+___tree, wind and leaf...+
the story of wind, leaf and tree
leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit. or because tree didn't ask her to stay.
tree=== the reason i'm called tree is because i'm good at painting trees. overtime i started to paint a tree in the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolor paintings. i had dated five girls when i was in pre-u. there's one girl whom I loved a lot but never dared go after. she didn't have a pretty face, nor a good figure, or outstanding charm.
she was just a very ordinary girl. i like her. i really like her. like her innocence, her frankness. like her cuteness, her intelligence and her fragility. my reason for not going after her was that i felt somebody so ordinary was not good enough for me. i was also afraid that if we got together all the special feelings i had would vanish. i feared that other people's gossiping would hurt her. i also felt that if she was meant to be my girl, she would be mine ultimately and i didn't have to give everything up just for her. the last reason made her stay with me for 3 years. she watched me chase after other girls for 3 years, and i made her heart cry for 3 years.
she wanted to be a good actress and i was a very demanding director. when i kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. she was embarrassed but smiled and said "go on!" before running off. the next day, her eyes were swollen like walnuts. i purposely ignored what had caused her to cry and instead, laughed at her the whole day. when everyone else went back home, she sat alone crying in the classroom. she didn't know that i had returned from soccer training to get something. i watched her cry for an hour or so.
my fourth girlfriend didn't like her. there was once when both of them quarrelled. i know that based on her character she was not the one who had started off the quarrel. but i still sided with my girlfriend. i shouted at her and her eyes were filled with shock. i didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. the next day, she still laughed and joked with me as though nothing happened. i know that she was very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ached as badly as hers.
when i broke up with my fifth girlfriend, i asked her out. after going out for a day, i told her that i had something to tell her. she told me that coincidentally, she had something to tell me too. i told her about my breakup and she told me about her getting together with someone else. i know who the guy was. he had been going after her for quite a while. he was a very cute guy who was full of energy, lively and interesting.
his pursuit for her had been the talk of the school. i couldn't let her know how my heart ached but could only smile and congratulate her. when i reached home, my heart ached so bad that i can't stand it. there was like a heavy weight upon my chest. i couldn't breathe. i wanted to shout but couldn't. tears rolled down and i broke down and cried. how many times have i seen her cry for the man that didn't even acknowledge her presence?
during graduation, i read a sms in my handphone. It was sent 10 days ago when i broke down and cried, but i hadn't read it since then. it said, "leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit. or because tree didn't ask her to stay."
leaf===during pre-u days, i liked to collect leaves. why? because i felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has relied on for so long it takes a lot of courage. during the 3 years of pre-u i was on very close terms with a guy. not the bgr kind but the buddy kind. but when he had his first girlfriend, i learned a feeling i never should have learnt - jealousy. the sourness in the heart couldn't be described using a lemon. it's sourness to the extreme limit. they were only together for 2 months. when they broke up, i hid my strong sense of happiness. but after a month, he got together with another girl.
i like him and i know he likes me. but why wouldn't he pursue me? since he loved me why didn't he make the first move? whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would ache. time after time, my heart was hurt again and again. i began to suspect this was a one sided love. but if he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? it's beyond what uu would do for a normal friend. liking a person is very heart wrenching. i may know his likes, his dislikes, his habits, etc. but his feelings towards me i can never figure out. uu can't expect me, a girl, to ask him right?
despite all this, i still wanted to be by his side. care for him, accompany him, love him, hoping that one day, he will love me too. i waited for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. i know that no matter how busy he was, he would make time for me. because of this, i waited for him. the 3 years were the hardest to go through and I really wanted to give up. at times, i wondered whether i should continue waiting. the pain, the hurt, and the dilemma accompanied me for 3 long years.
towards the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior began to go after me. everyday he pursued me relentlessly. from outright rejection to a point in time when i felt that i was willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. he's like a warm and gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. in the end, i realised that i didn't want to give this wind just a small footing in my heart. i know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away to a better land. finally I left tree. but tree onlii smiled and didn't ask me to stay. leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit. or because tree didn't ask her to stay.
wind====i like a girl called leaf. because she's so dependent on tree, i have to be a gust of wind, a wind that will blow her away. when i first met her, it was one month after i transferred to the new school. i saw a petite girl looking at my seniors and i playing soccer. during cca time, she would always be sitting there looking at him, be it alone or with her friends. when he talked with other girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. when he looked at her, there's happiness in her eyes. looking at her became my habit, the way she liked to look at him.
one day, she wasn't there. i felt something was amiss. i can't explain the feeling except that it's a sense of uneasiness. the senior was also not there. i went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scold her. tears were in her eyes when he left. the next day, i saw her at her usual place looking at him. i walked over and smiled at her, took out a note and gave it to her. she was surprised. she looked at me, smiled and accepted the note. the next day, she passed me a note and left.
leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away.
it's not that leaf's heart is too heavy. it is because leaf never wanted to leave tree.
i replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me and accepted my presents and phone calls. i know that the person she loved wasn't me. But i had the perseverance that one day, i could make her like me. within 4 months, i had declared my love for her no less than 20 times. every time, she would divert away from the topic. but i never gave up. if i decided i wanted her to be mine, i would definitely use all means to win her over. i can't remember how many times i had declared my love for her. although i knew she would try to divert, i still had a small glimmer of hope, hoping that she would agree to be my girlfriend.
i didn't hear any reply from her over the phone, so i asked "what are uu doing? why didn't uu reply?" she said, "i'm nodding my head." "ah?" i couldn't believe my ears. "i'm nodding my head," she replied loudly. i hanged up the phone, changed quickly, took a taxi, rushed to her place and pressed her door bell. when she opened the door. i hugged her tightly. leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit. or because tree didn't ask her to stay.
9:32:00 PM
Lurvee
..*L0ve*..
if you love someone, let them go.
If they return to you, it was meant to be.
If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with...
a great love is when you shed tears and still cares for him & still longs for him,
he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say " I'm happy for you " (:
the worst thing in the world is seeing the one you love with the one they love.
you always lurvee the ones who leaves you and leaves the one who loves you.
loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel and not how you let go but how you hold on.
a guy and a girl can be just friends ,
but.. at one point or another ,
one of them will fall for the other ,
maybe temporary ,
maybe at wrong time ,
maybe too late ,
maybe .. Just maybe... forever... .. *yahHh* ..
3:04:00 PM
lurvee hurtx
haiZz.. juz now dunno wat happen.. ytd was like crying for wr.. dunno y.. haiZz... is like chatting wif ppl mar.. den wu liao den go frenzster.. den see see see link link link.. den duno y link dao wr there le.. haiZz.. den saw dao his stead give him de testi.. den at first i was like.. huh? stead again ar.. den after tat see dao he give his stead de testi.. den after tat i cry le.. haiZz.. i dunno lar.. was juz feelingx so sad.. den was like the tears keep drop.. even i try to close my eyes den also drop.. haiZz.. i dunno lar.. i hate myselfx.. already so long le.. i still crying for him.. somemore is likee.. i dunno how to say.. haiZz.. i tot i already can stop crying for him le.. but haiZz.. suan le bahh.. hope tis time is the last time i cry for him le..
den today also cry lehh.. wake up in the morning den online lor.. den online le.. den chat chat chat.. den chat wif wr de cousin.. den was like they tok abt wr.. haiZz.. den tokking to someone also.. he also veri sad.. den he sad make dao i cry le.. i dunno y lor.. siao de lar me.. haiZz.. i now veri scare to go in frenzster le lehh.. hopee i everytime go in wun't rmb him can le.. haiZz.. dunno lar... drop so muchie tears for wat.. haiZz.. i so useless.. i sux nia.. haiZz.. wat is actually happened to me.. i dunno.. haiZz.. i hate myself..
2:59:00 PM
hao xiang hao xiang ta~
aaa... juz now reali go airport... heeZz.. go there den see my aunty n my uncle go to australia.. so xin fu hor.. den my cousin de baby is here.. wahhaa.. den my uncle de baby tat is Elston n jordan.. here lehh.. so cute of them.. so in other word got 3 baby wif me.. so cuteee!! den Harry hor 1 years old noe how to walk le lehh.. so clever of him.. den Elston hor.. more cute.. he scare to walk mar.. but he also veri clever.. he noe how to shake head n nod head.. is like his dad ask him wanna eat more mar. den he shake head.. haha so cuteee!!!
den after tat went to kallang there near the stadium the PA to watch firework.. wahahax... so NICE!! how i wish he was beside me... heeZz.. jk lar.. he neva will wif me de.. haha.. got HEART alot of pattern... wahahaha.. but the sound was like so loud.. scary nia.. but nvm nice jiu hao.. haha..
den after tat my papa say walk home.. diao~ from PA there WALK to Bugis lehh.. so long way.. yao wo de ming ar... but no choice in d end walk le... got alot of indian worZz.. haha.. den alot of ppl wearing red colour de.. so bright de colour.. haha..
den cum back home.. house empty de.. onli got my brother.. haha.. so sianZz.. now blogging lor.. den chatting.. den the Eng Wah.. say wat saw me at the kallang tat bridge.. i neva saw u lar.. so weird de.. i zhun zhun at the bridge missing HIM.. bu shi ENG WAH lar... haha.. den y bian bian muz ENG WAH at the bridge.. er bu shi HIM lehh.. haiZz.. still gt tml cannot c him.. sianZz.. kk end here le.. dunno write wat le.. sianZz.. haha.. byebyee..
9:09:00 PM
sick sick sick~
haiZz.. sick le.. stupid de going to exams den sick.. stupidd..!! haiZz.. aa.. today ar.. juz nothing to do at home lor.. keep use pc.. haven eat now.. heeZz..
later maybe going to airport to see my aunty n uncle.. they all going to australia to find my cousin.. so good hor~ i also want go there c kangaroo lehh.. haiZz.. i want lehh.. den after tat maybe go my uncle shop there.. cuz juz infront jiu shi stadium le.. i want watch firework.. wahahax.. tis year yi ding yao watch dao wan.. haha..
exams round the corner le.. ppl n HIM.. study hard hard worZz.. muz get good result hor... heeZz.. jia you jia you.. haiZz sick le.. shou bu liao... kk later maybe write bahh.. cya..
1:05:00 PM
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[[ Extracted ]] from Xue's blog
A very meaningful story..read it..
Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...
Jun was veri charming & many girls could`t helpfalling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.
As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jenonly had Jun in her heart.altought She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..she still continued to love him whole heartedly...Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joinin.Jun then ask her;
Why don't you let me join you?Jen replied;Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.Jun then ask her again;If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well. :)
However, nothin last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinnertogether... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.
That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her. He said:Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..Jun hugged her tightly. He said:Jen, There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just would`t allow me to accompany you?Jen was stunned..pausing for a few seconds,Jen replied...Because...Because i don't wish to let you know...I was crying...
12:25:00 AM
haiZz...
haiZz.. todae ar.. early in the morning have my piano lesson.. den after tat go my cousin house.. cuz her son's 1 years old birthday.. cute lehh him.. haiZz.. den after tat his birthday cake yummy~ the ice cream de lehh.. nice nice.. den after tat.. my cousin n my aunty n uncle cum my house lor.. cuz my house can watch dao firework.. haha.. den after tat so funny lehh.. we 7 somethingy went up to 14 floor tinking can watch from tat floor.. den was like 8o'clock haven start firework.. stupid lehh.. den after tat wait lor..
den wait dao my aunty they all legs pain pain.. den i was like so stupid.. went ddown wif my cousin to 5th floor to my house to take chair.. den so stupid.. run up n down alot of times lehh.. stupid horr.. den after tat take finish.. wait awhile den firework le.. YIPEEE~ den after tat.. can onli watch awhile.. in d end we all change place to my house there lor.. my house can watch better view worZz.. haha.. stupid de.. den was like down there watch lorr... den so fast finish de... today so little firework de.. i like most is the last part.. alot of it cum out.. so nicee...
aaa.. before tat.. when my family they all went down for dinner.. den was like me n my cousin veri full lor.. den dun want eat first.. den me n my cousin stay at home down there lor.. toking abt HIM.. cuz at first she dunno de.. den was like we wanna name my hamster mar.. den like i bu xiao xin say dao his name out.. den she say u like him ar.. den blar blar blar.. den after tat we there toking abt him lor.. haiZz.. alot of gals like him lehhh. haiZz. tat mean he also flirt de lehh.. if not wun't have so muchie gal like him de.. haiZz.. dunno y feel my fate haiZz lor.. y everytime like flirt guyz.. y lehh... now is like if i like him little bit... i leave ok i leave... sure one day can forget him de mar.. since like alittle.. but now like yue lai yue like him.. den is like my cousin cum tell me haiZz.. totally is like no mood le lor.. haiZz.. wei shen mo. feel like dying lorr... reali live in tis world for wat.. waste resources.. waste everythingy.. haiZz... n my fate is like haiZz.. me is ming zhu ding like flirt guyz is it... haiZz.. last time de HIM.. is play wif gals.. tat wat my frenz say... den his cousin.. haiZz.. was like actually dun like me de lor.. haiZz.. suan le lar.. den now is like i like him alittle de shi hou.. alot of ppl tell me he not badz lor.. juz tat bu shi hen shuai~ diao~ i den dun care... den now yue lai yue like him.. den was like den find out tis stupid thingy.. y like tat de... hate myself so muchieee.... i duno how le lar... hope tat my cousin say de is wrong de lor.. he gen ben bu shi flirt guy jiu hao le... feel reali like him yue lai yue duo le.. hope can stop here first.. bu ke yi like le.. i cannot stand another heartbreak.. zhi dao mar.. reali cannot le.. already so muchie scar they left.. n now one more.. i dun want.. i noe i being selfish.. but reali i shou bu liao le.. juz now almost cry when hear dao.. haiZz.. juz now look thru my kor de year book find HIM... haiZz.. c le also not reali veri happi le.. den was like look at him.. he sec 1 so NERD.. haiZz.. but look funny.. den was like show my cousin lor.. den she down there luff dao siao.. haha.. den after tat haiZz.. dun want to write le lor.. now dunno n dun want to write le.. haiZz.. byebye..
11:15:00 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
ahhhh..
aaaa todae ar.. so aaa weird nehh.. haiZz.. todae wake up quite early.. tinking is Sundae.. stupid horr.. den was like preparing for Piano lesson.. den wonder y my papa went out so early.. n my mama slp so early.. cuz is like on sundae they neva like tat de.. den like gong gong waiting for teacher.. den was like... aaa.. stupid nehh.. until 12 teacher neva cum.. still gong gong waiting.. den after tat rmb alakma todae is sat.. stupid horrr..
cuz hor.. every sat also got guide.. den like now dun haf feel weird weird lor.. haha.. but reali veri stupid lehh tinking abt my action.. >.< suan le.. haha.. den after tat 12 somethingy go play pc like tat lor.. alot of ppl ask me go out.. but i dun want lehh.. dunno y.. feel like slping at home.. den after tat rmb todae is go out wif Lay Kheng de lehh.. alakma.. she neva call me.. i also forget.. den also haven decide wat time meet.. go where.. haha. tink nvm bahh.. haha.. so sianZz.. whole dae at home slack.. haha.. dunno do wat mar.. heeZz.. den after tat slp at home for some hour.. den again use pc.. den go buy food den again use pc.. haha... haiZz.. dunno how lehh.. exams cuming i stil here playing all tat.. now hor.. i do a new blogskins lehh.. quite like it.. wahaha.. do by myself de worZz.. so happi.. in abt 30 mins jiu finish le.. haha.. but now nt the time to put up first... haha.. cuz put tis skins not long ago mar.. so tat skin put up after abt 2 months? or 1 months bahh.. haha.. kk le reali nothing to write lehh..
missing him quite alot lehh.. tinking 4 days cannot c him.. make me jump here jump there le.. haha.. wanling cannot too like him worZz.. horr.. haha.. dun want heartbreak again le.. have enuff.. haha... hopeee tis time his character is not like the two ex.. pray pray pray.. heeZz.. kk end here le byeee..
8:50:00 PM
ahhh sad lehh.
haiZz.. juz now go thru some of the msg.. i still left my ex the msg.. haiZz.. den kan dao le abit sad leh.. xiang dao last time all those msg.... sianZz le.. haiZz.. duno wat to do now.. veri sad lehh.. haiZz.. y nowaday keep sad de.. haiZz.. now already 1.28Am le.. i still here tinking so muchiee.. haiZz.. haiZz.. dun want xiang dao all the memories of him le.. i have enuff le.. dun care le.. end~
1:23:00 AM
sad~~
haiZz.. today ar... haiZz sad day.. in the morning 6.45 reach sch.. den go find guide de ppl.. i was wearing the full U cuz got speech to say mar.. den after tat go assembly den i run up to the hall.. den so scary lehh.. got 5 ppl saying the speech.. Red Cross is Red Cross.. heeZz.. NPCC is a gal tat Si ying noe de bahh.. den NCC is Wei Yi.. den Scout dunno lehh.. den Me is mE lor.. heeZz.. den after tat is RC first. Den Wei Yi.. Den NPCC.. den ME lee.. haiZz.. so scary.. den is like when i go say hor.. liek luan luan say like tat.. so scary.. i hao pa.. den after tat faster go read finish faster run diao so scary.. den after tat go change den go find guide.. muz draw face n hand lehh.. haiZz.. den after tat faster go le.. den go up hall there.. at first is NCC.. NCC u all do veri well lehh.. *clap clap*
den after tat is guide.. so scare lehh.. i middle person lehh.. so scaryy.. den is like i abit going to dance wrong so scary.. den after tat finish le faster run off le.. hao scary.. den after tat is dunno which group de.. den after tat down there watching.. den i saw HIM.. wahahax.. so shuai lehhh him.. heeZz.. den after tat is like keep c him.. when he singing n dancing de shi hou i onli look at him.. so shuaii. haha.. den after tat finish all the concert.. den is the most scary part.. giving out prize.. den is like so scary.. RC got consolation... n sCout also.. den after tat 3rd prize den us.. haiZz.. i want first lar.. den 2nd NCC.. yIpeee.. 1st haiZz suan le dun want say.. haiZz.. den after tat finish le.. den go le lorr.. we all go up to the stage sing song. haha.. all down there playing onli.. haha.. den after tat play finish go guide room.. change here change there.. den after tat i go down bring the goodie bag to Mr Azman.. haha.. he so cute de.. haha.. den after tat.. den go take bag den go MRT meet JIaqi they all.. we go bugis play play.. hahax.. den after tat walk here walk there.. see dao Lydia Xue Ying.. Hsing Chieh.. Vivien.. Catherine.. Wei Yi.. den quite alot bahh.. den after tat Hsing Chieh say i look like my kor kor.. -.-lll y everyone say different thingy de.. haha.. den after tat i go le.. den walk around awhile den jiaqi they all go le...
den i go find my cousin.. den pei her walk around find present.. den go arcade see junnan n wangyu they all.. haha.. den after tat go le.. den go diao le.. den walk around awhile.. den cousin wanna go back le.. den go lor.. den pei her wait for bus.. den i go home.. den now write blog.. haha.. kk end here le... btw my song nice mar.. wahahax.. hhaa..
2:37:00 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
sad~
hihiZz backie to write blog.. haiZz.. todae is like heartstring day lor.. at first go for dunno wat briefing den start le.. den i go around drag ppl cum my stall haha.. den see him.. at first veri happi.. haha... c him of course happi.. keep c him lehh.. he was playing wif balloon.. haha.. cute lehh.. haha.. den after tat i go around drag drag den duno y lurve to go cambodia there look.. haha.. den c him again.. haha siao de me.. haha.. aaa.. den finish de shi hou.. we have to clear up.. got me chen lin... jiaqi.. marilyn go down haha.. so er xin lehh.. some ppl also not responsible de.. their stall they neva cum down.. bad hor.. hai use muz help, bad~ den after tat go up wait for time to end.. den sch end le... den after tat i go take clothes wanna change de shi hou.. got tat stupid gal beside me lor.. den is like i everytime is walk near ncc room there the linkway. cuz nearer... den after tat i walk lor.. den she beside me.. den SAW HIM.. den is like i walk past mar.. jia jia neva c him cuz got stupid gal mar.. later she noe i noe him den go flirt him.. den how i noe he go n say to HER " y go everywhere also kan dao ni de" den i found out like actually he noe her le.. haiZz.. sure gone le.. he sure bei flirt away le.. today like keep kan dao he look at her lehh.. haiZz.. tat y after changing i like keep crying le.. den sit down there lor... den the zhi wei cum ask for the dunno wat extend the wire de plug.. den is like i no mood to tok lor.. den is like neva care.. den is like he ask me look at him.. den look lor.. haiZz.. reali no mood mar. the tears almost fall le.. dun want say le... tinking of the time where c her n him together happily.. haiZz.. dun want say le... den is like i call le erica ask her where is she.. den she say she near house le.. den tell zhi wei lor.. den too bad le.. he can't borrow dao.. den after tat we all faster go buy drink le den go up.. den wait awhile..
den senior ask us go guide room practice.. den pratice finish go down.. den kan dao he sing.. n dance.. so cute... haiZz.. dunno lar.. kan dao him like crying le.. dunno lar.. den after tat they go le.. our turn to dance.. den is like so funn lor.. den after tat stay back awhile to dance also.. den form the pryamid lor.. den XY below me mar.. her bone so hard.. totally so hard.. den i was liek ver pain lor.. cannot take le.. cuz her bone so hard somemore.. den when they say cum down.. i faster jump le.. the knee the bone like go another side le.. den faster jump down den rotate abit.. den back le.. heng heng.. haha.. den after tat dance again.. den briefing.. den go take pompom den go le.. haha.. den today take my papa car home.. wahhaa.. can save money.. wahha.. cum home play piano.. eat.. den play pc.. maybe go do pompom now bahh.. kk stop le.. byebye... haiZz..
8:38:00 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
pain here pain there... >.<
haha.. todae here pain there pain.. everyway also pain pain... in the morning ar... during reading period.. Mrs Wong cum find me.. give me tat speech the paper.. diao~ like change dao alot lehh.. haha.. nvm nvm.. den after tat say wat muz wear full u when saying the speech lehh.. stupid nehh.. hate it.. so ma fan to wear full u de.. but it looks nice.. haha..
den after tat lesson..but let's not say lesson.. cuz veri sian... den after sch ar.. faster go eat le. den change.. den rush up to guide room put bag.. den go hall... den after tat Hsing Chieh ask us go outside guide room to pratice.. quite good le we all.. haha.. den after tat we wear the costume.. it was like... ermm... quite nice.. but too short leee..... not enuff length leh.. wear le like weird.. so if the length longer den can treat as dress like those no hole in between de....
den after tat go back den was like going our turn so scary.. haha.. den go up dance dance... den after tat go down le.. alot of ppl clap.. happi.. haha.. den we got into the thingy lehh.. so happi.. haha.. den after tat down there sitting listening to Mr Ong tok de shi hou.. den was like so sian.. down there tok.. den say wat guide thingy.. guide de dance muz cut shorter.. diao~ not short enuff mehh.. den after tat.. is like HIM sit quite near me.. wahahhaa.. juz beside.. can c clearly =X.. haha.. but like i die le.. he like caught me looking at him le..
X( haha.. si diao le.. haha.. den i everytime jia jia look another side.. den Alex was like sit beside him mar.. den he hor.. stupid de.. infront of him keep like nod his head n ask is him hor.. den blar blar blar.. die le lar.. den behind still got someone.. haha.. si le.. now sure spread rumors le.. haha..
ermm dun tok abt tis.. haha.. den after tat we go outside 2A down there pratice... haha.. we do the praymid hor so funn.. i the highest de... wahahax.. fun fun.. haha.. got chi ji gan.. haha.. i gonna be sure tat we going to be first.. wahahax.. i seems to like guide more n more le.. wahhaa.. haha.. aa.. den after tat go home le.. den cum home eat den use pc awhile den go bath.. den cum back blog.. hahaa.. now pain here pain there.. back so pain.. leg so pain. arm so pain.. n stomach so pain.. juz here pain there pain >.< haiZz.. nvm.. dun want write le.. veri pain.. byebye.. cya take care..
9:03:00 PM
aaa.. today ar... i keep rush all the hw lehh.. teacher give.. cuz i noe sure will go home late cuz of guide lor.. den after tat do do do.. den do dao duno wat ar.. uh-huh the lesson end le.. den after tat go for guide meeting.. awhile only.. den go le.. den go eat eat.. walk walk.. den i go for my remedial huiwen they all go their guide first... den new teacher for the remedial lehh.. duno who lai de... haha.. aa... den after tat faster finish le.. faster run for guide.. den go there dance the cheer.. den dance halfway.. c him=P.. he juz go away.. haha.. den after tat.. dance dance dance.. dance dao all perfect.. =D haha.. den after tat.. we down there doing pom pom.. den late late go home.. haha.. den at first nicole wanna go home first de.. but stupid de all gate lock. den after tat xiao yun teach use how to climb down to first floor.. den that staircase nearer go the 2G n the bball court there hor.. the gate not lock lehh.. diao~ den at first got one guy dunno his name.. he from second floor jump dao den after tat i shock dao.. so scare for him lehh.. haha.. den after tat xiao yun n her brother n nicole go halfway dan kan dao Aunty Betty.. haha.. den she ask us go.. den xiao yun n her brother pei nicole go home.. den me run up to tell they all to leave. haha.. stupid lehh.. so kong bu when run up.. cuz no one..
den run halfway kan dao RC there.. den faster find my cousin den go inside hall take bag... got su zhen jie they all help me take.. heeZz.. thank u sooo muchiee... den faster run wif my cousin go down.. den after tat go down den walk wif RC de ppl.. heeZz.. den my cousin down there shouting wanna go washroom.. diao~ be more wen rou mar.. cannot yi lu sha keep say mar.. den after tat walk dao veri dark de di fang.. den dunno who walk another way.. den tat guy tat jump de n hui min n my cousin walk together lor.. den walk dao the bus stop they two gal go le.. left me n tat guy.. den he walk fast fast den i walk slow slow.. haha.. cuz i dunno him mar.. den after tat he not walk down stairs de.. is jump stairs de.. so funnni.. heeZz.. den after tat he go bus stop den i walk to mrt wif out saying bye to him.. heeZz.. weird weird lehh.. if like tat say.. somemore dunno him.. juz noe him thru the piano.. haha.. cuz is like when i waiting for my cousin.. den backstage got piano mar.. den i down there playing he also playing another piano.. den play play play.. den i go he there see see see.. den after tat i play le he go here see see see.. choy choy i mean hear.. ahhaa.. he play also quite good lar.. he neva learn leh.. is juz ppl teach her learn.. hey wat am i toking.. haha..
den after tat go take mrt.. den when up the escalator hor.. got one indian guy keep c c c ... stupid lehh.. den after tat i feel somethingy not rite den walk quite to d end.. den after tat i go in the door.. then tat time the stupid indian go walk from train to train to here.. stupid lehh.. den after tat when going to reach bugis.. i faster go walk away when he not looking.. den so stupid lehh. when reach de shi hou hor.. i faster run out.. den after tat down there neva move lehh.. stupid hor.. den after tat wait for the mrt train de door close den i go.. haha.. stupid.. den after tat go meet my kor.. cuz sms him ask him cum pei me home.. haha.. cuz tat stupid guy so scary.. haha.. den after tat go home.. online awhile den go bath.. den back to online n doing my pom pom.. haha.. for cheers de.. haha.. den after tat cum write blog. haha.. kk end here le lar.. haha.. byebye.. cya take care... tired lehh.. here pain there pain.. haha.. slp.. ZzZz
10:46:00 PM
haloooooo!!
heeZz.. todae ar.. ALOT OF HW.. xia si ren.. during the lesson of READING PERIOD.. wahhaa.. no teacher lehh... so good.. den they all like guai guai reading mar.. i mean only some.. some do hw.. den after tat i dunno y.. suddenly say so loud... say.. " Hey.. Y we so Guai ar?" in chinese lor... den after tat whole class luff.. *shy shy* den after tat go TP.. combine wif 1B for TP lesson.. den after tat went down to 4B take book.. heeZz.. den saw Mr Naufal.. xia dao me.. den faster run diao.. heeZz.. den go for maths.. so sianZz.. den after tat was worry tat i wun't get back the literature book.. so went to 1F to borrow from Jasmine the Charlotte's web... Thank u worZz.. en after tat when Mdm wee step into the class.. den the book returned to me le.. diao~~ den teacher ask me y my book wif themm.. diao~ dunno how to reply lehh.. den luan luan reply le.. den continue wif lesson.. haha.. den recess.. den sci.. nothing muchie... den chinese.. nothing muchie too..
den home econ.. stupid de lehh.. i was sitting in another side mar.. cuz gal tat side no space so.. i sit another side which have no one... but den suddenly all guyz extra de go sit... den hai dao i extra only gal.. den bring my chair go over to the first sit... den is like got scolded by miss tan.. diao~ cuz stupid ALEX lar.. hai me de.. bleh =P.. keep tok tok tok.. den i also tok tok tok.. in d end all get caught.. haha.. den after tat got back the test paper... i scold 24 /30.. yipeee!! heeZz..
den after tat assembly le.. sianZz wanna slp le.. den after tat sch end.. den i go eat noodle.. den duno y stupid de.. eat eat eat.. den Alex shout at me say " WANLING ur CLothes got wat JIang You de stain" den i shock dao. den faster ask my frenz.. den they all wahhh! wahh le... xia dao me.. cuz i can't c mar.. at the back... den stupid lehh.. den lend pe t-shirt from Hui Wen.. den after tat go chance.. c a large patch of stupid chilli stain.. stupid !!!! den c le so er xin.. faster wanna wash.. but no soap.. den put in my bag le.. so er xin.. den after tat go for guide
at first haven start.. den we all at the backstage playing the piano.. wahhahaa.. fun fun.. i forget alot of pieces of songs le.. >.< stupid lehh.. after tat guide start le.. senior down there selecting who to go dance for the cheers.. den i so scare i not in lehh.. cuz i like tat cheer de dance.. heeZz.. den finally i in le.. so happy.. Yipee!!! ^^.. haha.. den after tat down there dancing.. we finish the whole dance in juz one day.. 3 hr only lehh.. i tink only 2 hr... wahahhaa... so happpyy..!!! quite fun lor the dance.. haha.. den after tat we down there cutting those dunno wat thingyy.. the pom pom ar? duno how to spell.. heeZz.. den 7 somethingy den go home.. haiZz.. den i lombang HuiWen's mama car to MRT.. wahaha.. quite fast go home.. den go home eat le. faster bath le.. den go wash my shirt.. cannot be wash away lehh.. *sobx sobz* wat to do..?? haiZz.. c my mama how help me le.. i wash is can't. .but maybe she can.. wahaha.. yipee..
den after tat rush through all my hw.. got alot lehh!! toot de teacher give so muchiee.. sad~ den i finish le faster online write blog le... haha.... today quite a happy day.. wish tml will be too.. haha.. happy alwayz be wif u.. haha.. kk end here.. bye bye..cya take care...
10:19:00 PM
haiZz sianZz...
todae like every sundae lor.. wake up quite early.. 7 somethingy jiu wake up le... early hor.. den online chat wif tat rayzhu.. haha.... den after tat chatted quite long den he offline..den left me.. sobz.. den feel so lonely... den after tat jiaqi online.. den after awhile she also offline le.. haiZz.. den after tat neva care muchiee.. juz sms wif ppl.. my sms going to over le.. si diao le.. now i use dao 795 le.. by 850 u cannot sms le. cuz i tell myself le.. haha.. later over i die die.. haha.. so cannot k.. wanling jia you.. wahaha =X.. ermmm..
den after tat got piano lesson.. today teach the exam pieces lehh.. ex leh tat book.. 20 bucks.. diao~ now i grade 6 le.. wahahaha... so happyy.. aaa... den finish piano le.. den go sms again.. den online all tat.. den how i noe i online halfway den slp le.. heeZz.. chat halfway den slp diao le. sori lehh u all.. sori sori.. i nowaday reali veri tired.. wish tat national day de time i can relax myself awhile.. den i back to attack le.. i mean not those attack.. is "attack".. attack those stupid hw!!! tests!!!! exams!!!!!!! haha.. aaa den wake up de shi hou is papa call de.. cuz go down eat.. veri fan lehh.. i rather slp den eat lehh.. =X.. den after tat go buy food for my mama.. leg pain pain.. toot de lehh.. last time eyes den now leg.. haiZz.. next time is where le.. choy choy choy.. i mean sure no more le.. dun want to pain here pain there le... haha.. aaaa... den now cum online write blog lor.. heeZz.. haven been doing hw lehh.. heeZz... shhh =X dun say k.. mayb go do now.. or else jiu si le... haha.. kk byebye..cya take care.. heeZz..
7:39:00 PM