*Guys should NEVER make empty promises..The girl will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep urpromise....
*Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl'sfeelings..
*Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becozoftheir buddies..
*Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..
*Guys should NEVER LIE.. coz the Girls r SMARTthese days..
*Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST ineverything...So that the Girl can learn from u..Yet DUN be TOO Arrogant...
*Guys should be MORE Patient and Understandingwhen its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls..They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs...
*Guys should learn how to SHOW moreAFFECTION to their Loved ones..
*Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..
*Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say "dunnolar.. or anything larz.." Girls like guys who canmake decisions.. whether is where to eat or go ordo...Bleahz~~
*Guys should Try to send their GF home from schorwork if they haf the time despite the distance..
*Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy... inthethings they do..
*Guys should learn to call and sms their GF anitime of the day/nite.. Basically give their GF thesense of SECURITY.. tats wat girls want from mostof their BF...
*Guys should try to let their GF know where andwat their doing all the time.. SO should their Girl..
*Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much..Everyone would know that ya a JErk..Girls can gossip quite alot..
*Guys should learn to be more Passionate..
*Guys should be SMART, Quickwitted andSTRONGWILLED..*Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too..But dun CRY to Often...Coz its NOT very manly..Besides ya be known as a WIMP..
*Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..
*Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSss byHeart...
*Guys should never give excuses like` - SOrry I fell asleep..` - Sorry I was caught in a jam..` - Sorry my hp went Low..` - Opps.. I didn't know that..` - Oh i forgot...
*Guys should Never use phrases like- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUS she is..)- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met them )
*Guys should always TRY new things and learn toadapt..
*Guys should ALWAYS make a good impressionon theGirl's Parents..
*Guys should know how to make their GF happy..
*Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF'sfriends, relatives.. blah blah...
*Guys should never make their GF to beg for themto do this or that..
*Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..
*Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing..etc..
*Guys should Never force their GF to do anithingthey dun want..
*Guys should always FEEL like a girl when guys rwif their GF.. Girls like guys who can be theirbestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..
*Guys should always talk to their GF about theirmade-decisions.. and ask how to feel about it..
*Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tellthem WAT THEY DID WRONG.. whenEVERYTHING was WRONG...
*Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!
8:00:00 PM
haiZz.. ii'm tiredd lerh.. let's it be over bahh..
haiZz.. ytdd kor kor noe ii lying to hiim lerhh.. actually he's was correct ii actually like hiim.. so wat.. it's gotta be overr.. tat letter was a month ago when ii written iit.. ii'm so tiredd lookiing at him wif a gurl.. wat was tat feeling when uu see ur lurve de guy wif a gurl.. haha.. andd then ii heard from frens alot thingy.. well ii won't list out.. later muah frens noe =X
wateverr bahh.. tat's fatedd to be.. we weren't meant to be.. reali.. so mani thingys happenningg.. although ii hadd muah freed0m but ii felt we are no different as frens.. uu noe the meaning? nvm narh.. ii noe ii wuldd regret letting uu go.. but ii hadd realii enuff.. =D 2 months bahh.. duii marr? ii dun wanna bluff muah korr aniimoree.. ii'm sorry reali sorry.. but now ii lost the trust from hiim.. haiZz..
ii duno whether he still angry or not. but at least we chattedd.. andd at least ii nv lose them.. ii mean frens narh.. but ii lost mauh trust.. haiZz.. everytime like tat de.. got one thingy lost one thingy.. haiZz.. sickenning life.. sux man.. wateverr narhh..
during todae the momo duno wat thingy narhh.. one of the lesson narh.. den he sit iinfront of mii marr.. den got one gurl wif him.. sua lerh loo.... wat ii seen cannot change the facts.. starting of today ii tot nvm just let muah kor be.. but suan lerh.. iif ii had to choose.. ii wuldd rather choose korr.. at least ii noe he won't gone rite.. one day HE wuldd gonee andd not muah korr.. just tat iis a sooner or a laterr onee.. but realii ii hadd realii enuff.
jealousyy realii can take over everythingy.. ii started to hate herr.. qii.pris.huiwen.marilyn sorry arr not uu all .. =X todae say fun fun nothingy to do marr =X kk let's get back to the topic.. ii starting to hate herr.. at first muah hatredd was gone.. reali gone.. ii wanted to be new.. no hatredd or wat.. but once again.. iit got back.. fine loo... andd then once ii quarrel wif someone the person to mii wuldd some kind of disappointedd to mii lo.. maybe cuz ii nv reali quarrel wif frens when i was iin pri sch. now when ii quarrel wif pplx reali disappointed mii alot.. so ii guess iif ever quarrel ii wuldd be reali disappointedd..
ii wuldd forgive but ii can't forget... realii.. haha.. gotta be muah birthday lo.. yy care so muchiee.. yy sad so muchiee.. it's just a part of life.. =D but yy everytime tears still fall? ii dun wanna be emotional.. realii.. it's a waste of waterr. but ii just can't stop iit.. haha.. nvm bahh.. over means over lerhh.. totally todae ii totally ignore him lerhh.. haha.. can't stand wat ii saw andd hear marr.. nvm nvm.. a part of life =D suan lerh bah.. just let iit be.. ii get on muah life he get on his.. iis just a part of life aniwhere..
well have been having muah moodswiing.. but tis thiing iis seriouss.. just let iit be bah =D ii wuldd let go de... maybe ii wuldd regret but have no choice narhh... got kor kor got tat gurl.. jiu can make mii sian 3/4 le.. maybe ii'm beiing maiyu narh.. cuz ii leave before he hurts mii... but sometimess ii can't stand tat pain.. at least ii leave lerh den see le won't jealous muchie marr.. dui marr =D hao narhh.. let go le mii..
goodd byee.. =D it's overr.... sorry~
promise = no more tears for hiim andd neva zai shed tears for him after todae =D
ii'm fine pplx =D dun worry narh.. thankss twins sista =D ii lurve uu.. no need worry k..
shanyuan arr.. ii okay narh.. mei shi mei shii. xie xie..
a last good bye. *huggie*
7:10:00 PM
wat do uu actually wan mi to do.. drop tears for uu?
watever uu wan.. ii duno wat more ii can do.. wat do you ever wan mii to do.. ii starting to get disappointed... just becuz ii was loud uu hated mii.. was tat the onli reason? wateverr uu wanna hate.. since ii already noe ii have alot of pplx hatiing mii.. ii din't care muchie except tis.. andd ii keep trying to gain back the frenship andd yet uu acted as nothingy hadd actually happenedd.. wat do you reali wan mii to do.. cry like a helpless baby for uu? drop tears like as if no one business.. ii admiitedd ii did almost cry out.. but at least muah tears went back.. so wat do uu wan.. see mii cry infront of uu... ii tot ii culdd happi.. but exactly not at all. ii tot i find the thingy ii want.. but it turn out tat ii lost somethingy.. a frenship tat ii treasure..
ii dun care whether uu readd tis.. ii nv even care.. 3 more days muah birthday yet ii was here keep crying.. wat do uu else want.. we can just be strangers ii dun mindd.. uu can act as nothingy had happeenedd.. ii dun mindd.. but ii mindd iis tat uu have been giving us a tough life.. was tat wat uu wan? was tat actually let uu happi.. iif iit couldd okay fine.. uu make us the moree.. ii dun care lerh..
ii tot uu the guy tat actually noe wat the gurls tinking .. wat the gurls actually hate.. but actually i saw was just a illusion.. uu say uu noe who the gurls tat have been making us.. uu say wat no matter wat uu all wuld be there.. all are lies.. just a plain white lies.. ii addmitt uu helpedd us when we are going thru the darkness.. at least there for us or watever.. but now uu suddenly just like tat hate us.. okok ii toking nonsense here.. iif one day uu treasure us ( although it dun seems to be ) andd we just hate uu for no reasons.. just a simple reason becuz ii see uu bu shuang..
wateverr.. even de*** also like tat.. watever watever wateverrr.. ii just a no one to him no one to everyone.. hate mii bahh.. suan lerh.. uu all duii.. ii'm always iin the wrong.. LET MII OFF OF ALL TIS THINGY.. I GETTING SICK. even the most person tat ii trusted treated mii like tis.. ii can't tiink wat more d other pplx wuld do.. uu guys duii iin every way.. ii just wrong.. a freaking gurl who is wrong every way.. let tis be a lesson to mii which ii lose so muchie frens.. wateverr.. ii dun wan care lerhh..
ii reali duno yy can't ii just like muah cousin lead a simple life.. nothingy muchie to worry.. yy did ii choose tis pathh.. ii'm so stupidd.. so stupid to believe iin pplx.. so stupidd to feel tat pplx are all nice pplx.. but actually ii was wrong wrong wrong!!!!! suan lerh.. give mii a simple life.. ii dun want muchie more colour in muah life.. ii getting tiredd.. ii rather a gurl who is living in a black and white worldd.. a gurl who duno anythingy.. a gurl who was mii in the past.. ii was said tat ii was act cute gurl.. from pri to secondary ii was told tis way.. yet ii try to change already.. yet no one ling qing.. suan lerhhh.. let mii be..
andd just now wu yuan wu gu tink dao wr.. bu shi tink lar. iis dream narh.. scary lehx.. go his house.. den his house de pplx all the face iis his mother those leh.. den same face tat ii saw.. den like got one aunt see mii bu shuang like tat... diao mii =.=" watever narh.. den after tat saw his baby sista =.="" jialat leh. iis a boi yet ii dream a gurl.. siao onee.. but the gurl iis reali beautiful.. have a brown eyes.. wif eyes lash so long.. so cute.. but haiZz.. suan lerh ii dun wanna tink so muchie le..
haiZz.. life sux.. ii'm reali wrong to see those pplx as a person who ii can trustedd.. haiZz.. suan lerh tat gotta make mii hard to belive iin pplx le.. ii'm sorry abt tat.. but becuz of so mani experience ii been.. iits seems to be tat the onli way out.. ii dun wan to sad becuz of all tis anymore.. ii getting muahself outta here.. ii shall get lost now..
go away wanliNgx sux..
4:36:00 PM
3 more days to muah birthday~ =.="
haiZz.. ther's no other thingy tat could do to replace the frenship le.. haiZz.. just like tat lost one frenship.. haiZz.. going to birthday le.. ii guess pplx no need wish mii happi birthday or wat.. cuz ii'm not happi at all.. now wish jiu shii =D let him dun angry wif us or wat le.. suan lerh bahh.. treasure them you ge pi yong.. they also bu lin qing.. haiZz..
realii no mood to write liao.. ytd when qii.pris.potato andd mii on train de shi hou.. we say when we got somethingy we wuld lose somethingy.. reali nehx.. ii got those ii wantedd.. doggy.hamster.rebonding.. den ii lost the frens..
suan lerh.. lost tis frenship jiu lost.. fan zhen ii you bu shi dying muz be fren wif them.. they bu xi han us.. we also bu xi han them liao. tat's vice versa =.=" suan lerh suan lerh.. ii shao them one frens also bu hui sii.. ii still got so mani frenz.. suan lerhh. hmph!
woohoooo.. let's pao kai yi qie bahh. =.=" monday going to watch see ghost 10.. dui bu dui arr. =.=" jian gui 10 iis see ghost horr.. kk den hope hao kan bah.. dun scare us jiu can le.. wee!! ii mean those thingy.. cuz mii andd qii tink alot of thingy sia.. wat wat later we sit last second row.. den when pplx tag we tot is real pplx actually is =X suan lerh dun say.. later ii pai pai...
stupidd de tat time mr johari say the ghost thingy haii mii dun dare sit lift alone le.. always dun dare look at the window.. wah sehhhhhhhh hate him =x jkjk.. he's a nice teacher nia.. =x kk loo ii endd here le.. nothingy muchie to say. let's mii happi bah =D
9:29:00 AM
5 dayss moree to birthday yet ii'm not happii
haiZz.. wasn't happi at all todae.. haiZz. have been tinking alot thingy nia.. but who cares... den todae got guide.. make us rush like dabian norh.. =.=" cuz 2.15 mar.. den in d end we faster change den faster go up le.. stupidd horr.. den after tat ask us come down eat.. =.="
den after tat jiu go back lo.. den we do the master parade thingy.. =.=" ii almost faint.. iis like the sight tat ii see getting blurer andd blurer lo.. den after tat ii waiiting for sze huii den she so long =.=" den after tat finally finish den ii faster squart down le.. =.=" headd giddy arr.. den after tat jiu rest abit den hao liao...
thankss rebecca andd a few pplx who stay there to take care of jasmine mong andd mii.. =.=" cuz we both almost faintedd.. but she look more pale than mii.. ke lian ke lian.. den after tat jiu go scouts dent there lo.. learn gadget =.=" somemore use the rough rope.. muah handdd!! * sobx sobx * den after tat jiu learn tis learn tat.. den ask us go 5A classroom.. =.=" go there siingg.. diao~!
den when we sing alot pplx come in lo.. 5A de pplx lai de.. den tat john horr.. =.=" suan lerh.. =X no comments..
den after tat nehx.. jiu down there tink tink tink lo.. abit haiZz.. suan lerhh.. birthday coming but now sadd diao.. haiZz.. ii reali duno wat ii was tiinkiing andd ii duno wat am them tiinking.. andd ii duno where ii go wrong..
ii'm sorry~ it's reali the onli thingy tat ii have to say.. ii duno wat other thingy can ii say anymore.. haiZz.. how ii wish like last time... although abit lame but it's still alittle fun togetherr.. still there to play gunboundd all those.. maybe iit's wasn't muah greatest time but iit still the better time than d otherr... ii reali treasure.. haiZz.. it's like suddenly gone just so fast.. haha ther's one sentence say " good thingys dun last " haha.. iit's veri true andd exactly true.. haiZz.. ii reali miss the times.. reali miss the time like some kindd of playing.. haiZz. but now it's seems so far away.. onli memoriess stay..
ii reali hope... reali hope everythingy wuldd be fine soon..
7:41:00 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
7 days.. weeee!!!!!
todaee arr. morningg arr.. iin the parade square larr.. stupid reading the stupidd reader digest narhh.. stupidd e.. haii ii bring dao muah chicken souppppp.. stupidd de loo. so thick.. den after tat go back for history.. STUPID AR.. history RE-TEST... den same paper lehh.. jialat arr..
den after tat... mother tonguee.. stupidd loo give ting xie.. den after tat alot ii duno arrr.. jialat!!!!!!! den after tat recesss looooooo... den after tat jiu art and craft.. FUN SEHHH!! mr jo tell us ghost story.. 2 period read storyy sehhh... wah seh.. so goood!! den listen the lift ghost story.. scare us lehhh... but quite fun larr.. in d endd jiu so fast endd period.. den jiu sci.. STUPID LO .. SO SIAN.. make mii wan slp le.... =.=" den after tat lit.. wah sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bo lliaoo arr.. den after englishh do the stupidd journal jiu END DAY LE.. weeeeeee!!!
TAT ALL ABT TODAE..... WEEEEEEEEE!
woohoo.. Qii kana harrassed by muah doggy sia.. bo bian too chio liao.. hahhahaaa.. so funni saw her jump on muah bed.. whahahhahaha.. =X
wah sehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wat did ii do arr.. wu yuan wu gu like tat say... =.-"" =.=" dabian de.. ii dou bu dong wat actually ii do nehx.. suan lerhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5:43:00 PM
wat did ii do?
haiZz.. ii duno wat did ii doo.. he sound like angry wif mii like tat.. =.=" nvm ii'm just being kpo... ii sux. ii noe muahself.. suan lerhh.. ii hate muahself.. keep make pplx angry like tat.. haiZz.. sux mii......
5:28:00 PM
8 more dayss.. weet weet!!
woohooo today SUAY DAY.. so mani thingy ii forget to bringg..
1. Handphone.. MOST IMPT ONE LEH
2. Comb.. MOST IMPT LEH
3. Mirror.. ALSO MOST IMPT NEHX
4. PE attire
5. Class Key.. MOST IMPT ALSO LEH!!!
6. muah hair curl =.=" bad hair day!!
7. forget bring muahself to sch.. =X jkjk.. ii'm lame..
ZHONG ZHI TODAY SUAY AR.. jialat nehx.. so empty..rmb to bring muah ham ham andd mii mii jiu forget bring so mani thingy.. hao toot arr.. =X stupid stupidd
den after tat jiu like tat lo they run for pe ii nv.. weeee! den after tat jiu go back for math lo.. teacher scold scold. =.=" ii get 5/20 pro rite.. =X���den after tat jiu recess den jiu take care of hamster. =X scare narh later got thieft go kop =X jkjk den after tat jiu go back for english.. den after tat jiu ipw le. nothingy mcuhie narh.. den after tat jiu come back. den ii pass to pris at first.. den ii saw qii den ii jiu ask her keep lo.. den she like so hapi like tat.. both arm up look like retartedd sia =X ii bo bian marr.. mdm wii scold scold le.. =.=" den after tat go back for HEY programme lo.. ii blow a balloon small small one =X ii scare explosion . =X ii bi jiao scare balloon baboom de =X bobiann.. =X den after tat jiu sch endd =D weeee but qii they all got scolded.. den mii and belle go down put bag den come up find muah ham ham andd mimi first =X den after tat jiu go eat eat le den rush le.. cuz pris got tuition.. den qii also need to go home early.. den ii laso marr.. =.=" den jiu like tat go home lo... den bring down muah doggy...
dort dort dort de.. keep go here go there.. wah seh tis dog lurve going out nehx.. but when time to go in house he dun want. .WAH SEH.. like mii nehx =X same smae.. hi5 rainxdrop =X wee! den after tat like tat like tat lo.. weeeee!!!
thingy tat iin muah heartx.............
1. de***
2. mong`z institude =X
3. familyy
4. tingx.tings.nana
5. laykhengg =D
6. bibi.
7. titi
8. ham ham andd mimi = hami gua =X
9. rainxdrop
1o. zhu andd jerr
11. shanyuan andd kokwei
woohooo tink tat abt all bah =D ii lurve uu all.. andd thankss michelle nia... woohoo.. uu rawks. so cute.. no wonder ahem use to like uu =D a nice gurl nehx.. later give uu testii =X weee..
kk narh ii stop here le... everyone ii lurve uu bleh =P ii mei shii le.. =D weee ii'm crazii narh..
4:20:00 PM
9 more days to muah biirthday~
woohoo 9 more days to muah birthday.. andd 11 more days to kokwei.shanyuan birthday loo.. gong xi gong xi.. but haiZz.. sure iis a sadd birthday de =X but who caresss.. xi guan liaoo..
haiZz.. todae belle belle nv come schh.. =X den ii felt so lonely.. haiZz.. den assembly de shi hou no one pei mi liao.. den ii ask audrey pei mii.. she so gooodd.. den she peii mii lo... den after tat qii they all sit infront of mii.. in d endd they change place.. =.=" just becuz of yy.. den iis like haiZz.. they three sit together.. den belle not wif mii.. den ii move infront abit lo.. den in d endd scare SOMEONE say ii extra again marr.. den so move back marr..
den ask pris move behindd.. she dun wan.. cuz she the closer one marr.. den since qii and marilyn move infront ii bu ke neng ask them move back marr.. den pris say dunwan.. den nvm liao lo.. iis like felt so neglectedd lo.. suan lerh.. xi guan jiu hao.. zao wan also need xi guan de.. zhi shi now ii trying to get use bahh...
den iis like the play actually not nice lor.. but force ownself luff.. so bo liao... but huiwen was so cute.. ii mean tat 2c or 2d de huiwen narhh.. she 's so cute..
den after tat like tat like tat lo.. den ownself go home.. den saw cheryl jie.. den ask her she going home arr den wait for her lo.. na li zhi dao she so long one.. wait dao 3++ den go nehx.. den halfway thru saw diana andd michelle.. they so cute.. den they say wan come muah house see doggy. den come see lo.. den after tat muah mama wan go buy sweet den they jiu go le.. den after tat we bring rainxdrop down lo... den after tat na li zhi dao keep come out of the bag.. =.=" den after tat bring iit home den ii dun feel like going out le marr.. den after tat keep shout .. shou bu liao.. dan zi so xiao.. =.="
woohooo.......... haiZz.. shanyuan like so look forward to his birthday ii like feel nothingy like tat nehx.. =.=" maybe shi bu guan bahh.. tat time muah cousin still ask got anione celebrating.. of course no narhh... =.=" see dou dong liao.. siann... muah birthday is on wednesday iif ii not wrong.. got guide somemore.. more siann.. sux de..
haiZz.. ii'm so slpy.. ytd sick liao.. den stupidd doggy horr.. two o'clock wake mii up =.=" wah sehh... den four also wake mii up.. den six also wake mii up.. at first suppose to wake up at 6.15 den ii 15 mins earlier... siann~ stupidd de loo.. so sian ii yao slpp =X but wait for kor kor come back first. ii always so kiasu de =X play dao the last min.. =X ii'm hungry~ =.="
haiZz.. sian sian siannnn.. tis friday planning go yee chean housee go play her baby brotherr.. hmmm~ long time no see herr andd her brother andd muah mummy lee.. miss them niaa.. but bu guannn.. ii bi jiao miss ah ma andd mummyy.. weee~ duno can see muah mummy anot.. but sure can see ah ma one.. ii wonder how her baby brother look like.. hmm~~ *wonderingg* OMG.... CANNOT GO HORR.. =X ii got master paradde.. ahhhhhhh ii now den rmb.. wan dan wan dannn~!!!!! ahhhhh nvm nvm change to saturday loo.. bu guan narhh.. ii yao see her babyy brother jiu shi le. =X
woohooo ii shall endd here.. ii'm slpyy!!!!! =X bu guan narhh.. rainxdrop shou bu liao nehx.. muz got pplx there den dare to slp =.=" kk le narh ii hao leii arr.. =D eyes closing le.. weeeee.. time for a slept.. =X cannot cannot.. muz wait dao kor kor come back =.=" WAH SEH .. sian sain siann..
endd here le narhh.. ii shou bu liao le.. see so mani wordds.. eye jiu pain like dabian.. byee! time to do muah ipw.. byeee..
4:28:00 PM
doggy~
woohoo~ got doggy le.. boi boi lai de.. veri cute.. but keep disturb muah bibi. .haiZz.. duno wan sendd iit back marr.. cuz bibi iis more impt than anythingy.. cuz he have been wif mii for 5 yrs lehhx.. uu tink lehh.. ii will fang qii him or tat doggy.. bu guan iis how ii muchie ii like tat pet but ii can't be throwing bibi aways just like tat... bibi rmbb.. ii always lurve uu =D
woohooo raindropx horr so active.. shou bu liao sia.. =.=" keep bark.. haiZz.. doggy jiu shi so ma huann.. iif ii no bibi ii sure take care dao like muah baby like tat.. but horr keep disturb muah bibi.. ii jiu sian liao.. iif ugai guai dun disturb ii sure pamperedd like baby like tat.. but jiu shi disturb haiZz..
haiZz.. ha0 aii nii bleh =P hao le dun tok muchie le. noo mooddd~ haiZz.. byeee cya take care..
next time den ii post muah pet de foto.. =D cya take care..
4:34:00 PM
iLu. where are uu when ii needdedd uu.
haiZz.. felt the drifting gap getting bigger looo.. ii duno yy ii felt so lonely.. felt like being neglectedd by everyone.. am ii tinking too muchie? or iis iit reali true tat ii felt the real thingy? reality iis so cruel.. when ii planning to let uu go... uu holdd mii backk... but now when ii realise tat ii dun want uu to go.. yet uu seems drifting so away...
haiZz.. ii'm always the one who wuldd be left out de.. use to iit le.. maybe ii still alittle scare of lonely but no choice nehx.. =.="" haiZz.. maybe gotta voice muah tot out bahh.. but not here =P haiZz.. reali no mooddd arr~ duno whether to tell them anot nehx.. ii'm so afraid to lose him.. haiZz.. sickening mii..
andd horr qii arr qii arr.. dun sadd nehx.. true frenss wuldd stay no matter wat de... maybe uu tink too muchie or wat bahh.. can't be frens like tat jiu wan le.. hen duo frens is becuz
1.break up
2. quarrel
3. betray
or somethingy like tat narh. .dun tink muchie k.. stay happi... mong`z insititude always there de =X kk ii shall stop here kor kor coming.. byeee..
10:27:00 AM
haiZz.. wil he be miine foreverr? for eternity??
haiZz.. just now at chalet see muah cousin desmond and his stead.. so en aii.. his stead so chio =X xian mu lehh.. okok ii here ii wishh Desmond korr.. hope uu have a happi birthday.. andd ur wish come true andd be wif ur stead dao long long foreverr....
den after tat muah zui hao de cousin go liao.. left mii lor den iis like so sian.. den ii sit down there do nothingy lor.. readd muah book.. but tink alot nehx.. sianZz.. haiZz... but suan lerh bahh.. ii hiding away from problem? =x iis like duno narhh.. jealous bah =X jealous alot pplx arr... =.="" haiZz.. yy they can tok so muchie wif him de.. haiZz..
haiZz.. alot time ii already triedd to like dun care le.. haiZz.. cuz like wat weitingx jie say.. it's fate andd destiny... woohooo.. first birthday wish by herr.. =X tingx jie iis always the first one.. =.=" cuz she always before 13 =X play cheat de!!! =X jkjk.. got wish can le..
ah ger. x) just here to wish you a very very early belated bdae first. (13 april) cuz im goiing on holiday soon, so for convenience & of my laziness, i wish you first. hee.time really flies eh?! first time know you was during ur cca orientation which is ages ago ler. haha. after that joined the same cca and came into ma patrol. :)glad to have know you and dont always feel so sad ler lah. abt love & all those things. concentrate 0n ur studies hor. such things are fate & destiny. it will come when you are unexpected.take care hor. miss you. ;)
woohoo thankss tingx jiee.. miss uu too.. take care during ur trip nehx =X
iis like somehow ii always see A gurl wif hiim de.. be iit look into class or wat.. just no matter wat ii saw her andd him.. watever~ den B gurl lehx.. =.=" always like be there for him.. haiZz.. ii'm so useless.. todae cry like one helpless gurl like tat.. but no one noe.. =X cuz ii act as slping.. but tears like keep flow.. =.=" make dao muah pillow wet wet de.. stupidd de.. haiZz.. ii reali dun wish somehow somethingy just ended like tat..
sometimess ii was tinking shldd ii tell muah frenss.. iit's like so secretive.. sometimes also tireddd le. haiZz.. ii dun wan regrets sia.. =.=" iis like todae one whole day nv chat or wat. gan jue so empty.. haiZz.. but.... haiZz.. see dao him ii also sadd.. nv see him also sadd.. haiZz.. felt like so different.. ii use to sense de chu wat he's feeling.. but now totally ii duno anythingy.. when's he sadd ii wasn't there for him.. somehow narh.. iis like ii duno how to help or wat.. haiZz.. suan lerh bahh.. let's nature take iit course. =D ii have no choice loo.. let fate decide bahh... ii reali duno wat to do le.. haha.. ii'm always so failure iin tis thingy =D trust mii bahh.. ii nv succeed iin tis at all de.. always iis a fail fail fail.. =.="
well.. tok abt some happi stuff bahh.. ii getting a pet doggy le.. weee =D so happi birthday present getting nicer andd nicerr. =D
1. rebondingg = kor kor
2. ham ham & mi mi = lynette =D
3. Raindropx =x = god papa =D
wee~ happi .. well's hai shii sadd thingy can cover diao muah happi de so muchie nia.. haiZz... suan lerh suan lerh.. ii hai shii listen to tingx jie hao liao =D let's fate decide bahh.. ru guo he reali mine.. pplx flirt or wat.. sure stay... iif he reali not mine.. sure pao dao yuan yuan de.. got one song iis like tat say nehx
hen ai hen ai nii.. suo yi yuan yii.. she de rang nii.. wang gen xiin fu de dii fangg feii quu..
got yi shii nehx =D meaning full nehx.. =X so let's fate decide =D iif sadx de hua ii also bo biann.. xi guan sad loo.. zai sad ye nothingy.. haiZz..
dun write le... haiZz..
ii reali lurve uu yue lai yue duo le...
will uu reali be wif mii for eternity? haiZz. iit's all fake bahh =D
i L u... hao xiiang niii..
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