Saturday, October 30, 2004
tat time tat anita de thingy.. xiao tang.. xiao tang was wif him.. even heard from her tat she stead wif him.. was totally mad over weirong lorr.. tat time not counted mad lar.. ii tink is sadx+ hurtx.. the hurtx not say de leh.. is realii hurtx leh.. got the pain inside the heart one.. can feel one.. den tat time summore saw xiao tang hugging his hand and lying on his shoulder.. haiZz.. din't realii like her actions though.. but no choice. have to accept the facts.. and then ii jiu like tat accept le.. din't realii dare to ask weirong.. dden after tat tis go on for afew days.. den stop liaoo.. haiZz.. den after tat heard from weirong.. from his mouth de.. say wat he mei you stead wif xiao tang narh.. den is xiao tang ownself go hug his hand go lie on his shoulder de.. he gen ben neva stead wif her.. haiZz.. was actually wanna ask him.. den zuo mo uu still let her lie.. but din't realii dare to ask.. and then ii not his who anymore. ii have no rite to care him too.. haiZz..
den when heard from him.. den happi liaoo.. but heyz.. ii from top to toe ii neva fa xian.. actually he din't have stead from tat time we break.. mayb yes.. but ii dun care.. ii neva see.. ii neva hear jiu hao liaoo.. den actually in my intention he mei you stead.. but haiZz.. ii the one tat stupid... stead wif matthew.. actually ii did have feelings for him.. but ii actually lurvee weirong more.. hengx sia.. ii say so muchiee.. lucky they all neva read one.. hengz.. haiZz.. den horr.. ii bu gan tell matthew... he tat time still ask mii how muchie ii actually lurve him.. ii realii bu dong how to sayy.. realii.. ii told him 90% but iis actually... haiZz.. ii dun want say.. ii tat time tink of trying to get in lurvee wif matthew.. and then forget weirong.. but ii din't... until tat time when he din't tok to mii or wat ever.. ii din't cry... until tat time when was told tat actually matthew break wif mii liaoo.. ii cry.. tears juz flow.. is not ii wanted.. iis juz automatic.. ii tot ii forget matthew.. but din't worZz.. although is already over for months.. haiZz.. and then came a june he came back.. ii guess he was juz playing.. he din't realii put in zhen gan qing.. ii tink onlii.. bu dong realii anot.. haiZz.. and then lehh.. forget when laioo.. ii saw a testi by cassandra de testii to weirong.. was actually crying.. wanna control tears.. but juz can't.. actually control liaoo leh.. already go in liaoo.. den duno wat happened ownself roll down... -.-"
den horr. tot ii forget him... cuz realii long liaoo.. and ii already veri long neva see him liaoo. tot forget liaoo lehhhh... but haiZz.. din't.. haiZz.. dun want to tink so muchie de.. but in d end hai shi tink dao liaoo.. dui bu qii weirong.. ii last time tink tat is uu break wif mii... but is my faults for all tis.. yy am ii so stupid.. ii shld have stop tis... ii culd juz say aa.. aaa can dun break?? or wat ever.. but ii juz dun dare... haiZz.. lousy mii.. iif ii dare.. ii wun't be so sad now. ii wun't be crying now.. haiZz.. yy am ii alwayz so lousyy.. haiZz.. hate myself so muchiee.. haiZz.
dun say liaoo.. say todae bahh.. went out todae.. wake up at 8 sumthingy.. cuz tat jiaqii norh.. den at first continue my slp laioo.. den tat marilyn sms mii. -.-" den after tat neh.. can't slp liaoo.. den went online.. den watch awhile de irobot.. den go eat.. eat finish den cum back msn chat liaoo.. den forget time. den late le lorr.. fan zhen tat jiaqii bi me late.... =X den after tat went to the library.. borrow 4 books.. stupid de lehh.. went to the english section rite.. and then stupid oneee... ii everytime take out .. iis alwayz uu noe those thingy abt those thingy lehh.. bu ran jiu shi tat AID.. pengz sia.. -.-" stupid library larr.. den after tat ii saw one NG game.. den ii borrow lorr.. wu liao marr.. den go scan tat time.. DATING GAME.. -.-" stupid sia. haiZz.. nvm nvm.. den borrow the chinese one quite nicee.. all lurve onee.. =X actually ii borrow all is lurve one.. but ii like jiu haoo.. jiu shi becuz of lurve den xiang dao weirong.. haiZz.. siao one mii.. dun care me narhh..
den after tat went to the mjr.. den go wait for marilyn and pris.. and in d end pris can't go... haiZz.. den mii.qii..potato went to suntec lorr.. wat a lame us sia.. we went to the koi there.. went there play wif fishes.. -.-" stupid sia we all. but quite funn.. keep play wif the fish and see who can touch dao.. but quite funn.. got scare by them alot times.. got one times almost drop into the pond.. -.-" xia dao mii.. den after tat lehh.. ii touch the most time like tat.. keep touch touch touch touchh.. den marilyn like touch one time.. -.-" so lii haii lehh.. we down there play so long. she touch one time or two onli.. lii haii horr. nvm larr.. got touch jiu haoo.. =X den after tat we being lame again.. went to the fountain of wealth to touch the water.. had 2 wishes there. dun tell uu wat lehh.. =X den after tat went to the food court to eat.. so ex sia.. 4 bucks for one chao xia mian.. but quite big larr. also quite nicee.. marilyn one not nice one the food.. summore 5 bucks lehh.. so ex.. den qii one not bad larr.. juz tat abit oily. -.-" den after tat lehh.. we went to mini toons den up to the arcade.. quite funn lorr.. went to play rock fever.. woohoo.. den watch ppl play parapara.. wanna learn worZz.. but no one teach mii.. haiZz.. after tat watch ppl play wif the uu noe parapara wif the foots.. ? those ppl played well lehh.. so clever them.. den we went over to the bball there de machine.. saw lun han.christina.randy... randy grow taller lehh.. omg sia.. but still shorter than mii by little.. but last time he so short lehh.. tianZz arr suddenly shoot up.. diao~ not bad lar horr.. =X den after tat we went to play the cocodile.. =X uu noe press the cocodile head den got ticket cum out tat machine? =X we play tat one worZz.. we keep horr so bad leh.. keep pull the ticket den got extra one ticket.. wahaha.. but in d end all the ticket went over randy there..
cuz there wasn't enuff tickets to exchange and we have no times.. so we went to gave it to randy they all.. and then we walk back to bugis.. save money $.$ den after tat leh.. den go washroom.. den go up the fountain again.. stupid sia.. ii nowaday veri got yuan fen wif water.. at first go fountain of wealth.. the water splash on mii.. no one make dao.. is juz accidentally. and then lehh go bugis onee.. jiaqii ran over.. marilyn was wif mii and together ran over.. and then lehh.. -.-" ii got splash.. alot lehh.. not little sia.. -.-" stupid lehh... onlii mii onlii. pengz. marilyn wif mii neva got it.. stupid... den after tat lehh.. when play play play halfwayyy den rainz liaoo.. ii noe we childish narhh ... shh =X den after tat ran home lorr.. den read the story book liaoo.. so tired noww.. is already .. 11.25.. woohoo gonna slp soon though.. wahaha. nono.. ii going to watch teebee.. wahaa.. stupid sia.. tml got piano haven been praticing on the piano for a whole month.. =X din't want to.. cuz everytime go home so tired liaoo.. where got time to play.. =X nvmm.. dun care.. zui dou got scolding den got beaten on hand.. bu guann.. =X okok le ii go watch my summer scent.. byebye..
10:46:00 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
guess ii'm not gonna hate aniione.. is the end of tis sch time.. and a new sch time gonna start.. ii shld change everythingy.. my hatred towards ppl.. my everythingy.. my character everythingy.. heh heh.. but not the one ii like narhh.. -.-" tis one cannot change one.. heeZz.. well well well.. is a new sch holiday.. gonna see a new wanling soon.. =D wahaha.. but it's a good one not a bad one.. wahaha.. =X din't want to be so bad liaoo.. scold ppl.. wahaha... aniiwhere we all not same class.. wahaha.. but my best frenZz.. haiZz.. oh nvm.. is not the end of the world.. we still haf chance to meet.. but well.. ii guess we wun't be so close any more.. haiZz.. real sadx though... haiZz.. din't wanna change class... *sobx sobx*
aniiwhere.. let's tok abt todae bahh.. let's see.. aa.. in the morning went to watch bruce mighty wif 1F... real funni though.. specially the dog.. sooo cutee.. wahaha.. den after tat went back class to play wif the stress.. and then is english time.. haf to get back our english.. ii onli get 53/100... real shaky worZz.. zhen lu fail lehh.. ke lian him.. he onlii get 48/100 lehh.. ke lian.. but guess his overall pass so he din't drop.. lucky him..
and den it's the last recess for our sec 1 yrs.. and then we went to play stress and then off we went to the canteen.. ate bread though... yummy~ wahaha.. after tat din't haf time to play aniimore.. den went up to class... aniwhere.. forget to sayy.. before sch... alex and a guy from 1c fite.. ii from the start jiu din't reali like 1c guyz.. kinda feel duno wat lehh.. but juz dun like them.. they seems to be alwayz giving troubles to alex since tat time rongyan and alex stead.. rong yan haii one.. but who cares.. not my problem liaoo. =X den after tat lehh.. when recess end.. went up.. saw the guy in 1c tat jason ii tink.. tok wif the alex. quite close.. ii was tinking tat they wuld fite again.. but din't.. lucky.. din't reali want to see them fite.. summore. nelson they all.. alakmak.. call them brothers? wat brothers is tis? ppl was been beaten.. and all they do was standing there watching.. and neva tink of stopping or helping.. wat is tis kind of brother? dun haf tis kind of brother also nvm one...
heeZz.. after tat lehh.. tan sia cum in to give hw.. stupid de.. sch holi lehh.. still give. -.-" den after tat lehh.. mrs wong came in.. gave up our class foto and year book.. woohoo.. and the booklist too... lurvee tat year book so muchie.. haf been taking care of it so well.. wahaha.. =X after tat went to the mdm heng farewell celebration.. -.-" abit lame ii noe... but hey not my problem tooo.. is the sch one.. kinda boring... was so slpy all along.. but can't slp too... miss sophia yap was beside mii.. ii did slp awhile.. but was woken up by her.. -.-" so scaryy her... after tat was so sianZz.. listen and listen.. and then off they go.. sang the funeral song.. =X was kinda of stupid.. =X like mdm heng gonna die soon like tat.. pengz.. den after tat lehh..after sch.. went down wif them... went to the wash room as jiaqii need to go.. den after tat we went to the LRC.. marilyn need to report to it.. met yvenette.. halfway.. heyz ii duno how to spell. =X she drop normal.. haiZz.. ke lian her.. she have been working hard.. we know. but hey her hard works din't reali pay off.. poorr her... nvm.. ii noe uu can do it.. JIA YOU.!!
after tat chat wif her awhile.. and then marilyn came back.. den we went to the music room to find bell uniform.. -.-" she haf left it inside.. kinda of stupid. -.-" den tat music room din't open.. so we went down to the canteen and listen to song.. ii was listening to song while playing stress.. din't win at all.. stupid mii. -.-" oh nvm.. dun care.. is juz a game though.. after tat lehh.. kinda sianZz.. so went home as jiaqii need to go liaoo.. so went home.. halfway met weide they all.. din't reali chat wif him.. so was walking all along all by myself.. den after tat halfway.. got his frenZz scared mii.. was realii so scare. almost cry out.. -.-" cuz he was wearing a mask.. din't realii noe who is him.. but was realii scare mii off.. -.-" after tat went to library and met up wif laykheng.. was telling her who like who. who stead wif who wif tat yr book on my hand.. oh ya.. forget thankie a nice lady.. was walking to the library.. halfway thru rain so heavy.. den after tat was walking wifout any umbrella.. and then came a nice lady who shelter mii all the way to the library. soo nice of her.. thankie soo muchiee.. ^-^ den met up wif laykheng. and chatted alot of stupid thingy... and telling alot of crabby. =X den after tat was quietly left alone to read a nice book.. abt a lost in lurve.. so sadx lehh. iit make me tink backs to the first time ii stead... was realii so sweet yet so sadx.. din't realii wish to end off.. but no choice.. ji ran he say liaoo ii also duno how to stop him.. so iis juz my fault.. ii haf no one to blame.. haiZz..
den after tat leh.. was abt 3.52 and den ii went off wif laykheng.. was reading the year book all along when ii was in the train.. got back home quite late.. den went up to on the pc.. and then went to the kitchen to eat.. now going pom pom liaoo.. so sianZz.. haven pom pom.. smelly mi. ^-^ =X well.. ii gonna go pom pom liaoo.. lets wish ii go 2E.. wishhhhh.. prayy hard.. iit keep 47 ppl. =D
ZUO MO BAN.. ii juz heard from belinda.. MATTHEW RETAIN.. ZUO MO BAN.. he cannot retain.. ii dun want him retain.. zuo mo ban.. haiZz.. ii reali dun want.. ii bu yaoo.. haiZz.. matthew.. shi wo hai de mar?? shi wo haii ni retain marr?? shi bu shi??? duii bu qii.. but ii already for months neva tok to uu liao.. also bu dong uu guo de zhe yang.. zuo mo uu dun study.. ahhhhhhhhh.. ii yi ding yao pang him.. YI DING YAO.. next year dun want see he retain again le. ii haf enuff liaoo.. ii bu guan zhe yang also will help uu dun retain.. wo hui de.. promise!!!
5:50:00 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
den keep help her wipe off the water.. -.-" so ke liann lehh. pengz.. den after sch horr.. huiwen 1c they all hor.. wanna go slap rong yan worZz. -.-" den xiang yu keep wanna go.. pengz.. hen chek ark lehh. -.-" ppl wanna slap ppl ii dun care.. bu yaoo slap wo jiu haoo.. =X den horr xiang yu keep wanna go see.. den go dao the gate.. ii see see see.. -.-" soo chek ark den dun want see liaoo.. faster go back eat eat.. den eat finish go walk around abit.. ke lian de bell arr.. her uniform inside music room.. wahaha.. =.=" lii haii lehh.. den after tat lehh jiu going home tat time horr.. outside horr.. jiaqii say wat.. zh horr.. sms 2 thingy marr.. den now she got 2 times so suayy lehh.. pengz sia.. realii soo pengz.. -.-" soo lii haiii. shou bu liaoo sia.. tat guy so suayy.. shooo larr.. leave her alone. -.-" so ke liann.. hp lehh. if mii horr.. ii sure cry de.. hpp jiu xiang my bao bei like tat.. cannot got wat damage de.. cannot drop alsoo.. =X
tml get back result liao.. ahhhhhhhh.. scare sia.. ii can't take back report book... cuz mrs wong larr.. -.-" keep my reportx book and wan my kor kor go take.. die liaoo die liaoo ..=X wan le wan le.. anywhere.. ii dun care tis.. ii want we 5 same class jiu shi le.. d other SHOO lar.. =X go away. specially those ii dun realii like de.. =X ii want we 5 jiu haoo liaoo... so tao ren yan de lehh... tat time jiaqii got dream dao thingy lehh..ahhh die liaoo... sumtimes dream will cum true.. CHOY!! canot.. tis one cannot cum true... we muz 5 TOGHETHER.. NO MATTER WAT!! pray hard pray hard pray hard.. =D jia youu we all 5 jia youu.. =D
9:25:00 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
9:21:00 PM
Monday, October 25, 2004
aaa............ tml can go sch leh.. so happi.. let's see.. aa. first thingy is to tok to all my frenZz.. long time no tok to them liaoo.. cuz tat time sick marr.. so no choice can't tok tok.. =D den now okay liaoo.. so happi.. den second is go see himm =X den third is to play game lorr.. haiZz. now still no voice.. so sianZz.. now tok the voice so low like guyz like tat. sianZz.. haiZz.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. stupid de.. christina low wan lynn.. guo le horr.. dun keep copy mii can marr.. my haiZz.... copy guo le marr>??? not ordinary de.. LOUSY!~ =X wahha. dun care uu all liaoo.. wann copy copy dao guo bahh.. fan zhen ii am the REAL wanling uu all fake one.. booo~ =X
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... hao xin ku arr.. keep cough arr... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. now going to make one blogskins.. quite innocent worZz.. wahaha. =X act de mi. =X
ytd horr.. went out.. den hao xiang matthew worZz.. siaoo one.. dun care mii.. shui ran duno counted break marr.. but still abit like like.. heeZz.. not like bahh. tink feeling uu noe uu noe.. =X suan le... fanzhen he also mei you ba wo fan za yan lii.. dun even wanna sms mii since we stil STEAD??? counted marr? dun care larr.. yeechean say counted jiu count lorr.. =X wahaha.. my relationship de problem hao luan worZz.. but bu yong jin.. yi jie dun mei guan xi le.. =D haooo le.. wo hen er. go eat eat first.. bleh =P jealoous marr.. ii can eat.. =X kk lar.r. byeeeee..
11:44:00 AM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
den horrr.. went back tat time alot of ppl say huiwen say mii.. diao~ say wat retribution... tis is my retribution.. wahahaa.. den ii down there so funni keep shout bao yin bo yin.... wahaha. so mani days mei you li qi sit up.. now got liao.. muz use pc dao siao. =X stupid huiwen also so DU one.. zou mii got dengue fever..
-.-" zui du fu ren xin... hmphh suanZz le.. tat time our "gang" got rule liao.. ii set one.. no saying of others de.. no gossip or anythingy.. fan zhen say bad bad... is huiwen.. so her mouth bad bad lorr.. haha. once she say so mani ppl cum tell mii... haha.. who cares liaoo.. thankie xiang yu.erica worZz...
nel.nick they all so funni.. wanna go find tohwee.. tai hao le.... huiwen also veri du lehh.. so happi tat xiang yu n ling hong break.. -.-" ppl is sad.. she happi.. siao one.. duno yy tohwee like her where.. -.-" ii xian zai dun care le.. ii hen xiang zhi dao tohwee dao di like her where?
haiZz.. so sickkkkkk... stupid de.. tat thursday.. ppl eating sweet den ii zhi neng KAN bu neng EAT lehh.. -.-" ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wo yao chiii.. suan le suan le. wahaha.. wo yao faster hao.. bu ran take tempreture tat day bu shi siao.. bei quarrtined.. -.-" ahhhhhhhh wo bu yaaoo. tat time so hot lehh.. 39.4 li hai bahh.. wahaha.. =X kkk le bu yao wan liao.. ii now abit xin ku also.. but bu yong jin yi jing yao hao liao.. yipeeeeeeee.. =D
5:08:00 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
den mingsong noe him thru tat time cca selection day... we two keep tok tok tok.. den noe liaoo.. first guy ii tok to in mjr worZz.. den noe junting korr is becuz of tat time kaiwen.cherriann.yi xuan jiee they all go take foto marr.. den got junting kor inside.. tat time horr.. my first impression on him was wahhh shuai ge.. =X heeZz..
den noe weitingx jie.. is tat time marr.. ii haven go in mjr marr.. den saw my kor kor de hp got her forward msg alot alot.. so tat time cca selection day.. ii go ask yenn jie show mii who is weitingx. =X den noe liaoo.. =X she veri cute veri friendly veri niceeeeeee.. veri ke ai.. veri funni.. all tat.. den cuz she my kor de meii marr.. so equal to my jiee.. so keep call her jie liao.. den last time ii also use to call ppl jie de when ppl older than mii.. heeZz..
den aaa.. let's see....... aaaaaaaaa....... ii duno liaoo.. when uu all want horr den tag mii ask mii for how to noe uu.. =X nice nice.. haiZz.. den see them graduate you yi dian she bu de.. haiZz... so sianZz liao next year... next year is HIM graduate le.. haiZz.. hao sianZz ar.. den next next year is my cousin graduate.. shi zai shi hen sianZz.. den after tat den mii graduate.. sianZz lehh.. bu yong jin.. tis one is call fate liaoo.. if reali got ji hui sure will meet dao de horr.. heeZz... suanZz le now scare for my result can liaoo.. bu xiang zai xiang jiang duo le.. fan zhen zao wan also will forget him.. suanZz le.. haiZz.. bu yao zai jiang le.. sianZz..
den after graduation thingy went to eat wif bell.. bell keep say wanna go.. NOOOOOOO.. dun goo.. =X den in d end she go.. ii tot she say wan wan onlii.. cuz her kuchi wif mii lehh. den wait wait wait dao siao no one came..
-.-" den sure she go le.. -.-" ii haf to take care of 2 lehh.. ahhhhhhhh.. nvmm. ii help dao now in lurvee. next is give birth baby.. wahhaha =X hope later go ahma house wil give birth bahh..
den horr.. down there waiting for kor cum out.. to go home.. but nv.. wait dao siao.. den ii sianZz liaoo.. den hai shii go home lor.. den on mrt tat time.. saw the ncc room lights off.. everythingy balr blar blar.. stupid de lehh. shouldn't haf go.. haiZz.. stupid de. den my kor horrr.. stupid de lehh.. dao so late den cum home.. angryy~ =X den at nite go to the dinner lorr.. so angry lost my comb there.. sianZz.. but complaint alot to my cousin.. so angry. =X angry the ppl in mjr lor. haiZz. suanZz le.. nvm.. bu yao ji jiao.. =X kk lar.. later going ah ma house. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ so happi.. can tok more wif my cousin.. we haf alot alot to tok de.. like non stop de.. =X kkk stop here byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
9:46:00 AM
Friday, October 15, 2004
oh ya.. we get back the sci first.. din't get quite well.. tink get onli 62/100.. did quite badly.. onli B4 all wat so ever.. den after take back english den recess le.. haiZz.. quite sad for my english paper.. hope hope hope ii pass d overall. *pray pray pray* aa.. den get back math first.. get 61/100 though.. din't do good too.. target was a B3.. haiZz.. nvm when ii sec two ii muz get good grades.. ermm.. den get back chinese.. do quite good.. get an A1 though.. wahaha.. 80/100 happi though.. wahaha.. =X den next was my geo.. did quite good.. but heyz shld haf given me an A1 3.5 marks more onli.. haiZz.. get an A2 onli which is 71.5.. rather sad though.. haha.. oh nvm. will do good in next year. JIA YOU. wahhaa. den CME.. we do the english correction.. haha.. den after tat sch is over.. went to bugis wif pris.bell.potato.. hhaa.. now is qii neva go.. haha.. she got CO.. haiZz.. if not we 5 together le.. shit CO.. =X we went to take neoprints.. quite nice though.. got those mon huan de feelings.. haha.. den pris.potato went off as pris wanna go for volin lesson den potato wanna go home slppp.. a PIG worZz.. =X den bell nn me went to bugis village buy thingy.. din't manage to find anythingy to buy.. but bell did.. =X dun tell uu wat she buy. =X den after tat ii went off.. =X din't accompany bell to wait for bus though.. =X sorrii though.. heeZz..
cuz ii need to rush nn buy food for my mama.. as she need to rush out to buy thingy for her frenZz.. den after eating. mummy went out... den ii went to slpp.. =X slp all the way until 9 sumthingy.. =X faster went to bathe... ii slpt for 4 hrs sumthingy though.. a pigg worZz.. wahaha..
well looking forward to tml the graduation day... get to voluteer for it.. woohoo. so happi... at least can see my jiex n korr the last time when they wearing sch uniform as manjusri students.. after they graduation.. they can do watever they want.. wat a nice thingy. but will miss all those good thingy nn bad thingy they came across.. kinda feel sad also.. onli left memories.. oh well.. gonna treasure my times since now.. dun want to waste it..
during my CCA camp last year as Stamford students. qutie funn.. but din't get to slp as reali veri sadx.. cuz is the last day we can wear the sch uniform and be stamford students.. miss the times.. miss de ppl.. miss the teachers.. miss every place.. miss the koi pond. miss de stair case.. haha.. but all left wif mii is juz teh memories.. haha. no choice.. we all haf to grow up one day.. haiZz... dun tok abt tis sadx matter le.. later make me cry.. haiZz..
ermm.. well... gonna go watch tv since ii din't manage to get to slp as ii already slpt for 4 hr.. iif ii like tat slpp.. den is 4+7 = 13 hr lehh.. woohoo not bad worZz.. den ii want go slp le.. but cannot... ii want eat first.. din't eat yet.. =X my dinner.. =X was slpping mar. no one wake me up to eat. =X heeZz.. tink okay le bahh.. byeeee.. go orh orhx.. noo. ii mean eat le den slp.. oops PIG.. ahhh supper. nvm since ii haven eat my dinner.. heeZz..byeee..
11:55:00 PM
den after tat lehh.. they went to the lucky plaza... den while ii went to heeren to look for tingx jie.. cheryl jiee.. nn my twin sista, diana.. wahaha.. went to take neoprint again.. quite funn.. nice too.. tingx jiee wearing the black jacket taking.. look nice in it.. haha.. she so cute.. OH YA.. den tat cheryl aslo so funny.. her clothes horr.. hahaa.. can see.. den shee keep holding her back.. look funni in it.. haha.. den ii from going to meet tingx jie and cheryl tat time.. keep suan diana.. =X so funn.. the whole day suanning her.. wahaha.. she look cute though.. haha. her action all tat.. hahaha.. den after tat we went to take train to go to bugis.. to take tat sofa de machine.. wahaha. nice nice.. ii din't look good in all the pic.. cuz my hair... yucks. >.<
heeZz.. den horr.. we went to the arcade.. quite fun.. went to play the rock fever.. MY FAVOURTITE.. wahhaa.. played wif shuying.. got pressure.. *breathe in breathe out* hoo.. so scary... has been losing alot of times.. well.. she dun reali quite noe how to play. so we haf been inserting coins every now and then.. HEYZ waste moeny though... haiZz.. duno yy so lousy.. den played wif diana.. funnn.. no pressure all tat. =X duno y siao one.. den horr.. neva waste money.. ohya.. diana treated mii worZz. thankie worZz..
den horr.. so funni... tingx jie cum le... den after playing all tat.. we went up..went home after tat. as it's already 6.19... siao one horr.. ii neva go home so late.. -.-" everytime zhun zhun 6. but nvm ii live near.. wahaha... anywhere a fun day though.. had fun wif my them.. heeZz.. thankie worZz.. iif not ii wil be rotting at home..
11:45:00 PM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
den after tat went to the bugis to find tat jiaqi nn marilyn.. den go straight to my house.. Potato nn jiaqi went to play wif my baby hamster.. -.-" wat a pitiful hamster of mine.. -.-" =X while laykheng was reading my first lurvee.. sobx sobx.. my first lurvee de 8 lost.. so worry for it.. how ii wish ii culd find it.. got to go find it soon. ii lost my first lurvee de 3rd ii can't lose the 8 too.. haiZz..
ermm.. at abt 3 sumthingy.. laykheng went back as she is having her home econ tml.. wahhaa.. =X ii found my english is getting better .. =X *bhb* but heyy ii trying to improve though.. ii cannot afford to fail it.. even tis year pass.. ii next year muz buck up alot alot.. cuz ii muz get into a good class.. but wel ii guess it culd be juz onli be a dream, let's dreamm -.-ZzZzZz jkjk.. =X
ermm.. den after laykheng went home.. ii went down wif her to accompany her to wait for the bus lorr.. den so funni ii told her alot of thingy.. luff all the way when we walkiing.. den ii went back to house.. nn bathe my hamster wif jiaqi nn marilyn.. soo funni. tat hamster.. keep jump jump jump.. den we can luff dao pengz =X we put powder on the hamster lehh.. =X den hor.. tat time we play wif the hamster marr.. we put on the shoulder of marilyn marr.. den sooo funni.. tat hamster drop into her pocket.. wahhaaha.. =X luff dao pengz.. wahhaa.. realii veri funni..den horr.. tat hamster de butt is sticking out from the pocket.. wahhaa.. the image horr.. reallii funni lehh.. den horr.. let them play wif my pc.. while ii went for my beauty slp.. =X slp half way got waken up by my toot brother who keep abish mii to open the gate for them.. =X cuz realii tired marr.. din't accompany them down as ii realii too tired le.. wanna continue my slp.. but can't.. haiZz.. den went to eat nn play wif the pc nn went to bathe.. a tired day though.. but heyy looking forward tml days worZz.. but everyone haf their own plan after tat... my plan is to pei tingx jie they all for 1 hr 30 min den ii go wif jiaqi they all.. den tingx jie also haf other plan while tina is going for dental appointment.. but heyz ii din't noe tat like all not going.. cheryl say she wanna go for movie.. but ii'm broke now.. ='( sobx sobx.. muz save money.. but i'm a big spender.. heeZz.. trying to be thrifty.. =X hope ii can be a thrifter.. =X heyz is there tis word.. nvm ii manage to make a word of my own.. =X
hmmm.. gonna slp soon.. =X realii veri tired.. but ii going for a drink and a chat or wat so ever nn den slp.. the time now is already 12.39.. wonder wheather ii culd wake up in time? but ii reali tired. wahhaa.. who cares.. ii gonna slp soon. byeee.. cya soon..
1:23:00 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
den he say wat.. den uu drag nelson down for wat... ii can tell uu ii'm not nelson.. blar blar blar.. keep say mii.. den was like so sadx liao lorr.. keep say wat ii later sure wun't marry de.. even marry also divorce de.. den alot alot alot.. den say wat... even jiaqi also can't stand uu.. say wat blar blar blar blar.. den say isabella.. isabella can't stand uu also.. ur act cute watever thingy.. den act tat uu dun dare to cross tat drain.. WAT THEY NOE!! they so easy jump over but not mii marr.. but now ii jump over le.. they sure say wat last time sure bluff de.. balr blar blar.. sure one... den say the whole class guy blar blar blar.. can't stand mii.. ii say wat can't stand can't stand lar.. my problem mehh.. den keep say.. tat "LAI" say dao ii cry also.. he say dao like no one business.. say dao wat ii tink ii princess like tat.. keep tink myself so arrogance.. wat!! did ii? no rite?? ii tink is more suitable for rong yan.. juz tat dun want say them.. they sure shoot back alot.. can't stand le.. how they noe wat ii feel.. they noe ii crying at d end of the computer mar.. NO!! they dun't.. they juz carry on.. they say for so long and while ii din't reply any.. they continue to say say say.. but wat is tis?? tell mii..
they say dao the whole class hate mii.. even the close one.. they juz act as friendly to mi.. but they are not.. they say tis.. tat LAI say tis.. they say dao so muchie.. make dao ii cry so muchie.. soo tat time juz so sadx dao go write all tis lorr.. sorrii lehhh..
ii didn't say anithingy didn't do anythingy cuz dun want uu all worry marr.. later worry tis worry tat.. and another conflict cum out le... later gals VS guyx.. -.-" so dun want marr.. but tat time ii bu xiao xin lou out tis le.. rmb tat time when we in market marr.. ii tat time bu xiao xin duno say wat.. say wat nelson they all sux larr.. say those thingy not true. blar b lar blar.. but heng uu all neva hear mii.. *phew* -.-" but din't noe tat got blog.. -.-" haiZz..
even the most quiet guy ii tink is zhen lu.. he even say thingy abt mii.. wat can ii do.. diana.. everyone.. ii'm reali tat sux mar??
a flirt
a bitch
a freak
a act cuter
a act chioer
a gao ao de ppl..
juz alot larr.. ii juz sux.. kk ii admit ii sux ii sux.. SIAH WAN LING SUX kk.. next time when diana want to say mii horr.. and uu all hear it. ask her say it infront of my face.. split infront of mii.. no need backstab mi around.. ii stand it le.. since the guyz can say.. why can't she.. they can say mi thru msn.. but they noe wat.. NOTHINGY.. they noe anythingy mehh.. PUI*
tat time.. when ii packing thingy.. tat nelson cum kick my thingy away.. go make the broom drop and wish it hit on mii.. but ii din't do anythingy.. ii tot they say they forget.. nn ii wuld forget.. but wat they did to mii make me rmb all those words.. every little bit they say.. every wordz they say..
even alex.. ii can avoid ii avoid him.. ii duno he is one of the ppl inside nelson also.. last time i use to tink. hmm.. at least my class still got one alex tat is not as bad as them.. but until tat day.. tat veri moment.. ii saw rite thru inside the ppl heartx.. yuan lai ii am like tis to everyone of them.. yuan lai ii = shit.. can juz go into toilet bowl and flush it off.. they make mii tink tat ii am so useless.. fan zhen ii jiu shi so useless.. MEI YONG de ren.. also lan fei resources in tis world.. shld save tis earth by killing ppl like mii..
study also soooo tianZz ar.. nothingy ii do is good.. nothingy ii do can satisfied ppl.. every single thingy ii do iis juz fei wu lorr.. so ii shld have spent my time changing myself.. fan zhen no one care.. everyone have thingy to say jiu say one.. they neva tink of the good thingy ppl did..
like huiwen.. xiang yu sumtimes dui her so good.. did she appreciate?? NO!! she say her.. she backstab her... ii told her xiang yu is so good to her lorr. she give me a stupid reason say wat she kan bu shuang xiang yu.. ?? wat is tis?? tell mii?? iis it when ppl dui uu good.. nn u can use one sentence.. " ii kan ta bu shuang" so like tat hate her.. like tat backstab her??
diana lehh.. so fake de.. last time still say wat she soo good.. the person ii can get along wif in her sch.. but she prove me wrong.. haiZz.. every single thingy they prove mii wrong.. uu noe.. ii neva get to have tis problem in sch.. ii neva cry for frenZz.. cuz we neva say each other.. neva quarrel.. we doesn't treat each other like they did.. in pri sch yes ii did cry.. but juz wei le weirong n matthew de problem er yi.. d other thingy ii neva cry for.. until tis year.. ii cry for tis class.. waste my precious water.. =X
but anywhere.. ii lucky to have at least 4 close frenZz le.. tinking abt the stupid way we avoid the ppl.. =X can make me luff dao pengz.. at least wif them can luff... but when see tat nelson they all.. sure mood change le.. their yan shen.. uu all go zu yi.. a different yan shen from the time tat is the start of the year when we all get together play blar balr blar.. until tat stupid IPW.. we all fell apart.. -.-" suanZz le.. let bygone be bygone..
haiZz.. now feel like vomiting. NOT PREGNANT horr.. =X everytime ii di siao ppl say the pregnant. =X ahhh but ii reali feel like vomit lehh and now headache dao siao.. pain dao saio.. duno can do tml paper marr.. suanZzl e.. now got my stupid brother beside.. tao yan de lehh.. connect yi xia hui si mehh.. juz press jiu hao le.. stil shout at mii. ii want send tis post mar.. stupid de lehh.. suanZz le.. COOL DOWN.. now horr.. ii juz can noe le NELSON haiZz.. ii dun even tink he reali got a galfrenx.. ii guess becuz iits a shame wif out a gal frenx or wat so ever.. den luan luan say wat.. even my girlfrenZz is chioer lor.. -.-" uu tis type of ppl can get dao a chio galfrenx.. bie wan xiang le lar... -.-" even uu got.. sure wun't last long de.. is not ii cursing uu lorr.. is the fact.. uu noe wat type of person uu are.. uu noe it.. unless uu change.. if not ur CHIO galfrenx sure run away.. ii shen zhi support her lor.. =X shui jiao nii.. hmphh.. shi ni zhi zao de.. =X suanZz le.. bu yao li ni men.. lan fei my li qi er yi.. BYE BYE!!
SORRIIIII to THE PPL TAT NEVA SAY MII HORR.. -.-" no wonder today dreamt of the wordz sorri. -.-" still keep tinking how am ii shld type in pc and not copy other ppl.. -.-" yuan lai reali need to say sorii.. -.-" .... tis one is call tian you bu ze yu ze.. =X
10:51:00 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
Nelson.. ii dun care ii dun care wat other ppl say.. wat ppl tink.. they have their own mind. ii can't dig out their mind n say uu cnanot tink tis... cannot... uu say ii act cute. everyone uu tell me where ii go wrong.. when ii act cute.. nn wat ii do tat make uu tink ii act cute.. yy everytime ppl say mii wifout reason.. juz keep say..
Zhen lu ii also dun care.. uu see me bu shuang is ur problem le.. not my shi le.. is ur eyes not my eyes.. ii bu dong.. reali bu dong.. wat guyx are tinking.. fan zhen ii all along in tis world..ii dun tink there is any ppl tat is true.. all tat.. uu all noe anythingy abt mii mehh.. no uu dun't.. uu all juz keep on saying mi.. but did uu noe anythingy abt mii.. ii trying to be happi all along.. yy can't uu all spare a tot for mii.. yy everytime ii am the one who spare a tot for uu.. yy everytime when uu all feel hurtx everythingy ii is there to listen all tat.. but yy everytime when ii sadx or wat.. but there's no one for mii.. not even one.. all ppl have their own problems to tink.. somemore is exams time.. they muz study all tat.. but did they tink tat.. whenever ii has to study ii still spend time to listen all tat.. uu all sms mii.. alrite ii listen.. ii help uu all tink ways to help uu.. but when ii sadx is there anyone for mii.. NO at all.. yy lehh.. cuz ii insociable.. ppl see ppl hate mii.. they won't even see me shuang.. they hate mii.. they dun like mii.. even close frenx.. all hate mii.. like they sayy... they hate mii.. they dun like mii.. everythingy in tis world is so fake.. so fake!! ii hate tis world.. iif can haf the chance to die.. ii sure go for it... ii know dying is painful.. but staying alive is mre painful than death.. do anyone noe it.. NO.. they dun't they dun even noe.. there is alwayz ppl caring for them.. they'r lucky.. but ii not one of them.. ii juz one of those unlucky one..
those tat ppl dun like.. ppl hate.. ppl see bu shuang.. no matter how muchie ii do.. they dun care.. they juz tink of themself.. no one is tinking for others.. ii yue lai yue feel tat tis world reali sux.. sux dao ii can't take it.. ii use to feel tis world is such a nice world.. but everytime when iii happi.. ppl cum and make mii sadx again.. be it my ex or frenx.. they'r same... sumtimes ii already trying my best to be mature abit.. but ii duno how. ii have been alwayz like tat.. iis not ii act. ii din't act... nn ii wun't go act... ii not so wu liao go act.. act also no money.. act for wat.. is from last time jiu like tat.. uu all noe de.. ii got two brothers.. nn ii alwayz sa jiao all tat.. den xi guan liao bu shi like tat mar.. iif uu wannt.. ii can whole dae also dun tok.. ii dun care... ii dun wanna tok anymore.. had enuff.. the more ii tok the more ppl wuld say.. the more ii care.. ppl will hate mii more.. they won't change.. their heartx towards mii already haf a bad impression.. ii have enuff.. tired of all tis.. tired.. TIRED.. everyone...
nelson. nick. zhen lu. hang qi. wei kai. alex. hui wen. diana. isabella. erica. xiang yu. pris. jiaqi. rong yan. kang liang. chit hao. kian hong. uu all want say how muchie is ur problem le.. ii dun care.. ii last time care.. and wat ii get is juz SH!T.. can uu put urself in other ppl shoes anot.. can uu tink of other first before tinking of urself?? uu tink.. iif u were mii.. uu try alot of hard.. but uu get nothingy but a sh!t attitude towards uu.. how uu feel. uu tell mi. iif uu say uu feel happi.. ii have nth to say..
duno is nelson or nick.. say dao all the gals.. soo ii drag all de gals in.. so ii dun care now.. be it uu got say or no.. ii still treat it uu say it.. cuz ii dun care for other ppl feeling.. ii'm different now.. ii'm a evil wanling now.. getting evil everyday.. a gal who is trying to find ways to hai ppl le. ii dun care now.. ii dun wanna help.. dun wanna care.. except for sum real close god sis or kor.. u got problems isit... ur own problems le.. dun cum find mii.. ii dun care.. dun sms mii wif those good nite msg.. ii noe uu wun't wish ii have a good nite.. uu wish ii have a nite wif those bad dreams.. wif those ghost haunting mii.. isn't it? i dun care.. changing to another gal now..
not muchie toking gal.. tired of life gal.. a gal tat dun trust anyone.. totally everythingy tat ii once haf.. ii'm different.. ii'm not the same gal uu know kk.. becuz of all those heartless ppl out there.. ii change for uu all.. rmb tat.. ii change for uu all.. iis uu all who make me doesn't believe anythingy.. a gal tat once being funni trying to make ppl luff.. isn't the same gal le.. wuld be so cold all tat.. okay uu all better rmb is u all hai mi one.. ii dun care now.. fan zhen ppl also wun't care.. they rather ii die..
like erica say.. rather ii transfer better.... more good ii die.. disappear from tis world.. from their mind disappear.. and she even say.. dun eeven need to say good bye when ii leave... tat wat she say.. got it.. uu all see.. it? ppl hate mii.. everyone hate mii.. everyone see ii bu shuang... so now a new mi.. hope uu all will like it......................................................
9:53:00 PM
den alot of thingy happened.. wahaha.. got tis teacher cum in horr.. exams can chat can play can cheat.. can luff.. -.-" our class li hai horr.. =X haha.. den got alot of thingy to say lehh.. wahaha..
now we duo le 2 close frenZz le.. so happi.. =X last time onli jiaqi aka bee. marilyn aka potato nn mii horr.. den now got pris n BELL aka lizard.. =X so funnn.. after exams after place is MARKET.. wahaha.. nice sia.. everyday go eat.. somemore not sian than the canteen de.. ii also guai guai early early go home.. so ii dun care.. tis time de exams muz pass all.. I BU GUAN.. pls pls pls... bao you wo.. every subject also pass le.. bao you bao you.. =D
like alot of ppl wanna join our group lehh.. we 5 ppl mar. den is all those crabby de type.. den luffing away de type.. den siao saio de type marr.. den alot of ppl wanna join.. wahhaa.. cuz our group good marr.. fun.. =X heeZz.. wat's a bhb wanling.. =X wahaha.. so funn.. got diana erica nia.. dun like they two.. uu two SHOO.. hmphh.. stupid erica beat my neck.. so pain.. pain dao todae.. neva play wif her play wif mii.. somemore use so muchie strength.. ii dun like her at first le.. hmphh! but now ii bu yao dui anyone got hatred le.. tired le.. wahaha.. so muchie hatred zuo mo.. later ii becum ugly ugly.. =X jkjk.. heeZz.. ii yuan ben jiu veri ugly le.. wahaha.. nowaday veri happi nia... mei you rainz de fan nan.. mei you ex de fan nan.. =X but rmb tat time chean say matthew still my stead... aaa.. bu dong larr.. shun qun zhi ran.. =X bu guan. =X fan zhen you stead mei stead also yi yang de.... fan zhen ii also mei you da shuan yao you stead.. =X cuz now not close wif any guyz except tat alex.. but alex n mii shi bu ke neng de.. =X 100% bu ke neng.. =X cuz horr.. ii bu yao zai bei pian le.. stead wif best frenZz. later sadx sadx.. mei you hao peng you peii mi chat all tat le... so muz liu zhu.. =X jkjk.. siao one lar mii.. wat am ii toking also.. =X haha.. bu guan.. fan zhen mei you ren read my blog de.. =X
juz now horr go frenster see dao tat blogger thingy.. tao yan.. ii zao jiu zhi dao.. but not sure shi bu shi tat song.. yuan lai is tat song problem.. hai my pc got virus. -.-" den after tat horr faster go change diao le.. wahhaa.. so happi.. now anti virus.. =X ii mean no virus.. wahhaa.. aaa.. ii bu dong write wat lehh.. -.-" now like siao liao.. -.-" horr uu all got fa jue marr.. ?? suddenly so happi.. ki siao le mii.. dun care mii larr. haha.. cannot write le.. if not ii more mad le.. =X lalala~ fly away..
3:31:00 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
den after tat go up den history le.. sianZz lehh.. so hard... ii alot of question duno how to do.. die le.. fail fail fail le.. haiZz.. haiZz.. sianZz.. den after tat all tis paper den go market eat eat.. den eat finished go home lorr.. so sianZz.. nothingy muchie to write de.. haha.
nvm write in details bahh. todae when going to bell ring tat time tat mean sch start lar.. weitingx jie wish mii good luck lehh.. wahahaa. finally got one pppl wish mii le.. so happi.. =X den after tat go in classroom the whole class gal wish mii.. wahah.. sure pass le. jkjk.. =X ahhhhhhh reali nothingy to write lehh.. so short.. tian ar.. bu hao kan le.. later my blog.. jkjk.. haiZz.. hen sianZz.. wanling jia you wroZz for exams.. muz get into 2E.. yay ii muz.. ii muz!! =X byeee. go orh orh first.. tired..
2:25:00 PM
Monday, October 04, 2004
dden still say alot.. say dao ppl also feel uu irritating.. not ii say de.. is ppl say de.. when uu gossip abt other ppl feel so sianZz one uu noe anot.. aiya.. but who cares.. ii not gonna care... ii duno wat am ii wrong.. cuz uu say de thingy aren't true? flirt.. did i.. uu tell mii infront of mii larr.. when ii did iit.. want say thingy say infront.. dun say behind my backie.. ii hate backstabber... kk.. so next time when uu not happi wif mii juz say in my face.. zuo mo go around telling huiwen.. telling isabella.. telling marilyn abt mii.. so sianZz.. ii once treat uu as my good frenZz.. but ii din't noe tat uu also backstab mii.. sianZz.. tired of uu all le.. 1E reali sux.. iif ii did wrong somethingy.. juz say out when n wat did ii do... but ii din't noe anythingy when uu all say.. say ii keep snatch ppl thingy.. did i? uu go ask around.. when did i snatch.. when? when did ii take ppl thingy nn treat it as mine.. uu say mii like saying urself lehh.
uu todae take marilyn tamakuchi nn not gonna give back.. wat is tis? uu saying urself is it? ii help marilyn take thingy back.. uu say ppl plls tink of urself first... if ii wrong ii will change it.. cuz ii in the wrong now.. but now ii duno wat wrong ii make.. ? in secondary sch ii reali tired of frenZz.. frenZz around mii backstab... gossip thingyz tat aren't true... iif uu wanna cum see my blog ii let uu see.. cuz ii not another gal tat is backstabbing like uu all.. suan le.. dun want say uu all le.. keep backstab mii.. so fun meh.. dun understand uu all...
haiZz.. todae during lit tat time.. xiang kang n duno who wanna fite.. den after sch played wif huiwen they all lorr.. so weird. she keep pour water on marilyn.. make dao her whole shirt wet de. -.-" summore dun want stop.. -.-" den keep pour.. den after tat we go home.. while walking saw alex they all.. nn luo dan they all.. luo dan cum back le.. quite cool lar can say he wear nn his hair all tat. haha..
den after tat stupid jiaqi.. pris... marilyn!!! they all horr keep cross the long guo.. -.-" uu noe tat one tat near aljunied mrt.. so big rite? diao.. den after tat alex.. nelson.. zhen lu came le.. diao~ they horr so dangerous de.. kep throw those glass bottle de glass on mii to scare mii jump over.. so scary lorr.... den ii xia dao faster jump over le.. woohooo den finally happi le.. den si nelson they all keep say wat iif ii so little aslo scare den next time go spark C bu shi cham. -.-" dun xia mii lehh.. haiZz..
say dao spark C den let mii reminded of my result.. hope ii stil can be in 2E ii dun want transfer class... wanling jia you oooo. okay end here.. byee.. ii go slp first.. =X byeee.. two more days to exams... wanling jia you...
11:01:00 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004
ii at first tink tat wr didn't like mii in the first place until chean say.. ii'm wr second stead... nn is second counted longest that we stead.. first one is his current stead.. ii noe he now serious le.. d other stead of his onli 1 weeks.. haiZz. but ii din't noe tat he too got abit serious wif mii.. ii realii din't noe.. ii have been tinking tat he have been playing wif mii.. as ppl have been saying on n on into my ears to forget him.. ii realii din't noe anythingy.. haiZz.. ii do lurve him.. lurve him for 1 yrs ++.. had a hard time forgetting.. but iit juz came tat ii tot ii forget him.. but NO.. ii din't ii was wrong.. tat time went to his frenster nn ii saw his stead n him.. was like so sadx lorr.. haiZz. the heart painx came again... haiZz.. ii reali neva tot tat ii still lurve him.. ii hope ii forget.. but ii din't.. the heart painx tat Rain neva give.. tat time huixuan one wordz make me cry one time n feel painx onli.. den d other time ii din't.. ii tot my heartx is numb.. but heyz no ii'm not.. is juz tat maybe ii dun lurve him as muchie as ii lurve d other 3 guyx..
den matthew.. haiZz.. belinda told me tat he got stead wif other... but no again.. have been bluff... but ii duno who cheated mii.. chean say tat ii'm matt first stead... haiZz.. ii din't noe tat.... ii din't wanna leave him.. all ppl noe tat... but his coldness towards mii.. is totally there.. ii asked her tat yy he didn't reply my msg.. she juz say he siao one marr.. diao~ haiZz.. haiZz.. den she say tat we haven break though... cuz no one say it... den ii juz ooooo din't show how sadx ii'm.. ii reali din't noe anythingy.. wat a useless gal ii'm.. wr have serious but ii tot he din't.. matt sure will serious cuz is first stead.. unless he dun't want.. but ii noe he's not tat type of guyz.. haiZz.. ii reali din't know.. reali din't.. haiZz.. ii do lurve him.. reali do.. but wr ii have to forget him.. though is hard but no matterx wat also muz.. cuz for his stead de xin fu.. ii muz muz muz de.. den for matt.. ii dun't know.. haiZz.. maybe sms him nn ask the truth bahh.. but ii din't dare also... haiZz.. nowaday no one came to look at my blog so nvm.. watever ii write also nvm..
haiZz.. realii feelx so sadx.. feel tat ii so lousy.. feel so useless tat ii din't noe anythingy.. belinda bluff mii again.. matt didn't haf stead at all.. ii was wrong... was totally wrong... he didn' leave mie at al.. he didn't.. but yy do ii feel so sadx now.. haiZz.. yy am ii so stupid.. ii din't like rain though.. haiZz.. ii din't noe anythingy din't noe at all. haiZz.. wat am ii gonna do now... who shld ii lurve now.. ii bu dong..
rain is a flirt.. now ii noe tat too le.. no wonder alex tell mii tat.. ii at first keep deny for him.. but until tis week ii realii do noe wat happened n y he say le.. haiZz.. my two ex are not flirt at all.. they aren't... not at all.. haiZz... no wonder tat there is a saying say tat.. when ppl lurve uu.. they realii are.. but when they aren't.. no matterx wat they also can't.. when they say they lurve uu.. they can't say they aren't when they say they dun't lurve uu anymore... they can't say they still lurve uu.. it's so true.. i'm so sorii.. realii so sorii.. haiZz....
piannoo gonna cum le.. haiZz.. gonna stop first.. later cum back write again.. ii got alot alot alot to say.. cuz ii realii duno wat to do.. no one is there to let mi say out thingy... no one is there for mii.. even those like jh they all.. haiZz.. he have been saying he lurve me. but do he noe wat is real lurve.. ii realii tink he duno.. haiZz.. he doesn't give mii a feeling tat let mii tink tat he do.. haiZz.. nn even he do.. did he liao jie mii.. no.. he din't.. he doesn't even noe wat ii like.. wat ii lurve... wat ii do.. when ii sadx... and ii can't say anythingy to him.. cuz ii reali abit dun trustx him.. ii onlii telling ppl tat ii trust... haiZz.. ii duno one post duno write how mani haiZz le... haiZz.. din't noe so muchie thingy tat have been hiding.. haiZz.. ii'm sooo sorii..
haiZz.. juz now piano time horr.. got rainnn lehh.. ahhh.. yi kan dao rain jiu xiang dao him.. haiZz.. dao di like whoo.. matt?? wr?? rain? is who? ii duno.. haiZz.. ii guess rain ii dun reali like bahh.. like onli.. or can say crush? matt haven break lehh... chean say de.. tat mean stead?? ii still have feeling for wr lehh.. ahhhhh.. ii duno ii duno ii duno.. ahhhhh ii reali duno.. hao sianZz... got stead like no stead like tat... haiZz..
haiZz.. now wish wr n cassandra can last forever... ii noe they can.. jia you..
10:45:00 AM
Friday, October 01, 2004
after sch horr.. SO HAPPI.. juz cum out onli.. saw him le.. wahhaa. =X den after tat down there play chat everythingy lorr.. den saw HIM lehh.. wahhaa.. so happi.. =X den after lehh.. den ii keep luff luff luff. =X den after tat lehh.jiu hen sianZz le.. cuz he walk away.. den after tat go ask weide someone de hp. =X den after tat he say neva saw him.. wahaha.. qi shi ii pian him one.. ii got le. =X
den after tat lehh.. go walk around the track.. =X den go go go lorr.. walk walk lorr.. den after tat lehh.. we went back to the 1E table chat lorr.. den after tat xiang yu suddenly angry den walk away.. xia dao me.. den after tat lehh.. chat chat chat.. chat dao tohwee cum find huiwen.. den after tat we stay awhile.. den go home le.. den on the way.. huixuan call HIM.. tao yan.. =X den ii saio siao onee.. juz siao saio den juz anyhow say she flirt.. flirt wif HIM.. =X juz play play er yi.. =X sorii worZz..
den after tat go home le.. den go cold storage buy thingy.. JIAQI n HUIXUAN PANGSEH LOR.. veri nice to pangseh mii.. at kallang mac there.. they pangseh... den ii ran.. den almost bang by van... they noe anot.. NO.. juz keep on runing.. so angry.. den dun care le... juz walk le.. they want run den run.. fang zhen is not the first time they pangseh le.. frenx like not frenx like tat... juz leave me alone er yi.. suan le.. ii dun care.. fan zhen ii dun haf true frenx lorr..
suan le.. bu guan le.. life sux jiu shi le... ii won't tok anythingy to anyone.. maybe except alex bahh.. cuz at least can trust him.. can chat wif him.. =X dun wu hui horr.. cuz ii trust him as a frenx. wahaha.. =X
den after tat lehh buy finished den they cum.. den ii long ago tell them cum cold storage.. den in d end so long.. daio~ den angry le.. buy myself.. suan le.. next time wun't ask anyone le larr.. feel alone hai better. fan zhen ii feel onlii ii living in tis world le.. WHO CARES LE. ii got to like d other.. tink of themself onli.. neva care abt ppl feeling.. yy shld ii care when ppl dun care mine... yy ii have been helping other yy other doesn't wanna help me when ii in trouble.. yy lehh.. dun want be hao ren le.. hao ren alwayx get hurtx.. alwayx first die de.. u see in tv rite.. alwayx hao ren die first de.. haiZz.
haiZz.. suan le.. bu guan.. nowaday maybe stress or wat.. keep see dao bad side of ppl.. neva xiang dao their good side.. but sumtimes after xiang dao halfway den will xiang dao their good side de lehh.. haiZz.. wat am ii doing.. maybe siao le larr... suan le.. ii also dun care... ii zao wan laso will die.. anywhere.. dun want write le.. byeee..
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