Monday, January 31, 2005
haiZz.. saw somone wif HER.. dun wan to mention who.. guess gotta hate him soon bah.. he duno wat is happeniing.. maybe not gotta tell him.. cuz so sux.. tell uu next target is him liao.. sure one.. so tired to see liek tat sia.. always loosing frens cuz of herr.. alrite.. i won't care now.. she sux to mii.. finally saw her true colourr.. gotta stand be firm and hate her.. cuz she a two headed snake a flirt a sux gal.. always denied tat she wasn't flirt.. sux man.. she now got blog leh.. omg sia.. ask ppl make one.. somemore ii guess tis stead of her some day sure break de.. ii dun believe she wuld last wif him...
she dun like tat guy yet she stead wif him.. oh man.. totally sux niaa.. iis totally sux.. nvm nvm.. watever HE wan.. let him be.. ii can just lost one frens.. ii dun caree.. frens haha.. ii just care for a few of them and not all.. some are meant to be there.. and some are just a passerby.. he is just another passerby in my frenslist.. soo ii won't caree.. watever he wan to bei cheated ii dun care.. he wan bei flirt and break by her.. ii dun care... cuz is his problem now.. ii won't even go care abt iit...
she flirt alrite let her be.. someday most guy wuld see her true colourr.. ii'm sure the fox tail wuld come out soon.. ii believe that.. pls just open up ur big eyes to take a look at tis gurl.. she isn't a nice gurl.. okay ii can't say that.. cuz ii sux too.. but i'm seriously telling uu guys tis. stop liking tis gurl.. she isn't urs.. she just there to paly wif ur feellinggs.. iif uu wan a gurl tat is just playing.. okay den go for iit.. ii dun caree.. since is just playing.. haha todae is hte last day of jan.. extremely happi.. hope chinese new year come as fast as they can. =D faster faster!!! woohoo can rest my head already.. but now still can't.. haiZz.. gotta study hard hard. tml maybe going to popular.who wan buy thing..? can tell mii bah.. iif not pei mii go buy =D woohoo..
haha.. we weren't meant to be bahhh.. can see he like herr.. haha.. dun care lar.. fan zhen ii laso dun wanna care muchiee.. flirt is not in my list though. so ii won't go flirt pplx.. ii just treat them all as frens.. haha.. frens iis the best thingy to be =D hope for the better tis year.. =D
8:33:00 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
haha.. fated de narh.. iif can find den can findd. cannot find also cannot find.. can't force like some ppl go flirt.. =X gu yii wan stead so despo =X but xi guan jiu hao lo0.. wo0ho0 just now toking to chun yang.. den iis like so funni.. ii say s0me ppl stead is for 27 days s0me is part time.. wahhaha. ii refer myself sia.. =X so funni.. lame lar mii..
woohoo.. duno write wat narh.. gan jue gua gua de.. feeling gua gua de.. sad sad abit.. duno narh.. xi guan jiu ha0.. tears behind the smile =D iif duno tis phrase jiu aho liao uu all.. woohoo.. ha0 xiang aii ta y0u bu ke yii w0rz.. muz xiang dao peng y0u de gan sh0u nehx.. =X ha0 bah ha0 bahh.. jiiu wan le bahh.. let nature take iit place bah.. =D fan zhen ii ye xi guan silently lurve pplx lo0 zai aii d0u ji nian also nvm de narh horr..
zhen xi wangg h0r.. 0ne day culdd be like last time lehh.. happily de.. nothingy to worry.. haha.. just now look thru pic horr.. see dao baby foto. last time no fan nao.. nothingy lehh.. so gooodd.. so innocent those.. so kai xin.. onli play eat slp.. den ilke tat onli.. now so muchie stress. suan le narh.. ii sux.. tml stil gto schh leh.. tis week still got test.. ur mother de.. -.-" tao yan de.. before chinese new year nehx lehh. ii yao hao hao du shu le.. muz go thriple sci.. my target lai de. =D hope for the better bah mii =D endd here lo0 maybe tis year won't think muchie le narh.. cuz tis year crucial year nehx.. muz du ha0 shu. =X kk lo0 stop here lo0.. byebyeee.. take caree guys..
9:36:00 PM
woohooo.. todae arh.. siian lo.. wake up at 8 somethingy.. cuz mama they call mar.. den after tat wanna slp slp bu liao -.-" den jiu like tat loo all the way dao now den piano tat tmie play dao yao shui jiao. den after tat come back papa use pc.. -.-" den jiu nv use lo.. use kor kor pc draw.. den after tat lehh jiu use back my le.. den after tat tok to alex den go gb den can't play mar.. cuz 2vs 1 den cannot.. den in d end ii come out lo.. den now here so siann.. pathetic gurl leh mi -.-" haiZz..
dunn0 yy horr.. ii jiu shii feel horr.. felt aband0n lehh... they can weii le 0ne game er gua mii cuz ii die mar.. den suan lia0 lo0.. den ii g0 lo0 cuz quit got 1o0 mar. den give them back loo.. cuz we lan fei one life le.. den cuz ii die mar.. suan le narh.. game rawks to them.. =D nvm nvm. xi sheng mii d0u bu y0ngg jiin de.. fan zhen ii als0 d0u dun mean much to them =D nvm.. ii sux thoughh.. haiZz.. chinese new year is coming common test is coming yet i'm so sadx.. haiZz. wish ii pass all wif flying colourr.. cuz my target thriple sci nehx.. muz jia you le wanling =X lame leh mii =X kk end here loo..
1:35:00 PM
den after tat nehx jiu finally us liao.. so anxious sia.. keep down there hug here hug there.. den stage so small.. saio de.. samll dao siao.. den squeeze lo.. but actually quite fun lar.. a experience marh.. den after tat go get hp those de shi hou.. tina cal mi den go there lo.. scold mii -.-" den jiu like tat loo not out fault marh.. iis true jiu shi so qiao we all hp saio and hp no batt marh.. ii before tat day use marh.. den use dao ii slp marh.. den after tat next day nv charge.. den ii off liao hp den on again de nehx.. den wat uu tink -.-' den after tat lehh sch end den ii on leh.. den walk out of sch ti ti ti off.. wat can ii say.. lian mii also scoldd.. iis like jiu so so qiao.. when we walking out of sch papa dou call liao.. faster coem back.. den ii orh still pei them go orchard leh.. bu shi saio.. den run laio leh.. den wan call de shi hou everyone hp ki siao.. saio lar.. den bai bai bei scold lo.. watever lar.. suan laio.. they senior wat can we say .. haiZz.. hai shi an fen shou qu..
den after tat annouce manjusri guide 3rd.. so hapi sai we all.. cuz scare later lian one also no .. dne happi loo.. shout here shout there.. woohoo =X den after tat tok wif cheryl den take pic.. den play lo.. den after tat tok to keng boon lo.. den tok tok tok den we go liao.. stupid de walk here walk tehre in d end go mac eat.. den eat tat time saw vienx jiee.. woohoo.. vienx jie ii miss uu so muchiee.. lurve uu too lehhh!! ex senior rawks.. den after tat tok den walk fast fast to mrt.. den we on mrt keep play.. den after tat go home faster.. den papa say wanna go china town -.-" stupid de nehx.. iif ii from the clarkquay go china town one stop onli leh -.-" suan liao.. den after tat go back again lo.. den walk walk walk.. take pic take pic. den see see look look den finish liao go home lo.. den buy chao shao kuay. den go home eat eat.. den ii now here play pc lo.. fun day and sadx day narh.. suan laio dun say laio. haiZz. nvm i'm always the wrong one.. dui bu qii da jia.. ii shldn't have live in tis world.. cuz iis reali tough sia. even not ii wrong also ii wrong.. suan le narh.. they happi ii also happi for them..
biie zaii duii w0 zhe me ha0.. w0 bu xiiang zaii xiian xiia quu..
1:32:00 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
ii duno last time is who always asking her out whenever she needs and dragging her aroundd.. and now lehh.. wat did she do.. she go around telling how bad she is.. always scolding her beach.. and always saying how she flirt those .. wahhh. -.-" she ownself too. everythingy tat say iis fitted right in iit.. tis let mii see iit.. iit totally sux rite.. i'm afraidd.. i'm afraid tat one day they wuldd.. maybe ii shld trust them but ii duno yy suddenly everythingy ii kept in my heartx ii can't say out.. ii duno yy.. haiZz.. iis tis stil say best frenss. haiZz.. nvm nvm.. hope we go for the better.. haiZz. ii knew iit.. we wuld drift apart one day.. just one day.. maybe the one day is coming liao.. haiZz.. wif the surrounding pplx around uss..
always pulling ppl around and leaving one behindd.. always dragging other ppl around and pushing other behindd.. wat is tis.. yet they always using them.. now ii'm not same calss wif them.. ii can't say muchiee.. i did not see iit in my eyes ii cna't say anythingy.. ii had enuff.. enuff.. i'm sure one day we wuld split.. just one day.. thanks to the ppl aroundd.. thanks to the timee..
tis totaally sux.. always the starting of the year sux.. wahhh!! ii can't stand iit anymore.. when will tis stop happeningg.. hopiing next year we will back togetherr.. haiZz.. ii wan a person ii can trust now.. who who who. who can ii trust.. who? just who can ii confide too.. can ii noe.. ii feel no onee.. every frenss iis avoiding mii.. okay ii noe ii sux.. watever i'm not gotta say anythingy moree.. ii sux.. wanling sux forever =D
9:13:00 PM
If u take her hand,she would stay with u 4 de rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldnt go back 2 being herself anymor.
A gal wont cry easily,xcept in front of de person who she love de most,she becomes weak.
A gal wont cry easily,only wen she love u de most,she put down her ego.
Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with u 4 de rest of ur life.
Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision,u ruin her life.When she cry rite in frnt of u,When she cry bcoz of u,Look into her eyes,Can u see n feel de pain n hurt she's feelin?Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,Infront of u,And bcoz of u?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,Because cryin silently is no longer possible,De pain,hurt,n agony hav bcome 2 big a burden 2 b kept inside.Guys,
Think about it,If a gal cry her heart out 2 u,And all because of u,Its time 2 look back on wat u hav done,Only u will know de answer 2 it.
Do consider it,Coz one day,It may b 2 late 4 regrets,It may b 2 late 2 say "im sorry".
To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.Dont do dis to a gal,You may regret 4 de rest of ur life.Maybe in ur life,she's the onli one dat love u de most.Remember dis lesson.
8:46:00 PM
so siann nowadayy haiZz... todae stupid de after sch pris give mii the letter marrr.. den ii read loo.. halfway readingg iit when stupidd weikai go snatch.. stupidd de.. haii mii run here run there.. den they keep pass here pass there.. wah sehh.. so free -.-' den in d end pass dao nelson there... den rong yan help get backk.. thanks sia.. den finaly all those running endded.. den they keep wait for mrs wong den we also keep wait for them.. so slow de.. -.-' stupid sia.. so slow zuo mo -.-' tao yan de leh chou qii copy wo de zuo mo -.-" hmpff..
den horr stupid mrs wong still keep on saying saying.. like not sian like tat.. -.-" den tok tok tok we wait dao shou bu liao den bell and mii go liao.. den go eat eat finish go down loo.. den go guidex liao.. quite fun and sian and angry narh.. uu ask the ppl there.. wah seh.. shou bu liao.. den after tat go home lo den play play on the way.. btw ii got say tat stupid wei kai they all kop my letter and read marh.. hao xiang say liao horr.. diao~ dun care narh. -.-" ma huan.. woohooo todae duno yy during lesson stupid bell narh say my eyes veri teary de. -.-' stupid her narh.. hao kan bu kan pian pian when ii tinking somethingy den look.. suan liao.. haiZz so tired lucky todae no hw.. so happiii.. saturday going for the duno wat liao.. scare scare sia.. the dance sia.. stupidd de.. hope can do well loo do my best lo.. dun later say say say. =X
woohoooo finally i noe somethingy le.. which onli some ppl noe.. ii won't say out here.. haha.. ii living iin a hypocrite worldd woohoo.. fake fake fake!!
__ aa gurlx hopiing to liive inn her own worlddd__
tiis is a hypocrite worldd.. fake sia!! stop acting infront of guys.. so sux.. so er xin da bian.. pls narh ii noe uu chio no need act chio more de narh.. sux sux sux.. stop saying ppl copy uu.. stop saying how bad she is.. uu urself is already so badd.. stop it.. ii hate uu!
8:33:00 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
den crap all the way loo.. den stupid de.. weijie they all sux narh.. -.-" they go where we chase dao where.. -.-" keep change place stupid de until we reach tat place den tell us they iin another place -.-' wah seh chase dao siao.. stupid de narh.. den stupid de tat malay uncle pian my money -.-" thank leh kelvin.. see uu den return uu tat 1 dollar =X
den jiu walk to alot place nia.. walk dao 9 place lehh.. ii count like saio.. siao de.. waste my ez link. stupid de.. uu all horr.. waste our time.. wan meet meet together lar go together narh.. anihow walk.. ii hate uu all narh..jkjk...
finally time up liao den go back woohoo funn narh veri verii funn.. woohoo let's tok abt todae bahh..
todae arhh.. nothingy happened narh.. feel veri boring those lesson.. den after sch went for guide de thingy.. den dance lo.. soryy leh pris uu all.. let uu all wait.. haiZz.. den after tat go liao lo.. so lame de leh we all.. ii duno how to guo de long gou marh.. den keep play.. den after tat saw one cat den play wif iit laio.. so lame.. -.-" reali nehx.. den saw bell den play together.. toot narh.. 5 childish gurl down there meow here meow there =X so funni.. den cheat the cat to walk walk walk wif us.. so funni.. the cat also like lurve marilyn like tat.. yi jian zhong qing. =X lurve at first sight nia.. but les narh.. =X wahhhh marilyn uu les narh.. jkjk. =X
den after tat nv play laio.. den pei tat qi chat lo.. den potato and pris run for the bus.. in d end nv catch up.. so funni.. den after tat pei qii wait bus den i walk away liao. den go home bathe wait for mummy den go orchard buy shoe lo.. buy pink de. so nicee.. same as priss narh.. tat one ii long ago want buy leh. 1 yr ago.. wah seh.. after 1 yr den buy so pathetic.. -.-" somemore got new pattern come out liao.. ii kan shang one.. but mama dun wan.. den nvm lo.. cuz she say not nice.. den okay lo..
den after walk awhile den go home liao.. den ii den now going aslp le.. hao tired... woohoo hope tml won't fall aslp.. todae keep head diao daio diao. so cham.. kk le narh.. ii going loo byebyee.. nite =D
11:22:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
hopingg tat he wuldn't bluff herr.... lurve to her isn't like those gurls tat haviing a nice bf by hersidee.. HE has walk out of her worldd 2 yrs ago.. maybe h0ldiing 0n to hiim isn't as easy as uu tinkk..
tearss are behindd her laughterr.. n0 0ne knew abt iit onlii herself.. she n0e tat n0 0ne wuldd lendd her their sh0ulderr to lean 0n.. exactly n0 0nee.. dun claim tat uu n0e her al0t. n0 0ne n0e her better than herself.. s0 st0p claiimiing tat how well uu n0e her andd h0w badd she iis.. st0p actiing iinfront of herr..she n0e wat she seen.. she wasn't e same gurl uu use t0 kn0w..
wat she wantedd n0w iis freed0m.. she detest ppl asking her to do thingy.. she destest ppl nagging.. she just hate tis worldd... all she wanted iis freed0m yet n0 0ne culdd giive herr.. l0okingg at her eyes wat can uu see fr0m iit.. n0thiing.. tears comiing thru e eyes aren't easy.. she tried to hold backk.. yet she failedd.. she aa failure iin everythingyy... she wanted a life she looking for.. but she can't findd anii... maybe iis fatedd.. tat yy she hadd to live her lifee to tiiss.. wiishiing tat the right guy wuldd can't eventually.. nv wanntedd to go for iit.. onli wanted iit to come naturally.. everythingy matters to herr.. be iit frenss or wat.. their problems are equal t0 her problemss..
empty-promisess iis the most she hatedd.. tat yy she nv wanted to promise to aniione.. afraid tat she wuld emptyy iit.. promise aren't meant to be brokenn.. dyiing iis all she wanted.. to get out oof tis hypocrite world and every saddness tat she iin.. onlii laughter can cover iit.. she's easy to get hurtx.. so pls dun hurtx herr.. she tired she sickk oof iit.. maybe she n0t like other gurls.. she just simply sux iin everythingy =D.. dun try to n0e her.. 0ne dayy uu wuldd regret.. =D
woohoooo shld put those above in my nick marh =X nice marh. =X haiZz.. stupid de ii hate my brother. always asking mii to do thingy yet they were relaxing.. sux lar they al.. hate them so muchiee. always saying mii.. always trying to ban mii from using pc.. now i'm so tired yet ii can't slp muz clear thingy.. they leh one went out one watching movie.. yaya everything ii'm in the wrongg.. curse mii.. put all the blame on mii.. ii dun caree... hate mii for who ii am.. cuz ii simply hate myself too.. =D ii sux..
1:03:00 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
den after tat play dao ii veri siann.. den nv play lia0 laterr see who ask mii go in playy.. so siann.. tml duno can go buy tie anot also -.-" siann narh.. hope tml can loo.. haven do hw yet.. haiZz.. woohoo todae not sad so happi =X cuz nothingy to tink marh.. got lar read the book tat ii borrow. so gan dong.. ii cried sia.. -.-" stupid lar.. nvm nvm.. nice to read can liao.. also horr ytd tok to wr.. -.-" he break wif his new gf liao -.-" so fast sia.. 3 weeks.. somemore he got 9 ex liao nehx.. ii so shii baii. 2 onlii.. still stick to the same from 2 yrs ago.. nvm nvm.. bu guann..
fan zhen they already forget mii le.. =X forget a gal tat walk pass in their lifee.. =X suan liao narh.. ii also nv wanted wat.. just wan them happi can lia0.. iif they reali find 0ne gal tat they lurve.. wanted them last forever loo.. dun want later the gal break wif them or wat de narhh..
sincee ii dun want the gal to be like mii.. bei toy like tat.. -.-" 27 days and d other one ii am the part time stead -.-" need mi come find mi. no need mii nv sms mii nv find mii can't even find dao him -.-" haiZz.. already 2 yrs liao.. ii still broodiing over it.. so stupid rite. =X iif like other gal can change stead like siao dou hao? can always change no saddness nothingy.. even got also act one narh..
haiZz.. but ii also feel gan jue so badd.. iis like not uu hurtx jiu shi guy hurtx dui marh.. ii rather ii hurtx hao liao... fan zhen say liao.. pplx hate mii de marh.. dui marhh =X ii rather pplx hate mi than hate the ppl aroundd mii.. fan zhen ii a failure gal marhh.. no choicee. is the facts and no one can change iit.. haiZz.. yy ii so stupidd nia.. always kan dao ex online or wat jiu hui sadx liao.. haiZz.. ii muz as well block and delete.. haiZz.. but ii you bu she de.. iis like totally lost contact liao.. we are still frenZz aren't we? haiZz.. duno narh.. see their name or hear their name jiu gan jue abit sad sad de.. jiu hui xiang dao last time how we spend all those days together.. although onli 27 days and being part time stead.. but bu guan lar hor..fan zhen those ppl tat walk thru my life guo ii wanna treasure them.. bo biann.. i'm a gurl liviing in my memoriess. =x no choicee de..
maybe ii will be forever liviing in the memoriess nia.. maybe memoriess are more nicer than present... cuz everythingy hurtx.. in dreams uu can dreams alot of thingy.. watever uu do won't happen much in reality. in reality once u done... uu nv get back to same liao.. so always hope tat ii wasn't here.. ii was at somewhere elsee... can be dreaming whole day.. so funn. no trouble nothingy... nvm.. ii get use to iit le... since the time tat ii met him.. my life change totally.. ii wasn't the same old wanling looo.. there was one saying.. when gal cry.. childish and naive wuldd like the tears went off.. maybe iits true.. haha.. ii duno cry how mani times for him le.. 2 yrs ago.. ii was a so childish gal... but now still abit childish narh no choice -.-" duno yy also.. siao one lar mii..
got one time justin say yy am ii so naive those.. ii can't help muchie marh.. iis not ii wanted marh.. dui marr? ii can onli dream;hope;wait for thingy to happened.. ii'm not those gal to go for iit.. i'm not.. i'm not those gals who bu yao lian go noe guys de.. cuz ii noe my standard i'm not pretty enuff ii not good in anythingy.. ii nv dare to say ii lurve uu to him.. yes ii did twice.. to the two guys tat ii once lurve so much.. but they treat iit as 3 wordss wifout a meanningg.. ii lurve uu not an easy words to say out.. maybe in their shoe.. ii lurve uu is such a easy words.. can use on anii gurls they see on.. but not mii..
haiZz... they always say uu can find better guys out there.. haha.. to mii better guys? are they reali there.. even they are there they are not mine.. maybe the guys ii saw wasn't those better guyss? they are flirt.. maybe not all.. but mostly.. there's always gurls beside them. iit take two hands to clap.. soo iif the gurls flirt the guys simply flirt back.. am ii rite?
uu noe acting cutes ii dun even noe how.. maybe those flirt gals noe? who noes? they always changing bf.. one and another one.. iif uu doesn't truely lurve tat guys.. yy still stead. steading not becuz uu wanna someone to care for uu.. iis becuz u lurve them.. and not wanting a person to be rite by ur sidee.. so mani years liao.. ii seen different type oof pplx.. but mostly ii saw wasn't those good.. onli badd.. tis world to mii iis hypocrite bahh.. maybe? cuz ii saw de mostly are hypocrite.. so fake nehx.. always infront uu wif uu all thosee.. den behindd uu tok bad abt uu.. uu nv noe when or who is saying uu.. uu will nv noee.. even the closer frenZz wuld say iit.. ii saw 2 pplx..
maybe when ii grow upp ii wuld see more types oof pplx.. but ii wuld rather stick to those ppl tat ii knew tat are true frenss.. ii noe who is good and who iis badd.. ii noe who is saying thingys behind my back and who not.. haha.. so uu guys can continue to say.. ii won't mindd de.. ppl are to let pplx have comments.. and not always giving attitude to tat particuler person tat say uu.. i'm not good at words.. i'm not good at saying other ppl dao they so goodd. cuz ii noe tat iif they hate uu den let them be. and not trying to infront of them saying they so goodd.. and behindd backstabbing..
be iit senior or whoever uu noee.. ii'm not good at lying.. ii duno yy.. one day they sure findd out i'm lyingg.. so ii rather saying the true than saying the lie.. cuz uu wuld always scare tat one day they wuld find out.. rite? liar to mi are so sux.. empty promise too.. haha.. dun say liao narh.. haiZz.. always ilke tat de mii.. say say say dao can say dao so sadx.. haiZz.. cya take care all.. =D
7:12:00 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
ermm. todae not much fun onli mr johari so funnni.. keep play call mii wat comb hair.. -.-" den after sch go eat lucnh den go back to do our noticeboardd.. den there keep take foto.. lame mii narh.. =X den after tat go toilet there take foto.. so funni sia... take dao siao. bell go in take.. be drug addict.. so funi. fun fun!! den after tat go back cut cut. play play.. den they all say go den go lo.. den go down walk here walk there.. so funni.. den they saying the ngiieh marh.. den ii go record down.. so funni sia.. den keep ngiieh.. wan hear de hua go pris blogg.
den after tat play play awhile wakl here walk there den bell go liao.. pei her walk dao outside.. den wait for pris den pris come liao we all go liao lo.. todae take quite alot foto narh.. funn =X but lame.. =X dden go home tat timee.. so funni keep walk walk den ii wan cross tat stupid stupid de long gou.. tamagotchi de.. can't go.. den ask pris help mii.. =X qii ni yao zhe yang. =X den finally cross.. =D but wif help.. cuz veri heavy nehx my bag.. =X wahahhaa.. =x den after tat walk walk den nelson and qii.. qii go take bus 63 den nel still waiting. den mii go liao.. den alex they all also.. den ii counting the steps.. -.-"" wif pris.. so funi.. den zhi wei there.. den say ii saio one.. -.-" den after tat he go hug the alex.. omg nia.. gay partner.. =x den after tat pris go liao den ii go mrt lo.. den i keep say alex and zhi wei gay narh.. den after tat zhi wei go liao.. say byebye den go in mrt wif alex and nick.. nick take paris ris the train den mii and alex lo.. den our train come liao marh.. den go in. so funni.. ii keep disturb him the senior nia.. =X so funni!!! den he luff luff marh.. den mr tan poh bin come in.. wahhahaa. den he still duno.. =X so funni!!!!!! den i call alex!! den he den kan dao.. so funni~~!!! den he act guaii! so funni so funni.. tuck in shirt nia.. but so funni down there act as he so guaii keep quiet.. so funni!!.. den after tat ii go liao den sms him ask mr tan still wif him marh.. so funni sia.. cuz mr tan sit rite infront of him onli.. so funni =X but he veri ke lian leh alex.. muz take 1 hr train. ke lian.. dat mean he need to wake up early leh.. ke lian..
den after tat reach home zhi jie lie on sofa slp liao =X den slp dao 9 den wake up online den eat den go bathe -.-" den now caht on phone wif pris they all.. pris birthdya tml lehh.. ii wish first.. PRIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. den now toking wif them.. woohooo.. end here lo.. byebyeeee...
ha0 xiiang xii wanngg nii y0ngg yuann peii zaii wo shenn biian bu guo w0 zhii da0 shii bu ke nengg de.. ha0 xii huann nii =X
11:16:00 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
ii just a lonely gal living in tis world wif no frenss.. all those cariing are just an act ii get from pplx.. finally ii realised tis.. haiZz.. ii tot ii finally got 0ne frenss who is there for mi yet ii found out tat iis getting further liao.. he doesn't have times all those lia0.. nvm nvm.. iis fated.. =X everythingy iis fated.. ii always can't like pplx de =X nvm nvm.. ii dun care liao..
xii huan shang nii shii ge cu0.. dangg shii w0 bu zhii gaii ruu he.. suann le bahh.. w0 menn shii bu ke nengg de.. w0 zhii da0.. nii aii de ren bingg bu shii w0.. er shii ta.. aii qiing rangg ren xiin tongg..
9:51:00 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
den on e way saw chunchong.. he horr.. -.-"" like everytime ii see him horr.. sure grow a few cm taller de lehh.. shou bu liao sia.. so old liao hai zai fa yu. -.-" den halfway thru tok to him lo.. tok abt yy nv come my house play those lo.. crap lar =X den tok halfway ii zoom across saw one familiar face.. =X maybe is shanyuan maybe not lar =X who noes.. =X scally onlii lar... den say byebye to chun chong ge. den go home lo.. den jiu go out buy clothes =D buy one black one.. duno nice anot lehh.. =X den say todae de.
todae go sch sian sian sian.. PE.. den after tat history.. den jiu math den math got fire drill leh so funn.. go out of class waste time.. =X den miss lau come in.. tok tok tok teach teach teach den test.. -.-" stupid de leh surprise test.. hate so muchie.. who will pass arh like tat.. -.-" den jiu aaa... cv? tink so.. den tok abt .ahem leh.. -.-" stupidd de.. so paiseh.. den say say say den after sch rush out go bugis take neoprint.. den take pic wif qii they all.. so ugly mii =X so round sia.. stupid hair.. erxin dao yao sii.. =X
den after tat wif enghua down there crap lo.. cuz we go mac marh..den crap crap crap.. use my dig keep take pris they all.. so funn.. so natural leh.. next time go my album see.. =X haven upload.. veri lazii nia.. =X den after tat meet cheannn.. saw her mother lehh.. so look alike de.. =X den go shopping wif her awhile den meet my mother den shop shop awhile den go buy 2 clothes liao.. den go home lo.. duno can put tie marh.. haven buy tie yet.. =X find one day ask pris they all pei mii go =X ii wan go far east buy shoe and tie.. =D but at least spend 50 lehh.. wah seh.. wat a lousy mii always spending money.. stupid narh.. haiZz.. sorry mama and papa..
gotta end here loooo... beybyee =D
shanyuan specially for uu nehx. see ii so good to uu..
iis like horr.. uu wan noe arh.. ii pian pian dun tell uu lehh.. =X kk narh jkjk.. =X uu man man guess ii list a few name here
enghua
alex
shanyuan. -.-"
zhu.
junting =X
nelson
weikai
nick
randy
travis..
=X gan gan hao 10 man man guess.. =D
8:05:00 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
kindly not much happiness inside.. ii wanna at least there's one time ii culd have a real smile.. can ii? haiZz.. maybe ii shld accept fate bahh.. tat ii gotta live like tat and gotta live for tis... nvm nvm.. ii can't blame tis.. haha.. rmb last time ii was once a gal tat iis living in my small own world.. and then now grow up.. all the memories like so close.. iis like ytd just happened onli.. haiZz.. ii miss 1E ii miss everything niaa.. haiZz.. but memories are tend to be memories.. can't get back animore.. iis like everyone keep saying ii dun wan history to happen again.. yet ii wantedd.. weird mii rite?
everythingy ii din't treasure iit well.. now regret also too late already.. last time nv treasure wr ha0 ha0 now he's gone liao.. nothingy can be saidd.. matthew nehx.. last time keep reject going out wif him.. yet now iis different.. last time ii din't reali treasure the times tat ii have in stamfordd.. yet now ii so miss iit.. like the pond tat ii always sitting watching HIM playing the bball.. or standing at the second floor watching him.. guess he duno bahh.. den he always score once ii sure happi dao siao..
den still rmb everyday stay back wif kheng walk around the sch play play awhile.. den go home.. but ii always she bu de go home de.. cuz HE always stay dao veri late marhh... haiZz.. still rmb last time keep sms wif M dao veri late also.. miss iit nia.. ha0 miss all those times lehh.. haiZz.. stupidd mii.. nv treasure iit well.. now got crush on someone.. dun tell uu who =X fan zhen crush jiu shi de.. =X but he also bu li mii like tat le.. haiZz.. felt abandoned and lonely nehx.. haiZz..
_____ ab0nd0ndedd; l0nely; useless liNgx
11:13:00 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
but maybe tell mama cuz of guidex so muz buy den got one more clothes for new year lo =D so happi =X got hong bao.. maybe going to save some money.. den wait dao october holiday den go rebondd.. iif not 16 den rebond like tat no need tie =X.. todae okok lar.. ii veri tired sia.. morning dance. afternoon find clothes.. nite pei papa go chinatown.. -.-" walk there lehh.. den walk back lehh.. wah seh so tired. how to do hw.. -.-" siao liao le.. kk ii go first le.. hoa tired.. byebye =D
9:37:00 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
no one lurve mii. everyone hate mii.. they just showing mii tat they are just acting.. tis world is reali so hypocrite tat make mii can't stand iit.. yy iis iit always like tat.. ii fail in everythingy even ii tried... ii tried so muchie ii nv once succeed.. den yy shld ii try in the first place.. ii reali get sick of myself... feel like maybe dying can help muchie in tis world.. for helping them save place save food.. save everythingy.. ii just a useless gal. hate mii.. just hate mii.. even uu hate mii ii wun't blame mii uu .. ii already get use already.. writing all tis .. tears keep flow.. ii duno how to stop it.. haiZz.. ii just so useless.. crying iis onli myself crying in a corner.. feel like dying.. cuz nothingy ii tried can succeed.. ii dun wan pplx to see the tears on mii.. iit show tat ii so weak.. and when uu cried uu wuld bring some weird thingy come too.. the feeling of happi wasn't there.. so onli smiling away can bring ppl happi.. tat wat ii can do... ii reali hate myself so muchiee.. every of my effort gone to waste.. ii reali give upp.. uu weren't mii uu weren't noe wat ii feeling.. dun tell mi tat how uu noe.. uu dunno anythingy.. just keep quiet..
yy am ii so stupid so lousy so useless so chun. ii been used by someone.. ii tot tat gal was a good gal.. tat yy starting of my secondary sch year ii was wif her.. and then ii came to knew it.. ii duno wat in her heartx.. her heartx is full of evil stuff.. iis like ii totally give up myself already le.. ppl bluff mi everythingy yet ii believe.. ii was there to listen ppl problem yet no one listen to mines.. ii have my own problem ii was not the person uu knew.. maybe ii'm two faced gal.. ii can be happi on d outside. yet ii won't show it to ppl how sad ii am.. unless ii reali can't stand iit.. yet todae ii fail.. everytime ii tell myself dun cry infront of ppl.. yet everytime ii failed.. ii told uu ii lousy.. ii just a failure gal living in tis world...
yy iis iit always mii who suffer.. yy aren't the bad ppl tat suffer.. alrite ii bad.. alrite ii noe now le.. ii worst than those ppl tat ii say they bad.. tat yy tis is my retribution.. nvm.. tears are gotta gone dry one day.. iis since its month ii have been crying everyday.. just EVERYDAY.. ii wanna stop myself.. but ii can't.. ii reali hate myself alot.. yy ppl are always smiling awaay.. yet ii was here crying.. xiang yu huiwen liang eng.. even nicole haven enrol de already promote.. i'm so sick i'm so sick.. ii reali sick of myself.. ii'm done wif all tis.. ii wuldn't wanna cut myself to act pity infront of ppl like someone.. and ii wuldn't wan to use ani part of my body to hurtx myself.. cuz when pplx console uu is they pity uu.. tat yy. ii dun want ppl to pity mii.. ii hate tis kind of person.. and ii hate tis kind of mii.. haiZz.. iis totally sux.. sux.. the luck wasn't wif mii at all.. my luck is going bad to worst..
ii wanna a shoulder to lean on.. yet ii noe ii have alot of ppl tat hate mii tat yy no one wuld give one.. tired. sad. useless is gotta be in my dictionary forever.. ii just sux.. reali gotta give up everything uu noe? maybe not study.. maybe iis lurve and guidex.. cuz watever ii do can't be please like they do.. cuz ii just sux.. ppl look at my face already see le wanna beat mii le.. rite? haiZz.. tat time ii tot my study wasn't good okay ii do my best in guidex.. yet iit get worst.. lurve is more worst.. uu are rite.. ii can't stand those up and down.. life iis full of up and down.. ii know it.. yet ii can't stand iit.. from the year tat we break.. ii nv once happi.. maybe is the smile tat outside make uu tink tat.. ii just wanna show ppl ii cheerful.. so whenever ppl tink ii cheerful i'm so happi.. at least they duno wat my world iis.. i'm not a orginal gal.. ii'm a gal tat is failure in everythingy..
dun mix wif mii aniimore.. cuz uu wuld hate mii someday.. ii'm so sickening.. ii sux ii sux. rmb tat.. rmb when uu see mii somewhere.. rmb to shout hey sux gal.. rmb tat.. ii wuld definitely reply uu.. when ii was in the train, alot of thingy strike mii... ii nv done one single thingy tat is successful.. ii nv.. reali hate myself so muchiee.. dun tag mii dun tok to mii dun see mii.. whenever uu can hide uu just hide.. i'm just a gal living in my own world.. ii hate myself.. ii sux..
7:51:00 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
ii saw ur frenster ii cried again.. iis been 3rd tiimess ii got hurtz.. nono.. ii guess 4 5 times.. ii'm reali tiredd. but ii can't help it.. ii still lurve uu... when will the day to let mii forget uu.. culdd ii like other gal just steadd wif guys andd just dun care although the heartx is still wif uu.. ii couldn't do iit.. ii dun wanna hurtx anii guyss.. iif ever 0ne dayy they culdd at least have some feelings for them.. maybe ii wuldd.. but now.. ii guess doesn't have bah.. even have.. he wasn't mine.. ii guess he like some other gals.. ii admiit ii hass a little feeliings for him.. as ii can say.. it's not YUJIE.. pls pplx.. stop saying it.. the rumors already spread so far.. -.-" reali can't stand iit nia.. -.-" it's someone ii am close wif.. can share problems to him.. he's the guys tat ii trust most.. but ii guess it's just another crush.. crush can't be taken serious.. maybe somedays when we grow up and we look back.. it's just a puppy love or wat.. but for now.. it's the true.. ii lurve uu.. uu still stand a deep place in my heartx.. no matter wat.. uu will forever stand a place in my heartx FOREVER.. as ii stress tat word FOREVER..
haiZz.. sorry arh above is just now can't use internet den write in notepad.. den now copy and paste.. tis one at first is wanna put in frenster de.. but too long.. den write in blog lo since everythingy just happen recently... wahhh sehh.. todae english class keep tok abt tsunami.. although ii like tis topic lar.. but no need everday marh -.-" den math give us 2 hw.. den sci no hw.. den history no hw.. den art no hw.. so happi.. math no need pass up tml marh
so monday den pass up.. wahh den stil got art period so funni.. tok abt teletubies.. the antenle.. so funni soo funi.. tml last day of sch.. so happi.. haiZz.. sat going out to buy clothes.. hapi nehx =D kk stop here le. ii write halfway just now.. den now just continue.. den forget wat ii wanna write liao =X kk ii go le narh.. byebyee..
9:07:00 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
den kerlyn bei strike off le.. -.-"" ke lian her leh.. den elin join us.. jia you nehx.. hope we win.. =D haiZz.. reali so sadx sia.. -.-"" tina say zui like veri scary de crying is mii -.-" dotz dotz dotz.. hui meh.. -.-" dun say le narh.. byebye cya take care nehx. hope tml hao duo le.. =D
11:29:00 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
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Monday, January 10, 2005
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Sunday, January 09, 2005
form teacher=>Mdm Wi
Co. form teacher=> Yang Jie.. stupid teacher..
English=> Mdm Wi
Chinese=> stupid yang jie
Math=> Mr Lee
Science=>Miss Lau
Art=>Mr Johari
Geography=>Mrs Wong!!!!
History=>Mrs Kwok
Lit=>Miss Leong
Music=>Miss Leong
PE=>Miss Foo and Mr Lim.. woohoo same period wif 2E.. HI5.. muackz muackz =X
kk endded.. show nice marh.. thank you thank you.. applause lehh.. =X jkjk.. kk endd.. byebyee..
1:58:00 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
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Friday, January 07, 2005
ermm.. same usual day like d other one.. study study.. yangjie sux.. duno wat she toking. sux sux sux.. listen can slp sia.. miss tan also wah seh... can slp sia.. more lively abit lar... like si si like tat.. no wonder no one like uu uu stupid yangjie.. serve uu rite. =D stupid one.. ii prefer pan ping teacher.. sorry leh pan ping lao shi last time keep like tat to u.. sorryy nehx.. ii finally noe who is the good teacher and who's not.. haha.. i'm sorry to those out there iif ii ever done anythingy wrong.. i'm sorry..=D ii gotta do hw liao. byebye.. cya take care... 1E rawks =D
8:58:00 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
haha.. was tinking abt changing my url.. but now ii dun wan anymore.. ii wan back my memories.. ii wan rmb all of it.. all the part tat we went thru.. all those laughter.. all those tears... iis all worthwhile.. isn't it?
ii miss those quarrelling..
ii miss those crying for them..
ii miss those hatred inside mii..
ii miss those acts the guy did..
ii miss those prank tat they make..
ii miss those name calling.. no offence..
ii miss those time tat we sat together in a whole class and attack the teacher..
was extremely funn.. haha. uu wasn't there uu wuldn't have known it.. will uu?? but we won't get back to the past will us? so we have to live in present.. nothingy else can change it. onli my goal.. onli my target tat stay wif mii.. i'm now living in my own small worldd.. wifout onli one pathetic frenz beside beside mii.. and my blog dat always there to let mii pour out my sorrow and happiness.. those memoriess... who will get it? who will feel it? non uu except the 1E ppl.
ii was asking away are they happy wif the class.. some are fine wif them.. haha.. maybe ii was the onli one tat is sitting down here missing the past... isn't it.. haha.. they weren't mii.. they wun't feel the pain inside mii.. there's no more playing OHP.. no more prank.. no more name calling.. no more hatred towards each other.. ii treasure all of tis..
todae.. the onli one teacher tat ii like.. was the mr johari. at the veri start.. when he just step in.. he seem as a strict teacher.. but when uu truely noe him.. he was a funny teacher wif all those crap tat uu wuld be luffing away wif it.. there's not one time tat uu wun't luff.. but sometimes he will tok abt somethingy meaningful...
iis like.. there's one guy who dare to say to mr johari tat he can't be bother to do his hw rite in the face of him.. and then mr johari ask him to say it again rite in the face.. and then he repeat it.. mr johari was funny tat time.. he clap and give those face.. wah seh so cute and funni.. and then he continue the story... the boi wasn't not bother.. iis tat he was having stress.. his parents are getting a divorce... iif it was mii.. ii guess ii can't take it. ii wuld be cutting myself away although ii noe it's pain.. but those pain wun't heal up the pain inside mii..
and then he say one story a true story from him.. although d other story were real too..
there's a teacher who was teaching him since sec 1.. on the veri first day.. they went into the sch.. soo happi.. cuz they get into raffless.. and then on the first day of sch. the teacher shout at them.. u all are nothingy.. not even better than bacteria.. den they were like.. wah seh.. first day of sch so happi suddenly tis stupid shouting.. and then everyone scare of tat teacher.. suddenly one day the teacher's husband had a air crash accident.. and then the teacher change totally.. she didn't scold them but even say a sorry to those pupil.. she was so sadd..
and then before her death.. she gave everyone a pen.. and then the pen has everyone name on it.. and she say tis " iis not tat how muchie knowledge uu noe, iis how muchie tat uu can pass ur knowledge to ppl, tis pen is represent knowledge.. " and then few months ago she died of cancer.. and then she die in a unpainful way.. and tat was in her slp..
and then mr johari say.. " uu nv noe when they leave uu.. no one noe abt the tsunami.. iif one of ur frenz or relative or someone uu lurve was there.. and suddenly just in few second they were gone? how wuld uu feel? " tis sentence always repeating in my head over and over again.. ii wuldn't want tat.. tat yy ii now treasure every moment... ii wasn't a gal tat treasure present last time.. cuz ii feel... future will be better.. but now ii do treasure now. iit doesn't matter to the future.. ii treasure all my classmate in 1E... ii reali do.. haiZz.. cannot write liao.. tears coming. byebyee... cya take care..
8:55:00 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
den still got.. when lu song not around we go make lu song one. so funni.. den tat time when luo dan ask from him the book. he shout so loud bu ke yii.. -.-" den so funi jiu shi le lar.. den dun want write le lar.. later cry dao siao.. kk byebyee.. stop.~
5:19:00 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
haiZz.. haven buy sch bag.. haven buy pen haven buy tis haven buy tat. wah seh.. ii first time so long stil haven buy leh. wah seh.. ii reali last min nia. -.-" haiZz.. sux nia mii.. so lazi for wat.. -.-" haiZz.. ii getting mad liao lar. so sian... nvm nvm.. somemore ii get a rumors tat my class got alot of backstabber.. haiZz sian.. hope doesn't have.. ii gotta go le.. byebyee.. cya take careeee guys.. camp sux!
10:42:00 PM
it's a new year.. and hope everythigny go smoothly though... ii dun want any war.. ii dun want ani nature disaster.. ii dun want ani.. pls.. thankss.. and ii hope.. =x dun tel uu my wish. =P ermm. actually todae went over to my ah ma house.. to play.. dden go aroundd to teck whye and clementi. den went back.. ii was so tired tat ii felt aslp on the sofa.. den after tat my aunt ask mii go slp on the bed.. den ii okay lloo den went into the bedroom.. slp dao my aunt coem call mii eat.. den wake up liao.. eat finsih watch tv.. den do some hw .. =X ii'm so so so sian abt hw.. i'm madd now.. ahhh!! alrite time to do some hw now.. byebey. cya guys.. rmb tag mii to see who is the second and third and forth and fifth and sixth and seventh and eighth and nineth and tenth.. =X d other ii dun care . =X byebye.. go do hw liao. cya =D
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