so cute de her.. look so innocent.. den somemore wif her tat face more funni =x lalalala~ did ii say anythingy.. =x

wahahhaa.. den after tat nehx.. jiu go walk lo.. aaaaa did ii say tat qii has fate wif tat shirt lo.. tat 5 buck shirt de =x wah seh quite nice.. i saw iit first de. but i dun wear jeans lehx.. den she see also quite nice den at first wanna buy de but forget now finally saw dao lerhx.. happi marhx.. =x ii yao buy shirt.. now que shirt lerhx.. den after tat go buy skirt ii buy brown skirt.. weee! another wishlist bye bye.. but muah 1o skirt haven da dao muah tat wish nehx..

stupidd qii hate uu again.. so fast catch up wif mii wif skirt. hmph!! agaiin ii start wear skirt first!! so fast so fast.. i hate uu narhx.. everythingy catch up wif mi .. haiZz shii bai zhe =x bo bian.. she chiobu.rich.clever.. ii uglydabian.poor.stupid BO BIAN.. hao peng you gort two different fate... nort fair nort fairx =x ii qiang diao ur fate =x jkjkjk..

den after tat nehx. =x aaaaa jiu lyk tat lo.. den jiu qii come muah house.. play dog.. den jiu go down meet her papa lerhx.. den ii jiu go meet muah papa eat eat.. northingy muchie also.. den gort one time we go take the soup marhx.. den inside gort insect .. dabian de.. so unhygenic.. tell uu all.. nv go to ROCHOR DE MEI SONG.. cuz is so unhygenic.. tat sellling the BAK TU TEHX =x NV NV NV GO HORX =x so sad!!! whatever shop make dao mii uu all jiu wan dan liao.. wahhaa.. cuz ii write iin blog let uu all zhi dao.. wahhaa.. UU WAN LERHX =x lalala. later muz make red red de.. den =x make big big =x jkjk ..

den after tat jiu come back kor chao chao chao.. den ask mii go keep the stupidd book narhx. now exams lehx keep lerh you wat yong still also take out study those de marx.. so lame. den after tat nehx jiu lyk tat lo.. den just now play wif kor.. go make muah hand. .make mii cry dao so hard.. hao tong arhx.. but suan lerh onli lyk abit suan onli.. hate euu kor.. lyk tat bulli sis.. uu gooodd! hmphhx!!! bleahx =P

wahhaa.. end of todae .. the time iis 9.50 and ii take a 2 hour to write tis PRO RIGHT.. =x llalalaa! who care.. papa mama nort at home.. ii have muah own freedom.. wahaha.. care for ownself iis so muchie fun.. go shopping ownself iis so muchie fun.. all being a loner iis so muchie fun.. weeeeeeee!~~!!! finally ii can torleate iif ii have no frens. lucky. ii have learn muah independent lalaa!! congrats mii =D thanks thanks =x siao de mii.. wahaha..

ii'm change =D have serious the attitude lerhx.. dun provoke mii liao.. iif nort ii sure curse dao uu hen cham de =x but hope ii dun haf kharma larhx.. lalallaa~

runningawayfromreality..

7:25:00 PM

Friday, April 29, 2005

funny andd saddistic dayx.. =D seni0r ii always lo0ve euu all.

t0dae startiing luff da0 behindd =x Verii lame lehx.. 0k0k say zh0ng ya0 part first =x

starting 0f t0dae iis chinese test.. ii ch0se the wat muz add m0re activity f0r the teenage de. den the c0mp0 ii ch0se the wat mem0ries 0f ur childh0od .. ii s0 lamex l0o. went t0o write the wat lurve st0ry sehx.. sia0 0ne mii.. but b0 biian ii jiu shii lyk lurve st0ry =x den after tat jiu g0 f0r early recess.. den qii.priis.marilyn haven cum d0wn . iin other w0rds jiu shii they still haven c0llect the paper mar.. den dun care lo0. den belle andd mii g0 d0wn eat first.. =x den after tat ii eat finish.. den left qii..

den ii dun0 yy ii luff mar.. den marilyn they all als0o luff.. den qii still eatiing l0o. den keep luff luff luff =x den ii luff da0 muah stomach cramp lia0 but still keep luffing.. s0 lame.. =x den luff da0 all the way the recess g0iing finishh lo0. andd then we still dunn0 yy we luff.. jiu shi luff f0r n0 reas0n.. SO LAME =x

den after tat g0 back study lo0. chinese lo0 learn the han zii.. den d0 zu0 ye.. wah sehh ii qian teacher al0t of zu0 ye lehx.. wan lerh wan lerhx.. den next peri0d jiu math lerhx.. aaa. ha0 xiang wr0ng lehx =x starting is ge0 den write the t0piic 3o narhx.. den after tat jiu music.. den we d0 lit.. cuz n0t enuff time mar.. den we d0 our lit test.. s0 funni l0o. imagiine iin test lehx we keep luff luff luff.. den keep t0k t0k. den s0mem0re . we cheat =x sum kind 0f an0ther narh. =x teacher help de.. wahhaa.. wh0 cares. dun tell euu all h0w she help =P

den after tat jiu chinese den jiu math lo0.. teacher keep teach sehx.. s0o siann.. can die 0f bored0m lerhx.. muah math iis getting w0rst. OMG OMG OMG~ wat am ii g0tta d0. jiiu miing.. =x wandan~ h0pe ii tiis miid year can get at least a A1 narhx.. *pray hard pray hard*

den after tat jiu SCH ENDED~ den g0 eat. BELLE SKIP HER DUTY..!!! play cheat!!! den after tat ii g0 change lo0. den after tat jiu g0o f0r guide lerhx.. we went up t0 check attire.. =x tiis iis the first time we are s0 relax iin checkiing.. cuz jasmiine m0ng say last year lia0 mar.. ii mean last day lia0 mar.. nvm larr. =x ii tiink iis apple say de.. haiZz.. jasmine patr0l rawks!!! =x

den after tat went t0 the hall l0o.. watch alot thingy. kinda sad lehx.. seeiing all muah seni0r g0nex.. den after tat jiu finish lia0 den ii keep take pic.. =x shall uploadd the piic s00n =D weeeeeee!!!

w0oh0o.. den after tat keep take lo0.. miss al0t of them lehx.. =D

Realli thanks al0t 0f them nehx. f0r th0se hard w0rk t0 teach us andd help us when we dun0 anythingy. realii miss the laughter euu all gave. the happiness euu all give.. =D let's the guiding light g0es 0n..

Su Zhen . Feng Lin . Jasmine m0ngx . Geraldiine . Swan Chiu . Apple . Banana . Elin . Wai yee . Wan Tingx .

miiss euu all nehx.. lurve ya all =D . thankss f0r makiing a different iin muah lyfe.. =D thanks thankss.. =D h0pe all 0f euu wuld g0 sm0othly iin yur future.. =D Miss ya.. =D

weee! al0t pplx cry. saw a few narh.

miichelle . lynette . nadia =x d other ii duno liao

uu all dun cry kay. =D lend euu all muah shoulder =x s0rriie arh take turnx =x 0nllii have 2 sh0ulder =x dun cry kay.. we all cry when we g0o up t0 sec 4 =D den cry t0gether.. hug each other cry =x ii'm lame.. =D lurve ya uu all =D

aaa... den abt iit lerhx bahh.. nuthiing muchiee .=x a peaceful day. =D ii lurve all muah seni0r. mmuaackk =D thanks f0r helpiing mii al0ng e way =D

7:34:00 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

ahhh.. wr0ng lerhx.. =x tml den english wee!!

PRISCILLA LAM JING YI =x UU OWN MII A TESTI =x lalala`ss

w0ooh0oo ii'm s0 siian.. t0dae quite fun lehx.. last 2 peri0d 2 teacher nv cum s0 happie =x den d0wn there d0o own work andd tat means free peri0d l0o.. =D wahaha den ii d0wn there faster d0 hw. cuz ii reali lack 0of time ar =x

den jiu down there faster rush homework.. manage to do finish two math andd half of the chinese =)) but still left alot hw lehx . sux de x)) but nvm larrx xi guan jiu hao.. wanlingx ar CHIONG AR =x

bu guan lia0o i n0w cann0rt c0py hw. cann0rt d0 thingy at the last min.. wah seh.. n0w d0u n0 time f0r a little slp lerhx.. sianZz. see muah d0g s0o xiin fu. every day slp slp slp.. wan slp lie d0w tnere jiu can slp lerhx.. hmpff~ ii hate euu =x jkjk

haiZz.. tml exams lehx.. hais~ but can early dismissal nehx.. =D h0pe ii d0o well.. wanlingx jia you !!!

w0oh0o... g0rt new jiiemuii acct wif m0ng iinstituti0n => n0w g0rt an0ther name =D desp0o kiia =X weee! we are lame..

d stand for qii
e stand for belle
s stand for miie!!
p stand for priis
o stand for marilyn

so we are D.E.S.P.O DESPO GROUP =x wee! fun.. we g0rt frenster acct also.. dun tell uu all first.. under construction =x later hao liao den ii tell uu all kk =D ii open de lehx.. thanks to muah effort =x they just write profile onli. hmpf!!! =x kk ii'm lame and bo liao.. bo bian..=x

aaa.. northingy muchie to write lerhx.. =D hope muah exams do good good.. =D pls pls pls =x later go down to guan ying miao bbai baii lo.. =x hope ii do good good kay.. andd hope muah fellow frens and muah DESPO kia =x all do good good =D jia you jia you.. =D l0ove all of euu.. jia you!!!!

runaways~

4:31:00 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

english exams iis c0miing.. pls g0d arr. let mii pass well .

w0oh0o english exams iis c0miing.. pressure sehx.. cuz ii awlays fail de.. iif keep fail ii going dr0p NA lehx.. ii bu ya0 lehx.. fr0m 4 yrs change t0 5 yrs ma huan lehx.. =.=" ii hate manjusri lia0 still g0o stay wiif iit 0ne m0re year mehx.. crazii de.. wan dan wan dan.. pls ar let w0 pass ha0 marr =x

t0dae n0rt muchiie happen narh.. still like ever before.. sian.. todae mummy ask mii go home early.. siann.. she larr.. scare ii g0rt b0yfriend like tat.. den wan mii faster c0me h0me. sia0 de.. jiu suan g0rt t0dae ask tml als0 will g0 meet mar.. 0nli 0ne day nv g0 out also bu hui si de.. =.=" crazii de.. den haii mii c0me h0me d0 northingy. hai si ren jiu you.. hate uu narh mummii.. tml dun care lar.. ii wan stay back for dance jiu shi lerhx.. dabian de. dun dare tell them sehx.. later pplx sure say wah seh ur mother hor.. wah seh =.=" fan si ren lerhx. haiZz.. sadded~ saun lerhx..

weee!! enghua kor arr.. dun sad kay... everythingy dou yao wang hao de fang mian xiang.. =D trust mii bah.. when uu wang hao de fang mian xiang jiu can liao =D

weeee.. northingy muchiee to write lerhx.. =x woohoo.. just noe a new frens.. also call wanlingx lehx =x she suddenly msg mi iin frenster... she so chio.. haiZz.. same name no same fate .. hais!!!

mii fly fly away..

5:30:00 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

liNgx de t0nghua gu shii =x g0rt al0t versi0on lehx. ii chuang za0 lehx. 0nliie 0ne n0rt ii write de =x

Tong Hua ( English Version)--->>>~ Taken fr0m Friendster fr0m k0r bulletin =x

forget for how long,still didn't hear from you,
told me your lovely story,i think it so long,
i begin to panic am i have do the wrong thing again,

you cry and tell me,in the story all are cheating people,
impossible i to be your prince,
maybe you won't know,since you say you love me,the star in my sky begin brightness,

i hope to be the angel that you love in the fairy tale story,
open my both hand to be the wings to protect you,
you must believe,believe we will same like in the tale story,happiness and happy is the end...
(lets write our ending together)..

LOUSY VERSION NARh.. come come ii let euu noe abt muah version. =x pro english.. jkjk =X

Tonghua By SIAHWANLING =x

ii can't rmb h0w long, tat ii have ever heard abt ur love story,
ii have tiink iit over, ii began to panic, did ii make any mistakes again?

ur eyes filled with tearss andd uu saidd " fairytales are all fake"
uu were n0rt muah priince at all.
ii guess uu won't kn0w, the day uu saiid uu lo0ve mii iis the day tat muah stars iin the sky went shiiniing

ii wiish t0 be ur guardiian angel that euu l0ove s0o muchiie.
0open up muah b0th arms lyk the wings t0o pr0tect euu.
euu muz beliieve, beliieve tat we will have a fairytales lyfe. happiiness are all they haf.
( let's us write 0ur l0ove st0ry t0gether )

weee!!! nicee marr? STRICTLY WRITTEN BY SIAH WAN LING =x weee! wahaha.. =x ii change so muchiee.. come ii play the SINGAPOREAN VERSION ONE.. =X duno can anot lehx.. ii try muah best narh.. =x

TongHua (SINGAPOREAN VERSION) by SIAH WAN LING =x

ii duno how long lar, already nv hear ur love story liao.
ii tink so mani times liao, i began to scare lehx, ii got do any mistake again mehx?

ur eyes fill wif so muchie tears and uu just tell mii tat fairytales lyfe are fake de lorx
ii am not ur prince de lorx..
ii horx tiink h0rx euu w0n't kn0w tat h0rx tat day h0rx uu tell mii uu l0ove mii h0rx.. muah sky de starx h0r went shiiningy lehx =X

ii wan be ur angel lehx.. let mii protect uu lehx..
uu muz believe larrx, believe we two will have a fairytales story lar horx!!
( write our story together bahx =D ) =X

weee!! b0 lia0 liNgx.. wahahaha.. ii'm so lamee.. nothingy better to do marr =x

wooohoo todae nothingy muchie narh.. priis b0ught b0ok f0r our letter writing =x w0oh0oo.. den SCARY PART.. iis tat time d and t peri0d.. den g0rt 0ne bird lehx.. scary lehx..!!! iis lyk th0se wiif red eyes de lehx.. euu n0e th0se gh0st st0ry.. den at nite bu shi g0rt th0se bird fly past lo0.. those lehx.. somemore wif red eyes lo.. scare mii sehx.. s0mem0re h0w iit fly iin? ii dun0. =x ii just saw wriiting letterx den suddenly g0rt bang da0 wiind0w de s0und den ii jiu l0ok there l0o den saw a bird =.=" scary sehx.. wah seh.. den alwin larr. still g0o s0 cl0se make mii abit curi0us lerhx =x

curi0usity kills the cat =x wahaha.. but h0pe dun kill mii larhx.. pls pls.. pray pray =x den after tat jiu d0o lo0.. can't finish sehx.. so siann. den after tat jiu sci lerhx.. quite okay narh.. time pass quite fast.. =D den jiu prefect all g0o.. den jiu we d0wn there talk crappiies wiif miiss lau lo0.. den after tat jiiu g0o f0r assembly. den g0o lerhx.. den qii g0rt award sehx.. den ii sh0ut qii name lo0.. n0rt fair de.. 2E g0rt awards. hmphx!!! sua~~ 2F rawks.. weee!!

den after tat jiu g0o back class f0r math remedial. dabianx.. =x wh0 cares den after tat we jiu say tml den we zai c0ntinue 0ur tuiti0n lar =x den keep bagain den jiu let lerhx.. weee!! wahaha.. den after tat jiu g0o f0r dance lo0.. hard lehx the stepx .. wah sehh huiminx jie arr.. nvm nvm.. we JIA YOU... bleahx.. ii'm madd.. den after tat g0o earlyx cuz ii need buy assessment b0ok f0r tml larr.. den after tat still g0rt muah pen andd highlighter.. =x ma huan de.. den ii want g0o h0me early marr.. s0o buy th0se zui zui zui cheap pen =x andd highlighter.. den test lerhx jiu go lerhx.. bo bian larr.. bank no money laio.. from 200 minus da0 lyk tat.. ta0 yan de.. muz save m0ney.. wanlingx jia you =x MONEY RAWKS =x WAKAKA.`s

den n0w c0me h0me at first wanna slp de.. but tink tink dun wan lia0.. n0w nort muchie time f0r miie spend lehx. ta0 yan de lo0.. den muz use up al the time.. I HOPE TIMES PAST FASTER =x Can faster marr =x ii wan holiday.. wee! g0 sh0ppiing.. =D ii wan buy al0t clothes =x b0 biann ii'm vaiinx.. but n0rt chi0 lehx.. II WAN BIAN CHI0 LEHX.. =X * fairy mama =x let mii bian chi0 lehx. * hais~ xiian mu th0se chi0 lehx.. haiZz.. ta0 yan uu all =x jkjk

okay ii'm madd =x ermmx.. ha0 xiiang n0rthingy muchiie t0o wriite lerhx.. =.=" xiangyu tell mii the wat nels0n they all dun0 wat happeniing als0 =.=" she say da0 ii abit g0ng.. =.=" but h0pe uu all kuai dian ha0 qi lai =D

x. __Liingx turniing iint0 a evill andd start killiing uu all =x jkjkjk..

6:15:00 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

w0oho0.. muah shoulder hurtx =x

w0oho0.. n0w ii kn0w lerhx.. actually uu want tu happiie an0t iit's up t0o uu de.. dun tiink t0o muchiie den everythingy wuldd be fun de =D

readd fr0m priis bl0g.. sad news.. priis euu muz standd str0ng lehx.. =D pplx live pplx die.. dun tiink t0o muchiie bahh =D.. muz cheer up.. although f0r n0w verii hardd.. but ur grandma als0 w0nt' want t0o see euu sadx sadd marr dui marr? so try to cheer up..

haiZz.. t0dae wake up` den the sh0ulder dunn0 yy s0o paiin de.. stupiidd de lo0.. paiin arrhx!! den jiiu lyk dat l0o.. pian0 less0n start. ii play da0 veri xiin ku. cuz iis lyk muah sh0ulder paiinx marr.. den c0nnect t0o muah handd. s0o paiinx .. wah sehh.. den after playiing th0se.. den ii just b0ught 0one b0ok marx. iinsiide s0ng verii nice.. g0rt first lo0ve th0se marr.. den ii jiu buy l0o. den teacher ask miie wat s0ng nice.. den ii zhi jiie say first l0ove.. actually iinside all also nice.. =D all s0ng ii noe de.. except 2 s0ngs nehx.. =D zhii de de =X

s0o teacher teach mii tat first l0ove s0ng lo0.. den jiu learn learn learn.. nice nice nice!! cann0rt weee! later tat priis EAT VINGEAR =x ii mean tat priis lam narhx.. =x lalala`` did ii say anythiing? =X bleahx .. =D

okay 0kay.. ii'm s0o siian.. haven fiiniish th0se h0mew0rk whiich ii qiian teacherr de.. siian. muz huan qiing by t0dae lehx.. ii try muah best kay =)) wiish mii luck pplx =D thanks thankss. =x

ii yue laii yue y0u attitude lerhx.. but wh0 cares . everytimes i try t0o change pplx still c0ntine t0 say mii make mii.. piissed~ wh0 cares.. !! n0w ii dun care lo0. since n0 one ever care of iit. =)) uu guys realii make a different iin muah lyfe.. II WONT CHANGE.. =D

getta off iif euu dun lykk..

8:38:00 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

ii nv trust euu agaiin.. yuu let mii disappointedd 0nce andd f0r all. ii w0nt' ever trust euu.

todae went out wif qiii.... go shopping those lo.. got flag day iin the morning.. quite fun narhh.. go wif nicole andd huiwen.. weeee!~ went to take neoprint.. so lame =x but who's care ii'm lamee =x

dadd.. ii t0t uu were the m0st person wh0 ii can look up0n.. cuz uu always waste ur nite time come pei us those when mother go out to work.. ii tot ii can rely on muah both parents. but actually not.. muah dad todae say those insulting words to muah mother. ii almost cry lo0... ii say before lerh.. just once.. pplx quarrel wif mii ii totally disapoointed lo.. just once.. just onli once.. andd once and for all.. tat's muah way of lyfe.. uu can change iit.. if uu dun lyk. just get outta of muah lyfe.

ii use t0 lyk to follow muah dad whenever he go.. but now ii lyk to go wif muah mother.. for becuz ii felt tat mother iis always lonely also lyk not muchie frens de.. suan lerh.. tired of family lerhx.. i just wanna live muah lyfe like tis.. i getting to have attitude lerh.. woohoo.. hate mii ? just leave.. bleahx =P ii dun needa uu. SHOO~! wee!!!

ii dun needa anythingy.. =D
ii'm vaiin
ii'm bytchy

ii starting to have attitude lo0.. dun ever make dao mii.. ii have change.. =D can't take iit.. too bad!! leave iif uu wan.. bleah=P

a changedd gurlx.. =D

weee! ii have change from bad to worst.. too badd.. blehx. ii sux =D

8:29:00 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

wu shu competition =x

weeee.. todae duno yy long day nehx.. starting jiu shii lit lerh.. wah seh duno yy so long nehx.. first period jiu yao slp lerh.. shou bu liao. den after tat english lo.. wah seh.. duno yy mdm wi andd mrs wong todae wear dao so nicee.. ii just find out tat mrs wong veri li hai iin choosing clothes lehx.. PRO LAR =x

den after tat jiu recess lo.. down there rush muah geo =x forget bring book home den duno wat ii write.. so like tat lo.. den in d end like tat like tat.. jiu music lerh.. so sian. den after tat jiu go for chinese.. quite okay narh.. play computer mar.. den ii down there write letter x)) dun care larr.. =x not reali play computer iis flash on the screen den teacher press the ans. we choose the answer` den after tat jiu like tat lo.. jiu 15 mins de math =x so bai chii lo.. down there rush.. den in d end let us go lerh. so lame lame lame lame.. den after tat go eat those den board the bus lerh..

den jiu go toa payoh stadium lo. yi lu shang chat wif shanyuan.. bo bian marr.. nothingy better to do =x den after tat jiu down there slp =x tai lei andd sian marrr.. den jiu lie on the metal bar slp lerh =x SO BAI CHI LO.. den after tat wake up de shi hou.. rachel.peggy.waiyou.erica.miie.. so bai chi lo.. we down there pinic =x iis like go buy titbits den sit iin a circle.. den eat eat eat.. den chat happily.. SO LAME.. hahaha.. den after tat jiu finish liao.. ii jiu wanntedd rush home.. cuz REALI VERI LEI AR.. ii wan slp . but for now ii play pc first.. later kor come back jiu cannot play lerh.. =x WEEE!!~~

n0 one hadd actually given the lyfe ii want.. onlii mii muahself can give iit.. ii l0ve freed0m.. =x ii love money also.. wahhaa =x ii'm evil.. =x ii wan go shopping..

so siann exams coming.. sux sux sux.. =x

hope tml wuld be fun.. go flag day.. maybe starting wif huiwen they alll. after tat go wif qii lerh.. go shopping.. wahhaaa =x WHO CARES =x dun care lerh.. iit's muah lyfe ii wan live iit like wat also no one business =x WHO CARES =x NO one care also.. wahaha..

ii suddenly felt tat lyfe iis actually nothingy muchie de narh.. wake up go sch study study den after sch go walk awhile come home play pc.. den jiu do hw den jiu slp.. next day again.. nothingy muchie happenedd marr.. but horr.. ii zhen de gan jue horr.. zhe 2 yrs horr.. reali let mii gan jue dao horr.. although ii'm lonely horr.. but ii reali reali dun want anythingy change muah lyfe.. ii reali bu dong yy nehx.. ii bi jiao like an an de like pplx den to go stead den break up.. iit's lyk so stupidd lo.. got hao hao de frens dun wann go be stead stead liao you neng zhe yang? our age can marry mehx.. onli lead to stupid thingy we done onli.. den in d end got stupid thingy come out.. den bo bian got to marry. so early marry uu que ding won't divorce mehx.....

todae mdm wii say.. nothingy reali iis permanently de.. relationship iis not permanently .. uu confirm when uu wear the ring on ur finger tat mean he's always urs mehx.. he can always say.. ii dun love uu animore. let's walk our way... tat all loo .. iit's so easy.. sometimes although ii felt lonely but iit's just awhile onli.. awhile more ii back to muah freedom lyfe =x ii reali reali reali dun wan any changes to muah lyfe.. ii duno yy... unless ii confirm we can stead long andd last long.. andd after break we are still frens.. iif not ii dun wan to lose muah frenship.. is so damn stupidd =x but luckily ii just lost 2 frens =x but okay larr.. lost 1 frens narh.. cuz weirongx andd mii still got contact andd are still frens.. although not tat close.. =x

but matthew lost lo =x wahaha.. but WHO CARES.. wahaha.. duno yy horr now ii like to say WHO CARES . crazi de mii.. wahaha.. sometimes horr.. i dou duno wat ii tinking.. haha.. uu also nv know de.. so muiss arr.. uu also can't confirm wat ii tinking de.. cuz uu nv noe wat ii tinking.. uu are not mii =x who cares wat thingy gotta happened. ii just wanna live muah lyfe like todae is the last day.. =x

alot thingy reali change muah mind lerh sia.. ii shlddn't wei lerh alittle bit jiu cry de.. =x ii muz jian qiang nehx.. weeeeeeee!!! tears nv fall for so long lo.. reali so happi lehx.. next time celebrate hao mar =x ii'm crazii.. so happi.. ii one day nv cry ii jiu happie like siao liao.. weeeeeee!!! kk cut wo de crapp..

woohoo todae saw seehiang.. she stil the same.. weeeee!! ii love uu seehiang.. reali veri long nv see uu liao.. okok got to miss uu loadss... haha still have the same cute little mei mei... seehiang horr.. reali teng her mei mei de lehx.. duno yy =x can wei le yi qie go bao hu her mei mei de.. so good jie horr.. seehiang be muah jie jie hao mar x)) ii wan pplx bao hu wo.. wahhaa =x nvm ii go find muah mother =x weeeee! bo bian kor kor muz bao hu his gurl gurl.. =x kk loo reali muz cut crapp... i tired of typing lerh..

END OF DAY... =D

NOTHINGY GOTTA CHANGE MUAH LYFE =x

5:59:00 PM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

nothingy muchie happened nehx................

siiiann.. starting of day jiu shii geo liao.. siann siann.. den after tat jiuuu history lerh.. wah seh siann..den jiu recess.. weeeeeeeee... eat rice sehh.. den after tat jiu like tat loo.. den go up class loo.. SIAN AR.. lesson again.. den jiu yang jie period.. DABIAN DE LO .. she got to go for SYF de lo.. EXTRA NARh.. nv go .. tao yan.. den after tat jiu math lo.. wah seh ii fail again. .SICKENNING.. 5 marks er yi.. TAO YAN DE LOR..

den horr. jiu like tat lo.. den jiu sci lo.. wah seh reali can slp arr.. shou bu liao.. todae all two period de.. make dao ii from BIG EYE to close eye liao =.=" dabian de norhh.. weeeeeeeee! den jiu AFTER SCH LIAO.. den wait for miss lau lo... den jiu like tat like tat.. den jiu go shopping wif qii awhilee den she come muah house lo.

den jiu play dog play pc lo..

PRIS WEI LE WEEEEEEE PANGSEH ALL.. ZHONG SHE QING YOUU .. HMPH!!!!

ii wan freedoommmm.. weeeee!!!!!!!! nvm. ii still got freedom..

woohoo for noww horr... since ii dou bu gan jue lonely.. ii dun wan boyfrens. dun wan anythingy weeeeeeeeee!!! ii wannn freeeddooommmm.. money also =X que qian yong.. bo biann.. =X ii wan workkkkk =X bo biann que qian yong.. weeeeeee yao buy alot clothes.. okok ii'm vain.. yaoo play wif makeup.. weeeeeee!! ii'm crazii.. just let mii be bahh.. =X i'm just being bo liao. =x uu kn0w wat iis b0 lia0 right . bo liao means wu liao mean nothingy better to do =X ii'm lame . so siann.

t0ng hua lii d0u shii pian ren de. NO MORE FAIRYTALES LIFE.. =x II NV BELIEVE.. BLEAH =P unless got pplx reali reali give mii a fairytales lyfe... =x but shi bu ke neng de narhh.. bleahx.. so hai shii guo muah own lyfe first..

actually arr. =X ii bluff uu all de.. ii n0 la0g0ng de narhh.. zhii shii ii wan a freedom lyfe marr.. den hen stress upp de when pplx there =X den later scare wat sad arr wat de.. so horr zui hao shii carefree lyfe...

weeeeeeeeeeeeee.... ii nv believe iin lufe agaiin.. bleahhs... =X let mii be.. ii'm stubborn little kiddy =X

WHO CARES....

kk.. ii lurfe muah own lyfe now.. dun spoilt iit.. bleah =P .. mmuuaaacckkk.. =X no hatred toward aniione iis the best.. weeeeeee!!! lyfe rawks for now =x

][ ai qiing lai de kuaii, qu de ye kuaii ][

4:49:00 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

nothingy iis meant to be...

aaaa .. =x ii tink horr =X ii wan change the blogskin narhh. =X edit finish lerh.. at least not so plain larr horr =X bo bian narhh.. ii first time do tis type de.. somemore ii dou not reali good at html liao.. wan dan =.=' once nv pratice jiu like tat liao.. haiZz. ii gotta get back to work lerh =X going mid year lerh. sickening.. wah sehh.. siann.. tml sport day lehx.. WALAO EH. muz wear full u lehx.. SIAN LEXH..some more pplx can relax down there chatting WE CANNOT LEHX.. muz help up all those.. SIAN SIAN SIAN. haiZz..

todae nothingy muchiee.. light bag =D weeeeee! happi.. no book is iinside muah bag except the diary andd one exercise book =X so hapi.. =X tml also light bag.. weeeeeeeee!!!!! happi lehx.. wah sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... so happi so happi... tis week is a relax week =D except thursday.. siann..

so happii. .=X monday finsih.. tuesday so fast endd.. wednesday also short day cuz sport day.. den thursday although long but stil alrite.. den fri also short day.. WAHAHAHHAA =X saturday flag day.. TIS WEEK IS FUN but next week jiu sian liao =X cuz going test lerh.. pplx wish mii good luck lehx =x

thansks diana for the present... ii haven sent to tis pc yet.. iin another pc.. wait ii uploadd her present.. a mirror. =X gan gan hao.. pratical sehh.. ii almost went to buy one mirror lehx.. THANKS ALOT DIANA.. mmmuuuaaacckk =x

muah bank going no money lerhh.hmmm..~ sadd.. =X mamama iiw an money.. tml will be a fun day.. go out wif muah mong`z iinstitute.. =X go take neo.. weeeee~! longtime nv take lerh horr.. II LURVE UU ALL.. Mong`z JIE MUI RAWKS .. =D

woohoooo.. haiZz.. ii'm happi todae.. dun spoilt muah mooddd!!!! =X better be horr. =X pls pls pls.. beg uu all arr =x ii nv beg pplx de horr.. zhong zhi jiu shi let mii kai kai xin xin guo all day.. ii duno yy horr. ii felt so happi after no need see pplx flirting who or wat de. =X so zhi zaii.. wahahaa.. FREEDOM ii lurve uu so muchiee..

okay dad ii hate uu =X

ii wan money ii wan shopping ii wan arcade ii wan neoprints ii wan new hp ii wan bear bear ii wan clothes ii wan more skirt ii wan go out ii wan stay up late ii wan go chalet ii wan go bbq ii wan go beach ii wan noe more shuai ge =X jkjkjk eryi.. dun tink dao where.. reali jkjk er yi =X ii wan noe more frens cai dui =X ii wan bag ii wan computerr ii wan mp3 ii wan TO SLP =X oops ii'm pig too badd =X ii wannn everythingy iin lyfe =X ii'm crazii todae.. bobiann. ren yi happi jiu shi like tat de.. BETTER DUN SPOILT MUAH MOODD.. II STRESS TIS WORD .. =X ii dun wan uu.. uu shooo =X ii dun need anione to lurve mii.. ii'm all alonee... ii lurve muahself sometimes? =X ii lurve freedom.. just let mi be bahh.. =D ii'm beiing crazii...

ohya.. CHESTON MAMEEGATE =X wish uu good luck iin ur wushu.. haha. see dao hiim jiu xiang dao wr. .=X ii'm madd. dun care mii =x diana andd adurey tooo.. JIA YOU JIA YOU.. rachel waiyou andd peggy alsoo.. ii lurve uu all. 2F rawksss.. =X michelle andd yvooneee.. so cutee.. two cute gurl.. 2F reali rawks muah worldd.. 1E alsooo.. miss those times sehh.. nvm iit's all past can't get back lo muz look forwarddd... bobiann.. =X

ii'm looking forwardd for the duno wat sbmy arr.. duno larr.. muz group wif qii andd not anyone else.. duno the mong group going anot.. =X iif going den we 5 together lerh. but see them sure dun wan derhh.. woohoo ii got to shake muahself there.. andd spendd iit like a crazii gurl lerhh.. =X kk alot thingy ii wanna change nehx..

to be positive
to be nice?
to be guai
to be soft =X at least not loud can lerh =X
to be clever?
to be blur =X cuz somethingy aren't meant to let mii noe
to be richh.. =X
to be pretty.. haiZz. ii'm not pretty at all.. sickening mii =X
to be cuteeeee =X say liao ii'm not cute at all..sickening mii
to look forward and not backwardd..
to love everythingy aroundd mii.. =D

dun worry.. ii'm fine.. not yin weii sadd dao like siao den happi de.. it's the fact i'm crazii here =X ii love everyoneeeee.. =X crazii mii.. kk not hatred aniimree.. gotta spendd muah secondary days like it's so precious.. =X felt times past so fast narh =x so muz reali treasure sehh.. everythingy gotta be a SWEET mEMOREIS to mii =D weeeeeeeeee!! ii lurving uu all...

ii'm crazii..

7:29:00 PM

Monday, April 18, 2005

ii sux still =x

yoyoyo.. ii decide using back tis blogskin =x ii'm so lame =X saying lerh yet nv do.. cuz tis iis better.. ii still miiss iit =x haiZz.. lyfe have been better or worst =X duno narhh.. i lo0ve yuuu.. x)) ii'm so lameeee =X watever watever.. =D dun wan tell uu all lehx.. =X haiZz. life rawks andd sux at same time..

believe iit anot it's ur choice =X

10:18:00 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

tml is the day that he break wif mii.. wr =X

haiZz.. aaa.. ytd horr. went to buy cake for muah mummy wif qii lo.. quite cheap nehx =X 21 dollar onli.. =X bobian the whole cake ii sponsor lehx. =.=" den in d endd we went into a place which is veri wulu wu lu de =X wahahhaa =X but the cake look nice.. but horr =.=" omg lehx.. the shop veri li hai lehx.. can wei ci dao so long.. 1o yrs ago ii went there buy cake.. 1o yrs noww.. ii go there buy cakee.. although forget ler narh. ii still tot the shop lost liao =X choy choy choy =X

den after tat nehx jiu go home put cake.. den go out wif aunty they all lo.. den after tat go shoppiing.. abit sian narh. .but bo biann.. den after tat jiu faster come back.. at first going to meet muah cousin wif qii de.. but in d end no time. .den wait wait lo.. for qii father stupid de so long. .den after tat bo bian muah family andd ii go liao.. den left qii... we wait awhile for her father lerh. but so long.. tao yan de.. hai ii bei say tat ii pangseh her. iif can ii zao jiu stay wif her wait liao stil wait for uu all say ge pi.. =X

den after tat jiu go eat lo the zhen fa huo hai xian.. quite sian anrh.. ii halfway eating slp liao =.=" imagine nehx.. wah seh ii'm so stupidd eat also can slp.. SO LAME.. den after tat jiu go home lerh lo.. den ii watch the repeat the charity de.. den after tat halfway thru slp lerh =.=" den after tat nehx... wake up saw boi boi besie mii.. muah doggy narh.. den after tat jiu go slp again lerh.. in d end morning wake up go slp on kor kor bed =X den after tat slp all the way.. den after noon wake up saw boi boi beside mii slping.. wah sehh boi boi arr.. dun scare me can anot.. keep beside mii slping de.. xia si wo jiu you..

den after tat like tat loo.. veri sian arr.. todae no piano duno wat happenedd.. at nite zai call teacher =X dun care lerh narh.. like tat cai hui change to other day marr =X wahahhaa =X wee! den now so siann..

tml the day we break lerh.. stupid horr.. even tis day also rmb =.=" hao lamee arr.. matthew de more worst ii dou bu dong when break de.. suan lerh.. woohoo to commemorable tml =X ii will change muah blogskins.. loads more to see.. better worz... woohoo ii wish everythingy wuldd just enddedd...

ii sux.. ii noe iit.

4:21:00 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

ii reali stress upp.

pls pplx.. stop giving mii so muchie problems.. ii getting stress upp even more.. ii haven settled the problems another went iin.. ii tiredd.. pls just let mii be................. ii tired of life.. can anyone just let mii die.. ii reali can't take all the problems have been going oon.. just let mii be.. ii wanted muah life to be like tis andd like tis.. pls just leave mii alone.. ii reali can't take iit.. iif uu can't help just go away.. dun make muah life go worst animore.. ii tired.. pls pls pls.. just let mii be..

8:53:00 PM

happi bbelatedd birthdayy to kokweii andd shanyuan..

sorry lehx.. ytd can't blog.. so now wishh kokweii andd shanyuan... happi birthdayy nehx.. belatedd =X so xiian mu tat stupidd kokweii... get so muchiee present...14+++ lerhh.. tao yan nii... but he zhen de hen haoo nehx.. hao ren yi ge.. so at least got alot present can't jian waii narhh.. mii not hao ren yi ge.. so alot pplx hate mii.. birthday tat day still cry.. so so cham..

kk narhh nothingy muchiee.. but ii realii realii realii want to sayy.. ii'm sorry pris anddd someone.. =X uu noe who uu are bahh.. ii'm sorry i hurt uu twoo.. nothingy muchie culd replace anythingy ii noee.. but ii reali have to say sorry..

ii'm realii sorryy.. sorry ii reali can't take the stress aroundd mii.. pls let mii be.. ii'm just stubborn.. uu can't change tat.. pls pls pls.. just find other suitable gurl.. ii not suitable for uu.. ii'm reali sorry.. dun waste ur time on mi.. iit not worthwhile .. ii'm sorry de***..

11:20:00 AM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

muah picturessss... present de..

First present - Rebonding
Given by Second kor kor
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Second present - Hamster; ham ham & mimi = hami guas by jiaqii
Given by Lynette

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Third present - Doggy; rainxdrops
Given by God papa
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Forth Present - Bag
Given by Kokwei

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Fifth present - Piglet
Given by Weitingx jie andd Enghua Kor

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Sixth present - Rubberbandd & Sweet
Given by either pris or erica or both =X

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Seventh present - Chimes
Given by Cherie cousin

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Eighth present - Angel Bear
Given by Erica

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Ninth Present - DA Turtle
Given by - De***

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Tenth Present - Comb, Mirror & clip
Given by ZUI LAME DE JIAQI

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Eleventh present - Puremilk Jacket
Given by Mong`z iinstitute tat consist of qii.potato.pris.belle

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abit blurr lehx =X

Twelveth present - Bracelet
Given by Enghua korr..

TAT ALL.. FINALLY AR!

6:14:00 PM

forget write sumthing =X

weeeeee!! forget thankss those pplx nehx..

Kok weii.. =X for waiting dao 12 jiu sendd msg.. hai dao uu so slpy.. =X fasterr go lala landd after wish miii.. muz rmb to play bball let mii see sehhh.. =X

Erica.. =X for waiting till 12 wish mii too.. thankss for being the secondd..

Enghua.. Thankss korr for the pressent.. give dao two =.=' haii give dao muah house.. thankss sehh..

Mo mo ren... Thankss for waiting till 12++ to wish mii.. xie xie..

YEE CHEAN AND LI YAN.. muah ah ma andd mummy arr.. uu all arr.. 4++ wake mii upp to wishh mii.. =.=" but hai shii thankss narh.. for being the fifth and sixth.. thankss..

weeeeeee!! done.. ii'm iin pc lab.. sickenning.. so colddd... lynette rawks.. weeee!!!!!

thanks for all those present.. wait dao ii post the pic first.. =X go home den ii post iit upp kk.. wait wait wait..

ii hope everythingy wuldd enddd.. stop backstabbiing us... stop saying wat we nv say.. iits like we nv even say anythingy.. uu choose to believe others than us.. ii reali duno wat uu all tinking.. we treatedd uu like one of our close frenss.. andd uu tot we backstab uu.. we didn't..

we muz always duii de qii zi jii de liang xiin lo.. ii just noe we nv do anythingy badd.. we noe wat's wrong andd right.. uu choose to believe other tat we have say bad thingy abt uu.. ii reali duno how to say anymoree..

stop here...

11:05:00 AM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

7:52:00 PM

birthday.

birthdayy. haiZz.. say sadd birthday to mii bah... come ii list out those pplx tat say happi birthday to mii de.. tahnks alot..

1. kokwei
2. pris andd erica
3. Enghua
4.Alex
5. yee chean
6. Li yan
7. Amanda
8. Jiaqi
9.Waiyou, Peggy
1o. Yvoone jie
11. Belle
12. Huiqing
13. Huiwen
14. Marilyn
15. Cherie
16. Tohwee
17. Xiangyu
18. Adurey
19. Rachel
2o. Michelle
21. Yvoone muah class
22. Uncle fifth andd family andd ahma
23. Shanyuan
24. Laykheng
25. Cindy
26. Jasmine

birthday gifts

next time ii den post up the pictures.. thankss alot. =D

1. Rebonding - kor
2. Hamster - Lynette
3. Puppy - God papa
4. Bag - Kok Weii
5. Piggy - Weitingx jie andd Enghua korr
6. Rubberbandd - erica? andd pris
7. Feng Ling - Cousin cherie
8. Bear bear - Erica
9. Turtle - momo ren =.="
1o. Comb. Mirror. Clip - Jiaqii =.="
11. PUREMILK jacket - Mong`z iinstitude = qii.potato.priss.belle
12. Bracelet - Enghua korr

woohoo thankss for all.. tune iin for the pictures =X STAY TUNE =x kk ii'm lame.. weee.. ii hope ii culd happi.. ii love all of uu..

6:28:00 PM

dao di who shldd ii believe..

wah sehh.. todae birthday yet ii cry.. watever larr.. ii tot ii culd happi de guo lehhx.. but mei xiang dao the moment ii come down.. den see no one.. den sian liao.. belle leave le.. den onli left mii.. den ii jiu go findd qii they all.. yet they got scold so need stay back.. den after tat jiu wait lo.. den the moment teacher say go.. den qii andd marilyn got black face le.. ii tot wat happened =.=" den after tat they put down bag den tell mii wat happenedd.. den ii was like ren bu zhu le lorhh.. den jiu cry lo.. den diana come spray mii marr.. den after tat ii jiu shou bu liao lerh.. cry le lo.. den after tat she andd adurey tot iis they haii mii cry.. actually not narhh..

den after tat jiu duno zuo mo yue lai yue duo ren come lerh... but reali thanks those who comfort mii... thankss diana.adurey.michelle.yvoone.cindy.jasmine. ii'm alrite narhhh.. ii tot ii culd just cry finish just ended there.. andd then calm muahself then tell xiao mei they all wat actually happenedd lo.. but then when ii come out of the washroom.. den saw mrs wong. den ii faster walk diao lerhh.. but stupidd mrs wong larr.. call mii for wat.. den after tat jiu like tat lo.. den jiu down there say say say... duno larr.. den duno who say wan call nelson they all ask de.. wahlao.. freak loo.. iis like ii nv even wantedd find teacher lo.. nv even wantedd go find xy or wat lo.. just cry finish andd treat as nothing had happened.. ii'm always like tat de.. cry finish okay lerh.. but ii jiu shi duno who go make dao so big lo.. BO LIAO LO .. WHO IIS THE PERSON WHO GO TELL TEACHER DE.. walao.. den ii saw mrs wong andd xiang yu andd pris lo.. duno who go say de larr.. freak lar. den after tat jiu like tat down there got scold lo.. den when going back de shi hou..

someone say ask us tml xiao xin.. haiZz.. iis like walao ehx.. win liao larr.. iif ii get all tis present wuld lose so muchie thingy.. fine ii throw all out.. ii realii duno wat actually happenedd. iis like ytd ii dream dao ii crying during muah birthday.. just tat duno wat happpenedd.. wahh sehh.. alot pplx say wuldd suay iif cry on birthday.. wah seh who cares le larr.. suay jiu suay.. ii always been so suay.. haiZz.. suan lerh la.. uu wan say our fault just our fault... ii duno to believe who.. the words and actions are totally different..

ii reali duno who to believe.. diana scoldedd mii =.=" say wat ii always care abt pplx feelingx.. ii where got loo.. iis just tat ii dou say liao.. cry le jiu finish... jiu okay liao.. ii jiu shi bu dong duno who stir dao so big de.. dao di who iis the one... wah sehh.. suan lerh suan lerhh.. muah wish iis to clear the misunderstandding narhh..

iin the first placeeee.. ii dou not iin the com lab.. andd then now ii was pull down.. ii dou duno wat happenedd den iis ii listen from qii de loo.. uu all chao shen mo.. suan lerh suan lerhh..

andd tat freddiee UU DAO DI WHO .. ii dun even noe uu .. uu zuo mo down here scold scold scold.. suan lerhh.. ii'm sorry iif ii offendedd uu..

ii'm sorry to alex andd nelson andd whoever tat are being pulledd iin.. ii sorry iif ii offendedd uu..

tears are precious yy didn't ii rmb iit. ii sux..

WANLING UU SUX MAN.. STOP ACTING THOSE LAR.. BO LIAO GURL.. CRY CRY CRY.. ALL UU NOE IS CRY.. WAT THE FREAK UU NOE.. UU SUX MAN.. BETTER GET OUTTA OF TIS WORLD.. WANLING SUX..

5:40:00 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

i sux.

haiZz.. ii was wrong.. actually iit's all iin a illusion.. are they reali true when they say like nothingy had happeendd? haha ii was totally wrong iinto believe them.. yy didn't ii reali take qii advice.. yy did ii tot tat they were actually true? yy didn't ii always tiink human are all kindd actually.. yy iis there so muchie yy iin tis worldd..

ii have actually tot of as andd prank.. but ii que slowly go believe they are true.. ii'm wrong iin every way ii tiink.. nvmm.. ii was told a two facedd.. hypocrite.. oh well.. yea yea ii'm.. ii'm backstabber too.. ii'm bitch.. ii'm eveyrhtingy.. ii admit.. ii admit iit..

ii felt reali so failure.. everytime cuz of small thingy muah tears culd just drop.. it's not worth iit.. that' the thingy ii told muah self.. yet ii stil keep drop iit.. wat can ii get back when ii drop tears. just a sympathe..

ii dun need pplx to pity mii.. ii addmitt.. alot pplx leaving mii.. not onli alot.. a thousandd a million pplx.. ii fadiing .. ii duno fadding to where.. to pplx eyes ii'm just a bitchh.. ii duno wher did ii reali go wrong.. no one tell mii.. wat can ii reali do when all ii see it's tearssss... yy do tis world have tears? yy iis there water.. iif there's no water. at least ii won't drop muah tears..

ii always rmb.. tears iis precious.. but yy iit seems to mii just like a thrash which ii can throw away aniitimes? wateverr.. shldd ii trust pplx.. yy everytime ii tell muahself.. dun trust dun trust.. andd yet ii enddedd up being hurtx by pplx ii trustedd..

ii can act as nothingy had happenedd.. act as everyithing iis still the same. but ii duno yy ii just can't.. ii was being backstab again. i noe by whoo.. but i just dun wanna list out her name.. maybe ii'm tired le bah.. ii dun wanna have hatredd towards aniione. tml it's gotta be muah day.. andd it' gotta be a new mii.. so yy hate pplx... nvm bahh.. one day pplx wuld noe she backstabb mii. exactly how she wanted revenge.. ii duno on wat.. just wanted iit bah.. from her way how she look at mii ii can sense iit..

wat can ii do.. ii just let her be bahh.. she wan backstab mii let her be.. from head to toe ii nv even say her.. yet she wanna backstab mii.. okok i admit ii say she's a little bit bitch.. but so am ii.. so watever ii wanna say ii wuldd tiink how was mii first.. ii'm no better aniiwhere.. so yy shldd ii say.. onli proudd pplx backstab andd cause frenship broken. cause relationship to break.. tat's all a bitch can do.. =D

ii reali wanna to go back last time.. a innocent mii.. pplx hate mii ii try muah best to dun let her hate mii..but now she wan hate ar. backstab mii arr.. LET UU LO .. ii'm so different.. different to the wanling ii use to be..

every chapter of life iis different.. but ii reali wish to flip over to the last few page tat ii was.. at least ii do the thingy i dui de qii liang xiin.. now i que keep make so mani pplx leave mii.. tat's reali a bad sign though... okay wateverr.. ii'm born to be lonely.. just let fate be.. ii won' t interrupt.. dun tok to mii.. ii'm feeling depressedd..

life iis so pressurzing.. pplx have been adding on the pressure tat ii have.. ii totally have no space to breathe.. muah motherr.. muah frens.. mauh family.. muah everythingy.. sometimes ii reali get sick of life.. andd reali wanna go another worldd.. hopefully ther's not much pressure no stress.. jsut a peaceful world... ii'm broken downn lerhhh... just let mii be bahh... just let mii be.. dun care mii.. dun tok to miii..

diana dun care mii pls.. ii'm just feeling alittle depressedd here.. ii'm moodswinging.. let mii be bahh..

life sux totally...

7:02:00 PM

ii duno wat to do.. who can tell mii?

haiZz.. ii duno narhh.... pris ar pris tell mii wat to doo... haiZz.. woohoo now pao kai yi qie bahh. .birthday tml.. olehhh oleehhh =X weee! happi.. haiZz. mii ar duno wat to do..

shldd ii believe or shldd ii not.. qii tell mii alot thingy sia.. iis like maybe ii got bbluff.. they dun wan to make troubles mar somemore muah birthday marr.. so let mii loo.. haiZz.. ii can't imagine wat would iit be like to be after muah birthday.. scary~~ haiZz.. tml still got guide.. sickening.. muah birthday still give.. siann.. nvm narh ii tell weiyi liao going to find pplx change wif mii.. wee!!

hope can find dao narhh.. iif cannot sadly ii need go.. haiZz.. ii'm sick now.. got cough le.. siannnn.. haiZz.. ii wonder wat's tml wuld be like.. hmm.. a heavy bag.. just like a same day? who noes.. todae hao xiang tat huiwen birthday nehx.. duno yy saw one cake which john holding den huiwen carrying a present.. maybe pplx birthday bahh... bu guannnn.. xian mu lehhx.. just now saw muah cousin nick.. his birthday tat time 60 pplx go lehx.. hmm i wonder did he add mii iin =X xian mu hiim narhh.. so mani frens.. hmphh.. stupid desmondd siahhh ii hate uu =X jkjk

woohoo.. ii gotta grow upp =D... from pri sch till now ii mature le.. =X weee ii'm bhb.. alot pplx say de marr.. happi happi.. at least got mature abit than nv at all marr.. weeee!! happii.. well... ii wan request from mummy for 100 dollarr.. =X dun care narhh.. at least ah ma give mii 50 dollar marr.. =X as present.. weeeee..

1.rebonding
2.hamster
3.puppy
4.50 dollar =X

weee!! happi =X pao kai yii qiie for tml.. andd try happi =D wang qii quan bu de quan buu.. =D

ii'm lost..
help mii
findd mii

wat shldd ii do
shld ii let go
shld ii not?

who iis there to help mii
no onee
ii can onli decide on muah ownn

ii gotta leave this place
wher's is call lurve
ii dun wanna drop iin aniimore

before ii drop deepperr..
ii need to get muah self upp =D
no more history repeating..

that's mii =D

6:37:00 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

ii lost all .. =D some of iit reali wrong seh.. but mostly are true =D

*Guys should NEVER make empty promises..The girl will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep urpromise....

*Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl'sfeelings..

*Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becozoftheir buddies..

*Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..

*Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMARTthese days..

*Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST ineverything...So that the Girl can learn from u..Yet DUN be TOO Arrogant...

*Guys should be MORE Patient and Understandingwhen its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...

*Guys should learn how to SHOW moreAFFECTION to their Loved ones..

*Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..

*Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say "dunnolar.. or anything larz.." Girls like guys who canmake decisions.. whether is where to eat or go ordo...Bleahz~~

*Guys should Try to send their GF home from schorwork if they haf the time despite the distance..

*Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... inthethings they do..

*Guys should learn to call and sms their GF anitime of the day/nite.. Basically give their GF thesense of SECURITY.. tats wat girls want from mostof their BF...

*Guys should try to let their GF know where andwat their doing all the time.. SO should their Girl..

*Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much..Everyone would know that ya a JErk..Girls can gossip quite alot..

*Guys should learn to be more Passionate..

*Guys should be SMART, Quickwitted andSTRONGWILLED..*Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too..But dun CRY to Often...Coz its NOT very manly..Besides ya be known as a WIMP..

*Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..

*Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSss byHeart...

*Guys should never give excuses like` - SOrry I fell asleep..` - Sorry I was caught in a jam..` - Sorry my hp went Low..` - Opps.. I didn't know that..` - Oh i forgot...

*Guys should Never use phrases like- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUS she is..)- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met them )

*Guys should always TRY new things and learn toadapt..

*Guys should ALWAYS make a good impressionon theGirl's Parents..

*Guys should know how to make their GF happy..

*Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF'sfriends, relatives.. blah blah...

*Guys should never make their GF to beg for themto do this or that..

*Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..

*Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing..etc..

*Guys should Never force their GF to do anithingthey dun want..

*Guys should always FEEL like a girl when guys rwif their GF.. Girls like guys who can be theirbestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..

*Guys should always talk to their GF about theirmade-decisions.. and ask how to feel about it..

*Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tellthem WAT THEY DID WRONG.. whenEVERYTHING was WRONG...

*Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!