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Friday, April 30, 2004

dunno how le..

haiZz.. cham le cham le.. today the english composition okok lor... but the paper 2 hor.. i can die le.. the compre got 50MARKS leh.. how.. my compre everytime fail de during my Primary Sch the test.. somemore now harder le.. si le si le.. she me ban.. i scare leh.. if fail de hua.. i confirm got scold dao siao.. haiZz.. juz pray hard can get good grade bahh.. at least give a B3 or even B4 or even C5 C6 D7 all also can except fail.. scare to c fail leh.. haiZz.. y my whole family the english not good de.. if good de i ok le.. haiZz..

ermm.. heard tat Lydia got go Stamford leh.. dunno wanna go now mar.. though is 3 something le.. but tink they still there bahhh.. ermmm.. nowaday like siao siao de.. like sian sian like tat.. like my frenz say i nowaday not so siao like last time.. nowaday like act act like tat... den like yao si yao si like tat.. haiZz.. reali so hard to pin xia qu leh.. feel like giving up to forget him le.. so hard leh.. everytime hor.. going to be happy again hor.. den he suddenly appear again le.. haiZz.. tat time toking on phone.. he also suddenly appear.. dun feel like listening to his voice le lar.. y everytime also like tat de... dunno how to say myself.. wanna forget den in d end dun want.. wat should i do... suan le lar.. dun tink too much now.. pass all my paper.. den man man tink dao siao bahh.. dunno how now leh.. feel like seeing him but also dun want.. everytime go bugis also got abit scare later kan dao him n his stead.. haiZz.. dunno how to say le lar.. dunno how to express myself..

juz now after sch.. yu cum ask me now got stead mar.. den i say no.. den she ask me sad mar.. haiZz.. dun say abt stead le.. no one will want me de.. haiZz... dunno lar.. nowaday like so sian.. dun feel like toking.. juz tat when c frenz muz tok.. or else they find me weird weird de one day neva tok.. last time if one day at home i quiet quiet.. den mum will cum ask me wat happen de.. so muz abit chao like tat they wun suspect anything.. haiZz.. suan le lar... juz let everything let it be lor.. tink i forever no one want le.. haha.. though ppl say tat i still young.. but i can predict de worZz.. haha.. haiZz.. dun feel like writing le.. so stress up.. exam exam exam!! sch so sux.. they juz noe exam.. haiZz.. stop here le... dunno wat to write le.. dun feel like writing also le..

Everyone ^+^Take Care^+^

3:25:00 PM

Thursday, April 29, 2004

SianZz... tml exam le..

haiZz.. sianZz tml English Exam le... dunno can pass anot nia.. heeZz.. ermm.. tink nothing to write... end here bahh.. juz wish all of my frenz all pass.. ermm.. including me hor.. heeZz...

oh ya today the assembly so funny.. the Sch Song keep from softer to louder... den soft.. den is like Benny.. go sing so loud when the sch song get softer.. den is like everyone there laughing de.. hahaha... den got one gal from 1F got caught.. Mrs Poh tot she is toking to another ppl.. tat y laugh.. haha.. den everyone say her eyes got stamp.. as all of us laugh le.. she neva catch.. only catch her only.. haha.. can't stop laughing le.. Heng the teacher neva catch me.. or else i cham le worZz... k stop here le byeee.. ^+GooD luCk+^

9:53:00 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

haiZz..

haiZz.. wat to do now.. haiZz.. juz now in sch.. ermmm.. veri sian lor.. coz cher go through the test paper.. feel so sad... duno y study getting lousy n lousy.. last time all my exam can pass de.. den i veri easy go work extream hard on my li hai de subject.. coz like tat i can get even higher.. heeZz.. den now hor.. i all so lousy.. how to work hard... haiZz.. dunno how le.. haiZz.. den cher teach the exam comprehension hor.. den suddenly the Sec 3 boi.. (rmb tat time work home den he say abt the NCC de) heeZz.. he ar.. cum in.. xia dao me.. when he tok.. den suddenly so energtic cuz i veri slpy mar when teacher teaching.. thank to him.. or else the whole day i slp le.. heeZz.. but feel like he dun want to be frenz wif me le bahh.. cuz after tat time we walk home together.. den he neva say hi to me or wat le.. last time still got leh.. haiZz.. dunno y le.. feel like so sad.. (someting cannot say yet muZ confirm like my kor say de.. confirm le den can say) haiZz.. dunno wat he tinking leh..

now hor.. i wanted to forget abt HIM le.. reali muz.. though is hard.. but muz try my BEST.. heeZz.. everyday also say.. ermm.. ppl say is no worth liking him lor.. haiZz.. tat time still rmb wilson cum tell me tat.. he say he neva stead wif me.. ermm.. den today ask Ray heeZz.. he say he regret le bahh.. haiZz.. suan le... juz forget all tis bahh.. heeZz.. forget le.. den can hui dao last time.. real siao like tat.. heeZz.. shhh.. dun say le.. later i more siao.. haha.. haiZz.. can't laugh le.. Li Yan de nick hor.. last time de.. is Sweet times end wif sweet days.. haha.. no is sad times end wif sad days.. heeZz.. dunno lar.. feel like so luan leh now.. dunno wat i tinking.. wat i feeling.. haiZz.. now my target is .. FORGET HIM.. n ermmm.. WORK HARD ON MY STUDY.. or else dis year stay back le.. i dun want to waste my time in MANJUSRI.. heeZz.. later if i lousy in my study.. den sure got ppl laugh my kor kor de.. so cannot.. haiZz.. muz study super hard le.. haiZz.. end here le.. ~~TaKe cArE~~

7:07:00 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

haiZz..

haiZz.. today ar.. test alot of fail leh.. wat to do.. i scare later mid year exam also fail.. feel like dying le lar.. everything i have done is all fail de.. i sure a failure.. i try all my best to trying to get the marks.. but in d end.. i got all wrong.. english got 30/80 see so much difference... den the georgraphy more cham leh.. den muz sign leh.. wat to do.. juz dun dare to pass it to mum.. i die le lar.. y nowaday my result dui bu so much.. y i study le. nothing in my head.. Y LEH.. life is juz so sux leh... nothing in dis world is nice for ppl to survive de.. well not ppl.. i tink is me.. is me.. nothing is nice for me to survive in dis toot world nia.. so ma fan.. muz care tis care tat.. haiZz..

today.. juz so fan when get back paper.. english only 10 ppl past leh.. haiZz.. y i so lousy.. not in the 10 ppl there.. aiyax dun tok abt the sch le lar.. sickening leh.. say le fill like dying le lar.. ermm.. after sch.. go for guide meeting.. first time rmb leh.. so happy.. ermm.. after tat go canteen eat eat.. Hui Wen cry le.. coz of his samuel ah kor.. Wei Kai they all lor... haiZz.. but reali lar Hui Wen got wrong too.. everyone in tis trouble got wrong de.. haiZz.. dun say le.. not my problem also.. ermm.. after tat.. go di siao Jun Ting kor kor.. heeZz.. den got melissa cum leh.. so happy for him.. den keep ask him sit down.. den he dun want... den i c got weiting jie.. quickly jump there le.. ermm.. i mean not jump.. is walk.. (dun keep say i jump jump le ar) heeZz.. ermm.. den ermm... oh ya.. Jun Ting kor kor n the Quan Song (correct mar?) ermm.. n another guy playing...den keep run here run there.. heeZz.. after tat dunno do wat le.. Jun Ting kor kor finally sit down le.. heeZz.. so happy for him leh.. KOr ar JIA YOU LEH.. heeZz.. dun keep say ren jia hai xiu mar.. heeZz.. so cute.. heeZz.. ermm.. after tat go bugis wif weiting jie n vien jie n still got some gal.. and a boi (nu ren lai de) tink is call Eng Hua.. heeZz.. ermm.. though go there muz find tis person muz find tat person but quite fun leh go wif them.. they keep take pic.. and the pic so cute.. hahha.. ermm.. after tat i go le.. heeZz.. ermm.. go home le..

mum ask me go out wif her.. diao~~ den go out lor.. den go Mac eat burget.. yummy~~~ ermmm.. den cum back write blog lor.. haha juz now wif weiting jie they all de si hou.. keep say *bu yao kan dao ta.. bu yao kan dao ta* den weiting jie keep say **** ge.. ******* heeZz.. hai me paiseh.. heeZz...

ermm.. sori leh yesterday neva write blog.. coz kor beside me den quickly ask me dun write le.. haiZz.. hai me neva write dao.. hmphh.. chou kor kor.. ermmm.. tink stop here le.. cannot write too much.. if not hor.. nvm.. heeZz... cannot say too much.. mi mee.. heeZz.. k le..
^+^+== Take CaRe ==+^+^

5:47:00 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2004

haiZz sad ar~~

haiZz.. juz now play the VOS.. tat is last time i play when *ahem* zai.. den i like to play the games alot nia.. den i tink he also.. he keep play the Right here waiting.. haha.. he say nice.. den i keep play xin tai ruan.. haiZz.. suddenly play le.. den memories keep flashing nia.. haiZz.. stupid de me... ming ming zhi dao cannot play den still go play.. haiZz.. then those memories seem like yesterday only.. haiZz.. y i so stupid. y leh.. y.. haiZz.. juz hope next time i play wun rmb all tis le.. haiZz.. dunno y feel like crying le.. reali no mood le.. byee...

8:37:00 PM

haiZz..

ermm.. early at 8 o'clock hor.. den the Jolin go sms me.. somemore yesterday i 3 den slp.. today so early wake me up.. Jolin ar Jolin.. dun wei le ur *ahem* cum wake me up mar.. diao~~ she ar early in the morning ask me whether wanna go out.. coz she wanna go bugis see Lim Choy Puey.. i tink is like tat spell.. heeZz.. forget le.. den hor.. toot nia.. how can like tat de.. i dunno him also.. den so early ask me.. i wana slp worZz.. haiZz.. nvm.. xi guan jiu hao.. ermm.. after tat can't slp le.. den go to living room sit sit.. den tio scold.. haiZz.. feel so haiZz.. everytime got scold de.. dunno y nowaday got scold.. hate tis family nia.. hate tis home.. how i wish now i can move out lor.. haiZz.. after tat got piano lesson.. teacher teach me the Yu Jian den another song dunno call wat.. haiZz.. so shi bai i so lazy to learn.. nowaday no mood de.. hate tis feeling when missing him.. haiZz.. everytime wana forget den muz so hard de.. after the piano lesson go ask mummy can go out.. she say cannot lar.. muz study.. exam cuming le.. den i say ok lor.. den tell jolin i cnanot go.. den she neva reply.. i scare she angry leh... haiZz.. i zuo ren zuo dao so shi bai.. feel like so useless.. haiZz.. den go online chat chat.. den 6 something le.. i rmb haven buy fulscape faster rush out le.. den heng got open.. den when buy finish.. wanna go home le.. halfway saw Debbie jie (Cousin) she ar.. same wif me... together neva buy fulscape.. so go buy.. haha.. when she noe i buy le.. den i ask her she going to buy wat.. she say fulscape.. den i laugh lor.. so cute.. two cousin nv buy fulscape.. ermm.. juz now on the way tinking.. whether is worth forgetting him mar.. i reali scare leh.. KoR.. JiE.. FrenZ.. Pls tell me wat should i do.. i reali dunno.. haiZz.. everytime i wanna forget him.. den is like so hard nia.. den heart alwayz feel like breaking like tat.. dunno y lar.. dun care le.. juz dunno whether i should forget him.. KoR jIe n frEnZ pls tell me ok.. pls.. haiZz. no mood to write le.. haiZz.. stop here le.. ^~TaKe CaRe~^

6:22:00 PM

Tears

i extract from Soh Mei Qi de Blog de.. find it veri meaningful.. hope u all cry if u muz k.. dun keep it in urself.. frenz are there alwayz k..

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Tears

Tears are signs of weakness.. Tt is wad most ppl tink.. I, for one, disagree wif tt statement.. Sumtimes it is gd to let ur tears flow along wif ur flood of emotions. But bein too emotional is a sure sign of weakness. Too much crying, juz like holding back tears for too long, doesn't do one much good..

Through the years, I hav learnt to control my tears and emotions. I noe when to let go and cry when I'm feeling veri enraged and aggravated or sometimes (though rarely) depressed.. I oso noe tt I can't cry over e slightest things. There were times when I felt betrayed by frenz but didn't cry. I asked myself whether they were worth my tears. I gt the answer through reminiscence. They weren't..

But there were times when I reali needed to shed tears. Those were the times I cried. It is unhealthy to keep your emotions locked up inside u.. After a while, though u may not realise it, hatred, enmity and depression accumulate inside u. Soon, u will b overwhelmed wif loathing and despair.. They will b engulfing u, contaminating ur everi thought. It is sumtimes important to cry over things and get it out of ur mind once and for all. 4gif n 4get - tt is important.

I have noticed that there are lots of people out there whose personal motto is "Don't get mad - get even!" That, in my opinion, is an unhealthy way of thinking.. Sure, revenge is sweet and sometimes, people do deserve it. But it is the act of plotting revenge that makes enmity build up. And it is a bad way of clearing misunderstandings.. You may be losing a true friend because of that. But if tt person is a life-long enemy, that's a different matter. =)

Tears r needed in certain situations. Cryin occasionally is not a sign of weakness. It is holding enmity or misery in one's heart n nv lettin go tt is a sign of weakness. Tt shows inability to 4gif n 4get. If u r holding on to unpleasant memories like betrayal or death, let go. It's about time u did.

10:21:00 AM

Saturday, April 24, 2004

haha.. today lucky lucky..

heeZz.. today so lucky worZz.. haha.. in d morning go for the guide.. guide today do the footdrill nia.. den have break de shi hou.. i bu xiao xin walk across the red cross.. oops.. kor sori leh.. i there forget le.. den bluff u i gu yi de.. heeZz.. reali sori leh.. sori sori sori sori.. ermm.. well my reputation is rite after the incident.. juz when we having the real break.. not water break or wat.. den i go buy drink den sit near the basketball court there.. to c they play.. den rong yan also there.. den she first to tio the ball.. den water splash on her.. den after tat she stand down there le.. den i eating pearl.. after tat dunno how hor.. suddenly want to face up.. den suddenly saw one ball jump here.. xia dao me.. i still down there blur blur.. neva hit the ball nia.. diao~ den the ball so straight away cum my face.. few sec c thingy hor blur blur de.. heeZz.. but tink 2 sec bahh.. den suddenly see so many ppl infront of me.. xia dao me.. haha.. Michael shout " si le lar.. Wei Wee yi ding lai zhao wo le" haha... dun worry won't de.. shhh.. den he won't noe le.. haha.. den John pass me a tissue.. den i ask y leh.. he say later u cry mar.. den i very fast laugh le.. heeZz.. so cute nia him.. i down there pain.. den u like me cry so much.. want me later cry.. haha.. so cute nia.. after tat Zhi Wei go take bench cum.. let me sit sit.. heeZz.. so good worZz.. but rong yan n xiang yu de stead diao~~ go sit also.. nvm lar.. share share.. THANK U ZHI WEI LEH.. ermm.. well the bench i neva sit long.. i sit for juz a few min den need to go back le.. den go up for lecture.. by MR YEO REN JIE.. haha.. he hor everytime zhen dui Jasmine Yeo.. haha.. same surname.. haha.. after all the lecture.. den rebecca ask us do the dunno wat road safety all tat.. i neva bring book worZz.. so cham.. den the whole time sit there.. heeZz..

after the guide.. den go canteen buy drink.. den half drink half c they play bball.. li hai worZz they all.. from juz now i saw them play dao after my guide they all still playing.. but now got Yong Han le.. ermm.. den after tat go home wif Cheryl.. half way at traffic light saw Zhi Wei.. den walk walk walk.. ask him who is the one tat hai me de ar... den he say at first he got the ball le.. den Michael go hit.. den it jump to my here lor.. heeZz... nvm lar.. haha.. i seem like so got yuan fen wif ball de.. last time is WeiRonG they all play soccer.. den ball hit me.. but the purposely de.. but now is not purposely also tio me.. somemore got 2 more ppl there leh.. haha.. den walk walk heard someone keep call dunno wat.. den cheryl jie say someone calling me.. i turn back.. den saw the two guyz turn d other side le.. den Zhi Wei tell me is Hou Soon they all.. den i den noe de.. heeZz.. after walk to MRT.. saw Iris they all.. Kei Ling(did i spell correct?) say she lost her hp.. so poor thingy.. we keep try to contact the ppl tat take dao her phone.. but can't... the person got off it.. so bad nia.. qu si bahh u tis dunno who.. take le muz return mar.. later ppl got important thingy how.. stupid ppl ar u.. oops.. i say dao like wat.. but hope the dunno who will return.. the MODEL is 8310 and the cover is blue.. if anyone saw it pls tell me.. pls..

after reach bugis den they all go walk walk.. den i go home.. go home le.. no one at home.. den play pc lor.. play dao i siao.. actually is not play lar.. is juz dunno do wat leh... ermm.. after tat.. go change into home clothes den go out le.. go buy comic.. heeZz.. after cum back read read read lor.. ermm.. after tat suddenly so many ppl cum tok to me.. heeZz... den cum write blog.... den tis blog hor.. take me quite a long time to rite leh.. got at least 45 min le.. coz i type few words den got ppl chat wif me.. den muz reply.. haha..

ermmm... juz now toking to jun nan abt *ahem* she let me tink abt him again le.. tink abt his stead n all tat.. haiZz.. nvm lar.. it seems he reali veri happy wif his stead.. den his stead chio chio de.. haha... good le lor.. n ppl dun tell him my webbie leh.. i beg u all.. pls.. if tell le i will be paiseh de.. pls dun say.. haiZz.. nvm lar.. like Yun Fang say de.. let nature take everything the place.. haiZz.. now listening to Cyndi those sad song.. den make my feeling more sad.. haiZz.. k le bahh.. stop here le.. haiZz... i muz jia you le.. i hope reali can forget all those memories... haiZz...

I will forget him.. n I MUZ forget him.. haiZz.. life goes on juz wifout him.. den everything ok le..haiZz..

8:31:00 PM

Friday, April 23, 2004

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ermm.. well.. after some thinking over hor.. i tink i should forget both of them.. not even one i should remember.. ermm.. last time i reali lurve them lor.. but well.. everything is over le... shouldnt think so much le... juz forget them n move on.. everyone like want me to forget them.. maybe is the best for me to forget them... ermm.. but i still need to try hor.. haiZz.. try bah wanling.. heeZz.. k le bahh.. stop here le.. dun wanna say le.. haiZz.. sad nia~~

8:43:00 PM

heeZz...

ermm.. well.. tat wat i tink of it..
-Lurve reali start wif a smile den a kiss... den a tear.. it is reali veri sad to hear from couple tat they haiZz...
-they say Practice make perfect.. but no one is perfect.. so y practice..
-When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. well.. my best frenz are sometimes not there.. haiZz.. i reali scare lor..
-DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. haha.. sure won't have anyone will fall in love wif my smile de.. heeZz..
-What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? ermm.. i reali dunno how to say tink of it.. he won't make me stop crying de.. heeZz..
-Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. ermm.. i dunno worZz.. i find everyone is perfect.. heeZz.. except me.. heeZz..
-Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. ermm.. i tink everything is not ok in d end de.. haiZz..

ermm.. tat are all i tink abt tis phrase.. heeZz..

8:33:00 PM

MeanIngFul

HeeZz.. niCe PhRaSe..

LOVE starts with a SMILE ^-^, grows with a KISS (muAcKZz), and ends with a TEAR. (:'.':)
DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. (:'.':)
Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. (>.<) (i reali won't forget u de)
You can only go as far as you push.
ACTIONS speak louder than words. ('O')
The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. (} {)
DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. >>-------> Miss
A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. (^-^) i am lucky
Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it.
BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.
TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. ~~~~~~~ FoReVeR ~~~~~~~~
Good friends are like STARS **** You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE.
DON'T frown. (-_-)haiZz.. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. =D
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? (:'.':)
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave Oo Oo footprints in your heart.

8:22:00 PM

ermm...

today hor ppl change place worZz.. Wei Kai, Nick, Nelson, Hang Qi...Wei Kai change wif Marilyn.. Nick change wif Priscilla.. Nelson change wif Kian Hong.. Hang Qi change wif Jia Qi... haha.. now the whole class 4side got them de.. but no laughter like tat.. today Miss Tia neva cum again... den Miss Nadiaran.. did i spell correct? ermm.. she cum in take over... den ask some quesetion.. den the 1D guyz veri chao.. den one boi scold A**H**** den is like teacher angry lor.. den go out scold scold scold.. den the boi is MATTHEW.. dun Wu hUi.. heeZz.. ermmm.. after the science.. den got the wat Moke exam.. toot nia.. i alot dunno.. haiZz.. fail le fail le..how? den juz now get back History paper.. i si diao le.. i get 4 1/2 // 25 leh.. how?? si diao le si diao le.. haiZz.. sad nia.. ermm.. tink today juz like tat bahhh.. ermmm stop here le.. hungry~ le.. go eat eat le.. heeZz.. cya..

6:26:00 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

ermmm.. sad today. duno y..

ermm.. today dunno y sad sad de.. feel so stress up nia... muz study den muz get good grade.. den juz dunno y feel so sad nia.. feel so stress.. so much thingy to do.. alwayz like the hw like cannot finish like tat de.. arrghh.. i can't take it le.. haiZz.. in class dunno y dun feel like study any more le.. alwayz listen listen to teacher.. den is like Mrs Tan the class so sian lor.. haiZz.. den after tat is MT.. haiZz.. muz do composition.. the most hate thingy i have done.. i hate zuo wen lar.. den every week also do.. sian le lar.. den after the recess is IPW.. we all go computer lab.. den when doing i go chat wif Mr Rane.. he from Singapore Poly de leh.. no wonder so li hai in pc.. i also planning to go singapore poly nia.. heeZz.. after tat dunno do wat thingy le.. den sci.. Miss Tia neva cum again.. haiZz.. after her period is History.. eek hate it nia.. got test.. si diao le.. sure fail le.. tis time if fail.. call parents leh.. cham le lar.. haiZz.. stress ar.. dun care le lar.. y teacher keep giving pressure de.. haiZz.. after all those stupid study hour.. den after sch le.. we at canteen down there tok tok.. den yu n Ling.. they two sot diao le.. keep say big de or small de shuai.. diao~~ who care nia.. he shuai den he shuai lor.. not my problem de.. if they wanna go jio den jio lor.. no need keep say which shuai de.. heeZz.. after tat wait for Lay Kheng den go home le.. go home do nothing.. den dunno y slp le.. den wake up go do hw.. now writing blog lor.. juz now Diana ask me whether she got any bad points or find her extra.. no lar Diana u not extra u doesn't have any bad points.. me den extra me den got full of bad points.. heeZz.. i am the lousiest person in the world le bahh... haiZz.. Hui Wen.. if i done anything wrong i sori hor.. reali veri sori.. k stop here le byeee..
~Take CarE EvEryOne~

9:57:00 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

ermmm.. dunno do wat today nia..

ermm.. ermm.. dunno wat i do today nia.. the whole day nv online? den juz online only.. heeZz.. ermm.. in sch dunno do wat leh.. i like influence by ppl le leh.. koR the Blog rite.. last time keep say muz study.. den hor.. i also nowaday keep tinking muz study worZz.. muz do well worZz.. sot diao le me.. reali exams round the corner.. reali muz study hard hard le.. wanling jia you leh.. heeZz.. -_-lll where got ppl say jia you to themself de.. haha.. so special nia me.. haha.. ermm.. today during sch time.. Mrs Tan tok abt the algebraic.. i hear there hear here.. gong diao le.. heeZz.. dunno wat.. 5a+6a+9a+5b+9c+5b=?? heeZz.. tink is 20a+10b+9c.. got wrong anot ar?? heeZz.. den after tat CME.. heeZz.. muz pass up the Report book thingy.. den i forget sign.. diao~~ heeZz.. after tat.. is recess.. recess do nothing lor.. heeZz.. den after tat is English period.. yay.. we go computer lab.. den i down there wanna do blog de.. but de hor.. Miss Cheong (Cheong ar Cheong ar) heeZz.. jkjk.. there walk here walk there.. xia dao me.. den faster close le.. heeZz.. den after tat go back class wait for Miss Tia.. but den hor she neva cum.. the whole class like so happy like tat.. but den hor we muz do workbook leh.. i alot question dunno how.. heeZz. dunno how.. after tat is chinese.. chinese period is alwayz the noisiest de.. haha.. den after sch le..

time pass so fast hor.. but den hor when study so slow de.. heeZz.. den after sch.. we down there chat chat.. then zhiwei wanna me.. to pass the money to my kor.. but in d end neva ask me pass.. si Zhi Wei u hor.. where can take back money de.. heeZz.. den after all the chatting.. the Hui Wen go play tarot cards.. heard tat the tarot cards cannot be touch by ppl de.. heeZz.. all else..................... heeZz.. =X den we go home le.. after tat on the way back saw Jeremy.. but neva call him.. coz he like veri rush like tat.. heeZz..

den reach bugis le.. i go buy comic.. so good leh.. all i collect the comic.. all out liao.. tao yan leh.. hai me no money le.. i still haven buy 2 leh.. one already 5 buck le.. so expensive.. den today buy 2.. hai me spend 10 bucks le.. haiZz.. wat to do leh.. i lurve the comic so much.. heeZz.. ermm.. while going back.. dunno y like keep seeing couple de.. c them so xin fu.. so good nia.. haiZz.. suan le.. i no one like.. also xian mu also no use.. heeZz.. haiZz..after tat reach home.. haven change yet nia.. den keep read my dear comic.. den dunno y read read read dao i fall aslp.. den dunno wat to do.. after wake up.. mum go work le.. wat to do leh.. my report book haven sign.. eeek.. si diao le.. heeZz.. den wake up le.. quickly go bath.. or else i cham le.. heeZz.. after tat go do hw..

dunno y leh.. nowaday keep tinking.. y life alwayz got love thingy de... den love alwayz the hurt thingy de.. toot nia.. y lurve alwayz hurt.. but ppl still go fall in lurve... duno y.. haiZz.... ermm tink stop here le.. tml got history test.. muz go memorise all the thingy.. diao~~ ma fan ma fan.. heeZz.. (^-^) ~~Take CaRE~~

Dun sad le.. all ppl out there.. only i can sad.. u all cannot.. bleh=P cheer up n stay happy..

9:04:00 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

haha today nothing worZz..

aaaa.. today got my checkup.. eeekk.. tio molest le.. eeeek.. jkjk.. heeZz.. (^-^) the nurse hor so bian tai de.. feel like lar.. heeZz.. dunno y.. c their face feel they bian tai de.. heeZz.. shhh.. dun say.. =x heeZz.. after doing all tis... den got back to lesson.. dunno y nowaday de lesson like so sian like tat.. heeZz... after sch is the Guide meeting.. heeZz.. so happy.. finally can rmb to go for it le.. everytime i sure forget abt it de.. den sure won't go de.. diao~~ heeZz.. ermmm.. after the meeting at the canteen there chat chat.. chat abt love..=x.. heeZz.. we tok abt the experience we have... well i tink is reali veri sad lor.. when the relationship cum to an end.. haiZz.. well.. frenZz alwayz say tat Secondary sch de relationship dun last de... not 1person say... is alot of ppl say... haiZz.. tat mean they doesn't want us to treasure the relationship ar?? haha.. jkjk..

I tink reali muz forget the both of them le.. dunno y.. suddenly miss so much of them.. siao de nowaday.. ermm muz forget A first.. den forget B.. like tat sure two also forget le.. forget abt the happy times lor.. den sure wil forget everything.. haiZz.. how i wish got brainwash nia.. fun fun.. heeZz.. like tat wun be sad le.. den i sure the most siao sot creature le.. heeZz.. ermm.. nvm.. at least now balance... sot plus sometime sad.. den = okok.. heeZz.. ermmm.. should i forget them?? can someone tell me?? pls.. i reali dunno how le.. everytime say wanna forget hor.. in d end sure didn't de.. haiZz.. so shi bai de.. heeZz... hope everything is alrite.. since everyone is walking their own path le... i tink i muz build one path for myself too le.. can't be alwayz walking back.. like kor say.. dun look back since there is a him there.. heeZz.. thank kor.. ermm.. i tink from today onward i will try to look infront le.. wun look back le.. hope i can do it bahh.. haiZz.. reali wish hor.. i wun do the same mistake again le.. like ppl say.. dun fall into a well too long.. u might juz drown inside.. i tink i am half drown le.. dunno how le leh... there is no one helping.. even if there is.. i still dunno y.. i juz can't get out of it.. haha.. i tok like so hard to understand.. i myself i also gong gong.. heeZz.. i noe wat i want to say but dunno how to express it.. heeZz.. everybody is like tat de bahh.. everytime can't express their feelings.. heeZz.. only those tat is li hai one.. can express it.. heeZz.. ermm hope i can forget him.. heeZz..

wo yao jia you.. heeZz.. wanling jia you jia you..

9:15:00 PM

Monday, April 19, 2004

today dunno wat feelings haha..

ermm.. dun tok abt the lesson le today.. so sian... nowaday like nothing happy de.. heeZz.. juz like nothing happen nia.. heeZz.. ermm.. can't tink of any worZz.. ermm.. after sch juz go there eat eat lor.. den after tat i go watch they play bball.. quite cute nia.. heeZz.. den cum back read one comic.. nice nice.. but abit bian tai.. diao~~ i dunno nia.. den juz buy le.. heeZz.. den finish le.. go orh orh.. den wake up so late liao.. diao~~ haven finish hw.. den faster go do le.. den do dao halfway i cum online.. den JunTing koR de pc sot diao.. heeZz.. cannot press enter de.. haha.. cute nia the computer.. heeZz.. den tok to alot of ppl.. den go frenzster.. den ShunWei jie write a testi for me.. heeZz.. so nice nia.. suddenly pop out one testi for me to approve.. haha.. heeZz.. den after tat tok in the msn den cum write blog lor.. at first my pc sot sot de.. cannot cum in.. den i keep trying try dao finally can cum in le.. heeZz.. bu xiang xin can ask Yun Fang.. heeZz.. k le stop here le.. *~Take care leh EveryOne..~*

9:59:00 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2004

heeZz.. today kor take prize worZz..

ermmm.. today hor.. slp dao veri late leh.. slp dao 12pm den wake up.. den see my kor kor.. den he tell me yesterday slp dao so funny de.. at first slp hor.. half body at the chair another at the bed de.. den after tat he call me wake up.. den slp properly.. den i squart down there slping.. den my kor say he dun wanna care le.. den after tat i slp properly le.. heeZz.. dunno y slp dao like tat.. heeZz.. i also dunno.. neva rmb got ppl call me wake up worZz.. den after tat he go to manjusri to meet them le... coz he goin to indoor stadium to get the ermm.. i forget the prize call wat le.. den after tat i prepare le.. den go out lor.. den so sian leh down there

juz listen to the dunno who NCC saying abt the NCC history.. den blar blar blar.. den finally last part le is the receive prize de.. den when i heard See Wei Jie.. den i faster clap clap clap.. den Siah Wei Wee den i clap clap clap too.. not bad nia.. their two name is S den they sit together.. heeZz.. after tat finish le.. go home lor.. so sian.. den after tat cum home le.. go check frenzster.. den saw my kor kor de testi.. diao~~ he hor.. write abt the pull up.. hai me.. bei my frenz laugh dao siao.. he hor.. so bad de.. keep say me toot.. hmphh... toot ray..

btw kor thank u leh.. praise dao me so much.. i not veri good one worZz.. i veri bad de.. heeZz.. den after tat i half c the frenzster half write blog lor.. juz now write de si hou.. i go read hor.. kor the testi make me laugh dao so much.. heeZz.. den ray also there keep make me laugh... haha.. today dunno y quite happy.. maybe coz of yesterday.. heeZz.. too happy le.. heeZz....

Yipee.. so happy kor get prize.. den yesterday c him... heeZz.. n hor.. Ray ar dun laugh le lar.. diao~~

6:33:00 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

heeZz.. happyZz..

ermm.. today having my english oral.. eek so hard de.. si diao le.. sure fail le.. tr ask me question i keep dunno dunno.. toot nia me.. si ding le.. wat to do leh.. zhe me ban.. wan le wan le.. haiZz.. ermm den after tat go canteen wanna meet isabella they all de.. in d end i neva.. den go find my kor kor.. den neva go out wif them... sori leh.. dui bu qi.. den today neva bring my hp den so miss it de.. heeZz.. den at canteen.. di siao WeiTingx JiEx.. we down there "quarreling" heeZz.. so fun de.. haha.. den after tat i go basketball court.. find my kor kor.. den see them play bball.. den my kor n michael n d other guyz hor (dunno his name heeZz) play together.. den my kor kor neva win dao 1 ball leh.. -_-lll i tot u veri li hai de. u lar.. neva go out practice ur bball.. last time u play everytime sure got in de.. diao~~ dun say kor le.. den after tat go back canteen.. find tat vien jiex they all bu jian diao le.. xia dao me.. den sit there lor.. den suddenly saw them at field.. den go find them lor.. heeZz.. den find out tat hor vien jieXx veri li hai in reading leh.. the chicken soup rite.. half of it she finish le.. li hai li hai.. heeZz..den after tat they go le.. left me lor.. so sianZz down there.. den after tat decided go home lor.. den go find my kor kor.. den walk here walk there den saw him wif Mr Naufal.. den dun dare disturb lor.. den wait wait.. wait dao he raise his head n saw me lor.. den after tat i point here point there mean i goin home le lor.. den it was like so gu dan leh.. walking home alone..

Den after tat walk dao halfway at the traffic lights there.. saw a sec 3 boi.. ( again duno his name yet ) heeZz.. den after tat he neva saw me.. den i walk behind them walk walk walk dao.. he still dunno.. den sometime den he noe i there de.. diao~~ den walk wif him lor.. den on the way i ask him tml got go for the NCC the award thingy mar.. den he say no.. den i say y leh.. coz the sec1 is going mar.. den he not going.. den he tell me he sec 1 de shi hou he go le.. he say veri sian one.. ermmm.. nvm tml is my kor taking award so nvm even though is sianZz bahh.. heeZz.. den walk dao the Straight path there de shi hou.. den like veri sian leh.. no one toking.. den he start the conversation lor.. say abt the NCC.. he go for the dunno wat course only 3 person can go leh.. den i say so li hai ar.. den i say so li hai they all choose u.. den he tell me no lar.. is want go then go de.. diao~~ -_-lll neva tell me early.. den after tat i say so ma fan muz go for course.. den he say bu hui lar.. got the badge can go hao lian.. diao~~ den walk walk.. den he turn d other side.. coz he taking bus mar.. den i also turn to MRT the path.. den again gu dan le.. heeZz..

after reach home.. use pc.. dunno y use dao i orh orh.. den wake up xia dao me coz already 4.30 le.. den i at first tot pc siao siao.. den saw hp.. is 4.30 i xia dao.. den faster go bath bath.. den bath le.. faster rush out le.. den go Rachel house.. reach there de si hou.. den go her room.. den saw got Jesscy.. Wei Rong... heeZz.. den after tat there toking lor.. den after tat Wei Rong wanna say wat to Rachel.. den ask me go out awhile lor.. den i say so ma fan de.. den go out for 1min.. but actually no lar.. i go living room.. den go sit at the sofa den after tat take the magazine n read le.. den after tat WeiRong cum say can go in le.. den i lazy go in le.. den down there read read read.. den after veri sianZz le.. den i go to the room lor.. den it was like a torture leh.. Travis n Randy cum in play soccer.. den they kick the soccer ball onto my head. n den they purposely de.. hai me head so pain.. haiZz.. den after tat they eat the maggie mee lor.. den dunno do wat thingyz.. den Rachel say she got to go out le.. den after tat we all go lor.. den after tat at downstair meet dao Ting Ting n Lydia.. den we all go arcade lor.. den they play Rock Fever.. den after watching Jesscy n I go home first lor.. coz i cannot go home so late mar.. heeZz.. den after tat go say bye bye to them.. den go bye bye to weirong coz dunno he go where.. so seprate saying lor.. den when saying bye bye.. my hp ring.. xia dao me.. i scare later got scolding.. but neva... yipee.. heeZz.. den after tat on the way back.. Jesscy n I tok abt the sch lor.. den alot of thingyz..

den reach home le.. saw my big kor kor orh orh le.. diao~~ den after tat go play pc.. den now write blog lor.. heeZz.. look like i descripe in details worZz.. i took so long writing tis blog coz looking at the Friendster mar.. haiZz head still pain leh.. Thank to Travis lar.. haiZz.. so pain.. ermm.. tink muz stop here le... head veri veri pain *~Take caRe worZz EvEryonE~*

Happy worZz today.. but now pain pain.. haiZz..

9:39:00 PM

today mum birthday~~

haha.. today having the guide ceremony.. den muz bring guide uniform.. so ma fan nia.. muz take here take there.. heeZz... den during the ceremony... i forget my honour nia.. heeZz.. den down there laugh laugh laugh.. heeZz.. den after tat ask alot of questions.. den i forget dao wan.. heeZz.. den all my petrol the senior all laugh laugh laugh.. coz only i am the only sec 1 in the petrol de.. heeZz.. dun laugh le worZz.. later i paiseh.. heeZz.. den after tat march back... den i down there wait dao so long de.. den leg veri pain le.. heeZz.. den after tat i man man walk walk.. den cheryl jie from 2nd floor shout for me.. den after tat Xiang Yu go tok to her.. den i wait lor.. den after tat i say i lazy wait wait le.. heeZz.. sori leh Cheryl jie... den after tat saw Ming Song.. Ming Song going for the passing out parade worZz.. heeZz.. den after tat my Classmate go say hi to him.. den i laugh lor.. heeZz.. den after tat go take bag den wanna go find Hui Wen de... but she like lost le.. in d end saw her again.. den after tat go home wif them lor n applex jieZz.. den on the way wif Apple jieZz.. tok abt the sch lor.. heeZz.. den after near the MRT station le.. see Iris den my train cuming le.. den i rush le lor.. den say bye bye to them first... heng ar.. i catch it.. if not muz wait long long le.. heeZz..

den after tat reach home.. saw my kor de frenz.. got Chun Chong koRZz.. Lian Chuan jiEx.. (actually is kor de but i like call jieZz.. heeZz) den Patrick kor.. den Patrick kor wish me happy birthday lor.. den Lian Chuan Jiex.. keep say he got sms me saying happy birthday.. but i neva receive AT ALL.. not even one msg from him nia.. den he say my number out.. den i say correct leh.. den he insist tat he got sms me.. but reali neva receive worZz.. heeZz.. den they go le.. den left me n mum at home.. den i go online lor.. heeZz.. den dunno do wat do dao 6 something i go bath heeZz.. den go help mum celebrate lor.. heeZz.. her birthday mar.. heeZz.. mummy happy birthday leh!!! heeZz.. den after tat go home.. den dunno y lie on the bed lie dao i orh orh le.. heeZz -_-Zzz.. slpy slpy.. heeZz.. ermm den wake up den dunno do wat leh.. den big kor kor cum back le.. heeZz.. buy my favourite ma chee.. heeZz.. nice nice.. yummy... heeZz.. but den hor.. i eat one of it only leh.. den give kor eat.. den wanna share wif dad de.. but dad got eat all of it.. diao~~ -_-lll hai me eat only eat one xiao xiao one.. diao~~ nvm.. next time go buy.. heeZz.. den after tat dunno do wat leh.. c my kor de year book lor.. den now writing blog lor.. heeZz.. k le bahh.. stop here le... heeZz.. find out nowaday veri happy.. maybe can c *ahem* mar heeZz.. happy happy.. yipee.. heeZz.. k le reali stop le.. heeZz.. =+ Take cAre worZz everYoNe +=

happy worZz.. yipee.. Mummy I loVe u alwayz. happy birthday!!

12:10:00 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

heeZz..

hahaZz.. today funni nia.. during sch time not fun lar.. is after sch the fun part.. dunno y today i sot diao le.. keep disturb here disturb there de.. den it was like so siao lor.. den keep scare here scare there de... heeZz.. after sch tat time.. i go canteen mar.. bag veri veri veri heavy worZz.. hai me dying le.. heeZz.. den after putting the bag.. den tok wif Xiang Yu lor.. den after tat Hui Wen they all cum le.. den Xiang Yu tok abt Ming Song lor.. den it was like.. i shout to Ming Song as Ming Song juZ a Path away only.. heeZz.. den i shout :: Ming Song You Ren Xi Huan :: den i wanna say Ni tat time.. Xiang Yu go cover my mouth nia.. hai me.. shout half way.. den say she got stead le.. den Rong Yan also got le.. diao~~ den after tat Ming Song look at me like gong gong de.. heeZz.. so funny nia him.. den after tat Jun Ting kor kor was walking to the table mar.. den i say a hihiZz.. to KoR.. den he xia dao.. heeZz.. so cute leh his reaction.. heeZz.. den after tat.. go my cousin there.. den go scare her.. she also xia dao.. heeZz.. fun fun.. heeZz.. den after tat dunno y go disturb kor kor.. coz he dunno y go take ppl cup. heeZz.. so cute nia.. den all the water splash out.. heeZz.. den i go say him.. den he keep act tall tall.. heeZz.. but reali lar.. he taller than me by a little bit.. heeZz.. shhhh.. dun cum kill me worZz.. heeZz.. tinking of yesterday i go c the year book when Cherri JIeX, Kai Wen JIex, WeiTinGx jIeX, Hui Min JieX, JuN Ting kOR they all sec 1 the photo hor.. so much different nia.. only Cherri JiEx n WeiTing jIEx nEva change dao.. heeZz.. but they so cuteeeeeeeee.... heeZz... den when i at class.. keep tink abt tat.. den keep laugh laugh laugh.. heeZz.. den still rmb.. tat time tok on phone wif lydia they all.. den left Wei Rong, Lydia, Yee Chean n me mar.. Yee Chean wanna tell me something de.. but the toot WeiROng kEep BloCk her fRom ToKiNG to me like making all tat sound.. toot nia.. hai me dunno wat she wanna say.. haiZz.. i wanna noe leh.. heeZz.. den dunno y today like siao le.. keep laugh the whole day.. heeZz.. today siao siao de keep so happy for wat.. diao~~ ermm.. den after we eat eat.. after chat chat.. den saw Michael kor go play bball.. li hai worZz.. but neva call him.. heeZz.. jia You worZz Michael.. heeZz.. ermm.. den go bugis wif Hui Wen,Isabella,Jia Qi, Diana... heeZz.. they all go buy the IPW thingyz.. heeZz.. den they walk here walk there.. den i say go take pic le bahh.. den we all take lor.. take dao so weird nia.. too fast le.. heeZz.. suddenly 1.2.3 den take le.. so fast.. den after deco it.. den look nice nice.. but i the damage to the pic de person.. they all so chio.. while i haiZz.. heeZz.. ermm.. after taking the pic.. i go home le.. coz quite late le.. den walk walk half way mummy call me.. den ans lor..den say y haven go home all tat.. den go home le.. daddy at home worZz.. heeZz.. first time so early worZz.. heeZz.. den buy bread let them eat eat.. heeZz.. ermm.. den now nothing to do den write blog lor.. heeZz.. tink nothing le bahh.. heeZz.. *~Take CaRe woRZz everyone~*

HeeZz sot diao le.. today.. heeZz..

6:21:00 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

28~ ppl wish me worZz..

haha.. juZ now at sch.. during my recess.. check hp.. den c the Ming Song name.. den check lor.. den say happy birthday worZz.. li hai li hai.. now dunno over how long le worZz.. haha.. but anywhere thank u veri much.. ermm.. do nothing today.. juz listening to teacher today. den after sch is D n T de remedial.. toot Mr Khaw.. he tat time neva cum.. den not our fault mar.. heeZz... ermmm.. den after tat... go canteen.. saw Rong Yan go slap Ming Song worZz.. ke lian him worZz.. Rong Yan dun anyhow slap leh... ppl neva do anything to u.. juz buying thingys.. den u go slap... diao~~.. den go home.. veri late le.. den saw my bro at home.. sianZz.. no use pc.. but now can use awhile.. heeZz..

Now WriTing Halfway den Yun Fang cum say Happy Belated birthday.. haha.. thank u leh.. heeZz.. so happy got 28 ppl wish me.. heeZz.. ermm thank Ming Song n Yun Fang though is over le.. heeZz.. but at least still got wish me.. heeZz.. thank u thank u.. tink stop here le.. oh ya.. me n dexter the present no fate nia.. yesterday wanna bring home.. den forget.. put below the table.. den after tat today put at d n t room.. den go back cher say Erica take le.. heeZz.. so if tml can't take back hor.. den friday i return to him bahh.. so hard to juz take back a presents.. heeZz.. tink reali stop here le byeee.. *~Take caRe~*

7:47:00 PM

yay rmb le..

ermm.. rmb le.. 17th is Shaheedah.. 18th is ermmmm.. Chun Chong koR koR? den 19th is ermm.. forget le bahh.. 20th is Edwin n Amanda.. they same times say de worZz... Li hai Li hai.. although they dunno each other.. but still same time.. weird weird.. 21th ermmm... aa reali forget le..... until 25th is Qi Hui.. 26th iS Wei Rong.. haha.. no more le... like tat only.. 26th ppl say only.. heeZz.. but nvm.. at least got they say.. den neva... heeZz.. sori ar.. those tat i forget ur number hor.. sori leh.. coz hor.. i say too many number to frenz le.. make dao i gong le.. heeZz...

12:05:00 AM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

heeZz. 24th ppl say le..

yay.. 24th ppl say happy birthday le.. heeZz..

ermm.. 17th is aaa.. forget le leh.. all forget le.. heeZz.. k stop here le.. byeeZz

8:21:00 PM

BirThday Dao Le~~

heeZz.. today birthday le.. ermm yesterday WeiTinG JiEXx at 11.48 den say happy birthday le.. den is MicHael koR.. at 11.58 say de... den Jun Ting kOr kOr.. at 12 o'clock say de worZz.. li hai li hai * clap clap * heeZz.. den Jerry koR koR say.. at 12.16.. den in the morning is my cousin say le.. den Xiang Yu say.. den Rong Yan den say.. den in the class is Erica den Isabella.. den ermmm.. Nicole jiEx.. den Jun Nan jIExx.. den go HOme le... den find mother not at home.. den went down find here.. saw she wif her frenz.. den i went up lor.. den cum write blog.. halfway writing blog.. Yee Chean say Happy BirThday to Me... den Ray say.. den suddenly receive a msg from Lay KhEnG de.. She also say happy birthday to me.. den after tat Aunt called den say.. den Li yaN wish Me thru mSn.. hahaZz halfway thru got Justin wish me to.. HeeZz now got 17th ppl say le worZz.. heeZz.. so happy.. last year no one say to me de..

den juZ now forget bring back my present.. only one person give only nia.. haiZz.. reali cham dao like tat.. no one give me.. only him.. somemore is DEXTER leh.. alakma.. but quite cute leh.. look like rabbit.. den look like dog.. den look like bear de.. haha.. at first tot is bear.. den open out is look like rabbit.. den frenz keep say is dog... diao~~ dunno is which one leh.. heeZz.. haha now i write here who tell me happy birthday.. i mean the number they are in.. maybe at nite still will be writing bahh.. hope today will be happy.. heeZz..

FiRsT 5 ppl..

1st WeiTinG jiExx ( thank u leh WeiTinG jiEx.. u the first worZz )
2nd Michael ( Yay.. thaNk u leh.. StilL Rmb it.. )
3rd JuN TiNg KoRx.. ( KOR ar koR aR.. Thank u leh.. u The MoSt Zhun One.. hEeZz.. BuT hoR u THe 3rD onE hoR leh.. But still Thank u)
4th Jerry ( wahh li hai nia.. nEvEr c mE beFore Still can Noe my Birthday worZz.. Li hai Li hai) hEeZz
5th Qian Hui ( Hey couSin.. THank leh.. stil rmb.. though last time i forget abt urs.. -_-ll soRi Leh)

Other 5 Ppl..

6th Xiang Yu ( Xiang Yu.. THank leh.. still rmb my birthday.. )
7th RonG Yan ( Thank u leh too.. though is u heard tat Xiang Yu wish den u wish heeZz.. But still thank u )
8th Erica ( haha.. though u forget the presents but nvm.. u have still wish me. thank u veri much )
9th Isabella (haha.. forget my birthday le worZz.. heeZz.. bully u dao happy le.. heeZz.. ermm.. u heard from Erica de hor.. heeZz )
10th Nicole (heeZz thank u leh.. still rmb my birthday )

Next 5 Ppl..

11th Jun Nan jIExx..( Jun Nan JIex.. NEva Give PResenTs ar.. hEeZz jkjk.. ermmm thank leh.. even no same sch le.. u still rmb me.. thank u...)
12th Yee Chean ( thank u leh.. haha.. )
13th Ray ( Ray ar Ray ar.. haha.. u toot nia.. tot today is 12 April... heeZz.. thank u anywhere )
14th Lay kheng ( Lay kheng ar i tot u forget le.. heeZz.. thank u hor.. )
15th Aunty Peggy ( Thank u leh...)

Next 2 Ppl..

16th Li Yan ( Li Yan ar Li Yan.. haha yesterday birthday also worZz.. happy birthday )
17th Justin ( Justin ar jUstin.. sure is Jun Nan remind u de worZz.. haha.. thank anywhere )

tink finish le bahh.. later got ppl den i continue... heeZz so happy.. got 17 ppl wish.. n one more thingy.. Thank Dexter hor..

3:58:00 PM

HeeZz.. HappY

Yipee... today got my key back le.. so happy.. morning got annocement saying LOST AND FIND:: 2 skirts n a bunch of keys.. heeZz.. My kEy lai de.. Yay.. happy happy.. juz now find Aunty Betty find dao dunno how le.. go here go there can't find.. in d end den find it... haha.. AUNTY BETTY I LOVE U SO SO SO SO MUCH... When going back wif Marilyn.. den keep laugh laugh laugh on the way back like siao le.. heeZz.. coz too happy le mar.. When u find out hor ur key lost hor.. den suddenly find back hor.. will be veri veri happy de.. heeZz..

ermm.. tml my birthday le.. heeZz.. so happy.. now lucky le.. find back my key le.. yipee.. ermmm.. hope tml will be lucky bahh.. tml muz pass up the HIstory File.. heeZz.. HopE i Lucky lucky let teacher accept it bahh... heeZz.. k stop here le.. *~Take Care leh u all~*

11:40:00 AM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Falling In love~

hehe.. [[Extract]] from WeiTinGx JiEx de bloG.. ermm.. well she extract from Kee Hui Blog.. ermm.. Well reali find it veri meaningful.. so would like to share wif all of u.. tink abt it k..

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return. How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.

10:10:00 PM

haiZz..

haiZz.. today go grandma house.. den go uncle house.. New house lai de.. haven even renovate.. the house.. got abit weird nia.. no store room.. den toilet is rite beside each other.. den got the hanger tat is pull out of window n pull in to the house.. den the door more weird... we spend alot of time looking at it.. n trying to list all the bad thingyz abt it.. den my grandma decided to change the whole door.. for safety reason.. diao~~ den when goin home tat time.. we go to the turf.. go there buy alot of thingyz den go home.. den it was like so tiring leh.. yesterday got the 2.4km run.. run dao my legs now pain pain.. den still walk here n there... so sianZz... haiZz...

Ermm.. haiZz.. dunno y leh.. juz feeling like (} {) le.. juZ dunno y bahh.. suan le.. today juz da feeling siao siao bahh.. haiZz... luv reali hurt.. hurt too much le.. hurt dao i can't take it le... I juz find tat hor.. Everytime the good thingys are being given to those chio ppl.. pretty gals.. or even cute de.. Den those not so cute, chio.. will neva get so good thingz de.. haiZz... dunno y leh.. ermm n now.. i forget HIM le.. yay.. forget le.. so Jia Wen nO need to tell Him le lar.. forget him le.. good hor... haiZz.. juZ now spend the whole day trying to publish it but cannot.. dunno y... haiZz.. y everytime i say i forget le.. den dun let me publish.. y leh? he doesn't even care abt me le.. y dun juz let me publish it.. haiZz.. Now muz pray hard tat i can publish it.. haiZz..

Nowaday keep forget my birthday le.. today suddenly aunt call me.. den say wanna cum.. but cannot coz cousin haven finish her hw yet.. haiZz.. den i was so surprise.. y cum here neh?? den she say u forget le ar.. ur birthday.. den i den oops.. ya hor.. haiZz.. so forgetful le.. dun care le lar.. family also neva care me le..

I Now Muz change myself to a better person le. a better gal.. a guai gal.. a good frenz.. hope tat i could do it bahh.. haiZz.. stop here le.. *~TakE caRe EvERyoNe~*

I FoRget abt u le.. so Jia Wen dun need tell le.. heeZz..

7:47:00 PM

haiZz..

Ermm.. haiZz.. dunno y leh.. juz feeling like (} {) le.. juZ dunno y bahh.. suan le.. today juz da feeling siao siao bahh.. haiZz... luv reali hurt.. hurt too much le.. hurt dao i can't take it le... I juz find tat hor.. Everytime the good thingys are being given to those chio ppl.. pretty gals.. or even cute de.. Den those not so cute, chio.. will neva get so good thingz de.. haiZz... dunno y leh.. ermm n now.. i forget HIM le.. yay.. forget le.. so Jia Wen nO need to tell Him le lar.. forget him le.. good hor... haiZz.. k stop here le..

9:37:00 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2004

ermmm.. so suay..

today 7.30am wake up le.. early hor... den prepare le go to the Pasir Ris to run run.. 2.4km worZz... den go there.. wait dao everyone finish running den sec 1 gal run.. den run de time hor.. xiang yu say wait for her.. den together run.. den how i noe.. she run dao duno where.. left me.. haiZz.. den run run run.. run dao last few.. so dui lian... den run dao there le.. the NCC de one of the ppl hor.. heeZz dunno his name yet.. den tell his frenz tat :: Wei Wee de mei mei fail leh.. :: hai me so dui lian.. came in fail le.. still go tell.. haiZz.. so suay today..

den after the run.. i was like dying le.. like wanna vomit.. den keep lying on Marilyn legs.. ha.. den after tat.. i go home wif Diana.. den saw the Hang Qi, Yee Tien n Kian HOng.. den call them lor.. den play on the MRT.. keke^^.. den after tat went to Bugis.. den find Cherri jIe.. Kai Wen Jie.. n Hui Min jie.. n d other one dunno her name.. heeZz.. den walk walk walk lor.. den after tat Hou Soon Cum le.. den Hui Min Jie they all wait for Melissa to cum.. den they take neoprints lor.. so cute leh they all.. rushing here rushing there.. kekeZz.. aaa... did i mention tat Wen Hao mar?? aa he also cum le.. den walk here walk there.. den walk dao we tired le.. den sit at the Rockery there.. den eat eat eat.. den Wen Hao say he wanna go help a frenz.. *ahem* aaa.. a frenz meh? kekeZz.. den after tat we walk walk walk lor.. den after a while we all go home le... we take 4hr to walk the Bugis worZz.. wAhhhhhh.. scary scary... heeZz.. den Michelle n Melissa go to the Temple while Hou Soon, Hui Min, Kai Wen n another gal hor.. together go home...

After cum home.. den find out my keys lost le.. haiZz.. suay.. today suay dao yao min le..
1st::Fail the Running Test::
2nd::lost the key::
haha.. reali suay hor.. tis year suay dao so cham.. heeZz.. stop here le.. cya..

*pray pray* hope i won't be so suay le...

2:40:00 PM

Friday, April 09, 2004

haiZz

haiZz.. today so sianZz.. all the ppl go out watch movie.. haiZz.. left me niaXx haiZz.. dunno how le.. like i no true frenz leh.. no one care de.. so xian mu those tat got close frenz.. haiZz.. suan le.. i tis person where got close frenz de leh?? *pray hard bahh*

6:23:00 PM

haiZz.. am i reali tat sux??

haiZz... it look like i reali veri sux leh.. my frenz tat at first go out wif me.. den coz only me n her want go escape.. den not fun le mar.. den as well wait got more ppl go.. den more more money also neva mind.. but den is like hor.. she like not happy like tat.. den say want go out wif her sch frenz le.. haiZz.. look like the whole world is hating me.. no one like me.. muz as well go die suan le.. haiZz.. juz now was so happy coz *ahem* got stead le.. n my pray got use le.. but den today gotta be lonely le bahh.. haiZz.. she like to be wif her secondary frenz so much den i dun care le lor.. haiZz life reali so haiZz..

11:02:00 AM

Yay... SomEonE gOt a StEaD Le..

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yay.. so happy for *ahem* he got a stead le worZz... haha.. good good.. happy happy.. diao~~ y me happy.. sot de me.. kekekeke.. ermmm.. hope tat his stead would take good care of him worZz.. (^-^) jia you jia you worZz.. keke.. Although Good Friday is a Bad Day For me but hor is a veri gooD day FOr hiM worZz.. hahaha... hope tis time de relationship would be long.. here i wish them 4ever.. (^-^) ermm.. look like all of my frenz all got their dar dar le.. so sad for me nia.. haha.. they all so xin fu.. haiZz.. cannot gua me.. coz i so ugly mar.. keke.. den so extra.. (^-^) haiZz.. aaa.. wish all the ppl tat got stead would be xin fu n last 4ever.. while de ppl tat doesn't have.. would find a veri veri suit de ppl tat will care for them.. ermm.. jia you jia you worZz.. dun fang ji.. haiZz.. dun care myself le.. (^-^)

JIa yOu leh u all.. WIsh all Of u 4ever..

10:39:00 AM

Yay... SomEonE gOt a StEaD Le..

10:36:00 AM

4 person(s) in ur life... how many have you found?

Message: Life is the process of finding love;
everyone will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you yourself,

Second person is the one you love most,

Third person is the one who love you most,

And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of
your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you
love most, and learn how love feels.

Because you know how love feels, so you can find
the person who loves you most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving
others and being loved, you will then know what
it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most
suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest
of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are
usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn�� love you.

The one, who love you most, is never the one you
love most.

And the one you spend your life with, is never
the one you love most or the one who love you
most.

He/she is just the person who happens to be at the
right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people�� life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.

At the point in time when he loves you, he/she
really loves you.

But when he/she doesn�� love you anymore, he/she really
doesn�� love you anymore.

When he/she loves you, he/she can�� pretend that he/she
doesn��.

Same goes, when he/she loves you no more, there�� no
way he/she can pretend he/she loves you.

When a person doesn�� love you and wants to
leave you.

You must ask yourself if you still love him/her,

If you also don�� love him/her anymore, do not keep
him/her just to save your pride.

If you still love him/her, you should wish him/her
happiness, and hope that he/she will be with the one
he/she loves most, not stop him/her from it.

If you stop him/her from finding true happiness with
the one he/she loves, it shows you already don��
love him/her,

And if you don�� love him/her, what rights do you
have to blame him/her for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive,

If you like the moon, you can�� just take it
down
and put it in your basin,

But the moonlight still shines upon you.

In other words, when you love a person, you can
use another method of possessing the person.

Let him/her become a permanent memory in you life.

If you really love a person, you must love him/her
for what he/she is.

Love him/her for his/her good points, and the bad,

You can�� wish for him/her to become like what you
like him/her to be just because you love him/her.

If he/she can�� change to become what you like him/her
to be, you don�� love him/her anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a
reason why you love him/her,

You only know that no matter when and where,
good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this
person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the
toughest problems without asking for promises or
listing criteria.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and
give in at times, not always be on the receiving
end.

Being away from each other is a type of test,

If the relationship isn�� strong, then you can
only admit defeat.

Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love,

They love to ask each other to swear, to make
promises.

Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?

Because they don�� trust each other, they don��
trust their lover.

These swear and promises are useless;

Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love
for you will never change!

We all know that the sky will never fall; the
ocean will never dry,

Even if it does happen, are we still alive by
then?

Be careful when making promises; don�� make
promises that you cannot keep.

Swear by things that can never happen, because
it can never happen, so no harm just saying it
casually.

Remember? Swearing by things that can never
happen are the most touching!!?

In a relationship, what you say is one thing,
but what you do is another;

The one saying, doesn�� believe; the one
listening, also doesn�� believe.

Which person have you found so far?

In the world so big, which person have you
found?

And who has found you?

HopE tat i Can Find all of the 3 person tat are the SAME person

8:49:00 AM

ermmm.. 20 day!! 4 dayZz to my birthday..

20 day le.. so fast nia.. dun care dun care le.. dun count le.. so like tat no need to noe le... kekeke... sure can't c him de.. count le also no use.. tooot.. ermmm.. 4 dayZz to my birthday le worZz.. so fast also.. time reali pass too fast le... ermmm.. yesterday at nite at first wanna to send my cousin de.. he goin to dunno where.. hehe.. den my kor they all dun want.. den in d end neva go le.. so bad de they all.. keke..

ermmm.. today dunno wanna go escape anot leh.. only Lay Kheng n me only.. d other ppl like dun wanna go.. so bad de they all.. only today can spend time wif frenz leh.. den they all dun wanna go.. haiZz.. nbm dun care them le.. haha.. suddenly rmb last year de birthday nothing to do de.. at home staring at the four wall.. den go sch.. got Amy n Poei Fang Give me present only... den d other dun care le.. erm.. well today too early write blog le.. dunno write wat...

Here i wish Kim Jun n Xiang Yu happy birthday!! ermmm.. maybe later cum here write somemore.. ermm.. stop here le.. cya everyone..

Loving u all the times..

8:46:00 AM

ermmm.. 20 day!! 4 dayZz to my birthday..

20 day le.. so fast nia.. dun care dun care le.. dun count le.. so like tat no need to noe le... kekeke... sure can't c him de.. count le also no use.. tooot.. ermmm.. 4 dayZz to my birthday le worZz.. so fast also.. time reali pass too fast le... ermmm.. yesterday at nite at first wanna to send my cousin de.. he goin to dunno where.. hehe.. den my kor they all dun want.. den in d end neva go le.. so bad de they all.. keke..

ermmm.. today dunno wanna go escape anot leh.. only Lay Kheng n me only.. d other ppl like dun wanna go.. so bad de they all.. only today can spend time wif frenz leh.. den they all dun wanna go.. haiZz.. nbm dun care them le.. haha.. suddenly rmb last year de birthday nothing to do de.. at home staring at the four wall.. den go sch.. got Amy n Poei Fang Give me present only... den d other dun care le.. erm.. well today too early write blog le.. dunno write wat...

Loving u all the times..
Here i wish Kim Jun n Xiang Yu happy birthday!! ermmm.. maybe later cum here write somemore.. ermm.. stop here le.. cya everyone..

8:38:00 AM

ermmm.. 20 day!! 4 dayZz to my birthday..

8:38:00 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

19 day~~ 5 dayZz to birthdayZz~~

wahh.. time so fast.. aaa.. yesterday didn't come write as my kor using pc.. now count hor already 19 dayz le leh.. so long le den 5 dayzz to my birthday.. also veri fast leh... so shock.. haiZz left 11 dayZz le... ermm.. yesterday de thingys i like forget le leh.. oops... ermmm... oh ya yesterday got enrichment.. aa.. reali like forget le.. oh ya.. break time saw Zhi Wei.. den c him wif a fork at the drink stall.. den ask him y use fork to drink de.. den he say no lar.. juz now the fork drop on the floor.. den go change.. den cum buy drink mar... if use fork to drink.. dunno drink until when le.. haha.. den saw Yong Han.. den ask whether he still rmb the donation thingys.. den he hor.. act as dunno me.. so bad de.. toot toot toot.. hmphh..

ermmm.. start from today de bahh.. aaa.. duno wat to write leh.. like reali short term memory came again le.. today like neva do anything bahh?? ermmm.. reali forget le.. nvm.. dun care... toot me toot me.. juz rmb the after sch part.. we having the guide test.. den it is like we learn the thingyz.. all forget le.. den no choice.. den shhhh.. we *ahem* lor.. den i ask a guyz aa... still dunno his name.. diao~~ noe him for month le bahh.. aiyoyo.. toot de me.. ermm.. den it is like hor.. so hard leh.. tink fail le.. haiZz.. so paiseh.. if fail.. den it like teacher go into the office le mar.. den down there got our books.. den we want to *ahem* de.. but the senior down there.. so cannot.. den ask them.. they dun say.. so bad.. they like wish us fail like tat nia.. so bad bad bad.. only Wan Yi help us de.. at least she good.. hmphh.. ermm.. den when Wan Yi say 1910.. den say dao so loud.. Mdm Wi suddenly cum out.. den i down there laugh laugh laugh.. hope she didn't get scolding from Mdm Wi bahh.. hahaha... so funny leh tat time.. dunno y... we copy dao siao... oops.. *ahem* neva copy neva copy.. keke.. ermm.. scare later can't come write blog.. so cum write write.. aaaa... juz now after sch sms.. *ahem* dunno he will reply anot leh.. he like reali dun bother to care me le.. haiZz.. wat did i reali do neh?? haiZz...

*pray hard* wish tat u will reply me leh.. will be waiting ur msg every second.. love ya..

4:25:00 PM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

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aaa... heard tat one of the teacher *ahem* had gone up to the news nia.. ermm.. news is abt a ermm.. bar gal worZz.. hope tat she resign bahh.. or if she reali not the pic inside... den hope she dun mind the rumours

4:53:00 PM

17 dayZz.. 7 dayZz to my birthdayZz..

haiZz.. yesterday juz got scolding from kor n dad n mum.. hate dem nia.. keep tink they alwayz correct.. do they noe how i felt during lesson time mar.. they juz dunno den tok so much crappy.. hate dem lar.. dun wish to live in tis world le lar.. juz wish to use knife cut le den nothing to worry.. JUZ noThing.. Everything will be fine.. No sTress NoThiNg to tInk.. Juz no OnE will care.. i juz find out tat everyone is juz tinking of themself.. they neva tink how ppl felt.. neva tink how ppl tink.. juz want their own wayz... n i at first neva even say i wanna cum to mjr de.. is got force in de.. den they got tink how will i go thru tis period when i in MJR MAR.. is so hard nia.. no one to reali go pei me when i in class.. no one care abt me.. no one noe how i felt.. everything they will tink i a bad gal.. they all from the same sch i noe.. but they all can juz nelect ppl tat only the person tat got in mar.. can mar? nvm bahh.. since they dun care den i also dun care le.. ppl tink of themself.. i also can tink of myself.. y care ppl de feelings.. y care how they felt.. y care how they tink.. human are all so selfish.. including my family.. they all are so selfish.. juz tink of their thinking only.. they got noe how i felt mar.. juz everything i am in the wrong.. everything i wrong.. juz everything i do they also not happy.. is like i felt no one reali care.. even last time stead de all also neva care.. i wonder y ppl got tis tinking of wifout caring ppl de feeling.. y should i be the one dat care how they felt meh.. can't they juz tink of me one time.. juz one time i also happy le.. at least i can tink of they can change.. but is like they juz let me feel tat human are so bad.. everything is so bad.. y everytime is like tat de.. haiZz life reali sux nia.. sux sux sux.. can't take it le.. muz scold dao i shuang shuang le..

koR say can let me transfer into sch tat i like.. but tink is all nonsence bahh.. even he let.. dad also dun let.. dad juz want the way he want.. say wat dun care i like tat sch anot.. is juz muz go in... if last time i choose those sch i like.. den now i will not be so tong ku le bahh.. at least in a sch i like.. in a sch wif frenz tat i noe.. now is like in sch wif ppl dat i dunno.. n somemore they from same primary sch.. den more noe each other de.. so y come care me. they got their own frenz.. den me leh.. muz be so lonely meh... haiZz.. juz feel all the loneliness.. lucky got tis blog to let me vent my saddness bahh.. or else i dunno where am i le.. haiZz.. juz hope ppl will tink of ppl feeling not like my dad.. selfish tinking.. haiZz.. find tat life is not as happy as ppl say.. maybe the animals or wat wanted to be human bahh.. but is so hard to be nia.. now i dun even have a close frenz le.. My close frenz had her own veri close de frenz le.. somemore in her sch.. so is like we like not so close le.. now i juz neva wish too much.. juz wish can make a close frenz bahh.. den birthday wish is can get to c him in 13 dayz time le bahh.. if dun c den i cham le.. coz muz forget him.. i dunno how leh... haiZz.. try my best bahh... since we two will neva ever get back... haiZz...

Today de sch juz so haiZz... EveryTHing is juZ haiZz.. juZ nothing to do.. den today the history so much hw.. goin to go mad le lar.. later next time muz go hougang chalet le.. haiZz.. den juZ the whole day tinking should i transfer? if i transfer le i will miss my frenz de... like Jun TinG koR.. ChErri jie.. Hui min jie.. Kai Wen jie.. den alot leh.. dunno how to mention all... juz all the ppl i noe bahh.. except those tat doesn't care me de.. haiZz... den if dun transfer.. i muz torelate the haiZz during lesson bahh.. haiZz.. dun care le lar.. muZ try to ren them bahh.. +* WANLING MUZ REN LEH, JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU *+ haiZz.. if dun ren them in d end i should the person tat in d wrong de.. haiZz.. ermm like *ahem* say de.. everything i do is juz wrong.. wrong wrong wrong... haiZz.. dun care le.. wish they would change into a better person bahh.. n my dad wil have a better thinking lar.. so toopid leh.. having tat kind of tinking dat doesn't care of ppl feelings.. toot lar.. haiZz.. end here le bahh.. btw Thank Jun Ting koR.. coz u teach me do tis blog hor... den hor i at least can vent the sorrow in here worZz.. (^-^) thank thank thank worZz..

HopE tAt ThiNgy tat i heaRd is Truth bahh.. haiZz.. LiFe haiZz..

4:24:00 PM

17 dayZz.. 7 dayZz to my birthdayZz..

4:24:00 PM

Monday, April 05, 2004

17 dayZz~ 8 dayZz to my BirThday~~

8 dayZz to mY birThday Le.. whilE 17 dayZz le.. hehe.. haiZz.. tinking abt yesterday thingy like sad sad de... haiZz.. better dun tink too much.. dunno they say is truth or not.. hope is truth bahh..

ermmm.. today nothing much happen in sch bahh.. juz lesson as usual.. juz nothing.. maybe today no xin qin to have lesson... haiZz.. tink nothing to write le.. as today so sianZz like tat.. haiZz stop here le.. byeee... *~ take care leh ~*

I hErE hUrTinG n wiSh TaT tHe tHiNgyS is TruTh.. HoPe eVeRyTHinG Is AlRiTe.. LoVe ya FoRevEr..

7:39:00 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

juZ added~

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haiZz.. juZ now Chatting wif Lydia n Yee Chean... den is like.. when i heard something abt HIM.. i dunno wat to do lor.. y suddenly is like he dun want me.. den suddenly like tat.. i is juz trying to forget him.. n is like he suddenly wanted to hurt me again.. i dunno the news is truth anot.. coz i ppl pass to me n say de.. but i juz find out.. nth is so straight forward.. (} {) heart break le.. now still listening to the Autumn in my heart - Reason.. the song so sad like tat.. now juz so close to my heart.. i dunno how le... wish tat it would be truth news tat is he still like me bahh.. haiZz.. so tootpid nia.. where got ppl want like me neh.. tink too much le... haiZz.. juZz wish tat everything is so simple n easy to understand.. i dun want to put in too much belief in it.. coz i scare later is bluff de... maybe it might make me sad again.. so is juz half believe n half not.. coz at least not veri sad coz got prepare to accept it is the bluff news.. i tink the thingy they say.. is abit look so truth leh.. coz they say until so serious.. haha.. but still can be bluff de.. coz neva noe it by myself.. heeZz.. so dun care first bahh..

LoVinG u eveRy SeC; MiNuTe; HouR; EVERYDAY..

11:10:00 PM

16 dayZz le... 9 dayZz to my BirthdayZz...

Yipee.. birthday cuming le.. hmm.. dunno got receive any present anot leh... wish i Got bahh... buT dun tink anyone will give me.. heeZz
^-^ hmmm... *pray pray pray* wish got at least one present bahh... last year no one give me leh.. so sad de~ Everyone forget le.. including my best frenz nia.. so sad~ nvm..

ermmm... today juz like every sunday.. had my Piano lesson.. n den juZz went to read comicz.. den my second kor kor ask my big kor kor do his project.. so lazy hor.. den after tat keep scold by my big kor kor.. haha.. the conversation sound so funny.. den after tat i went so slp... den got wake up from my Mum n KOr the conversation.. so loud nia.. heard abit of it den fell aslp.. it is abt my second kor kor de thingy.. when wake up.. dunno do wat thingy.. forget le worZz... oops.. how to continue neh?

ermmm.. juz continue from where i rmb bahh.. den at nite abt 7 somethingy le.. my big kor kor den suddenly say want to fotocopy thingy.. den cham le lor.. so late le.. go where find leh? den after tat go running around near my house like siao de... den my kor angry le.. den say wanna go home.. den mum n me go find.. den my kor follow behind.. (still say wanna go home) toot nia.. den in d end we find it.. so happy.. first time i so lucky leh.. FIRST TIME.. so happy.. Yipeee... den cum back go write blog lor.. writing half way call lydia.. den tok tok tok.. hmmm.. i tink nothing le.. haven do my hw yet.. keke.. k stop here le.. byeeee... *~ GOod niTe ~*

LovIng U all the Time
BIrTHday CUmIng Le.. YiPee

9:10:00 PM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

15th day le~

haiZz.. today can't go to StamfOrD de sport dayz... haiZz.. den neva c him too.. reali no fate.. no yuan fen.. haiZz.. so wish i could c him in bugis coz i heard tat he is goin to bugis den how i noe neva even c him at all.... maybe no yuan fen for the two of him... hope tat the next 15 day before i muz reali forget him, i could c him.. so i can recount 30 dayz again.. *pray pray pray* pls ar god ar.. let me at least c him one time mar.. haiZz..

hmmm.. today go for the guide ceremony.. den go there do the sandwich thingy.. keep say by jasmine tat i keep torture her sandwich.. hmm.. i noe i lousy in doing sandwich.. coz neva do before mar.. ^-^ den after tat go c the dance item... they dance veri nice nia..
{xian mu} den after tat go listen to song near the flag pole of changkat changi sec.. den keep sitting down there.. den alot of ppl ask us buy thingy.. den after tat i go East pOint de KFC.. after tat Lay Kheng call me.. den say she wanna have lunch wif me le.. den i wanted to go de.. den Amanda n Hui Wen N Liang Eng dun let nia.. keke.. they so cute.. den after tat saw alot of ppl while goin.. den when reach Aljunied.. den after tat wait dao my hp no batt.. den dunno how le.. faster go home.. coz dunno y the lay kheng so long de.. say 10 min until 20 min le.. den reach home.. wait awhile den she reach le.. den wif her at bugis walk walk.. den xin li wanted to c him nia.. but until now no at all.. haiZz.. den after tat go home.. den wif Lay Kheng tok tok tok.. den after tat she wanted to go home le.. den pei her go MRT.. hehe.. Sound like LEs.. dun xiang y y.. my best frenz lai de.. coz long time no c den alot of thingy to gossip.. keke.. den after tat go home.. c my kor kor not at home le.. so happy.. coz can use le.. hehe.. ermmm.. now tink muz help Wei Kai Do the thingy leh.. stop here le.. *~ TaKe GooD caRe oF urSelf ~*

5:17:00 PM

Friday, April 02, 2004

14 dayZz.. 12 dayZz.. to my birthdaYZz...

*sob sobZz* caN't TakE iT Le.. MayBe Like KiM juN sAY.. Muz Cry.. Den WiLL nOT so Sad~ i dUn waNna ren tHe Tears le.. i now noe the main reason for our break.. i ReaLi dUnnO y pPl FeEl taT waY.. JuZ liKe MaTthew De mUm.. saY coZ i aM MaTtHew's de CouSin de eX. Den sAy cOz hIs cOusiN duN wAnt Me le.. Den DuMp mE.. Den hE sTiLL wAnt SteAd wiF mE.. TaT thE reaSon Y we BreaK.. y doEs His Mum TInk TaT? WhO Do She Tink i am? a PerSon tAt Dump by pPl is thEiR faUlT meh? i Reali duNno WaT mAkE hEr tInK TaT... N i nEvA c HiS mUm before.. Wat is she tinking?? am i juz a useless person?? ok i am... i admit.. since everyone tink tat.. i juZ waNna nOe tat is it ppl tat got dump is louSy?? i jUZ wanna noe the reason for tis.. Y Matthew nOe tat i am hIs Cousin de ex den still stead wif me.. WaT iS tHe meaning of tis?? n dEn wHen hE tInk oVeR iT le.. CaN't he juz tell me the reason?? Now I nEed TO go around askIng all His coUsin den noe.. soMe moR 2 difference ans came out.. but i trust more is Yee Chean de.. ThanK Yee chean.. ThAnk FoR telling me.. i'm reali tired le lor.. y everytime is ppl dun want me.. now somemore tis reason came out.. n tat make me tink tat.. maybe now i shall be the person tat dump ppl le lor.. is it wat she want?? siNce the person tat dump ppl is SO GREAT while the person tat got dump is SO LOUSY.. My hEaRt so Pain.. a stupid reason n tat wat make me break.. ok i tink mostly not his mum.. is him he self bahh.. he doesn't like me.. tat y when his mum say like tat den he juz like tat lor.. haiZz.. i juz a failure worZz.. nO onE like.. Everyone hate me.. y am i trying my best to make ppl happy while they hurt me so much.. i dunno wat is happening around tis world.. Reali dunno.. haiZz.. my birthday cuming le.. n tis toot reason suddenly came out.. maybe i am alwayz the silly person in the relationship.. haiZz... nvm.. at least i doesn't be the one who dump ppl n make them sad.. is all i can do for tis... i shall be the one tat got hurt bahh.. suan le.. life is like tat.. everyone juz wish to be happy.. everyone snatch the thingy tat are good.. den i shall let them happy.. let them have the good thingy... n wat ever they want.. haiZz... LiFe sux.. LuV HurTx...

haiZz.. today the whole day dunno do wat thingy... juz keep tinking of yesterday the thingy i heard.. during the PE, math, english, chinese, literature, science.. i all dunno wat i am doing.. i keep tinking of the thingy.. maybe tat wat life is? haiZz.. juz dun have the mood to be happy.. i keep trying to be happy are all fake... there reali nothing to let me be happy about.. hmmm tat wat is life about.. haiZz... stop here le bahh.. maybe when it reach 30dayz n i can't c him.. tat is the day tat i should forget... neva shed tears for him... neva miss him.. neva love him.. haiZz.. he is the one tat cause Matthew n i break up de bahhh... suan le.. i doesn't gua him.. haiZz... juz feel like i so lousy.. haha.. hmmm... tink reali nothing to write le.. stop here le.. *~ TakE caRE ~* HeaRtbReaK Gal (} {)

4:41:00 PM

Thursday, April 01, 2004

13th day~ ApRil Fool Day

haha.. 13th day le.. hmm.. yesterday heard from jUn Nan JiEx saY tAt HE gOing to the SpoRt dAy taT is StaMfoRd de.. haiZz.. BuT iT is On Sat whIcH meAn i GOt thE tooT thINGy .. tat wat stupid Ceremony... haiZz.. no yUan Fen.. i ReaLi wiSh to c HIM Leh.. *pray pray* pLs All Of thE goD aBoVe HOr... NO matter Is chiNese de Shen Or Malay de God.. oR ChrisTian.. oR IndU de ar.. Pls Grant my wish Leh.. haiZz.. reali miss him lor.. haiZz.. feel so wish tat i can c HIM now n THen.. buT caNnot de.. Sure One.. haiZz... Feel RatheR sAd When SuddEnly Jun Nan Jiex say he going.. den i felt disappointed when i tink tat i got the wat guide de.. haiZz... if i go there hor 1st can c my teacher 2nd HIM 3rd Frenz.. haiZz.. reali wish can go.. Pls leh.. LeT mE siCk on TaT day Leh.. dEn aT leaSt i duN caRe hOW sicK i Am i SuRe wiLL go to The SPoRt daY de.. BuT aT leaSt Got THe MC can Le... haiZz... MiSs Him EvEry day.. EverY sEc worZz.. DunNO whEn wilL bE the dAy We Will meet.. So wish iT is NOw.. So wish Is EvEryday.. So wish is EvErySec.. haha.. abit can't realise de.. not abit.. is reali can't realise de.. haha.. too bad for me le lor.. so sad nia~ duNno HoW To saY aBt THe hUrt.. haiZz..

*ahEm* Now aDay No SoUnd Le.. i mean SoAr ThRoaT.. sianZz... haiZz.. so suay de.. TinK no oNE is as suay as me le bahhh.. haha.. Today do NoThinG muCh.. DuRing tHe FIrsT pErioD is tHE math THIngy.. duNno waT MrS Tan TokINg lar.. wat MulTiply here den wat divide here... she say moRe i GoNG moRe... dEn 2nd PeriOd WhiLe THe ChEN Lao Shi Cum IN n THe MOE ppl Cum IN.. Den SaW MiNg SonG n Some PPL.. so ShOck.. NeVa C theM wAlk PAsT heRE aT aLL de.. dEn noW suDdenly GOt.. Den aFtEr tat Hui Min jie.. deN RmB is TheiR Damai Lesson <<< DunNO hoW to WRitE >>> den aFtEr tat tOday MuZ help ChEN Lao Shi.. SO Try to ConCeNTraTE waT shE tok.. Den wheN do THE GrOUp WoRK is THe moSt FunNY ThINgy.. The LU sOng keEp GivE StUPid Idea.. den whEn TImE up le.. Chen Lin Still wRiTing.. Den TEachEr say Muz cAnnoT wrITe Le.. OR ELse Will MinuS MaRk.. Den Lu SOng.. suDdenly shOUt for tEachEr.. n Ran there.. n tok tok tok.. dEn cum bAck say.. hehe.. wo hao li hai.. Juz nOw Run TO tEaChEr tHerE n pAy FOr hEr AttEntiON so ShE duNno mar.. aiya.. Juz The way HE tokIng So Funny... Keep MaKE me LauGh.. kekeke.. den after tat Recess le..DuNno Y noW sElDom Hang Up wif mY CoUsiN le.. NVm.. Tml muZ hang up wif her.. Den aFter rECess Is IPW.. den go there learn how to use Publiser... dEn whEn finish le.. MR Chua say muZ cuM back at 2.30 n then ppl was so shock.. den Nelson say Aiya ApRil Fool lar.. den Mr Chua Laugh le.. he say ya.. juz kidding wif u all.. haha.. den suddenly all rmb is april fool day... den go back is Miss Tia de Lesson.. hEr leSson Is thE moSt FuNny De.. At First.. WhEn ShE Goin to Teach LE mar.. Den Wei Kai Go say... Miss Tia pls have ur sit.. den Miss Tia say.. SUre GOt SomEthIng aT mY SeaT.. Den shE go chEck.. NothiNG de... Den whEN shE go USe OHP.. den evERyONe lOok aT her.. Den ShE so ShocK.. say Got soMeTHiNG on My hAiR? dEn EvEryoNE keep LaugH lAuGh.. Den sHe SaY.. WahH tiS clAss sCary.. Only Sec 1 will Do Tis ScaRe pPl tHInGy When apRil Fool... sec 2 3 4 all dun care de.. dEn whEn shE say goT 30 Hw.. dEn EvEryONE lauGh.. sAy aiyA ApRil Fool day.. Den HaNg Qi sAy.. Ok.. Miss TIa wE bEliEvE u.. Den MIss Tia say " The Bad thingy abt APril Fool day is tat wHen u sAY sometHIng TruTH.. NO oNE BeLIEve u.. dEn thE whole pEriod Keep laUGh LauGh..Haha.. Den DuRing thE hisToRy tiMe vEri BoRing lOR.. as NO onE dare to DistUrb Miss Wong.. LikE Lu Song say.. NO oNE dAre To DiStURb Miss WonG.. Coz If We Play Wif HEr.. wE suRE enD up In DC playIng wIf hEr de.. keke.. so cute de Lu soNg.. dEn MrS wONg de PErioD.. Den NelsOn go DiStuRb MRs WoNG.. kEep sTaring At HEr FaCe.. Den She saY got MarKEr Ink on My FacE ar.. Den KEep Rub Her faCe.. Den EvErYonE laUgh... haha.. den LiTeraTure de tIme so BorIng.. BoRing dao i AlmOst Fell aSlp.. keke.. Den afTer tat AfTer sch Le.. den GO eat eat... Eat Le.. On the waY saW juN TinG kOr.. haha.. AgaIN saw Le.. Nowaday liKE neva c him.. Den also saw Yong Han Den KeeP say SoRi To Him.. coZ of THe laSt tiME thE thINgy.. den he keep saY waT thINgy.. SO BaD de.. hmpHhh.. dEn AfTer TaT wAlk HomE wiF jIa Qi N Hui WeN.. We KeEp TOk AbT thE HiP hOP... ( SomEOnE dE So CaLL niCk lai De ) wHen GO hOMe Den waN to WrIte bloG.. Den wRite hAlf Way KoR wAn Pc.. den give him lor.. dEn wEnt TO slP.. den wAke Up so LatE le.. HavEn do hW.. Den faSter WakE up le.. go PacK bag Den waNNa dO hw de.. but den feel LikE WaTChINg tV.. DEn wEnT to wAtCh Tv.. Den aFter Tat cUm WriTe blog... dEN duNNo Liao.. COZ havEn hapPen mar... haha.. hEre i WisH ppL oUT thEre.. A HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY... DUN BE CHEATED by Ppl worZz.. kekeke.. hMmm.. WriTiNG blOg halFwAy.. Den Yun Fang Cum saY i HATE U.. shoCk me... den suddenly say APRIL FOOL DAY.. hmph bu hao de.. den go bluff ppl.. all bu hao wan... all like not shock de.. specially is ray lar.. hmphhh... hmmm... stop HErE bahh..

NOw cOunT doWn FOr My bIRthDay TOo.. hmmm 13 day too wOrZz.. eeekk... so Zhun one.. sAme WiF thE to c Him THE DaY worZz.. hmPhhh.. kk.. Reali stop here le.. EvERyoNe tAke caRe leh.. jia YOu iN eVerYthiNg u Do.. *~ TakE care ~* Juz wanNa to Tell u all.. i CHerIsh u all FOrEvEr.. Reali.. ^-^

9:29:00 PM

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